Locke Oct 19th 1862 To My Dear absent but never forgotten child It seems cruel that you have been gone 6 weeks to day and have not heard a worde from home we have got all your letters and answered all except the 2 last ones you wrote in Sag and you had gone before you got them and we have directed Just as you told us to and I am afraid you did not tell us right but I guess you will get our Last letter written one week ago to night and mailed at Owosso Last Tuesday it explained why we did not come to see you at Sag. Now I want to know how you are if you are sick a bed or able to be about and if you look very hale and [illegible in original] tell me all about it for I am very anxious about you I dont rest much on your account and if you are not likely to be about smart pretty soon get a furlough and come home you can do no good there if you are sick all the time you know when you once get sick it takes you a long time to get about show this letter to your officers if need be tell them you wish to come home and recruit O how I wish you could board at home and do your duty as a soldier you would be stronger and better fitted to perform your arduous duties but I very much fear with your present health and fare that you will never be able to do a soldiers duty and if you do find your self growing weaker and worse dont fail of getting leave to come home you may go in to consumption if you neglect this and then you can do no one any good but I hope to hear that your health is improving do be careful you know how much we doat on you and not expose yourself to storms or hardships untill you are able I hope you will not be required to do duty before you are perfectly well and even then you must be careful you know your Fathers family all die with cons- -umption remember this and be careful I wish I could be with you and take care of you when you are so poorly it would [Written on left side of Scan 1] poor [Abel?] Seely is dead he died in the hospital in Iowa of his wound and dysentary Emerson Crandell is sick in a hospital in Washington be a great comfort Israel wanted us to send you a box of things but Caleb says that if we should you would not be allowed to have ati to your selves and sometime ago when the trouble was in Cincin^ they would not take any thing by express but I dont know how tis now. I wish you would find out these particulars and send word quick for if things can be sent to you where you are and do you good while you are unwell I would not fail of sending them to you but I should hate to send such things as I shall and not have them do you good now be sure and find out if a box directed to you would you go by xpress and if ^ could have the contents and if so be sure and give us the right adress and we will soon send you something nice do you want the mittens and any thing else in the clothing line do wear your flannel never mind if it does, scratch a little tell me if you do this I shall feel better about you I hope the man that gave Israel a testament gave you one too and you will read it I am sure and gather strength and courage form its sacred pages remember the many lessons of instruction you have recieved from time to time and profit by it as far as it was right I should hate to give you wrong counsel and be the means of your doing one mean, or wicked thing I never thought of you so often when you were here as I do now you are scarecely out of my mind a moment and I shall feel worse and worse every day about you till I hear you are bettr or coming home the tract you sent in the Louisville Journal is nothing but some extracts from the Pilgrims Progress abook by the by, I never held in very high esteem and if there was any thing about it that you took to your self or worried about throw it right aside your own precious faith is sufficient for you do right in all things keep your conscience clear put your trust in God who will have all men to be saved and come to the truth which shall make them free commit your self daily into his kind Fatherly care and you will grow stronger and stronger in the right and feel perfect confidence in his grace which shall be sufficient for you again my dear boy I leave you in his hands feeling that his watchful care is ever over you and will keep you from falling into temptations [Written on the right hand side of Scan 2] and I trust bring you in due time home to your ever Loving and anxious Mother and friends good bye poor lonesome boy