Murfreesboro Tenn July 29th 1863. Dear Mother Again I am seated pen in hand to have a quiet chat with you through the medium of pen, ink, and paper. Yours of the 20th which reached me two days since found me in about the same condition as when last I wrote with the exception of the Neuralgia whi= =ch troubles me not a little of late. sometimes I wish I had your Experience that I could Doctor my self for I will not go to our Surgeon under any consideration for he will give nothing but Quinine and I have taken enough since have been in the army to kill a person with one ordinary[ Constitution?] yet it is the best thing I can take to ease my head. but to take it in such large quantities it is perfectly fryhtful. I am almost sory I said anything to you in regard to my general health . for I fear it had caused you unnecessary uneasiness never fear mother I will come out all right. I am fully awake now as to my real situation the best thing for me is exercise this I partake quite truly of. often writing in the officer about an hour. I go out and jump and practice filling my lungs to their utmost fullness with air then beat upon my breast. which makes me feel much better after the operation. depend upon it Mother I am doing my best to overcome these symtoms which [illegible in original] a Consumption person as for procuring a Discharge that might be if I could not do any other duty than carry a Gun but as thare are plenty of situations that any one of my temperament can just as well fill as not than they will Keep me. but never mind I am contented to stay and do my duty which I can and if I am called to lay my life on my Countrys alter then so be it. we must not [murmer?] for it is the will of the almighty [illegible in original] that we are called to make such sacrifices Dear Mother take good care of Freddie for him take plenty of exercise and not be confined to much. lest the Dreaded Disease is hereditary and he would be inclined that of no one knows how I love my little brother no Father or Mother in this world. to guard a protect him and lead in the way he should go. but you I trust will be all to him my heart could wish I thought when to I commenced this to write a good encouraging letter to you but it is quite the reverse. I am in no mood to write a good letter and it is so seldom that I can allow myself to write in this melancholy strain We are [illegible in original] encamped in the suburbs of the city of Murfreesboro. within a stones throw of our Camp there has been a battle fought and the graves of the poor fallen victims plainly show [how?] [illegible in original] was the conflict. Oh how cruel is War sometimes I am so very tired of this thing I am the most miserable being in the world. yet not once have I [illegible in original] at the [illegible in original] of our Administration and never will, but I must close now and the next letter I write will try to write a more satisfactory epistle. Write often with all the news etc Love to all friends, mother included Edwin Mother