Picket Reserve for Sawyer's Road June 17th 1863 Dear Father and Mother Your most welcome letter was received at dark last night and although I have nothing of interest to write I will answer it this morning. I have a letter ready to send away to Nell written two days ago but as I cannot send it until we are releived this will that reach you as soon as ^ it will. The reports of the change of the position of the Army of the Poto mac are confirmed and the 12th Corps is now at Fairfax C.H. and under marching orders. Capt Walker received a dispatch this morning say ing that the “army of the Potomac would march past us today on its way to take up a new base.. Whether by this it is meant that the whole army or only the 2nd Corps will march past I am unable to say.. We heard yesterday heavy cannonading in the direction of Washington but beleive it to have been only the usual Tuesday target practice within the “Defences of Washing ton.” as it is carried on, on Tues days and Saturdays. Many rumors are rife about doings in the future.. From camp we hear that all on the sick list were examined by the surgeon yesterday and all fit for duty were ordered to report to their companies for duty and that those unfit will be sent to some hospital or con valescent camp. and that the cavalry of Genl Stahel will be releived here by infantry and sent down into the Shenandoah Valley or used to Operate against Stuart.. It is said too that ten days rations are ordered to be cooked and in readiness to be moved at a moments notice. Stuart too is reported in Mary land and making his way towards Harrisburgh Pennsylvania having crossed the country a night or two ago within six miles of our camp. This latter report shows what men can say or think when frightened out of their wits.. The 5th & 6th regts which have been here ever since we left Fairfax in April without seeing a reb until Moseby came upon them a few days ago have got “Moseby on the brain” mighty bad and the rustling of dry leaves or crackling of brush even in mid day scares them out of their seven senses (if they have as many). I dislike to boast of our own valor or run down that of our brother regts but to see such imbecility as is exhibited in these two regiments is enough to sicken any one of the Service. We expected to be releived from picket yesterday at noon but may now remain two or three days.. We are on post 8 hours in twenty four and have the same number to rest. The term of service of many of the Massachusetts and other eastern regiments have expired and they are leaving for home. You have undoubtedly heard this before. It is reported too that it is positively known that Lee has during this time been reinforced to the number of 90,000. and I can not blame Hooker for falling back from the Rappahannock.. To any one who will attentively study the fact of the country in this state it will be apparent that as long as the rebels remain on the south side of that river it will take an immense army to defeat them. and they must be whipped almost to annihilation within the sight of Washington before we can hope for much from the “Grand army of the Potomac..” This country too, has been entirely desolated and affords nothing to benefit either party. While our army lies along the Rappahannock all supplies must be transported across this country which requires large forces to keep the communications open.. The same may be said of the rebel army if allowed to come up to the very gates of Washington.. So to my mind the so called retreat of Hooker is no disgrace to our arms.. True we have to mourn the loss of many valuable lives whose sac rifice now seems fruitless and regret the failure of our army before Fredericksburgh. But if Grant succeeds in his siege of Vicksburgh and the rebel army is driven from the Mississippi river we may be satisfied to remain quietly protect ing Washington and be ready to come “in at the death.” Nature has done more for the defences of Virginia than any other State in the Union and I can only repeat the often repeated assertion that “Virginia is emphatically the fighting ground of the rebellion” I doubt not that it will be difficult for us to recognize our old home after the many improvements that will be made in our absence Allen Park says tell Mr Jarvis that he must build one room large enough to dance in for we will have a dance when we get back or demolish his fortifications.. I had not, up to the time we returned to Fairfax C.H. sent my diary but while there I gave it to [illegible in original] who said he would mail it for me.. I do not know whether he did so or not.. I am anxious to hear from Melinda. as the last I heard she was not very well.. But I must stop as I have already wearied you out with my long letters.. I am well and glad to know that you are all in good health. Write as often as you can find it convenient. As ever Yours. E. R Havens