No 12th Camp Kellogg Grand Rapids December 6th/62' Dear Brother Nell Your most truly wel come letter was received on Thursday eve ning and as this is the first opportunity afforded me I take advantage of it to answer it. Your letter found me rather unwell, but I am all right again now I caught a severe cold Tuesday, making out pay rolls, and rather assisting our Orderly to do so, which on Wednesday night had got so bad that it made a little homesick with all the rest. s But Thur^day morning I reported myself sick and went to the doctor who gave me some Condition powders and Quinine and I soon came out all right. The others boys are all well excepting Allen Parks whose shoulder bothers him some during the cold stormy weather we have had for the past week. The weather has been very cold and rather stormy, but as yet we have no sleighing Our new barracks are at last finished and we moved into them last night. They are ill contrived things, but then who cares. I have forgotten all the comforts of civilized life and am now contented to receive a crust of bread and live in a building that is actually more uncomfortable to a civilized person than your hog pen. And yet I never enjoy ed better health nor felt more contented that I now do. True it is that not a day passes that I do not think of home, friends and everything, and spend many moments of pleasant reverie contrasting my present situation and surroundings with those of a year ago, and even three months ago, and sometimes, I must confess I almost wish I had never enlisted. But the next moment something new arises and I soon forget my misery and feel as gay as a lark. I am glad that our folks are well and hope that they may continue in good health so that when this war is ended, we may all meet under the dear old roof and spend many happy years in a happy reunion with all our soldier friends and others. Give them my love and tell them that I should prize a letter from them a great deal. They have written to me but once yet. I received an interesting letter from Rene last week. He was then near Nashville Tennessee, and had been busy chasing the “flying rebs” as he calls them. He said he wished me no we ill luck but he would like it if I were there to chase the rebel cavalry instead of their being routed out of bed at all [Anr?] times of night to chase a few cowardly secesh cavalry. He had been offered the Adjutancy of the regiment but would not accept it preferring a 2nd Lieut. commission with a company to a 1st Lieut. without one. He sent his love to the folks at home. Although we have made out our pay rolls we have not received any pay and may not receive a cent before leaving the state. Gov. Blair was here Thursday, and occasioned quite a gathering of the people. He said that the 6th would go to Washington next week, but would receive no pay until they reached there. A part of them say they will never leave camp until they have received their pay. But I rather think they will, I have heard so much “big talk” here and have never yet seen anything come from it excepting the reverse, that I always believe the contrary of what I hear. [So] I think they go without their pay and perhaps we too. Charlie Greble came here yesterday morning and stayed all day. I enjoyed a tip top good time with him. He wanted I should get a furlough and let him pass me home and go up to Battle Creek and spend Sunday with him and Richard Pool. Had it been two weeks later I should have accepted his offer, but as it was I it thought ^ better not to do so at present. I should like to get home Christmas and New Years, But think it doubtful at present. We have been divided up in to platoons each Sergt taking charge of one. It has divided us up awfully. (the distinctions being in size) I am entirely alone for friends, not one of our boys being in any squad. I would like to see you and George out here when it comes good sleighing. Dont wait for me, nor stop with one horse and [acuter] but bring two and a big sled. Come if possible a few days before Christmas and you can count on passengers home, your board shant cost you anything if you will accept our rations. If you can I wish you would send me some postage stamps they are almost impossible to be got here. You need not send me any money, or but little, and be sure not to send any of the Union Plank Road bills as there is 5 percent discount on them here. I would rather not have any before I write again. I hope you will not feel disappointed in not receiving my letter to night for since I came back here the mail has been changed and I have received you letters on Thursday evenings. This will not reach you before Tuesday or Wednesday as it must lay over until Monday morning before leaving here. Our Capt. is quite unwell and I fear will continue so a long time. He has the lung fever. Some think he will be obliged to resign but I hope not for I should hate to lose him, as would all the company. But I must stop. Write often and long, and tell every one to do the same As ever Your Brother Edwin R. Havens [In margin: “Direct to Co ‘A' 7th Mich Cavalry until further orders”]