St John July 29th 1865 My much loved Brother I have taken my pen this pleasant morning to answer your kind and welcome letters which I received day before yesterday and to let you know that although you are absent you are not forgaton by those at home no Brother dear you are not forgaton and we are looking forward to the time that Shall See you once more a Sitizin and not aSoldier when you will once more be free to go and come at your pleasure when no man will have the power to take you to the other end of creation with out any particular object unless to Show their power as to [Show?] you the country and if that is their object I think they might have been spared that trouble for I think you could have got out along very comfortable with ^ seeing any more of it I do not know but what I feel wrong about it but I do think that it is a mean arrangement taking you farther and farther from home as your time of inlistment has So nearly expired I do not See what they have got for you to do away off there you Speak of Staying and digging for gold dont think of it you would loose more than you would gain by Staying I do not think that there is much danger of it but I did not know but what you might do So your letter found us all as well as usual and I hope this may find you alive and well if it ever finds you I do not know as it will for it seemes along way to Send a let ter but your [comeshere?] Safe and I hope you will get this we Sent one to you last week but do not know as you will get it we have got our wheat up in good condition we had a good deal of rain and our folks had to unbind the most of it two or three times before they got it Stacked but fin aly got it up dry there will be a good deal of musty and grown wheat this fall there has been So much wet weather our Summer crops look fine our folks havenot got the potatoes all hoed out yet but they look well and we hope to have a good crop our corn is nice most evry one else had their corn planted long before ours was but now ours is equal and ahead of a good many Pas health is very poor the boys have to work pretty hard this Summer Mr Rolfe has bough his place back again George and the old man went all over Wisconsin and Iowa and could not find any farm that Suited him and came back here and gave the man fifteen hundred dollars to get it back dont you think he made money. fast but the meanest of it is he promised George that if he would go with him he would give him a farm George Sold of his thing at a Great Sacrifice and Spent money to go with his father and now the old man has bought back his old place and George is without afarm yet and the prospect is that he will go with out till he can buy one for him Self the old man has used him real mean I think and I hope he will get his pay for it [Penciled in on top of Scan 5] [1865. July 25] we had a letter from Sarah this week they were well Ed let his farm this summer his Uncle [illegible] is boarding with them this Summer he is at work at his trade in Eds Shop George Reynolds has alittle boy I expect Pa and Ma will go out there next weak they are going to corrunna to get our wool carded if George does not get home the boys and I will have to stay at home alone unless we can prevail upon Some kind hearted person to come and Stay with us now couldnt we persuade you to come you would confer a great favor upon us if you would you know it would not be much trouble just to Stay with us nights I thank you very much for that money you Sent me our folks are going to have part of it to pay for getting the wool carded I am going to have a new calico dress which I need very much and the rest will be used for something useful So I hope you will not think any of it will be wasted or trifled away now about the condition on which I had the money I have not been away from home to Stay any except what I have been at Minervas this summer I have done the best I could to help Ma about the work. and done the largest Share of the work. I have kept out of Company that I thought would in any way corrupt what little good Sense I have I have tried my best to get along with out asking for any thing new and it has been my aim to help in any and evry way that I could I do not want you to Suppose that I am lieing at home and being fed and cothed from the hard earnings of My kind hearted Soldier brother with out ever thinking of it no My dear brother I hope the time will come Sometime when I can pay a part of my debts to you I do not ever expect to pay all I never can pay the for all the trouble and expense that I have been to you but My Brother dear if and boys were ever blessed for being kind to their aged Parents and brothers and Sister I think My Brothers will merit a blessing and you know Such are promised a blessing it is getting most noon and I must draw my letter to aclose I could write another sheet just as well or not if I had time but we are going to town this afternoon [Written in red ink on top of Scan 8] [July 25, 1865] and want to mail this Ma Send s you So much love that I do not know as there is any room for mine but I am not going to get jealous about it for who can blame a Mother for being Such Noble Soldiers and Such Good an [illegible] oh my dear brother will the time ever come when we can enjoy each others Society I hope it will write Soon and remember me as your ever loving and affectionate Sister Mary A Mattoon