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DATE DUE DATE DUE DATE DUE 5l08 K;/Prolecc&Pres/ClRC/DateDuo.indd THE EFFECTS OF PARTICIPATION IN A COMMUNITY CHILDREN’S CHOIR ON PARTICIPANTS’ IDENTITY: AN ETHNOGRAPHIC CASE STUDY By Melissa Mae Mills A DISSERTATION Submitted to Michigan State University in partial fiilfillment of the requirements for the degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY Department of Music Education 2008 ABSTRACT THE EFFECTS OF PARTICIPATION IN A COMMUNITY CHILDREN’S CHOIR ON PARTICIPANTS’ IDENTITY: AN ETHNOGRAPHIC CASE STUDY By Melissa Mae Mills The purpose of this dissertation is to explore the effects of participation in a community children’s choir on the identities of choir participants. Questions include: (1) How are participants’ personal identities shaped by their participation, (2) How are participants’ musical identities shaped by their participation, and (3) What role do participants’ relationships with peers and the conductor play in shaping the participants’ identities? Participants included six choir members, ages 12 to 14, who participated in two focus group interviews. Individual follow-up interviews were held with three of these choir members and their parents, one adult former children’s choir member, and the choir’s conductor. Data collection also consisted of 9 hours of rehearsal observations, a choir background questionnaire, and observation fieldnotes. Analysis involved coding of interview transcriptions and field notes, and identification of emerging themes. Member checks as well as a peer review of the data coding established trustworthiness of the analysis. Results are divided into three categories: personal identity, musical identity, and collective identity. Regarding personal identity, involvement in the children’s choir enhances choristers’ self-concept, self-esteem, and self-efficacy. Choristers hold fast to the ideals of the children’s choir, a constant during a time of great change in their lives. Their self-concept is enhanced in the areas of commitment, self-discipline, social skills, respect, confidence, and leadership. In contrast to school, where they experience harsh peer judgment, children’s choir is a safe place where the Choristers feel unconditional peer acceptance. They are especially sensitive to being treated with fairness. Their self- efficacy increases as they master difficult repertoire and become proficient singers. Regarding musical identity development, choir participation enhances the choristers’ musical self-concept and musical self-esteem. They attribute most of their improved musical abilities to choir participation. The choristers’ frequent comparisions between children’s choir and other ensembles helps them further differentiate their emerging self-concepts, although they may not fully comprehend choir’s role in their musical development. Finally, the children’s choir has a family-like collective identity that exerts a powerful influence on the participants. In this choir family, choir members and the conductor have specific roles to fulfill. Cepyright by MELISSA MAE MILLS 2008 DEDICATION This dissertation is dedicated to my dear husband, Peter, for his love and encouragement; to my parents, Scott and Eva Isaacson, for their love and concern and for everything they have done and continue to do for me; to my husband’s parents, David and Judie Mills, for always asking how the dissertation was coming; to the rest of my wonderful family, for providing all the love and reassurance anyone could ever want; and most importantly, to my Heavenly Father, for His “blessings unmeasured,” including the opportunity to earn this degree. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I am immensely grateful for the opportunities and experiences that I have had during my years at Michigan State University. I particularly appreciate my Committee’s investment of time and energy in assisting with this dissertation, and for their kindness and support. Thank you to: Dr. Sandra Snow, my Committee chair, for her thoughtful analysis and insightful responses to my work, for inspiring me to be a more student- centered choral conductor-teacher, and for her kindness and friendship; to Dr. Mitchell Robinson, for his similarly thoughtful analysis, thought-provoking questions, and encouragement; to Dr. Cynthia Taggart, for her superb editing talents and for her contagious enthusiasm for research; and to Dr. David Rayl, for his genuine concern for the success and well-being of students and for his inspiring choral literature classes. I am gratefiil to Dr. John Kratus for his assistance with several other research projects and presentations, and to the other music education faculty members and doctoral students who have made these years at MSU educational and enjoyable. In addition, I appreciate the fellowships and research support that I received from the College of Arts and Letters, the College of Music, and the Graduate School. Special thanks also belong to Dr. Paul Broomhead, for first encouraging me to pursue this degree; to my dear friend Kierstin, and fellow doctoral candidates Leslie, Michelle, and Karin, for being along for the ride; to the Draut family (David, Sue, Tiffany, Ben, Michael, Mindy, Becky, Joseph, and little (big!) Jared) for their friendship, kindness, and many good laughs; and finally, my Sincere thanks to all those who participated in this study. I appreciate their willingness to share their time and stories with me. vi TABLE OF CONTENTS LIST OF TABLES ............................................................................................................. xi LIST OF FIGURES .......................................................................................................... xii CHAPTER I INTRODUCTION .............................................................................................................. 1 Rationale for the Study .............................................................................................. 5 Definition of Terms .................................................................................................... 7 Community Music ........................................................................................... 7 Terms Related to Identity ............................................................................... 11 Identity Development: Psychological Perspectives ................................................. l 8 Freud and Ego-Psychology ............................................................................ 20 Loevinger's Stages of Ego Development ....................................................... 24 Piaget's Theories of Cognitive Development and Moral Judgment .............. 29 Erikson's Psychosocial Stages of Identity Formation .................................... 35 Marcia and Identity Achievement .................................................................. 40 Summary ........................................................................................................ 42 Identity Construction: Sociological and Social Psychological Perspectives ........... 42 The "Looking Glass Self" and Symbolic Interactionism ............................... 45 Social Comparison Theory ............................................................................ 48 Social Identity Theory .................................................................................... 49 Self-Categorization Theory ............................................................................ 52 Social Influence and Conversion Theory ....................................................... 55 Summary ........................................................................................................ 62 Theoretical Perspectives on Identity and Music ...................................................... 63 Interactionism and Music ............................................................................... 64 Occupational Identities in Music ................................................................... 65 Musical Self-Socialization ............................................................................. 66 Summary ........................................................................................................ 67 Pilot Study ................................................................................................................ 68 Purpose and Problems .................................................................................... 68 Methodology .................................................................................................. 69 Participants ..................................................................................................... 70 Analysis and Results ...................................................................................... 73 Discussion and Suggestions for Future Research .......................................... 83 Purpose and Problems .............................................................................................. 85 CHAPTER II REVIEW OF RELATED RESEARCH ............................................................................. 87 Introduction .............................................................................................................. 87 The Effect of Participation in Music on Personal Identity ...................................... 88 Self-Efficacy .................................................................................................. 89 vii Self-Esteem ................................................................................................... 89 Self-Concept .................................................................................................. 92 The Effect of Participation in Music on Musical Identity ....................................... 93 The School Environment ............................................................................... 94 The Home Environment ................................................................................ 98 Achievement Motivations in Music ............................................................. 101 Musical Self-Concept and Musical Self-Esteem ......................................... 105 Summary ...................................................................................................... 107 Research with Community Children's Choirs ........................................................ 109 Summary ................................................................................................................ 112 CHAPTER III METHODOLOGY .......................................................................................................... 1 15 Design and Human Subjects Approval .................................................................. 115 Relationship of Dissertation to Pilot Study ............................................................ 117 Researcher Lens ..................................................................................................... 1 18 Participant Selection and Rapport .......................................................................... 121 Procedure and Data Collection .............................................................................. 124 Limitations of the Study ......................................................................................... 127 Trustworthiness and Analysis ................................................................................ 128 CHAPTER IV PARTICIPANTS ............................................................................................................. 1 3 3 The Northridge Children's Choir ........................................................................... 137 Participants ............................................................................................................. l 39 CHAPTER V "SO MANY LIFE LESSONS": EFFECTS OF CHOIR INVOLVEMENT ON PERSONAL IDENTITY DEVELOPMENT ................................................................... 153 Self-Concept .......................................................................................................... 1 54 Commitment ................................................................................................ 1 55 Self-Discipline ............................................................................................. 1 76 Interpersonal Skills ...................................................................................... 183 Confidence ................................................................................................... 1 87 Leadership .................................................................................................... 188 Awareness of Choir Influence on Self-Concept .......................................... 190 Self-Esteem ............................................................................................................ 193 Mentoring and Choir Achievements ............................................................ 193 The Social Environment: School Versus Children's Choir .......................... 194 Vocal Part Assignment ................................................................................ 203 Favoritism .................................................................................................... 204 Self-Efficacy .......................................................................................................... 207 Summary ................................................................................................................ 21 1 viii CHAPTER VI "IT'S LIKE BEING A PRO, YOU KNOW?": EFFECTS OF CHOIR INVOLVEMENT ON MUSICAL IDENTITY DEVELOPMENT ............................................................... 213 Musical Self-Concept ............................................................................................. 213 Musical Skills ............................................................................................... 214 Being a Musician ......................................................................................... 222 The Musical Learning Environment: School Versus Children's Choir ....... 238 Musical Self-Esteem .............................................................................................. 253 Summary ................................................................................................................ 256 CHAPTER VII “WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER”: COLLECTIVE IDENTITY AND GROUP DYNAMICS .................................................................................................................... 258 Collective Identity .................................................................................................. 258 Roles in Choir ........................................................................................................ 261 Sibling Roles ................................................................................................ 262 Parental Roles .............................................................................................. 263 Summary ................................................................................................................ 269 CHAPTER VIII SUMMARY, CONCLUSIONS, IMPLICATIONS FOR MUSIC EDUCATION, AND COURSES OF FUTURE RESEARCH ........................................................................... 270 Summary ................................................................................................................ 270 Conclusions and Implications for Music Education .............................................. 273 Courses of Future Research ................................................................................... 290 APPENDIX A .................................................................................................................. 295 STUDY INFORMATION LETTER APPENDIX B .................................................................................................................. 296 STUDENT ASSENT FORM APPENDIX C .................................................................................................................. 298 PARENT CONSENT FORM APPENDIX D .................................................................................................................. 300 POTENTIAL INTERVIEW QUESTIONS FOR STUDENT PARTICIPANTS APPENDIX E .................................................................................................................. 304 PARTICIPANT QUESTIONNAIRE APPENDIX F ................................................................................................................... 305 INTERVIEW SUMMARY FORM APPENDD( G .................................................................................................................. 306 COMPLETED INTERVIEW SUMMARY FORM ix APPENDIX H .................................................................................................................. 308 INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPT EXCERPT APPENDIX J ................................................................................................................... 3 10 INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPT EXCERPT WITH CODES APPENDDC K .................................................................................................................. 312 EXCERPT FROM LIST OF PRELIMINARY CODES AND THEMES APPENDIX L .................................................................................................................. 3 15 CONCEPT MAPS OF FINAL CODES AND THEMES REFERENCES ................................................................................................................ 317 x LIST OF TABLES Table 1. Definition of Terms ............................................................................................. 19 Table 2. Loevinger's Stages of Ego Development ............................................................. 25 xi LIST OF FIGURES Figure l. Bronfenbrenner's Ecological Model: Contexts of Development ........................ 95 xii CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCTION “Now let’s see...the wrinkle in the forehead is about...thr's Iong” thought the rather defiant 10-year old girl as she covertly sketched an impeccably detailed caricature of the conductor who was at the front of the room. “Now for the hair...” But it was too late. From the front of the room came a stern command: “Put the pen down.” The rehearsal came to a screeching halt. Silence descended upon the room as all eyes turned toward the errant singer. The girl’s face turned a bright crimson color and she squirmed in her seat as the conductor stared her into submission. Reluctantly the pen went back into the choir folder...but with a growing resentment for the tedious rehearsals and frustration that her mental diversion tactic was momentarily restricted. The frazzled conductor was grateful that at least the girl wasn’t tearing her folder into tiny bits and throwing it into the hair of the singers in front of her anymore. That had been an especially enjoyable tactic of the girl in earlier years. The moment the conductor turned his attention to the 2"d sopranos, the pen resumed its activity. Over weeks, months, and years, other creative works flew from the girl’s pen during rehearsals: fairy lands overflowing with princesses in sparkling gowns, trailing ivy, luscious flowers, and gleaming golden curving gates. The girl’s 10-year old imagination spilled onto the blue 20- cent 2-pocket choir folder until not an inch of empty space remained. “Can I have a copy of that when you’re done?” a neighbor whispered eagerly. It was Christmas time, and at the annual children’s choir concert in the enormous gilded Catholic cathedral it was standing room only. However, there was one 14-year old participant for whom the concert was less than meaningful: “Let’s see. Only 15 more songs to go...okay, now 14...down to 10...come on!” As she sang, she counted down—finger by finger, on her hands—the number of songs left until she could sit down and be done with it. While she was singing all she could think about was how her back hurt, her feet hurt, and how her hands were getting red and puffy from standing still so long. The concert progressed and neared its conclusion: “Finally! We’re to the sing-a-Iongs at the end! Only 4 more to go!” she told herself. At the end of the concert, the crowd gave the choir a standing ovation. The singer felt stirrings of pride and happiness that her parents and everyone else had enjoyed the concert so much, but wondered what it was about the singing that meant so much to everyone. It didn’t mean that much to her. It certainly hadn’t been her choice to be in choir that year. Only her parents’ promise of a new computer kept her in the choir...or was there more to it than that? “Alright,” she admitted to herself, “A Little Flower” really was a beautiful song to sing. And “A Little Holy Boy" was kind-of cool, too, with its calypso beat and the soaring descant. And wasn’t it neat to sing the clashing-and-resolving 2nds in the haunting “Alleluia”? On that piece, the choir sang six parts, a cappella, and sang it in tune. That was something to be proud of. Maybe choir wasn’t that bad... The conductor whisked into the room and alighted onto the podium. Her auburn hair framed a petite face with large, sparkling grey-blue eyes. Her mile-wide smile immediately captivated the group of approximately one hundred choristers assembled for a two-week Choral Music Experience (CME) at beautiful Queen’s College in Hertfordshire, England. Who was this effervescent person? The 16-year old veteran chorister sitting halfway back had certainly never seen anyone like this conductor before. This was something new. It was obvious as rehearsal began that the conductor was interested in more than intonation and tone quality. She wanted the students to participate in the rehearsal in a way that the 16-year old chorister--who used to be so bored in choir that she drew caricatures of the conductor during class and counted down the number of pieces left to sing in the concert—had never before experienced. Comments such as, “What is this piece trying to say?” “What does this line mean to you?” or “What should we do to bring out this moment in the music?” were foreign to the chorister’s experience. The conductor asked the choir, “What is a hemiola?” “I don’t know, but now I want to knowl” thought the chorister. “Hmm...she’s teaching us concepts. That’s different.” Entranced, the young woman silently slid her hand into her choir folder and withdrew a pencil. From that moment on, the pencil transformed from a provider of mental diversion into a tool for data collection, capturing words, phrases, rehearsal techniques, concepts, dynamic markings, etc. The chorister’s perspective on music education permanently changed as a result of her experience in the choir. She never participated in a rehearsal the same way again. Rationale for the Study In the previous vignette, something about the conductor’s passion for music- making and the way that she involved everyone in the rehearsal process awakened untravelled worlds of teaching and learning possibilities in my young 16-year old mind. As I participated in the children’s choir at CME, the experience revolutionized the way that I viewed music education. From that point on, the beauty of the teaching remained with me, immortalized as the standard by which all other music teaching must be measured. I resolved then that I would bring to others what I was then experiencing. My fascination with the choir conductor’s role as leader, and how the conductor created a unique world of choral music experiences for the participants only increased as I graduated from the children’s choirs and pursued a bachelor’s degree in music education. When I earned my degree and began teaching junior high choir, I often re- visited and re-contextualized my experiences with children’s choirs. Why were the instructional strategies I observed in the community children’s choir and public school ensembles so different? Why was the choral tone so different in ensembles consisting of students of approximately the same ages? Why did the quality of repertoire vary so greatly between ensembles? What specific elements contributed to my enjoyment of - different ensembles? What elements hindered my enjoyment of the choral experience? Through asking these and many other questions, I began to recognize the far-reaching impact of the conductors’ decisions. In my current work with a community children’s choir, I observe a renowned master teacher, and marvel at the ways in which she creates a specific environment, a specific sound, and a specific children’s choir entity that is its own little world. I am intrigued with the power that she has to craft the expectations, rehearsal dynamics, musical product, and identity of this children’s choir organization. As I teach the Preparatory Choir in this organization, I continue to contemplate the manner in which my teaching affects the students. Am I providing them with the choral experience that I determined as a 16 year-old chorister that I would provide? AS a result of singing in this choir, are the students’ lives enriched in any particular ways? In what ways, if any, are the singers’ emerging identities, including musical identities, influenced by this choral experience? I also wonder about the ways in which my choir experiences have affected who I am today, both as a musician and as a person. Without children’s choir, would Ibe the same person that I am today? In what ways am I different because of the experiences that I had in choir? What were the most influential aspects of the children’s choir in my life? Did my parents see any changes in me as a child and adolescent that they attributed to the children’s choir? Do I look at the world any differently because of my experiences, and if so, in what ways? And finally, what role did the conductor and my peers in each of these choirs play in my personal and musical growth? The purpose of this dissertation is to explore these and other questions regarding the ways in which children’s choir members’ identities are affected by their experiences participating in and interacting with the conductor and the other members of a community children’s choir. I will describe participants’ experiences in the choir and explore the ways in which choir participation influences their lives. Specifically, this dissertation investigates the choir’s influence on the choristers’ personal and musical identities. Definition of Terms Community Music Community music is a fimdamental element of various cultures around the world (Veblen & Olsson, 2002, p. 730). The term “community music” encompasses a wide variety of musical experiences, from church choirs, local band and orchestras, handbell choirs, ethnic music ensembles, and coffeehouse jazz performances to doo-wop groups, barbershop quartets and piano studios (Veblen & Olsson, 2002, p. 730). Each ensemble has different goals, including providing music for worship services, entertainment at community functions, outreach services for those in prisons, hospitals, or other care facilities, transmitting musical culture and knowledge from one generation to the next, or setting high standards of artistic achievement. These groups are often independent non- profit organizations, part of a larger community music program, or are affiliated with churches and schools. Participation in these community ensembles is often voluntary, although participants usually pay their own registration fees, purchase their own instruments, music, and uniforms (if applicable), and provide any other necessities for participation in the ensemble. Youth who are interested in participating in choral music generally have three options: school choirs, church choirs, or community children’s choirs (occasionally called youth choirs). In the school setting, students traditionally have the option to register for choir classes during the regular school day, although some choirs (particularly auditioned choirs) rehearse before or after school. School choirs typically give a small number of performances per semester, usually for friends and family, and often in a school auditorium. School choirs can be gender-Specific or mixed, and they can be auditioned or non-auditioned. On the other hand, church choirs typically perform much more often, as they provide music for weekly worship services. Participation in a church choir might include one weeknight rehearsal and an early-moming practice on the day of the services. The range of ages in a church choir is typically quite different from that of a school choir, involving singers barely old enough to hold the music, up to senior citizens who are choral veterans. These church choirs often sponsor children’s or youth choirs. Church- sponsored children’s choirs can also provide music for worship services. Both the large mixed church choir and the church children’s choir occasionally give performances outside of traditional worship services, but this is generally more the exception than the rule. The third option for young singers besides school or church choirs is to sing with a local community children’s or youth choir. These choirs are not usually associated with local elementary or secondary public schools, private schools, or church organizations, although they can be affiliated with local universities as part of community music programs. These choirs can be auditioned or non-auditioned, have only one choir or have many levels of choirs, can be gender-specific or mixed, and may accept participants as young as four or five years old, up through eighteen years old (and occasionally twenty- one years old). Many community children’s choirs are non-profit organizations that charge a fee for participation, uniforms, music, and other choir expenses such as tours or recordings. Children’s choirs generally sing treble repertoire, which almost inevitably results in the exclusion of young men when their voices change. Although a few boys’ choruses are structured to allow for SAB or SATB repertoire on occasion, this type of structure is rare. Like most community music ensembles, children’s choirs vary in purpose from one choir to another. A new children’s choir organization with only one choir, a small operating budget, and a small community presence may hold only one or two concerts a semester, may charge a small participation fee, and may have only one short rehearsal per week. In contrast, a well-established children’s choir organization may have many different levels of choirs with their most advanced choir performing regularly throughout the semester, may charge several hundred dollars participation fee per semester, and may have two rehearsals per week of several hours each. Well-established children’s choirs often seek to provide a rigorous choral music education for the choristers as well as a polished musical product for the enrichment of the cormnunity. For example, the Glen Ellyn Children’s Choir, one of the nation’s most well-established choirs, provides the following mission statement: The Glen Ellyn Children's Chorus (GECC) is a world-class organization, now in its 42nd year, whose mission is to provide any interested child with extraordinary choral music experiences, regardless of a child's musical background or socio- economic circumstances. Through outstanding music education, excellence in performance, and serving the community through song, our combined programs annually serve approximately 1000 children from over 40 different Chicago suburban communities. A community-centered music education program, the Chorus curriculum uses high quality repertoire from a wide variety of musical styles, and centers around the belief that all children are inherently musical. The Chorus welcomes into its programs all children who want to sing. Girls and boys with treble voices, ages 5- 18, develop vocal and musicianship skills which lead to informed, expressive, and empowering performances. Through active participation in a positive environment, they experience the joys of singing, teamwork, musical understanding and artistic expression, which fosters self-growth and enhances their entire lives (Glen Ellyn Children’s Chorus Website: http:/lwwwgechildrenschorus.org/indexghp). This mission statement reveals the choir’s comrrritrnent to providing quality musical experiences to all children who are interested in singing, a positive environment in which to learn, an opportunity to grow as a musician and as an individual, and a service opportunity to enhance the lives of community members. The choir’s website reveals that the choir is auditioned, accepts singers from ages 5-18, has three advancing levels of choirs in addition to a “musical experiences” class for those with little or no musical experience, charges between $750 and $975 tuition per year depending on the choir that the participant is in, offers discounts and financial aid in certain circumstances, and expects that choristers will pay for their uniforms. The website also stresses that participants and their parents are responsible for other duties, such as selling a certain number of tickets to holiday concerts, making required financial donations to the organization, providing volunteer services when needed, and attending benefit events. The choir has many unique performing opportunities. The Glen Ellyn Children’s Choir has performed at Carnegie Hall, the Ravinia Festival, and with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, in addition to touring around the world. Not all children’s choirs are as well established as the Glen Ellyn Children’s Choir. Many children’s choir organizations are much smaller and require much less 10 involvement fiom the choristers and parents. Every children’s choir organization has slightly different objectives, strengths, and weaknesses, based on the leadership and musicianship of the conductor and those who help to manage the organization. Some communities have several children’s choirs. In these instances, students can identify the children’s choir that most closely matches their musical interests and desire for involvement. Each child’s experience in a children’s choirs is unique. Each child brings to the choral setting a particular personal and musical identity that is influenced by his or her experiences in the choir. This section has explored the types of choral experiences that are available to young singers. The next section explores issues of identity that are relevant to choral singing and to the purposes of this dissertation. Terms Related to Identity I hasten to declare that I will not offer a definitive explanation of [identity] in this book. The more one writes about this subject, the more the word becomes a term for something as unfathomable as it is all-pervasive. One can only explore it by establishing its indispensability in various contexts (Erikson, 1968, p. 9). In his seminal book Identity and Youth Crisis, influential psychologist Erik Erikson (1968, p. 9) boldly states that it is difficult to define identity because identity is a multi-faceted and complex construct. However, the difficulty of defining identity, as well as its related concepts of self-esteem, self—concept, and self-efficacy, has not dampened researchers’ efforts to investigate the topic. On the contrary, researchers have put much effort into defining and investigating concepts related to identity. Before exploring any specific identity theories, it is necessary to clarify the scope and meaning of the following 11 terms used in the research literature: identity, musical identity, self-concept, musical self- concept, self-esteem, musical self—esteem and self-efficacy. It is necessary to clarify the meaning of these terms because researchers have used them in different and sometimes interchangeable ways. In recent years, there appears to be a growing acceptance of specific definitions, but until there is a widely accepted consensus on the parameters of each term, researchers will continue to interpret these terms in slightly different ways. Identity is essentially an individual’s concept of himself or herself in comparison to others. From a psychological perspective, Kroger (1996) defines identity as follows: In some way, shape or form, identity invariably gets defined (at various stages of the life-cycle) as a balance between that which is taken to be self and that considered to be other. The means by which we differentiate ourselves fiom other peeple in our lives as well as from our own organic functions constitutes the very core of our experiences of personal identity (p. 8). Abrams (1992) states that personal identity includes “aspects of the self which distinguish one from other individuals, thereby establishing one’s uniqueness” (p. 74). Kroger’s and Abrams’ definitions suggest that individuals develop a sense of their own identity by comparing themselves to others and noting the differences. The term musical identity refers to the ways in which individuals define themselves as musicians. A review of music education literature reveals that a more commonly used term for this construct is musical self-concept. However, considering musical identity as the overarching term comprised of musical self-concept and musical self-esteem adds a measure of clarity to the investigation and understanding of these constructs because, as is evident in the clarification of definitions that follows, issues of 12 self-concept, whether personal or musical, share a similar definition, as do issues of self- esteem and musical self-esteem. In this study, I consider self-concept, self-esteem, and self-efficacy as belonging to an individual’s personal identity, and include musical self- concept and musical self-esteem as part of an individual’s musical identity. As musical identity is specifically investigated in this dissertation, it is necessary to make a distinction between personal identity and musical identity, while fully acknowledging that musical identity is certainly part of—and perhaps inseparably connected to—an individual’s personal identity. Personal Identity Musical Identity Self-Concept Musical Self-Concept Self-Esteem Musical Self-Esteem Self-Eflicacy Beane and Lipka (1986) define self-concept as the description that an individual creates to describe himself or herself (p. 5). They further explain that, if a person is asked to describe himself or herself, the answer might be “I am tall,” “I am Short,” “I am a graduate student,” or “I am friendly.” Note that these self-descriptions are lacking in positive or negative attributions. According to Beane and Lipka’s definition, self-concept consists simply of an individual’s statement of his or her roles and attributes, and is generally devoid of positive or negative judgment statements (Beane & Lipka, 1986, p. 5). Similarly, Greenberg (1970) defines self-concept as “the perception the individual has of himself. Self-concept refers to the ways in which an individual characteristically sees himself and feels about himself.” 13 Self-esteem is defined by Coopersmith (1967) as “a personal judgment of worthiness that is expressed in the attitudes the individual holds towards himself” (p. 4). It is an “evaluation which the individual makes and customarily maintains with regard to himself; it expresses an attitude of approval or disapproval, and indicates the extent to which the individual believes himself to be capable, significant, successful, and worthy” (Coopersmith, 1967, p. 4). Self-esteern, by this definition, refers to how a person feels about himself or herself, including his or her abilities. This is in contrast to self-concept that generally refers to an individual’s assessment of skills or abilities. Thus it is conceivable that an individual would regard himself as very worthy as a student, moderately worthy as a tennis player, and totally unworthy as a musician. His over-all appraisal of his abilities would presumably weight these areas according to their subjective importance, enabling him to arrive at a general level of self-esteem (Coopersmith, 1967, p. 6). Similar to Coopersmith, Beane and Lipka (1986, p. 6) claim that self-esteem involves individual evaluation of one’s self-concept, including a judgment on how satisfied or dissatisfied the individual is with his or her self-concept. For example, an individual might make a statement of self-concept such as “I am tall,” but then describe feeling unhappy about being so tall. The second statement is a statement of self-esteem, a positive or negative judgment of the self-concept (Beane and Lipka, 1986, p. 6). Blascovich and Tomaka (1991) describe self-esteem as “the extent to which one prizes, values, approves, or likes oneself. . . . It is the overall affective evaluation of one’s own worth, value, or importance” (p. 115). Blascovich and Tomaka further explain that there is a close relationship between self-esteem and self-concept: 14 Regardless of the exact definition or label one chooses to employ, self-esteem is usually thought to be the evaluative component of a broader representation of self, the self-concept, the latter being a more inclusive construct than self-esteem, one that contains cognitive and behavioral components as well as affective ones. As a result, cognitions about the self (contained in the self-concept) may or may not influence self-esteem. For example, believing that one is a terrible singer may be a part of one’s self-concept but may not bear any relation to one’s feelings of self- worth. Feeling mildly or severely depressed because one cannot sing, however, is a matter of self-esteem, as in the behavioral consequence of jumping off the roof of an 18-story building to end one’s humiliation over this deficiency (Blascovich & Tomaka,1991, p. 115). In essence, self-concept is an assessment of personal characteristics, such as in the example of the individual who assessed his or her singing abilities as “terrible.” The individual’s feelings about this assessment comprise the individual’s self-esteem. For example, this individual may not mind the belief that his singing voice is terrible, or the individual may be embarrassed or saddened by that belief. This judgment on the self- concept is the individual’s self-esteem. Researchers occasionally use the term musical self-esteem interchangeably with the term musical self-concept, or create their own terms to describe similar constructs. Clarification and consensus on use of these terms is needed. For example, Clements (2002), Phillips (2003) and Schubbe (2000) use the term music self-concept in referring to an individual’s perception of his or her musical abilities, or the ways in which an individual views himself as a musician. On the other hand, Shields’ (2001) research 15 investigates the concept of “musical competence/self-worth.” Shields’ concept of “musical competence/self-worth” contains aspects of musical self-concept (the “musical competence” aspect) as well as musical self—esteem (the “self-worth” aspect). For researchers investigating issues of musical identity, inconsistent use of similar terminology in different studies is confusing. For the purposes of this dissertation, musical self-concept refers to the assessment an individual makes regarding his or her musical skills and abilities (Clements, 2002; Phillips, 2003; Schubbe, 2000). Musical self-esteem refers to an individual’s feelings of worth as a musician (Zimmerman, 2005). In other words, musical self-esteem relates to how the individual feels about his musical self-concept. Self-eflicacy is defined as “people’s judgment of their capabilities to organize and execute the courses of action required to attain designated types of performances.” (Bandura, 1986, p. 391). Bandura clarifies that self-efficacy is “the conviction that one can successfully execute the behavior required to produce the outcome” (1997, p. 79). Simply stated, self-efficacy centers on an individual’s beliefs about the extent to which the individual can accomplish certain tasks (McPherson & McCormick, 2006). Varying use of the terms self-concept, self-esteem, musical self-concept, and musical self-esteem has created a problem for music researchers when attempting to identify the focus of a published research study. Note in the example below, that Linch’s study is cited as focusing on self-concept: For example, Linch (1994) and Arnchin, Kopf, and Weaver (1991) did not frnd significant effects of music participation (chorus, band, and/or orchestra) on high school students’ self-concepts. However, other studies offered evidence showing 16 positive correlations between participants in choir, band, or private instruction and self-esteem (Hietolahti-Ansten & Kalliopuska, 1991; Nolin & Vander Ark, 1977; Wood, 1973) (Shields, 2001). In this second example, Linch’s study is cited as focusing on self-esteem: While some studies showed the existence of positive correlations between participation in choir, band, or formal music instruction and self-esteem (Arnchin et al., 1991; Hietolahti-Ansten & Kalliopuska, 1991; Nolin & VanderArk, 1977; Wig & Boyle, 1982; Wood, 1973), others failed to do so (Legette, 1993; Linch, 1994) (Costa-Giomi, 2004). A brief analysis of the content of the articles cited in these examples sheds further light on the problem. First, Shields (2001) states that Linch (1994) studied self-concept, but the article abstract clearly states that the purpose of the study was “. . .to investigate the differences in the level of self-esteem and academic achievement among high school participants...” Second, Costa-Giomi (2004) cited each of the listed articles as investigations of self-esteem. This is problematic because several of these studies actually address self-concept. Third, Legette’s (1993) dissertation studied “the effect of a selected use of music instruction on the self-concept and academic achievement of elementary public school students,” not self-esteem, as Costa-Giomi reported. Legette used the Piers- Harris Children’s Self-Concept Scale, reinforcing the fact that this study investigated self-concept, not self-esteem. Also, the title of Aman et. a1 (1991), “Effects of arts education on high school student self-concept,” is at odds with Costa-Giomi’s indication that the study investigates self-esteem. l7 Part of the problem may be that researchers do not define the terms self-esteem and self-concept clearly enough, claiming to study self-concept when, in reality, they study self-esteem, or vice versa. Researchers must clarify the meaning of these terms, use them in a consistent way, and also cite articles carefully in order to avoid further confusion. Any review of literature or further research on this topic should pay close attention to any assessment measures used in the study to ensure that the study is understood and properly cited. To summarize, the terms identity, musical identity, self-concept, musical self- concept, self-esteem, musical self-esteem and self-eflicacy are all related, yet each has a distinct meaning. Researchers have often used the terms interchangeably, sometimes even using the same term (musical self-concept in particular) to describe different constructs. For the purposes of this dissertation and to provide a quick reference, Table 1 provides a summary of the definitions of terms relating to identity used in this dissertation. Based on my study of the supporting literature and my increased understanding of the differences between specific constructs, I have written the definitions for the musical identity terms. Identity Development: Psychological Perspectives When psychologists discuss identity, it is generally in terms of identity “development,” while social psychologists or sociologists refer to identity in terms of its “construction.” Differentiation between these two perspectives is important when trying to understand the difference between identity theories. Psychologists often view identity development in connection with internal psychological developmental processes, while sociologists view identity construction in connection with external or social interactions. 18 Table 1. Definition of Terms Term Personal Identity Self-Concept: Self-Esteem: Self-Efficacy: Musical Identity Musical Self-Concept: Musical Self-Esteem: Definition A statement of personal roles and attributes devoid of positive or negative judgment statements (Beane & Lipka, 1986,p.5) Individual evaluation of one’s self-concept, including a judgment on how satisfied or dissatisfied the individual is with his or her self-concept (Beane & Lipka, 1986, p. 6). An individual’s beliefs about the extent to which the individual can accomplish certain tasks (McPherson & McCormick, 2006). The assessment an individual makes regarding his or her musical skills, abilities, and musicianship (Clements, 2002; Phillips, 2003; Schubbe, 2000). Individual evaluation of an individual’s musical self- concept, including how satisfied or dissatisfied the individual is with his or her musical self-concept (Shields, 2001; Zimmerman, 2005). 19 Although it is incorrect to say that these two research traditions focus exclusively on one perspective, it is nevertheless important to note that psychologists and sociologists take slightly different perspectives as their starting point. Many researchers combine psychological and social perspectives, as well as physical development perspectives, when investigating identity development. Consider the work of noted psychologists Sigmund Freud and Jean Piaget. These two influential psychologists included their understanding of biological processes and human physical development in their theories of cognitive and psychological development. Sirrrilar to stages of physical develOpment, Freud and Piaget’s theories often consisted of specific stages or steps. Because their work had a significant influence on the development of several key psychological theories of identity development, I will discuss several of their most relevant theories in this section. Understanding Piaget and Freud’s relevant psychological theories provides an important context for understanding various psychological theories of identity development. Freud and Ego-Psychology Freud (1856-1939) was an Austrian-born neurologist and a psychiatrist, known for founding the psychoanalytic school of psychology. Foremost among his theories is his explanation of conscious versus unconscious thought, and his division of the psyche into three parts: ego, super-ego, and id (Freud, 1923/1960). These and other psychoanalytical concepts introduced by Freud spawned a variety of schools of psychological thought and analysis. One of these schools, ego psychology, is of particular relevance to this dissertation because it provided a theoretical foundation for the development of several theories of identity, namely Erikson’s psychosocial stages of identity development, which 20 will be discussed firrther on in this review of literature. In order to better understand ego psychology and how it influenced identity theories, a brief introduction to Freud’s view on the conscious/unconscious and the division of the psyche is necessary. In his pivotal book The Ego and the Id, Freud (1923/1960) begins by stating that the foundation of psychoanalysis is the division of the mind into two sections: the conscious mind, and the unconscious mind (p. 3). Freud’s concept of the unconscious mind is that ideas exist before they are made conscious, but that the mind represses some of these ideas. The unconscious mind therefore has two parts: the latent, or preconscious, which has the potential to become known, and the unconscious, which has no possibility of becoming known (Freud, 1923/1960, p. 5). In connection with the conscious mind, Freud’s concept of the conscious and unconscious constituted his topographic theory. This topographic theory would eventually be superceded by his structural or tripartite theory (Blanck, 1994, p. 5). Freud’s structural or tripartite theory explains that the psyche consists of three parts: the id, the ego, and the super-ego (Blanck, 1994, p. 4). Freud (1923/1960) conceived of mental processes as a continual tug-of-war between the ego, the super ego, and the id. According to Freud, “the ego represents what we call reason and sanity, in contrast to the id, which contains the passions” (1 923/ 1960, p. 15). Freud proposed that the ego acts as a “censoring force” for dreams and other unwanted or inappropriate thoughts. Blanck explains that one difference between the ego and the id is that the id is part of the unconscious mind, whereas the ego and superego belong partly to the conscious mind and partly to the unconscious mind. Blanck further adds that the ego is involved with the following: perception, cognition, memory, motility, intentionality, 21 anticipation, judgment, and decision, and that a comprehensive list of all the areas of involvement of the ego is not possible (Blanck, 1994, p. 5). Repression is a recurring theme in Freud’s work. His concept of the pleasure principle versus the reality principle clearly illustrates this theme. The pleasure principle is Freud’s concept that the mind attempts to gain pleasure, and that it represses any mental activity that causes pain. Conversely, the reality principle states that the mind possesses a counter-balancing mental process whereby “what was conceived of was no longer that which was pleasant, but that which was real” (Freud, 1923/1960, p. 15). These two principles play out in the mind in a contest of wills between the ego and the id. The ego is part of the id. The ego attempts to influence the natural desires of the id, to “bring the influence of the external world to bear upon the id and its tendencies, and [the ego] endeavours to substitute the reality principle for the pleasure principle which reigns unrestrictedly in the id” (Freud, 1923/ 1960, p. 15). The concept of repression surfaces again in Freud’s explanation of the super ego. Blanck (1994) describes that for a period of twenty years between the publication of The Interpretation of Dreams (Freud, 1900) and 1920, Freud perceived of the ego as “synonymous with consciousness, while the id was thought to be the repository of all that was unconscious” (p. 4). Freud’s clinical work led him to consider that the ego may have two sections: a conscious section, and a section that is unconscious (the super ego or ideal ego). The super-ego or ego ideal is part of the ego—as the ego is part of the id—and has primary responsibility for repressing the Oedipus complex (Freud, 1923/1960, p. 15). Freud coined the term Oedipus complex in reference to the plot of Sophocles’ play Oedipus Rex. The term is used to describe his belief—as part of his psychosexual theory 22 of development—that a son feels desire for his mother and rivalry with his father (Blanck, 1994, p. 4). Freud summarizes the relationship between the Oedipus Complex, ego, super-ego (ego ideal), and id as follows: The ego ideal is therefore the heir of the Oedipus complex, and thus it is also the expression of the most powerful impulses. . .of the id. By setting up this ego ideal, the ego has mastered the Oedipus complex and at the same time placed itself in subjection to the id. Whereas the ego is essentially the representative of the external world, of reality, the super-ego stands in contrast to it as the representative of the internal world, of the id. Conflicts between the ego and ideal will, as we are now prepared to find, ultimately reflect the contrast between what is real and what is psychical, between the external world and the internal world (Freud, 1923/1960, p. 26). Freud’s ( 1923/ 1960) tripartite theory of the psyche (ego, super ego, and id) led to tremendous interest in investigating each component of the mind. Investigations into ego development naturally led to the creation of a school of psychology known as ego psychology (Blanck, 1994, p. 5). Various early structural theories of ego development were developed by Hartrnann (1956, 1958, 1964), Hartrnann, Kris, & Loewenstein (1945, 1946), Jacobsen (1964, 1968, 1971), Spitz (1957, 1959, 1965), and Mahler (1975), but as all of these psychologists were refugees from the Holocaust in Europe, it was not until after they immigrated to the United States that their ideas became more widely known (Blanck, 1994, p. 7). Hartmann’s (1956, 195 8, 1964) particularly influential work focuses on the adaptive function of the ego; Kris and Loewenstein (1945, 1946) worked with Hartrnann to develop theories of ego and superego formation; Spitz (1945, 1957, 1959, 23 1965) studied the organization of a developing ego; J acobsen (1964, 1968, 1971) investigated the representational world, depression, and superego formation in girls, and Mahler (1975) studied the process through which psychological birth occurs around age three (Blanck, 1994, p. 8). Modern ego psychology has also become known as psychoanalytic developmental psychology and developmental object relations theory (Blanck, 1994, p. 8). AS developed from Freud’s basic psychoanalytic theory, current ego psychology is defined as “the concept that drive and ego organization evolve from birth on within the medium of a relationship with an object, the mothering person” (Blanck, 1994, p. 3). Although there are many different perspectives on how the ego deveIOps, Loevinger’s (1977) concept of stages of ego development remains one of the most influential perspectives. Loevinger 's Stages of Ego Development In the structural stage tradition of Freud and other ego-psychologists such as Hartrnann, Loevinger (1977) proposed a sequence of milestones for ego development (see Table 2). In explaining the stages, Loevinger is quick to emphasize that although ego development is a developmental sequence, there are no specific ages aligned with each stage. Loevinger argues that such alignment is not prudent because children vary so greatly fiom each other, and that such a chart would “slip back into a classical child psychology study of socialization” (Loevinger, 1977, p. 14). However, Loevinger does state that the early stages are rare after childhood and that the highest stages are not achievable in childhood and barely attainable in adolescence (Loevinger, 1977, p. 14). Loevinger (1977, pp. 15-17) explains that in the Presocial stage, the infant does not have an ego. 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Children who do not achieve this differentiation are termed autistic. The Symbiotic and Impulsive stages are closely related to the Presocial stage. In the Symbiotic stage, the infant continues in a symbiotic relationship with the mother, but begins to differentiate his or her identity. Language development especially helps in this process. In the Impulsive stage, children continue to develop individual identities. They act according to their impulses, tend to live in the moment without regard to the past or future, need others but are demanding and dependent, and they value others based upon what the others can offer them. Children at this stage also enjoy having consistent daily rituals. In addition, they tend to group actions into two categories: either good or bad. In the self- protective stage, children learn to control their impulses by foreseeing immediate consequences to their actions, whether the consequences are positive or negative. They understand rules, but attempt to protect themselves from punishment by avoiding getting caught misbehaving. As Loevinger (1977) explains, “Getting caught defines an action as wrong” (p. 17). Loevinger (1977, p. 18) further explains that in the Conformist stage, the young child begins to identify himself as a member of a unit such as a family or peer group. Instead of acting out of fear of being caught, the child obeys rules because he accepts them as the family’s or the group’s rules. The child becomes more aware of conforming to the family’s or group’s expectations, and wants to be thought of as conforming to the rules (social desirability). Loevinger (1977) adds that Conformists develop traits such as niceness, helpfulness, and cooperating with others. These traits are in sharp contrast to the Self-Protective person who remains in a competitive mindset (Loevinger, 1977, p. 18). 26 The Self-Aware level is a transition level between the Conformist and Conscientious stage (Loevinger, 1977, p. 19). During this time, self-awareness and the ability to perceive different outcomes for situations develops. The child realizes that there are times when he or she does not conform to social norms. The child becomes more self- conscious. The child moves away from the conformist idea that there is a right and wrong for every situation, and that, depending on the circumstances, there are various acceptable courses of action. Loevinger (1977) writes that the ability to perceive alternatives or exceptions marks an important step in moving to the next stage of deve10pment: Perception of alternatives or exceptions paves the way for the true conceptual complexity of the next stage. For example, at this level a person might say that people should not have children unless they are married or unless they are old enough. At the next stage, they are more likely to say unless they really want children, or unless the parents really love each other (p. 19). In the Conscientious stage, an individual begins to develop individual goals and self-evaluate his progress, set long-term goals, and criticize his own behavior. In essence, an adult conscience begins to emerge. On rare occasions, individuals as young as thirteen or fourteen achieve this stage, but generally this stage is achieved in late adolescence or early adulthood (Loevinger, 1977, p. 20). At this stage, individuals feel responsibility for others and take control and responsibility for their own actions. In addition, “Things are not just classed as ‘right and wrong.’ A Conscientious person thinks in terms of polarities, but more complex and differentiated ones: trivial versus important, love versus lust, dependent versus independent, inner life versus outward appearances” (Loevinger, 1977, p. 21). 27 Similar to the Self-aware level, the Individualistic level is essentially a transition level between the Conscientious and Autonomous stages. During this transition, an individual develops a need for emotional dependence and has a stronger sense of self than ‘ before: “What characterizes this level is the awareness that it is an emotional rather than a purely pragmatic problem, that one can remain emotionally dependent on others even when no longer physically or financially dependent” (Loevinger, 1977, p. 22). This transition ends when the individual deve10ps coping skills for handling conflicting needs and conflicting duties as well as the conflict between the two (Loevinger, 1977, p. 23). In the Autonomous stage, an individual has the ability to handle difficult challenges. The individual relies on knowledge of past experiences, individuals’ differing roles, and others’ backgrounds when weighing decisions (Loevinger, 1977, p. 23). Everyone does not achieve the last stage of ego development. In fact, Loevinger describes that it is rare to achieve this level of egogdevelopment (Loevinger, 1977, p. 26). Loevinger (1977) further states that this stage is difficult to describe. It is, however, closely allied to Maslow’s theory of the self-actualizing person, and involves “transcendence” of the conflicts that were handled during the Autonomous stage (p. 26). Loevinger’s (1977) approach to identity focuses on ego development, specifically the “changing internal structures” that influence the way in which individuals view and interpret experiences (Kroger, 2000, p. 117). Following Freud’s structural theory, Loevinger’s stages are also a structural theory. Kroger explains structural theory and defines internal structures as follows: Internal structures are thus psychological filters within the individual, which follow a predictable, sequential pattern of development over time; each successive 28 structure enables a person to have an increasingly complex way of making sense of his or her life experiences (Kroger, 2000, p. 17). Kroger further adds that, although there are many different approaches to understanding identity, each approach in the structural stage tradition acknowledges that identity develops in stages over time as the internal or ego structures interpret and view the world in ever-changing ways: Movement fiom childhood through adolescence through adult identity development is not just a matter of adding more and more information to an already existing structure of meaning making, but rather the changing the basic meaning-making structures themselves (Kroger, 2000, p. 17). Loevinger’s structural stages of ego-development comprise one of the most influential ego-centric theories to develop from Freud’s tripartite theory. Kroger (2000, p. 17) writes that work by Freud and others, including Piaget, contributed to the structural stage approach. According to Kroger (2000), Piaget’s concept of accommodation was particularly valuable in furthering the establishment of a structural stage approach to development (p. 17). This next section focuses on the work of Piaget as a preface to the introduction of Erikson’s psycho-social stages of identity development. Piaget ’s Theories of Cognitive Development and Moral Judgment While psychologists such as Freud (1900, 1923/1960, 1966), Hartrnann (1956, 1958, 1964), and Loevinger (1977) explored the psyche from a tripartite or structural theory perspective and established various theories of ego development, other psychologists such as Piaget chose to explore other aspects of psychology, including cognitive development and the development of moral reasoning. Work by cognitive 29 psychologists such as Piaget influenced the creation of psychological theories of identity development. In this section of the review of literature, I will discuss Piaget’s theory of cognitive development, his description of the biology of learning, and his theory of the development of moral judgment in children. Piaget’s developmental approach to cognitive development and moral judgment provide valuable insights into human development. These insights were of particular interest to early ego-psychologists involved in creating a sequence for identity development. Piaget (1886-1980) is perhaps most well-known for his theory of cognitive development (Piaget, 1928/1952; 1936/1952; 1972). This theory is drawn from his detailed observations of children. At its most basic level, this theory includes the following beliefs (McDevitt & Ormrod, 2002, p. 111): 0 Children are active and motivated learners. 0 Children organize what they learn from their experiences. 0 Children adapt to their environment through the processes of assimilation and accommodation. 0 Interaction with one’s physical environment is critical for cognitive development. 0 Interaction with other people is equally critical for cognitive development. 0 The process of equilibration promotes progression toward increasingly more complex forms of thought. Piaget’s theory of cognitive development includes four specific stages: 1. Sensorimotor stage (birth-2 years old), 2. Preoperational stage (years 2-7), 3. Concrete Operational stage (years 7-11), and 4. Formal operational stage (years 11-adulthood) 30 (Piaget, 1928/1952, 1936/ 1952, 1972; McDevitt & Ormrod, 2002, p. 111). The Sensorimotor stage is broken into six separate stages (Piaget, 1936/ 1952). An infant passing through these stages learns primarily through reflexes and sensory perception. The study of these reflexes and perceptions is fundamental to understanding the formation of intelligence because “the formation of habits and even the exercise of the reflex prepare its appearance” (Piaget, 1936/1952, p. 21). Piaget emphasizes that during the Sensorimotor stage, assimilation and accommodation (explored more in depth at a later point), are an essential component of the learning process. The child’s intellect increases and the child begins to reason, but not yet in adult-like ways. Children in the next stage, the Preoperational stage, begin to be able to foresee results of specific given events, such as “If I put a dragon and a bear [together], which would win?” (Piaget, 1928/1952, p. 67). However, children in this stage can foresee an endless variety of unlikely outcomes because their experiences have not yet limited their conception of a realistic outcome of the scenario. As the child’s thought processes develop and mature, and the child moves into the concrete operations stage, the child learns to better determine the differences between hypothesis and reality and can make more logical decisions. However, the child can only make deductions based on his or her own personal conception of reality, hence the term “concrete” operations. When children reach the formal operations stage at approximately age 10 or 11, they are able to reason abstractly, as Piaget demonstrates in the following example: If we say to a child: ‘Let us admit, for example, that dogs have six heads. How many heads will there be in a yard where there are 15 dogs?’ the child will refuse 31 to give an answer, because he will not ‘assume’ the hypothesis. We [adults] on the contrary, even though we admit that the premises are absurd, will be perfectly able to reason from them and conclude that there will be 90 heads in that yard. This is because we distinguish between real or empirical necessity (dogs cannot have six head) and formal or logical necessity (if dogs had six heads there would necessarily be 90 heads, etc.) (Piaget, 1928/ 1952, p. 67). Piaget’s development of these stages of cognitive growth provides valuable insight into how judgment, reasoning, and intelligence develop. These structural stage approaches laid the foundation for further structural stage approaches to identity. Fosnot and Perry (2005) explain that, in the last 10-15 years of his life, Piaget shifted his focus away from identifying the global stages of learning to understanding the mechanics of learning. This later work became the foundation for the psychological basis of constructivisrn. Piaget moved from identifying the types of logic that learners use (i.e., preoperational, concrete, or formal stages of thinking), to exploring the process learners go through to develop new ways of thinking. Piaget returned to one of his earlier theories, equilibration, to help describe this learning process. The equilibration process also involved Piaget’s theory of assimilation and accommodation. Piaget was a biologist as well as a cognitive psychologist. Much of his work in cognitive psychology was based on his work in biology. Such was the case for his work on the concept of equilibration. Early in his career as a biologist, he formulated the pivotal concept of equilibration from his observation of pond snails. Piaget observed three different types of snails: 1. Those that lived in clear, still water, 2. Those that lived in mildly turbulent water, and 3. Those that lived in highly turbulent water. Snails in the 32 still water had long shells, and snails in the mildly and highly turbulent water had round shells. Piaget observed that when a snail was moved from mildly turbulent water to still water, the snails’ offspring had long shells instead of round ones. This told Piaget that the underlying genetic structure of the snail had not changed, but rather that the snail had undergone phenotypic (outward appearance) alterations to adapt to the environment. On the other hand, the round-shelled snails from the very turbulent water produced round- shelled offspring regardless of the type of water they were moved to (in fact, they continued producing round-shelled offspring in still water for 16 years after being moved.) In this case, the turbulence of the water was so extreme that the snails’ genetic code actually changed (Fosnot & Perry, 2005). Piaget claimed that the activity of the organism (moving fiom one type of water to another, in this example) created new behaviors that disturbed the organism’s genome and forced the evolution of new structures. He later applied this concept of biological equilibration to cognitive equilibration as follows: When the flow of energy (or stimulus of some kind) into a complex system (a human brain, for example) increases, an imbalance in the organism occurs, producing a “bifurcation” point at “the edge of chaos” (Richardson, 1998). Richardson explains that this flow of energy or “disturbance” occurs when any previously unpredicted effect happens. For example, “finding an unexpected obstacle in a pathway, finding an unexpected force of resistance in lifting or moving a familiar object; or any observation not predicted by the current system” (Richardson, 1998, p. 105). At the bifurcation point, the organism restructures itself, emerging with a new, more efficient system. The organism (or cognitive structure) essentially re-wires itself in order to restore its overall balance of energy. Piaget claims that, without this 33 interaction with energy fiom outside sources, entropy, a slow dissolution of the order that exists, would occur (Fosnot & Perry, 2005). Equilibration, then, is a balancing act between two “intrinsically polar behaviors,” which Piaget calls assimilation and accommodation. According to Piaget (1955), assimilation involves “mental assimilation of data perceived in the environment to the schema of action followed by the subject.” In assimilation, the subject attempts to make sense of an experience, based on pre-existing schemas. Accommodation involves changes of “structures of schemas of the organism or subject to environmental situations or data.” In accommodation, the subject undergoes cognitive changes as schemas are actually altered to assimilate information from the new experience to form cognitive equilibrium (F osnot & Perry, 2005). Piaget draws the conclusion that learning is both biological and psychological (Piaget, 1977). Learning occurs when a person encounters new information that does not fit within established schemas, and new schemas are created to accommodate the new information: “Life, like thought (or thought, like life) is essentially active because it constructs forms [or schemas]” (Piaget, 1955). Hearkening back to his Gestalt influences, Piaget further adds that “Knowledge proceeds neither solely from the experience of objects nor from an innate programming performed in the subject but from successive constructions” (Piaget, 1977). Richardson adds that, “The process of development consists of progressive enrichment of equilibrations” (Richardson, 1998). From Piaget comes the idea that human development is not linear, but is a highly complex, organic, ever-evolving non-linear system based on “successive constructions” and “progressive enrichment.” Piaget’s cognitive development and learning theories 34 emphasize (l) the inseparable connection between biological and psychological processes in human development, and posit that (2) development occurs in stages. These two ideas laid the foundation for several key theories of identity development. Erikson ’s Psychosocial Stages of Identity Development Stemming particularly from the structural stage work of Freud, but also influenced by the cognitive developmental theories and structural stage approach of Piaget, is Erik Erikson’s (1968) psychosocial theory on the stages of identity development. Erikson (1902-1994) was a German developmental psychologist and psychoanalyst, who studied with Freud in Vienna (Kroger, 2000, p. 8). Erikson is known for his research on identity, and for coining the term identity crisis (Erikson, 1968, p. 91). This section presents Erikson’s concept of identity as well as a description of his stages of identity development. Erikson defines identity as “a configuration gradually integrating constitutional givens, idiosyncratic libidinal needs, favored capacities, significant identifications, effective defenses, successful subliminations, and consistent roles” (Erikson, 1969, p. 116). The complexity of this definition reflects the complexity of the concept of identity, as discussed at the beginning of this review of literature. Erikson explains that identity is a process in constant evolution: “At its best it is a process of increasing differentiation, and it becomes ever more inclusive as the individual grows aware of a widening circle of others significant to him” (Erikson, 1968, p. 23). Erikson believed that identity is affected by many constructs. According to Kroger (2000), these constructs include “one’s own biological characteristics; one’s own unique psychological needs, interests, and defenses; and the cultural milieu in which one 35 resides” (p. 9). Biological, psychological, and cultural influences have a direct impact on identity development. Erikson’s stages of identity development take each of these into account. Erikson’s theory is called a psychosocial theory of identity development because it considers social influences as an especially significant factor in identity formation. Of these psychosocial models, Kroger (2000, p. 15) writes that, on a continuum, psychosocial models are between structural stage and sociocultural approaches. In addition, in psychosocial models, “identity is viewed in terms of the interaction between internal structural characteristics and social tasks demanded by a particular society or social reference group” (Kroger, 2000, p. 15). Although an individual may be in different places and work with different people, the individual possesses an over-arching sense of self that is not significantly altered in these different situations (Kroger, 2000, p. 8). Individuals have a conscious personal identity, but they also have an unconscious desire for personal stability of character (Kroger, 2000, p. 8). In Erikson’s psychosocial model of identity development, he proposed that individuals move through eight specific stages of identity development over their lifetimes, passing through “the crisis of identity” towards the end of each stage: The vital personality weathers [these conflicts], re-emerging from each crisis with an increased sense of inner unity, with an increase of good judgment, and an increase in the capacity ‘to do well’ according to his own standards and to the standards of those who are significant to him (p. 91). Erikson explains that each new stage of identity development presents a dramatic change of perspective, and that the term “crisis” is not used to describe an eminent disaster, but is used in a developmental sense, indicating a “turning point, a crucial period” (Erikson, 36 1968, p. 96). When individuals emerge from each “crisis,” they emerge with an increasingly differentiated identity. In his book, Identity: Youth and Crisis, Erikson (1968, p. 94) outlines the eight stages of identity development as follows: 1. Trust vs. Mistrust 2. Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt 3. Initiative vs. Guilt 4. Industry vs. Inferiority 5. Identity vs. Identity Confusion 6. Intimacy vs. Isolation 7. Generativity vs. Stagnation 8. Integrity vs. Despair Erikson (1968) explains that, in the first stage, Trust vs. Mistrust, an infant learns to trust that his basic needs will be met by his caretakers (p. 97). Feeling secure in early attachments helps individuals make other secure attachments later in life (Kroger, 2000, p. 10). In the second stage, Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt, the child begins to exercise and repress his will. Erikson (1968) elaborates on the development of will by stating that, “A sense of self-control without loss of self-esteem is the ontogenetic source of a sense of free will. From an unavoidable sense of loss of self-control and of parental overcontrol comes a lasting propensity for doubt and shame” (p. 110). Kroger (2000) theorizes that, from this second stage “comes the will to be oneself with whatever manner of confidence the social response to this developmental task of toddlerhood has allowed” (p. 10). At approximately age 3 or 4, the child begins to develop a sense of initiative. Erikson 37 suggests that during this Initiative vs. Guilt stage, the child’s ever-expanding imagination and locomotor abilities, combined with the beginning of rivalries between others initiates a sense of guilt for actions taken or untaken within the child (Erikson, 1968, p. 118). It is during this period that the child’s conscience begins to awaken (Erikson, 1968, p. 119). The last stage before adolescence is the Industry vs. Inferiority stage. At this point in their development, children take pride in being able to create objects and to create them well. However, they may feel an inner conflict: “The child may still want his mommy more than knowledge; he may still prefer to be the baby at home rather than the big child in school” (Erikson, 1968, p. 124). Identity vs. Role Confusion is the primary focus of adolescence (Kroger, 2000, p. 10). During this time, adolescents reconceptualize their childhood identities, look to others—especially peers—for examples of what to become, come to terms with physical changes in their bodies, look for opportunities to explore potential aspects of their emerging identity, are fearful of being ridiculed by their peers, experience self-doubt, and “look most fervently for men and ideas to have faith in, which also means men and ideas in whose service it would seem worth while to prove oneself trustworthy” (Erikson, 1968, p. 129). During this time of great change, adolescents often experience role confusion. According to Kroger (2000), “Role confusion is the counterpoint of identity. Role confusion refers to the inability to make moves toward identity-defining commitments” (p.10). Adolescents often feel lost or confused during this stage. Resolution to these feelings occurs in the next stage, Intimacy vs. Isolation. As young adults, individuals often seek relationships with others. If they view these relationships in strictly stereotypical terms, they may often feel a sense of isolation from 38 the significant other (Erikson, 1968, p. 136). Moving into middle adulthood, adults often seek ways of making a unique contribution to their families or to society, part of the Generativity vs. Stagnation stage. And finally, during the Integrity vs. Despair stage in late adulthood, individuals attempt to make sense of their life and find peace in its course (Kroger, 2000, p. 11). To summarize, Erikson’s (1968) psychosocial model of identity formation emphasizes both the psychological changes to internal structures as well as societal influences: [Identity formation] arises from the selective repudiation and mutual assimilation of childhood identifications and their absorption into a new configuration, which, in tum, is dependent on the process by which a society (often through subsocieties) identifies the young individual, recognizing him as somebody who had to become the way he is and who, being the way he is, is taken for granted (Erikson, 1968, p. 159). In connection with identity formation and identity crisis, Erikson proposed that individuals may go through an identity moratorium, in which an individual lives in a suspended state of identity. The identity moratorium is a temporary identity that is assumed while actively seeking another, more permanent identity. For example, when Erikson was an adolescent, he took on work as an artist while traveling through EurOpe, but he was actively pursuing the development of his “real” personality and life goals outside of his artistic pursuits (Kroger, 2000, p. 13). The next section explores identity moratorium as well as other stages of identity development from the perspective of James Marcia. 39 Marcia and Identity Achievement Combining Erikson’s view of identity with his own, Marcia explains that one of the pivotal moments of identity development is the formation of an ego identity in adolescence: The formation of an ego identity is a major event in the development of personality. Occurring during late adolescence, the consolidation of identity marks the end of childhood and the beginning of adulthood. Identity formation involves a synthesis of childhood skills, beliefs, and identifications into a more or less coherent, unique whole that provides the young adult with both a sense of continuity with the past and a direction for the future (Marcia, 1993, p. 3). Similar to Erikson, Marcia (1966, 1980) proposed that adolescents go through different phases or distinct identity “states” in their ego identity development: dzfiusion, foreclosure, moratorium and achievement. In identity diffusion, individuals have not yet established a particular identity. In foreclosure, individuals take on identities based on the expectations of others (usually parents). The moratorium period involves an identity crisis in which the person begins to search and “try out” other identities. Erikson calls the moratorium period an “identity moratorium.” The two terms are synonymous. Identity achievement occurs when an individual settles into his or her chosen identity (Tarrant, North, & Hargreaves, 2002, p. 135). Marcia (1997) reports the following as an example of how individuals in different identity states describe their relationship with their families: Foreclosures report their families as close, loving, and child-centered, with encouragement to conform to family values. Diffusions see their families as 40 somewhat distant and rejecting; in particular, they see their same—sexed parent. . .as nonaccepting and nonemulatable. Moratoriurns are ambivalent about their parents and are engaged in push-pull oedipal battles, attempting to please while struggling for autonomy. Achievements have families who support their differentiation and with whom they can maintain rapprochement; the ambivalence of the Moratorium period seems to have given way to mutuality, to a balanced and realistic appraisal of similarities and differences, likes and dislikes (p. 99). Erikson, Marcia, and others have considered Piaget’s stages of cognitive development, questioning whether formal operational thinking is required for achieving identity achievement or “resolution” (Marcia, 1997, p. 94). While Erikson hypothesized that a relationship between formal operational thinking and identity achievement exists, Marcia’s review of subsequent studies suggests otherwise (Marcia, 1997, p. 94). Despite the lack of evidence of a relationship between identity achievement and formal Operational thinking, Marcia (1997) states that there is a well-established link—due in large part to the work of Kohlberg (1976)—between the deveIOpment of moral thought and Piaget’s levels of cognitive development and that only one study (Cauble, 1976) does not support the link between identity and stages of moral reasoning (p. 95). Marcia’s work is an important addition to the work of other psychologists such as Erikson. Marcia’s (1997) theory of identity achievement takes into consideration cognitive development and ego psychology, and carefully considers “those personality characteristics of the identity statuses reflecting intemalization of self-regulatory processes” (p. 99). In addition, Marcia’s theory acknowledges the affect of family and 41 peer relationships, as well as social forces, on the identity-formation process (Marcia, l 997). Summary This first major section of the review of literature explored identity formation from a psychological perspective. This review emphasized the contributions of Freud, Loevinger, Piaget, Erikson, and Marcia to theories of identity development. Freud’s tripartite theory of the mind (ego, super ego, and id) and his view of the conscious and unconscious mind laid the foundation for much of the psychological research that followed him. Freud’s work led to the establishment of the ego—psychological school of psychological thought, out of which came Erikson’s eight stages of identity formation, Loevinger’s stages of ego development, and Marcia’s stages of identity achievement. In addition, this section highlighted the significant contributions of Piaget’s structural stage theories of cognitive development, learning, and moral judgment to the work of developing identity formation theories. Erikson’s and Marcia’s theories incorporate both psychological and sociological perspectives, and are therefore intermediate theories between those of Freud and the sociological theories discussed in the next section. Identity Construction: Sociological and Social Psychological Perspectives Humans have an innate desire to communicate their thoughts and feelings, to be understood by others, and to work with others towards mutual goals. Researchers have explored these and other human interactions through a variety of social sciences, including anthropology, economics, political science, psychology, and sociology. In 42 defining sociology, Froehlich (2007) explains that early work in sociology described the impact of society on social groups and individuals, but that sociologists today acknowledge that there is a “reciprocal relationship” (p. 2) between individuals and the traditions of the society or social group of which they are a member. In other words, individuals both produce and are a product of their environments. Subfields within sociology cover a wide range of topics such as sociology of culture, sociology of language, sociology of aging, sociology of education, and social psychology. As this dissertation investigates the interactions of individuals in a group setting (a children’s choir), research in social psychology is of particular relevance to this review of literature. Allport (1985) explains that there is a close relationship between social psychology and the other social sciences. Social psychology covers political and economic science and cultural anthmpology. It is also closely related to both psychology and sociology (Allport, 1985, p. 2). The connection between sociology and social psychology is illustrated by the fact that first social psychology textbook was written by a sociologist (Social Psychology by E. A. Ross, 1980), and that psychologists have written many subsequent social psychology textbooks (Allport, 1985, p. 2). Allport (1985) defines social psychology as “an attempt to understand and explain how the thought, feeling, and behavior of individuals are influenced by the actual, imagined, or implied presence of others” (p. 2). The “implied presence” refers to the action that members of a particular group make in response to perceived group expectations (p. 2). Although social psychology has much in common with other social sciences, social psychology has its own theories, data, and viewpoints. While political science, sociology, and cultural anthropology study individuals fiom political, social, or 43 cultural systems, social psychology explores the “social nature” of the individual person (Allport, 1985, p. 2). Allport (1985) further illustrates the differences between sociology and social psychology: Sociology, anthropology, and political science ‘seek inclusive laws of social structure, social change, cultural patterning.’ They wish to know the course of society with the individual extracted. What happens when all the citizens of the United States are gradually replaced by other citizens? The English language continues to be spoken; the form of government is not fundamentally altered; the cycles of economic behavior and the existence of social classes continue to be pretty much as they were. By contrast, social psychology wishes to know how any given member of a society is affected by all the social stimuli that surround him. How does he learn his native language? Whence come the social and political attitudes that he develops? What happens when he becomes a member of a group or of a crowd? (p. 2). This section of the review of literature explores identity primarily from within a social-psychological framework. It summarizes the relevant contributions of William James (1890), Charles Cooley (1902), George Mead (1934), Leon Festinger (1950, 1954), Henri Tajfel (Tajfel et a1, 1971, 1978, 1981, Tajfel & Turner, 1979, 1986), John Turner (1985), and others, over the last century, to the development of theories of identity. This review focuses specifically on self-theories, or theories that describe how the self is influenced by social interactions and society in general. These self-theories including the “looking glass self " symbolic interactionism, social comparison, social identity and self-categorization theories, and conversion theory. These theories build 44 upon each other and are closely related. This review also briefly examines issues of social influence and group identity. Exploring these theories will illustrate the social- psychological perspective that identities are constructed through individual reflection as well as interactions with other individuals, groups, and society at large. The “Looking Glass Self” and Symbolic Interaction Study of the self is one of the most prominent research themes in social psychology. In this section I will discuss two important theories relating to how the self develops: Cooley’s concept of the “looking-glass self” and Mead’s symbolic interaction theory. Much of Cooley’s (1902) and Mead’s (1934) work is based on the writings of James (1842-1910). James (1890) is widely credited for introducing the study of the self in his chapter, Consciousness of Self, and is frequently referenced by psychologists, sociologists, and social psychologists alike. James’ ideas influenced others such as Cooley and Mead to consider how the self develops. Cooley (1864-1929) defines the self by referencing the work of James: “As Professor James says in hisadmirable discussion of the self, the words ‘me’ and ‘self’ designate ‘all the things which have the power to produce in a stream of consciousness excitement of a certain peculiar sort’” (Cooley, 1902, p. 138). In other words, each individual has unique opinions, emotions, desires, and feelings that combine to create a strong inner sense of self (Cooley, 1902, p. 144). However, the sense of self does not develop in isolation. In the preface to his landmark book, Human Nature and the Social Order, Cooley (1902) writes, ...The Opinion I hold, and expect to explain more fully in the further course of this book, is that man’s psychical outfit is not divisible into the social and the non- 45 social; but that he is all social in a large sense, is all a part of the common human life (p. 12). The sense of self is largely detemrined by our perception of how others view us. Cooley refers to this social self as the “reflected” or “looking-glass self”: “Each to each a looking-glass reflects the other that doth pass” (Cooley, 1902, p. 152). Cooley explains that, when we see ourselves in a mirror, we are interested in what we see because it is our own reflection, and we make a judgment of what we see based on what we believe is the socially acceptable way to appear. The looking-glass concept emphasizes that we imagine how we appear to others, we speculate on how others judge that appearance, and we feel either pride or shame in those perceptions. In contemplating these various aspects, our sense of self develops (Cooley, 1902, p. 152). Social behaviorist Mead (1863-1947) added to Cooley’s theories with his belief that, society at large—in addition to individual interactions with others—has an impact on the developing self (Mead, 1934). This concept is one of the central tenants of Mead’s (1934) theory of symbolic interaction. Symbolic interactionism supposes that the gestures and language that individuals use to relate to each other can be seen as symbols. These symbols derive meaning fi'om being perceived in the same way by multiple individuals. Mead (1934) explains: “When, now, that gesture means this idea behind it and it arouses that idea in the other individual, then we have a significant symbol” (p. 46). Understanding symbols and their meaning is important according to Stryker & Statham (1985), because these meanings affect the way in which individuals organize their behavior (p. 320). Stryker and Statharn (1985, p. 316) explain that a gesture becomes a 46 symbol when both the giver and receiver attribute the same meaning to specific acts or words. When individuals anticipate responses from others and from themselves, and they make adjustments in response to those anticipations, they are responding to significant symbols and are engaging in a “role-taking process.” On the development of meaning for significant symbols, Stryker & Statham (1985) firrther add that “the meaning of objects to which we are responsive are products of the social interaction in which significant symbols are formed and used. Since these meanings are social products, mind too is a social product” (p. 317). Stated another way, the way in which objects gain meaning is inherently social; objects or symbols gain meaning through interactions with others. These social interactions stimulate cognitive processes. Initially, Mead (1934) termed this theory social behaviorism, but it later became known as symbolic interaction theory (Froehlich, 2007, p. 87). Mead’s theory of symbolic interactionism and Cooley’s theory of the looking-glass self later combined into a theory called interactionism (Froehlich, 2007, p. 87). Interactionism is one of the major self-theories in both sociology and social psychology. Strongly influenced by Mead, interactionism holds that, in order to understand an individual, both individual and group behaviors should be explored (Froehlich, 2007, p. 87). Interactionism stresses that individuals are influenced by the responses of others, that self-concept affects behavior, that social interactions involve taking the role of others and anticipating the meaning and actions of others, and that an individual’s perception of reality is defined through interpersonal interactions, and is therefore “negotiable” depending on an individual’s perception of those interactions (Stryker & Stratham, 1985, p. 321). 47 With its emphasis on exploring interactions with individuals and groups, interactionism is closely related to social cognition. Worchel, Cooper, and Goethals (1991, p. 38) explain that social cognition is “a process of making sense of people” through 1. Making attributions about the reasons why individuals act in a certain way, and 2. Attempting to understand an individual’s actions based on knowledge about that individual and group that he or she belongs to. In the next section on the work of Festinger and social comparison theory, individual and group behaviors, as well as the concept of reality, are addressed more in-depth. Social Comparison Theory The Sage Handbook of Social Psychology devotes an entire section of its review of social psychology developments over the last century to “The Era of Leon Festinger” (Goethals, 2003, p. 9). A student of perhaps the most influential social psychologist Kurt Lewin, Festinger was also an influential social psychologist. In 1950, F estinger wrote a paper describing his theory of informal social communication, which postulates that members of groups feel pressure to form a consensus of Opinion so that the group can move forward towards achieving its goals (Goethals, 2003, p. 8). In this paper, Festinger hypothesized on sources of pressure to communicate with others, including the emotional state of individuals, and group pressures towards uniformity (Festinger, 1950, p. 16). Out of the theory of informal social communication grew an even more influential theory, social comparison theory (Festinger, 1954). In building this theory, F estinger proposed many hypotheses of how individuals react to others’ opinions. When an individual discovers that he or she disagrees with another individual, there are at least three courses of action to consider. The individual can change his or her opinion, attempt 48 to change the other individual’s opinion, or disregard the other’s opinion (Jones, 1985, p. 68). Social comparison theory suggests that an individual’s evaluation of his or her own abilities and opinions comes through comparing abilities and opinions to a perceived social reality. Social comparison theory differs from Festinger’s theory of informal social communication by focusing on the ways in which individuals compare opinions and abilities to others with similar opinions and abilities. In contrast, the theory of informal social communication focuses primarily on achieving group uniformity to achieve group goals (Goethals, 2003, p. 10). Social comparison theory is one of the main theories in social psychology. It influenced the deve10pment of many theories, especially social identity theory and self- categorization theory. All three of these theories explore the ways in which an individual’s sense of identity deve10ps. Among other ideas, these theories investigate 1. The role of others on an individual’s opinions and attitudes, 2. The ways in which individuals categorize themselves based on their perceived role in society, and 3. How social reality affects an individual’s actions and identity. These theories are often called “role theories” because of their focus on the roles that individuals assume in different situations and at different times of their lives. Kelly (1955) explains that a role-player acts according to what he or she thinks should be done, based on his or her perception of the socially acceptable way to behave (p. 177). “Role” theories are some of the basic theories in sociological and social psychological research. Social Identity Theory Similar to Festinger, Tajfel (Tajfel et a1, 1971, 1978, 1981) and Tajfel and Turner (1979, 1986) explored identity in terms of social context. In his book, Human Groups 49 and Social Categories (1981), Taj fel explains that the foundation for his work in social identity was Festinger’s concept that individuals work towards positive self—evaluations. Tajfel suggests that Festinger’s social comparison theory is directly linked to his work in social identity, social categorization, and “psychological group distinctiveness” (Tajfel, 1981, p. 254). Goethels (2003) echoes Tajfel’s comments that social identity theory and social comparison theory are closely related: “Social identity theory focuses on how we evaluate the groups to which we belong. Social comparison focuses on how we evaluate ourselves as individuals within certain groups” (p. 16). Social identity theory developed through a series of studies by Tajfel during the 1960’s and 1970’s (Goethals, 2003, p. 15). These studies investigated social categorization, ethnocentrism, and intergroup relations. In these foundational studies, researchers divided participants into two groups and asked the participants to give awards to members of both groups. Study results showed that the participants strongly favored their own group, the “in-group” when giving awards, and minimized the awards for the “out-group.” This was true to such an extent that participants preferred to give less total rewards if it meant that the “out- group” received less than the “in-group.” For example, the in-group preferred to give seven points to an in-group member and one point to an out-group member than 19 points to an in-group member and 25 points to an out-group member (Goethals, 2003, p. 15). Tajfel defines social identity as “that part of an individual’s self-concept which derives from his knowledge of his membership in a social group (or groups) together with the value and emotional significance attached to that membership” (Tajfel, 1981, p. 255). Dominic Abrams (1992), one of the foremost researchers in social identity, succinctly 50 states that social identity is “self-conception as a group member” (p. 58). Social identity theory proposes that individuals naturally categorize themselves and others into “in- groups” and “out-groups.” In other words, social identity theory holds that individuals develop their sense of self through their identification as members of a group, particularly in the comparisons that they make with others, as a member of the group: Social identity theory posits that one’s social identity is clarified through social comparisons between ingroups and outgroups. Individuals’ desire for positive self-evaluation provides a motivational basis for differentiation between social groups. . . . Thus, to the extent that the ingroup is perceived as both different and better than the outgroup. . .one’s social identity is enhanced (Abrams, 1992, p. 59). Social identity theory has much in common with symbolic interactionism. According to Deaux (2000, p. 2), both theories are based upon the idea that social context affects identity construction. Individuals strive to find acceptance within the social settings and groups that they are a part of: “By comparing the in-group and an out-group, in-group members should be able to portray their group more positively, or as somehow ‘better off’ than the out-group” (Tarrant, North, & Hargreaves, 2002, p. 137). Tarrant, North, and Hargreaves (2002) further explain that when individuals categorize themselves as members of an “in-group,” a new sense of self—a “social identity”— begins to emerge and guide behavior (p. 137). This comparison and categorization helps individuals develop a positive identity and a higher self-esteem (Taj fel, 1978; Abrams & Hogg, 1988). In summarizing social identity theory, Goethels (2003) states that first of all, 51 People are motivated to maintain a positive self-evaluation and want to view their individual achievements and personal qualities as favorably as they can, and they similarly want to see the groups that they belong to in the most positive possible light (p. 16). Second, individuals strive to find common ground among members of their same group, minimizing the differences between individuals, both for the in- group and the out-group. Conversely, people tend to magnify the differences between members of different groups. Third, “. . .People tend to maximize their social identity by doing all that they can, not only to view their own group positively, but also to view members of other groups relatively negatively” (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). The result is strong in-group favoritism (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). Self-Categorization Theory Self-categorization theory grew out of, and is interconnected with social identity theory to such an extent, that it is sometimes difficult to distinguish the two theories from each other (Tajfel, 1981; Turner, 1982; 1985; I999). Hogg (1992) describes that it is more the emphasis rather than the content that separates self-categorization theory from social identity theory. Self-categorization theory focuses more on the cognitive processes involved when individuals categorize themselves, and focuses more on intragroup rather than macrosocial intergroup interactions (Hogg, 1992, p. 93). Hogg (1992) notes that social identity theory and self-categorization theory are often linked together “as representing an intergroup or social categorization approach” (p. 89). In essence, self-categorization is part of the process of developing a social identity. Turner (1982, p. 16) describes that according to Tajfel (1972), social categorization refers 52 to making categorizations of the social world into separate “classes” or “categories.” Social identity, on the other hand, is a process of ...locating oneself, or another person, within a system of social categorizations. . . . It will also sometimes be used to indicate the process whereby an individual intemalizes some form of social categorization so that it becomes a component of the self-concept, whether long-lasting or ephemeral (Turner, 1982). There is an important distinction between social identity/self-categorization and personal identity. Hogg (1992) defines personal identity as “one’s conception of self as unique and distinct from all other humans, and/or in terms of unique interpersonal relationships” (p. 90). Social identity refers to “one’s conception of self in terms of the defining features of a self-inclusive social category that renders self stereotypically ‘interchangeable’ with other ingroup members and stereotypically distinct from outgroup members” (Hogg, 1992, p. 90). Social identity or self-categorization develops as an individual categorizes the world into groups—in-group and out-group—and identifies oneself as an in-group member (Deaux, 2000 p. 17). On the other hand, personal identity, the “neglected twin in the identity family” (Deaux, 2000, p. 17), consists of an individual’s unique qualities and characteristics, including physical characteristics, personality, and experience. From a social-psychological perspective, researchers have investigated social identity theory and self-categorization theories extensively, but personal identity has not been studied as in-depth (Deaux, 2000, p. 17). Tajfel explains that, “seen from this intergroup perspective of social identity, social categorization can therefore be considered as a system of orientation which helps to create and define the individual’s place in society” (Taj fel, 1981, p. 25 5). Abrams 53 (1992) states that, while social identity theory “is concerned with the specific implications for intergroup behavior and incorporates the assumption that individuals seek positive self-esteem through intergroup social comparisons,” self-categorization theory focuses more on the self-concept and the cognitive processes involved in self- categorization (p. 58). Abrams (1992) explains that, in social identity theory, the self-concept consists of a variety of images an individual has of himself or herself. These images are on a continuum ranging from personal self-images, such as “I am cheerful,” “I like bright colors,” “I have a good relationship with my boss,” to more social self-images, such as “I support the Reds,” “I am a physicist,” or “I am an American” (p. 59). Any categorization (i.e., personality type, gender, race, profession) that an individual finds especially relevant to his or her life is termed salient. The concept of salience emerged as part of social identity theory, and later became a central tenant of social-categorization theory (Abrams, 1992, p. 61). Abrams describes that, when personal identity is salient, individuals are less likely to give in to peer pressure. If forced to make a decision, they will either outwardly conform to the group while maintaining their individual opinions, or they will ignore the group (Abrams, 1992, p. 74). Stated another way, “When personal social identity is salient one acts as a group member, whereas when personal identity is salient one does not” (Abrams, 1992, p. 59). Social comparison theory, social identity theory, and social categorization theory are three of the most influential theories of how individual identity is constructed. Although they are closely related, each theory explains human interactions from a slightly different perspective. These theories suggest that interacting with others is a 54 motivating factor towards self-differentiation, and at the heart of personal identity development. Social Influence and Conversion Theory From its very inception social psychology has thus been dominated by a conformity bias. Social psychologists have clung tenaciously to the idea that they must explain the undeniable fact that most people, to varying degrees, submit to the pressures of society. The obviousness of this idea was so overwhelming, it seems, that they failed to notice to what extent we each, in our own sphere of action, keep social pressures at arm’s length and endeavor to modify the opinions, interests, or decisions of the collectivity to which we belong (Moscovici, 1985, p. 352) Intergroup behavior is not the only aspect of relevance to an investigation of group membership. Another aspect of group membership that is of particular relevance to this dissertation is the concept of social influence. Social influence is related to the self- theories discussed in previous sections. According to Martin and Hewstone (2003), social influence “refers to the ways in which the opinions and attitudes of one person affect the opinions and attitudes of another person” (p. 347). Although this definition refers to influence between two individuals, social influence is most often studied in the context of group interactions. Studies of social influence focus on processes of control and change, which include conformity, obedience to authority, and innovation (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 347). In this section, I will explain these processes and briefly discuss how group identities are established and some of the ways that group members respond to pressures to conform. 55 In their chapter on social influence processes of control and change, Martin and Hewstone (2003) explain that there are two forms of social influence within groups: maintaining group norms (social control) and changing group norms (social change). Social control is usually achieved through conformity, or “the processes through which an individual accepts (or complies with) the group’s view” (p. 347). When social control occurs through the actions of a majority of individuals compelling another individual to conform, it is called majority influence. When a group conforms to the requests of an authority figure, this form of social control is called obedience. When social change occurs (usually through the efforts of a minority of individuals in the group), it is called minority influence. Majority groups are generally considered to have more power than minority groups, and they stress conformity when conflicts arise. Minority groups are generally considered to have less power than majority groups, and when conflicts arise, they present innovative solutions to the problems. In addition, majority groups are considered “normative,” while minority groups are considered “antinormative” or “deviant” (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 347). In a well-known study on conformity, Asch (1951) asked participants to find matches between a given line and one of several other given lines. Eight other ' participants who had instructions to unifonnly make specific erroneous matches surrounded each participant. On certain matches, when the primary participant made his match recommendation, the other participants responded in unanimous disagreement. Results of the study showed that many primary participants conformed to the group opinion, even though the match was clearly incorrect. This study showed that individuals 56 are willing to go against their own opinions and logic in the face of peer pressure (Asch, 1951,p.177) Taking this concept to an extreme, Milgrarn contrived a study to investigate how far individuals would go to show obedience to authority, particularly when that obedience apparently caused significant pain to others. Milgram’s study was a direct response to the trial of Adolf Eichmann, following World War II. On trial for war atrocities (including the masterminding of the Nazi’s “final solution”), Eichmann defended his actions by claiming that he was simply following war-time orders, that he personally had nothing against Jews and therefore should not be held accountable for his actions. The question in Milgram’s mind was, if Eichmann truly was acting only out of loyalty to his group, is it possible that anyone is capable of committing such unthinkable crimes for loyalty’s sake? (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 349). In Milgram’s study, a naive participant administered electric shocks to another participant every time that participant made a mistake on a certain task. With each mistake, the electric shocks supposedly increased. The naive participant was not aware that the other participant, the receiver, was not actually receiving the shocks. The receiver acted as though the shocks were increasingly painful, in some cases screaming and stating that the shocks were hurting his heart. If the naive participant hesitated, researchers intervened to pressure the participant to continue, using language such as “The experiment requires you to go on.” Results showed that 65 percent of the naive participants were willing to administer shocks up to a level that would have been lethal. The main explanation for these behaviors was that the naive participants were acting in an agentic state, in which “the person sees him-or herself as an agent for another person, 57 carrying out orders but not being responsible for them—a shift in perceived responsibility that Eichmann and other perpetrators of extreme acts have invoked to explain their behavior” (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 350). Ach’s and Milgrim’s studies show some of the reasons why individuals conform to group pressures or are willing to obey authority figures. Although Milgram’s study is an extreme example, it illustrates the principle that authority figures typically have the dominant power in a relationship with their subordinates, and that those under their authority may feel significant amounts of pressure to obey. In addition to social influence pressures, such as conformity or obedience to authority, researchers have studied how minority groups respond to pressure. Minority groups often challenge the majority group to consider different or innovative perspectives. Moscovici (1985) studied majority and minority influence extensively, and proposed a theory called conversion theory to explain these interactions (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 351) Conversion theory is based on the premise that “all forms of influence, whether from a majority or a minority, result in conflict, and that individuals are motivated to reduce that conflict” (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 351). Individuals reduce conflict in different ways, depending on whether they are in the majority or minority group. From the perspective of a majority group, ...individuals engage in a comparison process whereby they concentrate attention on other’s opinions and conform to those opinions. Since identification with a majority is desirable, people conform to the majority position without examining the content of the majority’s message in detail. The outcome of majority influence 58 is public compliance with the majority position with little or no private or indirect attitude change (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 353). Moscovici (1985) explains that, when an individual feels pressure from the majority to conform on an issue, if he disagrees, he contemplates the reasons why he does not agree. This comparison process between his opinions and the opinions of the group Often ends with the individual conforming to the group opinion. This usually occurs because the individual does not have sufficient power to exert pressure on the majority, and he feels the need to conform so that the group can move forward. When a minority challenges an individual’s Opinions or attitudes, something different occurs. The individual goes through a process of validation in which he again compares his opinion with that of the minority, but at the end of this contemplation, the individual is more likely to give the matter more serious contemplation, and may even privately agree with the minority view although he publicly rejects it (Moscovici, 1985, p. 394). Martin and Hewstone (2003) explain the same principle as follows: while social comparison works to resolve conflict in the case of majority influence, it does not work in the case of minority influence. Individuals are unlikely to feel pressure to join the minority group because they view the minority group as undesirable. However, the minority’s insistence on their message causes those in the majority to carefully consider the message. Those in the majority may even privately accept the message while publicly rejecting the minority group (Martin & Hewstone, 2003, p. 353). Conversion occurs when an individual’s opinions or attitudes change as a result of careful thought and consideration. Conversion cannot happen under duress; it is the individual’s conscious choice to accept new ideas or attitudes (Moscovici, 1985, p. 394). 59 Other perspectives of group behaviors have been the topic of many studies in sociology and social psychology. Group identity has been studied in terms of “group belief’ (Bar-Ta], 1990), “collective self-esteem” (Luhtanen & Crocker, 1992), and “collective behavior” (Hogg & Abrams, 1988). Worchel (1998) explains that groups have just as strong a desire to develop a group identity as individuals have to establish their own sense of identity. In addition, Worchel et. a1 (2000) comments that “Groups become known by their ‘character’ which is relatively enduring and outlives the individual members” (p. 21). Individuals work to maintain the “labels” given to the group, or they might rebel against the label while maintaining their group membership. In a related discipline, researchers in the field of sports psychology have investigated the ways in which individuals respond to the pressures of belonging to sports teams (Holt & Hogg, 2002; Nicholls & Polrnan, 2007; Nicholls, Holt, Polrnan, & James, 2005). In a study investigating stressors and coping mechanisms of adolescent rugby players, Nicholls and Polman (2007) discovered that most (approximately 73%) of all the adolescent’s rugby-related stress came from only a limited number of stressors. These stressors (in order of most frequent) included making a physical mistake, criticism from the coach, making a mental mistake, physical injury, and watching others succeed in the sport. In a study by Holt & Hogg (2002), communication from the coach was a - significant source of stress among soccer players. Coping strategies fall into three basic categories. The first two categories, problem-focused and emotion-focused coping were developed by Lazarus (1999). Nicholls & Polman (2007) explain that problem-focused coping centers on changing the environment through problem solving, goal setting, and increased efforts. Emotion- 60 focused coping centers on handling stressful emotions through relaxation, acceptance, and wishful thinking (Nicholls & Polman, 2007). Anshel (1996) and Krohne (1993) identified a third type of coping strategy, avoidance. Kowalski and Crocker (2001) found that the three types of coping strategies identified can be applied to adolescents in sports activities. Based on Kowalski and Crocker’s (2001) assessment, Nicholls and Polman (2007) investigated rugby player’s stressors and coping techniques and found that 1. The rugby players coped with stressors in a variety of different ways, and that 2. The players most effectively coped with stress when they employed a variety of coping techniques. The most prevalent forms of coping included taking advice, increasing effort, and blocking. Blocking involves “attempts by the participants to shut out thoughts or mentally withdraw from stress they were experiencing” (Nicholls & Polman, 2007). One factor that determines an adolescents’ response to criticism or discipline is perception of parental intent (Grusec & Goodnow, 1994; Padilla-Walker & Carlo, 2004). Grusec and Goodnow found that children determine the appropriateness of parental actions by deciding, 1. How well the parent’s response fits the child’s misdeed, 2. If the parent’s actions are consistent and expected, 3. If the child believes the parent’s actions are well-intentioned, and 4. How well the parent’s actions fit with the child’s mood and developmental status. Padilla-Walker and Carlo (2004) continued Grusec and Goodnow’s line of research into adolescent constructions of the appropriateness of parent responses. Their research confirmed Grusec and Goodnow’s findings and emphasized that adolescents’ temperament and mood, as well as the context in which discipline is given, contribute to adolescents’ responses to parental discipline. Their research also confirmed 61 that adolescents’ perceptions of parental intent were related to their ratings of the appropriateness of the parent’s actions (Padilla-Walker & Carlo, 2004) This section has discussed how groups have their own identities and they exert certain pressures on their members. Members of groups make decisions as to the extent to which they believe in and adhere to the principles and guidelines of their group. Individuals also decide whether to ignore, conform, or resist pressures to conform to majority influence. They develop specific coping mechanisms to handle criticism and base their response in a large degree on their perception of the critic’s intent. Recognizing one’s own opinions regarding group membership is an important part of identity construction. Recognizing group dynamics and social influence is also important to understanding human behaviors. Summary While psychologists are primarily concerned with internal cognitive processes that shape an individual’s sense of self, sociologists and social psychologists focus on the impact of social interactions on the developing self. The work of James, Cooley, and Mead laid the foundation for much of the research on identity in social psychology. Cooley’s concept of the “looking-glass self” and Mead’s symbolic interaction theory were two of the earliest theories that emphasized the importance of others in identity construction. Festinger’s influential theory of social comparison opened the doors to firrther research into the ways in which individuals seek for self-affirmation through comparison with like others. Building on Festinger’s theory, Taj fel and Turner’s theories of social identity and self-categorization focused more closely on the comparisons that individuals make of the groups to which they belong. Taj fel and Turner’s research also 62 showed that as individuals categorize themselves and make comparisons between themselves, in-group members, and out-group members, an individual’s self-esteem is enhanced and identity is further developed. Finally, social influence processes and conversion theory provide an additional insight into the reasons why individuals behave in certain ways towards authority and peer pressure, and how group membership affects individuals differently. Theoretical Perspectives on Identity and Music Researchers have explored the connection between identity and music fiom a variety of psychological, sociological, and social psychological perspectives. Important contributions of particular relevance to this dissertation include Stephen Paul’s discussion of connections between the sociology of education and music education; Brian Roberts and Paul Woodford’s theories of music teacher identity in undergraduate music majors; and Hildegard Froehlich’s many applications of a variety of sociology perspectives— especially interactionism—to teaching music. Interestingly, relatively few researchers address the connection between identity and music in adolescents or children. Most research instead focuses on music teacher identity construction (Colwell & Richardson, 2002). While current research on musical self-socializations acknowledges the effects of a rapidly changing world on the musical choices and behaviors of adolescents, there is still a need for more research on the ways in which child and adolescent identities are affected by musical experiences. 63 Interactionism and Music In her book, Sociology for Music Teachers, Froehlich (2007) states that there are three basic sociological approaches to studying music teaching and learning: 1. A macro view, 2. A micro view, and 3. The interactionist view. In a macro view of music, researchers study the “cultural, ethical, and musical norms and values of different ethnic groups or socioeconomic classes in society” from a mostly theoretical perspective. In a micro view, researchers study music learning and teaching from the individual’s perspective (Froehlich, 2007, p. 47). As an interactionist, Froehlich’s adheres to the “basic assumption is that individuals learn and are influenced by the values and practices of multiple subcultures and that such influences are central to understanding and researching music in formal education” (McCarthy, 2002). In their chapter, “The sociology of education and connections to music education researc ” in the New Handbook of Research on Music Teaching and Learning, Paul and Ballantine (2002) also discuss interaction theory and its connection to music education. They explain that two theories, labeling theory and exchange theory, grew out of interaction theory and have implications for identity construction: For instance, if a student is constantly told that he or she has real musical talent or that he or she should forget the idea of learning an instrument because he or she is tone deaf, the student may accept the definitions and act accordingly. In other words, students incorporate the labels given by others—parents, teachers, peers— into their self-concept and act to some extent as they are expected to according to the label (Paul & Ballantine, 2002, p. 569). 64 Paul agrees with Froehlich’s assessment that relatively little research has been done that specifically connects theories of sociology with that of music education, but states that in the past ten years, the amount of research connecting these topics has increased (Paul & Ballantine, 2000, p. 572). Occupational Identities in Music Froehlich’s research is concerned with occupational identities in music (Froehlich, 2007). She defines occupational identities or “occupational socialization” as “learning to adjust to the hierarchy of decision-making power in any workforce” (2007 , p. 21). In other words, occupational socialization refers to how individuals perceive their roles in the workplace, and how these perceptions change over time. In a thorough review of early identity research on musicians in her book, Sociology for Music Teachers: Perspectives for Practice, F roehlich (2007) concluded that issues of alienation at work, teacher burnout, and the “power of institutions on each member’s personal and artistic liberties” (p. 9) were the most frequently researched topics. Froehlich added to this research with her own research on music teacher identity development. F roehlich (2007 ) writes that many music educators identify more with professional performers than with classroom teachers. This assertion is supported by the research of L’Roy (1983) and Roberts (1991a, 1991b, 1993), who found that music education majors tended to identify more with performers than with music educators. Roberts’ theories on music teacher development are based primarily on interactionist theories. Along with Froehlich, Roberts explored how music teacher identity develops within a social context (Paul, 2002, p. 575). Also on the tOpic of music teacher identity, White’s (1964, 1967) studies found that, like music education students, music teachers 65 identified more with professional performers than with music educators. Froehlich draws attention to the small number of music teachers who participate in general education organizations, in contrast to the high number of music teachers involved in organizations such as the American Choral Director’s Association or American Band Director’s Association. Musical Self-Socialization Adolescents live in an increasingly technologically advanced world. This technology allows music to be downloaded and distributed instantly over the intemet and stored and played on lightweight devices such as I-pods. Because I-pods and other devices can store so many songs, an individual can carry an entire personal library of music with him or her at all times. In addition, a wide variety of music is available at all hours of the day on television stations, the intemet, and radio. Staggering amounts of a variety of music are available to individuals, in a variety of formats, practically instantaneously. This fairly new development in technology is part of an increasingly noticeable phenomenon known as musical self-socialization. Musical self-socialization occurs as individuals make choices about their music listening selections, or their music participation, and these choices contribute to an individual’s social identity. Mueller writes that an individual’s musical taste and a culture’s musical practices help to define an individual’s social and cultural identity (2002, p. 595). Mueller (2002) states that musical self-socialization has been studied in terms of being a part of a particular youth culture (Mueller, 1996), being a fan of a musical artist or group (Rhein, 2000), or participating in a band or orchestra (Schaeffer, 1996). This self-selected participation in musical experiences is musical self- socialization: Young people choose socializing environments and cultural codes that ascribe social meaning to aesthetic objects such as music videos; they socialize themselves by their choice of membership in cultures, by their efforts to become familiar with the chosen cultural codes, and by shaping these cultures and contributing to their cultural production (Mueller, 2002, p. 594). By choosing to participate or associate with certain types of music, adolescents place themselves in certain social groups. They identify with these groups, and these associations become part of their identity construction process (Mueller, 2002, p. 594). Summary This section has explored the connection between identity and music from several viewpoints. First Paul (2000, Paul & Ballantine, 2002) and Froehlich’s (2007) work provided insights into interactionism as applied to music education. Second, Froehlich and Roberts’ research viewed music teacher identity in undergraduate music majors through an interactionist framework. Third, a description of musical self-socializations acknowledged the influences of media and modern society on adolescents’ musical choices and musical participation, and how these choices affect adolescents’ identity construction. This research highlights the continuing need for further research on the ways in which children and adolescent identities are affected by participation in musical activities. The pilot study that preceded this dissertation, and this dissertation, are designed to add to the extant research in this area. 67 Pilot Study Purpose and Problems In the fall of 2005, I conducted a pilot study to launch my investigation into the effects of participation in a children’s choir on the student participants. The purpose of the pilot study was to conduct a broad exploration of student perceptions of their experiences in a community children’s choir, allowing the students to direct the conversation to a large extent. I interviewed the conductor and four students (one 14—year old male and three 15-year old females) in a prominent Midwestern children’s choir organization. I also observed approximately 18 hours of rehearsals and took field notes during the observations. The primary focus of the study was to allow the students an opportunity to raise issues of interest and of importance to them regarding their experience in the children’s choir. Research questions included: (1) What do students believe they gain from their participation, and (2) What aspects of their participation are meaningful, frustrating or interesting to them? Sub-questions included: 1. What is the best thing about being in this choir? 2. How does being in this choir influence your life? 3. How do your choir fiiendships influence your life? 4. If you could change something about the choir, what would that be? 5. How long do you intend to stay in the choir, and why? 6. Have you had any meaningful experiences in the choir? 7. What makes a rehearsal good? What makes a rehearsal bad? 8. What are the qualities of a good conductor and a bad conductor? 9. If you could create the perfect conductor, what would he/she be like? 68 Methodology Based on rehearsal observation, and with the assistance of the choir’s conductor, I selected four student participants (one 14-year old male and three 15-year old females) fi’om a select performing choir in a prominent Midwestern children’s choir organization (involving students ages 7-18). Selection was based on perceived depth of reflective thinking, observation of strong verbal skills, and candidates’ years of experience in the ensemble. Participants’ years of experience in the choir ranged from five to seven years. All three female participants were ninth- graders. The only male participant was an eighth-grader. The names of the participants and their choir director were changed to protect their identity. Participants reviewed a list of potential interview questions given to them one week prior to their interview. Each of the students participated in one individual interview lasting approximately 30 minutes and a group interview lasting approximately 45 minutes. Interviews were held in two locations at the Community Music School (CMS): a small practice room and a large ensemble rehearsal room. The conductor participated in one hour-long interview in her office at the CMS. Although I gave participants a list of questions prior to the interviews, their responses often sparked new questions, moving each interview in a unique direction. I recorded all interviews on a Radio Shack© brand CTR-73 AC/Battery cassette recorder and then transcribed them. To ensure trustworthiness, member-checks allowed the participants to review transcripts of their interviews and change or edit any of their responses. In addition, a doctoral student in music education completed a peer-review of the coding and analysis of data. 69 Participants Hope was a tall, blond-haired, home-schooler who played basketball on her home-school team. She went to public school for a few classes each day, including choir. She wore her school basketball t-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops to the interview. She was one of the leaders in the alto section, and described her role in choir as that of a mentor to the younger students. Her personality reflected this; she was soft-spoken and had a quiet, kind, and gentle character. I try to be a leader, but I don 't want to be “shove it down your throat. ” I’m a loving person. Someone like Allison is the major leader of the soprano section, so if she gets to [sing] higher than me, that ’s okay. It’s a lot of give and take, and I just try to stay low-key, but I want to give the impression that I’m a loving person that you can talk to, but not forceful or anything (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). When asked why she participated in the children’s choir, Hope responded that the choir provided enriching performance opportunities: Hope: I just, I loved the experience of it. When I was in fourth grade and I was accepted into the touring choir, and that year we were going to the Detroit Symphony and I remember standing on stage, and I thought, “I’m going to keep doing this.” It was just such an amazing feeling to be up there and have people clap for you and being so little. I was just kind-of in a daze the whole weekend. And the next year we went to the Symposium (the 6th World Symposium of Choral Music in Australia) and we represented our country. And there was no way I was going to leave the choir. MM: What a neat experience. What was that like? 70 Hope: I can’t even describe it. It just, over the years, last year, singing in Carnegie Hall and standing up there, standing on the same stage as the greats, and I’m only 13 or 14 at the time. . .(Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). In contrast to Hope’s subdued personality, Bianca was demonstrative and energetic. She explained that participating in choir came naturally to her because of her lifetime of involvement in music: My whole life is pretty much music. My dad owns a music store down-town, so I was raised on bluegrass and folk music, and I got into choir, and I kind-of got the classical aspect into it. And I have a lot of friends who are into rap and all that, so I got into that, and now I’m kind of into punk and alternative, so my whole life has all been completely music (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Despite clothing and body language that projected a “tough-girl” attitude, Bianca stated strong feelings of appreciation for her experiences in the children’s choir and the opportunities that choir participation has given her. I love it. I ’m forever trying to teach my friends who aren’t in this choir, okay, I ’m going to teach you this song and I 'll teach you the harmony. My best friend is in choir, not in my group, though. We were in it for seven years together. . . . We used to do little gigs together, in downtown. And we ’d sing choir songs, and people would be so amazed that we could do these harmonies (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Theresa, the soprano section leader, described herself as a faith-filled person who loves children and who has been involved in music her entire life. Like Hope, Theresa acutely felt the pressures and responsibilities of leadership. She described her role as a 71 mentor to the younger students and exhibited a sincere desire for their well-being and success. Although she was dedicated to the choir, she still found time to socialize, even in the rehearsal. Theresa: Well, we talk before and after choir, and sometimes during choir (sheepishly, and somewhat apologetic yet mischievously). MM: (Laughing) What do you do? Talk to me about that. Theresa: (Getting more animated in her facial expressions and gestures). [Mrs. Talbot’s] five people this way, so I go, “Bora, Bora!” (loud whisper calling her friends’ name) like that and then [Bora] looks at me and I tell her something in a really loud whisper, and I’m really surprised Mrs. Talbot hasn’t caught on to that yet. MM: Really! Theresa: Yeah. I’ll be like, “I got new shoes,” and we both are the same exact size and we exchange clothes and shoes and everything, and I had to show her my new shoes, so I was like, “Bora! New shoes!” and she’s like, “Those are cool!” MM: You’re probably pretty smart about when you do those things. Theresa: Ql_1 yeah. When she turns her back, “Whew!” (Voice indicating it’s a free-for-all time for conversation) (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Walter was a l4-year old eighth-grader who had been in the children’s choir for 5 years, played saxophone and tuba in band at school, and who went to school early on Tuesdays for Jazz Band. On Wednesday nights he took jazz and partnering dance classes. I heard about the choir from my parents who heard about it from my neighbors, who had a daughter that went to the summer camp, which used to be around 72 campus at [the university], which is now here. When I was in third grade, we were in the hot tub and my parents were like, “Do you want to go to this summer camp? " to my sister and I, and I was like, “Sure, I think it sounds fun. ” So that ’s how me and my sister got in it, and it was really fun. So then I auditioned for the Intermediate Choir, and so I was in the Intermediate Chair for a year, and then I went to the camp again that summer because it was so much fim, and the last four years I ’ve been in the Northridge Children ’s Choir (Interview, Walter, April 15, 2006). Walter often downloaded his choir practice CDs to his I-pod so that he could listen to them throughout the day. Although Walter appeared to be the average male teen (shaggy blondish-brown hair, jeans, t-shirt), his depth of commitment to the choir, his strong sense of personal identity, and his level of reflective drinking seemed atypical of young men his age. MM: What’s the best thing about being in this choir? Walter: The best thing is definitely the singing, of course, because I love singing and when I look back, I know so much about not just singing notes, singing words, but I’ve really learned a lot about literature, because we get a lot of commissioned pieces for us that are really good texts, so I’ve learned a lot about really interesting lyrics (Interview, Walter, April 15, 2006). Analysis and Results After transcribing each interview, I analyzed each sentence, looking for the essence of each statement, labeling each comment with codes such as “FRIENDS,” “FAIRNESS,” or “OWNERSHIP.” In reading all the comments of a particular code and 73 analyzing them for any similarities or emerging themes, I identified what seemed to me to be the most salient codes. Out of this analysis, larger themes emerged. This analysis revealed six prominent themes: the ideal conductor, the ideal rehearsal, fiiends, benefits of choir participation, relationship between conductor and singers, and ownership. Some of these themes, such as the ideal conductor, the ideal rehearsal, and benefits of choir participation I had determined a priori, because many of the research questions specifically addressed these subjects. However, the categories of friends, ownership, and the relationship between conductor and singers developed into salient themes during the course of the interviews. By far, the most animated feelings were present when students discussed two categories: friendship, and benefits of choir participation. Emotions ran deep; two students cried as they described their feelings of gratitude for choir and the fiiendships that they have developed there. Student responses in each category were generally in agreement, with the exception of the ideal rehearsal category, in which student opinions were strongly divided. While some students preferred the conductor to stop rehearsal frequently in order to “pick the pieces apart,” others hoped that the conductor would allow them to sing the pieces through and have nothing to say at the end of the singing. Such discrepancies among the participants about rehearsal-technique preferences pose an interesting challenge for the choral conductor striving to engage all students in meaningful practice. As the results of the pilot study were instrumental in the design of this dissertation, a summary of some of the prominent findings, as well as a few of the most important comments by the participants, are included below. 74 Role of Choir Friends When asked what the best thing about being in choir was, three of the four students discussed some aspect of peer relationships. For many of the choir members, choir fiiendships transcend the choral rehearsal and become part of daily life: Some of my best friends are from choir. We ’11 talk on instant messenger daily and we have bonding time before and after choir. We '11 have little inside jokes. Everyone is friends with everyone, basically (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). Choir fiiendships also build a sense of teamwork: “IfI mess up, someone ’s always there to help me along. If I forget a word, the person right next to me has it ” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). One reason that Hope values the choir is because it provides an opportunity for emotional support. Other students expressed similar feelings. Bianca responded that the best thing about being in choir was safety and a sense of family: I could be having the worst day of my life. Just last week my dad went into the hospital for heart stufl...and I come to chair and I get hugs fiom all these people I love and my worries just fade. And I ’m safe for that two hours I ’m there singing (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Benefits of Choir Participation There were five categories of perceived benefits in participating in a children’s choir: musical, extra-musical, personal, parents, and friends. In the “musical” category, students felt that choir improved their overall musicianship and that their training would transfer to other instruments and other choral experiences: 75 I learn musicianship here. I learn how to feel music. I learn how to read music. At school they don ’t teach you that because they ’re like, ”Oh, as long as you ’re not talking in class, I ’11 pass you, " and you can act like you know music. But here, Mrs. Talbot isn ’t going to let you just sit back and pretend like you understand this stufl (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Theresa added, [Choir] has trained me in the way that I should be singing, and if I wasn ’t in this choir, I don ’t even think I would be a soprano at all, because I wouldn’t be singing anything in head voice for sure. I wouldn ’t know how (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). In the “extra-musical” category, students reported increased levels of determination, discipline, social skills, listening skills, better grades, better concentration, and improved eye contact: I have noticed that the more I concentrate in choir, the more I concentrate in everything else. And so I ’m always paying attention to my teachers when everyone else in my group is looking around and picking their nails or something. I ’ve had teachers thank me for paying attention, ‘cause I ’m one of the few that actually listens (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). Walter expressed gratitude for musical benefits as well as the opportunity to develop a unique personality: I ’ve learned so much. It’s made me a better saxophone player, it ’5 made me a better musician, it ’s made me a better person, and if I wasn ’t in it, I would just be 76 like every other kid, talking on the computer after school every day, watching T. V. every day (Interview, Walter, April 15, 2006). Hope also appreciated the personal benefits from participating in choir: “To start out with, [participation in choir] was my parent '5 choice. I was only in third grade, and now I’m considering majoring in music. This is a big part of my life ” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). In addition to the musical, extra-musical, and personal benefits described, students appreciated the choir’s influence on their relationships with parents and friends. Students described how their choir participation made their parents proud of them, and how this made the students happy: “My 'mom is always catching me singing in my room with the [practice] cd or something, and she ’11 just be smiling at me, and I can ’t replace those moments. " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). In the “friendship” category, Bianca explained how her friends created a safe environment for her in choir, a respite from the social challenges at school. This safe environment is an important part of Bianca’s life: Everybody [at school] was trying to be something they weren ’t, including me. And the one thing that was consistent was choir. . . . At choir you don 't have the whole cliques like you do in middle school. You come in and everybody ’3 friends with everybody. . . . So I ’d come to choir and everybody would be cool and I guess I kind-of felt safe at choir (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Mrs. Talbot encourages kindness in rehearsal: “Our students know that I will be extremely unhappy if I see anyone making fun of another child. We are a family, and we work as a family ” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, April 21, 2006). 77 Relationship Between the Conductor and Singers All students offered significant words of appreciation for Mrs. Talbot. She holds a unique position of influence in her students’ lives: “She ’3 made an efi’ort to be kind to myself and my family, and I 've personally enjoyed that--the smiles and the winks-just the little things " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). During the approximately 18 hours of ' rehearsals I observed, Mrs. Talbot taught with kindness, graciousness, and dynamic musical leadership. She showed respect for the students’ contributions and questions, and asked them meaningful questions intended to increase their level of self-awareness and musicianship. Despite what appeared to be a positive environment, the students commented that each had felt anxious or embarrassed at times in rehearsal. These feelings related to the students sensitivity on issues of fairness, particularly regarding individualized criticism. Hope expressed feelings of embarrassment but also acceptance of personal criticism: “Many times she ’11 not so much criticize, but correct me on something. And while sometimes it was a little more public than I would have liked, it made me work harder so that it didn 't happen again ” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). Theresa suggested: “I guess not point out a particular person [when something needs correcting], but say, ‘One of you three ’ because unless you ’re standing right in front of them I don ’t think you ’re going to be able to tell for sure ” (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Theresa’s and Hope’s comments draw attention to the issue of fairness in rehearsal. The students were sensitive to being treated as equals, and not being singled out for their musical mistakes. Theresa seemed to have an especially strong sensitivity to being corrected in public, as well as a significant amount of self-confidence, like many 78 students her age: “Sometimes she ’11 tell me, ‘You ’reflat, ’ or ‘You ’re out of tune, ’ which I’m not, because I go and I take it to my voice teacher and I say, ‘Am I out of tune? ’ and she will say, ‘No (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Despite a conductor’s best efforts, being perceived as “fair” is challenging. Many students naturally critique the conductor. Problems may arise when students’ perceptions and the teacher’s perception of an issue are different. Results of this study indicate that teachers should be more sensitive to students’ perceptions of fairness, and take care to validate correct student opinions whenever possible so as to alleviate student concerns that the teacher makes inaccurate assessments. The Ideal Conductor What is the ideal conductor like? Hope’s answer was, ”Mrs. Talbot cloned " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). The students described four characteristics of a good conductor: 1. Connection to the students/motivational skills, 2. Providing honest feedback, 3. Having high expectations, and 4. Strong musical abilities. 1. Connection to the students/motivational skills Walter explained, ”I think that to be a good conductor you really have to interact with your choir. . . . Mrs. Talbot, she goes through our rows, she gives us examples, and she encourages us ” (Interview, Walter, April 15, 2006). Hope agreed that the ideal conductor does not act in isolation: ”It ’s not the conductor and the choristers. It 's us as a group. And so when a conductor is like, ‘I am by myselfi and then I have my choristers, ’ it wouldn 't be as good " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). 2. Honest feedback 79 The students were strongly opposed to being given meaningless praise. As Hope describes, “A good conductor is when, amuse) I think if you sing one note right, they don ’t gush over it. You really have to work for a good compliment " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). Bianca described a bad conductor as one who, Sugar-coats things and [isn ’t] really as motivated to keep a good choir. As much as the choristers have to be determined, the conductor does too. You can ’t put all of the work on the choristers and just expect them to be good (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). The conductor’s influence on the students’ attitudes towards praise was obvious. Mrs. Talbot explained: We talk about the fact that, “How many of you are given a star or a smiley face or a big pat on the back, and you know that you didn’t do the work, and you know that it’s not your best? ” I teach them the word “patronize . . . I tell them, “You shouldn ’t accept that. I will never, ever compliment you unless it ’s genuine. ” They know they can believe me (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, April 21 , 2006). 3. High expectations and self-discipline “[A good conductor is] someone who has goals in mind and isn ’t afraid to achieve those goals " (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). All of the students commented that they appreciated the fact that Mrs. Talbot had high expectations for them in terms of their musical achievement and in terms of their behavior: I And in this choir we not only work on notes and dynamics...we work on what it means to us, like how we need to express it. We work on expression, like how your face should be looking and we also talk a lot about excellence and the fact 80 that excellence is not striving for just “good enough " (Interview, Theresa, April 1,2006) Mrs. Talbot described some of her musical goals for the choir as follows: Musically, there are two things that we strive for. One, first and most important, that they be musical. I just don ’t think that one can have a choral experience without being musical and I hear too many choirs that are “notey, ” do not understand the concept of phrasing, and have no idea what the text is saying, what needs to be done to pull through a phrase so that the text has meaning. So when our students begin in September and they ’re given their literature, the first thing we do--it ’3 like teaching backwards-~we learn the music musically. We don ’t learn the notes first and then the text. It’s the gestalt. They have to be musical; they have to sing in good tone. I find that when they ’re first leaning music, they forget and go back to that very spread tone. That’s the thing we have to remind them of consistently is that very good tone. And I think that once you are able to sing with good tone and musically, so many of the other things fall into place (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, April 21, 2006). About these high expectations, Hope commented, “Mrs. Talbot isn ’t going to let you just sit back and pretend like you understand this stufl” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). While these high expectations were sometimes presented in ways that the students did not like, they nevertheless appreciated the high expectations. 4. Musical abilities Theresa explained that the ideal conductor has solid musical abilities: “[Mrs. Talbot will] find really little stufl that most people wouldn 't even hear but she can hear. 81 And I like the fact that she does that, too, ‘cause it helps us to become better” (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Theresa’s comment could be viewed as in conflict with her previous statements about the conductor not knowing exactly who was singing incorrectly. This comment illustrates the fact that Theresa accepts and appreciates the critiques in general, but she has difficulty accepting them when they are directed specifically at her. She further added, ”All the black things on the page are important, but going deeper than that makes a better conductor, a good conductor ” (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Although the students demonstrated some understanding of the role of the conductor, Theresa’s comment about “going deeper” than “the black things on the page” sounded as though she were simply repeating, with little understanding, something Mrs. Talbot said in rehearsal. I sensed that all of the participants would probably struggle if asked to clarify what “going deeper” meant. Ownership Choir gives students an opportunity to develop leadership skills and self- discipline. This contributes to a strong sense of ownership and pride in the ensemble. When asked if they would recommend choir to their friends, Walter was protective of the choir’s high expectations: “I don ’t know if [my friends] would have such good experiences as I’ve had because—I don ’t know how to say it—they don ’t really take things as serious. I’m really dedicated to this ” (Interview, Walter, April 15, 2006). Hope had similar feelings: “Not too many of my friends have the discipline to do the choir. . . . You really have to commit yourself to being in this choir” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). The students described high expectations for themselves and others, and fi'ustration when they let themselves or others down: “T here are some people who lack 82 discipline and they ’11 make stupid mistakes over and over. Then we ’11 have to stop because that part was wrong, and that is time-consuming and annoying ” (Interview, Hope, April 1, 2006). These students were willing to be part of the solution, however. Theresa described a strong commitment to giving her best in rehearsal: If we just slide by a performance, then it ’s bad pretty much. We always have to give our best at every rehearsal in order to give our best in performance. How you sing in rehearsal is how you ’re going to sing in performance (Interview, Theresa, April 1, 2006). Hope, Theresa, and Bianca also shared feelings of responsibility for mentoring the younger singers. Bianca explained: In my eyes, I ’m a leader in the choir, and I think in other people ’s too. And I really like helping little kids learn. I love helping them figure out, “Oh, this is what I want to do. ” And so I do want to stay in [the chair] for that, keep my leadership, and help them (Interview, Bianca, April 1, 2006). Discussion and Suggestions for Future Research One of the primary research questions was to determine the extent that the students valued and understood their experiences in the choir. While the results of this study were not intended to be fully generalizable, similarities in situation may allow choral educators to make limited applications to their own teaching experiences. Results from the study showed that the students were keenly aware of their responsibilities, opportunities, and personal contributions to the choir. The consensus among all student participants was that choir was an educational and meaningful part of their lives. The 83 students explained how choir friendships and the conductor influenced their lives in valuable ways. They demonstrated a rudimentary but nevertheless impressive understanding (considering their young ages) of the choral art and their role within this context. They provided insights into preferences for rehearsal structure and conductor personality. They also demonstrated gratitude for a high-achieving choir, which gave them the opportunity to develop leadership and self-discipline skills. In general, their depth of understanding and their ability to communicate this understanding exceeded my expectations. Results showed that students not only understood the musical and extrarnusical rewards and demands of choir participation, but also that they appreciated honest assessment of their performance and new challenges in these areas. Results also showed that the conductor’s personality, praise, and criticism had a significant influence on students’ attitudes and work ethics. Each theme presented in the results section could be the subject of a separate qualitative study. In particular, it may be interesting to explore the issue of “fairness.” The students seemed especially sensitive to being “unfairly” accused of making musical mistakes. They believed, at times, that Mrs. Talbot made incorrect decisions and that they could have made more accurate decisions. Other topics for study might be the students’ perceptions of the stresses and rewards of leadership, or their understanding of the conductor’s role. It may be interesting to explore the extent to which the conductor influences students’ feelings of ownership and self-discipline. From this study, educators might particularly note the appreciation that students expressed for musical challenges. These challenges provided opportunities to develop musical and leadership abilities outside of the school setting. 84 Results of this pilot study indicated that further research on sociological aspects of choir involvement is appropriate. It was apparent that choir friendships had a significant positive influence on members and were one reason why students chose to continue participating in the ensemble. Participants also expressed that their relationship with the conductor had a significant influence on their lives, in both musical and extrarnusical ways. In light of these results, researchers might specifically investigate the ways in which choir participation specifically influences participants’ personal and musical identity. Purpose and Problems The purpose of this dissertation is to better understand the affect of participation in a community children’s choir on participants’ identities, in particular the influence of choir relationships on the identity-construction process. Research questions include 1. How does participation in a community children’s choir influence a participant’s musical identity, 2. How does participation in a community children’s choir influence a participant’s personal identity, and 3. How do participant’s interactions with other choir members and the conductor influence the participant’s musical and personal identities? Specific questions include: Musical Identitv: 1. In what ways does participation in the children’s choir shape the way that the participants think of their musical abilities or talents? 2. What musical “role” do participants perceive that they have in the choir, and do they agree with this label? 85 3. What does it mean to the participants to be a “musician”? Personal Identity: 1. In what ways does participation in the choir affect the participants’ personal identities? 2. In what ways does being a member of the choir affect the participants’ relationships with family members? 3. In what ways does being a member of the choir affect the participants’ peer relationships, both in casual settings and at school? Choir InterJactions I. In what ways do social interactions in the choir influence participants’ musical and personal identities? 2. In what ways does the choir conductor explicitly or implicitly shape the choir participants’ musical and personal identities? 3. In what ways does the choir conductor promote a collective choir identity? 4. In what ways are participants’ musical and personal identities influenced by the collective choir identity? The purpose of these questions is to identify ways in which participants’ identities are influenced by their participation in the children’s choir. The questions especially focus on the ways in which participants’ identities are affected by their choir experiences and by their interactions with the conductor and their peers. 86 CHAPTER II REVIEW OF RELATED RESEARCH Introduction Much of the research involving music and identity uses the term “self-concept” when referring to the ways in which an individual perceives himself or herself. This research falls into two distinct categories: musical self-concept (“Who I am as a musician”), and how music influences general self concept (“Who I am as a person due to my musical involvement”). In their book, Musical Identities, MacDonald, Hargreaves, and Miell (2002, p. 2) label these categories as identities in music and music in identities. Identities in music refers to “those aspects of musical identities that are socially defined within given cultural roles and musical categories” (p. 2). Research on identities in music explores the ways in which individuals view or do not view themselves as musicians, and also investigates the influence of school and family situations on musical self-concept (MacDonald, Hargreaves, & Miell, 2002, p. 2). Research on music in identities seeks to better understand the impact of music on general identity deve10pment, including self-concept. MacDonald, Hargreaves, and Miell (2002) describe how research in this category often views music as part of a “complex, hierarchical network of inter-related constructs; some of these are overarching, superordinate constructs incorporating others which exist at a more subordinate level” (p. 2). Music has an influence on part of this “complex, hierarchical network” that is an individual’s identity. In this section, I will present the prominent themes and main 87 findings of this research, using MacDonald, Hargreaves, and Miell’s (2002) conceptual organization of the topic as a basis for my review of literature. The first part of this review focuses on the effect of participation in music on personal identity construction. The second section focuses on the efiect of participation in music on musical identity construction. Each of these two sections begins with a summary of the relevant theoretical perspectives, and progresses into the prominent themes and main findings fi’om related research. After discussing the related research on music and identity, I will review related research on community children’s choirs and discuss options for future research agendas regarding identity. The Effect of Participation in Music on Personal Identity After an overview of some of the important theoretical perspectives on identity formation and music, this section reviews literature on the effect of music participation on self-efficacy, self-esteem, and self-concept. Research connecting these three constructs and music participation is somewhat inconclusive and difficult to generalize, due primarily to the variety of study designs involving participants with widely differing ages, socioeconomic status, mental health status, etc. For example, several studies found music to have a positive effect on self-esteem, while other studies arrived at the opposite conclusion. While the research presented in this section indicates that participating in music may have a strong effect on a student’s identity, more replication studies are needed to validate these findings. 88 Self-Efi‘icacy Relatively few studies address the effect of music participation on self-efficacy (Nielsen, 2004; Randles, 2006; and in particular, McCormick & McPherson, 1999, 2000, 2003, 2006). Self-efficacy refers to an individual’s beliefs about the extent to which the individual can accomplish certain tasks (McPherson & McCormick, 2006). Randles (2006) investigated the relationship between high school students’ self-efficacy and their compositional experiences, and found that students’ self-efficacy ratings improved during 12-weeks of student composition experiences. Randles’ (2006) work suggests that music participation has a strong effect on musical self-efficacy. In related research, McCormick and McPherson (2003) studied 332 instrumentalists’ self-efficacy as related to their performance on performance examinations. Subjects filled out a survey regarding their self-efficacy immediately before their performances. Results showed a strong relationship between self-efficacy and performance ratings. In fact, self-efficacy was the best predictor, among other variables, of performance ratings. A follow-up replication study by McCormick and McPherson (2006) using structural equation modeling confirmed these results. There is a growing interest and need for more research such as that done by McPherson and McCormick (1999, 2000, 2003, 2006) that focuses on the relationship between self-efficacy and musical development and achievement. Self-Esteem In contrast to the low number of studies connecting self-efficacy and music participation, many researchers have addressed the effect of music participation on self- esteem (Adams, 1988; Beck, 1993; Bragg, 1980; Clendenon-Wallen, 1991; Costa-Giomi, 2004; Epps, 1991; Hietolahti-Ansten & Kalliopuska, 1991; Jenlik, 1993; Kivland, 1986; 89 Linch, 1993; Lukitsch, 1987; McKeon, 1988; Mitchel & Farell, 1973; Nolin & VanderArk, 1977; Oden-Peace, 1989; Thiam, 2006; Trusty & Olivia, 1994; Vaughn, 1989; Wood 1973; Zimmerman, 2001). Much of this research focuses on exploring ways to improve the self-esteem of at—risk, depressed, or otherwise disadvantaged populations. Other research in this area focuses specifically on the effect of participation in school music ensembles on students’ self-esteem. Much of the research in this area is in dissertation form, rather than in refereed periodicals. Researchers discovered that self-esteem is positively influenced by participation in arts activities (Trusty & Olivia, 1994), a musical production (Bragg, 1980), an integrated arts program (McKeon, 1988), or by hearing personalized self-esteem building songs (Adams, 1988). Jenlik (1993) investigated the results of participating in a musical ensemble on the self-esteem of at-risk elementary students. Results showed that the musical experiences contributed to a higher self-esteem among the participants, but that negative home and community influences severely hindered self-esteem growth. In a 1991 study, Epps concluded that group song-writing activities may increase the self- esteem of adolescent substance abusers. Mitchel and Farell (1973) studied the effect of music on the self-esteem and on-task behavior of disadvantaged boys in an all-black elementary school. Although the results were not statistically significant, music participation appeared to be related to increases in on-task behavior and improved self- esteem. In clinical settings, music was found to increase the self-esteem of adolescents who had been sexually abused (Clendenon-Wallen, 1991) or who displayed disorderly behavior (Kivland, 1986). 90 Costa-Giomi (2004) conducted a three-year longitudinal study in which she investigated the effects of three years of piano instruction on children’s academic achievement, school performance, and self-esteem. One hundred and seventeen fourth- grade students in public schools in Canada participated in the study. Participants had no previous formal music training. Participants in the experimental group were given an acoustic piano and lessons, at no cost to them, while the control group did not receive any formal music instruction. Participants took a variety of tests of self-esteem, academic achievement, cognitive abilities, musical abilities, and motor proficiency, both at the beginning and throughout the study. Results showed that the experimental group’s self- esteem and grades in school increased, but that their standardized test scores in math and language were unaffected by the treatment. In contrast to the work of Costa-Giomi (2004) and others, several researchers discovered that participation in certain types of music-making situations had either no effect on or relationship with self-esteem. Beck (1993) investigated the effects of participation in a men’s chorus on the self-esteem of depressed adult males and found that the experience did not increase the participant’s self-esteem. In a study of the effects of participating in a school band on the self-esteem of at-risk elementary students, Zimmerman (2001) reported that the band experience did not have a statistically significant influence on the students’ self-esteem. Vaughn (1989) found that there was no effect of music in an anxiety management program on participants’ self-esteem. In addition to these studies, Linch’s (1993) study of academic achievement and self-esteem among high school participants in instrumental music, non-participants, and students who stopped participating in music, found that participation in music was not 91 related to self-esteem. In a different study, seventh and eighth grade students who were taught with a “positive self-concept teaching approac ” in a musical performance group, showed decreased self-esteem over the course of the study, but their self-concept ratings increased (Lukitch, 1987). Oden-Peace (1989) discovered that there was no relationship between self-esteem and music preference in adolescents in an inpatient psychiatric facility. Thiam (2006) asked students to fill out a survey describing their perceptions of the effect of participation in the school band on self-esteem and other constructs. Results indicated that 79.3 percent of students felt more motivated to work hard in other classes after joining the band, and that 78.9 percent of students felt they had more confidence overall, because of their band performances. Self-Concept In addition to the effect of music participation on self-efficacy and self-esteem, researchers have explored the effect of music participation on self-concept (Amchin, et. a1, 1991; Ford, 1981; Freeman, 2000; Greenberg, 1970; Legette, 1993; Palos-Tuley, 2003; Wolfe, 2000). In general, results of research on self-concept are inconclusive. For example, Ford (1981) found that self-concept had no relationship to music learning on a specific musical learning task in elementary school children. On the other hand, Greenberg (1970) found that elementary students who participated in a school choir improved their self-concept in a variety of constructs, including music self-concept. Palos-Tuley (2003) undertook “an examination of the relationship between fine arts experiences and creative thinking, academic self-concept, and academic achievement of Hispanic students in grades 3, 4, and 5 in selected south Texas schools” and found that participating in the fine arts had a positive and significant influence on these selected 92 variables. Palos-Tuley (2003) firrther reported that there were “significant interactions. . .between method of instruction, gender, and creativity and originality.” In contrast to the work of Palos-Tuley, results of Freeman’s (2000) dissertation, which also involved studying the effects of creative drama activities on third and fourth grade children, found no difference in children’s self-concept in creative drama activities versus music activities. From these studies, it appears that, regardless of the format (drama or music), participation in the fine arts increases elementary students’ self-concepts. Legette (1993) might disagree with this conclusion, however. In Legette’s (1993) study of fourth-grade students’ participation in an 8-month long Yamaha Music in Education program, Legette found no significant impact on students’ self-concept, as measured by the Piers-Harris Children’s Self-Concept Scale. In another study, Wolfe (2000) studied the self-concept of four at-risk females in a community youth choir. Wolfe writes that, “behavior and self- concept changes occurred [due to participation in the choir] but could not be attributed specifically to choir involvement.” Further research is needed to identify the variables that had a significant influence on studies of self-concept, and to provide applications of this research to practice. The Effect of Participation in Music on Musical Identity While the previous section of this literature review explored influences on personal identity deve10pment, this section focuses on musical identity development. Identities in music or musical identities are largely influenced by social and cultural “roles” or expectations placed upon composers, performers, and listeners. Hargreaves, 93 Miell, and MacDonald (2002) write that “the ways in which humans view themselves in relation to these culturally defined roles are at the heart of our concept of identities in music,” and that “’identities in music’ are based on social categories and cultural musical practices” (p. 13). They further explain that identities in music can be general (e. g., singer versus instrumentalist, or conductor versus composer) and also specific (e.g., solo classical singer versus jazz saxophone player, or band conductor versus 12-tone composer). The specific areas of identity as indicated in the example above, include instruments and genres (Hargreaves, Miell, & MacDonald, 2002, p. 14). These musical identities are shaped over time, by a variety of different factors, including school and home environments, as well as self-perceptions. The School Environment Lamont (2002) studied the effect of the school environment on identities in music. Lamont bases much of her research on Bronfenbrenner’s (1979) ecological model of the contexts of deve10pment. Bronfenbrenner’s model (see Fig. 1) emphasizes that everything happens in context, whether on a micro-level such as at a school or neighborhood, or in a macrosystem of beliefs (e.g., a specific culture’s beliefs about the importance of music education). Lamont explains that children’s identity is influenced by each of these contexts. Within these contexts explained by Bronfenbrenner, children’s self understanding and self-other understanding develop (Lamont, 2002, p. 41). Self understanding refers to the ways individuals describe themselves, and self-other understanding refers to the ways in which individuals understand and relate to others. These constructs develop in parallel until the age of 7, at which point children show “increases in comparative judgments, and 94 Fig. 1. Bronfenbrenner’s ecological model: contexts of development. Micro- Systems Meso- Systems Exo- Systems Macro- Systems greater emphasis on social and psychological attributes” (Lamont, 2002, p. 43). As they develop, children’s self-understandings become less focused on inward characteristics and more focused on externally observable traits. A significant developmental change also occurs in adolescence, during which time there is a reduction in young adults’ “activity-related characteristics, and an increase in psychological comparisons” (Lamont, 2002, p. 43). Lamont concludes that as children grow older, and identities become more Specialized, social comparisons become paramount to identity development. In terms of musical identity development, Lamont explains that, around the age of 7 years, children begin to develop a “differentiated identity” and that a specific musical identity can begin to emerge. Before this time, “. . .Clrildren’s identities should be based on CXternal and observable activities and experiences, and being a member of a group 95 involved in music will be an important part of a musical identity” (Lamont, 2002, p. 43). Lamont further adds that, Moving through middle childhood, peer group comparisons will become increasingly important in children’s musical identities, whilst attitudes and feelings towards music will come to dominate adolescent’s musical identities. The contexts of children’s deve10pment should also play a role in shaping their musical identities (Lamont, 2002, p. 43). Lamont’s research suggests that providing students with a variety of group music experiences—even before the age of seven—may help students develop stronger individual musical identities. For this reason, music classes at the elementary school level (particularly in the lower grades) are essential. These classes give students the opportunity for peer group comparisons, in addition to increasing their music aptitude. Early identification of students’ interests and/or abilities may also assist parents and teachers in providing more meaningful instruction. Lamont (2002) conducted a series of studies investigating the influence of school context, particularly the role of peer group comparisons, on student’s developing musical identities. She investigated the extent and type of music participation of students in primary schools in England and Wales. She asked the participants to respond to questions about their musical identities. Results of the study showed that, contrary to expectations, peer comparisons played a much larger role in the musical identity development of children than expected. This was particularly observable in schools that provided Significant differences in music-making opportunities: 96 In contexts where there are more children (and adults) engaged in musical activities, those children who are not involved may feel the difference fiom the others becoming more marked, and this negative group comparison leads them to developing a more negative musical identity. In primary schools, conversely, where less extra—curricular music-making is taking place, children may be able to retain a more positive musical identity, due to a more positive group comparison (Lamont, 2002, p. 49). Further research on adolescent identification with music by Lamont and Tarrant (2001) reinforced these results. Succinctly stated, “The school environment has a clear influence on children’s self-descriptions as musicians; in more overtly musical contexts, more children have a negative musical identity. . . . whilst in less overtly musical settings more children have a positive musical identity” (Tarrant, 2002, p. 54). This firrther research also confirmed that girls are more likely than boys to claim a musical identity and to participate in music. In addition, the home environment and liking the music teacher had a strong influence on students’ identification with their school music programs and on their musical identities (Lamont & Tarrant, 2001).. Lamont and Tarrant (2001) also studied the transition of students frOm primary to secondary schools and its effect on musical identity. Through the analysis of student responses, researchers found that: l. The number of children identifying themselves as trained musicians fell from 15% to 5% between the ages of 10 and 14, 2. Girls were more likely than boys to describe themselves as musicians, and they were also more likely to be enrolled in private music lessons, 3. Approximately 2/ 3 of students identifying themselves as musicians participated in extracurricular music activities, while only 4% of 97 students identifying themselves as non-musicians were involved with these activities, 4. The home environment had little influence on students’ identification of themselves as musicians or non-musicians, and 5. Children with positive musical identities had a more positive attitude towards school music classes than those with less-positive musical identities. Lamont and Tarrant next looked at the data to determine if the transition from primary to secondary schools had any impact on their findings (Lamont, 2002). They found that students’ positive ratings of both school and music participation decreased with age, although children’s musical identities did not change with age or type of school (primary or secondary). They also found that a more positive musical identity is “associated with greater identification with class music lessons, yet we cannot establish any causality” (Lamont, 2002, p. 52). Their conclusion is that participation in musical activities and gender are the two most important factors in developing a positive musical identity. To summarize, Lamont’s (2001 , Tarrant & Lamont, 2002) work on the importance of peer relationships in music-making should be seen as an essential aspect of adolescent’s identity formation. According to Lamont, peer relationships provide significant musical and extrarnusical benefits for students. Belonging to a musical ensemble provides students with opportunities for peer comparisons, which are an essential aspect of individual and social identity development. The Home Environment In addition to the school environment, researchers have looked at identities in music as influenced by the home environment (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002). Borthwick 98 and Davidson base their research on script theory (Byng-Hall, 1995). Script theory offers a way of understanding family relations. Script theory explains that every family has patterns of belief and ways of relating to each other that are often passed down from one generation to the next. The transmission of these expectations and beliefs has been termed a transgenerational plot. Script theory includes “the family’s attitudes, taboos, expectations, myths, secrets, legacies and loaded issues with which children grow up, and represent the ‘given’ aspect of upbringing” (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002, p. 60). In script theory, each family member takes on a specific “role” or identity, interacting with other family members who likewise have their individual “roles.” These roles are often imposed upon children by parental expectations. Teachers, peers, and birth order of siblings also contribute to identity development in script theory. Borthwick and Davidson (2002) conducted a qualitative study of 12 families in which at least one child participated in music lessons. Interviews with all members of all participating families revealed that parents with positive past experiences in music sought to replicate those musical experiences for their children. Surprisingly, some parents with negative previous experiences (such as being overwhelmed during individual playing tests) placed their children in similar musical circumstances because they believed that the overall experience was worthwhile. In a family in which one parent was a musician and the other parent had little or no musical experience, the non-musician parent often championed music lessons the most, seeing musical ability as a desirable quality and something that the children should not “miss out” on experiencing (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002). 99 Results also showed that the children received mixed messages from their parents on the importance of music. Throughout their childhood and adolescence, parents often emphasize the importance of music lessons and encourage participation in extracurricular musical organizations; yet, if the child expresses an interest in pursuing music as a career, the parents resist, telling the child that music is “nice as a hobby, but just a hobby, and nothing else” (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002, p. 65). According to some of the parents in the study, a musical career was undesirable and discouraged. Parents also gave mixed messages on the value of different musical genres. As an example, one child reported that her parents encouraged her to listen to “pop” music so that she could relate to her peers, but that only classical music was played in her home (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002). Borthwick and Davidson (2002, p. 67) describe how, in many of the families, parent-child coalitions existed between a musician parent and a selected child. In these coalitions, the musical parent had a strong “musician identification” with the child, and placed high expectations on the child. These coalitions especially developed when the child studied the same instrument as the parent. These coalitions sometimes placed strain on other family relationships. Family relationships were also strained when the parent had dual roles as parent and music teacher (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002). Other results showed that all parents in two-child families labeled the oldest child as musically talented and considered the second. child to have inferior musical abilities. Despite these beliefs, some parents in the study pressure the second child to follow in the musical footsteps of the first child, creating sibling rivalries and putting strain on all family relations. In families with three children, parents tended to treat each child as an individual. In these families, the children developed their own niches, so sibling rivalry 100 was not as significant a problem as in two-sibship families (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002) Achievement Motivations Much of the research discussed up to this point has focused on the effect of external forces (school, families, society) on the development of musical identities. Other researchers have explored the internal landscape of the musician’s identity, including the role of self-perceptions on musical identity development (O’Neill, 2002) and the identity of professional musicians (Davidson, 2002; Froehlich, 2007). As one of the most prolific contributors to research into the role of children’s self-perceptions in musical development, O’Neill’s research focuses on developmental theories of identity, including the effects of positive or negative self-perceptions about musical abilities, and achievement motivation in music (O’Neill, 1994, 1997b, 1999; O’Neill & McPherson, 2001; O’Neill & Sloboda, 1997). Dweck (1986; Dweck & Leggett, 1988) prOposed a socio—cognitive model of achievement motivation that has been fi'equently cited. In Dweck’s model, children’s motivational patterns, whether mastery-oriented or helpless, influence their behavior in predictable ways. For example, children who exhibit “helpless” motivational patterns will not take on challenging tasks, will have low persistence, and will resign when failure becomes a strong possibility. On the other hand, children with “mastery—oriented” motivational patterns remain optimistic, even when facing failure, and have high levels of persistence after a failure. Dweck notes that some of the brightest children possess “helpless” motivational behaviors. Dweck (1999) further adds that the perceptions children have of their abilities can predict their goals and their behaviors. Music teachers lOl can use this knowledge to 1. Better understand children’s musical behaviors and perspectives, 2. Try to redirect “helpless” students to more productive ways of thinking/behaving, and 3. Help students build positive perceptions of themselves as musicians so that positive goals and behaviors are established. O’Neill and Sloboda’s (1997) research on children’s perceptions of their musical ability to perform musical tests, confirmed Dweck’s results. In their study, O’Neill and Sloboda found that “children who reported low confidence in their ability following failure on a music test experienced more performance deterioration (helpless behavior) than children who reported high post-failure confidence and displayed mastery-oriented behavior” (O’Neill, 2002, p. 81). They comment, “Interestingly, measures of children’s actual ability to perform the test prior to failure did not predict their confidence levels following failure nor their subsequent behavior” (O’Neill, 2002, p. 81). In a follow-up longitudinal study, O’Neill (1997b) found that students with “helpless” motivational behaviors were less successful in instrumental lessons over time than those with “mastery oriented” behaviors. One reason for this may be that “helpless” students have performance-oriented goals, and may therefore take negative peer judgnents more seriously than “mastery oriented” students. “Mastery students” may be learning-oriented and therefore less susceptible than “helpless” students to having their confidence shaken by negative peer judgnents or other short-term failures. O’Neill’s research (O’Neill, 1994, 1997b, 1999; O’Neill & McPherson, 2001; O’Neill & Sloboda, 1997) points to the fact that musical identities are strongly influenced by an individual’s achievement motivation. While there are many different achievement motivation theories, Attribution Theory is one of the most frequently cited theories in 102 music education research (Asmus, 1985, 1986; Austin, 1991, 1998; Austin & Vispoel, 1998; Chandler, et. a1, 1988; Legette, 1998; Schmidt 1995, 2005; Weiner, 1974, 1979). Austin and Vispoel provide a particularly rich literature review of attribution theory in their article, “How American Adolescents Interpret Success and Failure in Classroom Music: Relationships Among Attributional Beliefs, Self-Concept, and Achievement” (1998). Attribution Theory states that students will attribute success or failure to one or more of the following: ability, task difficulty, luck, or effort. Attribution Theory also describes how ability and effort are often perceived as internal and stable characteristics, while task difficulty and luck are perceived as external and unstable characteristics (Weiner, 1974, 1979). Asmus (1986) studied elementary and secondary students’ achievement motivation in relation to music, and found that 80% of the reasons students cited for success or failure in music were due to internal constructs (ability or effort) as opposed to external constructs (task difficulty and luck). Asmus also found that success was more likely to be attributed to internal constructs, while failure was more likely to be attributed to external constructs. As students get older, they are more likely to attribute successes and failures to internal reasons (Asmus, 1986). Legette (1998) used Asmus’ Music Attribution Orientation Scale to identify student motivation and achievement in relation to Attribution Theory, and similarly found that students cited ability and effort as the source of their successes and failures in music. As in Asmus’ studies, Legette found that gender, school level, and school system had sigrificant affects on the students’ responses. Schmidt (1995, 2005) and Austin (1988) also studied Attribution Theory in relationship to music education. Austin (1988) found 103 that the format of music festivals (rated versus non-rated) had no effect on either students’ achievement motivation or musical self-concept. However, the musical self- concept of all participants in the study increased during the study. In other studies related to theories of motivation, researchers have explored the motivation for, meaning of, and attitudes towards student participation in music (Hylton, 1981; Sweet, 2003; Wayman, 2005). Hylton (1981) investigated students’ perceptions of the meaning of hi gh-school choir. Wayman (2005) investigated middle-school students’ perceptions of the meaning of general music class. Sweet (2003) studied middle school students’ motivation for participating in choir. Current and former members of Sweet’s middle school choir responded to surveys and participated in interviews desigred to determine the factors that influence sixth and seventh gade students to enroll or not enroll in choir. Results showed that environmental factors such as family influence, peers, the choir teacher, class activities, and other class options influenced the students’ decisions. Other personal factors that influenced the students’ decisions included their enjoyment of singing and whether or not they wanted to pursue music in the future (Sweet, 2003, p. 146). Duke and Henniger (1998), Mota (1999), Pogonowski (1985), and Schmidt (1995) studied the attitudes of students towards classroom music. Schmidt investigated attributions of success, gade level, and gender as factors in choral students’ perceptions of teacher feedback, and relations among motivation and performance achievement in secondary instrumental music students. Among other results, Schmidt found that attributions of success and failure were consistent over gade levels and that student “ratings of performance and effort were most strongly correlated with self-concept and 104 intrinsic motivation” (Schmidt, 2005). Mota (1999) reports that children’s motivation to participate generally declines as students get older. Pogonowski (1985) reports that attitudes towards music are related to gade level, socioeconomic status, and gender, that musical attitudes and musical aptitude are not related, and that student attitudes towards classroom music are not influenced by participation in extracunicular musical activities. Student motivation for participating in musical activities was studied by Austin (1988), Austin and Vispoel (1998), Rutowski (1994), Sandene (2007), and Stauffer and Saunders (1992). Sandene (1997) found that motivation is related to self-esteem in the instrumental classroom setting. Research on understanding students’ motivation for, meaning of, and attitudes towards student participation in music is important because it gives educators a broader perspective of how music participation affects students’ lives. Musical Self-Concept and Musical Self-Esteem Research in self-perception and musical identity includes the concepts of entity theory and incremental theory. O’Neill (2002, p. 80) defines entity theory as “a belief that one’s ability is innate and fixed,” and incremental theory as “a belief that one’s ability can improve through effort.” These self-theories provide a framework for the development of individual music self-concept (a student’s perception of his or her musical abilities) and music self-esteem (how a student feels about his or her musical abilities). As illustrated in the research on Attribution Theory, these self-theories can evolve over time. Specifically regarding music self-concept, Phillips (2003) investigated the relationship between music attitudes of middle school students, music at home, and self- concept in music. Other factors in the analysis included students’ socioeconomic status, 105 gade level, and gender. Students responded to three surveys, including a Music Attitude Scale, Music Backgound Inventory, and the Self-Concept in Music Scale (Svengalis, 1978). Phillips found that “low SES level, poor home musical environment and low self- concept in music impact[ed] music attitudes negatively.” Phillips suggests that music educators should encourage low SES students to participate in music, create unique musical opportunities for boys, and “encourage increased self-concept in music for girls in an effort to offset the downward trends in students’ music attitudes during the middle school years” (Phillips, 2003). In support of Phillips’ research, Clements (2002) found that high musical self- concept and a positive attitude towards music resulted in geater participation in choral ensembles. Schubbe (2000) adds that high self-concept of musical ability contributes to students’ emotional well-being. Laycock (1992) found a high correlation between musical self-concept, musical experiences, and the characteristics of students’ original musical compositions. Regarding musical self-esteem, Zimmerman (2005) explored the effect of self- recording, self-listening, and self-evaluation of instrumental lessons on music self esteem and motivation. Subjects filled out four surveys: Arts Self-Perception Inventory (V ispoel, 1992), Magritude of Motivation (Asmus, 1987b), Motivating Factors (Asmus, 1986b), and Music Self-Perception Inventory-Adolescent Form (Vispoel, 1993b). Zimmerman found that the interventions improved self-esteem of musical ability (Zimmerman, 2005). Jacobs (1997) found that students are able to assess their ability level in music, and that this perception is related to students’ general level of self-esteem. Shields (2001) 106 studied self-perception of musical competence/ self worth with at-risk urban adolescents in depth. In her study, students in the treatment goups participated in either choir or percussion classes while students in the control goups did not participate in any school music instruction. All participants took surveys desigred to assess their self-perception of musical competence. Results of the study showed that “musical participation in students’ lives was domain-specific, related to global self-worth, but not synonymous with it” (Shields, 2001). The research on music self-esteem and music self-concept indicates that these constructs evolve over time, and are influenced by the environment as well as classroom instruction (Austin, 1990; Laycock, 1992; Zimmerman, 2005). Research also indicates that students’ perceptions of their abilities often become self-fulfilling prophecies. In light of these findings, increasing students’ music self-esteem and music self-concept should be an important goal for music educators. Repeated experiences in music (Laycock, 1992) as well as specific instructional strategies (Zimmerman, 2005) have been shown to increase students’ musical self-esteem and musical self-concept. Summary Participating in music influences students in both musical and non-musical ways. This chapter illustrates the numerous ways in which self-concept and musical self- concept have received attention from researchers. The research presented in this review indicates that participating in music may have an effect on a student’s identity, especially in terms of self-esteem and self-concept, but more research is needed to establish more generalizable conclusions. Perhaps these contradicting results are due to unique variables in each study, including teacher styles/personalities, individual students’ personalities, 107 classroom dynamics, type of musical instrument used in the study, socioeconomic level of participants, and differences in participant’s musical backgounds and/or culture. Studies on self-esteem and music involvement are valuable, even though they may not be generalizable, because they offer insights into how certain students in certain settings responded. As more research is done, a clearer picture as to how the research studies relate to each other may begin to emerge. It may be that the variables listed above have a sigrificant impact on self-esteem, and should be isolated and studied more in- deptlr. Future research might replicate studies with strong, sigrificant findings (see Costa- Giomi, 2004), changing certain variables, such as those listed at the beginning of this paragaph. Replication studies might help identify reasons for discrepant results, or at the very least, strengthen the previous findings. The research on music’s influence on self-concept is inconclusive. This could mainly be due to the fact that there are relatively few studies on this particular topic in music education. In music education, further research is necessary to determine the ways in which music affects or does not affect self-concept. Most of the existing research focuses on children’s developing self-concept. Future research might explore the effect of music on adolescent or adult self-concept, or further explore children’s self-concept in settings such as musical ensembles in schools, churches, and the community. To the extent that this dissertation focuses on the ways in which children’s identities (including self-efficacy, self—concept and self-esteem) are affected by their participation in a children’s choir, research on identity is furthered through this dissertation. 108 Research with Community Children’s Choirs There are typically three types of choral ensembles in which young singers may participate: school choirs, church choirs, and community choral ensembles. While a sigrificant amount of research has been done with students in school choral ensembles, much less research has been done with church and community children’s choirs, and most research is only available in dissertations (Granum, 2000; Howle, 1999; Potter, 2005). The absence of refereed journal articles on children’s choirs is surprising, considering the gowth in the number of community children’s choirs in the last 30 years, and the large number of students currently participating in these extracurricular musical activities (Daugherty & Hedden, 2006; Farrior, 1993; Sewell, 1990). Most published articles about young singers investigate singing in the context of school or church choirs, not community children’s choirs (Howard, Barlow, Szyrnanski, & Welch, 2000; Moore & Killian, 2000; Silvey, 2005; Tepe, et a1. 2002; Trehub & Adachi, 1998). Unpublished research on children’s singing is broad in scope, ranging from exploring the transfer of learned melodic and rhythmic patterns into choral performance in elementary school choirs (Chivington, 1991), assessing the effect of male vocal modeling on singing skill-development in church choirs (Odom, 1991), use of sequential patterns in children’s Southern Baptist choir rehearsals (Tipton, 1996), teaching and learning strategies in a gospel youth choir (Simpson, 2001), investigating influences on curriculum (Messer, 1988), to two DMA scholarly papers on children’s choir repertoire (Broeker, 1996; Herbert, 2006). History, organizational structure, and current trends specifically in community children’s choirs have been topics for dissertation research. As one of the earliest and 109 strongest leaders in this movement, Helen Kemp’s unique contributions to children’s choir pedagogy have been of geat interest to researchers (Farrior, 1993). Potter (2005) compared the ideas of four of the most influential children’s choir directors: Jean Ashworth Battle, Helen Kemp, Henry Leek, and Doreen Rao. Granum (2000) investigated the musical, societal, and education reasons for the founding of selected children’s choirs, as well as factors that contribute to the choirs’ success. Howle (1999) completed a survey of seven community children’s choirs in Florida, investigating their organizational patterns and conductors’ philosophies and practices. In a recently published article in the Bulletin for the Council of Research in Music Education, Daugherty and Hedden (2006) investigated the audition processes of 292 community- based children’s choirs. Several studies have gone beyond organizational structures of children’s choirs and investigated the choral conductor’s perspectives, theories, pedagogy, and conducting techniques (Boume, 1990; Dolloff, 1994; Durrant, 2005; Granum, 2000; Howle, 1999; Kerley, 1995; Krause, 1983; Tagg, 1997). In a qualitative case study, Tagg (1997) investigated the perspective of an elementary vocal music teacher. Results of interviews and observations revealed insights into the job’s rewards and demands, as well as insights into how the American children’s choir movement affected the teacher’s perspective on education. Dolloff (1994) used a case study method to investigate the leadership, curricular approach, and musicality of noted children’s choir conductor Doreen Rao. Kerley (1995) also used case studies when looking at the decision-making process, leadership style and behavior, and musicality of two master children’s choir conductors. Boume (1990) identified specific instructional techniques used by selected directors of 110 children’s choirs in Georgia, Illinois, Maryland, Tennessee, and Texas, in both school and community settings. Krause (1983) studied the effect of conducting stance and motion to affect children’s vocal production and musicality. The student perspective on choral singing in school and community choirs has received increased attention in recent years (Bridges, 1996; Durrant 2005; Miller, 1993; Mizener, 1993; Silvey, 2005; Smith, 2000). In the school choir setting, Mizener (1993) studied the attitudes of elementary music students toward choir participation (current and out-of-school singing experiences) and found that, while most students showed a positive attitude towards singing, less than half were interested in participating in a choir. Miller (1993) also studied the perspective of students in school choirs, investigating the effect of the middle school student/choral teacher interaction on the enrollment decisions of prospective choral singers. In a recent study, Silvey (2005) investigated the perspectives of three high school choral students as they learned to sing Benjamin Britten’s “Rejoice in the Lamb.” Silvey found that students progessed through three knowledge levels during the learning process: 1. Impression, or propositional knowledge, 2. Construction, or procedural knowledge, and 3. Understanding, or acquaintance knowledge. Results also showed that students tended to focus on technical achievement in rehearsal, and students experienced different levels of meaning based on their personal history, effort, and Openness. Durrant’s study (2005) is one of the few studies that focus on the participant’s perspective in a community choir. Durrant (2005) used a qualitative approach to investigate the perceptions of adult singers and conductors in Finland and Sweden. One of the purposes was to investigate the effects of the interaction between conductor and 111 singers on the ensemble. Results of analysis of interviews with conductors and singers, as well as extensive observation of rehearsals and concerts revealed that 1. The conductor’s musical and interpersonal skills were crucial to motivating the singers, 2. Singers’ identity is linked to social as well as musical experiences. Two studies investigated the perceptions of students in community children’s choirs. In a study of 14 children’s choirs, Smith (2000) found that children approach choral study differently than do adults and that children may have a more holistic view of the choral experience than do adults. In a case study of the Alabama Boychoir, Bridges (1996) explored students’ musical and extra-musical experiences in terms of content as well as their motivation to participate. In this study, approximately 80 formal interviews with choir members, alumni, choir staff, and parents helped establish a well-balanced perspective of the choir. Choir members reported that the most meaningful aspects of participation included being competent and working hard, performing, being recogrized through the choir organization, forwarding the choir’s reputation in the community, having structure and rules to follow, social events, and singing. Bridges found that the choral director was largely responsible for creating and maintaining a structured environment that fostered excellence. Summary Research such as that done by Bridges (1996), provides a deep and meaningful look into the student perspective. Further insight into students’ perceptions of specific constructs, such as their role in the ensemble, the role of the conductor, and the effect of specific rehearsal techniques, is needed. From a sociological perspective, issues such as 112 social comparison, social identity, self-categorization, intergoup comparisons, and social influence processes have not been studied in combination with community children’s choirs. Studies that address these important issues can assist educators in understanding better the importance of social context in developing students’ identities. This information helps educators to provide the most beneficial and engaging environment for their students. This chapter presented related research on the effect of participation in music on personal identity and on musical identity, as well as research with children’s choir organizations. Particularly relevant research includes Lamont’s (2001, Tarrant & Lamont, 2002) research on music participation in the school enviromnent, emphasizing the importance of peer relationships in music-making and in adolescent identity formation. In addition, Borthwick and Davidson (2002) investigations illustrated the ways in which identities in music are influenced by the home environment. Asmus (1986) and others explored students attributions for success or failure in music, as well as factors contributing to musical self-concept and musical self-esteem. The section on the effect of participation in music on personal identity investigated music’s effect on self-efficacy, self-esteem, and self-concept and found that while much good research exists, more research is needed to conclusively state music’s effect on certain aspects of personal identity. This chapter concluded with a brief review of research with community children’s choirs, illustrating the need for firrther research with this form of goup music- making. This dissertation is designed to further the research that has already been done on music and identity. Specifically, it investigates both personal and musical identity 113 development in relationship to participation in music, specifically a children’s choir organization. In this dissertation, sociological issues such as social comparison, social identity, self-categorization, intergoup comparison, and social influence are lenses through which the students’ children’s choir experiences are analyzed. ll4 CHAPTER III METHODOLOGY Desigr Yin (2003) defines “case study” as an “empirical inquiry that investigates a contemporary phenomenon within its real-life context, especially when the boundaries between phenomenon and context are not clearly evident.” In other words, a case study offers the researcher a specific strategy for studying a phenomenon. It is a commonly- used data-collection strategy for qualitative research. Case studies are increasingly recogrized as a rigorous, empirical, and valuable research tool. The gowing acceptance of case study research is evidenced by the fact that several textbooks have been published on case study methodology in recent years (Stake, 1995, 2006; Merriam, 1998; Yin, 2003). These textbooks address a wide variety of issues related to case study desi gr, including data collection, analysis, and interpretation. In his book, The Art of Case Study Research, Stake (1995) identifies at least five distinct types of case study desigrs: naturalistic, holistic, phenomenological, biogaphic, and ethnogaphic. This dissertation is an ethnogaphic case study. Goetz and LeCompte (1983) state that, “The purpose of educational ethnogaphy is to provide rich, descriptive data on the context, activities, and beliefs of participants in educational settings.” Ethnogaphic research uses qualitative research techniques to investigate and analyze a specific goup or culture’s behavior, beliefs, or language (Creswell, 2002, p. 58). The qualitative research techniques Creswell mentions include 115 case studies. Under Creswell’s definition, an ethnogaphic case study could be done with a goup as small as two, or even with only one person. Central to the concept of ethnogaphic research is its focus on describing the lived experience of the participants. For this reason, the term “ethnogaphic research” is occasionally erroneously considered to be synonymous with the term “qualitative research.” Yin (2003) clarifies that “Some qualitative research follows ethnogaphic methods and seeks to satisfy two conditions: 1. The use of close-up, detailed observation of the natural world by the investigator, and 2. The attempt to avoid prior commitment to any theoretical model. Ethnogaphic research does not necessarily produce case studies, though, and case studies are not necessarily done using ethnogaphic methods” (Yin, 2003). To summarize, qualitative researchers use ethnogaphic methods when they 1. Attempt to give detailed observations of the natural world in which the phenomenon exists, and 2. When they go into these observations without any pre-conceived theoretical guides. Specific ethnogaphic research tools include interviews, observations, and analysis of documents. This study employs the following ethnogaphic data collection techniques: participant observations, field notes, individual and focus goup interviews. Specific data sources include transcripts of all interviews, extensive field notes of rehearsal and interview observations, a written participant questionnaire, my journal entries, and digital audio recordings of all interviews. In my work teaching the Preparatory Choir of the Northridge Children’s Choir (N CC) (the choir name has been changed), I often talked to the choir’s conductor, Mrs. Talbot (pseudonym), about my desire to do my dissertation research with her choirs. Mrs. Talbot was always enthusiastic about this prospect. She allowed me to conduct a pilot 116 study with students of her advanced choir. In preparation for the dissertation, Mrs. Talbot and I discussed the desigr of the study, participant selection procedures, data collection procedures, the time involved for interviews, the approximate dates during which I would conduct the research, and the consent and assent forms for all participants. I obtained written permission from Mrs. Talbot and a Community Music School supervisor to conduct research at that facility. Following this, I applied for and received permission fi'om the Institutional Review Board (IRB) at Michigan State University to conduct this research. Relationship of Dissertation to Pilot Study The desigr of this dissertation reflects the results of the pilot study. In the pilot study, I purposely prepared only a small set of questions prior to the interviews, intending for the students to respond to each question and then direct the course of the conversation in whatever direction they desired. The purpose in doing so was to ascertain what aspects of their choir participation were most interesting or meaningful to them. During the pilot study, the most animated feelings were present when students discussed choir fiiendships and the benefits of choir participation. Two of the students became visibly emotional—to the point of tears—when describing the effect that choir has had on their lives. During the interviews, I perceived that singing in the choir, as well as participant interactions with peers and the conductor, had a unique influence on the choir members’ musical and personal identities. This dissertation specifically investigates choir’s influence on the students’ musical and personal identities, in particular focusing on the influence of choir relationships in the identity-building process. 117 Research questions for the dissertation reflect the results of the pilot study. For example, most of the dissertation research questions begin with “In what ways does choir participation influence...” followed by a specific construct. These constructs surfaced during pilot study interviews as having relevance to students’ musical or personal identities druing pilot study interviews. As a further example, several participants in the pilot study explained that singing in the choir helped them develop self-discipline. The following dissertation research question relies on those assertions, yet allows for further exploration: “In what ways does participation in the choir affect the participants’ personal identities?” Each question in the dissertation is purposely written in a similar manner, acknowledging the results of the pilot study by implying a connection between the construct and choir participation. Researcher Lens From the age of six until I was eighteen, I sang in children’s choirs. After that time, I assisted for five years with the preparatory choirs in three different children’s choir organizations, including the Northridge Children’s Choir. During the Spring of 2006, I began observing rehearsals of the advanced choir of the Northridge Children’s Choir, and started working as an accompanist and assistant conductor of the NCC’s Preparatory Choir the following Fall (2006). In Spring 2007, I worked as co-conductor of the choir. The 2007-2008 school year is my second year of working with the Preparatory Choir, and I am currently the sole conductor of that ensemble. In addition to my current work with the Preparatory Choir, for the pilot study I observed approximately 18 hours of the advanced choir rehearsals, I substitute-taught the Intermediate Choir once, and I have 118 participated in numerous combined choir dress rehearsals and performances. During the past two years of my associations with the NCC, I have participated in many rehearsal planning meetings and informal conversations with Mrs. Talbot. We have selected literature together, discussed student needs, shared methodological approaches, and handled routine choir business matters. When we co-conducted the Preparatory Choir, I frequently invited Mrs. Talbot to give comments on my teaching during the class itself. I valued her expertise as a choral conductor and welcomed her insights into rehearsal pedagogy. The singers knew that Mrs. Talbot’s role in the class was more than just an accompanist; they knew that she was welcome at any time to jump into the rehearsal with comments or suggestions, which she frequently did. After choir rehearsals, Mrs. Talbot and I often spent a few moments going over the rehearsal, discussing what went well, what did not go well, and our approach for the next class. From the time I participated at the Choral Music Experience in England when I was sixteen years old, until today, rehearsal pedagogy and the influence of a conductor’s personality and style on the ensemble has fascinated me. When I observe rehearsals, including NCC rehearsals, my thoughts are often drawn to the ways in which the conductor influences the choir, and how this leadership is perceived and received. I enjoy ruminating on how a conductor’s unspoken expectations manifest themselves in choir members’ work ethics. A conductor has a geat deal of power that I have seen used to inspire and also to demean others. This belief means that I tend to be particularly curious about the motivations for a conductor’s actions. I often question whether the conductor’s actions stem from a desire to help the ensemble or a desire to improve the conductor’s 119 reputation or sense of self-worth. I also wonder how much of the conductor’s actions are motivated by more of a desire to have the choir firlfill their personal musical needs than to serve music education purposes. Having sung in at least one choir in which this was the case, I tend to care deeply about the students’ experiences and want to defend their desires to be treated as individuals--human beings with feelings--not solely as the conductor’s musical instrument. In contemplating the ways in which the participants receive a conductor’s actions, I often consider the extent to which students perceive the conductor’s true intentions and motivations, and I wonder what those intentions and motivations are as well. My interest in the ways in which conductors use their influence led me to develop the research questions for this study. As I contemplated the focus of the study, I realized that what I was most interested in studying was the impact that the conductor’s decisions, personality, and leadership style had on the students. I was also strongly interested in exploring how the experience itself of singing in the choir affected the students. Although I could have chosen one specific construct such as participants’ self-esteem to study, I purposely allowed the focus to remain more general and include a variety of aspects of identity, including collective identity, self-concept, self-esteem, self-efficacy, musical self—concept, and musical self-esteem. The research questions focus on the ways that individual identities are affected, both musically and in general, by interactions with the conductor and peers in the children’s choir setting. In relation to data collection, these feelings may contribute to researcher bias in at least two ways. First, my own experiences with children’s choir conductors may make me more likely than others to perceive the conductor’s actions and intentions as self- 120 promoting, self-protecting, or progam-promoting. Second, because I have long been interested in issues of leadership and power, I may perceive that the conductor has more influence than actually exists. In discussing with the students the ways in which the conductor influences their lives, understanding the context in which interactions occur is paramount. Understanding the student perspective, including the students’ attitudes and beliefs is essential in order to accurately analyze interactions between the conductor and students. Carefirl triangulation of data and peer review of the analysis will alleviate these issues. Participant Selection and Rapport Because I have been associated with the Preparatory Choir for two years, the faces and names of many of the intermediate and advanced choir members are familiar to me. While observing the students in their rehearsals and performances, talking to them in the hallways, and working with several of them individually in their volunteer mentor activities with the Preparatory Choir, I have developed an awareness of many of the singers’ personalities, skills, and talents. Several students who participated in the pilot study are currently members of the advanced choir. In addition to learning about the students, I have watched the students’ parents observing rehearsals and have occasionally talked to these parents at rehearsals or concerts. These interactions allow me an “insider” perspective on the organization and the lives of many of the participants and their parents. With this “insider perspective” comes an awareness of the students and families that have been affiliated with the choir over many years, including a sense of the web of choir fiiendships that exist. 121 The “insider perspective” was paramount in participant selection. Because many of the students were familiar to me, I came into the observations with some pre-existing ideas of the personalities of some of the students in the classroom and an idea of the kinds of interview responses that they might provide. In selecting participants, I was not necessarily looking for participants who shared similar views. In fact, the opposite was true. My goal was to select participants who seemed to have a unique and strong sense of self and an interesting perspective to contribute to the study. During seven hours of rehearsals of the advanced choir, I observed the students while referring to a choir seating chart prepared for me by one of the choir members who was also my accompanist in the Preparatory Choir. A choir roster including birtlrdates given to me by the Community Music School secretary helped me identify the ages of the students. In order to provide for future data collection that would likely reflect higher levels of reflective thinking abilities, I specifically observed singers who were age 12 or older. I scanned the choir for students who exhibited varying degees of responsiveness in the rehearsal setting. I closely observed and noted students’ body language, facial expressions, behavior, and dress. I carefully observed the habits of the students as they arrived to choir, during rehearsal and breaks, and as they left rehearsal. Students who seemed to be alert and strong-willed enough to express their ideas caught my attention. I also attempted to select participants based on a wide range of years of experience in the choir, and I also considered gender. It would have been easy to select a focus goup of six positive, enthusiastic choristers, but I wanted to hear a variety of perspectives, so I made a conscious effort to identify and select a few students who did not seem entirely engaged in the rehearsals, in 122 addition to students who seemed completely engaged and those who appeared somewhat engaged in the rehearsals. This was a challenging task, because at first glance, all the students seemed to participate wholeheartedly in the rehearsals. My initial impression when observing the rehearsal was that all the students appeared to sit tall in their chairs, hold their music up, sing with expressive faces, and take notes when Mrs. Talbot spoke to them. It was only on closer observation that subtle differences between the students emerged. For example, a telling look between students or a sense of when a few stolen moments of slouching posture might go unnoticed were some behaviors that I noticed. After several hours of such careful and guided observation, I felt that I began to have a sense of the dedication level of various students in the choir. It was helpful to me to somewhat informally label students as I observed them. I made notes such as “rebel,” “seasoned professional,” and “overachiever” next to the students’ names in my notebook. From these observations, as well as my prior knowledge and experience with many of the students, I was able to identify a small goup of potential study participants. At the end of one of the choir’s weekly rehearsals, Mrs. Talbot introduced me to the choir and allowed me to introduce the reason for my visits and to distribute a letter indicating that I may contact the students to invite them to participate in the study (Appendix A). I obtained a list of choir members’ home phone numbers from the CMS secretary. The day after I distributed the letters, I contacted the parents of the potential study participants. In speaking with the parents, I again succinctly described the purpose of the study as well as the time commitment involved (approximately two hours) for the focus goup participants. In addition, I explained that I would invite several students and their parents to participate in follow-up interviews. If the parents indicated an interest in 123 participating in the study, I either e-mailed or personally delivered copies of the required Human Subjects assent and consent forms (Appendix B, C) to them for them to review with their child. In addition, I gave the choir member participants a list of potential goup interview questions (Appendix D). Participants returned the completed consent forms at the focus goup interviews. Initially, all six potential participants expressed immediate interest in participating in the study. However, one participant’s parent withdrew her from the study a few hours after accepting, citing that the participant was attending a school dance on the day of the interview, and needed to keep a hair-styling appointment during the time the interview was scheduled. Another student eagerly ageed to be the sixth participant when I called to extend the invitation. In order to gain additional perspectives on children’s choir participation, I invited one adult college student, a former member of the children’s choir, to participate in an interview. Mrs. Talbot also consented to participate in an interview. The purpose of these adult interviews was to provide further triangulation of data and to increase the trustworthiness of the data analysis. Procedure and Data Collection Following the participant selection procedures described above, I held two hour- long focus goup interviews with the current choir member participants. The interviews took place in the afternoon on Saturday, December 8th and December 15th, 2008, in the music education gaduate student office at the Music Building on campus. I used an Olympus DS—40 digital voice recorder to record the focus goup interviews, and an Olympus DS-2 digital voice recorder for the remaining individual interviews. At the 124 second focus goup interview, the current choir member participants filled out a one-page Participant Questionnaire (Appendix E) that asked for basic information such as their age, gade level, hobbies, and reasons for participating in the children’s choir. For the focus goup interviews, all participants met in the foyer of the Music Building. Because the interview was held after a three-hour dress rehearsal for one of the choir’s Christmas concerts, and because it was lunchtime, I provided pizzas for everyone to eat while we waited for all the participants to arrive. As soon as all the participants arrived, we took the remaining pizzas and went downstairs to the gaduate student office, where I let the students into the room and pointed them in the direction of the small rectangular table around which the participants should sit. I allowed the students to seat themselves around the table in any order they preferred. I placed the rerrraining pizza in the middle of the table, and the students continued to eat as I began my instructions. The digital voice recorder was also in the middle of the table. After welcoming the students and thanking them for their willingress to participate, I held a “practice run” with the digital voice recorder, in which each student read a short statement, “My name is (stating their pseudonym) and this is a test of the voice recorder.” They giggled and laughed at each other and at themselves as they read the words and passed the statement to the next participant. We then listened to the recording to make sure that each student’s voice was loud enough to be heard. Rules for the interview included an admonition to speak one at a time, to state their pseudonym each time they made a comment, to respect everyone’s opinions, and to be courageous enough to express their feelings and opinions. For the second focus goup interview, one of the participants was sick and could not attend, so only five students participated. 125 After the second focus goup interview, I reflected on how the interviews had progessed in general, the depth of reflective thinking in the comments made, the attitudes and personalities of the participants, and the amount and type of follow-up questions that I had for certain participants. Based on these reflections, I selected three students for further interviews. In the focus goup interviews, these three students had expressed themselves confidently and clearly. Their responses illustrated depth of reflective thinking and a diversity of opinions and attitudes. I called the parents of these three students on the phone and invited both the student and the parents to participate in follow-up interviews. Comments fi'om the focus goup interviews became the starting point for the individual interviews. I asked individuals to clarify the meaning or intent of their comments, or asked their opinions on the comments of others. After that, I referred to my original list of questions and asked the questions that I believed the participant would have the most insight into. These interviews took place between January 11th and January 19’“, 2008, were scheduled according to the families’ convenience, and were held in the participants’ homes. The interview with the adult former children’s choir member was held in the music education gaduate student office in the Music Building on February 12, 2008. Mrs. Talbot also participated in an interview in her office at the Community Music School on January 29th, 2008. During all the interviews for the study (including the focus goup interviews), I took field notes, carefirlly describing the environment, participant appearances and behaviors, and any other inforrrration that seemed pertinent. After each interview, I filled out interview summary forms (Miles & Huberrnan, 1994, p. 53; Kruse, 2007, p. 199) 126 (Appendices F and G) to help clarify the salient issues arising in each interview. As stated previously, another source of data collection included rehearsal observations and one concert observation. The first seven hours of rehearsal observations focused primarily on participant selection. After the interviews, I returned to observe approximately two hours of rehearsals in order to further observe the participants in the rehearsal setting. A secondary purpose for these observations was to increase my focus on rehearsal pedagogy and the effects of this rehearsal pedagogy on the students’ behaviors. These visits coincided with the beginning of the coding phase of the analysis, so a third and final purpose of these later observations was to observe the rehearsals with the codes and emerging themes in mind. Throughout the study, I also kept a journal with my own reflections on the study. Limitations of the Study Because this is a qualitative study, the results are not meant to be fully or completely generalizable to other teaching situations. The results may be of particular interest to community children’s choir conductors, who may find that certain results of the study may be applicable—in a limited way—to their own situations. Conductors of school choirs may find similarities between their own classroom environment and the children’s choir environment that may allow them to apply the findings to their own class settings. In particular, school choir conductors may be drawn to the discussion on the conductor’s influence and may find application of the findings to their own situation. However, it should be noted that two factors that may influence the results of the study. First, all of the student participants knew that I was an instructor for the 127 Preparatory Choir and recogrized me from my many visits to the advanced choirs, where I was often invited to give feedback. Despite my efforts to explain both verbally and in writing that the participants’ responses would be completely confidential, they may still have believed that their identity could be made known. This might have caused the participants to change or limit their responses to those they thought would be most appropriate, thereby affecting the accuracy of the results and analysis. During the analysis phase, I paid careful attention to triangulation of the data in order to minimize this effect. Second, this study is based on the participants’ self-observations, which may not always be accurate. However, the purpose of the study is to present the participants’ perceptions, not necessarily evidence (through cause-and-effect experimental desigrs) of how participation in the choir has affected their lives. Any limited application of the results of this study should take this issue into account, and not assume that a student’s perception of benefits represents an actual gain. Trustworthiness and Analysis The analysis phase of a qualitative study requires a different approach from the analysis of a quantitative study. While reliability (“the extent to which a research fact or finding can be repeated”) and validity (“the extent to which a research fact or finding is what it is claimed to be”) are essential for surveys and experiments, reliability and validity are “problematic” in case study research in at least two ways (Bassey, 1999, pp. 74-75). First, the purposeful selection of unique case study subjects invalidates any attempt to secure external validity (generalizability). Second, case studies often do not have cause-and-effect relationships; they are often descriptive or “theory-seeking,” so 128 internal validity can not be ascertained in the traditional sense (Bassey, 1999, p. 75). Qualitative studies aim for a measure of the study’s overall integity through “trustworthiness,” a term first used by Lincoln and Guba (1985, p. 300). Bassey gives eight recommendations for establishing trustworthiness. They include the following: Prolonged engagement with data sources. Persistent observation of emerging issues. Checking raw data with sources (member checks). Providing sufficient triangulation of raw data. Testing the working hypothesis, evaluation, or emerging story against analytical statements. Inviting a friend to critically review the findings (peer review). Providing a detailed account of the research, in enough detail to establish confidence in the findings and an adequate audit trail (Bassey, 1999, p. 75). To ensure trustworthiness, I adhered closely to Bassey’s (1999) recommendations. Over the course of both the pilot study and dissertation, I observed in excess of 30 hours of choir rehearsals, and for this study I spent approximately 10 hours interviewing participants, thus providing “prolonged engagement with data sources.” During data collection, I often focused my attention on identifying “observing emergent issues.” Member-checks allowed the participants approximately one week to review transcripts of their interviews and change or edit any of their responses. The variety of perspectives in this study (children’s choir members, their parents, a former choir 129 member, the choir’s conductor, and my own observations) provided for triangulation of the data. For this study, data collection consisted of observations, field notes, interviews, a written questionnaire, and journal entries. For the observations, I followed Creswell’s (1998, p. 125) recommendation to observe characteristics of the informant, the physical setting, particular events and activities, and my own reactions. During my hours of choir rehearsal observations, I took detailed notes on the students’ interactions with each other before, during, and after rehearsals. I also observed student responses to Mrs. Talbot’s instruction. I observed the pedagogical organization of the rehearsal, as well as the routines and demonstrations of expected student behavior. As a rule, I did not participate in the rehearsals, although at the first observation Mrs. Talbot invited my feedback as she worked to improve the choir’s diction. I took careful field notes during these observations, recording my observations in a spiral-bound notebook in order to avoid the intrusion of keyboard typing sounds in the rehearsal. During the interviews, after asking a question and listening to the answers, I often posed further questions relating to the participants’ answers. In this way, although the interview questions were planned, there was flexibility in the actual interview that allowed participants to explore some questions more thoroughly than others, according to the participants’ interest in the topic. Questions for the individual interviews included pre-detennined questions (Appendix D) as well as questions that developed as I transcribed and reflected upon the goup interviews. As a final data source, I kept a journal in which I recorded my thoughts and impressions during data collection and coding. J anesick (2004) states that journal writing 130 is an appropriate data source to provide a “data set of the researcher’s reflections on the research act” (p. 143). J anesick (2004) adds that, “The notion of a comprehensive reflective journal to address the researcher’s self is critical in qualitative work because of the fact that the researcher is the research instrument” (p.144). While reviewing all transcriptions, interview summary forms, field notes, and journal entries, I analyzed and coded the data (Appendices H and J). Miles and Huberman (1994) define codes as “tags or labels for assigring units of meaning to the. . .information compiled during a study” (p. 56). These codes are given to “chunks” of information such as words, paragaphs, phrases, or sentences that are connected in content or meaning. Based on Miles and Hubennan’s description of an inductive approach to analysis, I derived the codes used during analysis. This is in contrast to the a priori approach, in which the researcher creates a list of codes before the fieldwork begins. The strength of the inductive approach is that it provides more empirically derived codes than codes identified a priori (Miles & Huberman, 1994, p. 58). In reflecting upon and analyzing the essence of each “chunk” of data, I underlined and labeled each with a code such as “singing high,” “auditions” or “confidence.” As I identified each code, I typed the name of the code and the page number of the transcript on which the code could be found, on a List of Preliminary Codes and Themes (Appendix K). While doing the coding, preliminary themes suggested themselves quite early on in the process. For example, it was a natural step to goup issues such as musical self- concept, musical self-esteem, and musical self-efficacy under the theme of “MUSICAL IDENTITY.” Therefore, a review of the List of Preliminary Codes indicates an initial gouping of codes into potential themes. When on occasion a comment or phrase seemed 131 to belong to two or more themes, I placed the phrase in each place where it seemed to belong. As the coding progessed, I gained a sense of emerging issues and themes. For example, I noticed how one aspect of one of the preliminary themes, Choir Friends Versus School Friends, seemed to gow in salience over the course of the interviews, ultimately needing to be made into its own theme. As a next step, I reviewed all the preliminary codes to identify the codes that seemed most salient, codes that seemed to point towards central emerging themes. I read all the comments of a particular code and analyzed them for any similarities or emerging themes. Concept maps helped me conceptualize and prioritize the emerging codes and themes (Appendix L). In doing this analysis, I acknowledge that my unique researcher lens determines to some extent the themes that seem most salient. To increase the trustworthiness of the analysis, a music education faculty member and a doctoral student in music education completed a peer-review of the coding and analysis of data. I frequently reminded myself to test my sense of emerging themes against the data. In addition, all the procedures outlined in this section are desigred to increase the trustworthiness of the study. In this section, I have attempted to provide as much detail as possible in order to provide the reader with a sufficient level of confidence in both the desi gr and analysis of the data collected. 132 CHAPTER IV PARTICIPANTS At 6:25 pm. on a cool Tuesday evening in October, choristers from the Northridge Children’s Choir trickle into the white-walled large ensemble room in the basement of the Community Music School. Some enter silently, walking quickly to their assigned chair in the four half-moon-shaped rows of neatly organized black posture chairs. Others enter the room and stop-- scanning the crowd for their posse of friendsuthen skip or run exuberantly towards their group. Squeals of delight emanate from various corners of the room as friends reconnect and begin to disseminate the latest news. The approximately 55 choristers, ages 11 to 17, congregate in large and small groups around the room, some standing, some sitting. A few diligent choristers use the minutes before rehearsal to unpack their black zippered and monogrammed NCC choir bags to retrieve their music, pencils, and filled water bottles, while others squeeze every precious second out Of the socializing time. Jeans and t-shirts are the clothing of choice among these teens and pre-teens, although some choristers wear their green monogrammed choir polo shirts. A buzzing excitement fills the room and increases as more choristers enter and greet their choir friends. The conductor, Mrs. Talbot, busies herself at the front of the room, answering questions from parents and choristers and arranging paperwork 133 on the piano. Mrs. Williamston, a respected and competent pianist and musician, arrives and settles into her well-deserved second-in-command post at the piano. At 6:31 pm. after wrapping up the choir business, Mrs. Talbot sings a straight tone, signaling the start of rehearsal. Quickly breaking up their social rings and scattering to their seats with lightning speed, the choristers join in singing the held tone for approximately 20 seconds until everyone is in their assigned seat and all eyes focus intently on Mrs. Talbot. “Even make the warm-up beautiful. Up and over...here we go...come on Julie... ‘A’ major, please...bite that apple! ” Wann-ups begin with a series of gentle five-note descending vocalizes on different vowels. “Think that first note, you don’t get three tries! Good job!” Without needing a reminder from Mrs. Talbot, every chorister sits up straight during the warm- ups and subsequent rehearsal, with their backs off of the chairs and their hands resting on their laps or holding their music. The choristers curve their lips around each vowel, finessing the sound into a unified whole. As warm-ups begin, their faces and entire demeanors change from that of casual teenagers into trained choristers. Throughout the warm-ups, with eyebrows lifted, soft-palates raised, and eyes bright, the singers become one in body language as well as tone. “If it’s gonna be cheesy, use Velveeta!” Mrs. Talbot declares, as the choir finesses the tone in a concluding vocalize. 134 Mrs. Talbot exudes confidence and decisiveness as she begins to rehearse the first piece of the day. The first word of the piece barely sounds before Mrs. Talbot stops conducting. “What is your first sound? ‘5.” With determined looks on their faces, the singers begin again, this time singing the word “You’ll” with obviously increased vowel unity and more attention to the conducting gesture. As they sing, Mrs. Talbot listens and watches the singers intently. Stopping to address a particular chorister, she notes, “You need to drop your jaw more, ” and to another, “You ’re another jaw holder. ” Mrs. Talbot peppers the rehearsal with humorous comments. At one point she encourages the choristers to shape their lips and mouth properly around a certain vowel by exclaiming, I do not see your teeth! I still have fish lips, but look at the rabbit teeth. Everybody look at me and do what I'm doing (modeling appropriate lip/mouth shape). Your parents spend millions of dollars on your orthodontial Show it off? Another time she jokes, “I hear lots of Pac-Man® singing (singing note to note, not phrase to phrase). People will think they’re at Pinball Pete ’sl " When the choir sings with too dark of a tone, she smiles and says, “We do not want you to sing fat and 40, we want you to sing long and lean!” The choristers smile or laugh in reaction to these comments and then immediately work to correct the problem. 135 The choristers are surprisingly focused throughout the rehearsal. Almost no talking or whispering between choristers occurs, except during quick transition times between pieces. In addition, the choristers sit up straight for most of the rehearsal. They slouch during transition times, but most of them bounce back up as soon as it is time to begin singing. When Mrs. Talbot gives them a direction such as “stronger ‘t’ here,” heads and shoulders immediately drop almost in perfect unison as most of the choristers look for the spot in the music and, using their laps as desks, scribble a marking onto the music. The heads then lift one by one, and Mrs. Talbot commences rehearsing. This amount of classroom order, unity, and willing participation allows Mrs. Talbot to immediately spot choristers who are not paying attention. When this occurs, she calls the errant chorister by name: “Jordan! Page six! Jordan!” or she simply mentions the chorister’s name, and the chorister snaps back to attention. The choristers seem to know that their complete focus is required. Towards the end of rehearsal, Mrs. Talbot speaks about the meaning of dedication and the rewards of hard work: “How much pride do we have in belonging to a group with such high standards? Would you rather be in a group that’s more fun to be in and we play our saxophone out of tune?” She also encourages the choristers to develop a personal connection to the music: “I want you to get inside the music. One way to do this is to... ” The choristers to rise to the challenges Mrs. Talbot places before them, 136 whether it is singing with more energy, getting more “inside” the music, shaping a phrase with more beauty, or taking pride in accomplishing difficult musical goals. After two hours of intense mental and physical focus that would have exhausted singers twice their age and capability, the choristers emerge from rehearsal with obvious fatigue, but with smiles on their faces. The feeling in the room is one of accomplishment and pride. The choristers eagerly find their parents who are waiting either along the back walls of the room, or directly outside the ensemble room door. Some begin to recount details of the rehearsal, while others wait to ask Mrs. Talbot questions. Still others quietly slip their coats on, pick up their drained water bottles, and with a feeling of a job well done, yet more work ahead of them at the next rehearsal, head back out into the darkening fall evening. The Northridge Children’s Choir Founded in 1993, the non-profit Northridge Children’s Choir’s stated purpose is, T a teach the love of singing with energy and joy, to instill the love of choral . singing, to make a commitment to others in fellowship, to reach the highest standards of vocal proficiency and performance and to feel exaltation and pride when beauty is created (Northridge Children’s Choir website). Approximately 150 choristers participate in the NCC in three different choirs: the Preparatory Choir (ages 7-9), the Intermediate Choir (ages 9-14), and the “top” or most advanced choir, bearing the name of the organization, the Northridge Children’s Choir 137 (ages 10-17). A review of the 2007-2008 Concert Season brochure (N CC brochure, n.d.) indicated eleven major performances during the school year for the NCC. Some of these performances were with different major orchestras or university ensembles, while other performances involved only the NCC and the training choirs in local holiday or spring performances. Entry into the choir is by audition only. Auditions are held twice a year, during the summer and in between fall and winter semesters. In the auditions, choristers must match pitch and echo back a variety of short musical phrases (Mrs. Talbot terms this “melodic memory”). Mrs. Talbot explained that although choristers technically must pass through an audition to be admitted into the choir, only approximately ten individuals failed these auditions over the past 15 years. The Preparatory Choir rehearses for 45 minutes once a week, while the Intermediate Choir rehearses for an hour and fifteen minutes once a week. The NCC rehearses every Tuesday evening for two hours, as well as a three-hour rehearsal every other Saturday morning. Participants are not required to participate in their school ensembles as a condition of their acceptance into the NCC. Tuition ranges from $140/semester for the Preparatory Choir, to $200/semester for the NCC. In addition, choristers either rent or purchase their own choir uniforms and practice CDs. Music is loaned to the choristers and returned at the end of the semester. The choir is well-organized, featuring a governing board supported by parents and led by a choir manager who works closely with Mrs. Talbot to handle most of the administrative tasks. The governing board offers several need-based tuition scholarships every year, and in the 2007-2008 choir season, provided over $8,000 in travel assistance monies for choristers and their parents for a choir tour. 138 Participants Participants in the study included six current members of the NCC (Ciafara, Jade, Mia, Charlie, Ingrid, and Nova), Mrs. Talbot, and one former member of the choir, Christine. Ciafara, Mia, and Nova participated along with their parents in additional one- on-one interviews several weeks after the two focus group interviews. The choir members selected their own pseudonyms. Ciafara (Sigh-uh-far-uh) 14-year old Ciafara captures my attention almost immediately upon arriving at the children’s choir rehearsal. Amidst a sea of light-haired cherubic-faced children sits teenage Ciafara, the uncontested social captain of the choir, her presence on the‘back row inaudibly but loudly announced by her black t-shirt, shaggy red and brown streaked hair, and overall “too cool” body language. A “mover and a shaker " (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 16, 2008) as her mother describes her, Ciafara exudes a natural charisma and sparkling personality that draws others to her. “I ’ve always been pretty much outgoing, " (Interview, Ciafara, January 16, 2008) Ciafara unabashedly admits. She describes herself as “hyper, talkative, outgoing, kinda annoying...I like people ” (Participant Questionnaire, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). On the Participant Questionnarie, Ciafara states that her reason for participating in choir over the past seven years is “The Rush!!! " Ciafara quickly points out that she is different from some of the choir members in that choir is not a consuming aspect of her identity: “I do love [chair] a lot, and I ’m glad I ’ve done it, but it ’s not what makes me who I am. . . . For some people, they love coming to rehearsals, and I ’m like, ‘whatever’” (Interview, Ciafara, January 16, 2008). Fast- 139 talking and quick-witted, Ciafara compares her circle of choir friends with others in the choir: “There are a lit of people that are like, ‘CHOIR, CHOIR, CHOIR!’ (excited, sing- songy tone of voice) and we ’re the people who are like (holding hands up in front of self I}, as if to calm down an excited puppy) ‘choir, choir, choir (Interview, Ciafara, January 16, 2008). Although Ciafara attempts to distance herself from those who have a consuming interest in choir participation, she readily acknowledges that choir provides meaningful experiences for her: “I think that in a few years, my overall looking back on it I will be like, ‘What a great experience!’ ‘cause we got to do cool stufl and travel around and have CDs " (Interview, Ciafara, January 16, 2008). Committed to choir and to music- making in general, yet possessing an independent and strong-willed spirit, Ciafara dominated much of the focus group interviews. Built in the 1930’s, Ciafara’s home has rich hardwood floors, a real wood-burning stove, and each room is painted a different warm color. The house looks much bigger on the inside than fi'om the outside. The house has high ceilings and lots of bright open windows. Many bookcases filled with colorful books line the room, and beautiful Japanese wall-hangings cover the walls. Ciafara’s mother talks a million miles an hour, begging my forgiveness for the crumbs on the counter as she swiftly wipes them up. The interview with Ciafara’s mother takes place in a sunroom that the family added to the back of the original kitchen. Ciafara’s mother sits on a tweedy couch along with their enormous 20-pound black cat while I sit in an oversized chair next to the couch. During the interview, their new poodle “Moose” playfully attacks the cat unceasingly and the cat hisses and rolls over to spat at the energized puppy. Ciafara’s mother’s short spunky 140 hairdo, outgoing talkative personality, snappy black turtleneck, and fashionable jeans gives her an aura of authority and importance. Jade While most of the choristers in the ensemble are putting tremendous amounts of energy into their facial expressions, 15-year old Jade’s face remains expressionless for most of the rehearsal. Is she enjoying rehearsal? Is she connecting to the music? What is she thinking? Why, despite Mrs. Talbot’s frequent comments to the ensemble about facial expressions, and her two years of experience in the children’s choir, does her face show no indication of her emotions, either positive or negative? In contrast to Ciafara, Jade is one of the last choristers that I notice in the choir. Reserved, calm, and demure, Jade offers quite a contrast in personality to that of captain Ciafara lounging a few seats to her left on the back row. Jade’s long, sleek strawberry blond hair, ivory complexion, striking features, calm nature, and somewhat stately persona make it seem as though she could have easily stepped out of an 18th century royal family portrait. Jade describes herself as “smart, artistic, fimny, easy to get along with, creative, and compassionate” (Participant Questionnaire, Jade, December 15, 2007). During “down” times between pieces, Jade does not immediately engage in conversations and laughter like most of the choristers around her. She seems to want to remain inconspicuous. She sits quietly, occasionally participating in a few sentences- worth of conversation with a neighbor. She smiles readily enough when interested in a neighbor’s comments, but appears uninterested in the rehearsal. In conversation with the focus group, Jade emerges as a quiet, thoughtful individual with insightful opinions. About the facial expressions, she remarks, “ Well, I 141 love how there 's people in the choir who have really good facial expressions like Trevor. He ’s adorable. Anyways, I taml try so hard ” (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Jade participates in the children’s choir “...because I love to sing, and my relationships in the choir” (Participant Questionnaire, Jade, December 15, 2007). In the focus group interviews, Jade readily agrees with many of the other participants’ comments, although she does not choose to voice her own opinion very often. When she does decide to speak out, her comments illuminate a strong sense of self and of personal boundaries: “1 mean, I feel safe in this chair, but if Mrs. Talbot were to I), ask me to sing by myself . . I would say ‘No (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Jade’s comments are sometimes negative towards the choir experience. This year I didn 't really want to be in it but I decided it was such cool opportunities that we had with Carmina Burana and stufl like that and so I told my mom I ’d be in it first semester and she paid for the whole year, so I have to be in next semester too. I really don ’t want to be. Anyways sorry to be so negative (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Jade acknowledges her negative attitude and expresses a desire to change it: I often have a bad attitude or negative attitude about something going on and I ’m like, ‘I don ’t want to go to chair today... ’ And then [a friend in the chair] is just like, ‘It 's okay! ' That ’s all they have to say and I 'm just like, ‘Wow, why don ’t I think like that? ’ (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Mia During the dress rehearsal for a NCC Christmas concert in 2006, Mia ascends the stage steps to the back row, following two girls in the Intermediate Choir who are 142 obviously several years older than she is. As the two girls find their places, they lean in towards each other and begin to talk. Mia leans towards them and unhesitatingly gives them a stern “ssh. ” From my perspective sitting with the Preparatory Choir in the audience, I found it remarkable that these girls who stood at least a foot taller than her and probably were two or three years older than thin and petite Mia, did not appear to intimidate her at all. Outgoing and bright-eyed, with shoulder-length straight blonde hair, a fair complexion, fi'eckles, and braces, Mia exudes a cheerful “overachiever” attitude. One of the oldest in her 8'” grade class, 14-year old Mia describes herself as “hyper, talkative, ” and a “musical person ” (Participant Questionnaire, Mia, December 15, 2007). In NCC rehearsals, Mia is a model chorister, sitting up straight, eyes focused on Mrs. Talbot, pencil ready to jot down Mrs. Talbot’s every instruction. Mia finds opportunities to help the younger choristers around her whenever they need help finding their place in the music or help singing a certain part. I first met Mia when she was a mentor (student assistant) for the Preparatory Choir during the 2006-2007 school year. In Mia’s volunteer work with the choir, she continually circled around the ensemble, encouraging individuals to sit with better posture, use better diction, improve their facial expressions, etc. She also served as a vocal model for the choristers, demonstrating the “NCC Sound” as Mrs. Talbot calls it. Mia exhibits a high level of self-confidence, which, when I met with her to interview her and her parents at the family home, I attribute partly to the nurturing influence of her two supportive parents. Mia’s father welcomes me into their home and quickly ushers me through their side door, through the kitchen, and down a step into their 143 dining/living room area. Mia, Mia’s parents, and I sit around their enormous rectangular wooden dining table. The table is covered with an equally enormous world map, over which a plastic tablecloth is carefully cut and taped to fit the table. Mia’s mother informs me that their son is homeschooled, hence the science-room nature of their eating/living area. A gigantic fish tank filled with overgrown coral and a few tropical fish fills a large portion of one side of the room. Stacks of geography and science books sit in piles around the room. On the wall above the kitchen table, a clock features specialty bird calls on the hour and shows pictures of birds instead of numerals. A cello is nestled cozily between stacks of geography books and a canister of bird feathers and nick-knacks. The home is alive with learning. Mia: I guess Ijust like feeling that I actually know what I’m doing. ‘Cause in choir, that’s really one of the only places where I know what I’m doing. ‘Cause sometimes school activities, I don’t really know what I’m doing. Melissa Mills (MM): You’ve found your place. Mia: Yeah! And I know how to sing and I know what I’m doing there and I know how to read music and I like helping people. I just feel like I know what I’m doing, and it’s nice (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008) Mia looks forward to choir for the performance opportunities and fun times with her choir fi'iends: MM: What do you like best about choir? Mia: The fi’iends and the opportunities. I mean, not every kid gets to be in a TV special or sing in the Kennedy Center (Interview, Mia, January 29, 2008). 144 Charlie Tender—hearted yet friendly and outgoing, Charlie is one of only five unchanged- voice male choristers in the 55-member NCC. Of these five choristers, only two are age 12 or older. The fact that 12-year old Charlie currently works with me as a mentor in the Preparatory Choir, combined with the fact that he is male made his selection as a participant a fairly straightforward process. I wanted to hear a male perspective in addition to the overwhelming majority of female voices that I suspected might dominate much of the focus group interviews. I thought that his prior experiences working with me in the Preparatory Choir might make him comfortable enough and give him the confidence necessary to speak his mind in the interviews. One of the youngest in a long succession of siblings who sang in the NCC, blonde-haired, good-natured, optimistic Charlie brings a breath of fresh air to whatever situation he finds himself in. Charlie’s family’s long-standing involvement in the choir influences Charlie’s interest in the choir. He participates because “I really really like it and because my brother was in it” (Participant Questionnaire, Charlie, December 15, 2007). Charlie describes himself as “Friendly. I make friends easily. I like animals a lot. I am smart (most of the time) ” (Participant Questionnaire, Charlie, December 15, 2007). In his work mentoring the Preparatory Choir, he gives all of his effort to focusing on individual choristers and offering them specific guidance. When asked to speak or sing in front of the group, Charlie’s eager desire to please and be a good example causes him to stumble over his words or make singing mistakes that be normally would not make. However, he smiles through his embarrassment and continues on, determined to do whatever he can to enhance the chorister’s learning. I anticipated that as a study 145 participant, Charlie would bring the same amount of enthusiasm and positive energy to the discussion as he brought to rehearsal. I also hoped that his soft-spoken and somewhat hesitant voice would not be squelched by the other dominant participants. Ingrid Ingrid is a veteran chorister. As I watch her in rehearsal, she seems to sense exactly the moment at which she can steal a moment of slouching posture or exchange quips with a neighbor. She seems to instinctively know when Mrs. Talbot expects everyone to be on their best singing behavior and when she can get away with less-than ideal posture, hunching over her music or leaning back on her chair with her legs stretched out in front of her. She exhibits the ability to shift from being seemingly unengaged to engaged in a matter of milliseconds. “She’s a professional,” I thought. In reviewing her Participant Questionnaire, my suspicions about her veteran status were confirmed: Ingrid has been in the children’s choir for seven years. In addition, Ingrid takes lessons on piano and clarinet, and packs the rest of her schedule with skiing, golfing, and soccer. She describes herself as “nice, cool, outgoing around her friends, musical, shy sometimes, sorta funny. " A major part of Ingrid’s motivation to sing in the choir is “because Ciafara is there/my friends. I love to sing” (Participant Questionnaire, Ingrid, December 15, 2007). Fourteen-year old Ingrid does not exude the “all or nothing for choir” attitude of Mia or Charlie, nor the apparent indifference of Jade. Although she is quick to relax in rehearsal, she seems to genuinely care about the ensemble, and she seems aware of her potential leadership role as one of the older choir members, but she does not aspire to be 146 perceived as anything that she is not. She simply does what Mrs. Talbot asks her to do, and makes the most of any other moments to do what _sh_e wants to do. The focus group interviews reveal the silly, teasing side that Ingrid indicates she possesses. During the interviews, she frequently interrupts the conversation with off-topic comments designed to make others laugh, or responds to questions by breaking into song: Nova MM: Why do you belong to the children's choir? Ingrid: I love to sing! (Said in a whimsical, sing-songy voice) (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). MM: What does it mean to be a musician? Ciafara: ...You have to feel the music... Ingrid: HELL the power! “You are the music in me!” (Breaking into song with Ciafara, followed by laughter from everyone) (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007). Nova is an outgoing, almost overly-cheery, goal-oriented individual. She lives in a rural, farmland area, quite a distance from the Community Music Building, but makes the trips to rehearsal with enthusiasm because she sees participating in the choir as a starting point for an exciting career as a choral music educator. MM: How long does it take you to get to choir? Nova: It depends on the weather. When it’s the wintertime, it might take about a hour. If it’s normally a summer day, it’s 45 minutes. MM: Obviously there’s something there that’s making it worth the drive. 147 Nova: Oh yeah! See, my goal is to become a choir teacher, and I’d do anything to get there so that I can do what I love. Ever since I was younger in elementary school, that was my favorite class. I was dying for that class to come. I was like, “Is choir coming, is choir coming? When is it coming?” And they go, “Oh, you have it next quarter!” and it’s like, “N 0!” And then when I got into middle school, I’m in it every single day. First hour. . .love it! (Interview, Nova, January 1 1, 2008) Taller than most choristers her age, with a warm, deep alto speaking voice and f shoulder-length wavy blondish-brown hair, Nova possesses self-confidence, poise, and a depth of reflective thinking about herself and her goals that is unusual for someone only fourteen years old. . .and she knows it. MM: So has being in the choir affected you at home in any way? Nova: Well, it’s definitely affected the way I think and my. . .relationships at school, because [my friends] always want to hang out and they go, “Hey, you wanna go to the movies?” and it’s like, “No, I’m doing choir.” And they go, “Oh.” But all my friends are also supportive about it because they want me to succeed also and whatever I learn about music —since they’re all in band—I go to them, tellin’ them what they could do to improve their band, so it’s been definitely a little hard on that because I _dg want to go out, but I definitely think this is more important. I tell myself, “Yes, I do want to go out,” but when I’m in my thirties, I’m gonna be like, “I am s9 glad I did not go out and just lollygag” and just stuck with my goal. 148 MM: I don’t think many people are as motivated as you or have as clear of goals as you do at your age. Nova: I’m just mature (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Driving deep into the farmlands and over a bridge, I turned in to the driveway of a small white 2-story farmhouse. I parked the car and walked around the back of the house, up a few stairs, turning right, and knocked on the door in fi'ont of me. Nova, her mother, and the family cat enthusiastically greeted me. “You’re not allergic, are you? ” Nova’s mother asked. They quickly invited me in and I stepped through their small country kitchen into their equally cozy dining room that was almost entirely filled by their round dining table. Nova and her mother are two peas in a pod. They look similar and speak similarly, even quoting each other at times. Nova’s mother holds firmly rooted beliefs about treating others with respect, kindness, and forgiveness, which she passes on to her daughter. Nova’s mother is grateful to Mrs. Talbot for attempting to instill similar values in the choristers of the NCC. Christine A participant in the NCC for over eight years, straight dark-haired and petite Christine brings a wealth of insight into her reflections on her choir experience. Now as a 22 year-old college student getting a Bachelor of Arts in music and also a Bachelor of Arts in general management from the business college, Christine enjoys the opportunity to talk about children's choir. Even though she has been out of the choir for several years, she still follows the choir activities with interest. 149 Christine: I'm still interested in how the children's choir is doing, which not everybody in children's choir i_s like that ‘cause they've moved on to their own thing, but I'm still interested in what their accomplishments are, and how the kids are liking it. MM: Have you been to any of their concerts? Christine: Not every semester, but I have seen them. I sat in on at least one rehearsal not too long ago just to see what was going on. That's kind of fun. There's still a place for it in my heart (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Christine participated in the university women’s chamber ensemble for several years, and comments that the children’s choir provided her with not only a solid musical training but also a desire to continue participating in choral singing once she left the children’s choir. Christine is levelheaded, respectful, fiiendly, and fun-seeking. She laughs often. She speaks forthrightly about her choir experiences, using her years of experience in the choir and the ensuing years to add a touch of wisdom and insight to her recollections. Mrs. Talbot ”She ’s not a woman, she ’s not a girl, she ’s definitely a main lady. " (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). In the children's choir office, the walls are covered with pictures of the Northridge Children’s Choir performing at various prestigious venues around the United States. One entire wall of the large, spacious rectangular office is taken up with filing cabinets containing the choir's music library. One corner of the room is filled with clothing racks upon which hang choir uniforms. A large rectangular table in the middle of the room holds stacks of octavos, a poster-size collage of pictures from the choir’s recent taping of 150 a television special, and an oversize choir attendance sheet. As I enter the office, Mrs. Talbot explains that she needed to print off the interview questions I sent her because she had spent some time over the weekend preparing answers to each question. With a short blondish-gray hairdo and petite stature, Mrs. Talbot is ladylike, dynamic, and confident. Comfortable in her black pants, a light green shirt, and a loose- fitting black jacket, she fits the stereotypical look of a classy, artistic individual. Sitting across from each other at the table, and with questions and answers in hand, Mrs. Talbot and I begin our discussion. She Speaks carefully and thoughtfully, occasionally referring to her typed notes about her reasons for teaching the children’s choir: Well, I thought about the many, many, many reasons you do, and in my case, there are jobs and careers, but we also have callings and vocations and missions. In being able to teach a children 's choir and help children understand [2.6% through song and singing together, that has been my calling, my vision, my vocation, and my career, and my job, so it's all wrapped into one (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot’s biography (N CC website) reveals her broad influence as a choral conductor. The recipient of many prestigious arts awards, Mrs. Talbot’s choirs have earned Grammy Awards and performed for many prestigious events, including the 6th World Symposium on Choral Music, numerous American Choral Director Association conventions, and world premiers of pieces by prominent composers. Mrs. Talbot earned a Bachelor of Music Education from Indiana University and a Master of Arts from Michigan State University. She worked as an associate professor of choral music at the University of Michigan-Flint, taught elementary music for two years, and taught High 151 School for 12 years before she founded the Northridge Children’s Choir. Mrs. Talbot currently serves as a choral conductor and clinician for various honor choirs and workshops across the United States and internationally. She edits a series of choral music especially for children’s choirs and her choir frequently commissions new works from a variety of composers. Mrs. Talbot attributes much of her success to her early mentors: I had really great mentors in elementary and high school. There's a group of women--the School Sisters of St. Francis in Milwaukee, Wisconsinuand they have a college in Milwaukee--and that ’s Alverno College--and when I was a child, the entire music wing of course was for music majors, but it was also sort-of like a community music school. That's where kids went to take lessons. So I was very lucky to live within walking distance of Alverno College. They instilled in me a love of quality: quality of performance, quality of literature, high standards, and an understanding that it's our responsibility to make the world a more beautiful place through song, so that has always been my mission, that is always what I wanted to do (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot has high expectations for the choristers, and she makes sure that they understand these expectations. I don 't care what is the discipline, I don ’t care if it's soccer or if it's tennis or if it's basketball or if it's chair or if it's learning piano. Learning is hard work. And the fun part is when the "Aha! ” light comes on when after that work you master something. Just diddlin ’ and stufl does not bring a sense of mastery, a sense of "I did that!" (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). 152 CHAPTER V "SO MANY LIFE LESSONS”: EFFECTS OF CHOIR INVOLVEMENT ON PERSONAL IDENTITY The three major research questions for this study are: 1. How does participation in a community children’s choir influence a participant’s musical identity, 2. How does participation in a community children’s choir influence a participant’s personal identity, and 3. How do participant’s interactions with other choir members and the conductor influence the participant’s musical and personal identities? In the interviews, the participants share a wealth of stories and comments that reveal a strong and lasting impact of children’s choir in their lives. Results of this study indicate that choir participation affects individuals’ personal identities in multiple ways, as Christine describes in this interview excerpt: MM: What do you think that you gained from singing in the children's choir? Christine: Well, I wouldn't be in the music school here today for sure if it hadn’t been for children's choir, so in that way I guess it kind of shaped my whole path in life (little laugh) to keep being involved in music. I really liked being part of an ensemble. Maybe because of the children's choir I still like being in ensembles better than being a solo singer.... wait, what was the question? MM: What have you gained from singing in the children's choir? Christine: Just that collective atmosphere. I was thinking about this on the way over here. & many life lessons (laughing) I learned in the children's choir. Mrs. Talbot was huge on being really committed to the choir. You were only allowed 153 two absences the whole semester. To be gr_ti_r_n_§, to be egfly is to be on time, that kind of thing. And even being m while you're in a rehearsal and being still while you're on stage or even those kind of things that she teaches you because of professionalism. It really transfers to other parts of your life, not to mention hard work and seeing the rewards of putting hours and hours into something. And then having a good feeling when you accomplished stuff, especially being in it over the years, it grew to the point where we were doing more and more ACDA big things and I felt like I really saw the progression of the whole choir, that it became what it is today (Interview, Christine, Feb. 12, 2008). This interview excerpt captures three of the major themes that emerged as the choristers discussed choir’s influence on their personal identity: self-concept, self-esteem, and self-efficacy. In this excerpt, Christine cites examples of each: 1. Self-concept: “It kind of shaped my whole path in life,” “It really transfers to other parts of your life, " and a long list of “life lessons” relating to behavior, attitude, commitment, etc., 2. Self- esteem: “And then having a good feeling when you accomplished stufl” and to a lesser extent 3. Self-efficacy: “. . .not to mention hard work and seeing the rewards of putting hours and hours into something. " Self-Concept Choir influences many different aspects of self-concept. Five specific “life lesson” codes within the self-concept theme emerge as the participants discuss their choir experiences: 1. Commitment, 2. Self-Discipline, 3. Interpersonal Skills, 4. Confidence, and 5. Leadership. Choir affords the participants opportunities to develop and practice 154 each of these skills on a continuing basis, although they may not necessarily be aware that they are deve10pmg these skills. Commitment On the pre-SAT’s, we had to write [an essay] about commitment, and I also wrote one about what I like to do, and [chair] was a major part of it (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). One “life lesson” that choristers learn is what it means to be completely committed to an organization. There are many different components of commitment. To begin with, participation in the choir requires dedication in the amount of time required and dedication to mental and physical discipline. In addition, choristers learn how to prioritize and the importance of taking individual responsibility for their part in the choir. As with any choice, there is a consequence. The choristers face many challenges by committing to the choir, and they also receive many benefits from choir that motivate them to continue their participation. Mrs. Talbot explains that one of her biggest challenges is helping the participants and their parents understand what it means to be committed to the choir: “There a_rg those few who don 't understand the challenges. For instance, committing to practicing regularly and that this is more than a drop-offpick-up kind of experience for them, and that is a challenge” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Each of these components is addressed in this section about commitment. Ciafara’s mother compares the commitment required for choir to the commitment required for sports teams: My son is not musical, but he '5 very involved in sports. He ’3 very devoted to it. And this is a team. Ciafara has realized the responsibility of working with 155 others...Mrs. Talbot particularly has reinforced over the years that, “It ’s not about you, ” that it ’s about a group of people that work together, and that ’s important. And she has gone to choir sometimes when she has not felt well, but she knows it ’5 important to go because she knows her contribution matters (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Mrs. Talbot teaches the choristers about dedication. The choristers know that their contribution matters, that they are valued members of the ensemble, and that Mrs. Talbot and the other choristers are counting on them to do their part. Sometimes these expectations are stated explicitly, but more often, there is an implicit understanding of how much they are valued. For example, as Mrs. Talbot takes roll, the choristers note the concern in Mrs. Talbot’s voice over each missing singer. As rehearsal progresses, they might reflect on the detail work accomplished and the difficulty of catching up on missed rehearsals. The frequent performances of the choir make it obvious to the choristers that their presence at each rehearsal is important to the success of the choir. Prioritizing Participating in the choir requires choristers to prioritize their lives. Mia’s story about missing an important family event illustrates her level of commitment to the group: Well, we [my family] were going to go on this really fun vacation. We were just going to go camping. We got the date all planned with my family and my extended family and then I realized that we had a concert that day, and I was really kind of bummed out. I haven 't seen that extended family that we were going with in two years and they 're really close to me and they lived in Europe and they were going to come back on that date and I had choir concert and I was like, "Dang it! " They 156 might come to that, but I wouldn’t be with them. I mean still, I 'm going to be on stggg (emphasis added). (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Mia’s comment, “I ’m going to be on stage,” is said not with resentment, but is stated matter-of-factly, as though there is no other option. In other instances, choristers choose choir over the other activity. Without question, children’s choir takes priority. It may be interesting to explore the reasoning behind these priorities. Why are they willing to miss such important family events or required school choir concerts for children’s choir? How do they develop their sense of priorities? What are the influences upon this development? When Nova faces conflicts between school choir and children’s choir, her priorities are clear: “I have missed a few choir concerts for rehearsals for NC C, which I think are way more important than regular choir ” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Nova refers to school choir as “regular” choir, implying that the children’s choir is somehow more special than school choir. This “special” choir is her first priority. It would be interesting to explore the development of Nova’s attitude towards both choirs. Perhaps Nova’s attitude would be different if she were required by the NCC to participate in her school choir. Similar to Nova, Christine faced a conflict between school and another obligation, this time between choir and her school tennis meets: Christine: Well, [I learned] time management skills too, because since choir was such a h_ug§ commitment and dedication of your time, I had to choose with the high school activities what can I be or not and, "Oh, I have a children's choir concert and a tennis meet on the same night. What do I do for that, how do I balance it?” 157 MM: What did you usually do? Christine: I remember going into choir in my tennis outfits sometimes. (Laughs). If it was home, I would try and make it to children's choir as fast as I could after the meet, but if it was far away, then I'd usually go to children's choir instead. MM: What was the consequence for missing tennis? Christine: Our coach was pretty understanding. (Chuckles). In general be was a pretty laid back guy, so it wasn't too much of an issue there, which is lucky I guess. (Laughs). (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Challenges of Commitment Although each of the choristers demonstrates an unwavering commitment to making choir a top priority, this decision has its consequences and challenges. These challenges come in three general areas: family, school, and personal. As participants discuss the consequences of their choices, a common theme is the amount of time that choir takes away from their pursuits in these three areas. Mia’s story about missing her farmly vacation concluded a section of the focus group interview that centered on how participating in the choir affects the chorister’s relationships with their families. In this longer excerpt, each of the comments fiom Ingrid, Charlie, Jade, and Ciafara refer to time spent with family and how choir either positively or negatively affects that family time: MM: How has being in the choir affected your relationship with your family? Ingrid: It hasn’t changed it. Charlie: It made our family a lot more busier because Zach, my older brother, was in it so I think sometimes it adds a lot, especially in December for finishing up everything, it made us a lot busier. Last year we had to be at a performance 158 like every single weekend. And so that was like, “Ahh_!” (Frustrated tone of voice). Except it was kind of firn though. Jade: In a way I think it’s brought us closer together. Every time we perform afterwards they’re like, “That was so good,” and we talk about the music and, “This and this is my favorite song,” but mainly more than that it kind of doesn’t give us enough time together because all the times we are able to spend time with each other it’s like a practice or a performance on weekends, and my dad gets really upset when he can’t see me for like a month because I have practices on Saturdays and stuff. Ingrid: I don’t know. I think mine may have actually worsened because all the stress is pouring on me and when I get stressed out I get really grumpy and then my dad gets really grumpy too and then we just start yelling back and forth. Ciafara: I think for kids who have siblings, I think it’s hard on the siblings because parents have to be really dedicated and take us on the weekends. They have to like book their whole weekends for driving us and stuff and if me and Josh both have something, it’s automatically gonna go to me... Ingrid: Oh, poor Josh! Ciafara: I know, I don’t think he cares, but I wish that I could go and see his soccer games because he has them on Tuesdays. . .I can never see him because I’m at choir. So I don’t think he cares or anything, but I care (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). The NCC requires many hours of rehearsal and also has many performances, so both the choristers and their parents spend much of their time away from their families in 159 these activities. Charlie does not seem to view time spent in choir activities as detracting from the family. On the contrary, he views it as a natural and positive family tradition that he is proud to carry on. Jade indicates that choir provides an opportunity for the family to discuss music together. On the other hand, Jade and others draw attention to the fact that parents make significant sacrifices of their time (and sometimes of their visiting hours) in order for their children to participate. Ciafara notes the impact that choir participation has on her relationship with her siblings, emphasizing the sacrifice that she makes in missing her brother’s soccer meets. Yet even with these family challenges, the choristers commit to participating in the choir. The second challenge in committing to the choir is balancing school and choir obligations. This is especially the case as the choristers move into high school where social and academic pursuits increase in both amount and importance. This next excerpt illustrates the choristers’ mounting dilemmas over how to accomplish everything that they need to do. As they speak, the strain of being dedicated to choir is evident in the tone of their voices. Mia: Well, sometimes I don’t think I’m as dedicated to it as I used to be. Ciafara: Yeah. Mia: Those rehearsals are just getting longer. I think about all the homework I have to do. Jade: Exams and stuff. Ingrid: I have so much work to do. So many tests. Mia: I think about how much homework I have to do. I think about that big test that I need to be studying for and I think about all that stuff that I need to do, and 160 I’m stuck in a rehearsal and [Mrs Talbot’s] like, “Oh, you need to memorize six songs for next week!” Jade: Yeah! Mia: And we’re like, “We have other things to do besides memorize music!” And so I think I’ve gotten a little more stressed out as I’ve gotten a little older with school and more advanced with choir. I’m just getting a little stressed out. I mean, I love choir, but in a way I wish we could do something where it wouldn’t be so long and we didn’t memorize as much music. Ciafara: ...and [Mrs Talbot’s] like, “Why don’t you have this stuff memorized?” and we’re like, “Whoa!” ‘Cause we’re in high school now.” We have a lot of homework and we have friends and stuff and we’re stressed out all the time (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). The pressure to succeed on mandated standardized tests may increases the choristers’ dilemma about spending time in rehearsals. In addition to family and school challenges, most of the choristers struggle with balancing children’s choir and their personal lives, particularly their fiiendships. Many of the choristers find that it becomes increasingly difficult as they enter high school to schedule enough time for activities with fiiends. Nova: I’m still trying to get another life. . .a fiiend life. . .trying to hook that up on Saturdays. Nova’s Mother: That’s a hard time because they always have slumber parties on Friday nights, and she can’t because she has a performance. 161 Nova: But the good thing about my friends is that they try working around my schedule so we can all be together (Interview, Nova’s Mother, January 11, 2008). On the other hand, if Nova had to make a choice between spending time with her friends, and spending time in choir, she would choose choir: Actually, this is sort-of sad to say, but I would actually choose choir over my friends. I know that ’s really hard to say after I ’ve known my friends for like three years now, but I would give up my friends for choir because choir is so much more to me and the people that you get to meet are just amazing, like the composers, and playing with all the symphonies, it 's definitely a once-in-a- lifetime thing to do (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Mia summarizes many of the challenges of choir participation: Not being able to do some things that I want to, like... I 've wanted to do some things with my youth group, but choir ’s gotten in the way of that. Family activities... sometimes choir ’s gotten in the way of...Sleepovers... my M life ’s gotten pushed back because of choir (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Ciafara’s mother acknowledges the choristers’ difficulty in balancing choir responsibilities with their emerging social lives and other personal issues such as grooming and becoming immersed in the popular culture. These personal issues grow in importance as the choristers move into their teenage years: And it 's hard when they 're starting to be teenage girls, too, because it cuts into the time they could spend doing their hair or watching the next “T op Model” or whatever that show is that they love to watch. It ’s like, “Oh, it ’5 Tuesday night again. I have to go all the way to chair! ” (Said in a low, whiny, complaining 162 voice). Once [Ciafara] gets there, it ’s very interesting. Getting her to chair, it ’3 like, “Oh, I have to go to chair tonight! I don 't want to go! ” and then I go to pick her up, and I can’t get her in the car because she ’s chitchatting and socializing. “How was chair? " “Oh, it was great! ” So it ’s also being a teenage girl, too. . . Two or three years ago she looked forward to choir because her hair and her nails weren ’t so important then. She has to get up an hour before her brother because it takes 45 minutes to take a shower in the morning. I don ’t know how she could get that dirty in 24 hours, but (laughter) nonetheless, I think that that 's part of it too (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Another concern is balancing choir with the choristers’ emerging interests in pursuing other extracurricular activities. As the choristers move from elementary school into middle school and high school, they begin to self-select for other extracurricular activities. Choir becomes an activity that competes for their time. The teenage years are a critical time for the choristers as they weigh their commitment to the choir with the allure of other interesting extracurricular activities. Mia: Sometimes [choir] can be demanding and that can be a little bit stressful, but hey... Ingrid: But it’s worth it. Ciafara: Sometimes it's worth it (said quietly and under her breath). MM: Sometimes it's worth it? Ciafara: We have to do a lot of stuff and I really like it but sometimes it gets in the way of things... Ingrid: Yeah, like my ski team. I'm only able to make half the practices... 163 Ciafara: Yeah, and I couldn't be in the play in the Spring because I had conflicting concerts and stuff but I still like doing it, it just takes up a lot of your time (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). All of the challenges of commitment to the choir, including family, school, and personal conflicts--particularly with fiiendships and other extracurricular activities-- begs the question, “What is the choristers’ motivation for their commitment to the choir?” In the previous interview excerpt, the choristers’ frustration at not being able to participate in certain high school extracurricular activities rose to such a level that I thought perhaps the choristers would claim that they were quitting choir at the end of the year. Also, their frustration with missing family activities and sacrificing time with their friends led me to conclude that most of the choristers in the study were ready to move on to other activities. Approximately one month after the focus group interview, as I interview Ciafara, an entirely different picture of the choristers’ attitude towards choir emerges. Ciafara opens the door to her home and smiles broadly, “Come in!” She lets me into the house just as her mother arrives home from work. Ciafara is wearing a black t-shirt that reads, “Make Art Not War” in huge neon-yellow letters. Her straight reddish-brown hair is pulled back in a loose ponytail, with bobby pins holding some of it up out of her face and the rest falling in the current fashionable disheveled style around her face. She sits down Indian-style on the tweed couch, clutching and squishing a large grey couch pillow for much of the interview, and practically bursts with anticipation to tell me that, Ciafara: I'm going to stay with the choir now. . . . A bunch of us are going to. MM: What happened? 164 Ciafara: This one composer guy, he's really famous apparently. He asks us to do this Russian piece with the Detroit Symphony next year we’re all kind of really excited about that. . . . Pretty much all the people who were like, "Yeah, we're going," are staying now. MM: I was sure that you were on your way out of the choir fiom what you said [in the last focus group interview]. Ciafara: Yeah, I guess not. MM: You were like, "I want more time for ski team," for Ingrid. Ciafara: Yeah, Ingrid's giving that up for choir. MM: She's giving up ski team for choir? Ciafara: Yeah. I was like, "Wow!" (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Motivation Performance opportunities are a motivator for staying in the choir, as evidenced by Ciafara’s sudden announcement that she--as well as her fiiends who had decided to leave the choir--decided to stay when they heard of exciting performance opportunities in the following year. Jade relates that she also planned on leaving the choir the previous year, but stayed in choir because she was excited to perform Carmina Burana with the choir. As the choristers discuss why they enjoy performing, they do not specifically say why these performance opportunities are so meaningful. Most of the time they refer to most these experiences as generically “cool.” These “cool” opportunities include performing and premiering works with the Detroit Symphony (“That was cool’ ’ (Interview, Focus Group #2, Jade, December 15, 2007)), performing at prestigious local and national venues, choir camp, and “cool stufl” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008) 165 like traveling with the choir on tours and making CDs. They also agree that learning new languages through the repertoire, receiving praise from admiring audiences, learning new musical skills, and, from a practical perspective, having choir experiences to put on college admissions applications, is a motivating factor for them: Ciafara: I feel like I want to stay in the choir to get into good college. I know that’s kind of shallow. .. Jade: Me too. Ingrid: I don't think it’s shallow at all. Ciafara: ...but they really like that kind of credential (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Despite the general lack of specificity when choristers name motivating factors for staying in the choir, there is a sense as they speak that they are excited about the prestige of performing in prominent venues; they feel a sense of accomplishment in showing off their challenging repertoire. In reflecting on her own choir experiences, Christine agrees that performance opportunities are a motivating factor for remaining in the choir: ...and I loved doing the children's choir still, even when I was in the high school choirs, because it was fun to do the extra traveling and the conferences, and the performances that they do are a lot difl"erent than what the high school choirs do, so I guess that's one of the main things that kept me in children 's choir (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). All the choristers in the study share strong, positive feelings about the children’s choir. It is a “really really good experience” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Mia, December 166 15, 2007), “an honor” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008), and a “great experience” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Three of choristers refer to choir as being a “once- in-a-lifetime” experience. MM: Why do you stay in choir? Why do you choose choir over some of the other activities you could be involved in? Mia: ‘Cause choir’s once-in-a-lifetime experience. You don't get what you experience in choir on a regular basis (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Choristers participate in the children’s choir for many reasons, including the opportunities choir provides them, parent support, their choir fiiendships, having fun, and participating in a group that performs at a high level. For most of the choristers, the performance opportunities and their choir fiiendships are the two most important factors that determine their desire to stay in the children’s choir: MM: When you look back on choir in five years, what will you remember choir for? Mia: Do you mean events? MM: Events or what it’s done for you. Mia: My social life in that choir has been. ..big. I have gotten a lot of friends from that choir and I think Kennedy Center, for what I’ve experienced now, Kennedy Center is probably my biggest memory because that was a really really good choir and we were like a farrrily and we cried a lot (chuckling to self) (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Mia’s parents especially take pride in Mia’s participation in the children’s choir. They enjoy pointing out to Mia the many opportunities that choir gives her. In the 167 following story, Mia’s mother explains how Mia moved from hesitant participant to willing participant as a result of her first choir performance. The first two weeks of chair, I know were kind of a m for Mia. She didn't know anybody and it’s hard to do things when you don 't know people and so I remember having to convince her to keep going. I think I promised an American Girl doll dress if she 'd hang in there or something. I think the first time she performed there was never any question after that. It was a good thing so we are very proud of her for doing this (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). The fact that the parents support and admire the choir’s performing Opportunities may reinforce the choristers’ desires to continue in the choir, in order to please the parents. And with our location next to the university, how many kids get to perform at the Steiner Center (name has been changed) 3, 4 times a year? I mean, the Steiner Center is just m. And the opportunity with the Detroit Symphony Orchestra last year and Mrs. Talbot is so excited about the kids learning Russian next year. (To Mia) How many languages do M know? (Interview, Mia’s Father, January 19,2008) In tandem with performance opportunities, choir fiiendships draw the choristers together. About choir fiiendships, Ciafara simply states, “Choirfiiendships are really strong” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 8, 2007). Choir friendships make choir fun, as Charlie points out: “I just like chair. It ’sfun. You make new friends” (Interview, Focus Group #1, Charlie, December 8, 2007). For Charlie, choir provides convenient opportunities for him to make a variety of fiiends--in his case, especially fiiends of the opposite gender. Because Charlie is home-schooled, he may look forward 168 to the peer associations in the children’s choir more than those who routinely associate with their peers in the public school setting. The bulk of my friends in the neighborhood are always busy, so I go here [ to chair]. I love to talk to all of my fiiends and all the people. I think I partially spread out because all my fiiends were boys and now I have some friends that are girls, and I think that's kind of cool. (Everyone laughs). I have some other variety of friends instead of boys. They like sports and video games. Oh I think one final thing, it's just that I have lots more fiiends now than I did before I was in the choir. I have a lot more friends now and they are choirfiiends. I 'm lucky to have all these friends. I think, "I can 't wait to see Dan and Steve." That's what I look forward to next year. Oh I can 't wait. . . . I can 't wait to see Elizabeth, Dan, Jordan, Joseph. All my friends (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15,2007) Choir friends support each other by complimenting each other and being genuinely pleased when others succeed. They are kind to each other and try to build up each other’s confidence, as is apparent in the following interview excerpt: Ciafara: I was so surprised when you (to Mia) were singing your solo, ‘cause I didn’t try to label you, but I thought you had a smaller voice, and then when you were singing it was like, “Whoa! That’s cool!”(Laughter). Mia: I tried out a solo for “Teddy Bear Picnic,” and a lot of kids were like, “Oh my gosh! She has a really good voice!” Nobody noticed that I had a good voice before, or a bigger voice. . .I don’t know. A lot of kids are surprised at how big my voice is and how good I was. 169 Ciafara: Gorgeous! Mia: Thank you! (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Choir fiiendships provide emotional support for the choristers. Mia’s mother describes how choir friendships are a positive influence on Mia: Choir ’s been a gggl group of friends, because last year was tLu_ly_a hard year at school and Mia felt s_o many times like she had _n_o_ friends there and then she 'd go to chair and she would come home .52 happy. She'd been with her good friends (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). The choristers seem united in their desire to build each other up, regardless of age or ability. The result of these efforts is an undeniable bond of unity among the choir participants. Both Ciafara and Mia cheer for the success of the younger choristers (which includes Charlie): Ciafara: ...it was cool today because [Mrs Talbot] gave that part to the first two rows, and I was like, “Good job guys!” Charlie: Oh yeah! That felt awesome! Ciafara: And everyone in the second row was like, “Yeah! Yes!” Mia: Yeah, I mean, it’s always the back two rows in the sopranos that get [the part]. . . . and it was really cool that they were better than us at that part and that they got to do it, because they never get solos (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 15, 2007). In addition to making new friends and feeling the support of existing friends, one additional reason why the choristers stay in choir is simply because they “love” it: 170 “...the children 's chair was all about the love at chair. I do remember some Qretgg tedious rehearsals, but I still remember the great pieces we did and the big trips we took and stuff like that that was fun” (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). “I really love choir...It's the greatest thing ever to get to, I. Interact with my friends and, 2. I get to sing songs that are extremely hard but I love to death so that’s basically my statement” (Interview, Focus Group #1 , Nova, December 8, 2007) In a rare moment showing tender emotion, the depth of Ciafara’s feelings for choir emerge: “Whenever I have to write an essay or something about what I do or something that's really special to me, I always have choir to write about so it's really easy ” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). A general feeling of “loving” choir pervades choir rehearsals and much of the interviews. Each of the choristers describes many ways in which choir provides them with deeply meaningful experiences. They each share strong feelings of love and gratitude for their choir experiences. Given the opportunities and rewards that come from participating in the Northridge Children’s Choir, the sacrifices and challenges are well worth it to the choristers. They offer their full commitment to the ensemble. In doing so, they develop an ability to make and keep commitments even when doing so requires prioritizing and sacrificing. Quitting One final commitment-related issue the choristers raise is when to end their commitment to the choir. School conflicts and the desire to pursue other activities figure 171 prominently in this decision, as Jade explains: “I have so many things I want to do that chair ’3 holding me back from” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Jade, December 15, 2007). School conflicts and also being “too old” was a concern for Christine: Christine: Even my junior year of high school I had dropped out of the children's choir and then like a few weeks later I went back to it. MM: Why did you drop out? Christine: Just cause I was in other high school activities like sports teams and all the musical groups in school, so I was like, "Getting pretty old. I guess I'll put children's choir to the side," but then I missed it ...and Mrs. Talbot had me back (Interview, Christine, Feb. 12, 2008). In the following excerpt, the choristers express that another reason for quitting is realizing when their “time” in the choir has passed. Ciafara: I really don't want to quit, but I feel like my prime time in the choir is over, you know, like last year-- loved choir! [I] was so excited to come to every rehearsal because I got to see Ingrid and Jessica and Rachel and stuff... and 103 guys of course. I love you guys, but, okay, but now there are a lot of little kids and I feel like it's their time to... Ingrid and Mia: Shine. Ciafara: Shine, you know, and I'm just one of the old kids. But I used to love choir. I was so pumped about it (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). The “old” choristers look back on their experience as something exciting and new, and they are excited for the “little kids” to discover all that the choir has to offer them. As the choristers speak, it is evident that some of the novelty of the choir’s prestige 172 is wearing thin for them, and that they are ready to pass the torch on to the rising generation. Mia continues the conversation by explaining that in the previous year, choir provided her with the sociality that she did not have at school, and that was one motivating reason for staying in the choir. However, this school year is much more socially fulfilling for Mia, so one of her primary motivations for staying in the choir is diminishing. Mia: Same with Ciafara. Last year I loved choir. It was a place that I could just go to and nobody would tease me because last year was a really bad year at school and I felt that choir was a really safe place for me, but this year it's a really good year and I feel like I have a ton of fiiends and I'm like... I have my place in every group, including the popular group. Ingrid: Woo-hoo. (Laughter). Mia: Everybody likes me at school, and I love it. And choir, I just feel like I don't need it anymore. Ingrid: Good point (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). The choristers also cite increasing pressure on the older singers to sustain the ensemble as one reason why they might leave: Mia: Same with Ciafara. The little kids are coming in and I just feel that they should have their time. Because [Mrs Talbot’s] always blaming the older kids... Ingrid: She's always complementing the younger kids. Jade: She winks at them all the time. All: Yeah. Ciafara: She used to wink at me. (Everyone laughs). 173 Mia: I think the older kids just have had their time, and it's the younger kids' time to make it happen (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Another reason why choristers might leave is that they do not enjoy the music, although they may sing with facial expressions that indicate a love for the music: Jade: Mrs. Talbot convinces a lot of people in the choir, who I don’t think really enjoy music as much as she wants us to. She convinces them that they do. She tries to make you think, “Oh my gosh,” good facial expressions, “They really love the music,” but I think that that’s why some people quit. MM: Are you saying that [the choristers] are faking [their facial expressions]? Nova: Are you saying she’s manipulative? Jade: I don’t know. They don’t really like it but they think they do. But then they just get sick of it after awhile (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007). In the excerpt above, the choristers express that they experience pressure to conform to Mrs. Talbot’s expectations for facial expressions. As Jade explains, some choristers may eventually realize that they do not “really love the music,” that their facial expressions cannot reflect a connection to the music, and they may choose to quit because of this. The subject of facial expressions is discussed in greater depth in chapter 6. Also discussed in greater depth in the next section is how some choristers quit because they do not develop the self-discipline necessary to be successful in the choir. While most of the choristers’ reasons for leaving choir center around scheduling conflicts, feeling that their “time” in choir is over, or the pressure to sustain the ensemble, Ciafara shares musical reasons for leaving the choir: “I ’ve taken choir and it ’s done what it needs to do and now I’m a good singer and I ’m a good musician and I ’m not really 174 learning anything else ” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Being part of such a high-achieving ensemble, it may appear to the choristers that they have reached the limit of their learning and achievement potential, especially when they become the oldest and most experienced of the choristers. Mrs. Talbot encourages choristers to stay in the choir once they have committed to it, because she knows that although some choristers may vacillate between wanting to stay or quit, that many who choose to stay in the choir grow to value it and appreciate it much more than they thought possible. Mrs. Talbot teaches both the choristers and their parents what it means to demonstrate commitment. The following excerpt illustrates how Mrs. Talbot’s encouragement to follow through on commitments leads to specific benefits for the chorister: [ Some choristers] say, "1 want to quit. I can 't do this. This is too hard. " We have a chorister this year whose first response after the second week was, "I'm quitting. " And I said to the mother, "Keep her in. Just keep her in. Tell her this: She's allowed to quit after the Christmas concerts... after the ho_lid_ay concerts. But sh_e made a commitment for at least a semester and that she should stay in. " This is a young girl who is very bright and she'sfinding an outlet in which she doesn 't feel embarrassed by being bright. She doesn't have to dumb down to fit in. And so it's always a challenge when we have kids who say, "I want to quit, " and you see the "Aha! ” light go on when they are able to sing throughout the year and then follow through with many more years (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008) Although their reasons for leaving may be compelling ones to them, all of the 175 choristers express that leaving the choir will be a sad experience: “It ’s kind of like, when I quit, I’m going to be sad for the first few Tuesdays because I ’m going to be like, “Choir, choir. ” It ’s kind of like, I don ’t know, just a weird relationship with choir” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). This section addressed how participating in choir affects the choristers’ self- concept in terms of developing commitment skills. The choristers learn how to be part of a team, prioritize, and face challenges with scheduling and other types of conflicts. They describe how factors such as exciting performance opportunities and their choir fiiendships motivate them to stay committed to the choir. They also describe reasons for quitting. Although they cite reasons for quitting such as other extracurricular interests and being “too old,” not having their efforts in providing the foundation of the choir’s sound and artistry recognized more often by Mrs. Talbot seems to be one of the most salient reasons why they leave the choir. They feel that the younger students receive more positive reinforcement, and are therefore more valued than they are. The prestigious performing opportunities of the choir wear thin as they long for more personal validation of their contributions to the ensemble. Self-Discipline Choir requires a high level of self-discipline-—both physical and mental—~as Mia’s mother (Mom) explains: Mom: [The choristers] are expected to act a certain way, and they do. They fix to the occasion. I guess we've been around school long enough we've been to a number of school performances where kids don't seem to be able to stand still, 176 they don't pay attention, and Mia is a bit of a fidgeter and you know what, she can stand through a performance and not fidget. So I know she's learned a grggt deal. MM: Have you seen that transfer to other areas of her life? Mom: I think that I have seen her act more mature than her peers. MM: And you think that's due to the children's choir? Mom: I think so. Mia: (J urnping into the conversation). What are you saying? Morn: You act more mature; you act older than them sometimes. You know how to rise to the occasion. I think a lot of that’s from choir. Mia: Probably. Morn: You do not act like middle school kids when you're in a group. When we can walk through a hotel and you guys are _sflegt. (Pause). A lot of people older can't do that. They can't resist doing certain things and you've really learned how to have self-control (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). Mrs. Talbot cultivates behavioral self-control through her high expectations for the choristers to “rise to the occasion” and act in a mature fashion. In rehearsal, the choristers sit tall on the edge of their seats for much of the rehearsal. This requires physical stamina and self-control. Choir members in the focus group interview agree with Mia’s mother that choir helps them control their behavior. Mia: I think that I learned how to control myself a little bit more. Because if you get out of line, she gets on you and it gets kind of scary. Ciafara: Yeah, she does! (Everyone laughs). Mia: She just knows how to get you in line and you kind of learn how to control 177 yourself because I couldn’t really control myself before I got into the NCC—not the Intermediate Choir, but the NCC. I never got out of line, but I think I did once and she got really mad at me and I got really really scared. (Laughter). I was really never bad again, but so I just taught myself how to control myself (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2008). Behavioral self-control is sometimes a challenge for the singers, especially in long rehearsals. The choir rehearses for two hours on Tuesday nights, and three hours every other Saturday morning. The singers have to find ways to channel their energy. Mia: If you have a lot of energy in you and you can’t run around and talk or be really talkative, it drives you crazy. Ingrid: It’s hard. Mia: ‘Cause you’re like, “I’ve got to move. I can’t just sit here and sing for two. hours.” In a way, it’s kind of painful. Ingrid: ...I have to move my legs a lot. I’m sitting there like this (moving legs back and forth under her chair) (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Christine agrees that choir develops self-discipline, especially the ability to focus in rehearsals. T here 's not many other things that elementary school aged or middle school kids are involved in where they have to be focused for two hours. And Saturdays were sometimes two and half hours, and I think that's something that a kid has to get M4 to. It definitely helps you in the long run (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008) In addition to encouraging behavioral self-discipline, Mrs. Talbot stresses the 178 importance of mental discipline. Maintaining focus during rehearsal requires that the choristers cultivate mental discipline. According to Mrs. Talbot, mental discipline is a prerequisite to achieving worthwhile goals. The hard work is worth it, not only because of the achievement itself, but also because of the sense of pride and confidence that comes with the achievement. Mrs. Talbot’s dedication to hard work transfers to the choristers. She teaches them to see the value in pursuing difficult tasks that elevate their achievement level. Having high expectations for hard work and excellence encourages the choristers to develop the self-discipline necessary to achieve those goals. It gives the choristers a sense of pride in accomplishing difficult tasks, although in the moment it may be frustrating to them: Ciafara: In order to have our group excellence and stuff, we have to be in place all the time which is also really annoying because it’s not like any other group anywhere, because we have to be on cue pretty much all the time, but that’s kind of cool ‘cause... Mia: It makes us unique! All: Yeah! (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). The choristers often describe the choir environment as strict, but they are quick to claim this as an asset to the organization: “[Mrs. Talbot] is strict, which is good, because it makes you...she tells you what notes you ’re missing. She tells you you ’re singing too heavy" (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). The choristers continue that, Nova: Well [I think] that the only way that Mrs. Talbot gets us to where we are is that Mrs. Talbot is so strict. At school they can't nail you on things because they would call that, well, basically, embarrassment, and then the parents would call 179 them up, but since we signed up for this and tried out for it she has every right to get on us and tell us, "You know you're doing this wrong you need to fix it" and that really helps our choir. Ciafara: And a lot of people can't even deal with that. I know we lost like three people at the beginning of this year after like two rehearsals. (Two or three participants): Yeah. Jade: I think it was a little bit more. Ciafara: And I'm like, where'd they go? Yeah, they just can't deal with it. You just have to know that it's not personal. (Two or three choristers together): Yeah (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8,2007) Christine agrees that the rehearsal environment is strict, but qualifies this by stating that the high expectations for behavior, attitude, and self-discipline create an environment in which the choristers excel: I would say I think it's pretty strict, but it became a thing that we all _klr_e_w_, so it's not like she had to constantly enforce it at every rehearsal. The environment was very conducive to working and getting things done (Interview, Christine, February 12,2008) Nova also agrees with Christine that the choir environment is strict, but she also defends Mrs. Talbot’s role in it: The strict thing is true, but that 's for a reason. There’s always reasons to Mrs. Talbot ’s answers and actions and definitely the way Mrs. Talbot thinks. There 's always reasons. She 's strict...because she wants this chair to be perfect--actually 180 higher than perfect--because we have two Grammy-Award winning trophies that we have to step up to, and on top of it, this is big! I mean, everybody probably knows us if they ’re into choir music (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Because of Mrs. Talbot’s consistent and clear expectations, the NCC Choir rehearsals are well-organized, calm, and productive. Rehearsal flows smoothly under Mrs. Talbot’s choral expertise as she quickly diagnoses and addresses musical problems. As she conducts, she seems keenly aware of not only how the singers are singing, but also how they are sitting, breathing, and even thinking. When she senses waning energy or commitment in any aspect of participation, she addresses it immediately. The feeling in the rehearsal is that Mrs. Talbot sees and knows everything that is happening, even if that is not necessarily the case. This puts the choristers on alert, and they are generally on their best behavior. Speaking to the feelings of the choristers under Mrs. Talbot’s watchful eye, Christine comments, If anything, it [Mrs Talbot 's watchfulness] just keeps your posture good through the rehearsal, or makes you not want to forget your music or makes you not want to be late because you're worried about her reaction to it. But at the same time, we all were coming back year after year, so it's not like we were really threatened by it, it just kept us on our toes (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). A decreasing level of self-discipline in society in general concerns Mrs. Talbot. She perceives that there is a marked decrease in the amount of work that individuals are willing to undertake to achieve musical excellence. She calls this the “American Idol Cultures” Having attended with my children many solo and ensemble festivals for band and 181 orchestra, they don 't come out saying "Boy was that fun! " They come out saying, "Wow, this judge was this, " or "We did that, ” or "How do you feel you did on the Bach? ” I think it's a singing thing...so closely allied with entertainment. I think it's partly the American Idol culture...: “Anybody can sing. You do not have to work hard to make a good tone. ” Whereas on an instrument, you have to have some level of expertise to not squawk or quack or screech. Most people can open their mouth and quite a pleasant tone comes out, so they settle for that being enough (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot teaches the choristers that they can and should expect high levels of achievement from themselves. The way in which Mrs. Talbot teaches this is discussed in depth at a later point. Choir offers a unique type of challenge in the kind of physical and mental self- discipline that is expected. Mia’s father, a member of the choir’s governing board, summarizes the choir’s emphasis on individual self-discipline as a kind of “sink or swim” situation. In order to be successful in the choir, choir members must develop self- discipline. Mia’s parents believe that developing the self-discipline necessary to succeed in the choir is possible, but that everyone may not want to take on this kind of challenge. I think there's some kids that probably don't last real long because they're probably not looking for that kind of discipline, but I also think... I 'd be therefor bits of rehearsal in the Intermediate Choir and you really see kids mature if you watch them over the years. And in the Intermediate Choir some kids, especially Mia 's first year, are kind of squirrelly and seemed like they were always kind of needing to be corrected, and over time they really do mature (Interview, Mia’s 182 Mother, January 19, 2008). To this observation, Mia’s father adds, I believe the longer they ’re with the choir, they [the choristers] M92 the personality that allows them to stgy longer with the chair. I believe that the people that come in straight into the choir NCC, for the first year they haven 't had the training of the Intermediate Choir discipline even when there’s been other instructors besides Mrs. Talbot, then they 're expecting more of a performing choir without the discipline and either they a_da_gt, or they move on. And you get the turnover. I 'm on the parent support group board and there ’s always the agony of turnover because we would like larger choir. Mrs. Talbot definitely yearns for the days when there were 75 people in the choir instead of 55 people, but with the discipline, but with the many things going on, with the inflexibility because she wants to keep the high standards, you lgsg people because they 've got other things also so that they 've got to choose. It's always a challenge (Interview, Mia’s Father, January 19, 2008). Choir deve10ps both physical and mental discipline in the choristers. Choristers must develop physical and mental stamina to work through long rehearsals and to stay focused. The choir environment is strict, but the choristers explain that it is conducive to developing these skills and to creating the choral excellence that the choristers appreciate. Developing self-discipline is essential to the choristers’ success in the ensemble, as Mia’s father points out; choristers “adapt or they move on.” Interpersonal Skills The choir consists of singers of a variety of ages (approximately 10-17 years old). 183 The age difference among individuals gives the choir members an opportunity to stretch their comfort zones by interacting with choristers who they probably would not associate with otherwise. Ciafara appreciates this opportunity: Chair is really diverse. Everyone's dijferent. So it helps me reach out to other people and stufi” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). One of the benefits in “reaching out” is that new members of the choir feel welcomed and supported, and choir fiiendships are created and maintained. when I started [chair], I was like, ...kind of in my own group. And now when I see new people there all alone for their first year, I 'm like, "Yeah, hang out with us! " Okay! It helps me make stronger bonds and stuff and reach out to people more (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). These “stronger bonds” increase through the proactive, thoughtful, “reaching out” actions of many of the choristers. For example, several choir members, including Nova, greet the choristers with hugs as they arrive for rehearsal. Nova is one of the obvious ringleaders in spreading cheer throughout the rehearsal room. These greeters go out of their way to acknowledge the presence and value of the choristers. They are unofficial, self-appointed NCC friendship ambassadors. Nova feels that this is not only her role in the choir, but also something at which she is successfirl. MM: What things in choir are you good at? Nova: I’m the meet and greet! I love to make everyone smile, make them feel good. Definitely making them feel like they’re welcome and they always have a friend and they can always go talk to them (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). In addition to learning to work and support each other, the singers develop interpersonal skills as they work with the conductor: 184 Men I went to the choir, it taught me a lot of social things and it kind of made me a better person, I guess, because there 's such a variety of people. Now I know how to deal with teachers and old people I guess. Not old people, I guess, but like middle-aged adults (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). Ciafara attributes her ability to “deal with teachers” to her children’s choir experience. One interpersonal skill that she may be attributing to her participation in choir is looking for intentions behind actions and focusing on those positive intentions despite the temptation to criticize others for their shortcomings. I think I ’m better at dealing with people in a way, because we ’re...in a really strict environment and she [Mrs Talbot] kind of just tells you stufir and you just incorporate them in what you ’re singing and stufi: and it can be mean, but that just shows you that you can ’t hold a grudge against someone because they ’re trying to make you better. A lot of people would be like, “Hey, I was doing this right ” when they say that to you, but you just gotta be like (snapping her fingers) “Whatever. If it ’s gonna make me better” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). Nova explains a similar yet even more forgiving approach that she takes in her interactions with others: I live by the rule, “Forgive and forget and move on. " And last night, [Mrs Talbot] did hurt my feelings. But you know what, I live by that rule. I stick to that rule. She does it for a reason, and I '11 take that to learn from my mistakes (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). 185 Mrs. Talbot has a high standard for the choristers’ behavior towards others. Mrs. Talbot expects the choristers to be polite and respectful of others. When in public, the choristers demonstrate that they take her behavioral expectations seriously, as Mrs. Talbot describes, I lel tell you that they 're more polite than other children and they are told that they are more polite. I mean, here we are in Washington, DC at this big building that used to be a post ofiice, and the entire main floor is nothing but fast food restaurants. And MM of the people who worked there told diflerent people of our parents--our chaperones-- ‘cause everyone was wearing the same shirts. ”But these green shirt guys, we 've never seen kids come in here like that. They 're polite, they don ’t yell, there's no running, they take what's on their table and they clean it up. Where are you from? " And so in that way I believe that they are different at least as a group. Now individually if that spills over into their private life that would be very exciting. At least they know what appropriate behavior is. I 'll be at the Steiner Center (name has been changed) [for] school performances during the day (subsidized performances of various musical events for local school children) and the noise is so loud in that echoing hallway and the teachers don ’t say a thing. Kids are yelling at the top of their lungs and running in and running up the steps. This would never happen as a member of my choir. We are to be seen both on and off stage as creating a culture of improvement and beauty. (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). In rehearsal the choristers seem to instinctively know how to behave. Mrs. Talbot does not give them explicit instructions for every respectful behavior that they exhibit. As 186 an observer, I was curious about to the extent to which Mrs. Talbot intervened to create these behavioral expectations. MM: Do you have to talk to [the choristers] about [respect for others], or do they just get that from knowing you? MrsTalbot: No, we talk about it. Oh we t_al_k about it. And they have to be reminded. If we’re standing out here and taking roll in the hallway before boarding a bus I'll say, "Kids, you're standing in the corridor. People need to get by. Let's have some consideration for others." It's always reminding them to be a good citizen. I was thinking of one time I was in the 4-H Gardens. .and there were a bunch of elementary kids there blocking every walkway there was and the teachers never said a word. So I really believe that these kids are experiencing a different kind of education which teaches them about morays and values and considerate behavior towards each other and behavior that hopefully improves the culture around them (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Choir develops the choristers’ interpersonal skills in many ways. Choristers reach out to students not of their own age for fiiendship. They have the opportunity to cultivate an attitude of forgiveness and understanding in the way that they treat others. They learn lessons in showing respect and being polite. In essence, their interpersonal skills mature in important ways through their experiences in choir. Confidence One benefit that emerged as the choristers discussed their improved interpersonal skills is increased self-confidence. Participants credit children’s choir with improving their confidence in a variety of musical and extrarnusical activities. According to 187 Ciafara’s mother, choir improves Ciafara’s confidence in front of others, as well as in her schoolwork: She feels very confident standing in front of people and doing something. It ’s manifested in her schoolwork, in the way she can perform in front of teachers and fellow classmates, so her confidence, her sense of responsibility, and certainly the art of it has been...so...wonderfitl (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008) The choristers’ confidence in school and church musical activities increases due to choir participation, as both Ciafara’s mother and Mia’s father (Dad) attest: ...she '3 going to be in the chorus for the Spring musical and so she ’s going to be singing with a whole bunch of kids that she ’s not used to singing with, so she ’11 feel comfortable doing that because she knows how to sing. And so I think that from the perspective of confidence-building and team-building and those kinds of things that she ’s learned some really great skills (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Dad: Mia sings in our church sometimes and co-leads worship and that’s been a very good experience for her. And that also is from the exposure from choir. MM: It gave her the confidence to do that? Dad: Confidence and ability (Interview, Mia’s Father, January 19, 2008). Leadership Well, I think children 's choir was a time--as I became a veteran and one of the older members in the choir--that I could really be a mentor to the younger kids 188 and be a leader and set a good example and stufif so I think that I don 't know if it started but it least it developed my leadership skills in that kind of way, because when I was a young kid in the chair, I thought the older kids were just so cool and they were in high school and all of that, so I knew the kids really looked up to the older kids and I liked filling that role a lot. Now I do quite a few activities that have leadership roles in them and I think that just interacting in the choir, trying to be nice to everybody, and all that kind of thing helped develop those skills (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Choir provides opportunities for the choristers to learn “life lessons” in leadership. This occurs both formally and informally. Choristers have the opportunity to mentor in a more formal way by volunteering to work in the Intermediate or Preparatory Choirs as official mentors. Charlie currently works as a mentor in the Preparatory Choir, as both Mia and Ciafara have in the past. In Christine’s comment above, she describes an informal kind of leadership in which she looked for ways to help the younger choristers. Mia also participates in this kind of informal leadership, partly out of concern for the choristers, and partly to continue the cycle of leadership that helped her so much when she was new to the choir. Mia: I feel that if new kids don’t know where they are in the music, if it’s a really... Ingrid: Hard song? Mia: Yeah, like “Beside Still Waters.” I remember my first year, doing “Beside Still Waters.” I was so confused I didn’t even try to sing it. Ingrid: I was really lost on “Si Vivon” 189 Ciafara: Really? Ingrid: I couldn’t really follow it, it was going so fast. Mia: I just think back to when I was new and I remembered how hard it was for me to keep track and how nice the kids were because Elizabeth was my buddy. . . So I just remember, so if the kids in front of me are lost or I see kids that are lost, I just help them and Mrs. Talbot usually knows what I’m doing and lets me sit there and help them. Jade: You help them with notes? Mia: Yeah, and where they are and all that stuff (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007). Awareness of Choir Influence on Self-Concept The participants share that choir participation affects their self-concepts in many different ways. This chapter has explored many of these “life lessons,” including commitment, mental and behavioral self-discipline, interpersonal skills, confidence, and leadership. Despite their comments about these aspects of their lives, when directly asked about how choir affects them, some of the choristers seem unaware of any changes in themselves: MM: Talk to me more about how choir has affected who you are. Has it changed you in any ways? Ingrid: Not really. Charlie: I think it taught me to love music a little more. I just love when I hear a beautiful violin piece. I’m just like, “Oh, this is so pretty!” (Pause). I think I loved music a lot more than I did. I can’t quite remember though. 190 Ciafara: It hasn’t changed me really. It’s just an extracurricular activity. (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). A follow-up interview reveals deeper insights into Ciafara’s statement that choir was only an “extracurricular activity.” In the following interview transcript, Ciafara backs away from her earlier remark and attempts to put her earlier comments into a different context. MM: In our earlier interviews you said that you didn't think that being in the choir had changed you much at all. Do you mean that? Ciafara: Like I said that saying about being outgoing, but it hasn't really changed my whole life, and how I think. MM: You said that [choir is] more like just an extracurricular activity. Ciafara: That's being kind of harsh. I mean, it is an extra curricular activity, but it's more than that. But it's not like my life. MM: But for some people it is, right? Ciafara: Yeah, like Michelle Hendricks. I do love it a lot, and I'm glad I’ve done it, but it's not what makes me who I am. And that's what's kind of hard about the choir, too. It has to be sort of who you are, because it's a huge commitment every week, sometimes a lot of times every week. For some people, they love coming to rehearsals, and I’m like, "Whatever" (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Ciafara speaks with determination as she explains how she is different from the people that “love coming to rehearsals.” Her independent streak flairs as she affirms that she is “. . .like, ‘Whatever.”’ Ciafara’s mother (Mom) provides a different perspective on Ciafara’s comments, indicating that perhaps Ciafara is not conscious of the many ways that choir has had a strong impact on her. 191 MM: So how do you think that choir has influenced Ciafara? Mom: Oh, I think it’s influenced her in a multitude of ways. MM: When I asked Ciafara the same question, she said that choir hadn’t really changed her that much. Mom: Right. And that’s probably—from a fourteen-year old—a good answer because she thinks of it as part of her life: “There’s no change, this is just part of what I do. I brush my teeth, I go to choir...” MM: So it’s shaping her unconsciously? Mom: I think so, I think so. I think that she would be a very different person without choir (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Ciafara states that choir does not define her personality, but choir nevertheless affects it, perhaps much more than Ciafara realizes. Ciafara’s mother is convinced that choir has an impact on Ciafara’s levels of responsibility, dedication, confidence, her sense of teamwork, and who she is as a person. Mia’s mother agrees that choir has an impact on the participants: “[Mia ’s] learned a great deal. As a person, I ’ve seen her grow a great deal. And I think a lot of it is chair" (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008) This section identifies many of the ways in which choir influences the choristers’ self-concept, although the choristers may not necessarily be aware of this influence. Participation in the choir enhances the chorister’s self concept in five areas: 1. Commitment, 2. Self-Discipline, 3. Interpersonal Skills, 4. Confidence, and 5. Leadership. Another aspect of personal identity that choir affects is that of self-esteem. 192 Self-Esteem Participating in the Northridge Children’s Choir enhances the choristers’ self- esteem in several ways. Results of this study compliment a growing body of research that indicates that participation in arts activities improves participants’ self-esteem (Adams, 1988; Bragg, 1980; Costa-Giomi, 2004; Jenlik, 1993; McKeon, 1988; Trusty & Olivia, 1994). This study specifically contributes to an understanding of factors influencing self- esteem from the perspective of participation in community music. Factors related to choir participation that appear to have the most influence on enhancing self-esteem include: mentoring, choir achievements, and choir fiiendships. Other influences on the choristers’ self-esteem include vocal part assignment and being a “teacher’s pet” or “favorite.” Choir fiiendships are of particular salience to developing the choristers’ self- esteern. The choristers fiequently discuss choir fiiendships in terms of comparisons between the school social environment and the choir social environment. Choristers report that the lack of cliques, labeling, and peer judgment in the children’s choir provides them with a safe place in which they are accepted for who they are. This freedom and security enhances the choristers’ self-esteem. Mentoring and Chair Achievements Nova, Charlie, and Ciafara each have formal experience mentoring choristers in the Intermediate and Preparatory Choirs. And as discussed earlier, the choristers--Mia in particular--fi'equently engage in informal mentoring of the younger choristers in the NCC. As Nova explains below, mentoring benefits both the giver and receiver in positive ways: 193 When you help someone when they’re not getting a part right, it just makes you feel so good and it makes them feel good too because they understand the part and the other person feels good because they helped them understand the part, so we do the buddy-buddy system as, “I help you, you help me, we ’11 be a big old happy family!” (Sing-songy tone of voice) (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Nova explains that when the choristers achieve difficult tasks in choir, they feel a sense of accomplishment in their work. Nova considers singing the alto part as a difficult task, and she is proud of herself for learning how to sing it: “Actually, I do like harmonies because you get to sing the part that nobody hears, the part that is harder to get to know, and after you accomplish it, you feel wonderful” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). To Nova’s comments, Ciafara and Ingrid add that, Ciafara: ...it just feels good when you're singing. The feeling of it feels like... Ingrid: You've accomplished something (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007) The Social Environment: School Versus Children ’3 Chair The prevalence of comparisons between the social environment at school and at children’s choir emerged as a major theme of this study. In every interview for this study, the choristers make frequent and usually unsolicited comparisons between choir and school experiences (i.e., school choir, school band, school in general), and between their choir fi'iends and school fiiends. This finding supports social psychology research about the importance of social comparisons in individual identity development. Social identity theory (Tajfel, 1981) explains that an individual’s social identity is clarified through social comparisons between ingroups and outgroups. In their comparisons, the choristers 194 most often describe children’s choir as the more positive of the two groups; children’s choir is tacitly labeled the “ingroup,” while school groups are the “outgroup.” Abrams (1992) suggests that the individual’s desire for “positive self-evaluation” leads individuals to make these kinds of distinctions between groups, and to label the ingroup as somehow different and also better than the outgroup (Abrams, 1992, p. 59). “By comparing the in-group and an out- group, in—group members should be able to portray their group more positively, or as somehow ‘better off' than the out—group” (Tarrant, North, & Hargreaves, 2002, p. 137). Tajfel (1978) and Abrams and Hogg (1988) add that these kinds of comparisons help individuals develop a positive identity and a higher self- esteem. Results of this study confirm that the participants use comparisons to achieve these purposes. The choristers’ views on the differences between school ensembles and the children’s choir show little understanding of the different types of challenges faced by public and private music teachers. For example, public school ensembles are often non- auditioned, in contrast to the children’s choir, which is by audition and invitation only. Because of this, the children’s choir may produce a musical product that is more in tune, and in which the voices are more equally blended. Also, public school choirs often do not have the same level of parental support as the children’s choir does Most school choirs do not require students to rehearse outside of choir, but the NCC does. This kind of out- of-rehearsal work can only be successful on such a wide-spread basis with a solid foundation of parental support. The choristers in this study do not seem to acknowledge many of the inherent differences between school and private music ensembles, and tend to give the private music ensemble a blanket endorsement. 195 One theme that emerges in the chorister’s comparison of school and children’s choir is the differences in how the choristers are treated in each social environment. According to the choristers, choir is different fiom school because there are no cliques, the choristers are not stereotyped or labeled, and who they are is more readily accepted and valued at children’s choir than at school. The use of the word “different” saturates the following interview excerpt, as it does in many other parts of the interview. Nova: The best thing about this choir is that nobody is equaled out. You know how you go to a regular school choir or regular band and people are talking stuff about you, like what you wear, and in this choir, you’re going into a new world. There’s nothing there. You carmot diss someone... Ingrid: Except when Sara was in the choir. Nova: Oh well. You just can’t diss them. This choir brings a whole bunch of pe0ple from a bunch of different places and ends up saying, hey, you guys may be different personalities, different looks and everything, but you all are the same, created equal. And that’s probably what brings our choir together. Mia: And we realize that. I think the main thing is that we all have different personalities, we all are just different, but we realize that we are different, and we accept that, and I think that’s how we become so nice to each other. We accept that we’re all different. Where at school, if you’re different, you’re usually not accepted. Ingrid: “Ew. . .different person. Yuck!” Nova: They put you in groups... Unknown: Cliques! 196 Nova: ...like “popular,” “geek,” “dork,” “band,” “choir,” “nerds,” “jocks,” Ciafara: Not in high school! Nova: ...they put you in whole bunch of different groups and you’re labeled for whatever you do. Like I’m a choir person. All my fiiends are band, besides my choir friends which are in the NCC. Ingrid: Woo-hoo! (Laughter) Hallelujah! Nova: But that’s the best thing about this choir, is because there is no groups. We’re all just one big happy family group. Ingrid: We’re all in this together (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). The choristers’ comments illustrate that at school, being “different” is not acceptable. Uniformity and conformity are the most desirable characteristics. In children’s choir, the opposite is true. Choristers’ uniqueness is noticed yet is also wholeheartedly accepted. Being “different” is good in children’s choir. Ciafara: I think we’re all different. Ingrid: I think that’s what makes us great. Ciafara: And I think that’s what makes us cool. Like, our expression. On stage we’re all supposed to be the same, but in rehearsals we’re all different. Mia: We all have different personalities. That’s what makes us cool is because we all have our own personalities and they all come together. Ciafara: . . . . A broad thing we all have is that we’re all nice, we all have a good understanding of music (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Because of the acceptance they find there, many of the choristers refer to choir as a “safe” place. It is safe from the cruelty of middle school girls, as defined by Mia: 197 “Middle school girls can get really nasty, like they want to feel better than you and so they know exactly how to do it” (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). The following comment previously illustrated Mia’s motivation to continue in the choir, but it also illustrates Mia’s emphasis on contrasting the social environment in school and at choir: “Last year I loved choir. It was a place that I could just go to and nobody would tease me because last year was a really bad year at school and I felt that chair was a really safe place for me, but this year it's a really good year and I feel like I have a ton of fiiends and I 'm like... I have my place in every group, including the popular group” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Mia, December 15, 2007). Mia’s mother continues the comparison between school and choir fiiends, adding that, Choir 's been a gm group of friends, because last year was Ml}! a hard year at school and Mia felt so many times like she had @fiiends there and then she ’d go to choir and she would come home .& happy. She ’d been with her good friends. (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot confirms the choristers’ sentiments: One of the neat things is that these kids feel safe here. I mean no one makes fun of anyone else. No one. They really feel safe and they talk about it: ”In school, this doesn't happen. " They go out in the hallways -- you know what junior high is like --it can be brutal (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Choir is a place where the choristers feel protected from the peer judgments at school, and it is also a place where they can express their talent with confidence: MM: How true is this statement: “Choir makes me feel safe.” Ciafara: Veg. 198 Nova: Very, very, very safe. Especially mi; choir, the NCC. Going back to regular school, you don’t feel safe. You don’t feel that you can let your voice out and share it with a bunch of people. Ciafara: Well sometimes you do. Nova: Well, yeah, but that’s if you’re more experienced. I mean, there’s kids out there that aren’t even in this choir and they’re really shy and quiet, and it’s like, “ug!” (groaning in disgust) (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). As described earlier in this chapter, one of the choristers’ primary motivations for participating in the children’s choir is associating with their choir friends. When the choristers talk about how much their choir fiiends mean to them, their body language changes; they sit up taller, there is more sparkle in their eyes, their speaking pace increases, and they become more confident as they speak. Although they do not specifically comment on the effect that choir fiiendships have on their self-esteem, there is an unmistakable sense when talking with the choristers that choir fiiends make them feel better about themselves. Watching the choristers interact before and after choir confirms this observation. As the choristers smile and greet each other, their countenances brighten. They practically glow as they bask in the warmth of their fiiends’ smiles and compliments. As the choristers contrast their choir friendships with their fiiendships at school, one theme that emerges is their desire for their school fiiends to support and understand their children’s choir experiences. Some school fiiends are supportive of choir involvement, as with Nova’s fiiends: Well, it 's definitely aflected ...my friends relationships at school, because they 199 always want to hang out and they go, “Hey, you wanna go to the movies, ” and it ’s like, “No, I ’m doing choir. ” And they go, "Oh. ” But all my friends are also supportive about it because they want me to succeed also (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Other fiiends are not as understanding: I think it's kind of I don 't know how to describe it. [Choir is] not really necessarily bad for my friendships, but I think they think that it's dumb that I 'm in a children 's choir. Somebody asked me the other day, "You're in a children's choir? ” They don 't understand that it ’5 advanced, kind of. They don 't really support it and it doesn't really hurt my feelings but I can 't talk to them about it because I don ’t really care (Interview, Focus Group #2, Jade, December 15, 2007) In a related investigation of the motivation and learning styles of adults in a community band, Kruse (2007) found that the ensemble members participate in ingroup/outgroup comparison processes similar to those of the participants in this study. Participants in Kruse’s study also stated frustration with non-members uninformed perspective on the ensemble. Most of the choristers report that their friends have limited understanding of the children’s choir: MM: So we have three or four minutes left. Is there anything we should talk about that we didn't? Unknown: These meetings are fun. MM: A question I should've asked? Ingrid: Ciafara should have one. 200 Ciafara: I know! I should! I know I have some. Hold up. (Someone starts singing the “Jeopardy” theme). Oh yeah, I have one. I just want to talk about how much I wish that people knew what the choir was like. It's really fiustrating when they don't understand how hard it is, because I feel really cool ‘cause we do hard stuff, but nobody really knows that. Ingrid: Not many pe0ple recognize that. Ciafara: I wish that people would be like, ”My gosh, you’re in the NCC? That’s so cool!". .. Ingrid: Yeah. Ciafara: ...but they're just like, "A choir. . .okay." Mia: Sometimes I'm like, "Oh, we're singing like seven parts!" and they're like, “Cool. Anything else new?” They don't really care, like Jade said. They don't really care and it's kind of fi'ustrating when they don't care because it's a really, really good experience and it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience and nobody knows about it and it's frustrating. (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). In the excerpt above, the word “frustrated” frequently appears. This term accurately describes the choristers’ moods as they talk about being understood by their choir fiiends: But along with what Jade said, school people don 't understand the chair at all. They think it's just like the school choir. Last year, I was like, "Transmigration! T ransmigration! (A challenging choral piece that the chair was working on) " and all our friends were like, "Transmigration? IWzat's that?" (Said in a bewildered and slightly judgmental tone of voice) (Everyone laughs). And you’re like, "It's 201 really hard! " And they 're like, "Yeah, whatever. " So they don 't really understand that unless they 've been in the choir (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). Mia also shares that her fiiends do not seem to understand her experience or the differences between children’s choir and other choirs: MM: Are your friends supportive of [choir]? Mia: (Laughs) They don’t really. . .what’s fi'ustrating is that they don’t really know what it means to stand for four hours and be singing. You’re like, “Oh, I had to stand for four hours and it was really tiring” and they’re like, “Yep. It M have been t_h_aL tiring. You’re just gm.” They don’t get that it’s actually really, really tiring, except one guy. He acted like it was really tiring and everything. MM: Do they understand what the choir is? Mia: No. (Laughing). No. They just think it’s a choir that you go to, like a church choir pretty much (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). In this section, The Social Environment: School Versus Children 's Choir, choristers discuss the ways in which participating in the children’s choir has a positive effect on their self-esteem. They describe how in children’s choir, being different is good. In children’s choir, they are accepted for who they are, as Opposed to school where they ‘ are labeled and negatively judged by their peers. Choir is a safe place where they feel supported by their choir peers. They express fi'ustration that their school friends and others often do not understand, appreciate, or support their choir involvement. Other 202 factors that affect how the choristers feel about themselves include vocal part assignments and being labeled a “favorite” of Mrs. Talbot by their choir peers. Vocal Part Assignments In addition to mentoring, choir achievements, and the choir social environment, self-esteem seems tied in some degree to the choristers’ vocal part assignments. Some choristers enjoy singing high so much that it is personally devastating when Mrs. Talbot re-assigns parts, as Charlie discovers for himself. Charlie: ...I just love it when I sing high. I just love singing soprano. And I know last year I was in the second row second to the end and well I was singing and it was in "No Time"... Unknown: (Gasp) Oh, I love that song! Charlie: It was in rehearsal and, and she told me to not sing a part because it wasn't that great (tears well up and it becomes difficult for him to speak) and the next thing I couldn't even sing it because I was like (stops talking because he is so emotional) (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Other singers also feel that singing high is a special experience, but they read more into part assignments than Charlie does, creating an additional layer of anxiety for themselves. Jade’s comments point to a pervading feeling that singing first soprano is a privilege based on more than vocal ability: Jade: I used to get really upset, and [Mrs Talbot] tells us not to be upset over this. (Pause). I’d get really upset when she would not let us sing a part because only a few of the sopranos could get that high. It used to make me so mad because it made me feel like I wasn’t worthy. 203 Ciafara: Because we gag get that high. . . . Jade: No, Ireally could. Ciafara: Yeah, I know! I can too, and she makes me sing alto. . .(Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). The fact that Jade felt “unworthy” to sing soprano is telling. She did not describe her lack of abilities as preventing her from singing soprano. Rather, her comment about Mrs. Talbot “not letting us sing a part” points to an underlying belief that Mrs. Talbot somehow chooses favorites, and that the only “true” requirement for being assigned to sing a part should be the ability to “sing that high.” The choristers seem especially sensitive to issues of fairness in part assignments. They notice that Mrs. Talbot usually assigns the back row of sopranos to sing descants and other “special” parts. This action is cause for concern among several of the choir members. Jade: Can I say something that I don't like? . . . I don't like last year how she would just assume if the choir wasn't getting something she would just say "Back row take it" even if she hadn't had them sing, she's just like, "Okay back row, take it." It made me mad. (Lots of talking over each other). Ciafara: It's kind of cool for the back row because I'm always in the back row. Jade: But I wasn't last year and it made me feel bad. Ciafara: I know, and there are really good singers in the front row (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Favoritism The choristers immediately label Mrs. Talbot’s actions in both the previous and following excerpts as unfair, and blatant favoritism: 204 Mia: ...last year we were all so mad at the last row of sopranos. They got to do evg_ry_tl_ring. Evefling Jade: Yeah, I was so mad. Mia: I was in the second row and [that’s] just this row that just gets on her nerves and so she really just doesn't let them do anything. Ciafara: Yeah, it's not fair. Mia: It's just that she chooses favorites sometimes. Ciafara: Yeah. Mia: And when that favoring gets to the person's head they can get really, like "Oh, I know everything that there is to know about choir. " Ingrid: They get really big headed (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007) Ciafara succinctly summarizes the prevailing feeling on choir favorites: “Favorites aren ’t okay” (Interview, Focus Group #I , Ciafara, December 8, 2007). Instead of feeling honored, the choristers are embarrassed when they are singled out for special attention. Most want to avoid the very appearance of being a favorite, as Mia describes: When I did voice placement [auditions], [Mrs Talbot] said, “Oh my gosh, your voice has gotten so much bigger over the years, " and she remembered that, and so now she ’s saying, “Sit next to her, ” or “Do this, ” or “You get this part, ” and stuff and so I 've been being used more, if I can say that. She ’3 been using me as, “This is how I want you to sing. " I ’m not exactly sure if I like that, because I don ’t want people to think of me as a favorite or a really good singer. I mean, I want people to think I ’m a really good singer (laughter), but I don 't want people 205 to think I ’m like the back row (Interview, Focus Group #1, Mia, December 8, 2007) While the older female choristers denounce favoritism and being “teacher’s pet,” 12-year old Charlie actively seeks and seems to need Mrs. Talbot’s approval: Charlie: Well I think sometimes you kind of want to be a teacher’s pet because you’re in the second or first row and you feel like you’re the only one carrying the row. I feel like I’m the only one carrying the second row because I’m the oldest one in the second row. . .because most of the people in the second row are new kids and (becoming so emotional he can not continue speaking)... MM: It’s a lot of responsibility. Charlie: Yeah (regaining his composure). I’m like, “Come on I’m carrying them.” MM: You want to be recognized for that. Charlie: Yeah, I kind of want to be (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8,2007) The choristers’ lack of understanding on issues that affect part assignments, such as vocal timbre, vocal strength, confidence, experience, and Mrs. Talbot’s ability to remember the sound and strengths of individual voices, leaves the choristers with little more than favoritism for a reason why Mrs. Talbot assigns certain parts to each chorister. It is not surprising then, that with such limited understanding, they may take their vocal part assignment more personally than they probably should. Several choristers commented that singing “high” was a privilege or was special, and that singing alto was 206 somehow for the less talented or for those who did not have beautiful enough voices to sing the soprano part. The choristers’ comments about vocal part assignments and favoritism suggest an underlying theme of fairness. Choristers are acutely aware of any decisions that seem unfair, and they tend to jump to the conclusion that decisions are made on subjective rather than objective basis, only increasing their perception that the conductor’s decisions are unfair. Although the choristers struggle at times with feeling inadequate or fi'ustrated because of their part assignment, choir provides them with many self-esteem-enhancing opportunities. This section has described the ways in which the choristers’ self-esteem increases through mentoring, participating in choir activities, and mingling with choir fiiends in an environment that is free from the typically critical peer judgnent that they experience in the school environment. Self-Efficacy In the following story comparing children’s choir to summer camp, Ciafara describes how choir builds confidence in her abilities: I go to a camp in the summer and I do this camping trip and I take like a week or two and we go camping in the Canadian wilderness as part of this camp and while you 're doing it you ’re kind of like, "Ew! " I don 't want to wake up at five in the morning and paddle a canoe all day, but after I was done I was like, "Wow! " I can 't believe I did that and so I think that's how it's going to be for chair. I 'm going to look back and listen to the recordings and show them to my kids and stufl 207 and they'll be like, "Cool! "And I 'll be like, "Yeah!" (Interview, Ciafara, January 17,2008) Similar to enduring (and eventually enjoying!) a long summer camping trip, choir enhances the choristers’ self-efficacy by providing them with challenging yet attainable goals. Ciafara’s comment illustrates the fact that choir poses difficult challenges for her, and also that she has the skills necessary to overcome these challenges. Mrs. Talbot describes the efiect that overcoming challenges has on the choristers: . I think the most fim thing to experience is when our singers feel challenged, but work through it. We have a chorister. . . . who is one of our ms; committed students right now. I mean, she is & excited to be here. It's giving Mg to who she is...who she is intellectually. That through being here, and working through problems that she thought were too challenging, she has a better sense of self She believes in herself: “I _Cfl do this " (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). One common challenge the choristers face in choir is learning challenging new repertoire. Mrs. Talbot expects the choristers to do much of the note-learning on their own time, and provides them with practice CDs to help them accomplish this task. In rehearsal, it is common for Mrs. Talbot to notice a problem with notes and simply tell the choristers to correct it by the next rehearsal by listening to the practice CD. By placing much of the note-learning responsibilities on the choristers, more rehearsal time is spent on issues such as tone, placement, and phrase-shaping. Mrs. Talbot describes how pleased she is when choristers rise to the occasion and have faith in their ability to master difficult new music. On Saturday we started all new music—-three in Korean, and German for the Bach 208 St. Matthew Passion--but the Korean was difficult and we were going through the notes and one of the things I do is give them constant feedback about how wonderful they are. I say, "Do you guys realize that not one kid stood and swung their hip out in the junior high stance or curled their lip or rolled their eyes. ” I said, “You guys were just laughing! Just laughing (laughing) saying ‘Boy is this hard! And they 're laughing with each other. And instead of them saying “flgh! What time is it? ” They're sitting there helping each other and laughing and carrying on in the way that says, ”We love to learn. " Plus, that they see again that part of the fun is the challenge (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). The choristers cherish challenging repertoire, as is overwhelmingly evident in the interview excerpt below. They are also frustrated because this year’s choir includes many young, inexperienced choristers and they suspect that the repertoire selection reflects this lack of experience: Ciafara: We sang songs that were so easy this year. I'm like, "Come on, we need a challenge." Ingrid: I think it's because of the little kids. Ciafara: Last year--“Transmigration of Souls”--s_o_ excited to go to choir because I got to learn new songs and stuff and it was really hard and stuff. Ingrid: And “No Time.” Yeah, I feel like the challenging songs, she’s put in a storage box in the closet and she’s just waiting until the little kids are more experienced, since half the choir is little kids, or more than half maybe. So I feel like she’s not trying to challenge us as more. Mia: Because what she said. The kids aren’t very experienced yet (Interview, 209 Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Their comments illustrate the choristers’ high self-efficacy regarding their ability to master difficult music. They crave a challenge. Reflecting back on the previous year during which they premiered a challenging 4-part work with the Detroit Symphony Orchestra (John Adarns’ “On The T ransmigration of Souls ") and sang a variety of other difficult literature, including a piece called “No Time” that splits into at least seven parts, they are disappointed with the difficulty level of this year’s repertoire. I think Mrs. Talbot has us sing some childish songs. And I ’m not saying I don ’t like them. I kind-of liked the “Duck and the Kangaroo . . . I think she has us sing stufl' like that more this year because there ’s a lot more little kids and she just thinks that the audience would just Lo_ve it to see little kids singing those songs, but don ’t you think it would be so much cooler if they saw little kids singing really complicated songs and they actually g_o_t it? (Interview, Focus Group #2, Jade, December 15, 2007). Ciafara and Mia agree with Jade’s comments and again reveal their desire to tackle challenging repertoire: Ciafara: It’s kind of weird to see freshmen and eighth graders and juniors and stuff to be singing animal songs. I know that the little kids look adorable. Mia: I think that’s Intermediate Choir music for me, because I mean, they sang Ogden Nash with us, and they could get it, and I’m like, “Why don’t you just give this fun stuff to them, and let us be in a more serious, more complicated group? (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Mrs. Talbot’s careful choice of quality repertoire is not lost on the parents of the 210 choristers. Mia’s mother appreciates Mrs. Talbot’s selection of quality repertoire: “I think it 's really good music that they work an” (Interview, Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). Christine also remembers with fondness the repertoire she sang in children’s choir: “I still remember the great pieces we did” (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). The choristers appreciate the way that Mrs. Talbot’s selection of texts and music brings beauty and meaning into their lives. Singing in the children’s choir increases the choristers’ self-efficacy as they tackle difficult repertoire and successfully learn and perform it. These findings support Randles’ (2006) work on the relationship between music participation and improved self-efficacy. In addition, the choristers’ successes in choir give them the confidence to set future goals for themselves, as Nova shares: This has definitely told me that I have reached most of my goals. I didn ’t think I would perform at the Kennedy Center. That was totally, just “Barn! ” I mean, I wanted to do that, but I didn ’t know it would be happening in this chair in my first year, too! So it ’s definitely influenced me to support others and help them go for their goals and also go for other goals (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Sunrrnary This chapter explored issues of personal identity as influenced by the choristers’ participation in the Northridge Children’s Choir. Through their experiences and relationships in the choir, the choristers develop life skills such as commitment and prioritizing, mental and behavioral self-discipline, interpersonal skills, confidence, and leadership. Although the choristers may have a different perspective on the ways in 211 which choir affects them as their parents have, the choristers realize that choir provides them with unique Opportunities for learning, performance, and friendship. They are willing to sacrifice their personal time, family time, and socializing time in order to pursue these opportunities. As they continue in the choir, their self-esteem is enhanced as they have positive experiences mentoring, performing, and spending time with their choir fiiends. Choir provides the choristers with a safe environment, fi'ee fi'om the labeling and judgment of their peers at school. As their unique personalities are validated in the choir setting, their self-esteem increases. However, the choristers express that some aspects of choir such as vocal part assignments and being a “favorite” can have a negative impact on their self- esteern. In addition to self-esteem improvement, the choristers’ self-efficacy increases as they realize that they have the ability to master difficult repertoire and achieve a high level of technical proficiency. The confidence that comes from their successful choir endeavors allows them to pursue future goals with enthusiasm and courage. The next chapter explores the ways in which choir influences the participants’ musical identity development. 212 CHAPTER V1 “IT’S LIKE BEING A PRO, YOU KNOW”: EFFECTS OF CHOIR INVOLVEMENT ON MUSICAL IDENTITY Stuff like [singing at the Kennedy Center] is just really cool because when you think back on it you're like, "Whoa, I did that. That's so cool! " It's like being a pro, you know, like a pro choir person " (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). Participating in the children’s choir influences the choristers’ musical identities, as evidenced by Ciafara’s comment above. In discussing musical identity with the participants, choir’s influence on the choristers’ musical identities is apparent in two distinct areas: Musical Self-Concept, and Musical Self-Esteem. Musical self-concept refers to the assessment an individual makes regarding his or her musical skills, abilities, and musicianship. Musical self-esteem is an individuals’ evaluation of his or her musical self-concept, including how satisfied or dissatisfied the individual is with his or her musical self-concept. This chapter shares the choristers’ perspectives on how both musical self-concept and musical self—esteem are influenced by participation in the Northridge Children’s Choir. Musical Self-Concept Similar to Greenberg (1970) who found that participating in an elementary school choir improved the choristers’ music self-concepts, the NCC choristers’ musical self- concepts are enhanced because of their participation in the children’s choir. The amount 213 of time and energy spent developing their musical skills is reflected in the manner in which they confidently discuss their musical self-concept: “...and now I ’m a good singer and I 'm a good musician” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Ciafara’s comment about being “a pro,” a professional choir person, typifies how the choristers emerge from their choir experiences with a powerful sense of individual musical self-concept. Regarding their musical self-concept, the choristers share their perceptions of choir’s influence on their musical skills, including: 1. Reading Notation, 2. Vocal Technique, 3. Aural Skills, and 4. Musicality. They also discuss how musical discipline develops these musical skills, their challenges and fi'ustrations in developing musical discipline, the difference in standards of achievement in different musical organizations, and various aspects of being a musician, including what it means to be a musician and to have musical talent, passion for music, music observation habits, being “normal” yet being a musician, and using facial expressions to convey the meaning of the music. Musical Skills According to the participants, choir positively affects their musical skills in several specific areas, including reading notation, vocal technique, aural skills, and musicality. While giving credit to Mrs. Talbot and to the choir for developing these skills, an important point that the choristers raise is the role of private lessons and school music ensembles in developing their musical skills. The choristers express that children’s choir and other musical pursuits work in tandem to teach them the skills that they need to be musically knowledgeable and successful. 214 Reading Notation Well I guess on the practical side, I remember my first lesson in sight-reading was Mrs. Talbot basically saying, “If the note is high on the stafif your voice goes up, and if the note 's lower on the stafl: your voice goes down. " We didn't really do much with solfege or anything that I can remember, but just going through the amount of music we did helped with becoming a better sight-reader (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). As illustrated in Christine’s comment, although Mrs. Talbot does not implement a formal plan for addressing music-reading skills in the NCC, she nevertheless attempts to teach these concepts in rehearsal. She often draws the choristers’ attention to the shape of the musical lines and invites the choristers to define musical terms printed in the score. Now can they read the music? Even that, I would say that for the kids that have been in the longest-although they would not be able-J mean with one rehearsal a week, it's very diflicult to teach all the literature that we have plus sight reading-- but they are able to pretty much read what we have given to them through their ability to know which way the notes go and be able to follow a pattern (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Some choristers, such as Ciafara, credit their ability to read music entirely to participation in the children’s choir. Well, choir teaches me everything musically. I know Ingrid has been taking piano for like eight years and so she pretty much knows the stufif but I didn't really know anything. So now I take band and stufif and I know all the notes and all the 215 sharps and flats and crescendos and sfortzando or whatever. I know all those things...(Interview, Ciafara, January I 7, 2008). Most of the choristers in this study take private lessons or participate in school music ensembles. Several of the choristers comment on how singing in the children’s choir reinforces the music-reading skills that they learn in these other musical activities, particularly band. When I was first in Prep choir, I was really small, like six or something, so I think I just started violin too... yeah, I just started violin too, so just kind of learning how to read music, that was in the Preparatory Choir, so it was kind of meshed together (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15, 2007). Ciafara: ...choir teaches me everything about music, so I know all the symbols and flats. Mia: I actually learned how to read music in band, but yeah! (Said under breath). Oh well! Ciafara: Oh well! Choir helps (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Vocal Technique Rehearsals of the NCC focus largely on issues of tone production and vocal technique. Mrs. Talbot uses a variety of teaching techniques, including vocal modeling, metaphors, and physical gestures to teach the choristers about resonance and tone color. Going back to one of your other questions about what it teaches me musically, one of the huge things she focuses on is tone. And I know it's diflerent than what choir tone is at [the University], but just having space in your mouth and lifting 216 your soft palate... two pretty key ideas. But those were h_uggthings that she always worked on to have rounded vowels and a lifted soft palate. Those were two huge things (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Mrs. Talbot frequently models phrase shaping and uses metaphors or example/nonexarnple techniques to demonstrate the desired outcome. For example, she makes comments such as, “Sing with McDonald ’s® golden arches inside your mouth! That amount of space! " emphasizing a lifted soft-palate, and “Get on your cross-country skis! ” emphasizing legato singing. Her comments in rehearsal also focus on diction issues such as vowel color, “lost” words meaning words that are unintelligible as currently sung, and syllabic stress. Singing in head voice and “tone placement” (imagining and finding the correct resonating spaces for the tone) also comprise many of Mrs. Talbot’s comments to the choir. Mrs. Talbot’s confidence in her ability to teach the choristers proper vocal technique is evident in the way that she appraises the choristers’ understanding of vocal development: And so, obviously, they 're getting first-rate voice lessons in every rehearsal. They have good tone. They have good placement. They understand what it means to have a supported tone. They know what it means to sing a pure vowel. They know what it means to sing a phrase. They know what it means to blend. They know all of those things and they can talk about them. They are ye_ry well versed of what it means to be a g_o_ogl singer at that age (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). The choristers recognize that the choir has an influence on their vocal technique. Charlie shares that, “[ Choir ’s] really taught me how to sing, mostly. ‘Cause reading music and stufl came easy to me, so the program taught me how to sing in head voice and 217 all this other technique. It taught me technique ” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15, 2007). Mia also agrees that choir teaches vocal technique: I’ve learned how to sing in my head voice. Yeah. And I don ’t know if this is fiom choir, but I know how to switch fiom head voice to chest voice. I 've heard not everybody can do that, and I don ’t know if that 's from choir. ‘Cause sometimes we have to do that with notes that I cannot hit in my head voice, but there are also notes I can ’t hit in my chest voice, so I learned how to switch, and I can ’t do it immediately, just like that (snaps), but I can do it (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008) Aural Skills Many choristers discuss how singing in the children’s choir improves their aural skills, or “ear.” Their references to improving their “ear” for music often include an increased sense of pitch accuracy: “I know what ’s out of tune!” (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Further comments by Mia and Charlie confirm this finding: It’s really firn when this kid next to me, he or she ’s singing and I ’m like, “You ’re flat, ” or “You ’re sharp, ” and she 's like, “How can you tell? ” I’m like, (humming an “I don ’t know” vocalization). But it ’s just, it ’s fin to criticize in that way because you can say, “You ’re sharp, " or “You ’reflat. ” I know these things (Interview, Focus Group #2, Mia, January 19, 2008). So this is Charlie. I think to go on with talking about the ear, it really helped me because it ’sfimny because I listen to our past choir CDs, and I ’m like, “Oh, that note was flat, ” or “That 's sharp, " or “Ooh, we didn ’t hit that note quite right. " I 218 think that ’s kind of cool how I can listen so well to notes that I can notice that. On the latest CD, the second row in a piece was flat, and I was really mad because I was in the second row and I was flat. I was like, “figh! ” “E_w! " (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15, 2007). Choir also improves the choristers’ ability to perform “melodic memory” assignments in which they echo back short 1-2 measure vocalizes given by Mrs. Talbot, either alone in auditions, or as an ensemble at the beginning of rehearsal. In the following excerpt, the choristers address choir’s influence on pitch perception, melodic memory, their musical ear, and how an improved musical ear transfers to improved piano playing. The choristers’ playful bantering, peer support, and fiiendly yet determined diffusion of compliments is also evident in this excerpt: Ciafara: [Choir] taught me a lot about your ear and stuff. Because I can recognize pitch and stuff now, it’s kind of cool—not all pitch. And melodic memory, I was really bad at that, but now I’m good. . .kind-of. Ingrid: I’ve really improved on melodic memory now. Ciafara: You’ve always been good at melodic memory. Ingrid: Shut up. Well now more so I can hear something from choir and start playing it on the piano first try ‘cause my car’s been getting really good (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Mia’s parents also notice the effect that choir has on Mia’s aural skill development, particularly melodic memory work. Aural skill development is something that Mia’s parents follow closely with Mia, because Mia struggles with a partial hearing loss 219 MM: ...how do you think [that choir has] affected [Mia] as a musician? Mom: Oh I think it's been tremendous. It's deve10ped her egg. . . . I think it's been gm ear training. That's something Mia’s had to work at in choir. Mrs. Talbot does the voice placement and does the musical memory--is that what it's called? Melodic memory. That's hard. She's improving, slowly. Dad: Mia has a hearing loss. She wears hearing aids at school. I don't know how that fits, but I think that's extra special that she's been able to do the melody match and to match notes and hear things special even though she has a high-fiequency hearing loss (Interview, Mia’s Parents, January 19, 2008). Another aspect of aural skill improvement that Jade and Mia discuss is their improved ability to distinguish vocal parts from each other when sung simultaneously, and improved ability to sing harmony. Mia: ...choir helped me keep parts more. I know when I was first in the Intermediate Choir, I couldn’t keep my part very well, and I was an alto, which made it a little bit harder. So after I got used to that a little bit more—in the NCC we have up to seven parts sometimes—and it just helped me be able to keep my part. Now I don’t really even notice in a way that there’s two parts because it’s so natural now and you don’t really have to think about it. Jade: I was pretty much going to say the same thing. I can distinguish the parts from SOprano, second soprano, alto. Now when I hear them as a whole I can distinguish them from each other (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007) 220 Musicality ”T here ’s just no question. We have one of the most musical chairs that exists ” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). When I first heard the Northridge Children’s Choir, I was impressed with the choir’s rich tone quality and the choir’s expressive singing. It is fair to state that Mrs. Talbot does not exaggerate her claims about the musicality of the choir. Mrs. Talbot has a polished sense of musicality that is expressed in her facial expressions and in her conducting gestures. Much of rehearsal is spent in aligning the choristers’ singing with her aural image of the piece. She uses a variety of techniques including echoing and mental imagery to cultivate the musical results that she desires. Because the choristers learn the music primarily on their own time, Mrs. Talbot uses much of the rehearsal time developing expressive aspects of the music. Christine recalls the way in which Mrs. Talbot teaches artistic singing: Christine: ...phrasing and musicality was one thing that Mrs. Talbot really focused on... MM: How did Mrs. Talbot teach you these things? Christine: (Long pause)..I'm trying to remember. Let's see, one of her things would be like, "Where does the phrase go? What syllable, what word?" And so that's related to phrasing... also, and then after that to ba_ck_of_f. . .I just remember a lot of mg motion (pushing hands away, and then drawing them back). I remember drawing that in my music a lot (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Mrs. Talbot instills in the singers the idea that, as singers, they are in the process 221 ‘6 of creating beauty: IE3)! know it's a place to create beauty. They hear about this film t_i_rr_r§” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Essential to creating beauty through expressive sing’ng is an understanding of the meaning of the text. In rehearsal, Mrs. Talbot often pauses on certain words, drawing the choristers’ attention to the way that the text and music align to create a specific affect, and then encourages the choristers to demonstrate this awareness by the way that they sing. She fi'equently talks to the choristers about their need to understand the aesthetic impact of a piece of music. Mrs. Talbot summarizes that, “[ The choristers] know what it means to be true to the text and they know what it means to sing musically” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). This section explored the ways in which choir positively affect the choristers’ musical skills, including reading notation, vocal technique, aural skills, and musicality. The choristers attribute much of their improvement in these skills to Mrs. Talbot’s instruction, yet they also emphasize that private lessons and school music ensembles work in tandem to teach them these musical skills. In addition to musical skills, the choristers’ perceptions of what it means to be a musician is another component of musical self-concept that is influence by choir participation. Being a Musician What does it mean to be a musician? What are the ways, if any, that choir influences musicianship? What relationship exists between musical talent and being a musician? Does an individual have to be talented in order to sing in the children’s choir? What relationship exists between feeling the music and facial expressions? Does choir influence music listening preferences? In addition to the chorister’s perspective on how choir improves their musical skills, their perspective on these questions sheds further 222 insight into their musical self-concept. Through discussing these questions, a more well- rounded view of how the choristers see themselves as musicians emerges. As the choristers discuss these and other issues related to being a musician, it is apparent that their choir experiences provide them with the terminology and experience to give relatively informed opinions on these subjects. Definitions of “Musician” Charlie: To be a musician, you have to. . .you can’t just play or sing notes. That’s not being a musician. What being a musician means is phrasing, beauty. Beauty. Ingrid: Preparing. Ciafara: You have to fe_el it. You have to feel the music. So you don’t have to play it, you have to Leg] it... Ingrid: lie—cl the power! “You are the music in me” (Breaking into song with Ciafara) (Laughter). Nova: I think what being a good musician is. . .is, a good musician is where you live, breathe, and practically take it from the inner soul of the music, so you really express it. You take it in as if it means the most ever. Remember when we sang “Winds of Peace”? We had to literally live it, breathe it, and think of what those people were going through while they were writing that song because that was basically about kids going through a war, and they wanted it to end and they wanted peace. So we had to basically love that music to actually show that we wanted the piece. Ingrid: That was the same thing with the “Voices of a Vanished World.” Ciafara: But I think you don’t have to be the one who’s creating the music to be a 223 musician. I guess that sounds kind of weird, but you just have to. . .I don’t know, I guess you do have to (laughter). You just have to kind of respect it and feel it, ‘cause music is just sounds being put together. So I think everyone’s a musician because they’ve all had experience in their life (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007). In this interview excerpt, the choristers share their opinions on what it means to be a musician. As they speak, it sounds as though they are repeating words that they have previously heard Mrs. Talbot speak. In particular, comments about creating beauty, phrasing, preparing, and loving the music seem to have been pulled directly from the chorister’s rehearsal experiences. Ciafara contributes a unique perspective by stating that being a musician is not only for composers, but is for everyone, because life experience adds meaning to the musical experience. Although their responses vary, one theme among the choristers’ responses is that “loving the music” as Nova expresses, is at the heart of being a musician. Although many of the choristers’ comments sound as though they come via Mrs. Talbot’s instruction, when Mrs. Talbot describes what it means to be a musician, she gives a response that does not match the choristers’ definitions: in eighth grade, I knew theory. I knew all those things that go to the basis of being a musician. How many of our kids take private lessons, I don 't know. I have 112 idea. But to be a musician, you have to do w than sing in a choir. So maybe you would like a diflerent descriptor. But to me, a musician is someone who can play all the scales on whatever instrument they play, and know all the key signatures, that are able to play inversions, who show that they are musicians, not 224 that they love music. T here 's a diference (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008) Mrs. Talbot’s concept of being a musician includes developing a variety of musical skills, abilities, and theoretical knowledge. Although her definition does not include discussions of emotional connection to the music, her rehearsal pedagogy makes clear her belief that emotional connection to the music is necessary for a communicative performance. In rehearsal, Mrs. Talbot frequently asks choristers to reflect on the meaning of the text and to sing with understanding. The discrepancy between Mrs. Talbot’s stated definition of what it means to be a musician and her actions and comments in rehearsal is unclear. The following excerpt illustrates Mrs. Talbot’s focus on defining musicianship in the broadest terms possible and downplaying the role of the children’s choir in developing musicianship: MM: In what ways, if any, do you think that being in the choir influences who the students are as musicians? Mrs. Talbot: I gag; I don’t know. You would _re_all_y need to give them a test. I have @ idea. I know what they're like as students whose ability is to interpret music. But “musician” means to me much more than singing in the choir, and I don't know what they're doing (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot indicates that she can comment on the choristers’ ability to interpret music, but then immediately discounts the relevance of this ability to overall musicianship by stating that choral singing is only one aspect of being a musician. Does Mrs. Talbot believe that singing skills are part of being a musician? Comments such as, “...singing skills are very difi’erent than being a musician” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, 225 January 29, 2008) invites this question. Her comment, “You have to do _r_no_re than sing in a choir,” indicates that Mrs. Talbot does perceive choral singing as a category belonging to musicianship, but it is not the only category. Still, her corrrrnent, “. . .who show that they are musicians, not that they love music. There's a diflerence ” indicates that further clarification of her definition of being a musician, and also her expectations for the choristers’ understanding of musicianship, is needed. The choristers give similarly unexpected responses when asked about the ways that being in the choir influences their musicality. When the choristers discuss their abilities as musicians, they do not state that choir teaches them musical phrasing or singing with beauty or loving the music, as they do when asked what it means to be a musician. Rather, they are uncertain how to respond, and their eventual comments focus on basic music-reading skills. MM: First question of the day: In what way has being in choir improved you as a musician? Mia: Mia thinks I.D.K. MM: I.D.K? All: 1 don’t know. Mia: Yeah, because I practically knew a lot. . .I mean, I learned how to read music in band, and I learned really all the dynamics and all the music in band, so I didn’t really learn that much in choir. Ingrid: I agree with Mia because this is my eighth year of piano, so I have been studying all that stuff since second grade, so it’s really nothing new to me. Ciafara: Yeah. I don’t think we work on that much stuff in choir, musically. Once 226 in awhile we go over what a crescendo is and half notes and stuff, but we’re pretty much expected to know that when we come into the choir (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Ciafara’s comment, “I don ’t think we work on that much stufl in choir, musically...” illustrates that, according to Ciafara, “musically” refers to “what a crescendo is and half notes and stuff” In her earlier comment that, “Well, choir teaches me everything musically” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008) she also uses the term “musically” to refer to music-reading skills. She does not differentiate music-reading skills fiom other aspects of musicianship that are developed in choir or make the connection between the qualities of a musician and musicality. Nova’s comments come closest to the comments the choristers made earlier about what it means to be a musician. MM: Let’s talk about who you are as a musician. How do you think that being in the choir has influenced your musicality? Nova: Definitely. After choir the next day when I go to piano, I always say, “Hey, can we sing this song?” I always want to sing and learn from mistakes and definitely create my own songs, but I want to make sure that I’m always using head tones and not going into the throat, but not in the nasal area either. So I definitely want to keep it where I can just start creating things and balancing out the music in me, but it’s definitely been an adventure (Interview, Nova, January 11,2008) Musical Apprenticeship One aspect of being a musician that is not labeled as such by Ciafara is reflecting on the choir’s singing, identifying problems, and predicting Mrs. Talbot’s response to the 227 problems. In other words, participating in an informal musical apprenticeship. In the following excerpt, Ciafara describes how she engages in these activities, yet she seems unaware that she is developing musicianship through this activity. She does not perceive that her actions may foster the development of aural skills, problem-diagnosing skills, and teaching skills: MM: And do you think [that choir has helped you] become more sensitive to smaller musical issues? Ciafara: Yeah. Definitely. ‘Cause we nit-pick everything, so I'm definitely more tuned in musically to mistakes. And I know that after we stop what the mistakes are, most of the time. MM: Do you try to predict what she's going to say? Ciafara: Yeah... pretty much every time. Sometimes I'm totally like, "I have no idea" but sometimes I'm like, "Oh yeah, we didn’t hold that note. And we were sharp and stuff." MM: And are you right most of the time? Ciafara: Like 75%, which I know is not that much, but sometimes it's hard to know what she's thinking (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Putting herself in the conductor’s shoes in this informal way gives Ciafara a richer perspective on the music-making process. Close observation such as this provides a reservoir of experience for future teaching endeavors, should she choose to pursue a career in teaching. Like Ciafara, Nova also considers choir from Mrs. Talbot’s perspective. A future music teacher in training, Nova is particularly motivated to closely observe Mrs. Talbot. Nova takes her observations one step further than Ciafara, 228 indicating that if she had the chance, she would talk individually with Mrs. Talbot about teaching. In the following interview transcript excerpt, Nova’s questions reveal a mind determined to deconstruct the complexities she perceives in teaching a choral ensemble. Her comments also illustrate her growing awareness of the conductor’s motivations and factors related to conducting and repertoire selection. Nova: ...1 can learn a lot from Mrs. Talbot. I mean, she has taught me so much already that I just want to be there and be like, “Mrs. Talbot, can I interview you?” I really want to say that. MM: What would you ask her? Nova: I would ask her why she got into this business. Why did she want to teach the children to sing. Why not adults? I’m sure she has taught adults. MM: She taught high school. Nova: Right. So that’s close to adults. That’s like teenagers, premature adults, but why going to children? MM: ...Why don’t you stay after choir for a few minutes and talk to her? Nova: See, when we get home it’s around nine thirty and sometimes I still have extra homework to do. I wake up at six and my bus comes at six-thirty, so. . .we have sort of a short budget. Sort of need sleep! Still growing! MM: What else would you ask her? Nova: I would ask her what kinds of tempos are her favorites to conduct. ‘Cause that’s another thing. Conductors have to feel comfortable in certain tempos, I’m sure, certain different tempos. I mean, if they’re doing 2/2, they’d be doing (hands 229 moving in a big slash pattern), movin’ their hands so fast! Some don’t feel so comfortable in that. MM: Do you mean the beat pattern? Nova: Right, the beat. The tempo. MM: How fast or how slow is different from... Nova: The time signature. Right. I’m talkin’ about both because it depends 9g the tempo of the songs. If she likes to go “One, two three” (showing beat pattern) or if it’s both. I definitely think it depends on the kind of song. “Ragtime” was definitely one of those speedy tempos or slow tempos. It depends what genre it is, what tempo it is, and definitely the speed. MM: ...Why do you want to know that? Nova: It’s actually kind of very awkward why I want to know that. Because I want to see if there’s a limit to her during songs. I mean, there might be a very, very interesting song that’s in 2/4 time and maybe she doesn’t like that one. I’d just like to pick at her brain and see which songs do you take and which songs do you not take, because there’s a lot of songs out there. There’s gospel and there’s different speeds and time measures (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Nova and Ciafara’s desire to understand Mrs. Talbot’s motives and decisions is part of their developing musical self-concept, and part of being a musician. Although Ciafara does not realize it, by observing Mrs. Talbot so closely, both she and Nova are advancing the development of skills that they can use to enhance not only their own performance in the choir, but also enhance their teaching in the future. This section highlights the differences in choristers’ and Mrs. Talbot’s definitions 230 of what it means to be a musician. The choristers define musicianship using terms and phrases that Mrs. Talbot often uses in rehearsal. Their descriptions of musicianship include creating beauty, phrasing, preparing, and loving the music. Interestingly, when they are asked to describe how choir affects their musicianship, they do not respond with similar descriptions, but instead refer to more technical aspects of music-making such as reading notation. Mrs. Talbot’s definition of musicianship is comprehensive, focusing particularly on theoretical understanding and technical skill. Musical Talent and Passion Christine shares an additional perspective on what it means to be a musician: I think it means being passionate about your art form. I guess I would definitely say that, even above being very skilled at your art form, because if you Iraq it and work hard at it... and also singing beyond the notes on the page, like that kind of stufif the musicalin part of being a musician instead of just like, "I can say read anything, " and be technically perfect. Seeing beyond that so it means something to you and your audience (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Christine attributes this understanding of having a passion for music largely to children’s choir: “I guess from what I first said, especially about having a passion for it, I think that was really instilled in children 's choir, yeah. That's something I was definitely taught in children 's choir” (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). Several of the choristers raise the idea of a connection between having a passion for music and being musically talented. In the same conversation, they also weave a discussion comparing what it means to be musically talented as opposed to being a good musician. As the choristers discuss what it means to 1. Be a good musician, 2. Be 231 musically talented, and 3. Have a passion for music, their definitions of these terms are unclear at times, sometimes overlapping and sometimes separating. The choristers note that these constructs seem related. Despite the confusion in terms, the main point of their conversation is that an individual may be musically talented, but that the individual must also possess a passion for music in order to find satisfaction in music-making and do well at it. MM: What does it mean to be musically talented? Charlie: You don’t have to be musically talented to be a good musician. You could have a talent of being always on, you could follow the music, you have a good sense of rhythm and things like that, but maybe you don’t have a good sense of rhythm but you have a beautiful voice or you can really pull through those notes on the violin or no glitches or anything... Mia: Mia thinks that in a way they come together. If you’re musically talented beatwise or you’re playing an instrument, I think your tone is just going to come naturally and I don’t know. I just think that they come together. Ciafara: Yeah, they do. Musically talented people will just go to music. And people who don’t like music who don’t have a passion for it will just do sports or other things. I think that everyone who really has a passion for it and skills for it will find it. Another thing that ties in with that is passion. . . . I guess that goes along with being musically talented. . . . Mia: I mean, you’re better if you like it. If you don’t really like it, I don’t think you’re really as good as you could be if you did like it. It just comes together. If you like it, you’re gonna do better at it than if you don’t like it. 232 Nova: Mine’s sort of like Charlie. I would describe musician sort of like talented would basically be. I’ll use my uncle for an example. You could be really good at playing the drums but you might not be able to read notes, so it just depends on how everything comes in together. If you really love music and you are willing to learn, then that means that your talents will go farther, and if you don’t like music and you really don’t want to learn it, then you’ll stay at where you are (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Facial Expressions At the end of this part of the conversation, Jade brings up an aspect of musicianship that moves the discussion in an entirely new direction. Jade begins by agreeing with the choristers that having a passion or “natural love for music” is related to musical talent, then steers the conversation into the ways in which Mrs. Talbot encourages the choristers to demonstrate their love of music through facial expressions. Tensions rise as the choristers voice strong opinions on the connection between outward physical manifestations of musicianship such as facial expressions, and inwardly “feeling the music”: Ciafara: Just ‘cause you have a nice facial expression doesn’t mean that you’re... Nova: Into the music. Ciafara: That you really enjoy it. . .yeah. People who don’t have good facial expressions, sometimes they really, really love it, and people who do, don’t, so I don’t think you can judge how much you love music by your face (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). 233 In rehearsal, Mrs. Talbot uses an activity in which she tells the choristers to close their eyes, put their hands up in fiont of their eyes and on the count of three, open their hands and their eyes wide as though they are opening the shutters to a camera. The purpose of this activity is to encourage the choristers to raise their eyebrows and look more engaged in their singing. Mrs. Talbot calls on individual choristers in rehearsal and either compliments them on their facial expressions or tells them that they need to “show more” on their faces. Although from an audience perspective the children look animated and engaged in the performance, the choristers’ comments here suggest that there is some resentment about having to “act” engaged. Ciafara’s comment that, “I don ’t think you can judge how much you love music by your face,” (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007) indicates that she feels that facial expressions do not always accurately represent the true emotions of the singers, so it is not fair to judge an individual’s involvement based on that aspect alone. Her comments also point to a belief that loving the music should be the first priority, and transmission of those feelings should come in second in priority. Although Mrs. Talbot may share these priorities, the choristers nevertheless express anxiety over having to produce satisfactory facial expressions. Being “Normal” When asked if choir friends encourage each other to become better musicians, Mia responded with a long hum: “Mmmmmm...Mrs Talbot fink; we do, but we really don ’t. We mainly talk about our lives, not musically related " (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Ciafara pounced on the chance to add, “We ’re M9,! We ’re not gonna be like, ‘Oh, that ‘61 'scale, whoa, yeah, that ‘d’scale was pretty nifty.” (Everyone laughs). We 're not gonna do that” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Mia 234 enjoined, “We ’re Mall; schoolers and high schoolers. We don ‘t talk about that sort of thing” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Mia then explained that on the occasions when Mrs. Talbot invites the choristers to discuss with each other the meaning of the music, “. . .we [the choristers] maybe talk about it for a minute or two and then we start talking about, ‘What did you do after school today?’ type of thing” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Ciafara summed up the choristers’ lack of musical conversation by explaining that, “We ‘re not special children. We like everything that normal people like. We ’re just in a choir” (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007) Several choristers make the point that they are still “normal” despite their participation in music: “I 'm just a normal kid who likes to sing " (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15, 2007). There is a sense among the choristers that being too involved in music makes a person different, and that being different in that way is not desirable. They do not want others to label them as musicians, even though they might choose those labels for themselves. This is a challenge for the choristers because Mrs. Talbot constantly talks to them about being musicians, about setting themselves apart from all other groups by the high level of musicianship. The choristers may feel a sense of conflict between being told that they are different from other choirs and students because of their tremendous musicianship, and their desire to be “normal people” who are not too involved in music. They want to be recognized for their musical accomplishments but at the same time they do not want to be labeled a “musician.” Labeling is discussed in greater detail in the following chapter on collective identity and group dynamics. Music Listening 235 When asked if choir has had any influence on the music Ciafara listens to, Ciafara’s mother was not certain how to respond at first. ...I would say I don ’t really know how to answer that except she has an appreciation for mys_ic_. I think that she tends to listen to more melodic music than that sort of absence of melody, that sort of fusion stufl because I think she has a sense of a better quality of music. . . . She listens to a lot of pop stuff but she doesn ’t listen to some of the harsher stufir that I have heard, and I don ’t know if there is a connection between the chair or not, but she ’11 listen to Bach too and not be irritated by it. (Laughs) (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Nova is certain that children’s choir has affected the way that she listens to music. She is much more aware of the singing style and of how she sings along with the music: MM: Do you think [that choir has] affected the choices you make about what music to listen to? Nova: Definitely. I mean, I still listen to 80’s rock. I’m a big fan of the 80’s and 90’s Def Leppard, Journey, but now when I sing those songs I sing them in head voice because I don’t want to go down some old country road and be like, “Yeah man, power to the music!” (said in a twangy hick voice) but I definitely still listen to them because they’re just hard not to listen to, but I also go, “Okay, I have to remember the shelf (voice placernent}when I do sing them, because if I don’t, Mrs. Talbot will ...I always have Mrs. Talbot in my head, for “Don’t sing that way! If you sing that way you’ll ruin your voice!” So I always have that little Mrs. Talbot in my head (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). In addition to Nova’s comments about how children’s choir affects the way she sings 236 popular music, Mia draws an interesting contrast between the meaning of popular music and the meaning of the children’s choir repertoire: I think the choir songs are more touching than the pop songs that I listen to, because they actually mean something (laughing at self). The pop songs I listen to, they have a good beat and they have a good—I like listening to them—but the choir songs—if you know the words, if you can actually understand the words we are singing—actually mean something (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Mia’s comment suggests that the quality of the text in the children’s choir repertoire has a strong impact on her. It shapes the way that she views music in the pepular culture. The idea that the quality repertoire in the children’s choir may affect the choristers’ musical preferences is a topic worthy of future investigation. If it is true that the children’s choir experience gives the choristers “a sense of a better quality of music” as Ciafara’s mother explains, it would be interesting to explore the ways in which their music preferences change over the years that they sing in the choir. The choristers’ definitions and perceptions of what it means to be a musician are influenced by their participation in the children’s choir. Their definitions of what it means to be a musician draw from the terminology they hear in children’s choir rehearsals. Choir also influences who the choristers are as musicians by involving them in a musical apprenticeship where they can develop their musical talents and their passion for music. Choristers express strong feelings about the connection between their facial expressions and their inner musician, as well as their desire to be perceived as “normal” despite their choir participation. They also share the ways in which choir has influenced their music listening preferences. This chapter has explored choir’s influence on two aspects of 237 musical self-concept: musical skills and perceptions of what it means to be a musician. The next section explores one final aspect of musical self-concept, how choristers better understand their musical self-concept by comparing the musical learning environment in school with that of the children’s choir. The Musical Learning Environment: School Versus Children ’s Choir In the previous chapter, choristers’ fiequent comparisons between the social environment at school and the social environment in choir figured prominently in their individual identity development process. Referring to the importance of comparisons between social groups, Goethels (2003) explains the basic tenants of social identity theory. Their relevance to music ensembles is an important finding of this study. As explained in the review of literature, Goethels’ summary of social identity theory states that first of all, individuals are “motivated to maintain a positive self-evaluation and want to View their individual achievements and personal qualities as favorably as they can, and they similarly want to see the groups that they belong to in the most positive possible light” (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). Second, individuals strive to find common ground among members of their same group, minimizing the differences between individuals, both for the in-group and the out-group. Conversely, people tend to magnify the differences between members of different groups. Third, “. . .People tend to maximize their social identity by doing all that they can, not only to view their own group positively, but also to view members of other groups relatively negatively” (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). The result is strong in-group favoritism (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). This section presents the choristers’ comparisons between the musical learning environment in school and in children’s choir. Topics include standards of musical 238 achievement and honest feedback. Through these comparisons, choristers are better able to understand their musical self-concepts and view their musical achievements with increased satisfaction. This section also presents results on two related topics, transfer and coping strategies. Standards of Musical Achievement Similar to behavioral and mental self-discipline discussed in the previous chapter, Mrs. Talbot has high standards for the chorister’s musical discipline. As Mrs. Talbot explains, “[ The choristers] understand high standards. They know what it means to have musical discipline” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). The term “musical discipline,” as used by Mrs. Talbot, refers to having high standards for musical achievement and doing the work necessary to achieve those high standards. Part of the choristers’ adjustment to participating in the NCC involves adopting an attitude of dedication towards these high standards. High standards encourage the choristers to develop the musical skills discussed in the previous section. The choristers give Mrs. Talbot credit for establishing the high standards of achievement to which they rally around. However, at the same time they complain about how difficult it sometimes is to achieve these high standards. Nova: Mrs. Talbot's the one who helps us [sing well], because she says, "It can't be g90_d, it has to be excellent." So we try even harder. Ingrid: Almost is not good enough. Mia: ...it can get really annoying when we can't get it right, and we think we're getting it right, and Mrs. Talbot is like, "Oh, Ihear something!" And we don't hear anything. . . . And then there's the kids that just keep making the same mistake 239 over and over and over again. That just gets plain annou'ng because were like, "Come on, we've been doing this for 15 minutes! Can't you get it now? " Going through the same point over and over and over again can get really, really annoying. Ciafara: Yeah. Repetition can drive me insane. Ingrid: Me too (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Ciafara: In order to have our group excellence and stuff, we have to be in place all the time which is also really annoying because it’s not like any other group, anywhere, because we have to be on cue pretty much all the time, but that’s kind of cool ‘cause... Mia: It makes us unique! (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). As strong as the choristers’ fi'ustration is for doing detail work in rehearsal, they are grateful that Mrs. Talbot expects them to rise to a high level of achievement. As Mia indicates, their hard work leads to a unique level of excellence that makes the choristers proud. Mrs. Talbot states, “The students are very open with me that this is an experience that is unique. They say that this is different than anything in any segment of their education, especially what it means to have high standards ” (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). The choristers’ gratitude for Mrs. Talbot’s high standards is evident in their conversation about what will happen to the choir when Mrs. Talbot retires: Mia: Mia thinks also that it’s going to be really bad when she leaves. Ingrid: Yeah, because our standards will go down. Ciafara: She drives me insane, but the choir would not be the same without her. Without doing all that stuff, it just wouldn’t be the same (Interview, Focus Group 240 #1, December 8, 2007). Honest Feedback One way that Mrs. Talbot sets high standards for the ensemble is by always giving the choristers honest feedback. This is something that the choristers comment on and appreciate. Mia: ...[Mrs Talbot is] so specific and she wants us to be good. I think none of our school choir teachers would be able to make us as good. Jade: I know that for a fact. Mia: ...Even kids at school are like, “We’re really, really bad, but our choir teacher says we’re really good.” I had somebody who came to one of our concerts by accident, and she heard us and she was like, “If we sounded that good, we would get 1’s on everything in festival.” And I’m like, “Festival doesn’t really matter, cause it’s not really true at all. Ciafara: We’re kind of out of that league. Not to seem cocky or anything, but we’re not like school choirs. Ingrid: It seems to me that today lots of people try to make us feel good even though it’s not true. Mia: Yeah! They’re like, “That’s good, that’s great!” (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). In this excerpt, the choristers compare Mrs. Talbot’s feedback with the feedback they receive from their school music teachers. Implicit in their statement is that honest feedback leads to a higher-achieving ensemble than sugar-coated comments meant to “make us feel good even though it ’s not true” as Ingrid explains. To this, Mrs. Talbot 241 adds, “They know that I do not in any way patronize them, and we even talk about that. They say, ‘We hate it when teachers tell us ‘Great job. Way to go.” and we mifled it. (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mia makes further comparisons between the ways that Mrs. Talbot and other ensemble instructors approach giving feedback and setting high standards for achievement: Our choir instructors in high school...we do an awful job and they're just like, "Goodjob! " and they treat us like babies. One of our band directors, he is really good, and he won ’t treat us like little kids. He knows what we can do and he makes us do it (Interview, Mia and Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). Mia is not alone in her criticism of the way that school ensemble directors praise a lower level of achievement than in the children’s choir. Several choristers relate frustrating experiences with their school ensemble directors: Nova: I know everybody’s talking about regular choir teachers, but by being in this choir you know tone better, you know hearing better, and when you go to your school choir and it’s like, “Somebody’s off, somebody’s off, somebody’s sharp, somebody’s flat,” you can really tell and it really irritates you so much because you want to do something about it, but the teacher that you go and tell, they go, “Well, no, they’re really good.” Ingrid: “They’re trying their best” (imitating a school choir teacher). Nova: _A_rgh! It drives me insane! (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007) The following conversation with Mia and her mother captures the frustration that often accompanies detail work in rehearsal while also illustrating how these frustrations 242 are connected to the high expectations and honest feedback that the choristers appreciate. Again, the contrast between school ensembles and children’s choir drives much of the choristers’ analysis: Mom: And when I’ve sat through rehearsals, you learn so much. You have a greater appreciation for the music after you hear them v_vo_rk on different things. And I know the kids get tired of working over and over on certain parts, but, you know, the final product shows that they paid attention to detail, so... Mia: Our band director is a lot like that. He makes us do it over and over and it's really annoying but we do it right and he's like, "There! You can do it. Now I'm not going to let you do anything less than that." And that's what Mrs. Talbot does. She's like, "Now that's what we want, we know you can do it. We're not letting you do anything less than that." And if we didn't do anything less than that, he won't go on... and the same with Mrs. Talbot” (Interview, Mia and Mia’s Mother, January 19, 2008). Transfer The choristers bring the skills they develop in children’s choir to their school ensembles. Some of the choristers try to improve their school choirs by “Bringing their NCC technique into other choirs,” as instructed by Mrs. Talbot, but this does not always work, for reasons that Mia shares: Mia: ...like Charlie says, when Mrs. Talbot says “Bring our tone into those other choirs” it kind of doesn’t work the way she says it does, because it just doesn’t match what everybody else is doing and in a way it kind of clashes and it just doesn’t work so we do have to kind of switch, and it’s hard to switch. 243 MM: Is it because they’re singing more in chest voice? Ingrid: Yeah. Mia: Well they just sing b_a(_l They don’t really s_ir_rg. They just kind of... Jade: (pitched siren-like moaning: “Uh”) Ingrid: They don’t really care about it. Mia: Half the choir isn’t even singing and the other half doesn’t know how to carry a tune, and those that do are kind of overpowered by those that m and it sounds really bad (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Another interesting type of comparison that Mia’s parents make is attributing some of Mia’s successes in band directly to children’s choir participation: Dad: And I think with her time in the choir, she's had to spend very little time to become pretty good on the French horn and the piano. You (to Mia) haven't spent an inordinate amount of time on the French horn. Is that true? Mia: I think I'm better than most... Dad: Yes, you are very good. I'm just saying that you haven't spent that much time getting that good. I think choir has helped you become very good at French horn. Mom: And I think working in a group and having a director, she'd already done those things (Interview, Mia’s Parents, January 19, 2008). COping with Musical Criticism In the NCC, Mrs. Talbot provides expectations for the choir’s achievement, and provides the honest feedback that the choristers feel is necessary to achieving these expectations. Mrs. Talbot sometimes gives individual choristers specific criticism. 244 Although the criticism can be difficult to receive, the choristers explain that they expect it, making it easier to accept. Nova takes Mrs. Talbot’s criticisms in the way that they are most likely intended, which is to help the singers improve: And the only reason why she [gives you criticism] is to make you get better. I know that, matter of fact. She explains it from the beginning. You come into this chair until the end. Every time you go back, she says, “I might embarrass you. If you 're not into this chair, then this isn ’t your regular school choir. ” I mean, she tells you at the very beginning when choir starts and you see, I don ’t have anything against her. I know when she goes, “Nova, you ’re sharp, you 'reflat, you ’re whatever, you ’re too heavy, you need to lighten up, ” I know she 's doing it for my future. She ’s helping me. And my response is, “Thank you! I didn ’t know I was doing that. Thank you. " And then I come home and I work on it (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Other choristers do not respond in a similarly open fashion. Instead, they flatly reject Mrs. Talbot’s comments. This trend is apparent in the two following previously quoted interview excerpts, with previously cut excerpts restored (in italics): Mia: ...it can get really annoying when we can't get it right, and we think we're getting it right, and Mrs. Talbot is like, "Oh, I hear something!" And we don't hear anything. You know, it could be in your head (said as though she was speaking directly to Mrs. Talbot) (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Jade: I used to get really upset, and she tells us not to be upset over this... I’d get really upset when she would not let us sing a part because only a few of the sopranos could get that high. It used to make me so mad because it made me feel 245 like I wasn’t worthy. Ciafara: Because we gar; get that high. She 's just _trjppyg’ (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). The choristers’ responses to criticism from Mrs. Talbot follow similar patterns observed by Nicholls and Polman’s (2007) research investigating student athletes’ COping responses. Nicholls and Polman found that the players’ most prevalent coping strategies for handling their coach’s criticism included taking advice, increasing effort, and blocking. Nova’s comment about accepting advice and then “going home to work on it” fits into the two categories of “taking advice” and “increasing effort.” A similar comment by Nova also illustrates her use of these two coping strategies: “[Mrs. Talbot] says, ‘It can 't be gopd, it has to be excellent. ' So we try even harder” (Interview, Focus Group #1, Nova, December 8, 2007). In contrast, Mia and Ciafara’s comments can be classified as blocking. They ignore the criticism or decision. Ciafara’s comment could also be construed as arguing, another common coping mechanism explored in Nicholls and Polman’s (2007) research. Another example of arguing as a coping technique is apparent Mia’s comment about long rehearsals: I mean, seriously, [Mrs Talbot '5] always like, “How come you guys can sit through three hour movies, but you can ’t sit through this? " And we ’re like, “How do you know we don ’t take bathroom breaks in between the movies? (Interview, Focus Group #2, Mia, December 15, 2007). Another example centers on the choristers' fears of singing alone. Several choristers are afraid to sing alone. As Jade previously noted, she would refuse to sing by 246 herself if Mrs. Talbot asked her to do so. Ciafara copes with the stress of singing alone by arguing the validity of solo singing: Ciafara: I don’t understand how she expects us when we sing alone to sound as good as when we sing in the choir. We’re all timid and stuff. We’re like, “I don’t want to be the person to do anything wrong.” When Ingrid is singing in the choir, she is really good and she is always on beat and stuff, because I used to sit by her. But when she’s by herself, Ingrid’s a little bit shy, you could say. Mia: It’s scary! Ciafara: It’s not like she’s gonna convey the same notes and stuff--that’s not the right words—as if she were in the choir (Interview, Focus Group #1 , December 8, 2007) In addition to individually responding to criticism, during the focus group interviews the choristers collectively participated in coping strategies. In response to choir stressors, the choristers argued and complained about many aspects of their choir participation. This finding supports research by Festinger (1950), Asch (1951), and Abrams (1992), which found that individuals feel pressure to either accept or reject pressure to conform to the group. In the group interviews, Ciafara led the group in criticizing the choir. Mia and Ingrid quickly succumbed to Ciafara’s influence and joined in the criticizing. Jade eventually joined this group, but for the most part, Nova and Charlie did not participate in the criticism. Ciafara explained that perhaps one reason for the outburst of negativity could be the choice of participants: Ciafara: . . . . I think you chose some people that had kind of the same thoughts. I know that you don't know us that well, and it's not your fault, but there are a 191 of 247 people that are like, "CHOIR, CHOIR CHOIR!!!” (sing-songy happy voice) and we're the people who are like, “choir, choir choir.” MM: I wanted to [interview] people who had a variety of opinions. Ciafara: You did. You got a complete variety, you just got a few more negative people than positive people. But people like Charlie and Nova are really into it. And normally, Mia is too. . . .I’m like, “What’s going on with you!” (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Perhaps Ciafara does not realize that her dominant personality may have contributed to Mia’s decision to conform to her opinions. As Ciafara pointed out, Mia seemed an unlikely contributor to the group negativity. Mia may have been caught up in the conformity pressure that Asch (1951) describes when stating that individuals are willing to go against their own opinions and logic in the face of peer pressure. By way of explanation for her participation in the complaining, Mia explains: It was a really stressful time in choir. We were really piling on because we were learning new music, we had concerts soon, we had the recording, and it was just a really stressful time, and Mrs. Talbot was kind of stressed out and kind of like, “Y ou need to do this now” and I think that 's why we were a little more negative. (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Mia’s comment alludes to the fact that her negativity was a direct response to the stress she felt in choir. In their individual interviews, both Mia and Ciafara speak to some level of regret for the way that they criticized choir in the focus group interviews: 248 MM: I'm trying to decide what to ask you next. Your attitude towards choir seems to be a lot different than last time we talked and so that changes some of my questions. You seem a lot more positive about it today than you did before. Ciafara: (She laughs) We were going through a rough spot. I mean, I still don’t love it, but the last few days have been kind of fun. I'm still not “Woo-hoo! Choirl”. . .but I’m more positive. MM: Did I just catch you guys on a bad day or something? (Ciafara laughs) Ciafara: No, I guess one person started talking about bad stuff and everybody's like, "Oh, yeah, the bad stuff," and we didn't think of anything good (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Ciafara’s mother provides an additional perspective on Ciafara’s pessimism: Teenage girls, I ’m finding—I don ’t remember being a teenage girl—I find that they tend to emphasize the negative a lot. Life is cruel. It ’s miserable and there ’3 nothing quite right sometimes (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Not all of the choristers chose to cope with choir stressors through rejection coping mechanisms. After the first focus group interview in which many of the choristers joined in criticizing several aspects of choir, including long and stressful rehearsals, conflicts with school or family activities, stressful auditions, and hard work, Nova went home from the interview feeling hurt and upset: MM: Is there anything else that you wanted to talk about that we haven’t talked about? Nova: Nope. Well, I do have one question, but it’s probably not a good question to ask. 249 MM: Go ahead. Nova: It’s about the other girls when you were interviewing. . . . I personally don’t know what happened. When I was sitting there, I was shocked. I really couldn’t say anything. I was disappointed, upset, because this is the woman that took me in when I was supposed to go into the lower choir—it’s not the Preparatory Choir, but it’s a step up from the Preparatory Choir—but she told me that since I could sing in head voice, she would put me in the NCC. And she’s done _sg much for me. I could m do that [complain] to someone. . . . The next day I was totally grumpy. I didn’t want to talk to anybody. I’m sure my mom could back me up on this. MM: Oh, I believe you. Nova: I was devastated, shocked. For a woman that would take you in, teach you music, teach you to sing well, give you solos if you wanted some, do so much for you. I mean, we wouldn’t have made it to the Kennedy Center if it wasn’t for her. She is like the mother of the family, and when I consider someone family, I cannot say something wrong (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Nova did not succumb to the group pressure to criticize. In reference to work by Abrams (1992) on the reasons why individuals do or do not conform to group pressure, one reason for Nova’s resistance may be her strong sense of personal identity. Abrams found that “When personal social identity is salient one acts as a group member, whereas when personal identity is salient one does not” (Abrams, 1992, p. 59). Perhaps Nova has such a strong sense of self that her personal identity takes priority over her personal 250 social identity, and she is therefore less likely to conform to group pressures against her will. Nova’s perspective on the negativity of some of the choristers illustrates a maturity beyond her years--a maturity that allows her to focus on the positive and minimize the negative--making her cheerful, pleasant to be around, and level-headed. She attributes the chorister’s complaining to the fact that in today’s society, there is much more focus on individual satisfaction and less focus on sacrificing oneself for the sake of the greater good. Well, the new generation is a “Me ” generation. I have noticed that. I know that ’s my generation (laughs), but I definitely notice that. It ’s “Me, me. " “Me ” comes first before ”You. " See, I was raised where somebody else comes first. I was definitely not raised of “Me, me, me, me. " I have learned E13111! comes first, then friends, then something else. Every year we donate to Salvation Army just for those people that don ’t have things. So I 'm definitely not a “Me " person but there are a lot of people out there that are ”Me, me, me " (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008) On the subject of the choristers who complained, Nova’s mother (NM) responds with an insight into societal trends among young adults: NM: And these kids nowadays are very different. . . . There’s no respect. . . . I see it everyday. I work at the courts. Society has changed our kids’ upbringings, the TV, . . . . When I was her age, you watch the news and. . .you'd see a car crash and they would have a black and white sign again saying “Death,” or “Accident Death,” not the actual scene. Not everything’s there. . . . Mrs. Talbot pulls it back 251 to the way it's supposed to be. . . . Miss Manners. Some of those kids grid those Miss Manners books (pause) gm. Nova: I have one! NM: I know you do. Nova: I like reading it, actually! NM: But values and manners have all gone to the hills and it's sad, because what's the next generation going to be like? (Interview, Nova’s Mother, January 11,2008) This section, The Musical Learning Environment: School Versus Children 's Choir, explored many of the comparisons that choristers make between their school musical learning environment and the musical learning environment in children’s choir. Choristers compare standards of musical achievement and the type of feedback they receive from their instructors. They describe the ways in which what they learn in choir does and does not transfer to other musical settings. They also describe the ways in which they cope with musical criticism from the conductor. Coping with criticism is an important theme that emerged from this study. Mrs. Talbot’s high expectations and honest feedback, although appreciated, can be stressful for the singers. This study found that the singers have individual as well as collective coping mechanisms for dealing with choir stressors. Other stressors may yet be identified in further research. This chapter explored other aspects of musical self-concept, including musical skills and what it means to be a musician. The next section of this chapter shares the choristers’ perspectives on how children’s choir influences their musical self-esteem. 252 Musical Self-Esteem Participating in the children’s choir affects the chorister’s self-esteem, as described in the previous chapter. Part of the chorister’s self-esteem involves their feelings about their musical self-concept, their musical self-esteem. As defined previously, musical self-esteem is an individuals’ evaluation of his or her musical self- concept, including how satisfied or dissatisfied the individual is with his or her musical self-concept. In the category of musical self-esteem, choristers explain that choir provides them with a place where they can feel successful at music. Choir is a place that is uniquely theirs. Mia summarizes the ways in which choir influences her self-esteem: Mia: I guess I just like feeling that I actually know what I’m doing. ‘Cause in choir, that’s really one of the only places where I know what I’m doing. ‘Cause sometimes school activities, I don’t really know what I’m doing (laughs). MM: You’ve found your place. Mia: Yeah! And I know how to sing and I know what I’m doing there and I know how to read music and I like helping people. I just feel like I know what I’m doing, and it’s nice (Interview, Mia, January 19, 2008). Ciafara’s mother echoes the sentiments shared by Mia: ...and it’s also something that ’s uniquely [Ciafara ’s]. Her brother plays Varsity soccer; it’s a huge big deal. But she ’s in the NCC so it ’s important to her to have that afliliation. It feels good. . . . It ’s her own place (Interview, Ciafara’s mother, January 17, 2008). Choir makes the choristers feel better about their musicianship, as Ciafara explains. 253 I kind of feel good at music now. I know in band a lot of the people can ’t read music or they don ’t know note names, and they can ’t hear when something 's wrong, and we can, and it does make us better musicians (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). “It 's cool being good at something, like I know we are all really good at [singing]” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Ciafara, December 15, 2007). Several choristers also comment that in addition to feeling better in general about their musicianship because of their choir experiences, it simply feels good to sing: “It feels really cool when you ’re hitting a really high note or something and you ’re like, (gasping) “Yea—h!” (Interview, Focus Group #1, Ciafara, December 8, 2007) Ciafara: Okay, so, when you're on stage and it's a full house and there is a song that you absolutely adore and just like one note that's an “A” something and there's lots of lines that build up to that and you hit that note and your adrenaline is pumping in your ears and you're like, "Woo-boo!” And then I just love that feeling, you know? MM: Yeah. Ciafara: like when you're soaring on a note it just feels so good. I remember Charlie saying that too. I was like, "I know how you feel, man" (Interview, Ciafara, January 17, 2008). Although the choristers often feel confident or pleased with their musical achievements, the choristers avoid the inclination to brag about the opportunities or skills that choir provides them. On the contrary, the choristers honestly evaluate themselves and straightforwardly and rather humbly state their opinions that, “[Being in the children ’s 254 choir] definitely doesn ’t make me feel better than everybody else" (Interview, Focus Group #2, Charlie, December 15, 2007). “In my school choir—I ’m not in it anymore—it drove me kind of crazy because I didn 't feel better, I just felt more advanced, and more trained ” (Interview, Focus Group #2, Mia, December 15, 2007). “I went to Smithville (name has been changed) for high school so chair is really huge there, but still I felt like I had kind of an edge on the average choir student fiom being in children 's choir” (Interview, Christine, Feb. 12, 2008). Mia: ...I feel more professional than what the schools have to offer at my age. Ingrid: Yes I agree. Ciafara: Totally. Mia: Because I mean schools have to offer... it sounds like little kids singing. Ingrid: (Interrupting) And most people are trying to be all cool. Mia: Half the class isn't even singing and so the people that sing off tune are... Ingrid: Bringing everybody down man! Mia: It's just not as good as this choir and the teachers aren't so demanding as Mrs. Talbot. (Everyone agrees with different "Yeah's" and "Rights") (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). This section identifies some of the ways in which the choristers’ musical self- esteem is enhanced through choir participation. Choir participation gives the choristers confidence in their musical abilities. They view themselves as more advanced, or more professional, than their peers in school ensembles, but they do not brag about their additional expertise. Rather, they try to use it for the benefit of their other ensembles, as described in previous sections. 255 Summary This chapter explored aspects of the choristers’ musical identity that are affected by participation in the Northridge Children’s Choir. Under the category of Musical Self- Concept, participants discuss how choir improves musical skills such as reading notation, vocal technique, aural skills, and musicality. The choristers share what it means to be a musician and to have musical talent. Their responses indicate a need for further research to clarify their understanding of these terms as well as their understanding of choir’s influence on their musicianship. This section also addressed musical apprenticeship, the chorister’s concerns about facial expressions and being “normal” teens yet being involved in music, and the influence that choir participation has had on their music listening preferences. In describing the impact of the musical learning environment on their musical self-concepts, the choristers describe how having high musical standards, largely a product of Mrs. Talbot’s influence, allows them to cultivate their musical skills. They also draw out the contrast between their public school music teachers and Mrs. Talbot regarding standards of musical achievement. While the choristers appreciate the high musical standards that Mrs. Talbot brings to the choir, they are sometimes frustrated by the detail work necessary to achieve these standards. The choristers also struggle with criticism from Mrs. Talbot, employing a variety of coping mechanism including taking advice, increasing effort, blocking, and arguing, in order to rrritigate the stress of criticism. In the category of Musical Self-Esteem, choristers explain that choir provides them with a place that is uniquely theirs, a place in which they can enjoy success. They 256 describe how happy it makes them to be “good” at choir, and also how happy it makes them to sing. They also describe how participating inthe choir does not make them feel superior to others, but instead gives them confidence in themselves. The next chapter, chapter 7, explores the impact of choir relationships on the choristers, and specifically addresses the group’s collective identity. 257 CHAPTER VII “WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER”: COLLECTIVE IDENTITY AND GROUP DYNAMICS The two previous chapters present findings related to personal and musical identity development. One additional category emerged as related to identity: the choir’s collective identity. As a group, the choir has a unique identity. This unique identity influences the ways in which the choristers perceive themselves as musicians and as individuals, and also the way that they treat the other choristers and Mrs. Talbot. This chapter explores the nature of the group’s identity, the ways in which this collective identity is formed, the roles of each of the participants in the choir, and the effect of choir relationships on the participants. Collective Identity MM: Talk to me about the group identity. You know how every group kind of has their own personality or their own feel to it, or what you’re known as? What is the NCC’s identity? Mia: Love, love. Ingrid: Excellence. Mia: Love and excellence. Nova: Love and fiiendship. Mia: Ibve, because we all love each other. We’re all in this together (Three or four girls break into singing: “We’re all in this together.”) 258 Ingrid: We are all in this together (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007) Love. Excellence. Friendship. These three descriptors surface repeatedly throughout the choristers’ discussions of choir. The previous chapters already addressed the choir’s musical excellence and the importance of choir friendships in the choristers’ lives. The love that the participants have for each other is both implicit and explicit in their description of their choir fiiendships. This love is so strong that the choristers often compare their choir relationships to family relationships. Nova: But that’s the best thing about this choir, is because there is no groups. We’re all just one big happy family group. Ingrid: We’re all in this together (Interview, Focus Group #1, December 8, 2007). Many of the study participants refer to the choir as a “family.” When asked if she thinks that choir is like a family, Christine experiences a strong emotional reaction. MM: Do you think that the choir is like a family? Christine: Yes, I mean... I think the fiiends I made in choir and I still have them now, and I'm so close with them (starts to get teary)... I definitely feel like I'm family with them (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008). In this comment, Christine’s reference to the choir as a family center on her strong attachment to her choir fiiends. Nova expresses similar thoughts on the choir being a family, but couches her comments more in terms of providing emotional support for children who may not have that kind of support at home. [Choir] has opened my eyes to many things. It ’s opened my eyes that I love music and I wouldn ’t quit any time soon. It ’5 opened my eyes that not every state is 259 lucky to have a choir like this, for children on top of it, and there ’s a lot of children out there that do need support. This chair is like one big family. ‘Cause I know that there ’s a lot of families that are split up and divorced. Some people have single parents. This is definitely a really lucky choir (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Further conversation with Nova reveals the family-like bond that she feels with her choir fiiends and her opinion on how these strong family-like bonds are created. As she speaks, the comparisons between school and children’s choir continue, particularly regarding safety and peer judgments. MM: About your choir fiiends. . .what do your choir friends bring out in you? Nova: Definitely the other side that I thought I’d never have, and that’s the joy, happy, family, loving. They’re all like my sisters and brothers and I’d stand up for ‘em no matter what, even though they’re not related to me. MM: How is it that you develop so much love for the people in the choir? Nova: I think it’s just that they accept you for who you are. We don’t judge in there. We accept you for who you are and what you are and there’s nothing that’s going to change our mind. We give you a clean slate. Whatever they call you at school does not happen there. MM: Why doesn’t it happen there? Nova: I guess it’s that it’s one of Mrs. Talbot’s rules, but we just automatically do it ‘cause we’re just a big loving family. That’s the only way I could basically describe it. We accept people, we talk to them, we get to know them, we become 260 fiiends with them and then we become family (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). Nova continues her comparison between school and children’s choir, firrther describing the ways in which the choir is like a family. In doing so, she also shares that there are specific expectations for the choir members. When asked if she thought that choir naturally attracted individuals who were kind to each other, or if Mrs. Talbot played a role in developing this kindness, Nova responds, It ’s a little bit of both. It ’s not totally Mrs. Talbot. I ’d say it 's probably one percent of Mrs. Talbot, but it’s definitely the people that join the choir because we’re all unique and there ‘3 not a single same person in there that ’s just like you. In school choirs, you ’re considered popular, geeks, dorks, and when you come to choir, it’s like all that leaves when you come through the door. You are in this chair. You are a family member. You ’re supposed to support the other, listen to them, respond back to them, give them advice (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008) Roles in Choir After Nova boldly states, “You are a family member,” she proceeds to outline the choristers’ duties as members of the choir. According to Nova, and many of the other choristers as well, each chorister fills a self-selected and specific role in the choir. As conductor of the ensemble, Mrs. Talbot also has a specific role with the choir. This section discusses the roles of the choir members and Mrs. Talbot in the “choir family” and how these roles affect the relationships between the participants. 261 The choristers’ emphasis on family and discussion of the role of choir members connects to research in sociology, specifically script theory (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002; Byng-Hall, 1995). In script theory, each family member has a “role” or identity. Each individual interacts with other family members who also have individual “roles.” Script theory includes “the family’s attitudes, taboos, expectations, myths, secrets, legacies and loaded issues with which children grow up, and represent the ‘given’ aspect of upbringing” (Borthwick & Davidson, 2002, p. 60). Nova’s description of the given expectations for the chori sters’ behavior fits this explanation. Script theory explains that every family has patterns of belief and ways of relating to each other that are passed down from one generation to the next. Script theory also explains that these roles are often imposed upon children by parental expectations. Sibling Roles In the choir family, the choristers relate to each other as siblings: “They ’re all like my sisters and brothers and I ’d stand up for ‘em no matter what, even though they ’re not related to me” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). As discussed in detail in previous chapters, the choristers often express sibling-like love and concern for their fellow choristers in the way that they treat each other with kindness and unconditional acceptance. Nova’s previous declaration that, “You ’re supposed to support the other, listen to them, respond back to them, give them advice” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008) indicates the responsibilities of the choristers as a group. Individually, the choristers also have specific roles. In chapter 5, Mia describes how she sees her role in choir as that of a mentor to the younger choristers. In the same chapter, Nova described 262 how she feels responsible for greeting the choristers as they come to choir. Nova further describes her role as follows: I think basically my job in chair is basically to make everybody when they walk through the door that they feel comfortable and that they have a friend to talk to. You know how sometimes people have issues in the family or issues at school. I want them to feel free to come talk if they really need somebody. Basically if that person ’s having an issue, I want them to know that they have someone they can come talk to and there ’s a friend that won ’t tell anybody else. And so, that ’s my goal, to gain people ’s trust and make them gain my trust so that if they ever had something on their mind that was extremely bugging them that they can come and tell me about it and feel safe telling me (Interview, Focus Group #1, Nova, December 8, 2007). All the choristers comments about their roles in choir support the conclusion that, to a large extent, the choristers view each other as siblings, and they will do all they can to emotionally support, teach, encourage, and care for each other. The choristers trust each other implicitly. They trust that everyone in the choir will be accepting, kind, and look out for each other. The presence and central importance of trust among the choristers is a pivotal finding that emerged from this study. Parental Roles From the choristers’ comments, it is clear that they do not perceive Mrs. Talbot as their equal, a fellow sibling. There is clearly a difference between Mrs. Talbot’s role and the choristers’ roles in choir. Mrs. Talbot has specific boundaries for her participation in 263 the choir. She makes a clear distinction between her role as a musician and her role as a personal counselor. If they don ’t have a voice teacher and they 're [preparing a piece] for their junior high solo and ensemble and the choir teacher asked them to do it, I 'd be glad to listen to it and help in that way. And I always would help with their musical goals. I would not want to be a counselor. I don 't want to know their personal problems. That's not my role, and I ’m not trained to do that (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). In the following excerpt, Mrs. Talbot clearly states her role in the choir and describes how she developed her perspective on leadership. MM: What would you like your relationship with the choristers to be during rehearsal? Mrs. Talbot: As a mentor and a model of beautiful singing. . . . I hope I'm a model. . . . When I think back on the teachers I love most, they were mentors. They were models. They were by no means fiiends and I knew that. You would never call them by their first name. They were pe0ple to be respected. And the frosting on the cake for a few of them... they were mg. But the most important mg is to be respected, and so that's all I care about (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). Mrs. Talbot’s comments make clear that she sees her role in the choir as that of musical model and mentor, and that she wants to be respected--more than loved--by the choristers. Her role models include individuals who, “were by no means fi'iends . . . . 264 They were people to be respected.” When asked if she has to develop that kind of respect in the choristers, she responds, One of the professors at [the University] in the College of Music spoke about their child's orchestra teacher and they said about this orchestra teacher that this teacher had such a sense of W. That you just wouldn 't cross this person and I think it's somewhat the same with me. What’s always so good about us is not always so good about us. We all have two sides of a coin. The fact that this teacher does have a sense of gravitas might make her less of a friend and there '5 less games going on in a rehearsal and that kind of thing-mo fooling around-~but the students lo_ve this conductor... I mean, Logg this conductor. So I think that you don 't t_ec_1_c_h it, you m it, and you glee; it. I'm not in there trying to be 18 years old. I am a model... the grown-up (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008) Mrs. Talbot cites her sense of “gravitas” as beneficial for cultivating an environment in which there’s “no fooling around,” as opposed to an enviromnent in which the teacher is less focused on content and more focused on being a “friend” to the choristers. Her comment that, “I ’m not in there trying to be 18 years old,” implies that, in her opinion, younger conductor-teachers often seek fiiendship with the choristers more than they seek to model and teach well, and this is to the detriment of the program. From the choristers’ perspective, Christine shares her concept of Mrs. Talbot’s role in the choir, and how Mrs. Talbot’s leadership influenced her. MM: What is Mrs. Talbot's role in this family? Is she the mother of the family? 265 Christine: (Laughs uncomfortably) She's ygy intimidating... to a_ll_ the kids pretty much, I think, (chuckles) including us even today. (Chuckles). You don‘t grow out of being intimidated by her. So I don't know if I'd classify that as being... _rpaptprn_al because I mean pretty much like the first year when I didn't know if I wanted to come back or not, it was because I was scared of Mrs. Talbot. (Laughs). But in the way that she's the one that guides us, molds the choir to do the best we can do, then in that way she'd be a parental figure (Interview, Christine, February 12, 2008) According to Christine, Mrs. Talbot is a “parental figure,” responsible for leading and training the choristers. The role of “mother” is not attributed to her in the sense that mothers typically are knowledgeable about the personal lives of their children, show genuine concern for the children’s lives, and provide emotional nourishment. Who is the choir mother then? Mrs. Talbot answers this question herself. MM: What kind of rehearsal environment do you try to create and how do you do it? Mrs. Talbot: Well, I believe it is a place of sanctuary. As I said, they feel gig here. MM: Do you have to set some boundaries for their behavior in order for them to feel safe, or do they do that on their own? Mrs. Talbot: This might have occurred 10 years ago, 12 years ago, but what has occurred now is that we have enough kids who have stayed in long enough that th_ey create the culture of sanctuary. I mean, look at Michelle for instance. She’s sort of like the choir mother (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008). 266 Michelle is one of the oldest choristers in the choir. Before and after rehearsal, she offers hugs and a listening ear to the choristers. Mrs. Talbot looks first to Michelle for help with small tasks during choir. Michelle is tall, a little plump, and eager to offer friendship, love, and encouragement to all the choristers around her. In her current work as accompanist for the Preparatory Choir, Michelle always arrives early to help set up the rehearsal area. She engages the young choristers in conversation about their lives and tries to make them feel welcome. As Mrs. Talbot explains, Michelle and other choir leaders are largely responsible for cultivating the atmosphere of love and acceptance that binds the choristers together in fiiendship. Mrs. Talbot explains that the limited time she has with the choristers prevents her from getting to know the choristers well. This is truly a drop-oflpick-up thing and it's gotten worse in the 21st century. Maybe 13 years ago there were some students who spoke with me, but they tended to befriends of the family and that's why I knew about [their personal lives]. I mean I know three instances in which they liter—ally said [choir] saved their lives. One kid was at Hope House (name has been changed), which is for drug abuse. Another kid is really having problems and seeing a professional about that, but that is M. These kids come in, they rehearse, and they leave. I really have no idea [of how choir affects the students’ lives] (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008) Mrs. Talbot is clear that she does not want to be involved in the choristers’ personal lives and that her role is to be a musical mentor. Although this creates some emotional distance between Mrs. Talbot and the choristers, the choristers often share how 267 highly they respect her musical leadership and that they respect her as an individual. Ciafara’s mother shares a story that illustrates Ciafara’s respect for Mrs. Talbot. [Ciafara] respects Mrs. Talbot. In fact, I ’1] tell you a funny story if I may. It was middle school, maybe seventh grade, and [Ciafara] was really starting to field her oats and she said something to me and it was very 12—year old. It was short and not very nice, and I said, “That ’s not really very nice, Ciafara. " And she said, “Oh, mom. Don ’t be so sensitive, ” or something like that, and we were getting ready for choir, and I said, “Would you say that to Mrs. Talbot? " and she said, “Absolutely not! No way! ” So she respects her, she really looks up to her, but they both have their prickly sides, and I think that ’s where they ’ve overlapped, with Ciafara wanting to do it her way, and Mrs. Talbot being the conductor, the director (Interview, Ciafara’s Mother, January 17, 2008). Nova and her mother agree that Mrs. Talbot commands respect. Nova’s Mother: ...[with] Mrs. Talbot, you have to have respect, patience. Mrs. Talbot's a lot like my mother. She's a lady. She expects certain things out of you and if you're not going to give, she's gonna nail you for it until you do. Nova: She's not a woman, she's a lady. She is the proper, most respectable person I have ever met, besides my grandma of course. She's not a woman, she's not a girl, she's definitely a main lady (Interview, Nova and Nova’s Mother, January 11,2008) Mrs. Talbot is a “parental figure” in the choir family. She provides guidance, 268 training, and the environment in which musical excellence is created. Although she often intirrridates the choristers, they respect her and all that she does to make the choir a successful organization. Summary The NCC has a specific and powerful collective identity that exerts a strong influence on the participants. Love, excellence, and fiiendship tie the choristers of the NCC together in strong family-like bonds of unity. The choristers view themselves as siblings, and accordingly treat each other in an idealized sibling relationship consisting of emotional support, unconditional love, and guidance. The choristers view Mrs. Talbot as a “parental figure” who guides, teaches, and provides an environment conducive to learning and achieving worthwhile goals. Mrs. Talbot views herself as a musical role model and mentor, but not as an emotional support system for the choristers. The emotional support of a parental figure is found in the nurturing care of several of the older choristers, including Nova. 269 CHAPTER VIII SUMMARY, CONCLUSIONS, IMPLICATIONS FOR MUSIC EDUCATION, AND COURSES OF FUTURE RESEARCH Summary The purpose of this study was to investigate the ways in which participation in a community children’s choir influences a participant’s personal and musical identity, and to explore the impact of choir relationships on these developing identities Data collection included focus group and individual interviews with former and current choir members, as well as interviews with several of the chorister’s parents, an interview with the choir’s conductor, rehearsal observations, a one-page participant background questionnaire, and my own written reflections during the study. Analysis of the data involved several steps. I reviewed interview transcriptions and assigned codes to specific comments. These codes summarized the essence of each comment. I added each code to a list of preliminary codes and themes. As I coded, tentative themes began to emerge. I occasionally assigned codes to more than one theme if the code seemed to belong in both places. After finishing coding, I filled out interview summary forms in which I summarized and identified some of the most salient points in each interview. Reviewing the interview summary forms, field notes, and other written reflections on the data collection process helped to draw out emerging themes from the data. Many of the codes and themes emerging fi'om the study fit neatly under the two categories of personal and musical identity development. A third category, collective 270 identity, essentially comprises answers to the third research question regarding choir relationships. Major findings of the study are thus divided into three basic categories: personal identity, musical identity, and collective identity. Under the category of personal identity, results of the study show that through their experiences and relationships in the choir, the choristers self—concept is enhanced in the areas of commitment and prioritizing, mental and behavioral self-discipline, social skills, respect for others, confidence, and leadership. Although the choristers may have different perspectives on the ways in which choir affects them than their parents have, the choristers realize that choir provides them with unique opportunities for learning, performance, and fiiendship. They are willing to sacrifice their personal time, family time, and socializing time in order to participate in the choir. As they continue in the choir, the choristers’ self-esteem is enhanced through mentoring, performing, and spending time with their choir fiiends. In contrast to school, where the choristers experience harsh peer judgment, children’s choir is a safe place where the choristers feel unconditional acceptance and support from their choir fiiends. This acceptance especially strengthens the choristers’ self-esteem. The choristers express . fi'ustration about perceived favoritism, vocal part assignments that seem unfair, and by the general lack of public understanding about the children’s choir organization. Also under the category of personal identity development, this study found that the choristers’ self-efficacy increases as they realize that they have the ability to master difficult repertoire and achieve a high level of technical proficiency. The confidence that comes 271 from their successful choir endeavors allows them to pursue future goals with increased courage. In the category of musical identity development, this study found that choir influences the choristers’ musical self-concept in several ways. Choristers in the NCC attribute much of their ability to read music, their musicality, their singing technique, and their aural skills, to their children’s choir participation. Also related to musical self- concept, participants discuss what it means to be a musician and to have musical talent. Their responses indicate a need for further research to clarify their understanding of these terms and their understanding of the ways in which choir influences their musicianship. Choir also provides opportunities for the choristers to practice musical apprenticeship and develop their passion for music. The choristers express concerns about the expected connection between facial expressions and being involved in the music, as well as being “normal” teens but also involved in music. Also under musical self-concept, the choristers describe how the choir’s high musical standards help them to cultivate musical skills. They draw out the contrast between their public school music teachers and Mrs. Talbot, regarding standards of musical discipline and achievement. While the choristers appreciate the high musical standards that Mrs. Talbot brings to the choir, they are sometimes fi'ustrated by the detail work necessary to achieve these standards. The choristers also struggle with criticism from Mrs. Talbot, employing a variety of coping mechanisms including taking advice, increasing effort, blocking, and arguing, in order to mitigate the stress of criticism. They use these coping mechanisms individually as well as collectively. 272 In the category of Musical Self-Esteem, choristers explain that choir provides them with a place that is uniquely theirs, a place in which they can enjoy success. They describe how happy it makes them to be “good” at choir, and also how happy it makes them to sing. They also describe how participating in the choir does not make them feel superior to others, but instead gives them confidence in themselves. Results in the third category, collective identity, indicate that the Northridge Children’s Choir has a specific and powerful collective identity that exerts a strong influence on the participants. Three group characteristics--love, excellence, and fiiendship--tie the choristers of the NCC together in strong family-like bonds of unity. The choristers treat each other with the emotional support, unconditional love, and guidance that is present in an ideal sibling relationship. Mrs. Talbot’s role in this choir family is as a “parental figure,” guiding, teaching, and providing opportunities to learn and achieve worthwhile goals. Mrs. Talbot views herself as a musical role model and mentor, but not as an emotional support system for the choristers. The emotional support of an ideal parent is found instead in the nurturing care of several of the older choristers, who assume the role of “choir mother.” Conclusions and Implications for Music Education In carefully considering these findings, seven conclusions about the impact of the Northridge Children’s Choir on choristers’ identities emerge. Many of these conclusions are not specific to choral ensembles and might be applicable, in a limited way, to other types of musical ensembles, depending on similarities in content and context. Implications for music educators are included in this discussion. 273 1. Children’s choir is a “safe” place for the choristers. One of the most challenging aspects of adolescence is navigating through complex social environments. Choir is a safe place where the choristers are not typically subjected to peer judgment or rejection. The choir environment is relatively free from the labeling, cliques, and mean comments that the choristers face in middle and high school. Being accepted for who they are, as opposed to trying to be like someone else, is a welcome escape for the choristers. The choir environment is akin to the ideal home environment in this aspect. The unconditional love that the choristers have for each other is similar to the love that siblings may have one towards another. As Nova describes, not everyone has an ideal family situation in which this kind of love exists in the home. Children in this situation may find that their choir friendships offer much of the love and emotional support that is missing from their home environments. Perhaps one of the most striking findings is the depth of the choristers’ reliance upon each other for friendship and emotional support. The choristers give each other emotional support by showing unconditional love and acceptance, by making kind remarks to each other, by greeting each other with hugs and smiles, and by providing musical mentoring to each other. The choristers feel safe, accepted, and comfortable in this environment, as Nova describes: “We accept people, we talk to them, we get to know them, we become friends with them and then we become family ” (Interview, Nova, January 11, 2008). As they are accepted for who they are, the choristers experience an increase in self-esteem. This research confirms that adolescence is a time in which the choristers fiequently experience negative peer judgment at school. Choir offers a “sanctuary” 274 (Interview, Mrs. Talbot, January 29, 2008) from this negative peer judgment. Other conductor-teachers may have the opportunity to create similarly safe musical environments for the adolescents that they teach. Conductor-teachers should realize the positive impact that participating in a non-judgmental activity has on the self-esteem of the participants, and do all that they can to help cultivate a fiiendly classroom environment. Creating an atmosphere of trust, love, and acceptance can be accomplished in part by setting high standards-as Mrs. Talbot models--for the participants’ behaviors and attitudes. Mrs. Talbot specifically teaches the students to be respectful of others, both in the choir and outside of the choir. The choristers respond well to this instruction and thrive in the accepting classroom atmosphere. 2. Choristers hold fast to the ideals of the children’s choir, a constant during a time of great change in their lives. Erikson (1968) describes that during adolescence, individuals reconceptualize their childhood identities, look to others—especially peers—for examples of what to become, come to terms with physical changes in their bodies, look for opportunities to explore potential aspects of their emerging identity, are fearful of being ridiculed by their peers, experience self-doubt, and “look most fervently for men and ideas to have faith in, which also means men and ideas in whose service it would seem worth while to prove oneself trustworthy” (Erikson, 1968, p. 129). Results of the study show that the choristers “look most fervently” to Mrs. Talbot and to the ideals of the NCC. They speak with pride about their association with the children’s choir. They hold to the musical achievement and prestigous performing opportunities of the ensemble as something that they are not only proud of, but also something that they took part in creating. There is a strong sense 275 of choir ownership among the choristers. Choristers also hold to the family-like bonds between their peers for emotional support. In the NCC, the ideals of the musical ensemble and choir friendships are stable, secure, and desirable. According to Erikson’s stages of identity development (1968), adolescents pass through a stage labeled Identity vs. Role Confusion. According to Kroger (2000), “Role confusion is the counterpoint of identity. Role confusion refers to the inability to make moves toward identity-defining commitments” (p. 1 0). Adolescents often feel lost or confused during this stage. Participating in the children’s choir grounds the choristers in an experience that they are proud of, that they can identify with, and in which they feel comfortable. Because the children’s choir is a constant in many of their lives, the choir becomes the “given” aspect of their lives against which other experiences (particularly social and musical) are compared. The importance of group comparisons in identity development is the topic of the next major conclusion. Conductor-teachers should remember that adolescents are in a time of great mental, emotional, social, and physical change, and that they are actively “look[ing] most fervently for men and ideas to have faith in, which also means men and ideas in whose service it would seem worth while to prove oneself trustworthy” (Erikson, 1968, p. 129). A musical ensemble can be a particularly powerful source of pride and stability in the participants lives. It is something that the participants can believe in and hold fast to in a time when so many other aspects of their life are changing. Conductor-teachers in both public and private music ensembles/lessons frequently counsel with their students about the students’ plans for continuing their musical involvement. Although conductor- teachers often encourage students to stay in music ensembles/lessons for as long as 276 possible, understanding the power of these ensembles’ ideals and environments on the participants’ developing identities may allow conductor-teachers to give this counsel with new-found personal conviction. 3. Group comparisons help the choristers develop their personal and musical identities. Participating in the children’s choir provides opportunities for choristers to make comparisons between choir and other activities, an important developmental step in further differentiating their personal and musical identities (Taj fel, 1981). Choristers make constant comparisons between children’s choir and other musical ensembles in terms of musical standards, teaching quality, performance product, and individual dedication to the ensemble. The process of group comparison as a means of cultivating identity is the central tenant of social identity theory (Tajfel, 1981). Abrams (1992) describes how an individual’s desire for “positive self-evaluation” leads to making distinctions between groups, and to label the ingroup as somehow different and also better than the outgroup (Abrams, 1992, p. 59). Being in the children’s choir also allows the choristers to make observations and draw conclusions about themselves in relation to their peers at school. For example, when Mia describes how she feels “more professional” than her peers in school choir, she is making an observation about her musical abilities and also generalizing that observation into a comment about her musical self-concept. The children’s choir offers a medium through which choristers compare themselves to their peers in musical and non-musical ways. In exploring the differences and similarities between themselves and others, the choristers make progress in understanding their individual identities. As they reflect on 277 their own abilities and talents and compare themselves to others, they decide which aspects of their emerging identities (as illuminated by their reflections on their choir participation) they wish to embrace or reject. With this knowledge, they can then choose to either accept or reject the qualities that they discover within themselves, moving towards a further differentiated identity. Conductor-teachers should be aware that group and individual comparisons are a natural and necessary component of adolescents’ personal identity development. In this study, the choristers often express frustration with public school teachers whose feedback does not accurately reflect the quality of the music-making. The adolescents in this study may not have the same level of musical experience or expertise as their teachers, but their musical awareness is sufficient that they can identify many of the differences between the children’s choir and other musical ensembles. These kinds of comparisons are inevitable, given the stage of identity development that most of these adolescents are part of. Conductor-teachers of children’s choirs may need to discuss with their choristers the inherent differences between children’s choir and other musical ensembles so that the choristers can make more knowledgeable and fair comparisons between the two. Clear explanations of these differences may alleviate some of the choristers’ frustrations in attempting to help their school ensembles sound like the children’s choir. This understanding may enable the choristers to view their public school ensembles in a more positive light. 4. Involvement in the children’s choir enhances choristers’ self-concept, self- esteem, and self-efficacy. 278 In comparing the findings of this study with that of Wolfe (2000) who studied the self-concept of four at-risk females in a community youth choir and determined that, “behavior and self-concept changes occurred [due to participation in the choir] but could not be attributed specifically to choir involvement,” results of this study point to specific developments in self-concept that are a direct result of choir participation. Five specific “life lesson” codes within the self-concept theme emerge as the participants discuss their choir experiences: 1. Commitment, 2. Self-Discipline, 3. Interpersonal Skills, 4. Confidence, and 5. Leadership. Choir affords the participants opportunities to develop and practice each of these skills on a continuing basis, although they may not necessarily be aware that they are developing these skills. Results of this study also compliment a growing body of research that indicates that participation in arts activities improves participants’ self-esteem (Adams, 1988; Bragg, 1980; Costa-Giomi, 2004; Jenlik, 1993; McKeon, 1988; Trusty & Olivia, 1994). This study specifically contributes to an understanding of factors influencing self-esteem from the perspective of participation in community music. Factors related to choir participation that appear to have the most influence on enhancing self-esteem include: mentoring, choir achievements, and choir fiiendships. As previously discussed in this chapter, choir fiiendships play an especially important role in developing the choristers’ self-esteem. Choristers report that the lack of cliques, labeling, and peer judgment in the children’s choir provides them with a safe place in which they are accepted for who they are. This freedom and security enhances the choristers’ self-esteem. Singing in the children’s choir also increases the choristers’ self-efficacy. This occurs when choristers successfirlly learn and perform challenging repertoire. These 279 findings support Randles’ (2006) findings on the positive relationship between music participation and improved self-efficacy. The choristers’ successes in choir give them the confidence to set further goals for thermselves. Many conductor-teachers may (correctly) believe that their music program develops students’ self-concept, self-esteem, and/or self-efficacy. Some conductor- teachers may even make these constructs explicit through specific learning outcomes. However, not all music pro grams feature the combination of conductor-teacher involvernemt, student involvement, parental involvement, and administrative or community support that is conducive to personal development in these areas. Although there is not a one-size-fits all recipe for creating the ideal classroom environment for these kinds of personal development, this study concludes that at least one ingredient plays a significant role in its creation: substantial personal involvement. Substantial personal involvement fi'om the conductor-teacher, the choristers, parents, and administration allows the NCC to provide an environment in which self- concept, self-esteem, and self-efficacy are strengthened. Without a high level of student involvement, it is unlikely that the NCC would be as high-achieving as it is, and it is unlikely that the choristers would develop many of the qualities discussed in this section. For example, choristers spend much of their own time learning their choir music outside of class. Parental support undoubtedly plays a role in reminding or assisting the choristers in accomplishing this work. The result of this work in learning challenging repertoire is an increased sense of self-efficacy. Parental involvement is also essential when choristers need rides to volunteer as student mentors for the training choirs. The choristers’ leadership abilities can develop because the parents support the choristers’ activities. 280 Parental support is required when choristers need help prioritizing their lives and making commitments to the choir. Administrative support allows Mrs. Talbot to direct the choir program in the way that she feels will be most beneficial. In the NCC, many individuals invest substantial time and talent into creating the environment in which self-concept, self-esteem, and self-efficacy can grow. It is a team effort in many ways. Public school conductor-teachers may have more of a challenge in rallying students, parents, and adrministration around their specific vision for their music program, than do conductor-teachers of community ensembles in which many of the members elect to participate. However, if Mrs. Talbot’s example holds, having a clear mission statement and setting high standards for the participants’ behaviors, attitudes, and achievement may motivate individuals to invest themselves in the program. 5. The choristers’ musical apprenticeship enhances their musical self-concept and musical self-esteem. Participating in the Northridge Children’s Choir is essentially participating in a musical apprenticeship. Mrs. Talbot rigorously and methodically strives to cultivate expressive and technically refined singing in the choristers. She gives them specific feedback, uses a variety of mental imagery and metaphors to describe tone production, expects them to focus all their efforts during rehearsal, constantly reminds them of the choral technique they should know and use, and continually draws their attention to diction, tone color, phrase shaping, blend, and a variety of other typical choral issues. The choristers are engaged in an intense choral workshop designed to produce workmanship of the finest quality. 281 As a result of this tutelage, the choristers develop many choral skills that are part of their musical self-concepts, including reading notation, vocal technique, aural skills, and musicality. These findings support that of Greenberg (1970), who found that elementary students’ participation in a school choir improved their self-concepts, including their musical self-concepts. These results also confirm the findings of Austin (1990), Laycock (1992), and Zimmerman (2005). These authors found that music self- esteem and music self-concept evolve over time, and are influenced by the environment as well as classroom instruction. In addition, Mrs. Talbot’s discussions of singing with beauty influence the choristers’ perceptions of what it means to be a musician and to have musical talent. Comparing and contrasting children’s choir with their school ensembles assists choristers in further identifying aspects of their musical self-concepts. For example, in describing the impact of the musical learning environment on their musical self-concepts, the choristers describe how Mrs. Talbot’s high expectations allow them to develop certain musical skills. They contrast Mrs. Talbot’s expectations with their public school teachers’ expectations and in doing so, realize many of the components that comprise musicianship. They become more aware of what it means to be a musician, and they also become aware of the musical skills and abilities that they either already possess or that they want to develop. The choristers’ self-esteem increases as they mentor others, participate in exciting and challenging choir activities, and mingle with their choir friends. The choristers appreciate that choir provides them with a place that is uniquely theirs and where they are successful music-makers. Being “good” at choir makes them happy. Although the 282 choristers are part of a high-profile ensemble, they do not exhibit any excessive pride or arrogance. Rather, they describe that participating in the choir does not make them feel superior to others, but instead simply builds their confidence in themselves. The musical self-concept of the choristers in this study was enhanced as they- compared their children’s choir experience to their school ensemble experiences. They became more aware of choral issues, pedagogy, and their own musical abilities than if they were only in their school ensemble. If one of the goals of music education is to provide students with a comprehensive a view of musicianship and of their own skills and abilities, then conductor-teachers might place more emphasis on participating in both school and community ensembles. This will allow the participants to make comparisons and realize the strengths and weaknesses of each musical ensemble. 6. Choristers are especially sensitive to being treated fairly and equally. The choristers in this study, as well as the choristers in the pilot study are especially sensitive to issues regarding fairness. The choristers express a strong desire to be treated equally by Mrs. Talbot. They denounce favoritism: “Favorites aren ’t okay” (Interview, Focus Group #1, Ciafara, December 8, 2007) and attempt to downplay their talents should they be singled out as a musical model. The choristers’ desire to avoid being chosen as a favorite connects to Borthwick and Davidson’s research on family scripts (2002). In a study of families with children involved in musical activities, Borthwick and Davidson found that in some families, parent-child coalitions exist between a musician parent and a selected child. In these coalitions, the musical parent identifies strongly with the child, and places high expectations on the child. Similar to Borthwick and Davidson’s research, choristers may 283 perceive that a kind of parent-child coalition exists when the conductor singles choristers out for special musical assignments or to serve as musical models. Many of the choristers are embarrassed by this special attention. In Borthwick and Davidson’s research (2002), parent-child coalitions sometirmes place strain on other family relationships. As Mia describes, individual attention fiom Mrs. Talbot causes strain between Mia and her peers: “I mean, I want people to think I ’m a really good singer, but I don ’t want people to think I ’m like the back row (favorites)” (Interview, Focus Group #1 , Mia, December 8, 2007). The choristers appreciate the attention because it publicly validates their musicianship, but they do not want to be perceived as better than anyone else. They choristers also perceive injustices in the way in which Mrs. Talbot assigns individuals to certain vocal parts, and in the musical criticism she provides to individuals and to the ensemble. Choristers are acutely aware of any decisions or criticisms that seem unfair, and they tend to jump to the conclusion that decisions are made on a subjective rather than an objective basis, only increasing their perception that the conductor’s decisions are unfair. They have strong emotional responses to being asked to sing specific vocal parts or in being asked to switch vocal parts entirely. The choristers respond to criticism from Mrs. Talbot on a continuum ranging fi'om taking the advice and increasing their efforts, to blocking and arguing with the criticisms. Research with families indicates that children’s perception of fairness in rules or punishments is based largely on their perception of their parents’ intent (Grusec & Goodnow, 1994; Padilla-Walker & Carlo, 2004). If the comparison of choir to a family holds, then it may be true that the choristers perceive fairness (in part assignment, 284 musical criticism, or in being singled out as a model) primarily on their perception of the conductor’s intent. Results of this study indicate a need for conductor-teachers to be aware of the stigrnas connected to different part assignments and to be aware of the potential emotional responses of the choristers to being asked to change parts or sing a different part entirely. In this study, the choristers’ comments intimated that singing “high” was a privilege granted to the conductors’ favorite singers or sirmply to younger singers. The choristers’ lack of understanding on issues that affect part assignments, such as vocal timbre, vocal strength, confidence, experience, and Mrs. Talbot’s ability to remember the sound and strengths of individual voices, leaves the choristers with little more than favoritism for a reason why Mrs. Talbot assigns certain parts to each chorister. It is not surprising then, that with such limited understanding, they may take their part assignment more personally than they probably should. This same phenomena may occur in other choirs. If that is the case, conductor- teachers might take time to explain to the choristers the criteria that determine vocal part assignments. In related work, when considering asking choristers to switch vocal parts either temporarily or permanently, a conductor teacher should realize that the choristers may be emotionally attached to their vocal part and may thus respond negatively to the request. As with the “singing high” phenomena, choristers’ concerns may be alleviated if conductor-teachers can give a convincing reason for the actions. Although they may not be musically advanced enough to completely understand the conductor’s explanations, they are likely to appreciate the attempt. Withholding this information fiom the choristers might perpetuate misunderstandings and hurt feelings. 285 Another issue closely related to the choristers’ perceptions of fairness in rehearsal is the importance of facial expressions in performance. Most choral conductors are concerned with the manner in which audiences receive their choir’s singing. Rehearsals focus not only on technical and expressive issues that enhance the beauty of the performance, but also on the physical appearance of the singers. Singers often have expensive matching uniforms and are given instructions on how to do their hair and make-up (if applicable). Many choral conductors also feel that the looks on the choristers’ faces affect the manner in which the audience receives the singing. To this end, conductors often talk to the choir about how their faces appear while they are singing, encouraging them to sing with lifted eyebrows, an “inner smile,” or to in some way try to reflect the message of the piece on their faces. A common technique is for conductors to show an expressionless face while singing, and then contrast that with an “engaged” face while singing, demonstrating to the choir the uncommunicativeness of the expressionless face. When the NCC choristers hear that they need to “show more” on their faces, they take this to mean that they need to step up their “acting.” Comments such as this tells the choristers that they are not, in their current state, sufficiently expressing the emotions of the music--that facial expressions, and facial expressions alone, determine how deeply they are feeling the music. This may be fi'ustrating to the singers because they may feel that they are deeply connected to the music, and that putting extra effort into how they look is a secondary and much less significant aspect of the singing. Conductor-teachers should validate students’ existing emotional connections to the music, regardless of how well they express these emotions on their faces. Conductor- 286 teachers can emphasize to the students that facial expressions and emotions are not necessarily interconnected. If a student does not show the expected facial expressions, conductors should consider that perhaps the student is indeed feeling a deep connection to the music, but has not yet developed the representative facial-expression skills. Conductor-teachers can explain to the students their purposes in encouraging expressive faces. They can present the development of good facial expressions as a separate, communicative skill that enhances the communication between the audience and singers. Singers may not understand that the conductor is asking them to intentionally produce specific facial expressions in hopes of transmitting certain emotions. When singers realize that the purpose of facial expressions is to transmit certain emotions as part of the communicative process of music-making, they may be more inclined to work on developing them than if they feel that they just have to look “into it” for the audience’s viewing pleasure. Fairness is an important issue to the choristers. Whether it is in vocal part assignment, being singled out for criticism or to be a vocal role model, or in expectations for appropriate facial expressions, choristers want to be treated fairly. As choristers often make subjective rather than objective judgments, conductor-teachers can help choristers feel that they are being treated fairly by explaining their reasoning behind their actions. 7. Choristers have some understanding of what it means to be a musician, but do not sufficiently comprehend the role that choir plays in their musical development. The choristers in this study have some understanding of what it means to be a musician, and they routinely demonstrate many different musical skills in choir. From 287 their discussion, it is obvious that much of their musical ability comes directly from their involvement in choir. Yet, when asked how choir affects their musicianship, they struggle to find a response, ultimately reverting to a discussion of how they do not learn much about music in choir because they learned it (referring to music notation) in band or in private lessons. There is a discrepancy between what the choristers know and do, and what they say about musicianship. In his investigation of corrrrnunity band participants, Kruse (2007) encountered a similar situation: although participants willingly volunteered to participate in a musical ensemble, often had years of immersion in music, and had at least a basic understanding of the components of musicianship, they did not consider themselves to be musicians. According to the choristers, being a musician involves creating beauty and phrasing and loving the music and having a passion for it, but at other times, it involves little more than understanding the crescendo symbol. They understand that the choir creates an artistic product, but do not understand that it is the attention to nuance and minutia in rehearsal that makes this product possible. They do not see how that work affects the finished product. Conductors might discuss in greater detail with their choristers the purpose of rehearsal techniques that refine and polish a piece. The choristers do not seem to see that rehearsals focus on the development of musicality, as Ciafara commented, “I don ’t think we work on that much stuff in choir, musically. Once in awhile we go over what a crescendo is and half notes and stufif but we ’re pretty much expected to know that when we come into the choir " (Interview, Focus Group #2, December 15, 2007). Conductor-teachers should be aware that although students may be able to describe what it means to be a musician, and although they may 288 be able to demonstrate musicality in their performance, there may be a disconnect between their understanding of the concept of musicianship and their perception of how musicianship is developed in choir. Conductor-teachers can resolve this problem by starting with a clear understanding of what it means to be a musician, describing to the choristers how the choral experience fits into this broad perspective of musicianship, helping the choristers develop musical skills and knowledge, and then circling back to discuss with the choristers the ways in which their choir experiences have developed their musicianship. The conversation might also identify aspects of musicianship not specifically developed through the choral experience and provide students with ideas for cultivating these aspects. For example, conductor-teachers might have a conversation with their choir that begins by explaining to the choristers what aspects of musicianship the choir specifically targets The conductor-teacher might emphasize vocal technique, performance skills, aural skills, and music reading skills. Next, in order to provide the choristers with a broader understanding of what it means to be a musician, the conductor-teacher might draw attention to the areas of musicianship that choir does not develop. For example, if the conductor-teacher believes that being able to play inversions and scales is an essential component of musicianship, and this is not a focus of the choir program, the conductor- teacher might explain to the choristers where they can find this instruction, should they desire to develop this aspect of their musicianship. Perhaps these kinds of discussions will allow choristers to place their choral experiences in context. They will better understand what musical skills they are currently developing. And should they be asked 289 about how choir- has influenced them as musicians, they will be able to make an inforrmed, specific response. Clarity in discussing the outcomes of music education is increasingly important for public school educators. Conductor-teachers need to have a clear understanding of what music education provides for the students. In addition, the students should also have a clear understanding of what they are expected to learn and be able to describe their progress in meeting these goals. Conductor-teachers’ careful consideration of what it means to be a musician, and thoughtful discussion with the students about how the choral experience contributes to this may contribute to more understanding and respect for the goals of choral programs. Courses of Future Research A next step in the line of research established in this dissertation is to complete longitudinal studies of various aspects of identity development. Each of the major concepts discussed in this study could be isolated and explored further in depth. For example, in the category of personal identity development, the choristers reported that choir strongly influenced the development of many specific skills, including commitment, self-discipline, interpersonal skills, confidence, and leadership. A longitudinal study could thoroughly investigate choir’s influence on these skills through a Variety of questionnaires and interviews with the participants over a number of years. Results of the study would strengthen the findings of this study, which relies heavily on self-reporting. Because self-reporting is not always accurate, studies of this kind are essential to creating an accurate account of choir’s influence on these skills. 290 Psychological tests of self-esteem and self-concept might be used in longitudinal studies to further establish the effect of choir on an individual’s self-concept. Longitudinal studies especially might employ these tests. Other tests that isolate musical self-concept (the assessment individuals make of their musical skills and abilities) from musical self-esteem (how individuals feel about their musical self-concept) might be developed and similarly used in longitudinal studies. Another line of research might firrther explore social identity and social comparison theories in the children’s choir context. Social identity theory and social comparison theory are closely related: “Social identity theory focuses on how we evaluate the groups to which we belong. Social comparison focuses on how we evaluate ourselves as individuals within certain groups” (Goethels, 2003, p. 16). This dissertation found that the choristers fiequently evaluate and make comparisons between groups. It may be interesting to explore the influences on their perceptions of each group. The role of the conductor-teacher, parents, and participants in cultivating specific group characteristics is worthy of further investigation. Future research might also address how participants evaluate their musical achievement within certain groups. One of the most evident themes to emerge from this research is that choir adds a certain amount of stress to the choristers’ lives in a variety of ways. Although the choristers see many benefits to their participation in the choir, the stressors nevertheless exist. These stressors include receiving musical criticism, part assignments, balancing choir activities with other important personal and school activities, and the physical and mental demands of lengthy rehearsals. 291 Sirmilar to research on stressors in adolescents’ sports participation, future research might specifically target the stressors in adolescents’ choir participation. Many of the stressors that the choir participants describe are similar to those found in research with adolescents in sports teams (N icholls & Polman, 2007). The frequency with which choristers speak about their choir challenges highlights the appropriateness of this line of research. Although each choir environment differs depending on the dynarrrics between conductor, choristers, and parents, most choirs share similarities in general procedure (rehearsals followed by concerts) and content (singing). This is similar to sports, in which practices are generally followed by concerts, and the content is specific (i.e., soccer, football, basketball). The similarities between these types of extracurricular and team- oriented activities may produce similar kinds of stressors in the participants. A next step after identification of choir stressors may be to identify the ways in which choristers cope with these stressors. Sirmilarities may exist between the ways in which choristers and student athletes cope with various activity-specific stressors. Research into coping strategies in choral ensembles may allow for more comparisons between sports and music participation. If similarities exist, the wealth of research in sports psychology on stressors and coping may transfer in limited ways to music education. For example, conductors may find research from sports psychology that applies to teaching healthy coping techniques to choral singers. The stressors in other musical activities such as school music ensembles or private lessons, is another potential research area. Research on stressors and coping has several potential benefits. First, it will enable music teachers to better understand an aspect of music participation that they may not have previously considered. In this way, their 292 perspective of the many ways in which participation in music affects individuals will increase. Understanding the ways that students respond to stress in musical environments may provide the music teacher with a more informed perspective on students’ behaviors or attitudes. Second, it will provide music teachers with the knowledge to proactively address potentially stress-inducing aspects of music participation, hopefully alleviating some of the participants’ anxieties. Third, through this research, music teachers will be able to learn and then teach healthy coping mechanisms for handling these stressors. Understanding the challenges that the music students face and understanding the ways that they face tlrerm may allow music teachers to work more effectively and compassionately with their students. This study highlighted choristers’ responses to fairness in vocal part assignments and in being selected as a vocal role model. This topic is somewhat related to choir stressors and coping mechanisms. Of the many other research lines that could be developed from this study, a particularly interesting one is choristers’ perceptions of fairness in rehearsal. If, as this dissertation suggests, choir relationships can be family- like, then choir relationships might be studied in the context of existing family-related research. Research with families indicates that children’s perception of fairness in rules or punishments is based largely on their perception of their parents’ intent (Grusec & Goodnow, 1994; Padilla-Walker & Carlo, 2004). These authors found that the context of a parent’s discipline, the child’s personality, and particularly the child’s perception of the parent’s intent determine the ways in which the child responds to discipline. Research in music education might focus on participants’ perceptions of the conductor’s intent when 293 offering criticism or making. other decisions. Better understanding the participants’ thoughts allows conductor-teachers to proactively address participants’ anticipated responses. Simply stated, if conductor-teachers know how their students perceive their criticisms, they can address any problems or misunderstandings and create a more relaxed learning environment for music-making. 294 Appendix A Study Information Letter Dec. 1, 2007 Dear children’s choir members and parents, My name is Melissa Mills, and I am a PhD candidate in music education at Michigan State University. For my dissertation, I will be conducting research with the Children’s Choir (from approx. Nov. l-Dec. 31“, 2007). The title of the study is “TI-IE EFFECTS OF PARTICIPATION IN A COMMUNITY CHILDREN’S CHOIR ON PARTICIPANTS’ IDENTITY: AN ETHNOGRAPHIC CASE STUDY.” The purpose of the study is to better understand the effects that singing in the choir has on the participants. Participation in this study may benefit you and your child as you think deeply about your child’s choir experiences and gain experience sharing your thoughts and feelings. The purpose of this letter is simply to let you know in advance that I may contact you to invite your child (and perhaps you as well) to participate in this study. As part of this research, I would like to hold two focus group interviews with 5-7 students (ages 12 and older) from the children’s choir. Iwill invite 2 or 3 students from the focus group, as well as one or both parents, for additional follow-up interviews. All interviews will last approximately one hour. Participation in the study is strictly voluntary. Choir members and their parents may refuse to participate and may withdraw at any time without penalty. Participants’ privacy will be protected to the maximum extent allowable by law. All interviews will be recorded on a digital voice recorder and will be strictly confidential. Audio recordings and any identifying information will be stored under secure conditions. In transcriptions of the interviews, participants will be identified by a pseudonym. One potential risk is that you might be nervous sharing some of your thoughts or experiences, but hopefully this risk will be very small. Audio recordings, as well as all study results, may be presented and published in papers, scholarly journals, and/or presentations that would be of interest to music educators, but no identifying information will be shared. If you have any questions about this study, please contact professor Mitchell Robinson, Associate Professor of Music Education at Michigan State University, at (517) 355-7555. If you have any questions or concerns regarding your rights as a study participant, or are dissatisfied at any time with any aspect of this study, you may contact - anonymously, if you wish, Peter Vasilenko, Ph.D., Director of the Human Research Protection Programs (HRPP) at Michigan State University: (517) 355-2180, fax: (517) 432-4503, email: irb@msu.edu, or regular mail: 202 Olds Hall, East Lansing, MI 48 824. Sincerely, Melissa Mills 295 Appendix B Student Assent Form Dec. 1, 2007 Dear student, My name is Melissa Mills, and I am a PhD candidate in music education at Michigan State University. For my dissertation, I arm studying the effects that singing in the children’s choir has on the lives of the singers. The title of the study is “THE EFFECTS OF PARTICIPATION IN A COMMUNITY CHILDREN’S CHOIR ON PARTICIPANTS’ IDENTITY: AN ETHNOGRAPHIC CASE STUDY.” I am pleased to invite you to participate in this research. Participation in this study may benefit you as you think deeply about your choir experiences and gain experience sharing your thoughts and feelings. As part of this research, I would like you to participate in two focus group interviews with 5-7 students (ages 12 and older) fiom the choir. I will invite 2 or 3 students from the focus group, as well as one or both parents, for additional follow-up interviews. All interviews will last approximately one hour each. Participation in the study is strictly voluntary. Choir members and their parents may refuse to participate and may withdraw at any time without penalty. Participants’ privacy will be protected to the maximum extent allowable by law. All interviews will be recorded on a digital voice recorder and will be strictly confidential. Audio recordings and any identifying information will be stored under secure conditions. In transcriptions of the interviews, students will be identified by a pseudonym. One potential risk is that you might be nervous sharing some of your thoughts or experiences, but hopefirlly this risk will be very small. Audio recordings, as well as all study results, may be presented and published in papers, scholarly journals, and/or presentations that would be of interest to music educators, but no identifying information will be shared. If you have any questions about this study, please contact professor Mitchell Robinson, Associate Professor of Music Education at Michigan State University, at (517) 355-7555. If you have any questions or concerns regarding your rights as a study participant, or are dissatisfied at any time with any aspect of this study, you may contact - anonyrmously, if you wish, Peter Vasilenko, Ph.D., Director of the Human Research Protection Programs (HRPP) at Michigan State University: (517) 355-2180, fax: (517) 432-4503, email: irb@msu.edu, or regular mail: 202 Olds Hall, East Lansing, MI 48824. Sincerely, Melissa Mills 296 I agree to participate in this study. (Student signature) (Student name--printed) Date (Parent/Guardian Signature) (Parent/Guardian Name—printed) Date 297 Appendix C Parent Consent Form Dec. 1, 2007 Dear parents/ guardians, My name is Melissa Mills, and I am a PhD candidate in music education at Michigan State University. For my dissertation, I arm studying the effects that singing in the children’s choir has on the lives of the singers. The title of the study is “THE EFFECTS OF PARTICIPATION IN A COMMUNITY CHILDREN’S CHOIR ON PARTICIPANTS’ IDENTITY: AN ETHNOGRAPHIC CASE STUDY.” I am pleased to invite your child (and possibly you as well) to participate in this research. Participation in this study may benefit you as you think deeply about your child’s experiences in the children’s choir, and gain experience sharing your thoughts and feelings. As part of this research, I would like your child to participate in two focus group interviews with 5-7 students (ages 12 and older) from the choir. I will invite 2 or 3 students from the focus group, as well as one or both parents, for additional follow-up interviews. All interviews will last approximately one hour each. Participation in the study is strictly voluntary. Participants may refuse to participate and may withdraw at any time without penalty. Participants’ privacy will be protected to the maximum extent allowable by law. All interviews will be recorded on a digital voice recorder and will be strictly confidential. Audio recordings and any identifying information will be stored under secure conditions. In transcriptions of the interviews, participants will be identified by a pseudonym. One potential risk is that you might be nervous sharing some of your thoughts or experiences, but hopefully this risk will be very small. Audio recordings, as well as all study results, may be presented and published in papers, scholarly journals, and/or presentations that would be of interest to music educators, but no identifying information will be shared. If you have any questions about this study, please contact professor Mitchell Robinson, Associate Professor of Music Education at Michigan State University, at (517) 3 55-7555. If you have any questions or concerns regarding your rights as a study participant, or are dissatisfied at any time with any aspect of this study, you may contact - anonymously, if you wish, Peter Vasilenko, Ph.D., Director of the Human Research Protection Programs (HRPP) at Michigan State University: (517) 355-2180, fax: (517) 43 2-4503, email: irb@msu.edu, or regular mail: 202 Olds Hall, East Lansing, MI 48824. Sincerely, Melissa Mills 298 I agree to allow my child to participate in this study. I also agree to participate in an interview with the researcher if my child is selected for a follow-up interview. (P arent/Guardian 1 Signature) (Parent/Guardian 1 Name—printed) Date (Parent/Guardian 2 Signature) (Parent/Guardian 2 Name—printed) Date 299 Appendix D Potential Interview Questions for Student Participants General Questions 1.1 Why do you participate in the children’s choir? 1.2 Have your reasons for participating in the choir changed over time? If so, why? 1.3 What do you believe that you gain fiom your experiences in the choir? 1.4 What determines how long you will stay in the choir? Musical Identigy 2. General Musical Identity 2.1 What does it take to be a musician? In what ways has being in the choir shaped the way you view musicians or being a musician? 2.2 In what ways has being a member of this choir shaped the way you think of your musical ability or talents? 2.3 What kind of music do you listen to, and why? In what ways has being in the choir influenced the kind of music you listen to? 2.4 How has being in the choir influenced your decision to play and/or take lessons on an instrument? 2.5 In‘what ways has being in the choir affected the way you view participation in school musical ensembles? 2.6 In what musical ways are your school music experiences different from your children’s choir experiences? 3. Musical Self-Concept 3.1 What are your musical strengths and weaknesses? How do you come to 300 3.2 3.3 3.4 3.5 3.6 these conclusions? What strengths do you bring to the choir? In what ways has being in choir improved your musical abilities? What is your role in the choir? How well do you feel that you fit with this role? Is your role something that you created for yourself, something other people started expecting of you, or a combination of both? What does it mean to be musically talented? Do you think a person has to be talented to be part of this choir? 4. Musical Self-Esteem 4.1 How do you feel about your musical abilities? Are you pleased, unhappy, or somewhere in between? 4.2 Does singing in the choir make you feel better or worse about your musical abilities? 4.3 How do your friends, parents, or teachers make you feel about your musical abilities? General Identigy 5. How has being a member of the choir influenced who you are? 5.1 In what ways has being part of the choir affected your personality? 5.2 In what ways has being part of the choir affected how you act? 5.3 In what ways does being part of the choir affect your general mood? 5.4 In what ways has being part of the choir affected your attitude or beliefs (towards anything)? 6. F arnily Life 301 7. 6.1 Why do you think your parents encourage you to be in this choir? 6.2 How much influence do your parents have on your participation in the choir? 6.3 In what ways has being a member of the choir affected your relationship with your parents? 6.4 What do your siblings (if applicable) think about your participation in choir? Why do they want (or not want) to follow in your footsteps? Choir Rehearsals in Social Context In General 7.1 Can you describe the characteristics of a “typical” choir member? In what ways are you a typical member? In what ways are you different? 7.2 Why do you belong to the children’s choir? 7.3 Does everyone in the choir always agree with what Mrs. Talbot wants? What happens if someone disagrees? 7.4 How true is the statement that children’s choir makes you feel safe or like your life is stable? Friends 8.1 In what ways do you want to be more like your choir friends? In what ways would you like to be different from your choir friends? 8.2 How true is this statement: “My choir friends encourage me to become a better musician.” 8.3 How true is this statement: “My choir friends encourage me to become a better person.” 302 8.4 If you have choir friends who are more than a year or two older or younger than you, how did you become friends? 8.5 How much influence do your choir friends have on your decision to participate in the choir? 8.6 If your choir friends disagreed with something Mrs. Talbot wanted to do in rehearsal, what would your response be? The Conductor 9.1 In what ways, if any, does Mrs. Talbot encourage you to become a better musician? 9.2 In what ways, if any, does Mrs. Talbot encourage you to become a better person? 9.3 What is your relationship with Mrs. Talbot like? 9.4 In what ways, if any, would you like your relationship with Mrs. Talbot to be different? 9.5 What kind of environment does Mrs. Talbot create in choir? How does she do this? 9.6 Finish these sentences: “Mrs. Talbot is fair when...” and “Mrs. Talbot is unfair when...” 9.7 In what ways, if any, does Mrs. Talbot encourage self-discipline in choir? 9.8 How much influence does Mrs. Talbot have on your decision to participate in the choir? 303 Appendix E Participant Questionnaire Real Name: Pseudonym: Age: Grade in School: Home-schooled? Y/N (circle one) Years in children’s choir: Other instruments you play: Years of lessons on other instruments: Do you participate in school music groups? If so, what groups, and for how many years? Name three hobbies that you have: What I am like: (Describe your personality) Why do you sing in the children’s choir? 304 Appendix F Interview Summary Form Site: Interview Date: Today’s Date: Time of Interview: Length of Interview: Participants: 1. What were the main issues or themes that struck you in this interview? 2. Summarize the salient points from the transcript. Provide a page number and code for each point. Comment Code 3. What else struck you as interesting or unexpected in this interview? 4. What new, remaining, or follow-up questions do you have for this/these participants? 305 Appendix G Completed Interview Summary Form Site: Mia’s Home Interview Date: Saturday, January 18, 2008 Today’s Date: Wednesday, January 23, 2008 Time of Interview: 1:10 pm. Length of Interview: 19:55 Participants: Mia. Also, her parents wanted to stay for her interview, so they sat at the table with her. 1. What were the main issues or themes that struck you in this interview? Friendships seem to be the center of Mia ’3 life. Not having school friends seems to be a great challenge for her, and having choir friends seems to be one of the highlights of her life at the moment. Choir is a place where Mia feels safe and confident because she feels like She "knows what she ’s doing” there. Mia sees learning to read notation as one of the highest achievements of musical skill, and she attributes her ability to do that to her band experiences. I ’m not sure she comprehends the musicianship she learns in the choir. She was deeply moved by her experience singing “Transmigration of Souls " Choir gets in the way of socializing, but it ’s a ”once in a lifetime ” experience, so it ’3 worth it. 2. Summarize the salient points fiom the transcript. Provide a page munber and code for each point. Page # Salient Points Code(s) 82, 85 Choir has provided fiiends V—-FRIENDS 82, 85 Choir has provided prestigious performance V-- opportunities, but it’s the relationships in the choir and PERFORMANCE/ singing well that made it most memorable. FRIENDS 83 It feels good to have a place where you “know what V—SELF-ESTEEM/ you’re doing” CONFIDENCE MI-SES- CONFIDENCE MI-SEF- CONFIDENCE 306 84, 85 Some friends don’t ‘get” choir MISUNDERSTOOD 84 Musical skill development happens mainly in band SKILL DEVELOPMENT 84 Middle school girls are mean MIDDLE SCHOOL- social challenges 85 Having fun in choir is important MOT-Fun 86 Singing “Transmigration of Souls”--Choir repertoire is REPERTOIRE- very meaningful EFFECTS OF 87 A “once-in-a-lifetime” experience COG—“once in a lifetime” 88 Choir gets in the way of social life CH-CH- sacrifices/personal conflicts 3. What else struck you as interesting or unexpected in this interview? Mia was much calmer and more careful in expressing herself than she was in the group interview. In the group interview, she seemed completely unrestrained in her comments. I thought she had a stronger personal attachment to Mrs. Talbot than what she said. She sounded fairly indifferent, yet she comes across as being completely devoted to choir. 4. participants? What new, remaining, or follow-up questions do you have for this/these Does Mia understand that all of the “little ” things they work on in choir are developing her musical skills? Does she view the “little ” things as superficial or meaningful? Do they enhance the performance? 307 Appendix H Interview Transcript Excerpt Interview with Nova At Nova’s home Thursday, January 11, 2008 6:30 pm. M_M: Two more things to talk about. Do you think you’re a typical choir member? m: I don ’t think anybody ’s a typical choir member. Everybody has dijfirent personalities there. As a group, we ’re called a children ’s choir, but we ’re all diflerent personalities, we ’re all diflerent looks and everything. We don ’t all look like children (laughs). I ’ve gotten that a few times: “You guys don ’t look like children! ” ”,Uh yeah, we ’re teenagers too, but we 're still kids inside. ” There ’s definitely not just a single personality. MM: About your choir friends. . .what do your choir friends bring out in you? w: Definitely the other side that I thought I ’d never have, and that’s the joy, happy, family, loving. They 're all like my sisters and brothers and I ’d stand up for ‘em no matter what, even though they ’re not related to me. MM: How is it that you develop so much love for the people in the choir? M3 I think it ’s just that they accept you for who you are. We don ’t judge in there. We accept you for who you are and what you are and there ’s nothing that ’3 going to change our mind. We give you a clean slate. Whatever they call you at school does not happen there. MM: Why doesn’t it happen there? 308 Nova: Nova: Nova: I guess it ’s that it ’s one of Mrs. Talbot ’s rules, but we just automatically do it ‘cause we 're just a big loving family. That ’s the only way I could basically describe it. We accept people, we talk to them, we get to know them, we become friends with them and then we become family. Do you think that the choir brings in people that are nice to each other, or do you think that people become nicer because it’s Mrs. Talbot’s expectation? It ’s a little bit of both. It ’s not totally Mrs. Talbot. I ’d say it ’s probably one percent of Mrs. Talbot, but it 's definitely the people that join the choir because we ’re all unique and there ’5 not a single same person in there that ’s just like you. In school choirs, you ’re considered popular, geeks, dorks, and when you come to choir, it ’s like all that leaves when you come through the door. You are in this choir. You are a family member. You ’re supposed to support the other, listen to them, reSpond back to them, give them advice. How much influence do your choir friends have on your decision to stay in the choir? 0h, definitely, a lot of influence. When you help someone when they ’re not getting a part right, it just makes you feel so good and it makes them feel good too because they understand the part and the other person feels good because they helped them understand the part, so we do the buddy-buddy system as “I help you, you help me, we ’11 be a big old happy family! " (sing-songy) 309 Appendix J Interview Transcript Excerpt with Codes Interview with Nova At Nova’ 3 home Thursday, January 11, 2008 6:30 pm. MM: Two more things to talk about. Do you think you’re a typical choir member? Nova: I don’t think anybody ’s a typical choir member. Everybody has diflerent —\ personalities there. As a group, we ’re called a children ’s choir, big we ’re all different personalities, we ’re all diflerent looks and everything. We don ’t all look ._ CI: like children (laughs). I’ve gotten that a few times: “You guys don ’t look like children! ” “Uh, yeah, we ’re teenagers too, but we ’re still kids inside. ” There ’s \ definitely not just a single personality. CH ’0“ Am Y/td MS tde“ J MM: About your choir friends. . .what do your choir friends bring out in you? Nova: Definitely the other side that I thought I’d never have, and that ’s the joy, happy, family, loving. They ’re all like my sisters and brothers \and I ’d stand up for ‘em no matter what, even though they ’re not related to me. Cl’ Pamtlj MM: How is it that you develop so much love for the people in the choir? Nova: 1 think it ’s just that they accept you for who you are. We don ’t judge in there. W: accept you for who you are and what you are and there ’s nothing that ’s going to change our mind. We give you a clean slate. Whatever they ca_ll you at school does not happen there. SCH’ V3 CC~ l a mug MM: Why doesn’t it happen there? J 310 _ ct: «WM mas .T— mun/ohm NQXQZ Iguess it ’s that it’s one oeréflbot ’s rules, but we just automatically do it Cl" ‘cause we ’re just a big loving family. That ’s the only way I could basically \cflmly describe it. We accept people, we talk to them, we get to know them, we become fiiends with them and then we become family. M: Do you think that the choir brings in people that are nice to each other, or do you think that people become nicer because it’s Mrs. Talbot’s expectation? Nova: It’s a little bit of both. It’s not totally Mrs. Talbot. I’d say it ’s probably one . / c1—~~ \ntlvtm percent of Mrs. Talbot, but it ’s definitely the people thatjoin the choir ecause or (”)qu we ’re all unique and there ’s not a single same person in there that ’s just like you. r sat vs coda/19am 50+ In school choirs, you ’re considered M geeks, dorks, and when you come to W U“ choir, it ’s like all that leaves when you come through the door. You are in this Lchoir. You are a family member. You’ re supposed to support the other, listen to them, respond back to them, give them @ice. (4:1(‘WMl/llfl m L“ MM: How much influence do your choir fiiends have on your decision to stay in the choir? /Pl. _, $01M Nova: 0h, definitely, a lot of influence. When you help someone when they ’re not getting a part right, it iust makes you feel so good and it makes them feel good too medlvdg because they understand the part and the other person feels good because they helped them understand the part, so we do the buddy-buday system as “I help you, you help me, we’ll be a big old happy family!” (sing-songy) 01- chmllj 311 Appendix K Excerpt from List of Preliminary Codes and Themes T= Triangulation Q= Qualifies the comment in some way *Story/Irnportant comment The numbers following the codes reference page numbers in the interview transcript. 312 MOTIVATION (MOT) CHILDREN’S CHOIR GENERAL joy of singing 2 (CCG) changes mood 2 prerequisites 27 friends 2, 15, 34T, 35, 37, 37T, improves voices 27 81, 85, rehearsal length 28 musical challenge 2 enjoy schedule 31, 33, Q33 fun 2, 3, 4, 14, 31, 33, 34, 70, rising generation 31, 3ST high achievement 2, sad leaving 34 opportunities 3, 31, 34, outgrow 35, T35 52, 67, 9O good/great experience 40, 69, 95 learn musical skills 4, 9O once-in-a—lifetime 40, 52, 87 love choir 2, 30Q, 34, 35Q, “a honor” 46 college 40, 40T, advantage/disadv. 46 teach music 44 auditions 95 self 44 parents uninformed 65, 95 children uninformed 87, 94 PARENT MOTIVATION extracurricular 72 Support child’s goals 65 commitment 73 “the art of it” 77 VALUE (V) parent music appreciation 96 Special/important 73, 80, 95 pride 80 performance 3, T3, 82, 85, interesting 81 praise 3, T3 perks 85 feedback 5 learn vocabulary 87 learn languages 96 “moving up” 92, 94 “cool” 73 NCC 87 SAFETY Kennedy Center 41, 86 safe place 15, 37 Carmina Burana 34 singing alone a 15, 16 fiiends 69, 82, 85 welcome 47 choir camp 41 express individuality 51 travel 69 credit 50 cd’s 69 confidence 83 Steiner Center 96 SINGING (S) CHILDREN’S CHOIR VERSUS feels good 3, T3 CHURCH CHOIR (CCvsCC) sense of accomplishment 3 no transfer 26, T27 singing high 8, 10, 38 discipline 27 singing alone comparison 85 fear 1 5 mentoring 16 SCHOOL IN GENERAL VS. vs. with choir l6 CHILDREN’S CHOIR (SCHVs. CC) singing harmony 52 acceptance 15 improving clicks 1 5 passion 22 safety 15, 35 desire to learn 22 belonging 35 the shelf 47 labels 50 judging 51, 51, 61 SCHOOL CHOIR VERSUS teaching quality 51 CHILDREN’S CHOIR (SCHVCC) transfer to math 61 “bring your technique into other choirs” confidence 83 professional 2, T2 traveling 96 sound/tone 2, 26 chaperoning trips 94, 96 transfer 26, T27 fiiends peer pressure 2 misunderstandings participation 2 37, 38T, 40 group pride 3 don’t understand 46, 73 individual responsibility 3 seeking recognition 40 teaching quality 3, 12, T12, non-supportive 38 demanding 8 supportive 65, 85, *93 criticism 8, T8 avoid topic 38 “sing ba ” 26 immature 60 don’t sing 26 indifferent 26 SCHOOL FRIEND VS. CHOIR untrained 26 FRIEND sounds bad 26 peer pressure 85 very different 12, 73 choir involvement 85 false flattery 12, 72, 96 learn musical skills 13 BAND VERSUS CHOIR (BVC) frustration 13, 26 reading notation 14, 24, 71, peer judgment 14, 46 band kids know less 26, 46 safety 15, T15 choir kids hear better 26 adaptation 26 audition procedures 32 conflict avoidance 46 transfer 91, 92 priorities 46 repetition 96 labeled 50 high standards 96 dedication 56 opportunities 87 MIDDLE SCHOOL uncomfortable 83 social challenges 84 313 MUSICAL IDENTITY (MI) transfer 46, 91, 92 314 Musician (M) tone placement 47,48 more than play, sing 16 music listening 47, 78 phrasing, beauty 17 diction 48 preparing 1 7 patience 49 feel the music 17 skill+heart 18 Musical Talent (MT) deep connection 17 choir requirement 22 compose vs perform 17 different than musician 22 everyone 17 goes with musician 22, teachers’ influence 17 T22, 22 choir influence IDK 24 drawn to music 22 choir influence- good 36 involves passion 22, means reading skills 24 T22, 23 musical car 24, 26 passion improves skill 22 composition 46 improving 22 score study/ interpretation 47 Musical Self-Esteem (M-SES) know everything 72 the rush 70 feel good at music 26, 34 Musical Self-concept (MSC) feels good to sing 3 (choir influence) musical car 25, musical abilities 91 critiquing others 26 singing development 25, mentoring 83 36, 77, 86 sense of accomplishment technique 25 70 musical ear 25, T25, singing high 3, 59, 71, 77, 90, 91, shy singing alone 92 singing flat 25 predicting Mrs. T 71 humility perfect pitch 25, *80 frustration 26 melodic memory 25, 25 repertoire piano 25, 59 confidence 78, singing harmony 25 more advanced 26 Musical Self-Efficacy (M-SEF) good at choir Spring Musical 78 good musician 36 confidence 83 repertoire 40 Concept Maps of Final Codes and Themes Appendix L J \ Music listening / Liam Musicianshig Being “good” at -.,,.._- , * Humility :l ELSE , Musical ,“Self-‘Esteem . Musical Identity Development / The Musical \ Learning gpvironment: - W Mus'ca' 6 Children’s Choir: Self-Concept . Standards of . . . musical achievement . Honest feedback . Transfer . Coping with musical criticism 1 Being a Musician: \ / 0 Definitions . Musical apprenticeship J . Musical talent and M . ISk'II _ passion M o Facial expressions ° Reading notation . Aural skills R . Musicality f 315 Favoritism Mentoring and Choir Achievements Vocal Part Assignments The Social Repertoire: Environment: ' . Challenging School Versus — Self-Esteem . Quality Children’s Choir: , _ 0 Different is good . Self-Efficacy - No labeling orcliques : - Safety 0 Support 0 No one understands Personal \ / Identity Development ,. r73; E “7137.21? X: ".3" Commitment: . Part of ateam . Prioritizing A_Waren955 . 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