CRAFTING PLACE:
RHETORICAL PRACTICES OF THE EVERYDAY
By
Marilee Brooks-Gillies

A DISSERTATION
Submitted to
Michigan State University
in partial fulfillment of the requirements
for the degree of
Rhetoric and Writing — Doctor of Philosophy
2013

ABSTRACT
CRAFTING PLACE:
RHETORICAL PRACTICES OF THE EVERYDAY
By
Marilee Brooks-Gillies
This dissertation explores how everyday rhetorical practices contribute to place- and spacemaking that also enable the negotiation of identity positions. The theoretical framework I build is
based upon a qualitative research study of a crafting group, The Crafty Beavers. The methods
used in the study include oral history interviews and participant-observation of group meetings.
By listening to the stories from The Crafty Beavers, I hear their stories as theories and use them
as the primary framework for the dissertation project. Their theories draw attention to how
practice informs place and place informs practice.
Through these stories and experiences, I develop a theoretical and methodological
framework for studying space and place as simultaneously rhetorical, cultural, social, and
physical that emphasizes the importance of everyday practice in the making of meaning and the
making of space and place. This framework includes five key arguments 1) Space is fluid and
relational and exists within and/or alongside place, 2) Place is more stable than space and is
given meaning through artifact, language, and practice, 3) Spaces are made to change, adapt, and
manipulate places, 4) Space and place are performed in multiple ways simultaneously, and 5)
Space and place are mobilized through everyday cultural practices.

Copyright by
MARILEE BROOKS-GILLIES
2013

DEDICATION
To Edward and Lillian Pederson.
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To your home at 4803 NE 99 Avenue, Portland, Oregon. To cribbage, potato soup, apple betty,
blackberry picking, and bingo. To roses, to tomatoes, to crocheting, to knitting. To all the ways
you helped me find ways to belong, ways that I take with me wherever I go, wherever I make
home.

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Writing this dissertation has taken longer than I imagined it would. It took a lot of
patience, which is not a quality I have in abundance. It also took the guidance and support of
mentors, colleagues, friends, and family.
To my dissertation chair, Malea Powell. Thank you for helping me see, more clearly than
I could, how I should be part of this dissertation. Thank you for your frequent reassurance that
everything would be fine. Thank you for all the time, all the meetings, all the cupcakes and all
the beer.
To my dissertation committee, Trixie Smith, Bill Hart-Davidson, and Danielle DeVoss.
Thank you for finding time to meet me, sometimes with short notice, thank you for your
feedback, and for your enthusiasm for my project. Trixie, thank you for your open door policy,
for letting me say whatever I needed to say, and for enchiladas at Famous Taco.
To The Crafty Beavers, especially Ana, Andrea, ES, Julia, Katie, and Violet. Without
you, this project would have taken on a much different form. I’m delighted that I had the
opportunity to spend so much time with you. Thank you for working with me on this project and
also for making a space where I could get away from it, too.
To my husband, Jeff Brooks Gillies. Thank you for always believing that I could do this
and for reminding me often. Thank you for listening and for celebrating the small
accomplishments with me along the way.
To my brother, Allen Brooks. Thank you for your passion about the structure of higher
education, about the way the world could be. I don’t always agree with you about the means, but
I think we’re on the same page when it comes to our goals.
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To my parents, Fred and Cindy Brooks. Thank you for always supporting my decisions
even when they take me away from you. Somehow I always find my way back.
Thank you to my family. Bill and Jackie Brooks, Betty Hoffmann, Stephanie Brooks,
Mary and Rich Gillies, Dick Gillies, Sara, Aaron, and Henrik Healy. Thank you, too, to the
family that is no longer with me. Edward and Lillian Pederson, Ruth Gillies. I’m grateful for
every moment I have spent with each of you. You’ve sustained me through this project.
Thank you to my friends and colleagues. A special thanks to Daisy Levy and Andrea
Riley Mukavetz who’ve kept me sane throughout this process. Thank you also to Elena Garcia,
Sue Webb, Julie Platt, Katie Manthey, Beth Keller, Madhu Narayan, Jennifer Sano-Franchini,
Matt Cox, Travis Webster, Julie Lindquist, Katie Wittenauer, Peter Johnston, Julie Frick, Leah
Granke, Betsy Kurth, Betheen Glady-Teschendorf, Heather Tracy, and Michelle Krueger. Thank
you all for your encouragement.

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My writing has always been an attempt to live in the shadows of presence. To insist upon an
existence, a voice. To write myself and my body into comprehensible space. But human
existence is haunted by leavings, by disappearance.
—Malea Powell, “Listening to Ghosts”

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TABLE OF CONTENTS
CHAPTER 1
Stories of Practice, Stories of Space and Place:
An Introduction ............................................................................................................. 2
Where I’m From: Affiliations and Belongings.......................................... 2
Moving Past Where “I’m” From: A Story about Research Design ........... 6
Rhetoric and Everyday Practice: Internal Manipulations of a System ...... 7
The Marauder’s Map ............................................................................... 9
It Happens Everywhere: A Story about Selection ................................... 11
Stories-So-Far: A Story about Research Design and Collection ............. 15
Listening to Stories of Practice: Theorizing through Story ..................... 20
A Look Ahead: Dissertation Forecast .................................................... 22
CHAPTER 2
The Crafty Beavers Make Do:
Making Space to Perform ............................................................................................ 26
Space as Alongside Place....................................................................... 28
Structures of Support Alongside the Institution ...................................... 30
Writing Groups as Spaces Alongside and Within the Institution ............. 33
The Crafty Beavers: A Space Alongside but Outside the Institution........ 34
“Making Something with My Hands” and
“Something to Show for It”.................................................................... 38
“I Made That, and It Looks Right” and
“It’s about Something That You Can Control”....................................... 39
Bringing Home to Work, Bringing Work to Home .................................. 41
Concluding Thoughts............................................................................. 44
CHAPTER 3
The Crafty Beavers Make and Maintain Place:
Stabilizing Meaning and Identity................................................................................. 48
Perspectives of Space and Place: Stories and Maps ............................... 50
Place-Making for Acceptance and Recognition...................................... 52
“Because I Want to See Myself in a Certain Way”................................. 53
“It’s A Lot About Me” ........................................................................... 55
Crafts that Count:
Practices and Identities Supported by The Crafty Beavers ..................... 56
“How I Actually Practice Making”........................................................ 58
“Still, I Wish I Knew How to Crochet Because Everyone Knows How” . 59
“It’s Like Boys and Girls”...................................................................... 59
Drawing Boundaries by Limiting Membership ....................................... 62
“We Were Right Next to Each Other, but
We Had Nothing to Talk About” ............................................................ 62
“That’s How It Gets Really Big” ........................................................... 63
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“And, There’s Nothing I Can Say”......................................................... 65
Concluding Thoughts............................................................................. 66
CHAPTER 4
Patterns of Home:
Crafting a Life.............................................................................................................. 70
Home ..................................................................................................... 72
Echoes ................................................................................................. 73
Patterns ................................................................................................. 74
In Between ............................................................................................. 74
Echoes ................................................................................................. 75
Home ................................................................................................. 77
In Between ............................................................................................. 78
Echoes ................................................................................................. 79
Echoes ................................................................................................. 80
Craft ................................................................................................. 81
Echoes ................................................................................................. 82
Craft ................................................................................................. 84
Home ................................................................................................. 84
In Between ............................................................................................. 85
Connection ............................................................................................ 86
Patterns ................................................................................................. 87
Home ................................................................................................. 87
Echoes ................................................................................................. 88
Craft ................................................................................................. 89
In Between ............................................................................................. 90
Patterns ................................................................................................. 90
In Between ............................................................................................. 91
Connection ............................................................................................ 92
Echoes ................................................................................................. 94
Craft ................................................................................................. 95
Home ................................................................................................. 95
CHAPTER 5
Making Space and Place in Rhetoric and Composition ............................................... 98
Visiting Places, Looking for Openings ..................................................101
Expectation, Recognition, and Opportunity...........................................108
Groundwork .........................................................................................112
Next Steps .............................................................................................115
REFERENCES ............................................................................................................120

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Knowledge itself is held in the relationships and connections formed with the environment that
surrounds us.
—Shawn Wilson

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CHAPTER 1
Stories of Practice, Stories of Space and Place: An Introduction

Where I’m From: Affiliations and Belongings
“Where are you from?” It’s a simple question. I’ve asked it many, many times. I’ve been
asked it many, many times. It’s a “get to know you” question. Most people give a brief answer.
They name a town: Kalamazoo. If they’re from another state, they’ll name it, too: Portland,
Maine. Sometimes they’ll name a part of a state instead: upstate New York. Where are you from?
For a long time, I stumbled when asked this question. I had a hard time naming one place. In
some ways, this dissertation project is about how this question is relevant to the discipline of
Rhetoric and Composition.
Where are you from?
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My Dad is a Marine. A retired Marine. Because my Dad is a Marine, I spent my
childhood moving to different apartments and houses, living on or not-too-far-from military
bases. Military assignments generally last between two and four years. We were lucky, usually
relocating only every four years. My Dad began his military career in the Army. He met my
Mom, who lived in Portland, Oregon, while stationed in Alaska because his roommate, Chris—
who like my Mom is from Portland—was dating my Mom’s best friend, Penny, at the time. My
Dad was born in Charlevoix, Michigan and raised in East Jordan, Michigan. My Mom was born
in Sheyenne, North Dakota and moved to Portland, Oregon when she was eight. Michigan, North
Dakota, Oregon. Alaska? I’m from and not from these places.
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I’d like to mention here that the term ex-Marine indicates a dishonorable discharge. Marines
who retire will always be Marines, never ex-Marines. I mention this now since I refer to my
Dad’s Marine-ness in the present, even though he’s been retired from the Corps for 17 years.
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Where are you from?
I was born on McChord Air Force Base just outside Tacoma, Washington. My Dad was
stationed at Fort Lewis, an Army base that bordered McChord. We later moved to Olympia,
Washington. When my Dad was stationed overseas, my Mom, brother, and I lived with my
grandparents in Portland, Oregon. When my Dad transferred into the Marine Corps, we moved to
San Clemente, California and later the nearby Military Base Camp Pendleton. When my Dad
was promoted to Gunnery Sergeant, we moved to Silverdale, Washington, just outside Naval
Submarine Base Bangor. When my Dad retired from the Marine Corps, we relocated to
Charlevoix, Michigan.
My childhood was spent on and alongside military bases. I was thoroughly American—
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singing patriotic songs each morning at school (my favorite was “You’re a Grand Ol’ Flag” ),
teaching myself “The Star-Spangled Banner” in my free time, thinking about how my Dad was a
good guy and how folks like Saddam Hussein were bad guys. My Dad’s friend Adolph would
give me a quarter every time I sang the “Marines’ Hymn.” I knew the joke that USMC stood for
You Suckers Missed Christmas and knew the reason the joke was “funny” firsthand. It also
stood, my Dad told me, for Uncle Sam’s Misguided Children. Washington, Oregon, California,
Washington, Michigan. America.
Where are you from?
I spent a lot of time with my Mom’s parents when I was a kid. Gramma and Grampa
lived in Portland, Oregon but they’d both grown up in very rural towns in North Dakota. They
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It still is. I am singing it right now.
“You're a grand old flag/You're a high flying flag/And forever in peace may you wave.
You're the emblem of/The land I love./The home of the free and the brave.
Ev'ry heart beats true/'neath the Red, White and Blue,/Where there's never a boast or brag.
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,/Keep your eye on the grand old flag” (Cohan).
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moved to Portland in the 1960s and stayed put, living in the same house for forty years. Their
house in the Parkrose neighborhood never seemed to change. When they painted the house, they
painted it the same colors—white with blue trim. Not only did the material things in the house
remain fairly constant, the practices were consistent, too. We made the same foods over and over
and over again: potato soup, potato sausage, lefse, white buns, sage dressing, beer battered
shrimp, apple betty, country pie, oatmeal-raisin cookies, pumpkin pie, country-fried steak, steak
on the grill, bacon. We played the same games over and over and over again: cribbage, rummy,
pinochle, Uno, Eye Guess, Barbie Queen of the Prom, Aggravation, Sorry, Trouble. We
collected the same foods from the garden over and over and over again: onions, carrots, better
boy tomatoes, early girl tomatoes, corn, zucchini, potatoes. These patterns emerged over time;
many had been packed up and driven from North Dakota to Oregon. Others, I’m sure went back
even further. Gramma’s parents were second-generation Americans whose parents came from
Norway: Struxness and Stensland. My Grampa’s parents were first-generation Americans, born
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in Sweden and Denmark: Petersen and Pederson. Norway, Sweden, Denmark. North Dakota.
Oregon. Home.
Where are you from?
My Grampa was a carpet-layer. My other grandfather a construction worker. My
grandmothers were both stay-at-home moms, although my Dad’s mom was trained as a
cosmetician. Most of my great grandparents grew up on farms. In the generations before that, the
great-greats and great-great-greats and so on, there’s a graduate of Yale Divinity School
(graduating 22nd in a class of 23), a Civil War solider who fought in Antietam, an art professor
at Hillsdale College, a riverboat dancer. Both of my grandfathers fought in the Korean War. My
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These names have the same pronunciation and both generally denote “son of Peter.” Pederson
is one of the most common surnames in Denmark.
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Dad, as you know, chose the military as his career, retiring as a Gunnery Sergeant, a noncommissioned officer. After retiring, he took advantage of the GI Bill by taking a few courses at
the community college 20 miles away. His post-military career includes a stint as the trainer for a
junior A hockey team, The Grizzlies, a year working for a tree-trimming service, several years
running a band saw at a local pallet mill, and over a decade of farming with draft horses. My
Mom has spent the last 17 years as a teacher’s aid working with special education students. She
has a BS in Business from Portland State University. She’s also worked for the Port of Portland,
Ambassador Greeting Cards, and the North Kitsap School District. She’s volunteered as a Girl
Scout troop leader, with the Parent-Teacher Association, as the president of her bowling league,
as the advisor to the National Honor Society at the local high school. Working class. Enlisted.
Blue collar. Middle class. College. Bowling alleys. Greeting card aisles. Saw mills. These places,
too, are where we’re from, where I’m from.
Where are you from?
It’s possible I’m belaboring the point. I’ve gone on and on about details that might seem
trivial or unimportant to others. They’re not trivial. These places—places that are at once
indicators of geography, class, race, education, and political affiliation—mark me. Where we are,
where we’re from, and where we belong are deeply implicated in who we are, what we do, and
how we do it. Where garners my attention, but it’s not separable from when, who, what, why,
and how. Rhetoric, as the study of meaning-making symbol systems, should pay more attention
to how place is rhetorical. Place not only informs meaning-making as a backdrop for where
meaning is made; place actively contributes to meaning-making practices.
Where I’m from is one starting point. It’s a question I’ve thought about a lot. It’s a
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you, I was a participant-observer in a local craft group, The Crafty Beavers. I observed and
participated in multiple meetings, I conducted a group interview with seven members of the
group, and I conducted oral history interviews with six members of the group. I draw from these
observations and interviews in the dissertation to theorize about how the group functions as both
a space and a place and how the everyday practices that make, maintain, and manipulate space
and place are rhetorical. In this introduction, I share how I came to this project, how my data was
collected and analyzed, and how the dissertation is organized. Throughout the dissertation, I use
stories of practice to theorize about how space and place are relevant to the study of rhetorics
and the discipline of Rhetoric and Composition.

Moving Past Where “I’m” From: A Story about Research Design
I came into Michigan State University’s Rhetoric and Writing doctoral program with
place on my mind, not necessarily as an object of study, but out of habit. Like anyone who has
moved about in several communities, I spent a lot of time trying to figure out the rules of the
place I was in, the societal and institutional structures that make the place, and the practices that
are supported by those rules and structures. I was caught up in how to be a PhD student, how to
navigate the new place I was in, and how to show that I knew what I was doing. I wanted to
know the rules and structures, so that I could integrate into the places, so that I could understand
the places, so that I could be recognized as a member of the community, and so that I could
belong in these places.
Central to my understanding of place is practice—following rules, playing Uno, eating
apple betty, saying please and thank you. Place is made through practice, everyday practice.
Place is accumulated through practice; it’s borders are defined not just through physical

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boundaries but through codes of conduct, through routine. When I first began my graduate work,
I read every word of the 800 pages of reading assigned in my courses each week. I bought a
parking permit and learned which buildings to cut through to stay warm on the way to class in
the winter months. I drank loose-leaf tea and subscribed to Harper’s Magazine. I watched
documentaries. I performed my own interpretation of graduate student through these practices,
trying to inhabit the place of graduate school—which is at once personal, embodied, social,
cultural, and physical—in the proper way. I wanted to belong!
In order to be part of the place, I needed to take part of particular kinds of practices.
These practices allowed me to perform the identity of graduate student and they also contributed
to the maintenance of the place of graduate school, the place of Rhetoric and Writing, and the
place of MSU (just to name a few). What I’m saying is that where we come from, where we are,
and where we belong clearly have implications for how we act, who we become, and why we
make certain kinds of choices. Practice and spaces/places don’t just affect personal, family, and
home spaces/places. Place and practice inform each other, and we carry places through our
practices into all kinds of other places, shifting and changing them with our practice as we go.

Rhetoric and Everyday Practice: Internal Manipulations of a System
My scholarly ideas about space and place have been shaped primarily by the work of
Michel de Certeau. Here, too, practice is central. De Certeau posits that place is fixed and
meaningful while space is fluid and shifting. De Certeau focuses on space and place as markers
of location. He defines place as “the order (of whatever kind) in accord with which elements are
distributed in relationships of coexistence. . . . A place is thus an instantaneous configuration of
positions. It implies an indication of stability” (117). In other words, place is specific. Place

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holds onto objects, ideas, and memories. Place is remembered. Space, de Certeau explains,
“exists when one takes into consideration vectors or direction, velocities, and time variables.
Thus space is composed of intersections of mobile elements . . . In short, space is a practiced
place.” Place is an order and has a proper; whereas, space is more flexible, malleable, and less
reliant on material, physical presence. In de Certeau’s world, place and space are defined and
maintained through the practices within them.
Not only an essential concept in understanding the making and remaking of space and
place, practice is a key concept in my own understanding of rhetoric. I define Rhetoric broadly as
the study of meaning-making activities, including writing and composing in the sense of writing
oneself and the making of textiles as well as texts. Rhetoric is about choices, about performance,
about persuasion, about power, and about meaning. Rhetoric is action. Rhetoric is how. How
something is done, how something is made, how something is said, how something is written,
how something is displayed, how something means. Notice that I’m using the word “how” a lot?
In other words, rhetoric is not so much about “things” as it is about “practices.” Ralph Cintron
has a similar view; he sees rhetoric as ordering: “What interests me more is how humans ‘make’
an order. In order to explore this idea, I compare rather glibly the ‘ordering’ of a text and the
‘ordering’ of a society. I find both sorts of order making paradoxical. I assume that there is
always a need to make an order, and yet the process entails ordering something out” (x). These
ideas about rhetoric lead us right back to de Certeau who points out that “both rhetoric and
everyday practices can be defined as internal manipulations of a system—that of language or that
of an established order” (23-4). These practices, actions, orderings, manipulations both
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alongside places of power—can be viewed as part of systems, institutional or everyday. The
practices that make and remake space and place are rhetorical.

The Marauder’s Map
During the end of my first year as a PhD student, I started mapping out my research on
this subject by designing a project aimed at revealing how graduate students in my own program
navigated the disciplinary, institutional, and programmatic spaces and places they’d recently
entered. The larger question I was interested in beginning to answer was, “How do graduate
students learn the rules, the borders and orders, of these spaces/places?” I saw this project as a
pilot study for what would become my dissertation.
To prevent “biting off more than I could chew,” I narrowed my research questions and
focused primarily on how working from home was different than working from work for
graduate students in my program. The purpose of this study was to answer questions pertaining
to the role of physical spaces and places in the professional development of graduate students,
focusing on the acclimation of students into the program and their choices about where to do
particular kinds of work associated with their graduate study. The study was a diary study using
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Twitter as the main mode of collection. Participants spent two working days (one at home and
one at school), no more than three weeks apart, updating me of the work-related tasks they
completed by using Twitter and following the protocol provided. Participants tweeted an update

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I should mention here that aggregating the data would have been much more difficult without
the help of Michael McLeod and William Hart-Davidson at the Writing in Digital Environments
Research Center.
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each time they began a new activity or changed location; these updates formed a workstream. In
each entry, participants provided where they were and their activities (with pre-approved
hashtags), and who they are interacting with. At the end of each day, they each wrote a short (1-2
paragraph) journal about how typical the day was. Prior to the study, participants completed an
intake survey and training session to discuss the protocol. Following the participation days, I
interviewed several participants, asking questions that helped me evaluate the protocol and the
study.
This study, which I’ve taken to calling the Marauder’s Map, served as a descriptive study
about where participants did certain kinds of work and made useful contributions to thinking
about how networked workstreaming could be useful to participants. For instance, participants in
a workstream could see that several other participants found working at a local coffee shop when
writing was productive and might try it themselves. With the data that I collected, Michael
McLeod and William Hart-Davidson created a map that can show us not only where participants
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are, as Harry Potter’s Marauder’s Map can, but also to show us what they’re doing in that space.
Alongside this information, we have placed information participants shared with us about their
perceptions of different places/spaces in their lives—how they normally use them, how they feel

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Workstreaming is an opt-in service that takes note when writing activity produces artifacts like
documents, messages sent by e-mail or SMS, status updates, posted to a social networking
service, updates to files stored in a shared content-management repository, calendar events
entered or milestones achieved in a project-management timeline. A workstream is a name for
the ambient data produced when people engage in writing activity such as when team members
collaborate, or more commonly when groups of people are simply doing similar work but not
necessarily in a coordinated way. In the Marauder’s Map study, for instance, all of the
participants are engaged in a similar activity: doing graduate school.
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Harry Potter is a fictional character in a series of children’s novels by J.K. Rowling. The
Marauder’s Map is introduced in the third book in the series Harry Potter and the Prisoner of
Azkaban. The map is enchanted. It shows the entirety of Hogwarts’ castle—the primary scene of
the novel—as well as who is in the castle and where they are in the castle.
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connected to them. A resource like the Marauder’s Map can enable these sorts of ad-hoc
connections and exchanges of information. They can also help with the affective challenges of
doing graduate school by allowing folks not only to coordinate information but to coordinate
experience. The Marauder’s Map did not do much to help me understand why and how the
locations selected were chosen and function. Similarly, Harry Potter’s Marauder’s Map can tell
us that Peter Pettigrew is in the Hogwarts castle, it cannot show us what he is doing, how and
why he’s doing it (or that he is a rat).
The study got me thinking about changing my research design to answer how and why
questions instead of focusing primarily on what questions. I realized even more clearly that I
wanted to focus on the relationship between space/place and practice. I wanted to know more
about how space and place inform one another and how they are shaped and mobilized through
practice. I wanted to understand space and place as more than just physical entities. My interest
in space and place, then, became less about acclimation and use and much more about making,
maintenance, and manipulation.

It Happens Everywhere: A Story about Selection
I’ve established that rhetoric is about meaning-making, rhetoric is focused on practice,
and that rhetoric shapes place and place shapes rhetoric. Rhetoric also happens everywhere. For
my pilot project, The Marauder’s Map project, I chose to work with a population of graduate
students in my program not only because it was convenient but also because investigation into
how disciplinary, institutional, and programmatic spaces/places are made, maintained, and
manipulated rhetorically would be a significant contribution to the field. The Marauder’s Map
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how questions, but it also proved difficult to write about how place and space are made through
practice since the practices of graduate students—writing, reading, teaching, academic service—
are all practices that are routinely researched within Rhetoric and Composition ways that differ
from my approach (e.g. teacher research, writing process, writing pedagogies). In other words, it
would be easier to show the relevance of everyday practice to space- and place-making as
rhetorical if I focused on practices that are not already studied in great detail by rhetoricians.
This meant that I had to choose another site.
Serendipitously, one spring day while I was working quietly at a table in MSU’s Writing
Center a couple of graduate students, Andrea and Ana, came over to say hello. I knew Andrea
and Ana because they were part of a graduate writing group that I facilitated through the Writing
Center. We met each week to talk about writing, to support one another, and to spur on
productivity. I told them about how I was struggling to find a new research site for my
dissertation project. They said, “You should write about The Crafty Beavers!” Andrea and Ana
were both founding members of the group. I’d heard about The Crafty Beavers from them during
our writing group meetings and had even been invited, but I had never actually attended a
meeting. I said, “Really? That sounds kind of amazing. I just might. I’m serious! So, I hope you
are, too!” I started attending meetings of The Crafty Beavers and soon began to prepare my
dissertation prospectus.

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The Crafty Beavers is a crafting group in the Lansing, Michigan area. Most of its
members are women. Most of its members are graduate students in the humanities at Michigan
State University. Members of the group are between the ages of 25 and 45. Group membership
shifts as members graduate, get academic jobs, and move away, but there is a core group of
seven women who attend most meetings. The group has four “executive board” members and
several regular members, but according to founding and e-board member Ana Holguin, “Our
club forms itself at each meeting; we make ourselves up as we go along. It’s different each time
depending on the people who come. We find a way of hanging together. We negotiate the gaps
and construct new connections.” They are friends and friends-of-friends who meet to craft, a
term that—for them—includes coloring in coloring books as well as quilting, sewing, knitting,
drawing, and painting. The Crafty Beavers do not have a set meeting time or date. They tend to
meet a few times a month; meetings are less frequent in the summer and most frequent in the
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fall. Meetings also do not have a set location; most meetings take place in homes of members.

The Crafty Beavers is an attractive research site for my work for several reasons. First,
The Crafty Beavers isn’t tied to one specific physical space/place. During my previous work on
space/place, the physical and material notions of space and place were difficult to overcome for
me and my readers. People would say things like, “Oh, so you’re interested in how furniture
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There are several crafting groups in the US that call themselves The Crafty Beavers. Many of
them, like the group featured in this dissertation, were inspired by the comedian Amy Sedaris.
On a website devoted to Sedaris, it’s noted that, “In Fall 2003, she started an amateur craft club
called The Crafty Beavers. She's the club president and they meet on a weekly basis. Felt is their
medium of choice, and it's largely an excuse to smoke pot” (Richardson). Sedaris’s approach to
craft is tongue-in-check. She embraces the kitschy quality of craft. She exhibits much of her
crafting wisdom in two books, I Like You: Hospitality Under the Influence and Simple Times:
Crafts for Poor People.
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The Crafty Beavers also have a Facebook group with forty-seven members. Most of the
Facebook group members do not attend the face-to-face meetings of the group (more on this in
Chapter 3) but use the space to share ideas for craft projects.
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arrangement in a classroom might affect learning?” Well, yes and no. Mostly no. With a site like
The Crafty Beavers the geographical affiliation is not as strong, so I can study space and place in
a more abstract way, investigate the social, cultural, historical, personal, emotional, gendered,
classed, and raced elements of space and place as well as the physical and material, investigate
how place and space are mobilized through practice, investigate how place and space
membership contribute to identity.
Second, the practices of The Crafty Beavers function to make space and place, the group,
and textiles. Each of these makings is important. The focus, for me, is on the process of the
making and the motivations behind the making. Since the practices are not centered around
creating written texts, I can avoid studying writing practices, which can distract my readers into
thinking about all kinds of other work being done in Rhetoric and Composition and focus on the
making of space and place instead of the making of writing (while still seeing how these kinds of
sites can inform one another).
Third, by focusing on a group that makes things, I can consider the relationships between
making craft projects and making space and place. The focus is less on the crafted objects and
more on the relationship between the people, the craft project, and the space/place as articulated
through the practices within the group. I’m not asking, “How are crafts made?” or “How does
this group function?” I am asking: How does this craft group make community, space/place, and
things? Where do these practices come from? How are these practices related? Why are group
members motivated to participate in the group? How do the practices of the space and place of
the group inform the practices of group members in other spaces and places?

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Stories-So-Far: A Story about Research Design and Collection
In order to learn about how the space/place of The Crafty Beavers is made through
everyday practice, how the space/place of the group contributes to the practices of the group and
other spaces and places, and why members of The Crafty Beavers are motivated to participate in
the group, I chose to draw from methods associated with oral history and ethnography. I
conducted one group interview with core members of the group and six oral-history interviews
with individual members of The Crafty Beavers. In addition, I acted as a participant-observer at
multiple meetings during the course of my data collection.
I chose to use oral history methods of collecting in order to be able to have people narrate
their experiences, and I chose ethnographic methods of collecting so that I could observe what
happens when the group meets. In order to understand the experiences of The Crafty Beavers
within the group and their motivations for joining and staying in the group, it is essential I look
to their own stories of the experience. I want to know about people’s reasons for doing things,
for doing things in certain ways, and I can think of no better way than to talk to them about their
experiences and choices. Oral history interviews and observations also make a great deal of
sense if we are to accept Doreen Massey’s definition of space as a “meeting-up of histories” (4)
and “a simultaneity of stories-so-far” (130) and her definition of “places [as] collections of those
stories, articulations within the wider power-geometries of space.” If spaces and places are
stories and histories of experiences and practices, gathering those stories and histories is the best
way to learn about their creation, maintenance, and manipulation.
My original plan was to conduct one interview with most active members of the group
during a meeting, while everyone crafted. During this interview, I planned to ask questions about
the founding of the group, its primary function, and its day-to-day operation. I would then recruit

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two to three individuals from the group to complete oral history interviews during which time
they would tell me about their history with craft, their history with The Crafty Beavers, and their
motivations for both crafting and attending The Crafty Beavers meetings. From these interviews,
I planned to determine how the group functions in general, and what the individual motivations
and understandings of particular group members were. Throughout the period of conducting
interviews, I planned to attend and video-record one to three meetings of The Crafty Beavers to
see how the practices noted in the interviews matched up with what happened in the meetings. I
prepared interview questions with this plan in mind. The actual process of collecting data,
however, did not go as planned.
Not long after I started attending meetings of The Crafty Beavers in the spring of 2011,
members of the group indicated that they knew I was interested in the group as a research site.
Ana and Andrea had spread the word. For the moment, I was just a member like anyone else, and
I was trying to get a feel for how the group worked. In the late spring of that year, the group did
not meet all that often. The Beavers who were graduate students were busy with the end of the
spring semester—taking exams, grading papers for the classes they taught, writing seminar
papers. When summer came around, several Beavers had trips planned to visit family in different
states. I wanted to officially ask the group for their permission to use it as a research site when a
majority of members were around.
By the end of the summer, it was clear to everyone that I was likely to write my
dissertation about the group. I defended my prospectus in August and began to put together IRB
documents. At a group meeting in early October, I explained the premise of the project in detail
and provided information about the research design, using oral history interviews and
observation. I asked how they felt about the project and provided my recently approved informed

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consent forms. A few weeks later, Ana approached me about meeting to “talk about Beaver
stuff.” I thought that it was a great idea, and we set up a time to talk at a Starbucks near campus.
When I arrived at the coffee date on October 20th, 2011, Ana said, “I invited Violet, ES,
and a couple other folks, too.” I realized that this was going to be the group interview. The
purpose of this interview was to get information about the general parameters of the group—
membership, creation, purpose—to compare against individual experiences expressed in the oral
history interviews and the observations of group meetings. I’d planned to do this interview
during a meeting, while we were all crafting at someone’s quiet house. But, the opportunity to do
the interview was right in front of me, and I wasn’t going to waste it. Violet and Jamie arrived
shortly, and Ana received a text from ES saying that she’s running late and to start without her.
They’re ready to have a straightforward and serious talk about my project and The Crafty
Beavers. After making sure I had consent forms from everyone, I pulled out my laptop and began
recording our conversation using GarageBand. I asked a variety of questions about how the
group formed, how often the group meets, what kinds of crafts are made in the group, and why
the group is compelling to them. I tried to make the interview as much like a conversation as
possible and learned a lot about The Crafty Beavers, which helped me consider the kinds of
questions to ask in the oral history interviews that took place later and the types of practices to
look for in my observations. The interview also served as a way for The Crafty Beavers to learn
more details about my project and ask follow-up questions based on our meeting earlier that
month. After our one and a half hour conversation, it seemed that everyone present had a better
sense of the project and were enthusiastic about it.
Shortly after the group interview, I emailed out requests to every Beaver that had
indicated interest in the oral history interviews during our early October meeting, asking them if

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they were still interested in doing one-on-one oral history interviews. I’d already shared the IRB
documents with them but sent them along for their review. I was excited and overwhelmed when
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six of them said yes. I spent the month of November meeting with individual Beavers to talk
about their experiences with craft and with The Crafty Beavers. I interviewed Violet, Katie,
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Julia, Ana, Andrea, and ES between November 3

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and 29 . Each interview took between one

and two hours.
The plan for these oral history interviews was for me to talk to participants while we
crafted at their homes. I was to both audio- and video-record our conversations. My reasoning
behind this arrangement was that participants would be most comfortable in their homes and that
the act of crafting while talking would also put them into a similar frame of mind as crafting with
The Crafty Beavers does. The Crafty Beavers, however, had different ideas. Many of them
suggested that we meet, instead, at some public place and preferred not to be video-recorded.
Eager to make them comfortable, I agreed to these conditions.
I wish, now, that I had been more persuasive about where we had these conversations. I
spoke with Violet first. We met at her apartment, but she preferred not to be video-recorded. Our
conversation was lengthy and pleasant. We drank tea and admired her cats. My conversation
with Katie took place in her home, but she, too, declined the offer of being video-recorded. I met
with Julia at a local coffee shop and café a little too close to the lunch hour. She, too, preferred
not to be video-recorded. Not only was it busy during the interview, but the proprietors of the
store chose that time to hang up some photos and paintings, loudly nailing into the wall for
several minutes. As a result, parts of the recording are difficult to understand. Next, I met with
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A note to those of you currently developing dissertation proposals and collecting dissertation
data: three interviews would have been enough. Six interviews, seven when you count the group
interview, makes for a lot of data.
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Ana, who also preferred not to be video-recorded. We met at a different local coffee shop; it was
much quieter than my conversation with Julia, but there was some disruptive noise from other
patrons. Andrea was the only Crafty Beaver who approved of video-recording the interview. We
spoke at her home, and she crocheted a blanket throughout the interview. I met with ES last at a
local sandwich shop. The site was loud, and we sat near a door that let in giant drafts of cold air
periodically. As someone who is particularly interested in space and place, I am intrigued by the
choices The Crafty Beavers made about where these interviews happened.
During the interviews, I asked a variety of questions. The purpose of the interviews were
to ask participants to reflect upon their crafting histories both within and outside The Crafty
Beavers. I started with the questions about their background with crafting: “What kinds of things
do you craft? How long have you been crafting? Who taught you to craft?”; “Tell me about your
history with the Crafty Beavers—How did you learn about them? When did you join the group?
How often do you craft with them?” I wanted to the participants to tell me stories about their
crafting, so I tried to elicit stories with these general questions and asked follow up questions
based on the direction of their stories.
All of the oral history interviews were audio-recorded using GarageBand. I later
converted the files into MP3s and transcribed them in Microsoft Word. When transcribing, I
often omitted verbal ticks like “um” and “hmm.” In a few instances, I did not transcribe the
entire interview as we occasionally got off topic or because a participant indicated that she was
sharing a piece of information that “doesn’t need to go in your dissertation.” I transcribed the
interviews in November and December of 2011. I emailed each participant the transcript of her
interview as a Word document and asked her to approve the transcript. They were instructed to
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could draw from for analysis but that they would prefer I did not quote from directly. At this
time, I also asked them to review the document for any potential errors. Participants were also
asked to make a final decision about whether they would prefer to go by their actual names or by
pseudonyms. Most participants chose to use their real names.

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The participants responded

throughout February, and I used the updated and approved transcripts for data analysis and
interpretation.
After conducting and transcribing the group interview and the individual oral history
interviews, I had a much better sense of how the group functions in general, how the group
functions for the individuals I interviewed, how the individual members came to craft and to The
Crafty Beavers, and their motivations for membership. As I read across all the transcripts
multiple times, content areas emerged. These include: 1) Family and identity, especially
pertaining to maternal performances, gender performances, definitions of feminism, class
positions, race positions, and political and ideological leanings; 2) Sources of frustration, stress,
and depression and the intellectual, mental, emotional spaces and places that inform these
feelings, especially those pertaining to graduate school; 3) Crafty Beaver history and functioning,
with attention to collaborative and collective work, material, tangible things, and as a space/place
to talk through personal and professional concerns; and 4) Craft history & definitions, such as
information about how craft was learned and from whom as well as what counts as craft and how
craft connects to other parts of participants’ lives.

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I appreciated this decision. Like Shawn Wilson, I feel that using real names helps me stay
accountable to my research participants: “How can I be held accountable to the relationships I
have with these people if I don’t name them? How can they be held accountable to their own
teachers if their words and relationships are deprived of names? What I will do is write using the
real names of everyone who has given me explicit permission to do so” (63).
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Listening to Stories of Practice: Theorizing through Story
I spent a long time floundering with my abundance of data. When I began to write, I did
not write theories about how space and place are rhetorical but the stories the Beavers told me. In
essence, I was writing an oral history instead of using the oral history archive I’d created to help
me theorize about rhetoric, space, place, and practice. I felt responsible to my research
participants in ways that made it difficult to begin using their stories to drive theories. I wanted
to share as many stories as possible, and I wanted to talk about The Crafty Beavers in only
positive ways. It took me several months before I was able to think of the data in terms of what it
could show me—and all of us—about how space and place function rhetorically.
It took me awhile to remember that I was listening to stories of practice in order to
theorize about the rhetorical nature of space and place. In my prospectus, I’d listed the following
questions as research guides:
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Why do The Crafty Beavers craft? That is, what motivates “unnecessary” making?
How do The Crafty Beavers change or create spaces through their meetings and
makings?
How does membership in The Crafty Beavers impact place-identity?
How does crafting, for this population, create a particular sense of
environment/home/place and belonging?

I hypothesized potential motivations for The Crafty Beavers’ making and gathering. It’s possible
that The Crafty Beavers come together and craft
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to form community,
to create and/or maintain a particular kind of identity,
to carry on a family or cultural tradition,
to bring a piece of another place (home) to this place to which they have relocated (for
graduate school),
to do/make something with their hands, since many of them are intellectuals who work
primarily with words and ideas in their professional lives, or
to do any combination of these and/or other things. I want to find out.

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Eventually, I got back on track and began looking to these questions and hypotheses to stay
grounded. When listening to the interviews and reading the transcripts, I paid close attention to
stories of practice that could help me answer questions about the making, maintenance, and
manipulation of space and place. Instead of finding a separate methodology chapter or section
within the dissertation, you’ll see the ways that the methodology is developed and woven
through the entire project. My frame is built through using stories of practice and de Certeau’s
definitions of space and place to situate space and place rhetorically. Ideas and
conceptualizations of space and place within and alongside Rhetoric and Composition are
constellated throughout the text as well. I hear the stories of The Crafty Beavers as insights into
theories of space and place, as rhetorically important concepts and sites.

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This project

contributes to the project of cultural rhetorics, which recognizes that culture is persistently
rhetorical and rhetoric is persistently cultural.

A Look Ahead: Dissertation Forecast
In what follows, I share the stories from The Crafty Beavers to develop a framework
showcasing the ways in which space and place are rhetorically significant. This framework
emphasizes the importance of everyday practice in the making of meaning and the making of
space and place and includes five key arguments: 1) Space is fluid and relational and exists
within and/or alongside place, 2) Place is more stable than space and is given meaning through
artifact, language, and practice, 3) Spaces are made to change, adapt, and manipulate places, 4)
Space and place are performed in multiple ways simultaneously, and 5) Space and place are
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Within Rhetoric, a similar approach can be found in Andrea Riley Mukavetz’s dissertation
Theory Begins with a Story, Too: Listening to the Lived Experiences of American Indian Women.
It can also be found in much of Malea Powell’s work.
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mobilized through everyday cultural practices. These arguments are not made in a linear way;
each are mentioned and developed at various points in the dissertation.
In this chapter, I have provided information about my motivations for this project and the
framework I use to orient it. I also describe the methods I use to understand how the everyday
practices of The Crafty Beavers rhetorically make space and place. In Chapter 2, “The Crafty
Beavers Make Do: Making Space to Perform Differently,” I compare and contrast the space The
Crafty Beavers make to other spaces alongside their graduate work, especially writing groups. I
argue that The Crafty Beavers make a space through their gathering, crafting, and other group
practices that enables them to develop professional identities and manage anxieties and stresses
associated with the places of their graduate work; that is, spaces are made to change, adapt, and
manipulate places. The space made by The Crafty Beavers is of special importance because it
relies on home and everyday practices that other spaces alongside professional work do not. In
Chapter 3, “The Crafty Beavers Make and Maintain Place: Stabilizing Meaning and Identity,” I
argue that The Crafty Beavers are making place as well as space; that is, the group performs as a
space and a place at the same time. I argue that The Crafty Beavers are making place through
naming practices, drawing boundaries, and making rules. The group have established a place by
becoming more fixed in their naming of the group, approach to membership, and accepted
crafting practices. Space and place are performed in multiple ways simultaneously. In Chapter 4,
“Patterns of Home: Crafting a Life,” I tell stories about my own practice and present my
experiences with interwoven spaces, places, and times in a collage essay. These experiences
show relationships among different spaces and places, reinforce the notion that space and place
are performed in multiple ways, and show how space and place are mobilized through everyday
practice. In Chapter 5, “Making Space and Place in Rhetoric and Writing,” I provide a summary

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of the project and reflect on how it can contribute to future scholarship in Rhetoric and
Composition.
As you read, please keep in mind that this dissertation is a space/place that theorizes
through story and that stories are practices that make spaces and places:
Stories about places are makeshift things. They are composed with the world’s
debris. . . . Things extra and other (details and excesses coming from elsewhere)
insert themselves into the accepted framework, the imposed order. One thus has
the very relationship between spatial practices and the constructed order. The
surface of this order is everywhere punched and torn open by ellipses, drifts, and
leaks of meaning: it is a sieve-order. (de Certeau 107)
The stories I tell show that the multiplicity and complexity of space and place are not easily
ordered, linear narratives.

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I used to joke, back when Jeff and I were married, and we’re both atheists, that someday I would
be Lutheran because that’s where everyone goes. When you’re older, you go to church, and you
make the casserole, and you hang out with the ladies, and you sing the songs. I think that maybe
I’m that way with the Beavers, like maybe I’m just there for the community. I like to do the
things that we do, but I don’t believe in The Jesus. I don’t know. What’s the Jesus of craft?
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CHAPTER 2
The Crafty Beavers Make Do: Making Space to Perform Differently

It might seem odd to say that crafting with friends could make you a better graduate
student, but that’s what I’ve learned from The Crafty Beavers. Although I’ve spent the last four
years working with and mentoring graduate students in graduate writing groups where we talk a
lot about how they arrange themselves in relation to their scholarly work as graduate students
preparing for comprehensive exams and writing dissertations, I’ve only recently realized that I
know little about how they arrange themselves otherwise, as people who are also graduate
students. My work with The Crafty Beavers has helped me see the relationships and connections
between the everyday, home practices, and their scholarly practices as graduate students.
The Crafty Beavers gather to craft, but we also gather because we’re friends. As friends,
we talk about our everyday lives; we tell stories about how we couldn’t sleep last night, about
how our partners surprised us with special dinners, about how we’re struggling with our
concentration exams. As graduate students, The Crafty Beavers spend a lot of time discussing
our experiences with graduate school. In fact, craft is the second most popular topic at meetings
of The Crafty Beavers; most of the talk is about graduate school. The Crafty Beavers provide me
and other Rhetoric and Composition scholars insights into the spaces and practices alongside and
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outside

formal academic places and training that shapes the learning of academic practices and

the acquisition of scholarly identities.

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This usage of “alongside” is similar to that of Rhonda Grego and Nancy Thompson in
Teaching/Writing in Thirdspaces. In their book, they adapt Edward Soja’s definition of
thirdspace and explore how a writing studio model for writing instruction acts as a thirdspace, a
space alongside.
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In this chapter, I show how The Crafty Beavers use everyday, home practices to make
spaces alongside the places of their academic lives that positively influence their academic
abilities and identities. The purpose of this chapter is two-fold: to underscore the importance of
understanding space and place as simultaneously rhetorical, cultural, social, and physical, and to
show the relevance of everyday practices in the development of professional skills and identities
through space- and place-making. To these ends, I discuss the ways in which the space of The
Crafty Beavers is similar to and different from informal spaces of writing and professional
development alongside and within institutional places focusing on writing groups in particular. I
provide stories of practice from The Crafty Beavers to show how the group acts as a liminal
space that allows members to negotiate home and scholarly identities and perform differently
than they do in school and work places.
Ultimately, what I am advocating is that spaces like The Crafty Beavers are important to
the development of professional identities and skills. Writing groups, writing centers, and
workshops provide spaces of informal mentoring about professional skills like writing
dissertations and interacting with committee members. These spaces exist alongside and within
institutional places, while The Crafty Beavers exist alongside and outside institutional places.
The Crafty Beavers is a space alongside and outside because although they meet in physical
locations outside of their graduate programs, they are brought together by their shared identity as
graduate students and much group practice is devoted to negotiating scholarly identities. As a
space alongside and outside institutional places, The Crafty Beavers allows members to employ
everyday practices of home, like getting together with friends and working on craft projects, to
bear more productively on institutional places and practices, like writing and working
collaboratively in an academic department.

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Space as Alongside Place
I subscribe to definitions of space and place associated with cultural geography,
emphasizing both space and place as always simultaneously cultural, social, and physical. Tim
Cresswell provides a helpful example, writing, “A church, for instance, is a place. It is neither
just a particular material artifact, nor just a set of religious ideas; it is always both. Places are
duplicitous in that they cannot be reduced to the concrete or the ‘merely ideological’; rather they
display an uneasy and fluid tension between them” (In Place 13). At first, it seems that place can
be distinguished from space rather simply. Place is more fixed and stable, more imbued with
meaning through experience and history, while space is more flexible and fluid. Both space and
place are made, maintained, and manipulated through practice.
However, what appears as or feels like a place to one person might feel like a space to
another. For instance, as a teacher I might have memories and experiences in a particular
classroom that I have taught in for several semesters. I can connect multiple experiences, people,
and objects to the classroom. When someone says, “I have a class in 317 Bessey Hall,” their
words bring forth a collection of memories and associations. For me, this particular classroom is
a place. However, a student taking her first class in the same room will not immediately attribute
any special feelings or memories to this classroom. For her, the classroom is likely associated
abstractly with other classrooms in her life, but it doesn’t at first contain any distinctive meaning
for her. This particular classroom, for her, is a space because it lacks the accumulation of
memories and experiences that make a fluid space into a stable place. One day it is a room she
meets in for a workshop, another day it’s where her teaching with technology class meets,
another day it is a computer lab she uses independently between classes. De Certeau reminds us,
“space is a practiced place” (117); this classroom performs in multiple ways; its purpose is open,

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not stable. Yes, space is open. Doreen Massey defines space as a “meeting-up of histories” (4),
as “stories-so-far” (130), while places are collections of these stories. Space and place, then, are
defined through human practice. The practices in a space/place create relationships with the
space/place that make it a space or a place (or both) to a particular individual.
Through rhetoric—meaning-making activity revealed in practice and ways of being in the
world—spaces and places are made, maintained, and manipulated. De Certeau puts these
practices into two camps: strategies and tactics. Strategies are associated with centers of power.
In the example above, that center would be the institution (for both me and the student, perhaps
to varying degrees), which includes university employees and places (de Certeau 35). Tactics are
associated with weaker parties alongside those centers (36). In the example above, the weaker
party would be university students. That is, strategies come from place and tactics come from
space. Spaces are alongside and within places; de Certeau explains:
The space of a tactic is the space of the other. Thus it must play on and
with a terrain imposed on it and organized by the law of a foreign power.
It does not have the means to keep to itself, at a distance, in a position of
withdrawal, foresight, and self-collection: it is a maneuver ‘within the
enemy’s field of vision,’ as von Bulow put it, and within enemy territory.
(36-7, emphasis mine)
Both types of practice influence the ongoing making of space and the manipulation of place, and
both types of practice are rhetorical. Like Michel de Certeau, I work from the understanding that
“both rhetoric and everyday practices can be defined as internal manipulations of a system—that
of language or that of an established order” (23-4). That is, strategies and tactics within “an
established order,” such as language or space or place, are rhetorical. These practices are

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employed to make, maintain, and manipulate such orders. Now that I have explained the role of
practice in space- and place-making, I will discuss graduate school itself as a space and go on to
show how writing groups and The Crafty Beavers are different kinds of spaces of support that
both provide graduate students with opportunities to negotiate their scholarly identities and in
relation to institutional norms, conventions, and places. In other words, these spaces are made
through and encourage everyday practices (i.e. tactics) that allow graduate students to find a way
to belong in institutional places.

Structures of Support Alongside the Institution
When I first joined The Crafty Beavers, I knew that most members of the group were
graduate students, but I didn’t realize how much that identity position informed the space. In
“Introduction: (E)Merging Identities: Authority, Identity, and the Place(s) In-Between,” Melissa
Nicolas describes graduate school as an in-between space; I would contend that all space is
similarly in-between and that graduate school is an excellent example of space. Nicolas writes:
In-between spaces are murky, stressful, overwhelming, exasperating, challenging,
exciting, hopeful, and full of potential. Inhabiting an in-between place, whether
professionally or personally, puts our minds in over-drive. . . . During this inbetween time, we often experience moments of great clarity about who we are and
what we want, quickly followed by moments of intense self-doubt and questions
about our identity. Being in-between causes us to assess our situation and reflect
on our strengths and weaknesses in order to accept or reject roles and to negotiate
this liminal space. (1)

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This description reminds me of something Violet, one of The Crafty Beavers, said during our
interview: “None of us [the Beavers] think of ourselves as academics. I still don’t. It’s hard to
make that shift. I was sending out job applications, and it was really weird. Like, my stuff is out
there, and I’m not comfortable with that. How do you present yourself that way?” This shift is
made particularly difficult by the need to inhabit multiple identity positions associated with
academia at the same time. Nicolas writes, “In terms of academic culture, there is no greater inbetween space than that of being a graduate student, especially being a graduate student in an
English program since many graduate students hold teaching, tutoring, and/or administrative
appointments” (1). As graduate students, we are students, teachers, consultants, mentors,
facilitators, and administrators all at once. Each of these positions is taken on by most members
of The Crafty Beavers. Our knowledge is utilized in teaching and administration, yet we are not
fully credentialed and our decisions are under higher scrutiny than those of full-fledged faculty.
We question our own abilities; we question whether we have what it takes to finish the process.
Going to graduate school is a personal and emotional experience that has a significant
impact on student identity and wellbeing. During graduate school, students become disciplined
into fields of study that are seen as esoteric to their friends, acquaintances, and colleagues who
work in different environments. As psychologist Mihalyi Csikszentmihalyi’s writes,
For most people, domains are primarily ways to make a living. We choose
nursing or plumbing, medicine or business administration because of our ability
and the chances of getting a well-paying job. But then there are individuals . . .
who choose certain domains because of a powerful calling to do so. For them the
match is so perfect that acting within the rules of the domain is rewarding in

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itself; they would keep doing what they do even if they were not paid for it, just
for the sake of doing the activity. (37)
People who find themselves in graduate programs, especially PhD programs, often see that work
as a personal calling. Another Crafty Beaver, Katie frequently says, half-jokingly, that she wants
to “change the world” with her work. When talking about her struggles with graduate school,
Ana says,
There’s like a line that I sometimes consider getting tattooed on myself from
Flogging Molly. It says, “Nothing ever came from a life that was a simple one.”
Good art happens because you have a messed up life. And, the comedians that I
love, they’re like fending off fear basically every day, and my [dissertation]
project is hard because I’m working with hard concepts, and I maybe could do
something really easy, but because I’m me I can’t. I wouldn’t do something easy.
I have to do something that means something to me, and I have to do something
that makes me work through stuff.
For Katie, Ana, and many other graduate students, getting a graduate degree isn’t just about
achieving a higher level of education but about challenging themselves and contributing to and
changing the world. These individuals hope “to bring order to experience, to make something
that will endure after one’s death, to do something that allows humankind to go beyond its
present power” (Csikszentmihalyi 38). The movement between their pre-graduate school identity
and their degree-holding identity, like any movement “is rarely just about getting from A to B.
The line that connects them, despite its apparent immateriality, is both meaningful and lade with
power” (Cresswell, On the Move 9). The spaces graduate students inhabit alongside the place of
the academy influence their confidence and abilities as graduate students.

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When I first joined the Beavers, I thought the group was simply a social gathering of
women who liked to craft. We’d get together and knit, crochet, draw, talk, laugh, and eat. Almost
immediately, though, I noticed that the talk was dominated by discussions about graduate school
experiences. The Crafty Beavers shared stories of frustration about issues with dissertation
proposals, difficulties in scheduling meetings with committee members, misunderstandings
about their work voiced by other students in their programs, and concerns with their performance
and efficiency in moving through their programs. These particular kinds of stories didn’t remind
me of other social groups centered around hobbies (e.g. running clubs, bowling leagues, and
crafting groups). Instead, they were reminiscent of my interactions with graduate students at
writing centers, in consulting sessions, in workshops, and especially in graduate writing groups.
Writing centers, and writing groups in particular, as spaces alongside and within institutional
spaces offer many of the same benefits of professionalization and identity negotiation and
opportunities as The Crafty Beavers. Both types of spaces encourage tactics, everyday practices,
that slowly shift the strategies that define the institutional places alongside them.

Writing Groups as Spaces Alongside and Within the Institution
At the Michigan State University Writing Center, I have acted as the coordinator of our
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graduate writing groups, facilitated several groups, and been a member of a writing group.

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The

These groups typically have three to six members as well as a facilitator, who guides the
meetings. The groups meet every week for two-hours and one-hour of time outside of the group
is required for reading the work of group members. In larger groups, members can expect to have
conversations about their own writing every other week, while in smaller groups discussions
about every member’s writing each week is more common. Although there is an attempt to group
students together by discipline, availability becomes the most important consideration when
scheduling a group. As a result, most groups are multidisciplinary. The graduate writing group
coordinator aims to group humanities students together, social science students together, and
hard science students together, but this is not always possible.
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graduate writing groups I’m familiar with act as an extension of one-to-one consulting at writing
centers. These groups are coordinated, staffed, and maintained through writing centers and
exhibit many of the same values—flattened hierarchy, attention to understanding and questioning
institutional norms, and improvement through practice. These groups meet once a week, often in
the writing center or another location on campus.
Students tend to find the groups helpful not just as a source of writing knowledge and
practice but as a space of emotional as well as intellectual support. Students report that groups
give them community and help them feel that they are not alone. In these groups, students
support one another; they learn about writing and mentoring through practice within the group.
Of their graduate writing group, Cahill, et al. note “we have also become a community of support
for one another and the support goes beyond writing. As our friendships have grown
significantly, so has our commitment to one another’s professional and personal success” (155).
While conversations about writing practices and specific writing projects are the main focus of
the group, group members also spend a lot of time discussing work-life balance, teaching
concerns, problems with advising, and other topics that, while not directly about their writing,
inform their writing situations and their professional lives.

The Crafty Beavers: A Space Alongside but Outside the Institution
Like writing groups, The Crafty Beavers bring together students from across the
disciplines in an informal setting outside their departments. While the task at hand, crafting,
seems very different than that of graduate writing groups, writing, the conversations throughout
the meetings of both groups are strikingly similar. In each of these instances, these groups
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through concerns, issues, and difficulties related to their lives as graduate students. Students in
graduate writing groups often attribute a feeling of expertness to involvement with their group
since it venues allow them to practice talking the language of their discipline without the prying
ears and eyes of authority figures, like advisors and other committee members. Students begin to
feel at ease and can develop a better sense of their disciplinary identity through these
conversations. In The Crafty Beavers, a similar opportunity arises. The Crafty Beavers develop
rapport and feel that they belong, to the group and in academia, through the conversations they
have together. In the graduate writing groups, participants share academic success stories as well
as stories of reservation, uncertainty, and frustration. Writing group participants focus on both
general concerns related to their work-life balance as well as seek thorough guidance on specific
writing projects. In contrast, The Crafty Beavers do not focus on specific academic
accomplishments and artifacts. Instead, the Beavers’ discussions of their academic lives center
around bonding over shared experiences as academics.
As a space that is alongside and outside academic places, The Crafty Beavers gives its
members somewhere else to go. In fact, according to Andrea the creation of the group sprung
from a need to form relationships with other graduate students who faced difficulties in graduate
school. She says,
When I was in American Studies and when I was a master’s student, I was not
doing well as a grad student. In my classes I was doing okay, but I was having a
really hard time forming relationships. And, I was really, really unhappy. I almost
quit 2 or 3 times. And so we [Ana and I] talked about creating this space where
people like us could get together and make things. It was a place for us to be
normal.
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Ana expands on Andrea’s story by explaining how the space allows her to deal with the stresses
and pressures of school without explicitly doing the work of school:
I don’t want to talk about school, necessarily, when I’m doing the crafting. It
makes me sad all the time. Why would I want to talk about it? But, then I would
feel fine about it if we could talk about school and complain about it or share
things that I didn’t know, like if somebody else was having a similar situation,
and then we could breathe: “Oh, that’s not just me?” And, I would get more tense
if it would be more like, “We’re all going to sit together and talk about the things
that we’ve finished and done!” I’d be like, “Oh, no, I haven’t done anything, and
now I’m crafting! Oh my God! Get out of my house!”
Several Beavers tell stories like these. It seems that, in some ways, the group is about getting
away from explicitly school-related ideas while embracing the identity-position of graduate
student and spending time with other graduate students, being around people who understand
each other’s responsibilities, positionalities, and realities without having to talk about them
explicitly. These practices and these spaces are in relationship with the more formal professional
practices and academic places in The Crafty Beavers’ lives. Both kinds of spaces/places and both
kinds of practices are necessary.
Echoing the ideas mentioned by Ana, Katie goes so far as to say that The Crafty Beavers
is “a safe space from school.” She goes on to say, “you can bring it [school] in, but that’s not
why we’re here. We seem to be people who have some stuff in common and are going through
this, ‘We’ve all made this life choice to do the PhD thing,’ and so this is a way of creating
community and professional development that also kind of nurtures this other side.” In other
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who they are; it is a part of themselves that they might bring into meetings, but the group is
really about getting by and making do.
Instead of focusing conversation on how to improve a particular piece of writing, The
Crafty Beavers are negotiating how they will live productive, creative lives as academics in the
long-term. Ana and Katie have established that school is a topic of importance for The Crafty
Beavers but that the group is not a space to explicitly discuss theoretical concepts, research
studies, or writing projects. Instead, the space allows members to be both graduate students and
the people they have always been. Violet elaborates,
We’re all going through this really difficult, horrible time. I think it also causes
conflict in that people progress through it [graduate school] in different times. The
kind of person that goes to grad school is generally the kind of person that’s pretty
competitive and who’s pretty much a perfectionist as well. So, we’re all looking
at each other like, “How far along are you?” “Well, your committee is saying that
you can go ahead with this, and mine is saying that I have to redo it, and it’s not
fair.” You know, there’s always like that sort of thing floating around, but it’s [the
Beavers] a chance to get away from that somewhat, and it doesn’t always work,
but it’s at least a space where you can step outside of that and perform in a
different way.
She says that the group offers her a chance to feel “more like myself” around people who are in
similar positions when it comes to life and work realities and choices.

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“Making Something with My Hands” and “Something to Show for It”
Ana and Andrea highlighted that practicing craft and art gives them somewhere else to
go, and Violet stressed the importance of The Crafty Beavers in allowing her to “perform
differently” than she does in graduate school. The materiality of craft is important to Violet who
shares stories about “making something with my hands” and “something to show for it.” The
written work and research tasks associated with graduate study are primarily cerebral activities;
tangible products are not the main take-away of the intellectual work of most academics. Written
documents, while they can take physical form, are not as easily translatable to the public (or
well-meaning friends and family) as a blanket, scarf, jar of jam, or painting. Violet elaborated on
how she experiences this reality during our group interview:
I was really invested in making things with your hands being very important as
opposed to most of the work we do. Most of us are in very cerebral fields. And,
even people who weren’t necessarily grad students are doing [other kinds of] jobs,
like Karen was working at a hospital, but it’s not the same as making something
and this power of making, of creating something. You can say at the end of the
day, “I did this. I got this accomplished.” That’s really important to me.
Having a tangible object is important not only because it can be shown to others and recognized
for what it is, but because it has a beginning and an end, and because you can touch it with your
hands, and you can feel that it is complete. Violet connects this desire to having “something to
show” for all the time and energy she puts into her work. She wishes teaching, as well as writing,
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You just want to see something tangible that you’ve made as well. You know? I
love teaching, but at the end of the day there’s nothing you have to show for
teaching, and it’s one of the most depressing things about the job. There’s no
really good way to measure—I mean you can have your feel good moments, and I
know the students are learning; I know from a whole variety of ways that what I
am doing is effective—more effective some days than others—but you don’t have
anything like, “I made that or I built that or whatever.”
Craft leads to tangible products that can be held in your hands. You can carry them around with
you; you can send them to friends; you can touch them. Writing, research, teaching, and meetings
do not lend themselves to the creation of concrete objects in the same way. Being able to create
material things, for some of the Beavers, complements the abstract work they do as academics.
The space created through crafting allows The Crafty Beavers to balance other practices that are
part of the place of their work.

“I Made That, and It Looks Right” and “It’s about Something That You Can Control”
Crafting with The Crafty Beavers also gives members of the group confidence in ways
that their academic work does not. As mentioned earlier, while in graduate school students
occupy multiple roles with varying amounts of expertise and responsibility but are still in
training. Graduate students often question if they are doing their jobs in the right ways, if they
know what they’re doing. That is, graduate school often makes people question their abilities.
Alternatively, for most of The Crafty Beavers craft acts as a confidence builder. Violet explains:
When you’re working on something like a dissertation, that’s so open-ended and
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so anxiety producing, you go to something that’s—like that cross-stitch sampler I
made—it’s got boundaries, it’s got like “use this color now, sew this here.” It’s
very comforting to me to just make something according to a set of instructions
and be like, “I made that, and it looks right.” Especially since with my writing that
never seems to happen, you know?
Since craft is a practice that most of The Crafty Beavers have been familiar with for a long time,
The Crafty Beavers know the rules of the place of craft, while they don’t always know the rules
of the place of graduate school. Violet can easily follow a cross-stitch pattern, but she secondguesses herself when it comes to what to put in her dissertation.
In other words, patterns are comforting to Violet because she knows how to follow them.
When I asked her to tell me more about why patterns were comforting, she said:
I think that, for me, it’s about something that you can control or something that’s
soothing to your mind. That’s the best way I can explain it. It’s something that
you don’t have to put a lot of—you put mental energy into it. . . . It’s very being
in that moment and just focusing on that thing and not really having to think about
a lot of different things at that time. And, especially, I think grad school does this
to you—I come home, and I can’t sit completely still. I have to be doing
something. Crocheting is really good. You don’t have to think about it; you don’t
have to do very much. It’s something that just sits on your lap and you can do
other things while you’re doing it. It’s really good for transatlantic flights.
Craft, then, is a practice that makes space that allows Violet to mediate her daily transition
between the place of work and the place of home. It’s something that she has control over,
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something that gives her confidence, and something that she finds relaxing.
In this section, I’ve written about how The Crafty Beavers use the space of the group to
manage anxieties and realities around graduate school without explicitly practicing academic
skills or creating academic artifacts as they would in graduate writing groups. In the next section,
I show how the group also uses practices and identities associated with home within the group to
manage academic identities and places.

Bringing Home to Work, Bringing Work to Home
Most members of The Crafty Beavers grew up in crafty and artistic households. We were
encouraged to draw and paint and taught to crochet, knit, and sew. Craft was an ordinary part of
our lives, an everyday practice of their households. Ana’s experiences are similar to other
members of the group. She says,
I’ve been doing artsy projects or art or crafts or whatever overlapping since I was
little. So, I’ve always had like 5-subject notebooks, fat ones, and I would just like
draw a picture and turn the page, draw a picture and just fill them up. So, I was
always doing that. And, I would give myself, not homework, but I needed to do
the work, but I wanted to do it. I would sit in front of the TV and be like, “Oh, I’m
going to do my work.” You know? It was this little job that I was doing. I had this
little pink table, like a craft table with pink chairs and everything. I would sit there
and do art.
For Ana and other Beavers, art and craft have always been part of their everyday lives. It’s
something they’ve always done. Like school itself, craft is something the Beavers have grown up
doing; they’ve gained crafting skills over the years without much critical reflection about those

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skills.
However, graduate students often give up hobbies to focus more on school. When
graduate students struggle in their academic roles, the lack of other skills and activities is
frustrating. For most graduate students, school has always been an ally, something they’ve been
good at doing, dropping other activities from their lives without thinking about it in favor of
school-related activities. When graduate students struggle with their studies, they are suddenly
being challenged in ways that are unfamiliar. Often, they’ve spent most of their lives putting
energy into school and do not know how to handle the challenges school now poses. Ana
describes the danger of only focusing on school:
You work really hard at school; school is what I’m good at, you know? And then
you get to a point where you’re not good at it. And then, if you put all your eggs
in that basket you feel kind of worthless when you don’t have anything else. So, if
I would have kept dabbling [at art], I might have felt better. If I had other little
places to go, but I didn’t. So, it was kind of crazy reckoning.
She dealt with this “crazy reckoning” by returning to art and craft, hobbies she’d abandoned
early in her graduate career. She explains,
When I was working on all of that [comprehensive exams], I think that was
around when I did start turning back to making art, like I started making those
little idols for myself to have reminders of tough women that weren’t appreciated
or had to do a lot of crappy stuff, but that I thought were badass. And, I wanted
them surrounding me, so I made Frida Kahlo first and then Buffy. . . I just started
making all of these different ladies to have around me, and they’re kind of tongue
and cheek. I mean, they’re not saints or anything, but I was depicting them that

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way. But, they kind of are to me.
She says that returning to art was a way of “reviving myself from being really downtrodden by
the whole academic system and feeling like I just couldn’t do anything. Like, I couldn’t do the
one thing that I knew how to do, which was school.” This making, she says, “started helping me
recognize that if it [school] were easier I wouldn’t be getting much from it.” The practice of craft
helped Ana manage her academic identity by connecting it to her home identity. She realized that
she didn’t have to “put all her eggs in one basket” and has made space through craft alongside
the place of school.
Like Ana, Andrea’s family history with craft has had an influence on her approach to her
professional life, her identity as a graduate student. She told me a story about her grandmother
Najiba, who watched Andrea and her siblings during the summer and before and after school
while Andrea’s parents were working. Najiba’s craft was about keeping busy. Andrea relates,
She taught me how to knit a row or whatever you would call it. But, she didn’t
teach me how to make anything. She would teach me how to make a row, and
then she would undo it. And then she would do it again. So, she’d show me how
to do it again. I would watch her do this sometimes, too, after the dinner was
cooked or the house was cleaned. After everything was done—my grandfather
had his food, everything was done. Then she’d pick up the knitting. But, I never
saw her make anything, you know? There wasn’t a product. It was just the
practice of knitting. And that’s what I remember. That’s my crafting moment that
I remember is her teaching me how to knit, but it was just to keep busy, and that
was one of the things she used to always tell us, “Just keep busy.”
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grandmother but also to the work practices of her family. She says, “What does it mean for my
grandmother who worked these crappy jobs her whole life and raised these kids? We all lived
really close to her and stuff like that, and she’s just telling us to keep busy. But, they kept busy.
That’s the thing. Like I said, my mom and dad worked a lot, my grandparents worked a lot,
everybody worked.” This value of keeping busy, then, is not something that can be separated out
between home and work. It’s a value Najiba and Andrea take with them wherever they go. The
place of home, then, can be transferred into the place of work through practice.
The knowledge, skills, and ways of being we practice follow us from space to space,
from place to place. We bring the practices that make our spaces and places with us everywhere.
Linguist Ron Scollon states that “the practice of handing an object to another person may be
linked to practices which constitute the action of purchasing in a coffee shop, it may be linked to
practices which constitute the action of giving a gift to a friend on arriving at a birthday party, or
even handing a bit of change to a panhandler on the street” (Mediated Discourse 5). In response
to this idea, Kevin Roozen writes, “the particular act of handing we witness in the present is in
part the product of a historical and unique network of handings stretching across a range of
interactions and for back into the history of the person” (11). Everyday practices like handing an
object to someone are relevant in myriad moments in our lives. Our abilities and skills build on
one another, and we take them from place to place, from home to work, from the mall to the
office, from the car to the doctor’s office.

Concluding Thoughts
The Crafty Beavers choose to craft together explicitly because it is an activity that is not
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ostensibly, not academic groups, they also explicitly rely on knowledge and ways of knowing
that come from non-academic environments to help them make space in and alongside an
academic place. The stories The Crafty Beavers share about the dangers of “putting all your eggs
in one basket” (Ana) and the need to “keep busy” (Andrea) and “perform differently” (Violet)
give us insight into the relationships among the spaces and places and the rhetorical practices
that make, maintain, and manipulate them. They are using something from their lives outside of
academia, something they already know, to help them acclimate to academic life and hone their
academic and disciplinary identities. They are feeling like academics not just at work but at
home because they can manage their anxieties by gathering and talking with their peers and also
crafting like they have with their families and friends outside of school. They can invite friends
from non-academic settings to craft with them, bridging these worlds in ways that more formal
support structures, like graduate writing groups, and meetings with committee members and
other academic mentors cannot.
These are stories of practice about space and place and the everyday. Our daily lives as
teachers, scholars, and ordinary people are affected by the spaces/places we work in. They are
also affected by the spaces/places we come from, live in, and make. The spaces/places that make
up our everyday lives are guided and controlled by the practices within them. These practices are
limited by rules as well as by physical boundaries. In many circumstances, workers in the
academy must often make spaces for themselves, spaces alongside places of power. As de
Certeau would say, “People have to make do with what they have” (18). We never completely
leave any space or place we’ve inhabited. We bring the experiences of these locations with us
through memory and through practice. Mundane, everyday practices like getting together with

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friends, knitting, talking, and sharing ideas make a world of difference in how we develop
relationships, negotiate identities, and adapt to and change spaces and places.
In this chapter, I have highlighted the ways in which The Crafty Beavers make spaces
through gathering and crafting that exist alongside and outside the places of their graduate work.
In the next chapter, I go into more detail about how The Crafty Beavers make place as well as
space. Much like an individual can be a scholar, teacher, daughter, sister, and administrator all at
the same time, objects like space and place also perform in multiple ways at the same time.

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What the map cuts up, the story cuts across.
—Michel de Certeau

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CHAPTER 3
The Crafty Beavers Make and Maintain Place: Stabilizing Meaning and Identity

The idea of “place” evokes a sense of connection and belonging, of a location that is
defined and special, marked by some particular feature, memory, and/or purpose. For The Crafty
Beavers, the group is a place of belonging that is defined by talking about personal concerns with
friends, making things with their hands (and yarn, glitter, scrapbook paper, felt, googly eyes),
carrying forward family and cultural traditions, and subverting normative gender roles through
the way they practice craft. It’s easy to think of places as welcoming, but places also have the
power to reject. For members of The Crafty Beavers, the place of graduate school has been
isolating and difficult to negotiate. The space of The Crafty Beavers has helped members
negotiate the place of graduate school, but increasingly The Crafty Beavers is taking on placelike characteristics, which makes some members feel isolated or “out of place” even within the
group.
An impetus for starting The Crafty Beavers was a desire to ameliorate the difficulties
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Andrea and Ana were having in graduate school.

Andrea was having “a hard time forming

relationships” in graduate school, and Ana questioned her ability to complete her degree, despite
defining herself all her life as someone who was good at school: “Like, I couldn’t do the one
thing that I knew how to do, which was school. And, it felt, like I said before, if that’s the one
thing you’re good at, and it turns out that you’re not, then you’re nothing. You don’t have any
other identity, and that felt pretty terrible.” These difficulties stemmed from not knowing their
roles—their “place”—within graduate school. They were still learning the rules. Places, you see,
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are all about rules. Places are managed through orders and borders, through both physical
boundaries and limits on behavior.
In the last chapter, I demonstrated how The Crafty Beavers make a space alongside but
outside the place of graduate school through their gathering, crafting, and talking. The space
created by group allows them to modify the place of graduate school, to make it something more
palatable, more manageable. Yet, The Crafty Beavers, which has been operating as a space, also
can and does operate as a place. The Crafty Beavers, like all places, has boundaries, norms and
rules that limit its practice and membership. Space and place are performed in multiple ways
simultaneously. So, while The Crafty Beavers is still a space that provides members with access
to practices that make managing the roles and rigors of graduate school easier, it is also a place
with limiting structures that, to some degree, replicate the exclusive and unwelcoming
atmosphere of graduate school the space was created to undermine.
In this chapter, I want to explore the ways that The Crafty Beavers are making a place (as
well as a space) through their gathering, talking, and crafting. I argue that The Crafty Beavers
performs as a space and a place at the same time. First, I discuss space and place as different
perspectives that can be compared to stories and maps. Next, I show how the Beavers are
motivated to belong to the space/place because of identity positions the group offers them,
seeking acceptance and recognition. Then, I will show how, despite The Crafty Beavers’ goals of
inclusiveness, all places, even the place of The Crafty Beavers, create boundaries that bar
entrance to particular people and/or practices. The Beavers, in making a place, create borders and
orders that replicate, reject, or reclaim other places in their lives.

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Perspectives of Space and Place: Stories and Maps
Despite place’s negative feature of limited membership, it plays an important factor in
identity creation and maintenance as well as stabilizing social norms. Place acts as an anchor.
For instance, consider the kinds of questions you are asked by a new acquaintance: Where are
you from? What do you do? Where do you work? Do you have any siblings? The answers to
these questions establishes—for both asker and responder—a sense of who you are based on the
kind of places you inhabit and have inhabited. The places that we’re from, the places we go, the
places we want to be part of shape us, our senses of self, and our relationships with others. Our
identities and social order depend on place, on a stable structure and framework to guide our
practices.
In distinguishing the differences between place and space, geographer Yi-Fu Tuan writes,
“Place is security, space is freedom: we are attached to the one and long for the other” (3). We
need both. De Certeau writes that “space is a practiced place” (117). He means that through
practice space is given shape. In her 2012 CCC Chair’s Address, Malea Powell embraces this
definition of space, saying:
By ‘space,’ I mean a place that has been practiced into being through the acts of
storied making, where the past is brought into conscious conversation with the
present and where—through those practices of making—a future can be imagined.
Spaces, then, are made recursively through specific, material practices rooted in
specific land bases, through the cultural practices linked to that place, and through
the accompanying theoretical practices that arise from that place—like imagining
community ‘away’ from but related to that space. (388)
Space is possibility. Space is a set of relationships. Space is ongoing.
Place, unlike space, is defined primarily by its stability, an imposed stability. While space
is fluid and in motion, place is understood to be fixed with meaning. Of place, de Certeau writes,
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A place (lieu) is the order (of whatever kind) in accord with which elements are
distributed in relationships of coexistence. It thus excludes the possibility of two
things being in the same location (place). The law of the “proper” rules in the
place: the elements taken into consideration are beside one another, each situated
in its own “proper” and distinct location, a location it defines. A place is thus an
instantaneous configuration of positions. It implies an indication of stability. (117)
In places, our roles and relationships are well defined. We have a proper place within each place
we occupy, be it work, home, or elsewhere. A place, then, is a controlled entity, managed and
demarcated not only with physical boundaries but with rules that guide and limit action.
De Certeau illustrates the differences between place and space through the examples of
maps and stories. For de Certeau, the creation of maps is in some ways a travel story: “stories of
journeys and actions are marked out by the ‘citation’ of the places that result from them or
authorize them” (120). De Certeau laments that the map has
slowly disengaged itself from the itineraries that were the condition of its
possibility. The first medieval maps included only the rectilinear marking out of
itineraries (performative indications chiefly concerning pilgrimages), along with
the stops one was to make (cities which one was to pass through, spend the night
in, pray at, etc.) and distances calculated in hours or in days, that is, in terms of
the time it would take to cover them on foot. Each of these maps is a
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memorandum prescribing actions. The tour to be made is predominant in them.
(120)

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De Certeau links this shift to the development of scientific discourse from the fifteenth to
seventeenth centuries.
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That is, while the map was once a log of a journey, it is now reduced to only representing
geographic space. The map “colonizes space; it eliminates little by little the pictural figurations
of the practices that produce it” (121). Maps, based on stories, now erase the stories that
construct them and exist as “a isolated system of geographical places.” De Certeau writes,
“Maps, constituted as proper places in which to exhibit the products of knowledge, form tables
of legible results. Stories about space exhibit on the contrary the operations that allow it, within a
constraining and non-‘proper’ place, to mingle its elements anyway” (emphasis in the original).
In other words, space and place are names for different ways of seeing relationships
associated with physical, social, and cultural sites. Place and maps, then, focus on legible
artifacts of the past, on questions of what, while spaces and stories emphasize practice, process,
fluid time, on questions of how. Both space and place are defined through practice, but places put
firm boundaries around those practices, valuing the artifacts they produce, seeing only their
traces. Like maps, we accept the rules of places as “how things are,” as givens, without
necessarily knowing much about the histories, journeys, and stories that created and sustain that
place. We fall in line. The Crafty Beavers, like most communities, acts as both a space and a
place.

Place-Making for Acceptance and Recognition
Not only are places about rules, controlled by them, defined by them. The places we’re
part of, the places we come from, the places we occupy give or bar access to other places we
might want to go. Cultural geographer J. Nicholas Entrikin explains that “Place presents itself to
us as a condition of human experience. As agents in the world we are always ‘in place,’ much as
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the construction of our individual and collective identities” (1). The places we inhabit define who
we are. Within The Crafty Beavers, members might ask each other: Are you a graduate student?
Do you study English literature, Rhetoric, American Studies, or Philosophy? Do you knit or
crochet? Did you grow up crafting, or is it a new hobby for you? The answers to these
questions—and others like them—say something about our practices and our identities, but they
also say something about our places. We know what is on the map. We can see it, and it is
recognized as valuable. We all want to be on the map, so to speak. We all need places to belong.
One way that The Crafty Beavers operates as a place is by providing members of the group with
recognition for identity positions they would like to claim. Stories from Katie and Julia illustrate
this idea.

“Because I Want to See Myself in a Certain Way”
For at least some of the Beavers, the practice of craft, of making things is tied to
receiving recognition from others. Katie says that she wants to be seen as “the kind of person
that can create all these things that are beautiful. And, it’s awesome.” If a Crafty Beaver is
known by her friends as someone who is crafty, she might also be seen as creative, talented,
accomplished, and resourceful. We’re crafting blankets, scarves, mittens, hats, and home décor,
and we’re also crafting our own identities. Katie explains. “There’s the difference between doing
that [creating beautiful things] because that’s the way you like to be and doing it so that other
people will see it and be jealous. Because . . . because I want to see myself in a certain way. Oh.
My. God.” During our interview, she realizes that when she makes things, she’s doing it for
recognition, for validation. She reflects, “Because no one else cares. No one else gives a shit. But,
I am trying to convince myself that I am a certain way. Which is valuable. I want you to see me
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in certain way, so that you will reaffirm that I am that way, so that I will believe you. That’s it.
That’s why I do the things I do. That’s why . . . Oh God.”
For Katie, crafting is all about making something for other people who will, as a result,
see her a certain way. She shares a story about a friend who makes valentines for all his friends
and co-workers,
He would make cards and send cards to everyone and always keep in touch. And,
that kind of person who you would expect these super-cute handmade cards from
a couple times of years was the kind of person I wanted to be—the kind of person
that gives the perfect gift, the kind of person who has the perfect presentation for
whatever they’re doing. You know?
Katie has “a dream of having a Thanksgiving of where everyone looks perfect and the table looks
perfect.” The effect would be “just adorable and the kind of thing where you want to take a
picture and just remember forever that you’ve made something great and shared it with people,
and they appreciated it and appreciated you. Yeah.” For Katie, acceptance and validation are
central motivations for crafting, which she almost always connects to giving. The Crafty Beavers
helps her with this desire for appreciation and acceptance by gladly accepting the cheesecake,
pumpkin bread, and other culinary treats she shares with the group thus reaffirming that she is
the kind of person she hopes she is.

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“It’s A Lot About Me”
Another Crafty Beaver, Julia, also wants recognition for her crafting. She says, “It’s a lot
about me. It’s a hard thing to admit, but I would like to be recognized for my hard work and
talent.” She elaborates this idea with a story:
I really like to make presents. Like, giving the stuff I make away gives me a lot of
joy. So, I was talking about my friend who is a massive knitter. She doesn’t give
hand knits to anybody that isn’t a knitter or just a person who wouldn’t
appreciate it. It’s expensive. She uses super-awesome yarn, and she makes really
terrific things that would go for hundreds and hundreds of dollars. I’ve gotten
hand-knits from her, but I know she won’t make anything for her sister-in-laws
because they’d be like, “Oh, great, thanks.” And, then you’d never see them or
their kids wear it.
Julia is frustrated when the time-consuming, expensive gifts she makes for friends and family are
not valued in the way that she sees fit. Handcrafted gifts shouldn’t be seen as cheap or tacky.
Julie gives an example, “ I used an Alpaca yarn from Peru that was hand dyed. You want to let
them know that this yarn is super-special and this pattern was selected for them.” Something
that Julia gets from The Crafty Beavers is recognition that the things she makes are special. When
she makes a pair of mittens, the response from The Crafty Beavers isn’t, “Oh, you made some
mittens. Great.” Instead, it’s more like, “Oh wow. You made these?”
The recognition Julia seeks seems different from the recognition Katie desires. Katie
wants to see herself in a particular way and understands this identity as something defined by
others for her. In other words, “What’s important to others should be important to me.” Julia also
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wants her identity position validated, but she wants others to show that they value what she
values. In other words, “What’s important to me should be important to others.” Both Katie and
Julia get what they’re looking for from The Crafty Beavers who provide them with recognition
and acceptance. As a space, The Crafty Beavers gives members the freedom to do any craft they
would like, but as a place—somewhere with clear boundaries and rules—The Crafty Beavers can
offer recognition of particular identity positions that it cannot as a space. As a place, The Crafty
Beavers aligns itself with particular values and practices, recognizing some ways of crafting and
overlooking others. Katie and Julia have been put on the map through their practices within the
place of The Crafty Beavers.

Crafts that Count: Practices and Identities Supported by The Crafty Beavers
Place is not unlike genre. In fact, genres are places, textual places with boundaries and
rules about the content, arrangement, and style. Anis Bawarshi compares place to genre in “The
Ecology of Genre.” He argues that genres “are the sites in which communicants rhetorically
reproduce the very environments to which they in turn respond—the habits and habitats for
acting in language. This is why I argue that genres are rhetorical ecosystems that allow
communicants to enact and reproduce various environments, social practices, relations, and
identities” (71). In other words, genres are places, and all places are made and remade through
practice. More importantly, genres—or certain kinds of places—give us expectations for other
places of the same sort—a sense of what belongs or is in it’s “proper” place. In his essay,
Bawarshi uses an example of a doctor’s office to explain how genre expectations are carried
from one doctor’s office to another. The same is true for other kinds of places, broadly
conceived, whether those places are doctors’ offices, dissertations, neighborhoods, YouTube
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videos, writing classes, crafting groups, or—as in de Certeau’s example—maps. Genre or place
expectations and assumptions, as well as our previous experiences with similar places, frame our
understandings of how to act within particular places, of what’s allowed in these places.
The group cuts across and makes a space for a wide range of crafts, yet the pressure of a
more typical craft group place is still present. The idea of what a crafting group is or should be,
the place or genre of crafting groups, has a history that imposes itself onto The Crafty Beavers.
Several members of the group agree that The Crafty Beavers embraces a broad definition of craft
and note that their own definitions of craft are open, including Paint By Number kits and
coloring books. Julia, who has been affiliated with several crafting groups and communities
praises the inclusiveness of The Crafty Beavers:
I like that it’s not so one-craft specific, like spinning guild or a knitting club. And,
I really like that everybody is interested in what everybody else is doing, that
they’re not like, “Oh. She’s crocheting with acrylic yarn.” It does not feel like a
judgmental atmosphere; it feels very supportive and warm.
Yet, other members raise concerns about how the group both reinforces traditional notions of
craft and rejects traditional craft and gendered practices. They feel that they aren’t actually
crafters or that they are being pressured to craft (or not craft) in particular ways. These
contradictions seem related to confusion around what kind of place a crafting group should be.
The idea of a typical “crafting group” is imposing itself onto the place of The Crafty Beavers.
Stories from Andrea, Ana, and ES show the ways they feel the group has enforced and rejected
particular identity performances and place-identities of The Crafty Beavers as a craft group and
female space/place. Many members feel left out because they do not know how to crochet or knit
or because these more typical crafting skills are not ones they prefer.

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“How I Actually Practice Making”
While explaining her definition of craft, Andrea told me that the Beavers didn’t value her
definition. She said, “I can think of tons of times in which my own—how can I explain this? I can
think of lots of ways where my family taught me how to make things, like rolling dolmas, for
example. I think of that as crafting, so I think of it as making. It’s something I tried to bring into
the Beavers, but they were resistant to it.” She doesn’t say how the Beavers rejected rolling
dolmas as craft, but it was made clear to her that it was not an appropriate craft.
To stay active in the group, Andrea learned to crochet. She says, “I just learned to
crochet, so that I could participate with the Beavers. I learned a little bit before, but it was
something I learned, so I could do it with them. But, how I actually practice making is through
cooking things or forming relationships or keeping house. That’s like what, that’s how I
understand my identity.” Although group members never said that cooking or rolling dolmas,
specifically, was not welcome in the group, Andrea received cues that this was not an acceptable
activity within the group.
The resistance Andrea felt might also be related to white, mainstream, westernized
notions of domestic activity. If Andrea were to bring cupcakes, muffins, or scones in to The
Crafty Beavers that would likely be more acceptable (I’ve seen many people do this during our
gatherings). Something about dolmas and other Chaldean or Native foods and traditions
embraced by Andrea might be part of the issue here. The unfamiliarity of members with these
items might be part of the reason Andrea feels that they are rejected, but there is no explicit
evidence of this mentality. In other words, the rejection has less to do with the fact that Andrea is
crafting food than the fact that the food she crafts is unfamiliar to other members of The Crafty
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“Still, I Wish I Knew How to Crochet Because Everyone Knows How”
Andrea is not alone in her sentiment about the prevalence and privilege of knitting and
crochet. Ana doesn’t feel that she has to do more mainstream crafting now, but at first she
“resisted doing crafting in a group because I didn’t know what to do.” She soon found that she
“could do whatever I was doing and it was still in the group, it was okay.” She felt more out of
place in not knowing how to quilt, crochet, or knit when The Crafty Beavers would try to create
something collectively, such as a blanket or quilt for charity. Often each member of The Crafty
Beavers would make a square for the collective project, but Ana explains “mine were never the
same as everybody’s, so that would be hard for me sometimes” noting that once she contributed
a paper square to a fabric quilt. In general, these projects made her feel “like I had nothing to
contribute when everybody was crocheting [squares]. I don’t know how.” Ultimately, she says,
“Still, I wish I knew how to crochet because everyone knows how.” There is something about
traditional crafts, like crocheting, that mark someone clearly as crafty. Ana and Andrea have
both felt left out because they couldn’t crochet or preferred another craft, even though no one
explicitly rejected their chosen crafts. There’s a power to conform to the proper roles of the craft
group, and even though The Crafty Beavers isn’t a typical craft group it still pulls forward the
expectations and norms that come along with a more typical craft group.

“It’s Like Boys and Girls”
The Crafty Beavers are a group of women, most of whom are in graduate school and all
of whom identify as feminists. It might seem odd that they choose to craft together, an activity
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highly associated with traditional feminine roles that maintain gender norms. The Crafty Beavers
definitely see the space/place as gendered. Some call it female, some call it feminine, and others
call it feminist. There are clashing views about just how The Crafty Beavers, as a group,
contribute to making, maintaining, and/or manipulating notions of traditional craft and the
identity markers that come with it.
The feminine undertones of the group can make some members uncomfortable. ES shares
that her first experience with The Crafty Beavers was organized along stereotypically gendered
activities. She says, “I didn’t understand it. It just seemed like a bunch of people hanging out,
and the men doing stereotypically masculine things—watching sports and yelling—and the
women doing stereotypically feminine things—like crocheting. And, I was like, ‘This is kind of
the worst, most offensive thing I’ve ever been too.’” She relates that since then not all the
meetings have seemed so overwhelmingly gendered, but that when men are present—usually
partners of the regular members of The Crafty Beavers—“they have gone and done their own
thing that wasn’t crafting. Specifically, the women will be crafting in the living room, and the
men will be playing table-top games—like really nerdy and therefore masculine games—in
another room, and there isn’t even a dialogue between the groups.”
ES goes on to reflect that this gender divide makes her uncomfortable because she
identifies as genderqueer. She says that she feels awkward,
Not only because I felt that I didn’t fit in with the group that I was in genderwise
but because I would much rather be playing nerdy table-top games, especially
when the crafting part isn’t what draws me there. But, then if I go and switch to
the group at the table, then I don’t get the safe space and the talking to people
about important things because that’s not what they’re doing over there.

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The men group with other men, and the women group with other women, and both parties
interact through activities that are highly gendered indicating that the place of gender has a
significant role in the practices of The Crafty Beavers. ES says that she doesn’t blame other
group members for feeling out of place, “No one has ever said, ‘You can’t go over there.’ No
one has ever been like, ‘No, you’re a woman. You belong here.’ No one has ever, in any way,
criticized my lack of crafting or my different take on crafting. Everyone has been really great
about everything, you know? So, this is all, I know, all my own stuff that I bring.” While her
own identity certainly has an impact on her discomfort in the space, the practice of gathering to
craft and talk appears to be seen as a female activity, one that men feel unwelcome or
uncomfortable in and one that genderqueer members like ES are conflicted over. ES notes, “You
know what, even when there wasn’t a huge gender divide, it was just because there weren’t any
men there.”
Perhaps unintentionally The Crafty Beavers has marked itself and been marked by others
not only as a female space that unwittingly excludes men and more masculine practices; everyone
knows their place on the map, and she stays there. The place of a craft group—socially,
culturally—has impressed itself upon The Crafty Beavers, but traditional crafting and other
stereotypically gendered activities associated with The Crafty Beavers have not been
intentionally reinforced by the group, and the tensions created by the implicit push to craft a
certain way or perform gender through a particular activity have not been dealt with by the group
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group, as with Andrea.

Drawing Boundaries by Limiting Membership
While social and cultural histories of craft and gender impose particular understandings
and pressures on The Crafty Beavers in terms of what kind of craft “counts” and how feminine
the group is, other tensions have formed as a result of expectations based on other everyday
practices of the group, less associated with tradition and gender. The Crafty Beavers have found
themselves in conflict over practices that are embraced by some and rejected by others. Violet’s
and Ana’s stories illustrate these issues about the boundaries—and identities—of the group.

“We Were All Right Next to Each Other, But We Had Nothing to Talk About”
In a group interview with Violet, Ana, and ES, it became clear that there was a difference
of opinion over how membership in The Crafty Beavers works. Violet says, “When I’ve hosted,
I’ve invited a lot of different people that people [the usual Beavers] didn’t necessarily know, and
that didn’t always go well. People would be like, ‘Let’s just talk, the four of us.’ And, I’d be like,
‘No, I’m inviting my friend who’s married with two kids, and my friend who lives across town is
going to come.’” Violet wanted to invite people from other parts of her life, but many other
Beavers wanted to keep the gathering small and intimate, since they’d grown closer and could

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I’d like to mention that none of these concerns came up during any of the meetings of The
Crafty Beavers that I have attended in the past three years. It is unclear to me if these issues have
been discussed by the group during meetings. Some of these tensions (e.g. real craft, gender
issues) arose in conversation during the group interview I conducted in October of 2011. At that
time, The Crafty Beavers were very supportive of one another.
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confide in each other. Ana shares that sometimes it was especially weird because, aside from the
fact that they felt uncomfortable talking about important and sensitive topics that they could
usually converse about during meetings of The Crafty Beavers, sometimes the newcomer didn’t
even craft:
I remember people would be there who weren’t crafting, and it’d be really weird. Like,
“We’re just going to sit here.” And the rest of us are all doing something, but they’re not.
It became this huge detractor. Or, like all of these people watching this sporting event.
None of us are interacting. We were all right next to each other, but we had nothing to talk
about.
Violet explains, though, that she has felt alienated during more typical meetings, saying, “I felt
the same way when we watched Buffy. I’d be like, ‘Everyone’s watching this show that I really
just don’t give a shit about.’ And, then I’d feel like I was on this weird side-track.” While actually
crafting isn’t always the main purpose of The Crafty Beavers, it is seen as odd when individuals
come to meeting without a craft. It is an explicitly supported practice within the group—the
word “crafty” is right in the name. However, watching Buffy has become an implicitly supported
practice within the group, while watching sports has not. The space is closing into a place. A
map is being drawn that includes craft and Buffy but does not make space for sporting events.

“That’s How It Gets Really Big”
Not realizing that talking intimately was one of the main functions of the group, I
committed a bit of a faux pas by inviting the entire Crafty Beavers Facebook group to participate
in my research. The Crafty Beavers are primarily a face-to-face group that meets around once a
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month, but they also maintain a digital space on Facebook. The Facebook group boasts forty-six
members. Ana explains that the Facebook group was intended as a “space for sharing ideas.
Rachel kept finding things she wanted to share, but there wasn’t a group, so I made a group, so
that there was place to share ideas and crafting stuff. But, then it also opened it up to being a
place where you could call a meeting, and that’s how it gets really big.” The “bigness” of the
group becomes a problem, because one of the main activities of the group is to talk about serious
and personal issues. The core members of The Crafty Beavers have become a close-knit group,
making it easier for them to share with each other. Ana shares, “So, it would be okay to talk
about those things sometimes, and that’s why I think we get scared sometimes inviting new
people because we get to a point where it’s okay to talk about that, and then you don’t know
this new person at all, so you’re just like, ‘I’m just going to crochet

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in silence.’” The Crafty

Beavers want to be inclusive, especially because many of them had often felt excluded within
other parts of their lives (e.g. graduate school). Yet, the group wants to be close-knit and worries
about including new people. The Facebook group allows The Crafty Beavers to be inclusive and
exclusive at the same time. The message seems to be “feel free to join our online space, but we’re
not sure if we want you at our meetings.” Places have to have boundaries to have identities, and
now that the space/place of The Crafty Beavers is taking shape limiting practice and membership
helps maintain that shape.

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I’d like to point out, here, that Ana uses “crochet” as an example of how newcomers to the
group would silence the core members of the group into focusing on their crafting activity. As
discussed earlier, Ana does not crochet, yet she uses this particular form of craft to make her
point clear to me.
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“And, There’s Nothing I Can Say.”
As established earlier, one of the most important practices of The Crafty Beavers as a
group is talking about problems and concerns from the past. Another important talking point for
the Beavers is discussing difficulties with depression and anxiety, sometimes attributed to
graduate school. Past, present, or both, talking through the “bad stuff” is a significant part of
meeting with the Beavers. While this practice is helpful to many members, some members feel
pushed out by this kind of talk. Violet mentions,
I never really felt like I was, that I had anything to contribute, and it was sort of
like we all share X, Y, or Z background or problem, and we all have experiences
with this, and we’re going to talk about them, and it’s going to be this thing. And,
there’s nothing I can say. And, so, I would just either sit there and just listen and
feel like sort of a creep for listening and be like, “I’m just listening to your
problems; don’t mind me. I’m not going to contribute.” Or, like, you can’t be like,
“Oh, yeah, I know what you’re talking about when I had to, you know, eat an
apple every day, that was terrible . . .” You know?
Violet is happy that her friends are able to share experiences and stories that are important for
them to share, but it often makes her feel like an outsider or a voyeur. Although the group, on the
surface, appears to be a crafting group, it has also become a support group, a group where close
friends talk about serious issues and concerns of a personal nature. This intent might not have
been explicit to all members, and now Violet who wants to craft and spend time with her crafty
friends sees the place as one that sometimes excludes crafters in favor of talking about personal
subject matter within a small, intimate group. The place is solidifying around a practice other
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Concluding Thoughts
The Crafty Beavers acts as both a space and a place. In the last chapter, I wrote about
how the group is a space in that it allows The Crafty Beavers to manipulate or change the place
of graduate school, where rigid rules and structures make them feel out of place and alone.
Within the space of the group, they can tell a story that helps them manage their existence in the
place of graduate school; they can make something with their hands, they can have somewhere
else to go. Yet, as time goes on The Crafty Beavers operates more and more as a place of its own
with boundaries that limit membership and practice much in the same way graduate school (and
all other places) does.
As Nedra Reynolds points out, “Places, whether textual, material, or imaginary, are
constructed and reproduced not simply by boundaries but also by practices, structures of feeling,
and sedimented features of habitus” (2). These practices create boundaries. In order for the group
to continue existing, the members have to hold onto the problems that help keep them together
(such as difficulties within their personal lives and with graduate school). As Althusser makes
clear, the “ultimate condition of production is the reproduction of the conditions of production”
(127); for The Crafty Beavers to remain a place, it has to maintain the structures that allow it to
function.
In order to maintain a place where the right crafts are crafted, where the right
conversations are discussed, and where the right histories are remembered, the Beavers need to
make an order. In Angel’s Town, Ralph Cintron writes, “I assume that there is always a need to

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make an order, and yet the process entails ordering something out” (x). The Beavers have not
necessarily created an order that excludes on purpose, but they have made rules, reinforced
particular practices, and limited access to the group in ways that resulted in exclusion.
The members of The Crafty Beavers, like me, see the ways that the group operates as
both a space and a place. The members’ perspectives of the group as a storied space or as a
mapped place fluctuate because the group is both. ES marks the group as a space—as practiced
place—noting,
I think of Crafty Beavers as a queer group . . . like in a queer theory kind of way,
where everybody expects something different out of it, brings something different
to it, hosts it in different ways, you know? Every time it gets together, it’s gonna
be different because there’s gonna be different people there doing different things
in a different space. People have different expectations; people have different
motivations. It’s super queer.
To ES, the group is a space that practices place; each time the group meets the rules are a little
different, depending on who is hosting and what the group members need from the group at that
time. However, some of these rules have begun to stabilize across meetings, which has made the
space/place more consistently place-like.
The place of the group helps members stabilize their identities. Violet values this
function of the group since, at least for her, graduate school can be “a time when you’re trying to
figure out your own identity.” She goes on to talk about how her committee sends the message
“that you don’t know enough, and you need to go and learn more and that you need to be able to
talk about things, and you need to keep learning and learning about all these things in your field
and that you never know enough.” Yet as a teacher in the classroom “you’re supposed to be this
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person who knows everything.” Having a space/place like The Crafty Beavers helps her “figure
out how you’re trying to fit into all these roles.” To do this, sometimes The Crafty Beavers is a
space, telling stories that cut across experiences, while other times The Crafty Beavers is a place,
drawing a map that stabilizes an solidifies those experiences into boundaries and artifacts.
In this chapter, I have explored how the group acts as a place. Within the place of the
group, members can control what identities they perform through practices that are implicitly or
explicitly validated within the map they have begun to draw. In the next chapter, I draw together
the main ideas from Chapters 2 and 3 by relating some of my own stories of practice around
space, place, and practice. I tie together experiences of The Crafty Beavers, experiences of school
and experiences of home in a collage essay to show the ways in which practice mobilizes space
and place and how each space and place performs in multiple ways simultaneously.

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Stories, like good theories, make connections that may not at first glance seem straightforward.
—Julie Cruikshank

In smaller, more familiar things memory weaves her strongest enchantments, holding us at her
mercy with some trifle, some echo, a tone of voice, a scent of tar and seaweed on the quay . . .
This surely is the meaning of home—a place where every day is multiplied by all the days before
it.
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CHAPTER 4
Patterns of Home: Crafting a Life

Crafting makes me think of Gramma and of long summer days spent with her and
Grampa in their home in Portland, Oregon—and in their garden, and walking to the local grocery
store, and barbequing steaks on the patio in the evening, and sitting in the driveway eating ice
cream as the hot days cooled. I think, too, of Dad taking us ice skating at the nearby Clackamas
Town Center and of Mom and Gramma’s highly competitive games of pinochle and cribbage.
My grandparents are gone now, and their familiar and welcoming home has been sold to a
stranger. I’ll never again feel the shag orange carpet of the living room beneath my feet, but I
have my Grampa’s potato soup recipe and my Gramma’s slipper pattern. Someday I’ll grow
tomatoes in my own garden. Through practice, I can re-make this place from my past. Crafting
with The Crafty Beavers, for me, is every bit as much about connecting back to this life—
maintaining identities and remaking places I once belonged—as it is about being recognized
within newer communities and crafting other identities for myself.
Something that sometimes feels at the back of this project (but ought to be at the
foreground) is the belief, the understanding that the everyday, the momentary, the fleeting pieces
of our lives are absolutely essential to understanding Rhetoric, to all meaning making systems.
I’ve been told and overheard convictions that everyday lived experience is somehow less than
carefully coded data, than lab experiences, research interviews, and classroom lectures. Personal
experience has been indicated as a “starting point” or “impetus” for actual research and study.
The dividing line is a false one. These practices—all of them, be they classified as personal or
professional, as rigorous or anecdotal—make meaning. Stories of practice are essential to

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answering questions like: Why do people engage in particular spaces and places in particular
ways? How do they understand their relationships to these spaces and places?
I’ve been calling attention to the ways that the practices of The Crafty Beavers make,
maintain, and manipulate spaces and places, how they draw boundaries, how they convey values
both personal and social in nature. In this last data chapter, I share stories of my own practice.
These stories are patched together, showing the interplay between multiple spaces and places in
my life. Like most stories, they’re incomplete and ongoing. Initially, I wanted to share similar
stories and experiences from The Crafty Beavers, but I don’t know their stories well enough.
By telling my own stories, I can show the ways my relationships to The Crafty Beavers,
my family, and various spaces and places are also stories about how place is mobilized through
practice. I agree with Shawn Wilson, who writes, “We cannot remove ourselves from our world
in order to examine it. As I am learning more about these concepts, my own being and world
around me changes to reflect these lessons” (14). I see the stories below enacting what John Law
has called a pinboard or pastiche:
Here is the argument: juxtaposing “images” and making pastiches raises the
possibility that the world is not a singular place. It raises the possibility that
objects in the world, for instance an object like an aircraft, is, are, both multiple
and singular. It raises the prospect that what appears to be one may also be many,
and that coordination produces singularity. It also suggests that it is interesting,
important, indeed vital to study that coordination, the ordering logics of the
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Likes the stories Law tells about an aircraft, my stories about place and space are “about
fractional coherence. Fractional coherence, I will say, is about drawing things together without
centering them” (2, emphasis in the original).
As you read, I’d like you to keep these words from de Certeau in mind:
stories about places are makeshift things. They are composed with the world’s
debris. . . . Things extra and other (details and excesses coming from elsewhere)
insert themselves into the accepted framework, the imposed order. One thus has
the very relationship between spatial practices and the constructed order. The
surface of this order is everywhere punched and torn open by ellipses, drifts, and
leaks of meaning: it is a sieve-order. (107)
These stories show that the multiplicity and complexity of space/place are not easily ordered,
linear narratives: “The verbal relics of which the story is composed, being tied to lost stories and
opaque acts, are juxtaposed in a collage where their relations are not thought, and for this reason
they form a symbolic whole” (de Certeau 107). My hope is that with my stories I show how
stories of practice are stories of space and place, how stories of practice are stories of rhetoric,
how each space or place is multiple.
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Home is 4803 NE 99th Ave, Portland, Oregon. At least it was. It’s the only house I’ve
ever loved. Even though I’m 2,325 miles away, I can see the roses that line the driveway. I can
picture the blue paint stripping from the porch steps. I can taste a better boy tomato from the
garden. I can hear a dining room chair creak as Grampa shifts himself while working the
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game of solitaire. I can see the built-in shelves behind him filled with both good and terrible
pictures of the entire family, including one of Allen, my brother, removing rocks from his socks
during a walk. I can see the teapots, jars filled with coins, creatures made of seashells, brainteaser puzzles made of wood, and the nut-grinder that Grampa insisted was an antique scattered
among the photos. I can smell apple betty baking in the kitchen. I can see Gramma rushing
around that kitchen, washing dishes, cleaning the counter, and applying lipstick before leaving
for bingo. I can almost believe that I am in Uncle Bruce’s old room playing Eye Guess and
Barbie Queen of the Prom with Allen. Allen always won. Allen is Queen of the Prom. I can
pretend that I am sitting in the brown and orange plaid loveseat reading a book while drinking
Nestea from a milk glass mug, while Gramma knits a pair of slippers in her recliner. I wish I was
there.
This is how I make home.
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“I was thinking we’d have some tea. Do you want some?” Gramma calls out from the
kitchen. I’d stowed myself away in the den all afternoon, reading Emily of New Moon for the
fifth time. A few minutes before Gramma’s inquiry, I’d found my way to the dining room and
decided to play a game of solitare.
“Sure!” I reply.
I join her in the kitchen and watch as she fills two milk glass mugs—one yellow and
orange, the other white with a brown checked pattern—with water from the sink and sets them in
the microwave. The hum of the microwave acts as our background music. Gramma points out
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microwave draws attention to itself with a few beeps, and Gramma pulls down a canister of
Nestea powder from the cupboard above the microwave. She places a few heaping spoonfuls of
the “tea” into each mug; the spoon clinks against the glass as she stirs. We take our tea into the
dining room and sip it as we play a game of cribbage.
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During most of the summers of my childhood, I spent several weeks at my grandparents’
house. We kept busy with the garden, rummy, cribbage, blackberry picking, and a variety of
other activities. Despite Oregon’s reputation for rain, the summers are often sunny, but one
summer—I think I was ten or eleven—rain was abundant. Gramma went through her wardrobe
and weeded out a slew of polyester outfits decades old, most of them with bright floral patterns,
one a navy and white houndstooth. She cut them up into little squares, uniform in size, deciding
that she and I would make a little patchwork quilt together. I’d read about “patchwork” in Anne
of Green Gables and was curious about it, even though Anne seemed to dislike it heartily.
Although I never finished the quilt, I spent my evenings for a few weeks stitching squares
together by hand. It was slow but satisfying work. I liked the texture of the fabric on my fingers.
I liked the sound of the thread being pulled through the layers. I liked to watch the progression of
the seam I was creating—little white dashes in a line, like a road.
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As a child, I moved a lot. My father was in the Marine Corps and got transferred every
four years or so. For a military family, we didn’t move all that much, but each time we pulled up
stakes it hurt. We spent most of Dad’s service years in Tacoma, Washington, Portland, Oregon,

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San Clemente, California, and Poulsbo, Washington, finally retiring to Charlevoix, Michigan.
Dad traveled out of the country and overseas to all kinds of distant lands, the Philippines, South
Korea, Japan, Borneo, Panama. I despised relocating my life each time Dad got orders, but there
was nothing I could do about it.
I remember when I learned we’d be moving away from our home on Military Base Camp
Pendleton in southern California. It was the summer of 1992. I was ten years old. We'd recently
gotten a puppy. A beagle puppy. His name was Tikkanen after the hockey player. My dad stayed
home with little Tikker (pronounced like Teaker) while my mom, brother, Aunt Ginny, and I
went to nearby Disneyland. Aunt Ginny was visiting from northern Michigan; she had never
been to Disneyland, had never even been to California. We hit Fantasyland first and got through
the Peter Pan, Dumbo, and Snow White rides. We went back to Peter Pan again, as we all liked
to fly.
For lunch, we ended up in Tomorrowland. Mom decided to call Dad before we went
back to the rides; she wanted to check on the puppy. I went to the bathroom. When I returned to
the group beside the payphones, I noticed my brother was crying. I finished drying my wet hands
on my shorts, as my mother told me we were moving. My dad had been transferred to Naval
Submarine Base Bangor in the state of my birth, Washington. We would be moving in just a few
weeks.
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Memories associated with our pasts shape the way we experience particular spaces,
places, and situations. Our own histories and memories influence the way we understand
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memory is only a Prince Charming who stays just long enough to awaken the Sleeping Beauties
of our wordless stories. ‘Here, there used to be a baker.’ ‘That’s where old lady Dupis used to
live.’ It is striking here that the places people live in are like the presences of diverse absences.
What can be seen designates what is no longer there” (108). Wherever we find ourselves, we are
in places that both are and are not what they seem.
As a child, I was always fascinated by stories of “how things used to be.” I remember a
story about how part of my grandparents’ kitchen was once a bathroom. “That little built-in shelf
was a medicine cabinet,” my Gramma would say. None of us had ever see the room as a
bathroom, but I knew all the sudden that it had been, and it changed the way I understood the
house that I thought I knew so well. My mom’s old bedroom in that same house was full of small
closets and cupboards. I learned that it was once the only bedroom in the house; that was the
reason for its significant difference from the other bedrooms, which were added on decades later.
My mom told me that when she was a little girl the walls were light pink and that the carpet was
striped in hot pink, light pink, and white; the images brought to mind were at odds with the
peaceful white and blue room with flowing curtains.
Talk about the past colors of rooms and the previous furniture arrangement is indicative
not just of things in space/place but of spatial practices. When my mom walks through my
grandparents’ house, she remembers a place that is both present and absent. She accesses the
house in multiple ways because she’s experienced it across many moments over time. When she
says, “The carpet was candy-cane pink,” she’s not all that interested in helping me understand
what the place used to look like; instead, she’s experiencing the place as it once was. The
“wordless stories” of her former days in that house are coming back to her. She relives these
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morning, the way she snuggled with her cat Skipper, the dresses she used to wear—specific
practices and experiences come back to her through memory. The simplest, easiest way to begin
to convey her experience is to tell me of the candy-cane pink carpet she “sees” where I see blue
carpet; “what can be seen designates what is no longer there.”
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Home is 02216 US 31 South, Charlevoix, Michigan. This is the home my family moved
to after my Dad retired from the Marine Corps. The house sits along the highway south of a
popular resort town in northern Michigan, not far from the shores of Lake Michigan. This was
my home during high school and summers home from college. Boxes from the move seventeen
years ago clutter the basement. They haven’t all been opened. They seem to be waiting for us to
move again. To relocate like we used to. I haven’t lived in this home for the past decade, but I
visit often, noticing how more and more I recognize pieces of 4803 NE 99th Ave, Portland,
Oregon in it. The smells and sizzling sounds of bacon on a Sunday morning. The beauty of dust
particles in air illuminated by sun coming through the windows. Balls of yarn and half-finished
slippers on knitting needles laid atop the end table beside Mom’s chair in the living room. This
home is different, too. A row of bookshelves houses classics like Anna Karenina and All Quiet
on the Western Front beside historical texts about the Civil War and agriculture like The Civil
War: A Narrative and Corn and Its Early Fathers. Christmas decorations sit beside Easter
decorations. A two-foot-tall bunny stands on top of the piano beside a snowman smoking a corncob pipe. A Marine Corps seal hangs in the dining room; the globe and anchor have been joined
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celebrates only the past. Mom says, “When I heard you were coming this weekend, I bought
stuff to make potato soup.”
This is how I make home.
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The heat is stifling. It’s late August. My parents are with me in Alma, Michigan. I’m
about to begin my first year of college. Freshman. Fall 2000. That afternoon we attended a
presentation in the gym, where we sat in bleachers and fanned ourselves with the programs we’d
been handed as we entered the room. We listen to various college administrators tell us what an
awesome place Alma College is, what a wonderful experience college is going to be, how Alma
College graduates are successful.
While Provost Avery shared his excitement about the school year, my dad catches my
eye and says, “You don’t have to do this. You don’t have to stay here. Do you want to come
home with us today? You can come home with us today.”
I looked at him and smiled. I didn’t know what to say. Was he serious? I gave him a look
that I that I hoped said, “You’re crazy, Dad. Whatever, that’s nice.”
I didn’t really think about it much then; I’d been told my whole life I was going to go to
college. That was the plan.
But, my dad didn’t go to college.
Going to college is serious.
Before my parents left that evening, my Dad pulled out his wallet and fished around for a
twenty-dollar bill. He pulled it out and handed it to me. He never did this. Ever. I grinned at him,
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All day long I’d introduced him to professors and my new classmates, “This is my Dad,
Fred.” He started signing his emails, “Your Dad, Fred.”
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The 2011 spring semester at MSU has ended and with it my third year of the PhD. I’ve
finished all my coursework and my exams. It’s time to write a dissertation prospectus. Around
this same time, I began crafting with a local craft group called The Crafty Beavers.
One of the members, Violet, knows a family whose two-year old son, Charlie, has brain
stem cancer. An event called Art for Charlie is put together each year to raise awareness of
children’s brain stem cancer. Art is donated and auctioned. Proceeds go to hospice care for
children with the disease. Violet wanted to make something for Charlie. The Crafty Beavers
decided to help her. She picked out an assortment of fabric—orange, green, blue—from which to
make a quilt.
At my first couple meetings with The Crafty Beavers, I help create this quilt. We sat in
Violet’s warm living room trying to share the breeze created by the fan—it was 80 degrees
outside and likely warmer in the living room. Ana drew dinosaur shapes—stegosaurus,
brontosaurus, triceratops. I cut out 9x9-inch squares of orange fabric. Violet serves us scones for
the occasion and topped them with fresh fruit and whipped cream. She offers us tea, water, juice.
She says, “There’s chips and salsa, too.” Violet’s cats try to cuddle with Ana, who is allergic to
them. We give ourselves homework; we each take one of Ana’s templates and volunteer to cut
out four of our dinosaur in a particular fabric and attach wonder-under to it. At the next meeting,
also at Violet’s, we assembled the entire quilt. Andrea and Ana pin it together, and Violet sews
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machine needle. I meet Julia—for the first time—who arrives with lemon cupcakes to share. We
visit as we eat, and pin, and sew. Violet does the quilting after we leave. That same week, I sew a
toy dinosaur for Charlie, too. I make it from a pattern called Tommy T-Rex and choose green
minky dot fabric for the body, striped flannel for the spikes, and big white felt circles and smaller
black felt circles for the eyes. We give him his dino-quilt and dinosaur during the Art for Charlie
event, and his mom tells me that I should quit graduate school and make toy dinosaurs. Later in
the evening, Charlie fell asleep using the dinosaur as a pillow. It feels good to do something for
someone else and to do that something collaboratively with a group of smart, thoughtful, and
crafty women.
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I was alone when I learned I’d been accepted into MSU’s PhD program in Rhetoric and
Writing in the winter of 2008. I trembled with excitement over who to call and tell the news,
knowing they’d be just as excited as I was.
I called my Gramma Lillian.
We talked every Sunday. Sunday phone calls with Gramma were a staple of my life. I’m
sure Mom put me on the phone with her as soon as I made sounds reminiscent of language. After
I left home for college, Gramma had two Sunday morning phone calls, one with Mom and one
with me. Usually the conversations were about how much she’d won at bingo, the deals Grampa
got at garage sales, news about the garden, and thoughts about what to make for dinner.
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On this not-Sunday phone call, I said, “I got into the PhD program at Michigan State.”
I’d likely rattled on and on about it and the other programs I’d applied to in previous
conversations. I was, at the time, finishing my MA. She said, “I know it’s what you want.”
That’s all she had to say about it.
Our conversation reminded me of one I’d had with my Mom a few years earlier. When I
was considering graduate school, shortly after graduating with my BA in 2004, I talked over my
ideas with my mother. I’d recently completed an internship at the US Department of State where
I’d be working in the Office of Multilateral Nuclear Affairs within the Bureau of NonProliferation. I was trying to figure out if I wanted to go into international studies and arms
control or English composition and rhetoric. She said, “You know, there’s a time when you’re
going to need to decide between having a family or a career.”
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I bought a sewing machine in 2009, after completing the first year of my PhD program.
For my first project, I decided to sew Jeff a pair of pajama pants. I picked out a flannel dinosaur
print called Dino Royal because Jeff had always liked dinosaurs. The print was childish and silly,
full of cute cartoon dinosaurs in red, green, orange, and yellow on a royal blue background. The
first time I cut out the pattern for the pajama pants, I did it wrong. I cut the fabric in two and
flipped one piece around, instead of cutting the piece out “on the fold,” so that the dinos on one
leg would not be upside-down. Good job, Mari. But, I cut the fabric in these two layers with the
right side of both pieces facing up. Not so good, Mari. One layer should have had the right side
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I rushed to the closest Joann Fabrics to buy more Dino Royal, but they were all out. I
went to their website, but the fabric was out of stock. I found it on eBay and bought two yards
from a lady in Nevada named Wanda. I was so perplexed that following directions out of a book
could not work when it looked like I was doing everything right. I did what it said. I wished
Mom or Gramma could have been there to help me.
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In the front of the classroom, I sit down in an orange plastic chair and take a set of
metallic blue knitting needles out of a bright green box. I hold them up so that my second-grade
classmates can see them shine in the florescent lights. I tell them, “My Gramma’s teaching me
how to knit, but I can’t show you how yet.”
My Mom and Gramma purchased me knitting needles and a crochet hook. They spent
several weeks showing me the basics. I liked crocheting, but knitting was hard. My Gramma said
that knitting was easier for her. When my Mom was in middle school, she learned how to crochet
and came home bragging to Gramma, “I can crochet and you can’t!” Gramma, irritated by
Mom’s tone, bought herself a how-to-crochet book and figured it out for herself. Gramma stuck
primarily to knitting and made everyone—Grampa, me, Mom, Allen, Dad, cousins, nieces,
nephews, friends—slippers with Red Heart yarn. She even knitted slippers for my college
roommates. I’ve yet to learn to knit, but I can crochet.
Gramma made slippers for me all my life. I’ve always had at least two pairs in my closet
or under my bed. I’ve had pink ones and green ones, orange ones, and purple ones. She’d make
me stand on a piece of paper and trace my foot to help her get the sizing right. She gave me the
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was home visiting her and Grampa in Portland, bringing my boyfriend Jeff (now my husband)
along to meet them.
My slippers always had to have pom-poms. She didn’t put pom-poms on all the slippers,
but I insisted on having them. They’re an essential part of a pair of Gramma’s slippers, and
eventually she learned that she didn’t need to ask my preference. My aqua, yellow, and white
slippers sported pom-poms from the very beginning. Gramma gave Jeff a pair of slippers on that
trip, too. A set of blue and white slippers. They didn’t have pom-poms, but seeing how important
they were to me he thought perhaps he was missing out. He requested that they be added.
Gramma laughed and laughed and added the pom-poms.
Whenever I got a new pair, I’d use them to slide around in the kitchen, pretending I was
an Olympic figure skater. I’d glance down at my feet and smile over my pretty striped slippers
with a happy pom on top of each. When I was in college, I’d carry a pair of orange, white, and
purple slippers in my backpack, so that I could change into them while I was at the library for
hours and hours reading and putting together binders of notes for model UN and studying for
exams. I remember wearing a pair of brown, blue, and white slippers in my first office as a
graduate assistant, sometimes forgetting to change out of them when I walked down the hall to
make photocopies.
After Gramma died a few summers ago, I stopped wearing my slippers. I don’t know
what to do with these slippers I have. I have multiple pairs, but most of them are worn through in
the ball of the foot. They’re all falling apart. The newest pair, the pair from eight years ago, is the
only set without holes. I want to wear them because they make me think of Gramma who I loved
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to wear them out. I think it would break my heart to be without a complete pair of Gramma’s
slippers.
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Around the time I joined The Crafty Beavers in the spring of 2011, I’d recently
reinvested in crochet as a hobby. Like playing the flute and ice skating, it was an important
practice in my childhood, one I’d spent hours honing to later abandon. I play the flute now so
rarely that I’ve forgotten the fingering of several notes in the third octave. I skate only two or
three times a year now. I hadn’t crocheted in years. I started again by making dishcloths. Simple,
useful projects. By day I worried over how to retool the pilot project, the Marauder’s Map, I’d
done a few years ago into something workable for the dissertation. By night I crocheted
dishcloths while watching episodes of Angel.
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Home is 25700 W. 12 Mile Rd, Apt 205, Southfield, MI. This home is barely home. My
name is on a lease. I share this apartment with a friend from college, Kristin. We moved in late in
2004 and out the very next year. We both work at the same mortgage company. I hate it.
Working the grind of a standard nine to five shift in a cubicle has change my life. I answer the
phone, “Good afternoon, this is Mari,” and make calls to customer service lines to discuss our
“mutual client.” I have learned the terms “loan to value,” “debt to income,” “nonconforming,”
“FICO,” and “underwriting guidelines.” My personality has contracted walking pneumonia. I
have nightmares about getting onto the gameshow Jeopardy! and being introduced as a
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down chairs—one of green and brown stripes repaired with duct tape, another an overstuffed
blue armchair that I still own. The walls are bare. Bare and white and vast. We have a loud
neighbor who, when asked to turn down his music, said, “I’m an adult, and you’re an adult. I do
what I want; you do what you want.” All I wanted was for the booming bass to stop, for the
banging and thumping to end. We don’t know how to cook for ourselves. We eat scrambled eggs
and spaghetti. Kristin’s mom takes us to Sam’s Club to stock up on Hot Pockets. When feeling
homesick, I make a double-batch of Grampa’s potato soup. Once Kristin tossed a can of green
beans into the leftover soup; I was irate.
This is how I make home.
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I dreamt about the house again last night. My grandparents’ house. This time it wasn’t
really a house at all. In the dream it had been torn down; I went to its site to see what had been
put in its place. There were no walls, but there was furniture, there were hallways. This seemed
to be some new style; other “homes” on the street were similar. Only in dreams could this wallless house make sense. Mom was with me, and we decided to walk parts of the old
neighborhood. I mentioned that we needed to turn to get to Prescott Street, and she faltered. We
were losing our way.
I’ve dreamt about 4803 NE 99th Ave, Portland, Oregon most of my life. The dreams were
once infrequent, happening just a few times a year. After Grampa died in 2008, I started
dreaming of the house and my grandparents at least once a week. In these dreams, the house
never looks right. I can see multiple dream versions of the house as I write now; they stay with
me, these warped realities. Sometimes the hallway, a straight line, seems infinite like it did in my

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childhood. I thought it was the longest hallway in the world, but it’s a rather normal hallway, just
around fifteen feet long. I’m not sure how long, really, but it doesn’t stretch on for ages.
Sometimes the house, which in actuality is a ranch style home with an unfinished mildewed
basement, is a split-level home. Sometimes there’s a secret room above the bathroom.
Sometimes the rooms are out of order. Sometimes the furniture is all wrong; a pale blue dresser
in place of a dark brown one; a four-poster bed instead of a waterbed.
After Gramma died, the dreams shifted again. In these dreams about the house, I can’t get
inside. Instead I’m on the porch, beside the garage, in the yard. Rarely are people in the dream. I
once dreamt that Gramma, sitting beside a washer and dryer set in the garage (not their true
location) and nestled in a pile of blankets was telling me that she wanted to die, and I, tearfully,
was trying to talk her out of it. Out of dying. Usually, though, I wander in the dreams. I cannot
find the right room, I cannot find Gramma or Grampa. I wake up from all these dreams confused.
I want to go back to sleep, so I can go back to the house, but as I become more fully awake I
realize that the contours of the house were all wrong. I begin to wonder why I didn’t get to spend
time with my family in the dream. I wonder why I didn’t get to see the house as it is, as it was.
Where is the lamp in the living room, the one whose shade Gramma hung her dangly earrings
on? Where is the bingo dauber collection? Why aren’t we playing cribbage together and
laughing? Why aren’t we making or eating apple betty? Why aren’t we weeding the garden?
Why are we, instead, crying about death in a fabricated garage?
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“Hi Mom.”
“Hello there,” my Mom’s pleasant voice greets me. “What’s up?”

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“I wanted to call Gramma, but I can’t. I can call you.”
“I know how you feel.”
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I’m on a plane. The woman beside me is chewing gum with her mouth open. A few
minutes earlier, she’d pulled a plastic bag out from under the chair in front of her and ate pasta
out of it. The passenger in front of me lowers his seat, jamming it into my knees. I’m disgusted
and uncomfortable; I’m also a little amused.
I’ve been traveling a lot this semester, the spring of 2013. I’m almost done with the PhD,
although it doesn’t always feel that way, and I’m on the job market. I’m lucky enough to be
invited on a few campus visits, but I find it hard to be excited when I’m spending so much of my
time on planes and in airports and so little of my time at home. Travel is full of small irritations
and lots of wasted time. I grade papers as I wait for my plane. I eat an Auntie Anne’s pretzel or a
Starbucks yogurt parfait as I sit at each gate. I despise connecting flights, which require neverending layovers. I feel covered in layers of filth. I’ve eased some of my discomfort and irritation
by crocheting in these places. It gives me something to concentrate on, something that I can
focus on even with gum chewing happening a few inches away. I fall into a rhythm—single
crochet, single crochet, single crochet, chain one, turn.
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Home is 1775 Nemoke Trail, Apt 9, Haslett, Michigan. This is the apartment I share with
my husband Jeff and our fat, fluffy cat Oola. We live on the third and top floor because I’m
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like all of my homes. We’ll leave this summer after I finish my PhD. At that point, I will have
lived here for five years, the longest I’ve ever lived anywhere. When we arrive at home after a
day at work, we meow back to Oola as we open the door. “Meow!” Our home is filled with
academic books by authors like Foucault, Derrida, Lacan, and de Certeau. We drink loose-leaf
tea, French press coffee, and craft beer. Our home has traces of other homes, too. Several aprons
hang from the pot rack, most floral or polka-dotted. A rolling pin rests in our wine rack. A
Kitchen Aid mixer takes the place of honor on our counter. I have a craft table and shelf beside
my desk in the office. It’s cluttered with pattern pieces for the toy dinosaur I’m making for a
friend’s baby and leftover paper hearts from when I made Valentines bunting to hang in the
living room. Afghans and quilts decorate our chairs and couch. I make apple betty after
particularly difficult weeks.
This is how I make home.
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“Would you like some tea?” Jeff asks. We both used to be tea drinkers, but not long after
starting graduate school Jeff turned to coffee for his caffeine needs. I, however, drink at least 32
ounces of Chinese breakfast tea each day. “Yes, please!” I say. He puts water into our electric
kettle. A few minutes later, I hear it click; the water’s boiling. I put a tablespoon of loose leaf tea
into a Pyrex beaker Allen gave me and rinse the leaves with some of the boiling water, then drain
the water with a mesh strainer before pouring more water over the leaves. I set a timer and leave
the kitchen. When the timer dings, I pour my tea into a turquoise Fiestaware mug and stir in
honey and milk. I like the sound the spoon makes as it bumps against the mug. I sip, and

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sometimes gulp, my tea while browsing the internet, while writing my dissertation, while reading
a book, and sometimes while playing cribbage.
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In the fall of 2011, I’d been back in the crochet game for six months or so. I figured it
was about time to upgrade from dishcloths to something a bit more challenging and rewarding. I
found a pattern called Tunisian Throw on Lion Brand Yarn’s website and decided it would be a
fun challenge. I picked out nine different colors of Vanna’s

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Choice Yarn—olive, burgundy,

brick, sapphire, eggplant, kelly green, mustard, rust, and honey. The throw would be a 42 by 42inch square when finished, composed of four squares of each color, a total of 36 squares. The
throw is a sampler, so each color is stitched in a different pattern stitch. I’d been practicing
traditional crochet for six months, not Tunisian crochet, which is a whole different animal.
Needless to say, it wasn’t working all that well.
At one Crafty Beavers meeting, Violet looked over at my progress on a square and said,
“Is it supposed to look like that?” No. It wasn’t. She was nice about it. A crocheter herself, she
knew how it could be hard to get started again after a long break. She tried to be encouraging,
“I’m sure the next one will turn out.” It didn’t. But, I kept making them.
I made squares throughout the fall and winter. I made squares while I crafted with The
Crafty Beavers; I made squares while traveling on the train to Chicago for a conference; I made
squares when I was home visiting my parents for Thanksgiving. Mom was curious about
Tunisian crochet, too. She said, “I haven’t crocheted in awhile, but it looks like you might be
stitching too tightly. Your square is rolling up.” I liked that I was making something, even if it
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Yes, as in Vanna White of Wheel of Fortune fame. She’s an avid crocheter with her own line
of yarn and patterns by Lion Brand Yarns.
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wasn’t pretty, even if it wasn’t really working. I was trying it out. I was holding it in my hands; it
was something even if it wasn’t the right thing.
--------------------------------------------In Between
Over the course of the summer of 2012, my dissertation meetings with Malea go
something like this:
Malea: You’re writing an introduction again. You write the introduction last; you know
this.
Mari: It didn’t feel like an introduction when I was writing it. But, yeah. It is.
--------------------------------------------Patterns
I’ve spent the whole morning writing. Trying to write. It’s the summer of 2012. I’m
working on the first draft of my dissertation data chapters. I’m worried about literature moments
in the chapter, about situating the work I’m doing with that of other Rhetoric and Composition
scholars explicitly because most of the work I’m familiar with from the discipline doesn’t
approach space and place the way that I do. It’s easy to take a different angle too far, to be led
somewhere else. But, there are other things to read. I just haven’t read them; I don’t know what
they are.
I read what I’ve drafted again out loud. I sigh. I need a break. I walk from my desk in the
office to the living room and give myself permission to crochet three rows in the baby blanket
I’m making for my friend Betsy’s daughter. It’s a striped blanket featuring rows of single
crochet, double crochet, and V-stitches in pink, green, blue, and yellow. I mull over ideas from
my chapter as I work—double crochet, chain two, double crochet.

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--------------------------------------------In Between
When I came to the recruitment event at MSU before starting the program in 2008, I met
with several faculty members to talk about their research and the program. Being deeply
impressed the community-based work of a particular faculty member, I made sure to meet with
her.
While sitting in her office we ended up on the subject of military brats. I was telling her
that I was interested in the group as a research site. This led, of course, to some talk of my
experiences as a military brat. Since I am a military brat and I don’t have a “hometown” in the
way that many of my friends and classmates over the years do, I’m curious if I can identify with
other military brats about feelings of placelessness, interests with jobs that have a mission, a
desire for peace.
In response, she pointed at her filing cabinet, which had a red Marine Corps bumper stick
plastered on it. The slogan, Semper Fi—short for semper fidelis which translates to “always
faithful”—was emblazoned on it in gold. I’d noticed the sticker earlier but thought nothing of it.
Filing cabinets get passed around departments, so I wasn’t sure if the sticker was hers. She tells
me that her dad was an officer in the Marine Corps and that several other family members are in
the military. She’s another military brat. I share, when prompted, that my dad retired at the rank
of Gunnery Sergeant.
She says, “Well maybe you aren’t really a military brat since your dad wasn’t an officer.”
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Connection
I sit alone in my apartment trying to write what’s left of the dissertation. It’s Saturday. I
decide I should take a break and talk to someone, get outside of my own head, catch up with the
world around me. I don’t know who to call. It’s hard to connect. We’re all so different. How do
we have anything to say to one another? I check Facebook instead.
My Dad has posted a picture of one of his draft horses with snow collected on his back.
It’s April 20th. Snow isn’t generally associated with this time of year, even in northern Michigan
where my parents live. This year winter is holding on. One of his conservative friends posts,
“Climate change! The ice caps are melting!” a sarcastic rant about how climate change is not
real. I’m irritated. I write something to the effect, “Climate change refers to more extreme
weather in general, not just warming. Also, my dad doesn’t like political talk on his FB page.” I
know this is true because he’s said as much to me multiple times. She retorts, “Shouldn’t he be
the one to say so?” I back off and don’t say anything; she has a point there, but why make this
nice picture about climate change in the first place?
Dad sends me a message, “Let it go with her...I was surprised to see that there too...I find
it inconceivable that one can be against Monsanto in one breath and disregard climate change in
another…even with proof…I have been through it with her before…I just let the wind blow
now.” I write a brief apology: “I should have kept my mouth shut, but I can't believe folks
believe that nonsense. It gets me grumpy, and your lovely photo shouldn't be turned into a
platform to promote backwards thinking. Instead, we should all just say things like, ‘Ugh! More
snow! Still!?!’ and find common ground there.”
During my next writing break, I check Facebook again and notice that he’s taken down
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I recently took down a picture of my horse Nick standing in the snow of a late
spring morning. . . . Conversation eventually went to climate change and political
ideology. I thought the picture was pretty. I am not bright enough to make a stand
one way or another, but I do know that the weather here is unpredictable.
Anybody who is family or friends has a right to say what they like on my page,
just try to stay friendly, please.
I’m irritated by this message. He’s managed to agree with me and make me some kind of bad
guy (unnamed, of course) at the same time. The only comments of a political nature were his
friend’s and mine, just the two. Nothing unfriendly was said by either party. He’s on the one
hand saying, “Write whatever you want, friends.” And, on the other, his actions imply the
opposite, “If I don’t like it, I’ll take it down.” In other words, he doesn’t mean what he says. He’s
also playing both sides about his opinion of climate change. What he has told me and what he
has told the larger Facebook community do not match up. (His scientifically-challenged friend
has "liked" the status update.) I don’t even know which one is his true opinion. Shouldn’t I
know? He’s my dad. I don’t know how to talk to him or Mom anymore, really. I feel like we
have to try too hard. It’s hard to belong to a place—family—that I am inherently tied. How is
that?
I sent him this story. I wasn’t sure how he’d react. I felt that maybe I’d just upset him and
our online conversations would make whatever issue had arisen harder to resolve. We ought to
do these things in person, face-to-face, but that’s a tall order these days. We have to be together
in different kinds of spaces or not together at all most of the time. A few hours after I sent him
this story, he reposted the picture of Nick, his horse, in the snow with the caption: “Several
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hopefully you can say that you are proud of the old man even though he can be a somewhat of a
clod.”
Maybe it’s not so hard after all.
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Last year around this time, my Mom said to me, “I understand Allen’s degree better than
I understand yours.” She said it in this way that seemed to be blaming me for not making it make
more sense to her. Allen is a Medicinal Chemist. I’m going to repeat that for emphasis:
Medicinal Chemist. My mother does not understand medicinal chemistry better than she
understands rhetoric and writing, better than she understands “whatever it is you do.” I know this
for many reasons. One of them is the fact that she wrote this in the 2011 family Christmas letter:
The loss of family matriarchs was devastating this last summer. My eyes well
with tears as I think of my dear mom and aunts not being around any longer to
anchor our families. Lessons learned, traditions passed down, and touching
memories keep their spirits alive in our daily lives.
Mom was definitely helping me this Thanksgiving as I kneaded the bread
dough, one of the best bun batches ever. The dressing was moist and tasty; I knew
her hand had to be in it as I added one more shake of sage to make it perfect. I’ve
even tackled her tradition of knitting slippers. I remember how hard she tried not
to laugh and be supportive about my first pair of mismatched slippers. Even
though one was significantly larger than the other, Dad faithfully wore them and
said they fit his feet perfectly. So far I have stitched seven pairs this month—
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--------------------------------------------Craft
After crocheting 34 of the required 36 squares, I decide to start putting together the
Tunisian Throw. I pull them all out and begin arranging them on the floor. It’s the fall of 2012,
and I haven’t worked on the squares since February. At this point, it’s especially clear that these
squares are no good. They’re not even squares, more rectangular than anything. They’re different
sizes and will be difficult to make into a square or rectangular blanket with even edges. I put
them away.
A few days later, I pull them all out again. I decide to rip out all the stitches. I unravel
every square. I decide, instead, to make a larger blanket, a bigger version of the Bright Stripes
Baby Afghan. I’d made the pattern twice and really liked it. I make the blanket much, much
bigger, the length of a queen size comforter. I choose colors by feel; I modify pattern to include
different stitches and to include them in different quantities. The pattern is a guide, but I’m not
really using it. I work on the big blanket in the evenings and during Crafty Beavers meetings. It’s
got some problems—it’s longer than I expected and the sides are somewhat uneven. I’m making
it up as a go along, but it’s a lot better than the squares. It’s coming together in ways the Tunisian
Throw wasn’t. I’m learning.
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Places are collections of activities, of people, of habits, of values, of taste. They’re a
collection of moments. Like Doreen Massey says, a space is a “meeting-up of histories” (4). I
have always been leaving spaces and places behind, but I’ve been bringing them with me, too.
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and family, an afghan Mom made for me, and in practices, like making apple betty and potato
soup, like crocheting blankets and crafting Christmas ornaments, like playing board games and
watching Jeopardy!.
Although it’s obvious that “where” we are cultural, socially, and physically is significant
to the ways in which we make meaning, I think there is a temptation to try to demarcate the
cultural, social, and physical away from one another. Instead, I think that a lot of rhetorical
power comes from the relationship between those elements—between place, identity, and
practice.
This is how I make home.
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We have lost sight of the simple fact that the only difference between a history, a theory, a poem,
an essay, is the one that we have ourselves imposed.
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CHAPTER 5
Making Space and Place in Rhetoric and Composition

I attend the Michigan State University party ever year at the Conference on College
Composition and Communication. It’s an event that welcomes graduates, faculty, and current
students of the Rhetoric and Writing graduate program at MSU as well as prospective students
and MSU alumni in the area. A few years ago at this party, I think it was in Atlanta that year, I
sat at a table snacking on crostini and talking with Trixie Smith, a friend and mentor who is also
the Director of The MSU Writing Center. She told me about how she had spent the last fifteen
minutes or so discussing the graduate program with an MA student from another institution who
was attending the party. She’d been helpful, giving him lots of information about MSU’s PhD
program, telling him about funding opportunities, different concentrations available, and the
culture of the program. When the student found out she directed the Writing Center, he
disengaged and said something like, “Well, I’m going to go talk to some professors now.”
Evidently because she is a Writing Center director, she doesn’t count as a “professor.”
I’d inadvertently done something similar to Trixie before. I think it might have been
during the fall of my second year in MSU’s PhD program. I was on assistantship in the Writing
Center where I consulted in one-to-one sessions and was involved with a variety of projects and
committees. During a meeting with Trixie about an independent study I was doing with her
focused on WAC/WID and space and place, I said something about how I liked all the
administrative work we did in the Writing Center but that I also wanted to do scholarship and
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These stories worry me. They make me angry. They frustrate me. In academia, we all are
always breaking our work into discrete chunks, labeling and drawing boundaries around them.
We have History, English, Chemistry, Biology, Mathematics, Sociology. These areas of study
are different. They are. But, they’re not always as different as we make them out to be. Faculty,
each with a PhD, have many different titles, adjunct, fixed-term, lecturer, director, tenure-track.
These, too, demarcate, and while there’s more difference between Sociology and Chemistry than
there is between adjunct and tenure-track the second set of labels impose significant boundaries
around the everyday practices and existence of those who hold them. In higher education, we’re
part of a larger network of information, research, and intellect that overlaps and coordinates. We
each have a place in an institution, in a department, in a discipline. We make and maintain these
places. Sometimes we shift and alter these places through making space, too.
Throughout this dissertation, stories of practice from The Crafty Beavers have helped me
theorize about the ways in which space and place are rhetorical. In Chapter 1, I shared with you
my history with the concepts of space and place and my conviction that space and place are
rhetorical. I provided an introduction to The Crafty Beavers and explained why stories of
practice from members of the group could provide insights that would help me theorize about the
rhetoricity of space and place using de Certeau’s definitions as a frame. In Chapter 2, I provided
more details about how space is made and provided examples of how The Crafty Beavers
operates as a space sometimes within, sometimes outside, and generally alongside place. Space is
fluid and relational and exists within and/or alongside place. Spaces are made to change, adapt,
and manipulate places. I emphasized that space and place are made through practice, and noted
that each space or place performs in multiple ways. In Chapter 3, I investigated the ways in
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given meaning through artifact, language, and practice. In particular, I shared stories from the
Beavers that show how, despite their goals of inclusiveness, they create boundaries that bar
entrance to particular people and/or practices within the place of their group. I noted that in
making a place members of this group create borders and orders that replicate, reject, or reclaim
other places in their lives. I highlighted how these borders and orders are motivated by a desire to
create and/or maintain recognition of specific identity positions. Space and place are performed
in multiple ways simultaneously. In Chapter 4, I reinforced the ideas developed in Chapters 2 and
3 by providing a collaged set of stories that demonstrate the ways in which spaces and places are
multiple, the ways space and place inform one another, the way practice mobilizes space and
place, and the role of memory in the practices that make and remake spaces and places. Space
and place are mobilized through everyday practice.
Here, in Chapter 5, I want to pull this all together, to make a neat and tidy package. But,
it’s not a neat and tidy package. Our lives and stories are messy. The way that we make space
and place, the way we engage in everyday practices is messy—difficult to narrate in linear prose.
Throughout this dissertation, you’ve seen me referencing the ideas of de Certeau and others,
sometimes quoting the same passages in different sections. This was not an accident. In what
follows, some now familiar passages will surface again, some stories from The Crafty Beavers
will be repeated, too. I end by setting some stories of practice from my recent experiences on the
job market, in particular spaces and places, alongside the stories of space and place The Crafty
Beavers have shared with me. I want, now, to share some stories that demonstrate how these
understandings of space and place have clear application to higher education and to the discipline
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Visiting Places, Looking for Openings
The month of March was full of airports, airplanes, taxies, and shuttles. For me, March
included one conference, three screening interviews, four campus visits, three job offers, and one
birthday. It also included a cast of nose sniffing, throat clearing, gum chewing co-travelers, a
lack of sleep, and a lack of progress on this dissertation. It’s my market year, a year filled with
exciting events and opportunities as well as many of my least favorite things—noisy people,
travel delays, potentially bedbug infested hotels. I’m sick of cran-apple juice served with too
much ice. I’ve crocheted two scarves while flying and in airports. I keep thinking about buying
postcards (I have nine postcard stamps in my wallet) but never like the selection. During my trips
across the country, I’ve worried about losing my luggage, missing my connecting flights,
catching up on grading, and finishing my dissertation. I’ve also thought a lot about the practices
that make and re-make space and place.
Being on the job market has given me a lot of opportunity to imagine myself in “new”
departments, institutions, cities, and states. I’ve taken a job in Colorado Springs, Colorado, a job
1,410 miles from my parents’ home in Charlevoix, Michigan, 1,286 miles from my current home
in Haslett, and 1,326 miles from my most-beloved childhood home in Portland, Oregon. In short,
it’s nowhere near anything I know. When I was on my campus visit, though, I noticed that they
had the grocery chains Safeway and Albertsons, that they had the fast-food chain Carl’s Jr. These
chains don’t exist in Michigan, but they did in many of the cities I grew up in. The city that will
soon be my home is also home to multiple military bases, like many of my childhood homes. Is it
odd that I find the existence of a Safeway grocery store comforting?
As spring has finally found its way to Michigan, the spring peeper chorus frogs
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americanus) is singing his song, too. Neither of these species lives west of the Mississippi. I’ll
miss them. In Colorado, I’ll learn to avoid rattlesnakes, look for Steller’s jays and mountain
bluebirds. I’ll be comforted to see that robins, red-winged blackbirds, and sandhill cranes make
appearances there, too. These are the things I think about as I prepare to leave. As sad as it is to
contemplate leaving Michigan, my home now for seventeen years, I’m confident that I chose a
position that’s connected to a welcoming and well-structured university. My campus visits told
me that this, of the jobs I was considering, is the place for me.
I went on four campus visits. Most of them were pleasant, but one was far superior to the
others, and one was a rather awful experience. All of them helped me understand not just the
specific duties associated with the position I was interviewing for but also gave me a sense of
place, a sense of the culture of the department and institution. My last visit was the most
memorable. For this last visit to a school in New York, I’d booked my own flight and arranged
for lodging myself. When I asked the search committee chair questions about which airport to fly
into or what area to stay in, she was unhelpful saying things like, “It’s up to you” and “There
might be a shuttle van from that airport to your hotel and a return van from the college to the
airport. You can check on this.” I spent hours choosing and worrying over my selection of travel
plans, figuring out shuttles, cabs, hotels, and airlines. I was nervous about paying for the entire
trip myself and continue to worry about when I will be reimbursed. I’ve sent a list of all my
expenses with relevant receipts twice since returning from the visit. This was completely unlike
my other visits. The visit to Colorado Springs only days before this last one in New York was
completely set up for me once the days of my visit were selected. All I had to do was confirm the
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With a job offer in hand from a different institution and the possibility of one from
another school, I almost didn’t go on the New York visit. I had a bad feeling about it. I ultimately
decided to go because they were expecting me and canceling plans with short notice is
unprofessional. Besides, I definitely wouldn’t get reimbursed for the flight if I didn’t go. I took
the 2pm Michigan Flyer from East Lansing to Detroit. I flew from Detroit to Philadelphia and
almost missed my flight from Philadelphia to my final destination. I took a $55 cab to my hotel
room and arrived around 10:30pm. The hotel is a little seedy, and I’m not sure that I want to get
under the covers. The next morning, the folks at the college I’m visiting have nothing planned
for me. The hotel’s idea of breakfast is an apple spice granola bar. The chair of the English
department said she’d pick me up at the hotel at 12:30pm. I do a phone interview with another
university at 10am and check out of the hotel at 11am. The hotel lobby has only one chair; sitting
in it for an hour and a half after spending all morning in my hotel room doesn’t sound appealing.
I’m bored and starving. I decide to walk to campus. Again, this experience is wholly unlike the
other ones I have had. In each of my previous visits, I’d been picked up from the airport by
members of the search committee. I had been taken out to lunch and dinner. I’d been asked polite
questions about my trip. I’d been given information about the university and surrounding area. I
felt like I was being welcomed. This time, I felt like I was an afterthought.
The walk to campus didn’t take long; it was just over a mile, but it’s along a rather busy
4-lane road. The sidewalks are being redone, so I am walking along the shoulder of the road,
with the slim protection of orange traffic barrels. I’m wearing dress pants, a blouse from
NY&Co, a cardigan, and pair of blue sneakers. It’s in the high 40s; I carry my peacoat. I’m also
pulling my luggage behind me. I arrive on campus and search for the hall where the 1pm meeting
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if I can leave my luggage and coat with them. One of them says, “Your interview isn’t for almost
2 hours.” I say, “I know, but I had to check out of my hotel, and I’m hungry.” They offer no
suggestions of where someone might find food, do not offer me coffee or water, or ask how my
trip has been. They are stone cold. I leave. They seem to not even expect me, to be annoyed by
my presence. I am, once again, surprised by this treatment. At the other institutions, they’d
offered to take my coat at the very least.
The campus center building, which appears to house lots of dining options, is closed
because it’s the college’s spring break. I call my friend and colleague, Elena, who recently went
on several campus visits. I tell her about how awful my trip is, how I’m being ignored, how my
time is being wasted, how I am starving. I get her assurance that my experience is atypical. The
campus is cute and full of old buildings. The sky is blue, blue, blue. There are geese everywhere.
There is geese shit everywhere. I eventually find my way to the other side of campus and see a
sandwich shop across the street.
I go inside and order the special, which is a chicken panini with peppers, provolone, and
pesto on ciabatta. While I wait for my sandwich, I sit at a table and drink some water. A man a
few tables over is eating a sandwich. The sounds he makes involve smacking and slurping. It’s
one of the worst public habits anyone could possibly have, and this is the absolute worst instance
of such behavior I’ve ever encountered. Awful. I cannot help myself and repeatedly glare at him.
He doesn’t appear to notice. When my sandwich is ready, I retrieve it from the counter and
relocate to a table where I can no longer see the offensive open-mouthed eater (but I can still
hear him). I think about how at the other places I’d visited, I had been taken out to lunch and
given the opportunity to talk with people who could be my future colleagues. I’d been given
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students. I thought, especially, of my recent pizza lunch with the Writing Center consultants
during my Colorado Springs visit and the wonderful questions they asked me, showing their
investment in their work.
I arrive back at the interview site around 20 minutes before my interview. I collect my
luggage and coat from the taciturn administrative assistants and change my shoes in the
bathroom. I sit and wait in what appears to be a waiting area. The chair of the English
department arrives and asks, “How was your flight?” I smile and say, “Not bad.” I think,
“Seriously?” She then goes on to talk about how she can’t drive me to the airport because she has
to pick her granddaughter up at daycare. I say that I understand, but I wonder why she needs to
pick her granddaughter up at 2pm; surely they could keep her for another hour. A vaguely
familiar man arrives. His shirt’s untucked, his hair is ruffled, and he appears to be out of breath.
He shakes my hand, “I’m Mike, the dean.” I say, “Didn’t I just see you at the sandwich shop
across the street?” “Oh, you were there, too!” I felt like I was in an episode of Seinfeld.
My interview begins. I’m talking with the provost, the dean, and the chair of the English
department. Their questions are broad and unfocused. I’d been impressed with the search
committee’s questions during the screening interview; these questions, however, seemed to be
made up on the spot as each person scans a copy of my CV. They appear intrigued and puzzled
by my undergraduate major of Foreign Service. I talk about arms control, Model United Nations,
and negotiation. The provost—a biologist—shows a keen interested in my MA thesis, which was
about the evolution and intelligent design debate and scientific ethos. We talked about it for
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At one point while summing up the controversy in the Dover v. Kitzmiller

case that my

research focused on, I say, “And the some parents are like, ‘That’s some shit.’ Uh . . . pardon my
French.” Apparently, I didn’t spend enough time getting into professional mode before the
interview began. The provost, however, seems to appreciate my candor: “No, that just about
sums it up.” Nothing like this had happened during my other visits. I wasn’t even sure how to act
here; it all felt so alien. I knew, already, based on the way I’d been ignored during the visit that I
didn’t want the job, though, so I went into all of this much calmer than usual, which might have
been why I ended up talking so casually; I wasn’t nervous.
They ask about my dissertation and seem to have an incredibly reductive definition of
both rhetoric and writing. They ask if I have questions. I ask what they want the person who
takes this job to do; I ask what classes are capped at; I ask the teaching load; I ask about
directions for development and growth. They tell me that it’s a 4/4 teaching load of primarily
Composition 101. The department doesn’t have an English major; it does have a Professional
Communications minor, but there is no writing component to it. They have 13 tenure-track
professors of literature. These literature professors want to teach in their specialities, not writing,
so all of the writing is currently taught by adjuncts. They tell me that they have a “mandate to
hire a writing specialist” and go on to ask, “What workshops would you design for the
adjuncts?” It’s painfully obvious, to me, that I do not want the job. Writing here is seen as a basic
skill, the teaching of which is a punishment. The faculty who teach it are not valued as worthy of
the tenure-track, and if I were offered this job it appears that the administration would see me as
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In this 2005 U.S. District Court for the Middle District of Pennsylvania case, Tammy
Kitzmiller and ten other parents argued that the Dover Area School District violated the
Establishment Clause and the First Amendment of the US Constitution. The school board had
decided that intelligent design must be presented in biology classrooms as an alternative to
evolution. Teachers were required to name Of Pandas and People as a helpful reference. The
court ruled in favor of Kitzmiller, et al.
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someone who babysat, er . . . managed, the adjuncts. I told them that I would work with the
adjuncts to develop workshops and that I was sure all of them were at least MA-educated and
many of them probably held PhDs, that many of them had been teaching just as long if not
longer than me, and that all of them knew more about the student population at this particular
college than I did. “I’m not going to come in here and tell them how to do their jobs,” I said.
Instead, I said I would see what kinds of expertise they could offer to their peers, and that if
many of them noted the same kinds of gaps that I could address that in some way at that point.
As I sit at the table with these folks, I worry about the fact that I just turned down a
tenure-track job with 4/4 teaching load in Michigan. I didn’t want to teach first-year
composition, advanced composition, and basic writing on repeat. I didn’t want to have almost
100 students each semester in these entry-level courses. I wanted to have time to do research; I
wanted to have a role in the structure of the program, of the department. I worried now that I
wouldn’t get an offer from Colorado and that I might have to take a job with New York. As I sat
at that time, I became overwhelmed with fear that I was looking at my future. A future where I
would have to make convincing arguments about writing on a daily basis, since those around me
didn’t seem to value it. There appeared to be very little community in the department around the
role of writing. They seemed surprised when I asked if they would be interested in a writing
minor or, at the very least, adding a writing component to their Professional Communication
minor. Of my visits, Colorado offered the only departmental structure that made sense to me.
Their English department has a major with four tracks—rhetoric, literature, teaching in K12
schools, and professional writing. While I was on my visit, they were enthusiastic about my idea
of designing and teaching a histories of rhetoric course. There were openings, openings for
spaces, to make the place somewhere I could inhabit. This was less true of the other campuses I

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visited, especially New York. The day after I returned from New York, Colorado called with a
job offer. I was ecstatic, but I didn’t accept immediately. Early the next week, New York called
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with a job offer. No, no, no. A thousand times no.

And, they’d better get me my $770.33 to

ASAP. I signed the contract for Colorado soon after that.

Expectation, Recognition, and Opportunity
During my campus visits, I was struck by how much the practices that were part of the
visit gave me insights into the community, into the institution, into the space/place that I was
potentially going to spend several years of my life. This past fall I took part in my graduate
program's job placement group. We met once every week or so to talk through our job materials,
what to expect during screening interviews and campus interviews, how to approach job talks
and teaching demonstrations, and so on. On the week we discussed campus visits, the group
facilitators Malea Powell, Bill Hart-Davidson, and Stuart Blythe all indicated that being on a
campus visit is something to enjoy, that once we made it that far into the process the search
committee liked us. The visit was about seeing if you were a good fit, and the interview went
both ways. I believed them, of course, but I wasn't prepared for how incredibly different campus
visits could be from one another. I thought that during campus visits I might learn more about
particular job duties that I would be excited or frustrated by and perhaps programmatic structures
that I thought would or wouldn't work for me. For instance, on one visit I learned that English
and Rhetoric and Professional Writing were separate departments and that English held onto
introductory compositions courses while Rhetoric and Professional Writing housed all the upper20

Lest you think me rude, I’ll let you in on a few more details. I did not say, “No” immediately
or harshly. I feigned interest and asked questions about salary, travel funding, technology, and
reimbursement for moving expenses. I told him, though, that I was considering another offer. I
called back the next day and told him that I’d accepted a position at another institution.
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level rhetoric courses. The job was in English, and I knew I wouldn't be happy teaching a 4/4
load of English 101 for any amount of time. These are the kinds of “fit” issues I thought I would
get more insights into during campus visits, but the small things, the little practices count for a
lot, too.
In Colorado, my expectations for the campus visit were met and, at times, exceeded.
They engaged in all the practices that I thought of as normal and expected. I was given tours, met
many members of the community, and was asked lots of questions. They were courteous and saw
to my transportation needs. They told me about not just the university communities I would be
part of but also answered my questions about the city and region that the university is part of. I
wasn't impressed by any of this. I expected it. I was pleased with the visit and enjoyed my time
there, but the only way in which my expectations were exceeded was when I was presented with
a gift bag full of snacks, a water bottle, and visitor guides to the region and city. That seemed
like an incredibly thoughtful move.
My visit had been pleasant, and I could see myself becoming part of the community. For
example, when I had lunch with the Writing Center consultants they asked smart questions about
how I could be an advocate for students and how I valued the professionalization of consultants
that showed me that they understood Writing Centers in the same way that I do. All of the
practices within the visit showed me that this was a place that I could be part of and that also
they were open to the kinds of spaces I needed to make for myself within it. For example, the job
is a 12-month administrative appointment instead of a 9-month academic appointment. I'd be
running the Writing Center, and the university doesn't want tenure requirements from an
academic department getting in the way of how the Writing Center is run. I understood the
emphasis on administration but made it clear to them that it was important to me that I be seen as

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a teacher and scholar as well as an administrator and would need time and space for research.
They were able to ameliorate my fears about taking an administrative post because they showed
me that it would be flexible, that I could take on this role and still be a teacher and scholar, too.
After my visit, I understood the campus, Writing Center, English department, and university to
be places that I could be part of, and I saw spaces that would allow me to make the places even
more welcoming to me.
In New York, the opposite was true. These folks didn't seem to understand what a
campus visit was, let alone the concerns I had about the way rhetoric and writing are understood
there. I found myself thinking of Julia's words, “It’s a lot about me. It’s a hard thing to admit,
but I would like to be recognized for my hard work and talent.” I felt like I was being slighted. I
played by all of their rules—I sent the appropriate documents, I did the phone interview, I
scheduled the travel—and now they are pretty much ignoring me. I wandered campus, so I
suppose I gave myself a tour of campus, but I don't know what building I would teach in, I didn't
meet with any faculty other than those who interviewed with me that day (no one on the search
committee was available, either!), I didn't meet with any students, and I didn't get any
information about the surrounding area. Not only that, they didn't even extend the basic courtesy
of helping me with transportation and dining. The expectation seemed to be that I would do all of
this on my own time and my own dime. My expectations were very different, and I'd been led to
those expectations based on my experiences on other campuses as well as through the
experiences my colleagues had shared with me of their own campus visits. These folks just didn't
seem to understand important practices that make up a campus visit in the place of higher
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By the time my actual interview came around, I wasn't sure what to expect, and I didn't
really care because they'd already lost me. I didn't get the kind of recognition that I'd expected,
recognition that I belonged to the place of higher education. Perhaps without realizing it, their
lack of engagement with the practices I understood to be part of campus visits and basic
professionalism signaled that they were rejecting me. In a way, it was similar to Ana's feelings
about newcomers to The Crafty Beavers meetings who didn't craft:
I remember people would be there who weren’t crafting, and it’d be really weird.
Like, “We’re just going to sit here.” And the rest of us are all doing something,
but they’re not. It became this huge detractor. Or, like all of these people watching
this sporting event. None of us are interacting. We were all right next to each
other, but we had nothing to talk about.
This carried into the interview where my interviewers asked several questions about my MA
thesis, which seemed to have little to do with the kind of work they wanted me to do in their
college and represented only a small fraction of the kinds of research and training that made me a
good candidate for their position. I, too, lost my sense of being in a professional place and swore
during the interview. Here the borders and orders, the rules and expectations that make place are
not practiced in the ways that I expect based on my understandings and experiences with similar
places. Not only do I not know how to act in this place, but I find that I do not want to be in it.
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Groundwork
Earlier I wrote that where we come from, where we are, and where we belong clearly
have implications for how we act, who we become, and why we make certain kinds of choices. I
also said that place and practice inform one another and that we carry places through our practice
into all kinds of other places, shifting and changing them with our practice as we go. In my first
semester as a PhD student, I took a course called Research Colloquium. It’s a proseminar in
Rhetoric and Writing, meant to introduce students not just to the field but to MSU’s orientation
to the field. Jeff Grabill taught the course, and I remember him saying, “We’re “preparing for a
field that doesn’t precisely exist yet.” He also said to make sure I can tell a story about who I am
as a scholar. I’ve spent the last five years thinking about the ways that I can contribute to the
development of the discipline and the kind of story (or stories) I can tell about myself as a
scholar. This dissertation is a part of that larger project.
Twenty-three years ago, John Bender David Wellbery wrote, “Rhetoric today is neither a
unified doctrine of a coherent set of discursive practices. Rather, it is a transdisciplinary field of
practice and intellectual concern, a field that draws on conceptual resources of a radically
heterogeneous nature and does not assume the stable shape of a system or method of education”
(25). They go on to say that “Rhetoric is no longer the title of a doctrine and a practice, nor a
form of cultural memory; it becomes instead something like the condition of our existence.”
Condition of our existence. During that first semester of PhD work, Malea said that as a scholar
she is interested in rhetoric for the way it allows her to think about the history of consciousness
and systems of meaning making (“Class Notes”). History of consciousness. Systems of meaning
making. It is with these ideas and sensibilities that I entered the discipline of Rhetoric and
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In reference to the Conference on College Composition and Communication, Malea
Powell stated, “No one works in those categories that they [the 4Cs] ask us to submit to. People
work at intersections” (qtd. in White). We work at intersections. Shawn Wilson explains,
“Reality is not an object but a process of relationships” (73) and that “knowledge itself is held in
the relationships and connections formed with the environment that surrounds us” (87). Reality
is a process of relationships. This sense of relationality combined with a focus on practice over
artifact, action over thingness, is important to the concept of groundwork described by D.
Anthony Tyeeme Clark and Malea Powell:
Groundwork might be understood as an active engagement in the making and
remaking of place, peoples, and selves. Because there is no meaning outside of
the production of meaning through language, discourse, and image, and given that
scholarship is one means of producing meaning, we conclude that academic
groundwork plays a critical role in place making, and so, too, do place and space
play active roles in generating situational interdisciplinaries. (4, emphasis in
original)
I hope my work highlights that these intersections and relationships are more than demarcations.
The stories of practice shared by The Crafty Beavers and by me help show how space and place
are rhetorically significant.
The stories found here underscore how our practices—be they defined as home, personal,
professional, work, or other—are connected, are related, and they all contribute to the making,
maintaining, and/or manipulations of space and place. Spaces and places cannot be reduced to
just the physical or just the abstract. They are always both. As we learned from Violet in Chapter
2, being able to create material things complements the abstract work The Crafty Beavers do as

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academics. In fact, the space created through crafting allows The Crafty Beavers to balance other
practices that are part of the place of their work. Craft, then, is a practice that makes space that
allows some of The Crafty Beavers to mediate their daily transitions between the place of work
and the place of home. We learned from Ana that having a space like The Crafty Beavers gives
her “somewhere else to go” besides school since “if you put all your eggs in that [one] basket
you feel kind of worthless when you don’t have anything else.” From Andrea, we see how the
practice of “keeping busy” is not something that can be separated out between home and work
but a practice that indicates a value that Andrea takes with her wherever she goes. The place of
home, then, can be transferred into the place of work through practice. In Chapters 3, we begin
to see how space and place perform in multiple ways at the same time, how space and place are
names for different ways of seeing relationships associated with physical, social, and cultural
sites. Place focuses on the legible artifacts of the past, on questions of what, while spaces
emphasize practice, process, fluid time, on questions of how. From Julia and Katie, we see how
the boundaries, norms, and rules provide the means for recognition because supportive practices
are equated with membership in the place and relevant identity positions. From Ana, ES, and
Violet, we see how those same boundaries, norms, and rules limit practice and membership but
also provide a stable structure that allows community-members to feel connected. In short, we
see how our identities and social order depend on place, on stable structure and framework to
guide our practice. In Chapters 2 and 3, and especially in Chapter 4, we see how our own
histories and memories influence the way we understand ourselves and our relationships to other
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Next Steps
I am involved in a number of scholarly projects alongside the work of my dissertation. I
am currently collaborating on a book-length edited collection, Echoes of Home: Bringing Home
to Work, which explores the ways that home practices influence the professional lives of
Rhetoric and Composition scholars. My co-editors and I envision the stories included as part of
conversations about mentoring within academic communities that could contribute to the
retention of graduate students and new faculty. In my chapter of the collection, “Patterns of
Home: Crafting a Life,” I reframe and extend Chapter 4 of my dissertation by telling a stories
about the intersections and interplay between home and work places, reinforcing the idea that
space and place are mobilized through everyday cultural practices. As my dissertation and the
Echoes of Home collection exhibit, my scholarship focuses on the interplay between home and
professional spaces.
While those projects emphasize home spaces, much of my other work highlights
professional spaces. I am currently co-authoring an article, “Graduate Writing Groups as
Thirdspaces: Spaces of Professionalization Outside-but-Alongside Academic Programs,” which
investigates the everyday practices of multidisciplinary writing groups and how they contribute
to participant confidence when writing in their disciplines. In addition, I am collaboratively
editing a special issue of Across the Disciplines on Graduate Reading and Writing Across the
Disciplines (Spring 2014) as well as an edited collection on the same topic. We have requesting
articles and chapters that discuss existing writing learning practices that graduate students engage
in and those that propose new approaches to graduate writing instruction and support. We ask
questions like, “How are students socialized into disciplinary writing? How do graduate students
take on the task of writing in discipline specific ways? How do research methods and

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methodological paradigms affect writing? How do graduate students’ coursework writing
experiences transfer into their exam and dissertation writing experiences? How do the complex
contexts of “dissertation writing” influence how graduate students write?” In future work, I will
continue investigating questions like these, questions that take into account how communities of
practice work and where their practices come from. I might, as Bill Hart-Davidson has
suggested, write a book using the insights I’ve gained from my work with The Crafty Beavers
called How to Make Your Writing Group Work, which speaks back to the work of Anne Ruggles
Gere and others on writing groups and makes distinctions between practice and process.
In addition to these projects, I see the work begun in this dissertation (or, perhaps it began
in the Marauder’s Map project) as valuable to program-building and institutional change,
especially in my work as a Writing Center director and the areas of curriculum development for
undergraduate Writing majors and Rhetoric & Composition graduate programs. In “Institutional
Critique: A Rhetorical Methodology for Change” James Porter, Patricia Sullivan, Stuart Blythe,
Jeffrey Grabill, and Libby Miles write “since institutions are rhetorical entities, rhetoric can be
deployed to change them” (610). They see the utility of spatial analysis in this process and note
that, “There is not one, holy map that captures the relationships inherent to the understanding of
an institution, all of these relationships exist simultaneously in the lived—actual, material—
space of the institution. Further, it is in the differences that we find in this lived space that the
keenest opportunities for institutional change reside” (623). I believe that my work can
contribute to this conversation and make space for being human in institutions, to consider the
importance of lived experience in the making and remaking of places—such as institutions—and
the multiple performances of each space and place that individuals carry with them from place to
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As academics we are always making space and place—graduate programs, curriculum,
classroom spaces, journal articles, conferences. Mihalyi Csikszentmihalyi writes that domains
like academia want “to bring order to experience, to make something that will endure after one’s
death, to do something that allows humankind to go beyond its present power” (38). In other
words, we want to make places. For something to be sustained, it needs to have boundaries and
rules, borders and orders. But, we need space, too. As Doreen Massey writes, “A space, then,
which is neither a container for always-already constituted identities nor a completed closure of
holism. This is a space of loose ends and missing links. For the future to be open, space must be
open too” (12). Place allows for structure and sustainability, for support, while space allows for
growth and change.
Spaces and places are assemblages made and remade through practice; this is true of
institutions as well as craft groups, disciplines, and classrooms. Essential to the understanding of
the making, maintenance, and manipulation of space and place is recognizing that space and
place are made through human practice. That’s why my use of oral histories and participantobserver methods is so necessary: we can’t understand the experiences within places and spaces
or the motivations that drive particular practices within them without talking to the people who
not only inhabit these spaces and places but make, maintain, and manipulate them. Stories are
theories about how the world works, and we—as scholars—should be able to see and use them in
that way.
I’d like, now, to return to the stories I told at the beginning of this chapter. The stories
about Trixie, the Director of The MSU Writing Center. I, too, am joining the ranks of Writing
Center Director, and I’ve been thinking a lot about the affordances of the space/place of the
MSU Writing Center to my work as a scholar, teacher, mentor, facilitator, collaborator,

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administrator, person. I’ve been thinking about how to make (and/or maintain) a similar
atmosphere in the Writing Center I’ll be directing in just a few months.
Like groups such as The Crafty Beavers and the aforementioned graduate writing
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writing centers often act as spaces. Writing centers act as spaces because, even though

they are institutional places, they support institutional and disciplinary work without being seen
necessarily maintaining that place as is. In other words, a student can come to a writing center
with an essay and talk through it with a peer in a way that isn’t regulated by an authority such as
a teacher and in a way that supports student agency and the questioning of institutional and
disciplinary norms. In fact, while writing centers are part of the place of higher education and are
certainly associated with work, they are often seen as homey: “A writing center is a curious mix
of office and classroom, but metaphors of home are also often used to describe writing centers
with the proverbial coffee pot offering a welcoming cup” (Hadfield, et al. 170).
It’s the end of the semester at MSU, and consultants at the MSU Writing Center have
been posting about what they like best about working at the Writing Center; those who are
graduating have been writing about what they will remember. One consultant, Dean Holden
shares,
A job is only as good as the people you work with. That’s why this has been the
best job ever. . . . I have enjoyed every second I’ve had to work and chat with
each and every one of you. The Writing Center is, without you all, just a big
room. You guys are the ones who bring personality, culture, and life to the space,
and as vibrant as things are in 300 Bessey (and elsewhere across campus), you
should all give yourselves a pat on the back for what you’ve created.
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Another consultant, Kurt Trowbridge writes,
I love that everyone brings their own experiences, passions, and ideas to the
center–consultants and clients alike–making each time I come to work interesting
and exciting. I love that my first job ever has allowed me to help people become
better writers, work in a team in a technical environment, and present as part of a
panel at a conference–all in my first year of being employed.
The Writing Center is not just a place of work but a place of community with spaces for growth
and development. Consultants like Dean and Kurt are invested in their work at the Center and
because they are invested they can find and make opportunities like the ones Kurt noted. I want
to make a similar space/place in my new role in Colorado.
To me, writing centers encompass the best traits of academic spaces and places. In this
new role, I will continue to research space and place, focusing more particularly on writing
centers. I will also look to extend the work I began with The Crafty Beavers, perhaps looking to
learn more about the role of gender in the space/place. In all of my work, I want to remember to
pay attention to, to recognize the connections, the overlap, the interplay, the relationships
between space, place, identity, and practice. We're making the places and spaces of the
discipline, and, to this end, our everyday practices are rhetorically significant.
In the stories I began this chapter with, I lament the liminal space that Trixie occupies as
someone with a 12-month appointment and without the title Assistant or Associate Professor. For
awhile, I was worried about not being a part of the tenure track club, or, rather, being a member
of a different, less prestigious club. It might be more productive, though, to think of this role
differently, to think of it as one that is more open to making spaces than maintaining places.

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