Very Dear friends as Israel is writing I will write a few lines I [illegible in original] know what to tell you Guy seems better but how long twill last I dont know I hope for the best I am now giving Dr Gates medicine it has had a good effect so far but I could not have done so had not the nurse kept still for if it was known by anyone else he would be sent off and I dont know what they would do to me I have to pretend to give their med but I throw it away but I should feel guilty not to try what I could for him the Dr told me yesterday that he could not live and dont give him anything only some little thing to keep him easy but I give the Med I brought and am determined to do so for he certainly seems better since he commenced taking it but when he will be so as to come home I cant tell but I would give anything if I only had the poor boy home yesterday he talked about it with tears in his eyes and said he dont want to see our folks but if he should not live to go he was resigned he feels very calm he is so weak we have to turn him in bed but I can do it with what he can help himself O he is so glad I I came they let me stay with him now day and night for which favour I am very thankful I have seen folks to all appe arance worse than he is get well and those that seemed better that died but we are all in the hands of a kind father who doeth all things well and I can trust him though I feel awfullyl about him I cant say more this time hoping to have more encouraging news next time dear Minnie and all be good we shall go home as soon as possible and I shall never come without Guy I shall bring him dead or alive dont worry more than you can help I am well and watch him constantly and have the assistance of 2 good nurses Guys descriptive List is here so he can be dis charged at any time when he is well enough to leave the Letter must go and I must stop this from your Loving and afflicted Mother Sister wife and aunt Good bye all write soon tell how you all get along L S