72 Headquarters 1st Brigade Enrolled Militia, District of Memphis, Memphis, Tenn., April 30th 1864. My own darling Emma. I am actually ashamed ofmy self for not writing before I will not make a long appology. I will only say that I have been very very busy oflate _ so much dear Emma that I Could not write, if at all but a few lines I have therefore from time totime I put it off in hopes I would have more leisure _ This is Sunday afternoon darling. Nearly supper time. and I have Just got through with back worK in the Office. me Dearest do not blame ^ when Such things occur for I am truly not toblame. I have almost Entirely quit writing home _ and Mother com- -plains grieviously, that I neglect them. But “Pet” my reputation in this Office must be sustained _ Even if I haveto drop some ofmy Correspondence But Love I will try not to neglect you. Sometimes my letters will be necessarily brief _ but hereafter I will try and an- swer your Every letter promptly _ Now Emma let me stop and Kiss your picture which lays by my side x x x Dear Loved Emma I only wish I were with you tonight. How happy we would be. We could talk so much faster than we can write. it always seems tome I Can not half Express myself with the pen _ But I can tell you that you are very very dear tome _ that I love you with my whole heart _ etc. Dear Girl Sometimes I feel as though your advice was Correct in regard tomy going north _ But I cannot bear to leave the Army until my term should Expire _ I presume I could get my resignation accepted _ But many would say I had not the plucK tostay _ And You shall never hear any thing of that Kind about me. Poor [Annis?] _ I am sorry for her for ^ if she loved that Fellow and I presume she did some at least. Tell me in your next if he has truly played off on her _ and let me Know how she feels. How is [Nourse?] and the Misses WilKinsons prospering _ Is Montague as much rebel as Ever. I think darling _ some ofthose “Critter”s ofHumane shape up in that Country want shooting pretty bad _ what do you say _ Dear Emma _ in regard to sending my Photograph to [Abb?] Wilkinsons people. I will do Just as you say _ did I promise them one. I Enclose one for you . taken recently. I will try and visit you again in August. Deloss sends love. He is very well My Love to your Mother and all other friends _ I am your own Loving “Mark”