Fairfax Seminary Hospital January 1st 1864 Dear Mother As I have not anything to do this afternoon I take my pen to inform you that I am well and do hope you are the same Mother I did not take my pen to write to you because I had anything of importance to write to you but it is a rainy lonesome day and I took a notion to write to you as or rather to write and think that perhaps you like to read my letters as every one I write to you I am in the Hospital to day sitting by my bed the most of the boys are asleep or reading I have been reading for sometime I spend the most of my time reading or writing for there are but these for us to do here we only eat sleep read write from morn to morn again so the time goes off slower at least I sometimes I think so but alas how fast the time flies away it seems but a short time ago that I left home for the seat of war but time has its changes for me as well as you I am growing old fast I soon shall be in the prime of life yet I am growing old as well as any one I am not Looking as old as some that are younger than myself if you could see me you would think perhaps I had grown old some in the last two years today there has been some excitement in this ward one of the men here it seems ran out of his place in the line of battle for being a deserter after he got to the rear it seems he took his gun and shot off one of his fingers but one his company happened to be in sight and see him do it and told of it for which there came an order from the Headquarters of Gen. Mead to arrest him and bring him back to his regt. he had got a furlough for thirty days to go home but if the report be true he will go to his long home for his sentence will be death he will be taken out in front of twelve men and a cloth [illegible] over his eyes seated on his coffin and be shot it is not very pleasant to see a man shot but such is the fate of one who deserts from the army I have seen a good many men shot for deserting but it is right I think for if they were not severe our army would not be worth any thing of Course I like to see every man do his duty it is no worse for one to be shot by the rebs than another Perhaps you have seen some of the old 7th by this time for there has [1,621?] of them gone home they have reenlisted for the term of three years more but they don’t catch me again I am one of this kind that I like to get one job done before I take another you thought that I was a going to stay for three years more did you not no I am coming home to take care of you I think that if every Family furnished as many as ours only 2 in the family and all of them in the army when I serve the rest of my time I can afford to stay at home some don’t you oh I am sick of the Hospital. There is but one bad case in this ward now that is a man from Detroit his mother and Brothers are here don’t think he will get well he was shot in the shoulder and had part of the bone taken out and his arm is all rotten as seemingly so I hope for the sake of his mother he will get well But I guess I will close for this time for I cant content my pen to write more if you cant read this keep it till I come home and I will read it for you with this I will close from your son A H Marsh