#32 Elk River, Tenn. Monday April 24, 1864 My dear I got a letter from you yesterday dated the 13th glad you was all well you said Doll got a nice colt well I am glad of it hope she will do well and not make you any more trouble was sorry to think you would be afraid I thought that steer died through your neglect as it happens I know you by experience you are not apt to neglect anything but yourself and that is all I have to fret about that you will take care of every thing but your own dear self is all I fear I had rather everything on the place should die or go to ruin than have you expoze your health and life for such things I am not such a lover of worldly goods as to make you my Slave to take care of a little bit of property if I did tell you when I came away that you must Stir around and see to things it was not inten- tional for you to sit up all night and work all day. Well I have give you quite a blowing up I guess you wont want two letters this week I am well at present we are going to move from here to-morrow down the other side of Bridgeport a few miles the boys here are all well they are all busy building block houses along the railroad so the soldiers can most of them go to the front to fight the battles of their country. 40 men in one of them So most all of the men can go to the front it is hard work for me to think of matter enough to fill a letter every week but I will try to fill it with something if it is not quite so cunning I am cooking yet want you to send me a receipt for making mince pies. you signed your letter to me as your hungry husband well I am not hungry for anything to eat but sometimes get very hungry for Spiritual food but generally sit down and read my testa- ment awhile and that helps fill me up. Well I have got rid of most of my Infidel principles I see so much recklessness here and so much are wickedness that I have to stop and co(n)sider ^ these men prepared to die well I mean to be prepared to meet my God in peace if God will give me strength to devote myself to him. Constant exposure to so much wickedness and danger tends by a little effort of my own to develop the finer feelings of my nature. Well may God prosper you all at home is my prayer each day kiss the children for me tell Arden that nice colt I guess will be nice for him to ride after you telling about the birds I dont think it means anything but a happen so. You accused me of being hired by the contrabands well I shant own up to nothing but will pick a bone with you so I guess you will have to own up to some thing you said the whole eight of you saw those birds but when I left there was only seven in the family so I guess you have got a contraband hid away. come now my dear what do you think of that I think you are the one to own up now what say you. it does not require much patience to read your letters I can read them as fast as I can printing you are improving on your writing very much so dont make any excuses I am satisfied to get enough of your dear letters to read the water is so high in the river that you cannot find any shells at present when the water goes down I shall send you some shells you have got all the money now that I have sent you I have got five dollars more to send you but dare not spare it at present for fear if I dont get any better I shall need it myself Apr. 24, 1864. it is one year old dont lay any heft on coltas back this summer for it will spoil his back sometimes only the heft of your hand will hurt them I am afraid if you take Creasingers other sheep you will have more than you or the farm or yourself can take care of Well I must quit to get dinner good bye for this time from your ever affectionate and loving husband Simeon A. Howe to his tired wife C E P H.