/61 Pepperell, Aug 7th Dear Brother I have Reached Home once more in old P. & found all our friends here in good health I came home on last Saturday we were mustered out of the sirvice upon fryday morning but were not paid off a cent & we do not know when we Shall be We had to stay at the relay House in Maryland ten days, after our time was out, waiting for a relief Guard & after we started for Home we were nearly killed with kind receptions you believe we had some of the tallest receptions in Boston. & Lowell. in Lowell there was the best table set that I ever saw & what a crowd of people they all the Mills & Shops, in the city stoped & everybody Seemed to be out on the Streets Charles came to me in Boston & while we were up in the [common?] He looks just as natural as can be & reminds me of father in every movement I Went over to Cambridge & stayed with him the night I was in Boston his wife is a pretty appearing little woman. & I think I should like her very much [illegible] I became better acquainted with her Should you get this please answer it I Sent you a paper & note just before I left the relay House for Home have you received them I See you [wer?] not concerned in the fight at Bull run & hope your regiment were not mixed up in the Disagracefull flight that ensued after the fight uncle Bolles has nearly finished his haying & the crops are generaly Speaking looking very well your Affectionate Brother J.R. Dickerman Uncle & Aunt Bolles send much love to you & Say do your duty. Frank Sends a kiss for uncle Edward [Written on the right side of Scan 3] write soon yours [illegible] [JRD.?] Thinking of Thee I miss the each lone hour [Star?] of my heart No other voice has power joy to impart I listen for thy steps thy kind sweet tone But silence whispers me thou are alone I listen for thy steps thy kind sweet tone But silence whisper's me thou are alone Darkness is on the hearth [illegible] do & say Books are but little worth thou art away Voices the true and kind Things use to me I have lost heart and mind thinking of thee [illegible] the time and kind strange are to me I have lost heart and mind thinking of thee Octavia