Head Qrs. Dist of Memphis. Memphis Tenn. June 25. 1863. My Own Loving Emma. Having been confined tomy bed and room for several days past by sickness. I have been unable to bestow upon you that prompt attention your goodness and Kindness so much deserve. I am Scarsely able to write this [illegible in original] _ as my nearves seem Entirely un- -strung _ and my mind though not really (Fickle) seems to wander I hope I may be better in the morning. Dear dear Girl [Written sideways on top of Scan 1] My Candid oppinion is that the Rebellion is playing out very rapidly _ Cousin Deloss sends love _ Charlie Goodwin hasbeen Exchanged am looking for him Every day _ Love to your Mother _ Respects to Jon &. family write very soon tohim that loves you deare than any other person in Existance I Remain Yours alone &forever Mark. only those who truly _ and deeply love can tell the happiness your Picture caused me when sick I had it laying open _ and by my side where I could Continually see it. I very seldom allow myself to become angry _ but to you Emma I will say when reading your last letter. I Came to a Clause referring tome as (Fickle minded) false _ etc. etc. now you did not tell me who had such an Exalted idea ofmy mental abil- ities _ and Personal Honor. nor do. I care to know Considering such persons only worthy the Contempt of all good people and absolultely beneath my notice. I have Known many people to do well by attending to their own business _ and letting other peoples affairs Entirely alone. But when they do sofar forget the dignaty of their position _ and the obligation Society impose upon them _ as to insult _ or Even apply bitter invectives to those who have ever treated them with At least common respect. they by that act. descend to little mean contemptible transactions that at once forfeit all Claim to friendship or respect. _ and places them in a position deserving only the contempt of good people _ Dear Emma I have never misused any person willingly in my life _ and to have _ any person _ in my absence _ when all chances for self deffence are gone attempt to _ assail my Character _ I tell _ you Dearest it is too severe _ But One thing I _ am willing to do. I. would compair our past records I am not Ashamed of mine. There are Land-marks by which _ all persons having even a [faint?] desire to do right _ may guide themselves clear of intentional injury to any person _ but of course where morbid disposition for evil doing predominates _ There is no hope and the sooner they founder and sink _ beneath the waves of obliveon _ The Sooner the world is rid of a Curse _ I say a Curse because such people are of no account to themselves or any one Else. Well my Dear Emma. I think I have tried your patience on that subject but you have my true sentament. Oh. Emma what a pleasure it is to love one so good and true as you are _ and to have the assurance that your love is acknowledg- -ed We shall some day if we remain true topromises be doubly repaid for our devoted- -ness to each other _ When we do meet you may Expect tobe loved nearly todeath I Still intend tovisit you the last of the Sumer or this fall _ I have a great responscibility now upon my shoulders the controll of the business of the office responsible to the. Adjutant Genl. alone