#42 Sunday June 26th, 64 Stevenson, Ala. Dear wife got a letter from you yesterday and hasten to answer it I get five dollars per month Extra for cooking dont keep much money with me had only fifteen cents yesterday morning but sold some rations and got $2.00 before night if you would think you would know that I could not have much money with me I have to spend some money sometime of some little delicacies which takes about all I get for cooking I have sent home since I started from home $75.00 from Detroit $3000 by letter from Bridgeport $16500 by express from Tullahoma which makes in all $270.00 besides $5.00 which I sent June 15th which I have not got any answer from yet. Well my wages and bounty amount to 258.80 up to the time I got my pay So you see I have saved out of my cooking $11.20 more money than I have spent for myself well I paid $4.50 for one pair of boots $3.00 for a hat and fifty cents for a shirt So you see I have not been very extravagant. I thank you for the little wreath of flowers and I shall keep them as long as I can I assure you in remembrance of home but did not know as there was anything to make a peace offering for as there was no quarrel between us but it is all right now if taint we will make it right in the morning you think I have more time to write while cooking than if I was doing any other work well you are much mistaken to cook for forty men and that by a fire out by the side of a log is not very easy work for two of us and bake warm biscuit every meal at that with nothing to bake in but one bake kettle that will hold only seventeen biscuit at a time and it takes about 250 biscuit for each day well the work is not so hard but it is (b) very steady and confining I do not dout your stewardship in the least if I had not thought my wife capable of doing her own business I should not put it in her hands to do. I expect to be paid again about the first of July but we may not get paid untill the first of Sept. I always Spot thought home the sweetest place on earth and also thought my wife and little ones the dearest of all. Else why should I be willing to offer my life and deprive myself of the blessings of home where I can neither have the company of yourself nor hear the innocent prattle of the little boys to help preserve the best government on this earth June 26, 1864 what would our home be without a free government to protect it. I want to come home very much and see you again. , it cost me as many lonesome hours and as many bitter pangs of grief to part with you I think as it costs you to do with- out me at home but I am willing to sacrifice all to the cause of Freedom I would rather be compelled to stay six years yet than to have this war settled by any compromise with traitors I think I could be content at home if the country was not in danger of its very at existence. but could not stay ^ home and enjoy life while the cause of freedom called me to her protection I could never sit idle and let this sweet country be destroyed by traitors. no God forbid there has not been a week passed but I have written to you my letters must hav been miscarried my letters are sometimes short because I could not get time to write it is not for lack of affection I think you ought to already know I will do better hereafter my sheet is almost full. I am well but must say good bye Kiss the children for me and take a share yourself from your loving and affectionate husband Simeon A Howe to his wife C E P H. P.S. dont think I shall marry any body very soon for any length of time S A H.