Head Qrs. Dist. of Memphis Memphis July 28th 1863. My Own Loved Emma _ Your Communication of the 17th Inst has Just Came to my hand and dearly loved One I dropp Every thing Else until your dear good letter is answered _ Oh! My Emma Could I press to my heart and Kiss those darling lips _ how [Written sideways on top of Scan 1] Darling – Sometime when you have time you can spend an hour or two figuring out the writing on the last sheet _ of pape I should have said – Write very often _ Mark soon would I convince “My Pet” that the affection Mark used to have for his Emma had not Subsided but had grown more intense _ That my Love for Emma was pure sincere and everlasting _ Darling you complain of not receiving any letters from me during the past two week _ now I must say there is wrong work transacted some–where for during that time Judging from letters written by me youshould have received two or three _ However they may have been delayed somewhere and may Come out alright _ But again must I stagger you with my Suspicions of “Foul Play” Dearest I am sorry that you should for one moment doubt me _ Ah! darling you must not do so again _ For you have my assurance that I am true Everlastingly so. If I do not write quite as long letters as I used to it is because I have greater responscibility more care &. less leasure moments to devote to myself & “my own” affairs My People all sadly Complain of my neglecting them – but darling I Cannot avoid it I have no time to devote to my own business The Adjutant Genl. holds me accountable for all the business in the Clerks Dept. I have some ten Clerks who Page written in cross-hatch fashion [Beginning in top left-hand corner of Scan 4] Emma I am decidedly at. a loss to know what motion could induce Mr. Gowdy to attempt to predjudice you against me _ If you can ascertain please do so &. inform me What has become of the Wilkinson Girls? it must be that they did not much fancy my Abolition sentament or some thing else _ for my last letter remains unanswered _ Ha _ ha _ ha _ I wonder if they immagin my feelings are injured. Emma my dear there is no doubt in my mind but what Charlie Goodwin heared what he said he did in Chickaming but what matters that a person dont amount to much in that place unless some one does missrepresent them I Still remain Very affectionate & Your Own fondly Loved &. Loving “Mark” [Beginning in top right-hand corner of Scan 4] Darling Does Benj. Ingalls work for Googwin Gowdy &. Co. The weather is extremely warm in deed so much so that one feels almost prostrate in mind &. body Is Miss Fisher in Chickaming this Summer _ ? Oh! my darling & truely loved Emma if I were with you how much could I tell you &. how easily could I convince you that you alone dear one had the power to thrill my heart with Joy & gladness No Emma dear Girl for my sake do not think again that Mark is anything but true to you many temptations are cons- -tantly arround me but as yet I have resisted all & for your sake report to me _ Darling have you asked Mr. Gowdy for the Love letters that are laying arr- =ound C.H. Goodwins store? Do as you think best. I have not forgotten those remarks My Emma you said he or some one else had said something “Else” in regard to you _ please tell me. Cousin Deloss is first-rate always sends love to you. I think that he and Fannie are playing out. I hope So. The Soldiers of the South -west begin to think they will finish their glorious work [Written sideways on left-hand side of Scan 5] I had a letter from my Uncle yesterday informing me that he was very anxious for me to return to Chicka- -ming _ &. help run that Institution. I informed him I would see the whole Institution. Sunk before I would do it under existing circumstances ___ some time the coming winter We have done well at all events _ The reopening of the Mississippi is certainly a great accomplishment Let us trust in God for the final Consumation I must close _ Please answer soon and Write a longer letter. How strange that Marks Darling should for one moment immagin _ that I did not want toreceive letters from her. Darling you are very dear Love to your Mother _ Respects to Jon. &. family _ My Mother was very much disappointed because I did not meet her &. my Sisters in Aurora The Adjutant General still remains write Soon very sick _ I Remain Your own loving Mark