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Emmanuel A DISSERTATION Submitted to Michigan State University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY Department of Music Education 2002 ABSTRACT A MUSIC EDUCATION IMMERSION INTERNSHIP: PRE-SERVICE TEACHERS’ BELIEFS CONCERING TEACHING MUSIC IN A CULTURALLY DIVERSE SETTING By Donna T. Emmanuel The United States is a multiracial, multiethnic, and multicultural society that is becoming more diverse every year. Educators must be prepared to work with students and families who are of different racial, ethnic, and cultural backgrounds. This study addressed the need for developing intercultural competence in the field of music education, specifically focusing on the beliefs and attitudes of pre-service teachers in the context of a short-term, immersion field experience in a culturally diverse setting. Through qualitative data collection and analysis, this study examined the way pre- service music teachers talked about teaching music in a culturally diverse setting. This was in the context of a course that combined academic work with a short-term immersion field experience in Detroit public schools. The results of this study showed that the combination of academic coursework and a well-structured immersion field experience under the guidance of an informed instmctor who could guide reflection would provide the best possible opportunity for pre- eXiSting beliefs and attitudes of pre-serviee teachers concerning cultural diversity to be challenged. Copyright by DONNA T. E 2002 ACKNOWLEDGMENTS I wish to express my sincere gratitude to the following people who encouraged, assisted, and supported me throughout this study. My advisor and mentor, Dr. Cynthia Crump Taggart, enabled and empowered me to re-discover my own visions, and nurtured my personal sense of academic efficacy. Dr. Susan Melnick gave me guidance and support when it was most needed. The five participants in this study opened their hearts and lives to one another and to me. They will always remain in my heart as exceptional young women. My in-laws, Joseph and Violeta Emmanuel, kept me in their prayers and have given me continual encouragement, not only through this endeavor, but throughout my life with them. My brother, Mick Thomasson, made me laugh when I most needed a reality check. My remarkable parents, John and Colleen Thomasson, encouraged me to envision endless possibilities, and instilled in me the belief that all things are achievable. My husband and best fiiend, Michael, opened my eyes to new ways of seeing the world, supported and loved me unconditionally during this process, and continues to make my life truly magical. TABLE OF CONTENTS CHAPTER ONE: INTRODUCTION Demographic Trends ..................................................................................... 1 Student Populations ............................................................................ 3 Teacher Populations ........................................................................... 4 Challenges in the Classroom .......................................................................... 7 Complexity of Culture ................................................................................. 11 The Music Classroom .................................................................................. 12 Summary .................................................................................................... 13 Statement of the Problem ............................................................................. l4 Purpose of the Study .................................................................................... 15 Definitions of Terms .................................................................................... 16 Assumptions and Limitations ....................................................................... 17 Theoretical Framework ................................................................................ 19 Significance of the Study ............................................................................. 21 CHAPTER TWO: REVIEW OF THE LITERATURE Intercultural Competence ............................................................................. 22 Teacher and Pre-service Teacher Beliefs - .......... 25 Beliefs Pre-service Teachers Bring With Them ................................ 26 Beliefs in the Context of Cultural Diversity ...................................... 30 Summary .......................................................................................... 36 Can Beliefs Be Changed? ............................................................................. 36 Summary .......................................................................................... 42 Field Experiences ......................................................................................... 42 Summary .......................................................................................... 49 Immersion Experiences ................................................................................ 50 Summary .......................................................................................... 51 Music Teacher Education ............................................................................. 52 Attitudes of Music Educators ........................................................... 53 Preparation to Teach in a Culturally Diverse Setting ......................... 55 Summary .......................................................................................... 57 CHAPTER THREE: METHODOLOGY Research Paradigm. ...................................................................................... 58 Phenomenology ................................................................................ 58 Research Method ............................................ 60 Instrumental Descriptive Case Study ................................................ 60 Strengths and Weaknesses of Case Study Research .......................... 63 V Selection of the Setting and Participants ........................................... 65 Role of the Researcher. - ............................................ 67 Data Sources and Collection ........................................................................ 70 Orientation Week ............................................................................. 70 The Immersion Experience ............................................................... 72 Interviews .......................................................... 73 Observations ............................................................................... 74 Data Analysis ................................................................................... 74 Reliability and Validity .................................................................... 75 CHAPTER FOUR: THE COURSE, THE SETTING, THE PARTICIPANTS, AND CRITICAL INCIDENTS The Course .................................................................................................. 77 Readings .......................................................................................... 78 Activities .......................................................................................... 80 Videos ............................................................................................. 85 The Setting .................................................................................................. 89 The Participants ........................................................................................... 9O Camille ............................................................................................. 90 Whitney ............................................................................................ 91 Megan ............................................................................................. 93 Gail ................................................................................................ 100 Rachel ............................................................................................ 105 Critical Incidents ........................................................................................ 107 CHAPTER FIVE: RESULTS Research Question #1 ................................................................................ 1 16 Camille ................................................................... 117 Expectations ....................................................................... 117 Preconceptions .................................................................... 123 Reactions ............................................................................ 128 Impact ................................................................................ 138 Gail ................................................................................................ 144 Expectations ....................................................................... 144 Preconceptions .................................................................... 147 Reactions ............................................................................ 157 Impact ................................................................................ 176 Whitney .......................................................................................... 179 Expectations ....................................................................... 179 Preconceptions .................................................................... 1 83 Reactions ............................................................................ 188 Impact ................................................................................ 201 Research Question #2 ................................................................................ 207 Camille ........................................................................................... 207 Gail ................................................................................................ 210 Whitney .......................................................................................... 213 vi Research Question #3 ................................................................................ 215 Camille ........................................................................................... 216 Gail ................................................................................................ 219 Whitney .......................................................................................... 223 Research Question #4 ................................................................................ 230 Camille ........................................................................................... 231 Gail ................................................................................................ 233 Whitney .......................................................................................... 234 Research Question #5 ................................................................................ 238 Camille ........................................................................................... 238 Gail ................................................................................................ 240 Whitney .......................................................................................... 243 CHAPTER SIX: FINDINGS AND IMPLICATIONS Cross-case Analysis ................................................................................... 247 Expectations ................................................................................... 248 Preconceptions ............................................................................... 250 Reactions ........................................................................................ 254 Impact ............................................................................................ 260 The Role of Faith ....................................................................................... 267 Changes in Worldview ............................................................................... 269 Retrospective of the Course ....................................................................... 270 Desirable Course Features .............................................................. 271 Improving the Course ..................................................................... 280 Implications ............................................................................................... 281 Epilogue .................................................................................................... 286 APPENDICES ...................................................................................................... 289 REFERENCES ...................................................................................................... 301 vii CHAPTER ONE Introduction The United States is a multiracial, multietlmic, and multicultural society that is becoming more diverse every year. Educators must be prepared to work with students and families who are of different racial, ethnic, and cultural backgrounds. This study addresses the need for developing intercultural competence in the field of music education, specifically focusing on the beliefs and attitudes of pre-service teachers in the context of a short-term, immersion field experience in a culturally diverse setting. Our nation’s students are more racially, ethnically, and culturally diverse than ever before, while the undergraduates in our teacher preparation programs tend to match the typical profile of White, female, and middle class (Groubr, 2001). This growing mismatch between teachers and students, and the cultural conflicts that may arise out of differences in personal histories, create challenges for the educator who holds high standards for all students, regardless of background. It is essential, then, that education programs prepare pre-service teachers to address the needs, interests, and aspirations of students of diverse cultural backgrounds. The beliefs of these pre-service teachers and their commitment to intercultural competence will be critical to the success of their future students (Ladson-Billings, 1995). Demographic Trends Projections of the past years have estimated the growth of what have typically been identified as minority groups, including Black or Afi'ican American, American Indian, Asian, and Hispanics (Dallas, Natriello, & McDill, 1989; Olson, 2000; US. Bureau of the Census, 1998). Recent information from the 2000 Census released by the United States Census Bureau reveals that these “minority” populations appear to have grown much faster than was expected (Schmitt, 2001). According to Census 2000, “281.4 million people resided in the United States, and 35.3 million, or about 13%, were Latino”(U.S. Bureau of the Census, March, 2001). This total for Latinos, or Hispanics, is about three million more than previously estimated by the Census Bureau. The Hispanic population grew by about 60% between 1990 and 2000 (U .8. Bureau of the Census, May, 2001). The growing Hispanic population is a “major reason that for the first time since the early 1930’s, one of every 10 Americans is foreign born” (Schmitt, 2001). The number of Blacks, or Afi'ican Americans, rose by 16% to 34.7 million fiom the 30 million counted in the 1990 census. Blacks, or Afi'ican Americans, make up 12.3% of the total population. Remaining figures for population by race indicate that American Indians make up 0.9% of the population, Asians were 3.6% of the total, Native Hawaiian, 0.1% and other races were 5.5% of the total. More proof of the growing demographic diversity is found in the figures for immigration. As of March 22, 2001, the Census Bureau estimates that as many as 12 million immigrants came to the United States in the past decade (Armas, 2001). This new estimate surpasses previous projections by at least 2.6 million. In 1999, one out of five elementary or high school students had at least one parent born abroad. “About 88% of the Asian and Pacific Islander students and 65% of Hispanic children had at least one foreign-born parent” (Schmitt, 2001). In years past, immigrants came primarily fi'om European countries, but today’s immigrants come primarily from Asia and Central and South America. Student mpulation The most recent figures on school age children can be found at the National Center for Education Statistics (National Center for Education Statistics, 2000). Those figures indicate that one out of every three students has a racial or ethnic background that has been typically identified as minority. It is predicted that the percentage of students who are non-Hispanic White will drop to 56 % by 2020 and to under 50 % by 2040 (Olson, 2000). The largest growth has been seen among the Hispanic population. Of the total kindergarten through twelfih grade student population in 1972, Hispanics comprised 6.0%. In 1999, the Hispanic student population made up 16.2% of public school students emolled in grades K-12 (National Center for Education Statistics, 2001). Historically, there have been five states in which Hispanic populations have been concentrated: California, Texas, Illinois, New York, and Florida. Even though these states will probably handle the majority of growth, other states are beginning to see an increase in the Hispanic population in their communities as well. North Carolina led all other states in Hispanic growth, up 394 % since 1990 (Armas, 2001). Midwestem states such as Minnesota, Nebraska, Michigan, and Iowa all reported greater growth rates among their Hispanic populations than in past years. In Providence, Rhode Island, the public schools have an enrollment of 26,300 students, 50% of whom are Hispanic (Zehr, 2000). Observable growing diversity is not exclusive to race and/or ethnicity. One out of five children under the age of eighteen lives in poverty; more than one out of seven children are non-English speakers in their homes; and over one out of three have limited abilities speaking English (National Center for Educational Statistics, 2000). Teacher tion Unlike the growing diversity among our student populations, the diversity among educators in the public schools has been relatively unchanged. “Of the present teaching professionals, only about 10% consist of ethnically distinct minorities” (Taylor & Sobel, 2001). These figures indicate that most of the individuals teaching in our schools today have cultural backgrounds that are very different fi'om many of the students they teach. Many researchers have acknowledged this mismatch between the teachers in the United States and the students they teach (Artiles, Barreto, & Pena, 1998; Banks, 2001; Fry & McKinney, 1997; Grant & Secada, 1990; Groubr, 2001; Ladson-Billings, 2000; Melnick & Zeichner, 1998;01medo, 1997; Schultz, Neyhart, & Reck, 1996; Sleeter, 2001; Taylor & Sobel, 2001; Terrill & Mark, 2000; Wiggins & Follo, 1999). The large number of studies that Ibcus on changing demographics and the growing mismatch between teachers and students is an indication of the level of concern among researchers and educators. The reason this mismatch is problematic is that teachers often rely on their own personal experiences in trying to discover what their students know and can do (Bullough, 1991). What is relevant for a White, female, middle class teacher is not necessarily relevant for her culturally diverse students. Taylor and Sobel (2001) point out that each one of us is diverse, having varying components of language, ethnicity, race, gender, socio-economic level, religion, age, and sexual orientation. These components surely impact our individual identity, and, ultimately, the way we teach. Our students are also amalgams of these components. “If we overlook the contributions of these factors to one’s life, we risk overlooking the uniqueness of the whole individual” (Taylor & Sobel, p. 488). The task becomes one of educating the typical pre—service teacher to effectively teach an “increasingly diverse student body composed of many poor students of color” (Melnick & Zeichner, 1998, p. 88). As Gomez (1996) points out, “... race, social class, language backgrounds, and sexual orientations of prospective teachers affect their attitudes toward ‘Others,’ their willingness to live near and be part of communities with ‘Others,’ and to expect that ‘Others’ can learn” (Gomez, p. 111). Shortages of minority teachers have been well documented, with many studies focusing on the shortage of African American teachers (Graham, 1987; Haberrnan, 1987; Hawkins, 1992). Figures from the National Center for Education Statistics show that, in 1994, the teaching force was 87% non-Hispanic White, 7% Black, 4% Hispanic, 1% Asian/Pacific Islander, and 1% American Indian (National Center for Education Statistics, 1999). As the population of students of diverse cultural backgrounds, typically identified as minority, has increased dramatically, the population of teachers typically identified as minority has dropped Delpit (1995) expresses the high level of concern about the mismatch between students and teachers in her book, Other People ’s Children: I have faced this fog too many times in my career in education. Is a deadly fog formed when the cold mist of bias and ignorance meets the warm fog of reality of children of color in may of our schools. It is the result of coming face-to-face with the teachers, the psychologist, the school administrators to look at "other people's children" and see damaged and dangerous caricatures of the vulnerable and impressionable beings before them... I have come to understand that power plays a critical role in our society and in our educational system. The worldviews of those with privileged positions are taken as the only reality, while the worldviews of those less powerfirl are dismissed as inconsequential (Delpit, 1995, p. xiii, xv). Even with the increase in multicultural coursework in our colleges and universities, the typical students in undergraduate programs, while realizing they will probably encounter students of diverse cultural backgrounds in their classrooms, feel uncomfortable or unprepared to effectively work with the these students (Breault, 1995; Goodwin, 1997; Harrington & Hathaway, 1995; Larke, 1990). The inclusion of more multicultural coursework in university teacher education programs and music education programs does not necessarily guarantee success, in part because of the lack of faculty who have personal experience working and teaching in culturally diverse settings. Because the faculty in teacher education programs in colleges and universities tend to also match the typical profile, it is often difficult to find faculty members who can efl'ectively teach courses in intercultural competence. Cruz (1997) states that it is difiicult for university faculty to effectively provide personal descriptions, give personal examples, or guide informed discussions on teaching in culturally diverse settings, because only five percent of university faculty have ever taught in low income or multicultural classrooms. ”Of those who have taught in such environments, less than 1% have taught in a setting longer than three years. Some professors do not possess firsthand knowledge and depend on textbooks for their cultural understanding" (Burke- Spero, 1999, p. 32). Challer_rges in the Classroom The influx of students with various cultural backgrounds creates increasing challenges for teachers who want to provide an appropriate classroom environment and who hold high standards of instruction for all students, regardless of background. Because of cultural conflict, teachers may not be able to understand the needs of their students who are not like themselves. Teachers often unconsciously assume that their students have backgrounds that are similar to their own, and assume that their students will learn in the same ways that they learned. Often the most apparent hurdle is a linguistic one. Add the problem of students who speak only their native language rather than English with the move toward higher standards, and the challenge is that much greater. Not only is verbal language a challenge, but non-verbal language can also present difficulties in communication among these students and the teacher. The meaning of a particular non-verbal expression must be perceived within the context of the student’s cultural background. Raising the eyebrow is an example: “To most Americans this means surprise; to a person from the Marshall Iskmds in the Pacific it signals an affirmative answer, for Greeks, it is a sign of disagreement. The difference is not so much in how the eyebrows are raised but in the cultural meaning of the act” (Spradley & Rynkiewich, 1975, p. 7). Teachers are likely to encounter students who will not make eye contact and may possibly interpret this as disinterest rather than a cultural behavior. Etiquette varies fi'om culture to culture, as do preferences for dress and food. Difi‘erent value systems will be present in the classroom and may be represented by factors such as pride, loyalty, family, honor, and religious beliefs. All these may be manifested in student behavior. Of particular concern to teachers who desire to be culturally responsive is the need to understand how culturally diverse students learn. Gay (2000) states that this is necessary, because students from different ethnic groups might possess varying processes of learning because of the influence of their cultural backgrounds. Their cultural backgrounds, however, do not affect their intellectual ability. Not every member of a particular cultural group will learn in a specific way, and it is dangerous to generalize from an entire cultural group, but there are characteristics that can shed light on the attributes and behaviors that influence the way children learn. This means that not only do teachers need to know what the individual knows factually and procedurally, but also how his or her individual learning systems work. Many studies have examined the extent to which learning styles vary among ethnic groups and students of diverse cultural backgrormds. Several studies focused on culture-specific influences on improving academic achievement of minority students (Clyne, 1984; Diaz, 1983; Kelly-Stiles, 1999; Kim, 1992; Tseng, 1993). Each of these studies found learning style differences for each of the groups and discussed how culture influences learning and how knowledge of these influences can enable teachers to provide more meaningful learning experiences. Many studies focus on cognitive style influences, and findings support and extend past research regarding learning style differences (Garza, 1998; Hudgens, 1992; Leiding, 1999; Nuby, 1995; Rice, 1999; Yong, 1991; Yu, 1991). A study that examined the learning style preferences of Southeast Asian students found not only significant differences between preferences of Southeast Asian and White students, but also found significant differences within groups of Southeast Asians (Park, 2000). The difl‘erences found were not related to the birth location, their length of residence in the United States, or their placement in English-as-a-second language classes. Many of these students typically came fi'om experiences in refugee camps where existence was meager, but learning was very structured. They are usually uncomfortable in American classrooms that are more flexible and in which small group activities and cooperative learning are emphasized. Southeast Asian students are more inclined to be passive, nonverbal, and accustomed to receiving instruction through lecture and rote memorization. The problem facing teachers is that, as their classrooms look more diverse, they must become knowledgeable of the many different learning styles of their students. Specific culturally responsive teaching techniques may work with one group or one individual, but may not be transferable across cultures. For example, a project designed to boost the achievement of native Hawaiian students resulted in higher average scores on reading vocabulary and comprehension tests. Project designers adapted the curriculum based on the cultural learning styles of Hawaiian children who were accustomed to working in collaborative groups (Latham, 1997). However, when teachers tried these same methods in a different geographical location with Navajo school children, they found that the students were accustomed to working much more independently because of their cultural backgrounds. Teachers had to adapt the techniques to fit the needs of this particular group- In addition to identifying individual learning styles, Burke-Spero (1999) identified other capabilities that teachers would need in order to effectively address the needs of a diverse student population. First is that teachers who come fi'om different socio-cultural backgrounds than the students they teach must have a desire to learn about their students and the communities and families to which they belong. Not only must teachers and pre- service teachers spend time in the classroom with their students, but they should also spend time in the local neighborhoods and communities, visiting families, shops, and churches. Becoming familiar with the students’ socio-economic and cultural background will give insights into the behaviors the students exhibit in class and will begin to build a common vocabulary and communicative context between teacher and student. A second capability identified by Burke-Spero that contributes to competence in teaching students of diverse cultural background is that teachers need to have a belief that all children are able and expected to succeed. It is important that the teacher be able to communicate this to the student, in a communication style that is appropriate for the student, even though it may be in an uncomfortable or novel style for the teacher. ”Teachers for diversity hold their expectations high for students’ success and demonstrate their belief in the attainment of that success by providing students with academically demanding work, but they are able and committed to mentoring each student toward that end" (Burke-Spero, p. 27). Teachers must also be able to incorporate the culture of the students into their classroom. Connecting the curriculum to students’ own cultural experiences must go beyond merely singing a song fi'om their etlmic heritage, to the point where learning can be built upon the individual student’s own personal history, culture, and experience. Burke-Spero cites Nieto’s ( 1992) recommendation that teachers need to have a general sociocultural knowledge about child and adolescent development, "second language acquisition, and ways that socioeconomic condition, language, and culture influence student performance in school. They must also has specific knowledge about 10 the languages, cultures, and circumstances of the particular students in their classrooms" (Burke-Spero, p. 28). A final characteristic of a culturally competent teacher noted by Burke-Spero is the ability to build relationships between parents and other community members that are built on trust and respect. _Th_;Conplexig of Culture Culture might be thought of as having two aspects, a subjective aspect and an objective aspect. Stewart and Bennett (1991) identify subjective aspects of culture as the “psychological features of a culture, including assumptions, values, and patterns of thinking” (Stewart & Bennett, p. 2). Objective aspects of cultrne are more visible, and include economic systems, political systems, arts, crafts, and literature. This research is more concerned with the subjective aspects of culture, specifically beliefs, attitudes, and ways of seeing the world. It is beyond the scope of this study to discuss in detail the multi-layeredness of culture, but it is important to realize that the participants in this study have complex cultural backgrounds, not easily identifiable in simple terms. The impact of their religious backgrounds, the geographical location of their upbringing, the combination of ethnic heritages, their families’ political practices, among many other cultural aspects, have all influenced their personal histories. The setting for the immersion field experience was also culturally complex. Even though the primary school site is described as being predominantly Hispanic, there is no clear way to completely present all the cultural influences existing in this setting. The Hispanic students and teachers were Mexican, Mexican-American, Puerto Rican, and 11 Cuban. These Latino cultures have merged with the culture of the inner city, as well as with American popular culture, creating a complex blend of cultural influences. Some objective and subjective aspects of culture in the context of this study were readily apparent, and others were not. This was evidence of the complex nature of culture. This complexity provides a context for this study in the participants’ exploration of their multiple cultural identities in a cultural setting that was different from their own. The Music Classroom The music classroom is a unique environment in which it is vitally important that the music instructor be culturally competent. Music is an expression of cultural identity, and is intrinsic to the way that people define themselves. The nature of the music classroom is such that cultural identity might be expressed, shared, and valued through experiencing the musics of cultural others. If music teachers encourage students from diverse cultural backgrounds to share their music and honor tlnt music, it might be possible to create an atmosphere of acceptance, tolerance, and safety in which stereotypical beliefs and attitudes might be addressed with a greater degree of comfort. Not only does the music classroom provide an appropriate setting for exploring beliefs and attitudes concerning cultural others, but it is also a place where cultural others might have a greater opportunity to experience success. Often students fiom diverse cultural backgrounds face obstacles and challenges in the academic classroom for a variety of reasons. Language difficulties, social behaviors, and cultural miscommunications often imwde a student’s academic success. However, in the music classroom, all students have opportunities for success. Through listening, moving, singing, playing, and creating, each student has the opportunity to experience meaningful 12 musical expression. By sharing their own musics with their diverse classmates, students become the expert, the authority. It might be that the music classroom is the only place where a culturally diverse student experiences ongoing success, particularly for new immigrants or students who speak other languages. For these reasons, it is crucial that the music instructor is interculturally competent in order to facilitate the exploration of beliefs and attitudes, not only of themselves, but also of the students with whom they work. In this context, the music classroom becomes much more than a place of multicultural content. It becomes a place for self-discovery, acceptance, reflection, imagination, and, ultimately, social change. Sum—mar! The figures presented by the latest census indicate a growing diversity with increased populations of peOple fiom various cultural backgrounds. Our nation’s pOpulation is changing even more rapidly than had been predicted. Researchers have explored the learning style differences that exist among students fiom many different cultural backgrounds, which create enormous challenges for teachers and teacher education programs. Researchers have also made recommendations for abilities that teachers must possess in order to be successful educators in a culturally diverse setting. Our teacher and future teacher populations are becoming more mono-cultural as our student populations are becoming more varied. The interweaving of these factors has created great concern for teacher education with respect to growing student diversity, a concern that often seems to be neglected in teacher education programs. "In spite of the enormous changes that have taken place in our society, some schools and colleges of education are still functioning as if we were preparing teachers for the classrooms of half 13 a century ago. . .Typically, teacher education programs give little consideration to the fact that all classrooms in the fixture will have students of racially and ethnically diverse backgrounds and their first language may not be English" (Nieto, 2000, p.181, 182). Unless teacher education programs include meaningfirl intercultural experiences within community settings with culturally diverse populations, combined with academic coursework, under the guidance of experienced and sensitive instructors who can encourage self-awareness and self-examination among the pre-service teachers, the growing mismatch between teachers and students will continue to widen the social and educational gaps that are a "virtually impervious impediment in the teaching of our urban children, Caucasian children, ethnic minority children, poor children -- in short, any child that is not like the teacher" (Cruz, 1997, p. 396). gatement of the Prom Many researchers and educators have written about the need to prepare pre- service teachers to meet the challenges presented by the changes in our population (Banks, 1988, 1993; Bennett, 1979; Calderhead, 1991; Frykhohn, 1997; Kagan, 1992; Ladson-Billings, 19953; Sleeter, 2001). It is essential that all teachers, including music teachers, develop the necessary skills and knowledge to effectively work with students of diverse cultural backgrounds. The National Standards for Arts Education (1994) propose that an education in the arts benefits society because “these students learn to adapt to and respect others’ ways of thinking, working, and expressing themselves” (National Standards for Arts Education, 1994). These voluntary standards recommend tlnrt every student learn about diverse cultures through the arts. Even though intercultural education has been emphasized through prior research and the implementation of voluntary national standards, little attention has been paid to pre-service teachers’ beliefs, attitudes, and understanding of what is necessary to be competent and effective in a culturally diverse classroom. It is evident that research needs to be conducted in the field of music education in order to prepare pre-service teachers better to effectively address the needs and aspirations of students of diverse cultural backgrounds. Purpose of the Study The purpose of this study is to examine the personal conceptualizations of pre- service music education students, by focusing on how they talk about learning to teach music in the context of cultural diversity, and to probe the relationships among these conceptualizations prior to, during, and after a short-term immersion internship experience in a culturally diverse setting. The following questions will be specifically addressed: 1) How do pre-service music teachers talk about their beliefs concerning teaching music in a culturally diverse setting? 2) How do pre-service music teachers’ personal histories inform or influence their beliefs about teaching music in a culturally diverse setting? 3) Are the beliefs of the pre-service music teachers challenged or altered during the immersion internship, and if so, how do the pre-service music teachers talk about any new awarenesses? 4) What aspects of the immersion internship experience do pre-service teachers identify as most valuable or that contribute to the development of new perspectives? 5) As a result of the immersion internship, do pre-service teachers feel more knowledgeable and/or confident about teaching in a culturally diverse setting? Do they express more interest in teaching in a culturally diverse setting? Definition of Terms Pre-service music education teacher - a student enrolled in an undergraduate or graduate teacher preparation program prior to employment as a music teacher in the public or private school system. Interculgal educa_tio_n —an educational approach that has the goal of empowering all students from diverse cultural backgrounds while being aware of one's own cultural background and its impact on teaching. Intercultural education also promotes a school culture that reflects perspectives of all students and teachers, and allows groups to maintain their identities (Knight, 2000, p. 8). Intercultural education in the music classroom goes beyond the inclusion of musics from diverse cultures and is "not considered an end in itself, but rather an interrelated way to work toward greater social justice" (Finney & Orr, 1995, p. 330). Intercult_ur_al competence - based on what Bennett (1990) describes as developing "the ability to interpret intentional communications (language, signs, gestures), some unconscious cues (such as body language), and customs in cultural styles different from one's own, as well as building an understanding of how one is shaped by the values, priorities, language, and norms of one's own culture" (Bennett, p. 293). It is based on the premise that in order to be able to move toward some kind of common ground with their diverse students, pre-service teachers must confront and examine their personal beliefs toward “others.” Field experience - opportunities in which pre-service teachers observe and/or teach in a school or community center in an attempt to put theory and knowledge gained fiom academic coursework into practice. Immersion experience - programs or courses in which pre-service teachers actually live in communities that are culturally different from their own while they engage in observation and practice teaching (Sleeter, 2001). Cultural diversity - the presence of differences not only in the context of particular races or ethnic groups, but also differences in religion, language, social class, age, gender, learning styles, abilities, sexual orientation, social behavior, disabilities, languages, and/or socioeconomic level. Guided Reflection - engaging in and developing a set of skills that "allow a person to accurately see themselves and their relationship to the social and physical environmen " (Buckley, 2000, p. 143) while being monitored and guided by an experienced, sensitive instructor. In the context of this study, reflection is an opportunity for the participants to think through their roles as prospective teachers, their values and assumptions about teaching and learning, and question those assumptions in light of new information and opportunities for interaction with students of diverse cultural backgrounds (Ohnedo, 1997). Assumptions and Limitations I made several assumptions that apply throughout this study. First, I assumed that the five participants were honest in sharing their perceptions, beliefs, and experiences throughout the coursework and the immersion field experience. Second, I assumed that, like many other pre-service teachers, these participants came to this experience with a 17 pre—existing set of beliefs about teaching and learning in a culturally diverse setting. Third, I assumed that the combination of coursework with an immersion field experience that allowed for guided reflection under the constant supervision of an informed instructor would provide the best possible chance for pre-existing beliefs to be challenged. This study lms a number of limitations. First, it is limited by the small number of participants fi'om one university in the Midwest. The small number of participants, however, was a conscious choice. A small number of participants is typical of case study methodology, as a desired outcome is a rich, thick description of discourse and events. Because the participant number was small, I was able to engage in many one-on-one conversations with the participants. The size of the group also factored into the speed with which they established trust among themselves. Because the group was small, we were able to observe in various school settings in a more unobtrusive way than would have been possible with a larger group. Having a small number of participants also meant that we always traveled from site to site together and were able to live together in one apartment during the immersion field experience. Being in close proximity with one another encouraged many group discussions, often immediately after an observation or critical incident. The study was also limited because the experience occurred over a short, three-week period of time. However, the three weeks of the experience were an intense three weeks. Because we lived together as a group during the immersion field experience, we were able to spend many hours in discussion, reflection, laughter, self- examination, support, and preparation. The course was offered for credit, but was not required, so the participants were self-selected, further limiting the study. Theoretical Framework This study is flamed within the theory of intercultural competence. Intercultural competence refers to the ability of counselors, social workers, teachers, and administrators to “respond optimally to all children, understanding both the richness and the limitations reflected by their own sociocultural contexts, as well as the sociocultural contexts of the students they are teaching” (Craig, Hull, & Haggart, 2000, p. 6). The concept of intercultural competence is vitally important in the field of teacher education, because pre-service teachers’ experiences within their own cultures, as well as their personal histories that form fiom those experiences, influence the formation of knowledge, attitudes, beliefs, and values. In turn, teachers' knowledge, attitudes, beliefs, and values influence their perceptions of students' behaviors and actions, and their interpretations of both verbal and non—verbal communications. Milton Bennett (1990) was one of the first to define intercultural competence: developing "the ability to interpret intentional communications (language, signs, gestures), some unconscious cues (such as body language), and customs in cultural styles different fi'om one's own, as well as building an understanding of how one is shaped by the values, priorities, language, and norms of one's own culture" (Bennett, p. 293). According to Bennett, teachers must recognize and understand their own worldviews in order to understand the worldviews of the students, and thus be effective in working with students fiom diverse cultural backgrounds. Educators and researchers in teacher 19 education have also supported this premise (Banks, 1988; Gillette & Boyle-Baise, 1995; Nieto, 2000; Sleeter, 2001; Villegas, 1991). According to Kang and Dutton (1994), in order to develop intercultural competence, students and teachers need approaches, techniques, and activities that will help them attain: 1) awareness that things may not always be as they first seem, and that their own background knowledge and experience filters their perceptions; 2) awareness of the potential for different interpretations based on different cultural perspectives and tolerance for different perspectives; 3) the ability to critically evaluate interpretations and perceptions of non-verbal and verbal behavior, both in terms of what is known, and the context, both immediate and extended; 4) the ability to recognize when previously made inferences or interpretations are inconsistent with other information; and 5) effective strategies to deal with inconsistencies and contradictions. Much of the research focused on intercultural competence is based on the work of Derald Wing Sue who, along with Arrendondo and McDavis, developed a set of multicultural competencies that could be used to define a culturally competent counselor (Sue, Arrendondo, and McDavis, 1992). The researchers formed a matrix in which these competencies could be structured and organized. First, cross-cultural competencies are categorized into three dimensions of beliefs and attitudes, knowledge, and skills. Then, the characteristics of a culturally competent counselor are categorized into three dimensions: 1) development of counselor awareness of his or her own assumptions, beliefs, and biases; 2) understanding the world-view of the culturally different client; and 3) developing appropriate intervention strategies and techniques. These counselor 20 characteristics can be described as each having the three dimensions of beliefs and attitudes, knowledge, and skills. gigmficance of the Study This study focused on the beliefs and attitudes of pre-service music teachers before and afler an immersion field experience. Given the increasing diversity among students in the public schools and the growing mismatch between students and teachers, it is imperative to better prepare fiiture music educators to effectively work with the students in their classrooms. Previous studies in the field of teacher education have called for more research on the topic of immersion field experiences, because these types of experiences seem to be the best at challenging pre-service teachers’ beliefs and attitudes. This study will possibly add to the body of research on developing intercultural competence among pre- service teachers. Even though studies have been conducted in the field of teacher education, little research has been done in the field of music education in the context of intercultural competence. Music educators, perhaps even more so than teachers in academic classrooms, should be given opportunities to examine the beliefs and attitudes that emerged fi'om their personal histories, how these impact their teaching, and how to become culturally competent educators. This study would also provide teacher educators in higher education with an example that could be adapted or adopted, for com'sework and an immersion field experience that might be implemented in other colleges and universities. 21 CHAPTER TWO Review of Related Literature This review addresses the issues crucial to the needs and interests of both teachers and students in the context of a growing cultural diversity. The review is divided into five main sections. Section One examines the concept of intercultural competence and its necessity to student and teacher success. Section Two explores teacher beliefs, how those beliefs develop, and if or how they may be changed. Section Three examines the importance of field experiences in teacher preparation. Section Four focuses on one particular type of field experience, the immersion experience, and Section Five focuses on teacher preparation programs specific to music education. Intercultural Competence The concept of intercultural competence is based on the premise that in order to be able to move toward some kind of common ground with their diverse students, pre- service teachers must confront and examine their personal beliefs toward “others.” Moule (1997) expressed how crucial it is to challenge original assumptions: The dividing line between successful and unsuccessful multicultural educators may be the same as that between those who are willing to challenge their assumptions and those who are not, regardless of their own background. For instance, one pre-service teacher may clearly understand that she has much to learn in the area of diversity. She will listen openly in a course on multicultural issues in education, engaging the course content and her own biases. She has a willingness to recognize the possibility that her assumptions may be rooted in a 22 worldview that is not shared and valued by others and vice versa. Another pre- service teacher may be intelligent and capable of critical analysis, yet sees the world through a singular lens. Not able to recognize and value other perspectives, he may not be able to engage the content during a course on multicultural issues; he may not recognize his limited perspective; and defending his position, he may be resistant to come to multicultural awareness (Moule, 1997, p. 48-49). Because the principle of intercultural competence has emerged from the fields of counseling, social work, and psychology, more studies have been conducted in these areas than in the area of teacher education (Abdullah, 1996; Gingras, 1991; Garcia. 1995; Lum, 1997; Manoleas, 1994). Edwards (1997) developed an educational model for use with graduate social work students for the purpose of improving cultural competence. She conducted a quasi- experimental study rmde up of 48 students. She presented the Multicultural Awareness, Knowledge, and Skills Survey as a pretest and a posttest to both the experimental group that received instruction through her model, and the control group, which received traditional instruction. The experimental group showed significantly greater improvement in the competency area of awareness than the control group. Her study was one of the first in social work that used empirical research to determine the effectiveness of a non- traditional teaching strategy, and she concluded that effective teaching strategies should include classroom activities that promote self-awareness. Sue (1996) presented a comparison of assessment tools for multicultural competence for multicultural counseling and therapy practitioners. The following quantitative assessment tools were included in the study: 1) the Multicultural Counseling 23 Inventory (Sodowsky, Tafl‘e, Gutkin, & Wise, 1994); 2) the Cross-Cultural Counseling Inventory (LaFromboise, Coleman, & Hernandez, 1991); 3) the Multicultural Awareness/Knowledge/Skills Survey (D’Andrea, Daniels, & Heck, 1991); and 4) the Multicultural Counseling Awareness Scale (Ponterotto, Rieger, Barrett, & Sparks, 1994). Sue noted the limitations of these instruments and proposed how a portfolio method of assessment may overcome these limitations. A few studies have been conducted in teacher education tlmt addressed the importance of intercultural competence (Jairrels, 1993; Rodriguez & Sjostrom, 1995; Thomas, 1993). Craig (2000) discussed the importance of Teacher Assistance Teams in public schools. Teacher Assistance Teams typically identify any changes or arrangements that would support a student’s academic success. These teams may also be used to examine the role culture plays in the student-teacher relationship and the teaching- learning process. Teachers that are striving to become more culturally competent might use these teams during the pre-referral process. The pre-referral process occurs when a classroom teacher becomes concerned with the academic progress and/or social behavior of a student. Before any formal recommendations are made, such as psychological testing, teams of teachers and administrators may informally reflect on the cultural backgrmmd of the child in order to address questions on behavior and academic learning. A Teacher Assistance Team might address issues such as the cultural contexts that might effect learning; for instance, the differences between the home environment and the school environment. Other issues include cultural behaviors, such as eye contact In some cultures it is considered impolite to make direct eye contact. A teacher may construe a lack of eye contact for boredom, disinterest, or lack of understanding. Craig defined 24 culturally competent teachers as ones who “lower defenses, take risks, and practice behaviors that may feel unfamiliar or uncomfortable” (Craig, p. 7) in terms of accepting one’s own sociocultural context and the student’s sociocultural context. She used the developmental stages of Isaacs & Benjamin (1991) to describe the process in which a Teacher Assistance Team might engage. These stages include 1) Cultural incapacity; 2) Cultural blindness; 3) Cultural pre-competence; 4) Cultural competency; and 5) Cultural proficiency. Craig presented specific strategies for building cultural competence into Teacher Assistance Teams that included questions that might guide the Teacher Assistant Team in addressing a student’s academic and social success in view of his or her cultural background. Summer Most research that has been conducted in the area of intercultural competency has occtu'red in the fields of social work and counseling. In the past few years, researchers in teacher education have recognized the value of developing intercultural competency in pre-service and in-service teachers. It is unfortunate that, in the field of music education, researchers have been more interested in the content of instruction than in the process of instruction in the terms of cultural issues. The lack of research in this area provided the impetus for this study. legher and Pre-servi_ce Teagher Beliefi In order to be able to move toward some kind of common ground with their diverse students, pre-service teachers and current teachers must confront and examine their personal beliefs toward “others.” It has been well documented that pre-service teachers have a well-developed set of personal beliefs before they even enter teacher 25 education programs (Calderhead, 1991a, b; Ho lt-Reynolds, 1992; Zeichner & Gore, 1990). These beliefs, particularly in the context of cultural diversity, are often naive and stereotypical (Larke, 1990; Schultz, Neyhart, & Reck, 1996). This section examines the related literature on how beliefs are influenced by personal history, and if beliefs and attitudes about teaching can be changed. - _B_e_l_i_efs Preservice Teachers Bfifing with Them The process of teacher preparation is an intricate one, weaving together strands of cognition and training that can become tangled by pre-service students’ prior beliefs about teaching and learning. Because their life histories as students have lasted 14 years or more, prospective teachers have developed beliefs about what teaching should look like, how students learn and behave, and which strategies work and which do not (Lortie, 1975). It has been well documented that pre-service teachers have a well-developed set of persoml beliefs before they even enter teacher education programs (Anderson, Blumenfeld, Pintrich, Clark, Marx, & Peterson, 1995; Calderhead, 1991a, b; Holt- Reynolds, 1992; Zeichner & Gore, 1990). These beliefs are based on what has been referred to as personal, history-based lay theories (Holt-Reynolds, 1992). What pre— service teachers learn in teacher education programs is dependent on the cultural and cognitive knowledge acquired earlier (Brookfield, 1995; Flavell, 1984; Weinstein, 1990). These preconceived beliefs are formed in the contexts of not only educative experience, but also family structure, social groups, religious beliefs, and even geographic location and, according to Nespor (1987), beliefs derive much of their power from memories of specific events. The beliefs that teachers and pre-service teachers have about learning and teaching will vary across individuals because of personal histories, experiences, and 26 situations (Holt-Reynolds, 1992). Hewson (1985) described that the intellectual environment “in which a person lives (including cultural beliefs, language, accepted theories, as well as observed facts and events) favors the development of some concepts and inhibits the development of others” (p. 154). This can explain at least partially why different people learn different things fiom the same experience. These beliefs have been described as a “screen” (Whitbeck, 2000) or “filter” (Joram & Gabriele, 1998; Kagan, 1992), through which all new information and experience concerning teaching passes. If pre—service teachers do not become aware of the beliefs they bring to the teacher preparation process, then information presented in undergraduate classes and gleaned fi'om observations are woven into their own schemas, resulting in possible miscommunications. For instance, Holt-Reynolds (1992) discovered a difi’erence between pre—service teachers’ and their instructor’s conceptions of what the teacher’s role was in the classroom. Pre-service students believed that a teacher’s role was to convey information to students, while the instructor viewed the teacher’s role as helping students become producers of knowledge. This led to a misunderstanding of terms like “active” and “passive” in the context of learning. The instructor believed that listening was strictly a passive occurrence, while the pre-service students believed that listening could be an active event. Because of differences like these, any potential changes in perspective were hindered. Because the majority of pre-service teachers in education programs tend to fit the typical profile of White, middle-class female, and because they have few experiences with persons of cultural backgrounds different from their own, they are often not aware of their beliefs and attitudes that are based on their personal histories, and are unaware of 27 their membership in the White, privileged, dominant culture. “Due to their [White students] own limited experiences with people of diverse backgrounds, they seldom question their racial, native language, or social class privilege. One consequence of this way of thinking is that culture and identity themselves are defined as problems. Yet, teachers also lmve cultural identities, even though many of them may have learned to forget or deny those identities” (N ieto, 2000, p. 184). Maher and Thompson (1997) discussed how this inability of middle-class, White students to see themselves as members of the dominant, privileged class inhibited their ability to understand Black culture. Whiteness is unconsciously constructed and relied upon here as the social glue normalizing their connection to other, ‘higher-up’ Whites, thus stabilizing an inherently unstable situation. The professor could not get her White students to understand the position of Blacks because they didn’t understand their own position as Whites. Although they understood something of class privilege, through their lack of it, they could not see themselves as privileged within the social relations of race (Maher & Thompson, 1997, p. 9). Beliefs that pre-service teachers bring to the preparation process fall into several categories. In a study conducted by Joram and Gabriele (1998), the authors described four categories of beliefs held by pre-service teachers, then redesigned an educational psychology course so that these beliefs were addressed during the course. The first belief was that field experience is more valuable than course work. Pre-service teachers ofien believe that they will learn all they “need to know about becoming a teacher from the field experience they complete concurrently” (Joram & Gabriele, p. 179). Another belief 28 was that they could become excellent teachers by modeling a past teacher (or teachers). They had a specific image in mind of what a good teacher looks like based on teachers they had in the past. A third belief was that learning and teaching are non-problematic. Many pre-service teachers hold the notion that teaching is not particularly difficult, and that one does not need to learn specific information about teaching in order to be a teacher. The fourth belief cited was that classroom management was a bigger issue than student learning. “Pre-service teachers ofien assume that once classroom management is taken care of, students will autonntically learn” (Joram & Gabriele, p. 180). Goodwin (1994) found similar categories in a study that examined pre-service students’ conceptions and definitions of multicultural education. One hundred twenty pre-service teachers completed an open-ended questionnaire that asked them to talk about the goals of multicultural education, to identify practices they had observed in field placements, and to list questions about multicultural education. Goodwin (1994) presented four categories into which the responses fell: knowing others, affective behaviors, the individual child, and social change. The majority of participants identified multicultural practice as a consequential action rather than a primary activity. The respondents tended to view multicultural education as an add-on. Banks (1988) called this the “ethnic additive approach.” These participants tended to treat multicultural education superficially, rather than engaging in any kind of critical inquiry. Their action in a classroom seemed to be dependent on external concepts, such as how much control they would have, the kinds of students in the classrooms, and available materials. These respondents preferred to deal with the individual student when addressing multicultural 29 issues. Over all, these pre-service teachers seemed to view multicultural education as the education of “other,” the culturally different. A component of a study conducted by Lois Gould (2000) revealed student beliefs held at the beginning of an introductory teacher education methods course. She reviewed 34 student portfolios for the use of metaphors in identifying and characterizing the pre- service teachers’ beliefs of what teaching was about. Sixteen portfolios were used for the study. Some of the beliefs expressed by the participants concerned the view of teaching as a science. Many viewed the role of the teacher as a presenter of material for the students to absorb. They tended to view teaching as a singular method. “I didn’t know that teaching means there are more ways than one to teach effectively. . .I felt that I would be taught the ‘right way to teach’” (Gould, 2000, p. 96). When pre-service teachers ascribe to a “teaching as science” viewpoint, they assume that a good teacher can always find the right answer in a methods book, and that teaching is a one-way activity, from teacher to student. Beliefs in the Context of Cultural Diversity Others have examined pre-service teachers’ beliefs in the context of cultural diversity. Many prospective teachers believe that there are children of diverse cultural backgrounds that are capable of learning basic skills in reading and math, and there are some that are not (Brousseau & Freeman, 1988; McDiarmid & Price, 1990). They also tend to believe that students of various cultural backgrormds may require different standards and objectives (Freeman & Kalaian, 1989). Another trend is that pre-service teachers believe that poor academic performance of students fi'om diverse backgrounds is due to either a cultural deficit or cultural difference (Burstein & Cabello, 1989) and that 30 they lack either “the right home environment, the right attitude, or the right ability” (McDiarmid, 1990, p. 13). In another study by Goodwin (1997), participants were asked to write about their experiences in the form of vignettes, or narratives, in which they encountered a multicultural issue or dilemma during their student teaching experience. This occurred in the middle of their student teaching semester, during which, through seminar activities, the students had been exposed to multicultural curricula models and materials, although "issues of diversity had not yet been explicitly discussed" (Goodwin, p. 118). Goodwin reported that their narratives centered around nine specific variables: race, language difference, sexuality, gender, religion, socioeconomic classes, curriculum, exceptionality, and equity. Fifty percent of the narratives focused on race as a key defining variable, with class and language differences far behind, at 9%. The remaining variables were discussed only briefly in the narratives, between 7.5% and 2.5%. These figures seem to indicate that race and racial issues are primary concerns of student teachers, perhaps because race is one of the most visible aspects of cultural diversity. After conducting a second level of analysis, the researcher was able to make some generalizations about the questions pre-service students asked. The first generalization was that the student teachers were surprised to see racist behavior. A second generalization, one that is typical of many pre-service teachers that do not have a background in cultural diversity, was that they felt concern or pity for the "victim" in the incidents. A final generalization was that students were concerned about how they should react and respond to multicultural incidents. The researcher presented overarching themes that emerged from the analysis of the narratives. The participants in the study expressed 31 hopelessness and seemed to doubt their own abilities to deal with issues in the classroom. They also seemed to define these issues as "classroom" concerns rather than issues of the school culture or of the students' culture. They felt that they had to come up with individual solutions to individual problems. These participants also seemed to view these problems as "minority" concerns that could be solved by making sure that the students of culturally different backgrounds were assimilated into the mainstream The researcher concluded that providing field experiences in urban classrooms in an attempt to encourage multicultural competence is often naive and ineffective. This seems to support Haberman’s viewpoint. Also, merely providing pre-service teachers with multicultural content, materials, and strategies may be ineffective. Goodwin stated that a key implication “of this study is that teacher education programs must help teachers-to-be examine their own assumptions, expectations, and perceptions of children of color. Enabling teachers to examine their own understandings about diversity, invisible privilege, the culture of power, and racial identity is necessary if misconceptions, hidden assumptions, and prejudices about the competencies and capabilities of visible racial/ethnic children are to surface” (Goodwin, p. 143). This study is one of many that pointed to the importance of combining coursework with field experiences in a guided way so that pre-service teachers are encouraged to examine their own beliefs and attitudes and the context of cultural diversity. Artiles, Banderreto and Pena (1998) used a case study approach to examine in detail the beliefs and attitudes of two pre-service teachers through the exploration of concept maps created by the participants and through in-depth interviews. Results of data analysis supported findings from similar studies in that pre-service teachers tended to 32 address multicultural issues when the opportunity presented itself, which is often termed as the “incidental” approach (p. 78). One of the participant’s concept maps was heavily influenced by the “problems” associated with teaching diverse learners, and she constructed a view of teaching that was related to technical aspects, such as instructional methods and curriculum issues. She also indicated that she attributed student success and failure to their home life and socioeconomic status. Results also showed that both participants compartmentalized teaching content and multicultural education. “I feel like I’m holding all this information in this little compartment in my head. And every so often I open the door. Okay, [multicultural education] time! Okay, close the door. And I do something that [my coursework] taught me” (p. 80). This participant also viewed multicultural education from the “tourist” perspective; the role of a teacher was to celebrate diversity in the context of holidays, food, and customs. These researchers summarized their findings in stating that “consistent with what has been reported elsewhere, we found that teachers’ prior beliefs were central in how they learned to teac ” (p. 85). Schultz, Kelley, and Heck (1996) looked specifically at pre—service teachers’ attitudes toward teaching in an urban setting, using a questionnaire to which 300 pre- service teacher education students responded. The questionnaire consisted of six open- ended questions to determine how these students would respond to issues of diversity and urban education. One unusual finding was the high percentage of students that expressed an interest in teaching in an urban environment. Twenty seven percent of the respondents indicated a clear preference for teaching in the urban setting, almost twice as my as the national average. Other responses were not as surprising. Fifty-two percent identified 33 urban students as having different attitudes and behaviors fiom their own. They described these attitudes and behaviors in negative terms: “violent,” “unmotivated,” “emotionally unstable,” and “a challenge to authority figures.” Only fourteen percent of the respondents felt that there were no differences between the attitudes and behaviors of urban students and themselves. Eighty five percent of the respondents felt that a student’s cultural background affected his or her education. Their reasons varied from very negative, such as “generally whites are expected to do better” (p. 4), to stating that the differences depended on certain things, like language difficulties or learning gaps. Only five percent of the participants described culture as having a positive effect on education. Sixty five percent of the respondents felt that urban children have the same learning ability as any other children, but they added conditions to their responses. Twenty percent felt that when children have lower learning abilities than other children, describing them as slower, limited, and not motivated. These respondents tended to answer questions about learning ability and behavior in a way that highlighted the negative aspects of difference. These beliefs were stereotypical, demonstrating their lack of cross-cultural background and knowledge. Aaronsohn, Carter, and Howell (1992) conducted a qualitative action research study that investigated student attitudes about inner-city schools. These researchers wanted to determine if it made a “difference when opportunities are provided within teacher education courses for students to confront their previously unexamined assumptions about children in inner-city schools, especially in terms of race, ethnicity, and social class” (p. 5). The purpose of the study was to identify effective intervention strategies that would allow students to become aware of their beliefs and attitudes and to 34 broaden their perceptions of inner-city schools and students. Most of the subjects in this study fit the traditional model of teacher education students. Most were European- American, 90% were female, and none had traveled or read widely, having few cross- cultmal experiences. The first activity in this study was to have students do a three-minute fi'ee-write, answering the question, “What would you expect to see if you went to an inner-city school?” Their responses were anonymous, but were coded so that they could be returned to the students at the end of the course. Upon analyzing the written responses, the researchers categorized them into three groups: 1) physical descriptions of buildings, classroom, and neighborhoods; 2) descriptions of children and parents; and 3) perceptions of teachers and other school personnel. They found the responses to be overwhelmingly negative. At least 90% felt that they would see students that were “out of control” as well as having negative attitudes towards school. Words used to describe what they expected to see in the context of student behavior included the following: “disruptive,” “disrespectful of teachers,” “more talking out of turn,” and “exhibiting worse behavior than suburban children” (p. Q. Other descriptors included “talking back,” “aggressive,” “abuse the teacher verbally,” “dirtier,” “neglected,” “delinquents,” Violent,” “in gangs,” “may have weapons,” “rough,” and “wild” (p. 6). These teacher education students also assumed that inner-city parents would not be supportive of their children and would not take education seriously. They envisioned the neighborhood to be a slum with run-down buildings. They assumed that inner-city schools would be quite diflemnt fiom the schools they had attended, with over-crowded classrooms, drugs, violence, racism, and fighting. 35 may The above literature has made evident that pre-service teachers come to their teacher preparation programs with a well-developed set of beliefs based on their personal histories and experiences. These beliefs are most often naive and stereotypical in terms of working in culturally diverse settings. The nature of these attitudes and beliefs will most certainly have an impact on the way these students as teachers engage in the teaching process. In terms of my study, it was important that I gave the participants the opportunity to explore their own attitudes and beliefs prior to any field experience to determine if they fit the model that was presented by the literature reviewed, or if they were in some way exceptional. If the participants discovered the same types of beliefs typically held by pre-service teachers, is it possible that the immersion field experience would alter those beliefs? How susceptible are beliefs to change? The next section will present literature that explores the notion of if, and how, beliefs may be altered. C_an beliefs be changed? Beliefs influence what we feel, know, and do, and act upon all of our perceptions. Bullough (1992) states: According to Parajes (1992), beliefs underlay all fbrrns of teacher knowledge; declarative, procedural, and conditional. They also underlay habits of action and interaction. Indeed all knowledge is rooted in belief (Bullough, 1992, p. 24). Beginning teachers base their teaching decisions upon their personal lay theories, without making a distinction between what is belief and what is knowledge. This presents a daunting challenge to teacher educators. Stokes stated that the reason beliefs might be resistant to change is that beginning and pre-service teachers view their beliefs 36 — ———-; as knowledge. When teacher education programs challenge pre—service teachers’ beliefs, they are also challenging their worldviews (Stokes, 1997). Can beliefs be challenged to the point that they may be changed? A review of the literature found that a number of studies addressed the potential for changing the prior beliefs of pre-service teachers, although there were mixed results. These studies presented several approaches in attempts to challenge preexisting beliefs. One approach to challenging beliefs is to attempt to develop a sense of self- awareness in the students through multicultural coursework to give them opportunities to discover the nature of the beliefs they bring with them (Bennett, 1995; Frykholm, 1997; Lawrence, 1997; Marshall, 1998). By becoming self-aware, pre-service teachers might begin to think critically about their concepts of race, ethnicity, and culture in general. This can be the first step toward understanding the ways in which these issues are related to society, education, economics, and politics in the United States (Banks, 2001). Becoming self-aware also means realizing that we all belong to cultural groups. Many White pre-service teachers tend to think of themselves as just "American" rather than as being members of a cultural, racial or ethnic group. This way of thinking ”reveals the privileged position of an individual who is proclaiming his or her own unique culture as American and other cultures as non-American” (Banks, p. 12). Another tendency of pre- service teachers is to say that they are "colorblind" to the races or ethnicities of their students. Takingthestandthat "kidsarekids,"ratherthanbeingable toseethewaysin which racism and cultmal differences privilege some groups and disadvantage others, will prevent teachers from addressing the needs of these students most effectively. It is critical, then, for pre-service teachers to examine their own beliefs and attitudes that have 37 developed fi‘om individual personal histories, in order to develop a level of self- awareness so that they can see themselves and their students as cultural, racial, ethnic people. Narrative is one method used to develop self-awareness in the context of a course (Larkin & Sleeter, 1995; Ahlquist, 1991; Cochran-Smith, 2000). Narrative in research emphasizes experience more than data collection. Most of the studies that indicated some change in students’ prior beliefs were small case studies and incorporated reflective mrratives (Sleeter, 2001). Carola Conle (2000), a professor at the Ontario Institute for Studies in Education at the University of Toronto, worked with six students to attempt to develop a theory of cross-cultural education. She conducted the study in the context of an optional cross- cultural education course for pre-service teachers. She began the course as others have done, by having students explore their own cultural background in order to “own their perceptions” (Conle, p. 368). She encouraged her students to employ a narrative form of discourse rather than adopt a more rhetorical or argumentative method of discourse. The researcher felt that this would facilitate an active involvement in the construction of knowledge. The participants in this study were students who had been members of an optional course who chose to meet as a study group to reflect further on the projects fiom the course. These pre-service teachers and the researcher as a participant took excerpts fiom their journals written during the course that were incorporated into what Conle calls a Personal Cultural Narrative. These narratives were shared, enabling the writers to begin to recognize previously ignored facets of their own lives concerning their own cultural backgrounds. The participants, including the researcher, concluded that this project led 38 them to consider their own cultural backgrounds, and eventually the backgrounds of their students, as an asset rather than a liability. The narrative activities brought to light the “cultural baggage” the participants brought with themselves to the educational setting. Participants reported a greater sense of self-awareness, a heightened sense of self- confidence in the context of working with students from diverse cultural backgrounds, and reduced anxiety in terrm of discussing cultural differences with their students. Studies that used experimental designs to determine the impact of coursework tended to have more conflicting results. Some report a modest positive change in pre- service teacher beliefs (Bennett, 1979; Hennington, 1981; Tran & Young, 1994). Many of these researchers did not conduct follow-up studies, and the few that have found that the positive gains did not last over time (Hennington, 1991). Some of these experimental studies that looked at the effect of multicultural coursework found no difl’erences between the two groups studied (Guillaume, Zuniga-Hill, & Yee, 1995, 1998). These studies typically examined beliefs prior to and after a course in multicultural education. McDiarmid (1992) found that multicultural coursework may actually reinforce negative stereotypes and fail to change student teacher beliefs. Barry and Lechner (1995) found that a course that concentrated on content alone, focusing on culturally different groups, actually confirmed or even increased existing stereotypes. Grant and Koskela (1986) reported that even though pre-service teachers took multicultural education coursework, there were little difl‘erences in their actual classroom practices. From the results of these studies, it is difficult to determine if coursework alone in multicultural education makes a discernible difference in pre-service teacher beliefs. 39 Joram and Gabriele (1998) administered a pretest and posttest to determine if students’ views of learning, and definitions of teaching and learning changed as a result of a cause that targeted beliefs and attitudes. Through qualitative analysis, the researchers reported that 49% of the participants stated that a significant change had occurred in their views of learning, and 57% felt their views of teaching had undergone a significant change. However, in the quantitative analysis of the Constructivity Scale that examined the definitions of learning and teaching on the pretest and posttest, there were few notable changes, with about half of the students giving the lowest level response on both pre- and posttest. The researchers suggested that there might be some change in pre- service teachers’ beliefs about teaching and learning when their preconceptions are targeted in coursework and made a suggestion that more longitudinal studies need to be conducted to determine if changes in beliefs are evidenced through practice in the classroom. Some studies include a variety of strategies in an attempt to guide pre-service teachers through discovery and development of self-awareness and a broadening of beliefs. Aaronsohn, Carter, and Howell (1992) used several different intervention strategies in an attempt to determine which ones were most effective in helping students broaden their perspectives and beliefs about inner-city schools. Some of these strategies included pre- and post-free-writes and an infusion of materials that challenged stereotypes and expectations into the coursework Some students examined case studies in order to role-play and imagine themselves making decisions and solving potential problems in an inner-city school setting. Other classroom activities included “student reflective writings, group brainstorming notes, and the professor’s field notes taken after 40 class discussions” (p. 6). Instructors also used selected texts, supplemental readings, projects, videos and guest speakers. Teachers conducted the instruction not only through the traditional lecture-discussion model, but also through cooperative groups. Participants completed several worksheets that revealed stereotypes and biases, and all participants engaged in a card game designed to allow them to experience inequity. The students were required to tutor children in a diverse setting for three hours over the course of the semester and participate in field experiences in schools in urban settings. As the researchers analyzed all the data collected throughout this study, they began to see patterns of assumptions emerge and witnessed the struggles of these pre- service teachers as they tried to understand conflicts between their beliefs and their observations. The researchers reported “significant shifts over time in self-reported perspectives toward more complexity and openness in respect to the inner city” (p. 8). The majority of participants reported a change in beliefs about inner-city schools and students, and reflected on their original reactions hour the flee-writes at the beginning of the semester. They noted that their original responses had been strongly influenced by stereotypical beliefs that were learned not only through their upbringing, but also through media, rumors, lack of cross-cultural experience, and lack of knowledge about the inner city. Half of the participants reported being more comfortable being around students from diverse backgrounds. The researchers noted the importance of experiences in inner-city environments and suggested the students be accompanied by an instructor to help them process the conflicts in beliefs that emerge. They acknowledged that the change in beliefs may be temporaryasthe studentsreturnto the environments “in whichthe stereotypes were originally generated and sustained.” The researchers suggested the establishment of 41 support systems that would allow the students to continue to explore their newly changed beliefs. Smut Stand-alone course work in multicultural education does not necessarily insure a broadening of beliefs and attitudes. The studies that tended to report a more consistent change in the beliefs of pre-service teachers were ones that included a variety of intervention strategies and field experiences in conjunction with academic course work. The findings of these studies had implications for my research. It was vital that I included a combination of various instructional strategies in terrm of the coursework in order to encourage the participants to examine their existing beliefs and attitudes. A field experience in a diverse setting conducted in conjunction with these strategies would present a greater opportunity for beliefs to be challenged and examined. Field experiences Another approach to broadening beliefs and attitudes in pre-service teachers is to lmve them participate in some type of field experience in addition to coursework in multicultural education. Field experiences have had a long history in teacher education in United States. These experiences take place not only within the public schools but also in communities, helping pre-service teachers learn about their students and their families in the context of their communities. The National Teacher Corps, from 1966 to 1982, phced thousands of pre-service teachers in areas of high poverty, mking the field experience central to teacher preparation. Zeichner and Melnick (1995) identified three types of field experiences: 1) a brief experience to fulfill a particular course assignment, called the "cultural plunge" by Nieto (1994); 2) a field experience practicum, early in the 42 student teacher’s career before the actual student teaching placement, described by Mungo (1980); and 3) combining the student teaching experience with living in a culturally diverse community for a semester, described by Mahan (1982b). Researchers have looked at the many forms that field experiences may take. One method is to introduce pre-service teachers to ethnographic research and have them conduct a project in a diverse setting. These have typically been done in urban areas, most often involving Afiican American participants (Fry & McKinney, 1997; Olmedo, 1997; Sleeter, 1996). Studies have also had pre-service teachers act as tutors for children in diverse cultural settings (Aaronsohn, Carter, & Howell, 1995; Boyle-Baise & Sleeter, 2000). Similar to studies that focused on course work alone, these studies have produced varying results. Many of these studies noted a greater interest among pre-service teachers for working in schools in diverse communities and urban areas following the field experiences. The two studies listed above noted growth in self-awareness, both concerning the pre-service teachers’ own cultures and stereotypes and concerning cultures different fiom their own. Wiggins and Follo (1999) found mixed results similar to the previous studies cited. They examined the teacher preparation program at Oakland University to determine the extent of student preparation for teaching in culturally diverse settings. One component of their study was to examine the impact of field experience. Pre—service teachers were grouped in either a suburban placement or an urban placement. The urban placements were divided into either a large city with school populations tlurt were mostly Afiican American or a medium—sized city that was more culturally mixed, although the 43 majority of residents were also Afi'ican American. There were also Arabic, East Indian, Hmong, Hispanic and White residents. The participants in this study responded to a questionnaire presented as both pretest and posttest. The questionnaire items concerned multicultural issues including “factors fostering readiness for teaching in culturally diverse settings, factors constraining readiness for teaching in culturally diverse settings, and prior experiences relative to multicultural education” (p. 98). Their findings showed that many of the students came to this teacher education program with little or no background or experience in multicultural issues. Many of the students reported that the field experience made a difference in their views of culturally diverse classrooms. A few students who had expressed opposition to these particular field placements later requested student teaching assignments in these diverse settings, and some applied for permanent positions and were hired. In spite of students’ positive self-reports, Wiggins and Follo concluded that sinme being in a setting does not guarantee cultural understanding. It also does not guarantee that pre-service teachers will complete the experience with an improved comfort level for interacting with students and parents of diverse cultural backgrounds. The researchers recommended a combination of multicultural course work, field experiences, and modeling by successful practicing teachers in culturally diverse settings. Specifically, the field experience must become more than a visit by an outsider. “Students must be immersed in a school for sufficient time to get to know the school, and the community it serves. Field experiences must become life experiences” (p. 103). Other studies that focused on field experiences examined the development of the pre-service teacher’s “voice” (Burant, 1999) or investigated early field eXperiences as an instrument in altering stereotypical perceptiom, (Chance, Morris, & Gunn, 1996; Doyle, 1997; Fry & Mckinney, 1997; Mason, 1999). McDiarmid (1990) explored how student attitudes were confi'onted by observing an experienced teacher whose methods were likely to challenge assumptions and beliefs. In order to determine the possible significance of early field experiences, Fry and McKinney (1997) conducted a study with ten White, female pre-service teachers who were enrolled in a language arts methods course. The first eight classes were conducted on campus, followed by a series of four meetings at an elementary school with a population of mostly Afiican—American students. The researchers used the time spent in class on campus to prepare them for the field experience. Through qualitative data analysis of dialogue journals, interviews, class assignments and discussion, and surveys, the researchers reported the following findings: 1) pre-service teachers’ attitudes and practices were positively affected; 2) pre-service teachers’ cultural awareness and sensitivity increased through sharing of personal biographies; 3) the field experience at the urban elementary school stimulated interest in pursuing a career in an urban setting; and 4) pre-service teachers needed opportunities to actually teach in culturally different settings in order to be able to thoroughly analyze their personal philosophies and cultural attitudes. The use of personal biographies among the ten White participants in this study revealed their limited background in cultural diversity and also revealed the cultural differences that might exist among people with the same ethnic background. Mason (1997) conducted a two-year study that specifically addressed the impact of the urban-based field experience on the attitudes of pre-service teachers. Participants in the study, junior and senior level undergraduates enrolled in the certification program at a public university in New England, completed an eight-week field experience in 45 conjunction with methods courses. They spent two days a week working with students in either an urban setting or a suburban, middle-class setting, under the supervision of the classroom teacher and an instructor fiom the university Department of Teacher Education. Mason administered a pretest and posttest questionnaire to rate the extent to which the pre-service teachers were interested in pursuing a career in an urban setting and also to rate the extent to which particular issues would present problems for teachers in urban schools. Mason compared the findings between the two groups of pre-service teachers, noting that 55% of the urban group "indicated that they were more inclined to pursue inner-city teaching versus 20% of the suburban group" (Mason, 1999, p. 12). He also noted that the participants in the urban setting reported gaining more knowledge from their methods courses than the participants in the suburban setting concerning students fi'om diverse cultural backgrounds. Mason attributed these changes in attitudes to three crucial elements: 1) having the field experience integrated with a teaching methods course, which encouraged applying theory to practice; 2) the duration of the actual teaching experience lasting for 96 hours, two days a week, over an eight week period, during which a large portion of time was spent actively engaged in teaching; and 3) requiring regular meetings, both individual and group, with the field experience supervisor, who also observed teaching segments in the field placement. Contact between the student and the supervisor was described as “continuous.” Olrnedo (1997) also focused her study on the ways that early field experiences combined with course work might affect pre-service teachers’ attitudes and beliefs about teaching in an inner-city school with a culturally diverse student population. The majority of the 29 participants in this study were White, middle-class, and mostly suburban. Olmedo consciously related the readings in the course work not only to the field experience, but also to the students’ writing, which included journal entries, essays, and personal biographies. The experience consisted of a weekly class session over a period offifteen weeks, and one full day a week observing and helping a teacher in an elementary classroom for eight to ten weeks. The researcher analyzed the students’ journals and essays, noting several recurrent themes. Themes emerging early in experience were typical of beliefs of pre-service teachers who have little experience in culturally diverse settings. These themes included: 1) inner-city students of color are not motivated to learn; 2) inner-city students of color have so many problems that it is virtually impossible for them to learn (pity the victim); 3) teachers should be colorblind in order to be fair; and 4) the system is the problem. “Even if children wanted to learn andteacherswantedtoteach, they feeltheyareconstrained fromdoing so by institutional barriers...” (Olrnedo, p. 250). As the course continued, Olmedo identified themes emerging in the journal entries and essays that appeared to challenge the participants’ original assumptions. These themes included: 1) children want to learn; 2) good teaching can take place even in inner-city schools; 3) even within ethnically and racially similar groups, there can be a great deal of diversity; and 4) being colorblind is not good pedagogy. Olrnedo emphasized the importance of reflection and self-questioning under the guidance of an instructor who could encourage the students to make connections between course work and field experiences. She also suggested small group discussions in which it was easier to develop a sense of trust in order to encourage students to share personal experiences. In addition, the researcher noted other reasons for successfully challenging pre-service teachers beliefs, which included carefirlly selecting the reading 47 mterials and assignments, and using texts written by authors in a biographical format, particularly by authors with backgrounds similar to the participants. She did caution, however, that just because these pre-service teachers expressed that their beliefs and attitudes changed, this may not necessarily be an indicator of genuine attitude change. Even though students may have become more self-aware, it is only by observing them in their actual teaching settings that one can determine if changes in attitudes and beliefs have become permanent and are translated into practice. In spite of the studies that reported that students' attitudes and beliefs have been changed in significant ways, there are other studies that report the opposite, leading some researchers and educators to question the benefit of early field experiences. An often-cited study by Haberman and Post (1992) found that, in spite of completing a field experience in an urban setting, students' preexisting beliefs and attitudes, whether positive or negative, were not altered. Other researchers (T abachnick & Zeichner, 1984; Goodman, 1986) argue that simply placing pre-service teachers in urban or culturally diverse settings does not mean that we can expect them to develop more positive attitudes toward culturally diverse students, particularly if the practicing teachers in the settings use ineffective teaching practices. Mason (1999) suggested that in order to make field experiences more beneficial, they must be properly supervised. When the structure and content of pre-service teachers’ field experiences are more controlled by an informed, experienced instructor, it has been found that their abilities to teach in culturally diverse settings are improved (Burnstein & Cabello, 1989; Gomez & Tabachnick, 1991). 48 Smart Research focusing on field experiences in culturally diverse settings has produced mixed results. However, common throughout these studies were calls for change in teacher education programs in the context of multicultural training or intercultural competence. These recommendations tended to center around a combination of strategies that include coursework and concurrent field experience. Field experiences should allow time for reflection, preferably under the guidance of an experienced instructor. Several studies have suggested that in order to have a greater chance of positively affecting pre- service teachers’ attitudes and beliefs, it would be vital to have the experience led by an informed, sensitive instructor who has experience working and teaching in culturally diverse settings. Crucial to changing negative perspectives is the exploration of pre- service teachers’ self-awareness and the broadening of constrictive beliefs and attitudes. Time to develop these reflective skills should be a consideration in teacher preparation programs (Doyle, 1997, p. 529). Groulx (2001) supported this recommendation, noting that only surveying student beliefs and not allowing for reflection on field experiences was a definite limitation to her study. Students need to situate their developing beliefs concerning teaching in culturally diverse settings in the broader social context in order to discover how culture functions in education (Ladson-Billings, 1995b). Studies are also messary that follow pre-service teachers into practice to determine if changes in beliefs and attitudes are temporary (Sleeter, 2001, p. 100). Based on the findings of research that focused on field experience, it was essential in this study to challenge the participants’ beliefs both through course work and field experience in a culturally diverse setting, allowing time for guided reflection. Because several of the participants were continuing 49 their program in the next year(s), there would be opportunity to follow-up the findings from the initial study. Also essential to this study was my own participation throughout the experience, as an informed and sensitive instructor who had experience working and living in culturally diverse settings. Immersion experiences Immersion erqreriences are those in which pre-service teachers actually live in culturally diverse communities while they engage in observation and practice teaching (Sleeter, 2001, p. 96). Most of the studies that focused on immersion experiences reported considerable learning fi'om the community and a powerful impact on pre-service teachers, although many of these studies were of limited scope (Aguilar & Pohan, 1998; Canning, 1995; Marxen & Rudney, 1999). Zeichner, Melnick, and Gomez (1996) identified several types of immersion community field experiences, including brief experiences known as the “cultural plunge” (N ieto, 1994) and experiences that focus on community service (Mahan, 1982), or, more specifically, on classroom implementation of these experiences. Immersion experiences also vary in the amount of structure for pre- service teachers. Some experiences were quite explicit in the placement, number of hours per week, and activities. Others were quite unstructured, relying on the pre-service teacher to arrange his or her own projects. These experiences may be well supervised by instructors in the teacher education program or may rely on information fi'om the unsupervised pre-service teacher. Tran, Young, and Di Lella (1994) conducted a study that focused on pre-service teachers’ attitudes toward three specific ethnic groups: Europeans, Mexican-Americans, and Afi'ican-Americans. In addition to multicultural course work, the participants were 50 required to immerse themselves in a cultural activity that would allow them to begin to understand diversity from first hand experience. These activities were identified as “cultural plunges” and included attending church services and participating in cultural festivals. The combination of course work and immersion experience resulted in significant changes in stereotypes toward Afi'ican Americans, Europeans, and Mexican Americans. All changes were in a positive direction. The researchers concluded “multicultural courses requiring direct contact with local ethnically diverse group activities create an intimate link between students and their community” (p. 188). Melnick and Zeichner (1998) conducted a project whose purpose was to identify and make visible the practices of exemplary teacher educators in pre—service teacher education programs. Their study contained an example of an exemplary consortium, the Urban Education Program of the Associated Colleges of the Midwest. Among the experiences offered through this consortium was an immersion student teaching component in Chicago’s ethnic communities. In addition to full-time student teaching in area schools, student teachers also lived together in the setting in order to allow for collaboration and support. A group of faculty members worked closely with the students, not only designing and structuring the experiences, but also striving to make them truly life changing experiences as well. Students regarded the immersion experience as one of the most valuable components of the teacher preparation program. SUM! Immersion field experiences in conjunction with multicultural course work and with strong support fiom faculty members have been quite successful in expanding and altering pre-service teachers’ attitudes and beliefs concerning students and families of 51 culturally diverse backgrounds. They seemed to be particularly powerful, because the participants my find their beliefs being challenged by experiences encountered while living and working in a culturally diverse setting. They often have to confront these challenges head on, because they are unable to retreat to their familiar surroundings. However, these types of field experiences require a lot of efibrt to design and implement. In order to support students and guide their reflections, faculty members must commit to time spent in the setting with the students as well. It was difiicult to determine exactly how long an immersion experience needed to be in order to be effective. Follow-up studies need to be conducted as well to determine if the changes in attitudes and beliefs last and have an impact on instruction once the pre-service teacher has begun teaching fulltime. The research reported here supported my decision to use an immersion experience for the participants of this study. Being immersed in a culturally diverse setting provided greater opportunities for the participants to begin to see these students not only as members of a classroom culture, but also members of families and communities. Music Teacher Education According to Banks and Banks (1993), multicultural education includes three important dimensions: 1) the inclusion of authentic multicultural content, 2) the exploration of cultural biases and stereotypes, and 3) equity in instruction for students of diverse cultmal backgrounds. Public school music classrooms provide one of the most appropriate settings for addressing these pmicular components of multicultural education. Authentic content is available in the musics of various cultures. Music is one of the few universal cultural phenomena. We know that every cultural group has some 52 kind of music (Nettl, 1964) and that it is an expression of ethnic and cultm'al identity. If music educators value students fiom diverse cultural backgrounds by asking them to share their musics with others, it might be possible that an atmosphere of acceptance and safety can be nurtured in which beliefs, stereotypes, and biases can be addressed with a greater degree of comfort. By honoring the music from various cultural backgrounds and by understanding what diverse students value, music educators may come closer to equitable instruction for all students more readily than instructors in academic classrooms. A major problem in the context of cultural diversity in music education programs is that when multicultural issues are discussed, they are most ofien in the context of what toteach, ratherthanhowtoteach, orwho isbeing taught. Thefocusofmost studiesthat addressed multiculturalism or interculturalism in music education settings, even those that address teacher attitudes, was on course content (Moore, 1993; Mumford, 1984; Okun, 1998; Quesada, 1992; Takacs, 1978; Volk, 1991; Withers-Ross, 1999; Young, 1996). Attitudes of Music Educators A study by Young (1996) examined music teachers’ attitudes toward multicultural music education and the impact of those attitudes on their teaching strategies, and, as a result, the classroom environment. The researcher surveyed thirty-two elementary and middle school music teachers in both suburban and urban settings and interviewed ten of the thirty-two teachers. Most teachers reported believing that multicultural education was important for all children, although there were several fundamental inconsistencies in the findings. Three areas of inconsistency were reported: 1) in the definition of multicultural 53 education; 2) the goals of multicultural education; and 3) how multicultural education should be approached. Participants also reported believing that music is a manner of cultural expression for people of diverse cultural backgrounds, and that the ethnicity of the student should not be a prerequisite for what musics are included in the curriculum. Moore (1993) gave two reasons why many music educators have implemented a multicultural curriculum: 1) to inspire global awareness in their students and 2) to highlight and value the cultural backgrounds of non-Anglo students. He surveyed 300 music educators to assess their attitudes toward global concepts and the teaching of world musics. He also presented questions about the kinds of music included in their programs, how often world musics were included, and personal demographics. His results showed that 86% supported global awareness in music education and 75% believed that world musics should be included in the classroom. However, there was a low correlation between teachers’ attitudes toward including world musics in their programs and actual practice. Percentages were given as to the types of musics presented in music classrooms: American Folk, 27%; European Art Music, 17%; Pop/Rock, 13%; American Jazz, 13%; contemporary, 9.7%; Latin American, 9.5%; Afiican, 8%; American Indian, 7.5%; East Asian, 5.5%; Middle Eastern, 3%; Indian, 3%; and Southeast Asian, 2%. This study only examined attitudes about the content of instruction in music education classes. It did not address attitudes toward the students who might be of various cultural backgrounds. Teicher (1997) also examined attitudes of pre-service elementary teachers in the context of the effect of multicultmal music experiences. Three different attitudes were investigated: 1) willingness to teach multicultural music activities; 2) preparedness to teach multicultm’al music activities; and 3) willingness to teach in a culturally diverse 54 setting. The participants were divided into two groups: one that prepared a lesson plan using pre-selected music content from mainstream European/American repertoire and one that prepared a lesson plan using pre-selected music fiom a number of cultrual areas, including West Africa, China, India the Middle East, Native American, Puerto Rican, and others. The results showed no significant differences for attitudes of preparedness in teaching multicultural music or for willingness to work in a culturally diverse setting. There was a significant difference in attitudes of willingness to teach multicultural music activities, in that the experimental group made a small gain in attitude scores whereas the control group actually decreased slightly. The researcher noted that teaching about diverse cultures is different than teaching students of diverse cultures and that attitude changes regarding teaching in a culturally diverse setting require more than willingness. The researcher further commented that “teacher attitude regarding the cultural background of students is given little attention in music education” (Teicher, p. 423) and called for further research in teacher attitudes about students from diverse backgrounds and the field experiences necessary for music teacher preparation. Prepgfiion to Teach in a Culturally Diverse Setting Given that the music classroom may be one of the most effective settings in which to teach for cultural diversity, and given the changing population demographics, it would seem logical that music education teacher preparation programs would focus on preparing music teachers to teach in culturally diverse settings. However, several studies report that pre-service and in-service teachers do not feel they received adequate training and preparation. 55 Ausmann (1991) examined several facets of teaching music in urban areas, including teacher attitudes concerning qualities and competencies of effective urban music teachers. A comprehensive questionnaire was distributed to 572 in-service music teachers in Ohio’s seven largest cities. A separate questionnaire was administered to sixty-nine pre-service teachers. Respondents gave demographic information. Ausmann found no minority teachers in the pre-service group and a low percentage of minority teachers in the in-service group. Most of the pre-service teachers were from suburban and/or rural schools and reported preferring teaching positions in similar areas. Forty-four percent of the pre-service teachers felt they were not adequately prepared for teaching in culturally diverse settings, while 57% of the in-service teachers did not feel they were adequately prepared. Robinson (1996) investigated public schools in Michigan to determine the extent to which multicultmal music education was based in cultural context, cultural plm'alism, and educational equity. A second aspect of the study addressed the relationship between preparation and practice. Not only did the research find that multicultural music education was superficial, simplistic, and intermittent, but also that the majority of elementary music educators felt they lacked adequate preparation and were uninformed about multicultural instructional materials and education policies. Most of their instruction was based on holidays and celebrations of different world cultures. The gap between their attitudes about multicultrualism and practice in their classrooms was based partly on lack of training in multicultural education and multicultural music education In a study cited earlier, Moore (1993) reported music teachers presented more European/American traditional music in their classrooms than musics of diverse cultures. 56 The researcher asked teachers why they did not include more world musics in their curricula and found tint the primary reason was a lack of training. Fiese and DeCarbo (1995) presented twenty successful urban music teachers with a questionnaire that included four open-ended questions regarding teaching in the urban setting. Question number one was: “Do you feel that your undergraduate/graduate education courses prepared you to teach in the urban setting?” (p. 27). Three out of twenty teachers (one with a bachelor’s, one with a master’s, and one with a doctorate) felt they were adequately prepared while twelve out of twenty teachers (four with bachelor’s, two with master’s) felt they were definitely not adequately prepared. Four of the participants felt that even though certain aspects of their education were valuable, they were not adequately prepared. Sm This review of the literature pertaining to multicultm'al issues in music education demonstrates that the focus of research is largely on the content of instruction, not on meeting the needs of students of diverse cultural backgrounds who are encountered in music classrooms. Given that the music classroom provides an appropriate setting for addressing cultural issues in the context of the larger social picture, and given that much research has been conducted in the field of teacher education concerning cultural competence and attitudes of pre-service and in—service teachers, the body of knowledge presented in the field of music education is sorely lacking. 57 CHAPTER THREE Methodology The purpose of this study was to examine the personal conceptualizations of pre- service music education students, by focusing on how they talked about learning to teach music in the context of cultural diversity, and to probe the relationships among these conceptualizations prior to, during, and after an immersion internship experience in a culttu'ally diverse setting. A phenomenological fi'amework is appropriate, because the focus is on the lived experiences of the participants, examining those experiences in a culturally diverse context. Research Paradg' m Phenomenology Phenomenology is a widely used term that can be perceived as a paradigm, a philosophy, a method of research, or a theoretical framework. In this study I use the term “phenomenology” to refer to a research paradigm that guides inquiry. Phenomenology was first used by Edmund Husserl (1859-1938), who argued that “human consciousness actively constitutes the objects of experience” (Holstein & Gubrium, 1994, p. 263). Schutz (1899-1959) expanded Husserl’s work by focusing on the life world and the ways that life world is produced and experienced by people. Observers set aside their own orientation to the life world in order to focus on the ways that persons produce the world they regard as real, the way that their lived processes construct reality. Phenomenology is a research paradigm that focuses on persons. Bresler (1996) quotes Satre to say that “deep knowledge of people is always based on the close scrutiny ofa single case: ‘...a man is never an individual; it would be more fitting to call him a 58 universal singular. Summed up and for this reason universalised by his epoch, he in turn resumes it by reproducing himself in it as singularity’ ” (Bresler, 1996, p. 11). Phenomenological researchers focus on how participants make sense of the world through their experiences and, “in doing so, create a worldview. There is no separate reality for pe0ple. There is only what they know their experience is and means” (Patton, 1990, p. 69). This aspect of phenomenology impacts methodology. Even though individuals may have unique sets of experiences that determine the meaning they derive from them, it is important to determine the primary components of the experience that are common, the universal singular. Through analysis of the data collected, the researcher must seek out the “essence” of the experience that the participants share, the meanings that are collectively understood. Phenomenological research calls for the observer to seek commonalities in meanings, situations, and experiences and to find the shared patterns in the texts of the participants. The primary means for data collection in phenomenological research are open- ended interviews and journals. Bresler stated that these methods differ from ethnographic methods in that “they are not field-oriented methods nor naturalistic: conducting interviews and eliciting journals are, by definition, not ‘natural’ activities, but strategies intended to facilitate reflection” (Bresler, 1996, p. 12). The use of open-ended interviews encomages the participant to explore streams of thought rather than try and place their experiences within preconceived categories. An important aspect of a study framed in phenomenology is the participation of the researcher. Patton (1990) stated that the only way for researchers to knowthe lived experiences of another is to live them themselves. My role as the researcher was one of 59 participant-observer. The inclusion of my own personal lived experiences and the significance I derived from them would be crucial. At the same time, it would be important to set aside, or bracket, my own prior assumptions, attitudes and viewpoints in order to see the experience for itself. The research paradigm for this study was phenomenology. Instrumental descriptive case study is an appropriate methodology, because the units of study are the five individual pre-service music teachers. Research Method Instrumental Descriptive Ca_s_e Study There are three prominent texts that address case study research, one of which focuses on the education setting. Merriam (1998), Stake (1995), and Yin (1994) have all published texts defining and outlining methodology for conducting case study research. Merriam noted the apparent confirsion in seeking a clear definition for case study research, quoting Yin, Stake, and herself from an earlier edition. She saw the defining characteristic of case study research as delimiting the case, identifying it as a bounded system, “a thing, a single entity, a unit around which there are boundaries” (Merriam, 1998, p. 27). Stake also defined it as one among others, a bounded system, a “specific, complex, functioning thing” (Stake, 1995, p. 2). He, as well as Merriam, viewed the case study more as an end product than a research process. Yin, however, aligned case study more with a process than a product, an inquiry that investigates some phenomenon in a real-life setting. In this research project, case study was the methodology and the units of study, the five individual participants. The operational definition for this project was that it is an 60 inquiry into a particular phenomenon, that of the immersion experience, and is set within a bounded context, that of the participants in the experience. The end product would be a holistic, descriptive analysis of the participants’ experience. The unit of study for this potential project would be clearly “bounded” (Merriam, 1998, p. 27) as a single entity that is clearly defined and limited. The number of individual pre-service teachers was limited to a small group with six participants involved, including the researcher. According to Merriam (1998), seeing the case as “a single entity, a unit around which there are boundaries” (Merriam, 1998, p. 27) is the single most defining characteristic of case study research. The boundaries are further defined by the particular experience of the immersion internship. The term “descriptive” was appropriate, as the data resulting from the study would be “rich” and “thick” (Merriam, p. 29), with detailed narrative of the participants’ talk about teaching in a culturally diverse setting. The use of abundant, vivid, literal narrative would provide the reader a window into what the experience itself would reveal, allowing the reader to become a co-participant. This study was categorized as instrumental because, according to Stake, there is not so much need to understand a particular case itself, but a need for general understanding of how the case, the individual pre-service teacher, may help us understand the impact of the immersion field experience. The dominant issue was that of the efieaiwness of the course and the immersion experience in terms of developing intercultural competence rather than the case itself. Even though authors and researchers seldom agree on how case study research should be defined, and often operate under a wide range of definitions when it is actually 61 defined, there are several characteristics of case study research that are consistent and that appear inpublisbdresearch. First isthatthenatureoftheendproductisathick, rich description of the phenomena or case being investigated. Merriam, Stake, and Yin all agree tint the end product should emphasize the descriptions of the events or phenomena being studied in as complete a manner as possible, using the voices of the participants to tell the whole story. When reviewing case studies in educational research, almost every one was rich with statements from participants, descriptions of the setting and events, and dialogues that occurred. Another characteristic ofcase study research that is commonly agrwd on is that it is placed in a naturalistic setting. This is a characteristic of qualitative research in general, and case studies in particular are set in real-world settings with real participants in real situations. In this instance, the group of students immersed themselves in the real-world setting of teaching and observing in schools with student populations that were culturally diverse. A final characteristic ofcase study research that is widely accepted is that there are no prescribed methods for data collection and analysis. Some techniques appear more often than others, including interviewing and observation, but any method of data collection and analysis could be used, including quantitative methods. The methods of data collection for this study included audio-tape, videotape, field notes, student journals, papers written by the participants, and interviews. Case study research has been conducted in the field of teacher education to explore how student teachers develop a concept of teaching, and to understand the reflective journal as a tool in pre-service teacher training (Bolin, 1988). Case study 62 research has also been conducted to examine the impact of early field experiences on pre- service teachers (Burant, 1999) and to determine if an instructor’s teaching strategies has affected attitudes of pre-service teachers (F ry & McKinney, 1997). Research using an instrumental descriptive case study methodology may support whether it is possible to improve instruction in the field of music education by determining if the immersion field experience, coupled with the week of course work, would in any way challenge the prior beliefs and attitudes of pre-service music teachers. The findings might have an impact on curricula ofl‘ered for these students in terms of developing intercultmal competence. Because little research has been conducted on the topic of intercultural competence within the field of music education, the potential findings of this case study might have an impact not only on this specific teacher preparation program, but also on other music education programs across the country. Smhs Ed Weaknesses of Case Study Researgh Oneoftheprimarystrengthsofcase studyresearchisthat itallowsaresearcherto go much farther into the investigation of a particular phenomenon than most other research methods. The phenomenon might contain multiple variables, making it complex. Case study research facilitates examining the complexities, making it possible to shed light on multiple realities. Another strength is that attention might be given to the individuality and the uniqueness of the case in contrast to other research that seeks commonalities. Case study research takes place in real-world settings, producing a life- like account of the event and the interactions of the participant(s). The write-up may then be more pertinent and understandable to the reader, and, if the researcher’s ability allows, may draw the reader into the study in a dynamic and interactive way. The researcher has 63 more power to bring his or her own subjective interpretation into play, but at the same time has a great responsibility to be sensitive and fair to the members of the case. Case study research culminates in a rich, thick description of events, members of the case, and the setting, and should reveal the values and perceptions of the participants. Some of the characteristics that give case study research unique strengths also contribute to the weaknesses of this method. One of the primary criticisms of case study research is its difficulty in establishing validity, reliability, and generalizability. Merriam (1985) offered suggestions to improve the credibility of case study findings. These included longitudinal data collection, triangulation using a variety of sources, using member checks to authenticate data collected fi'om the participants, and consulting with peers for corroboration. Timeandcostareotherconcems. Becauseoftheamountandtypeofdata collected, analysis may take much more time and be more costly than expected. The rich, descriptive write-up that results from case study research may wind up being too lengthy to adequately engage the reader. Inherentintheuniquerole ofthe researcherasaprimaryinstrumentinthecase are other limitations. The integrity of the findings relies on the sensitivity and the ethics of the researcher. The researcher could possibly be selective or biased and choose from the data only what supports what he or she wants to present. Case study research relies heavily on particular data collection techniques, such as interviewing and observing. Often researchers have received little to no training in these techniques and must go by wlnt their instincts tell them, which is acceptable after someone has gained experience, but problematic for a novice. The flexibility of case study research also means that it is difficult to evaluate. How does a reader know if the study was done properly if there are no set guidelines or no particular methodologies to follow? For these reasons, it is important to include an operational definition, a clear definition of the case, an explanation of the particular type of case study used, a conceptual structure that brings focus to the study through the identification of issues addressed by the research questions, and a detailed description of data gathering methods and analysis techniques. For this particular study, the operational definition was tlmt of an inquiry into a particular phenomenon, that of the immersion experiences, and was set within a bounded context, that of the participants in the experience, resulting in a holistic descriptive analysis of the participants’ experience. Case study was the methodology and the unit of study. The cases were defined as the five pre-service music teachers. The particular type of case study used was an instrumental, descriptive case study. Selection of the Settug' and the Participaats The selection of the setting for this study was made purposefully in order to provide an information-rich environment for the participants. The elementary school in which the participants spent most of their time observing and teaching was located in an urban setting and had a culturally diverse student population of approximately 60% Hispanic, 20% African American, 15% White, and 5% Arabic. The school was relatively small, with an enrollment of approximately 500 students. The music educator in this school had been teaching there for three years. It was the first position she had taken since graduating from an undergraduate music education program. It was more likely that the participants would be able to imagine themselves as teachers in a culturally diverse 65 setting, because the music educator was similar to them in age, education, gender, and race. 5 The location for the internship component was a public elementary school in Michigan similar to ones in which the pre-service music teachers might soon be seeking employment. The urban location was also a conscious decision. Even though the focus of the study was not necessarily to prepare pre~service music teachers to work in an urban or inner.city setting, but to work with culturally diverse students in any setting, the urban location provided a setting that was most divergent from what the participants had experienced in their own educational history. I intended to have the participants experience a setting that perhaps was not as comfortable to them in order to prompt self- examination and provide greater opportunity for critical incidences. Because one of the goals of the course was to experience what it is like to be an "other," this particular environment provided the most likely probability that this would occm'. This urban location also provided us with opportunities to observe in a variety of school settings with a variety of student populations and teacher populations, all within a close radius. The risk involved with the location was carefirlly considered. The group remained intact for the entire project. Observation was done as a group, teaching was conducted and observed as a group, transport fiom the housing site to the school was conducted as a group, and meals were eaten as a group. At all times the researcher accompanied the group, in addition to residing with them. Housing was specifically chosen not only for convenience to the elementary school, but for security. The entrance to the residence was monitored 24 hours a day and a security guard was on the premises. In other words, there 66 were no additional risks for these participants than those that a teacher living and working in this environment would experience. Because this study was conducted within the context of a course offered for credit, the selection of participants was not made as purposefully as the decision of the location for observation, teaching, and living. The course was made available for undergraduates in the music education program with a limit on the size of the class. Five students chose to register for the class. As this was not a required course, the participants were self-selected. Before data were collected, the researcher obtained permission fiom Michigan State University to conduct research involving human subjects (see Appendix A). Permission was also obtained from the Detroit Public School System to observe and teach in a local elementary school (see Appendix B). Informed consent was obtained fiom all participants with the knowledge that all data collected would be kept wnfidential (see Appendix C). Participant identities were kept anonymous at all times and individuals were referred to by pseudonym. Consent letters were also obtained fiom the principal of the elementary school and the music educator (see Appendices D and E). Role of the Researcher Because ofthemtureofmy role inthisstudy, it isimportantto sharesome ofmy own personal history and cultural background. Five years ago, I moved from the Gulf CoastofFloridatothe Midwest. I hadgrownup inanareathat isknown foritscultural blunders, stereotypical behaviors, and blatant racism, all of which I had experienced in my years of teaching in the public school system. I was relieved at the time to be moving to an area where I assumed people would be more culturally knowledgeable, tolerant of 67 “others,” and enlightened in the context of diversity. Two critical incidents formed the foundation for what would become this study. The first December I was here, I visited a shopping mall where a large middle school choral group was singing Christmas carols. As I stood on the mezzanine and looked down at the group, I began to be uncomfortable, but didn't know why at first. Then I realized, as I scanned the faces of the singers, there were no students of color in the group. As I turned to glance over the crowd of shoppers, I realized that most of the faces I saw were white. The second critical incident occurred at a large state university in Michigan, where I worked with undergraduate student teachers in music education. During a methods class, the instructor happened to mention the changing demographics in our country. As she relayed information about the growing Hispanic population in our public schools, there was an audible intake of breath from the all White, mostly female, middle- class students. As I became aware of the various kinds of intercultural incompetence, both in the South and the Midwest, and as I continued to work with student teachers who matched the typical profile of white, female, and middle-class, I felt a growing need to do something that would help our pre-service teachers be better prepared to effectively work with their students from diverse cultural backgrounds. My interest in encouraging interculttual competence in music education pre- service teachers also emerged fi'om the recognition of my own cultural failures in my early public school teaching experience. Both of the public schools in which I taught had a large population of at-risk students and students who have typically been identified as minority. Because my expectations were based on my own cultural background, there 68 were many cases of miscommunication between myself and the students, and misinterpretation of students’ behaviors and attitudes. I managed to learn in these experiences through trial and error, creating an understanding of the need for better preparation in teacher education programs. Because of my experiences in working with students fiom culturally diverse backgrounds, I consider myself an informed researcher/participant, My role as the researcher is imbedded within the people with whom I worked and was one of participant-observer. Quantz (1992) stated that “While culture is located in the intersubjective experiences of the participants, ethnographic ‘knowledge’ is located in the interactive experiences of an academically informed researcher with those participants” (p. 463 ). To get at this “knowledge,” I planned on living the experiences in the culttually diverse setting just as the other participants would. I attempted to negotiate the boundary that separates observer fi'om participant in order to share knowledge and structure my relationship with the participants so that I could construct a more meaningful understanding of our experiences. Because I have been a music educator for over 20 years and have spent a good portion of that time in public schools that have culturally diverse populations, I bring to this study self-knowledge of the importance of developing intercultural competence. My background in communications and my interpersonal skills were vital to the success of this study. Building relationships with the participants was of utmost importance, and I relied on my expertise in conversing, listening, and building trust through understanding and respecting the offerings of the participants. My backgrormd in music retail sales and public relations provided me with the necessary communication skills, and my own experience in the public school system provided me 69 with an understanding of the organization, politics, and cultural issues that would be present in the immersion community. I also speak conversational Spanish, which was important in the setting because our primary site was located in a school with a large population of Hispanic students. Data Sgurces and Collection Because this study consisted of two different components, data sources and collection are discussed here in the context of those two components. Orientation Week The first week of the study occurred on the campus of Michigan State in a classroom setting. The intent of the week of coursework was as an orientation to the culturally diverse setting and as an opportunity for the participants to examine the beliefs that they bring with them. In order to determine if the immersion experience would challenge or alter prior beliefs, an inventory was administered as a pretest dining the week of orientation and as a posttest on the final day of the immersion experience. This inventory, the Social Response Inventory, was designed and developed by Sheridan, Anderson, and Sheridan (2000). It is still under revision but was highly recommended by a Michigan State professor who specializes in intercultural competence. The purpose of the SRI was to measure multicultural competence in American college students. This inventory consisted of 48 items that present a variety of social scenarios to which pmicipants are asked to respond by choosing a number along a seven-point scale. Using the categories developed by Sue, this inventory was designed so that there are twelve questions for each of the categories of knowledge, attitudes, and skills. The designers of the SRI chose eight types of diversity in which multicultural competence is applicable. 70 These eight types are race/ethnicity, religion, gender, age, sexual orientation, disability, socio-economic status, and one they call “culture.” The authors stated that they purposefully avoided any language in the title of the instrument that would overtly indicate that the instrument specifically measures multicultural competence. They also included 20 items fiom the Crowne-Marlowe Social Desirability Scale in order to control for the efl'ects of students choosing the politically correct answer. These item indicated the participant’s inclination for choosing socially desirable answers. Permission was obtained fromtheauthorsofthe instrumentto usethetoolinthisstudy. Other instruments were administered during the orientation week to determine the cultural background and experiences of the participants. Included were the Cross Cultural Life Experiences Checklist (Ward, 1996) and the Multicultural Knowledge Test (Aguilar, 1992), which would provide not only demographic background but also information on the cultmal experiences of the participants that may have shaped their beliefs. These are included in the Appendices. The Social Response Inventory was administered during the orientation week and on the last day of the immersion experience. However, once I heard the richness of the participants’ descriptions of their experiences, the use of the inventory was nonessential. It became more important to let the voices of the participants tell the story. The other sources of data - transcripts of discussions, interviews, and jom'nals would directly provide the answers to my research questions in the most comprehensive and powerfirl manner. Class assignments included a variety of activities that resulted in data to be analyzed throughout the course. These assignments included a free-write amwering the 71 question, “What would you expect to see if you went to a culturally diverse school?” Participants were asked to write a detailed autobiography describing key life events related to education, family, religious tradition, recreation, etc. This was followed by comparing their autobiographies with a biography based on someone culturally different so that a cross-cultural analysis could be conducted determining the differences and similarities between the two. Classroom discussions were audio taped and transcribed for further analysis. The Immersion Experience The following two weeks were spent in the immersion experience living and working in Detroit. I collected data in a number of ways during the immersion experience. While participants were observing the music educator teaching, I videotaped their reactions to their observations. This tape was analyzed in the context of proxemics to determine if any contradictions existed between what the participants reported as reactions and what the tape revealed. I collected field notes as well as videotaped all teaching sessions in which the participants were involved. In the evenings, data were collected fi'om focus group discussions driven by the experiences of the participants, and participants planned for teaching on the following day. These planning sessions were videotaped to determine how they began to construct meaning from their experiences and what evidence fi'om the observations they used to talk about the experiences. As the group traveled from schools to the residence after observation, conversation was audio- taped. Because very little time elapsed since the observation, participant experiences were fresh, allowing for immediate reflection. Both the participants and I kept daily 72 journals that were collected for later analysis. Individual interviews were conducted with each participant, guided by the lived experiences in the setting. Interviews. I used two types of interviews during the study, group and individual. The group interview was in-depth, informal and open-ended, and was conducted on the last day of our immersion experience in the apartment in which we lived. The questions for this interview emerged over the course of the immersion experience. The participants were asked to answer the interview questions as a group and to agree on group responses. I also conducted the individual interviews on the last day of the immersion experience in the apartment. These interviews were also in-depth, informal, and open-ended. Each participant was interviewed one-on-one, in private, and was assured the responses to the interview questions would be kept confidential. Each interview was audio-taped and videotaped, and then transcribed. Because of the personal nature of the experiences encountered during this study, it was important to consider not only the spoken words of the participants, but the emotional responses, physical gestures, tone of voice, pauses, and any other nonverbal communications exhibited by the participants. I conducted follow-up individual interviews in the winter of 2001 and the spring of 2002. The participants and I met in my office to talk about if and how the experience was continuing to impact them. The questions in this interview were directed at uncovering any incidences that had occurred in the months since the immersion experience that could be identified as directly related to that experience. 73 Obseryations. The participants had many opportunities to team-teach and solo teach in the primary setting, an elementary general music classroom. After observing the music specialist for two days working with various grade levels, each participant had the opportunity to choose whether to try a team-teaching segment the next day. As the participants planned together in the evening, I visited with each group, taking field notes and making observations about their thought processes in planning their lessons. I inforrmlly observed each of the planning sessions throughout the experience, looking to see if the participants were beginning to put any new self-awarenesses into action. I also videotaped each of their teaching segments, which we watched and discussed that evening in the apartment. Data Analysis During data analysis, I attempted to make meaning from all the information collected. In this study, I used a constant comparative method of data analysis (Glaser & Strauss, 1967) in which I compared one section of data with another, and prior data with data collected daily to determine any similarities or differences. This allowed for the construction of categories and overall themes that occurred in an ongoing process with the data collection. As I read through the documents from the week of orientation, immersing myself in them and asking questions of them, initial groupings began to emerge that allowed for comparison to data collected during the immersion experience. The collected data were organized initially in a database and coded according to the categories or themes. Then data were organized in even more detail. Once cross- analysis of data was conducted, I was then able to begin to theorize about the findings. 74 Reliabilfl' an_d Validity In order to address the issues of reliability and validity, methods of triangulation were employed. Data source triangulation required that I look at the pre-service music teacher talk in the different settings in which the study occurred. Did they use the same sort of “talk” immediately after the observation as they did during focus group discussions and in individual interviews? I was also able to use additional data sources available after several months had passed. These additional sources included follow-up interviews, papers written for other courses, and data collected flour a conference presentation in which all the participants were co-presenters. Also, methodological triangulation was used in the variety of data collection sources including interviews, examination and coding of participant journals, categorizing of videotaped planning and teaching sessions, and transcriptions of audio- tape collected dming the commute from the setting to the residence. Audibility (Lincoln & Guba, 1989) was attempted in this study to satisfy the need for reliability. As the researcher was the instrument for the data gathered during interviews, audibility was dependent on the ability and competency of the researcher’s interviewing skills. My background in marketing, sales, and public relations while working in the music retail business provided me with prior interviewing experience and assured that my listening skills were highly developed. All discussions were audio-taped, and interviews were both audio-taped and video-taped. The researcher was the only individual to transcribe these tapes and interpret the data, minimizing the possibility of errors in interpretation. 75 Typically, the methodology chapter includes descriptions of the participants. However, because the participants are part of the story, their introductions are included in Chapter Four. 76 CHAPTER FOUR The Course, the Setting, The Participants, and Critical Incidents Researchers and educators who consider the development of intercultural competence crucial to pre-service teacher training have recommended a combination of strategies that include both course work and immersion field experience with opportunities for guided reflection (Fry & McKinney, 1997; Mason, 1997; Olmedo, 1997; Wiggins & Follo, 1999). I have followed these recommendations in this study by designing a course whose purpose was to begin to uncover what was necessary for pre- service music education teachers to be competent and effective in a culturally diverse classroom. Based on the review of literature and the concept of intercultural competence, the initial step in this discovery process was to encourage the participants to examine and confiont their own personal beliefs toward persons fi'om diverse cultural backgrounds. This chapter discusses the organization and sequence of the cause, describes the setting both on—campus and timing the immersion experience, introduces the participants, and describes two critical incidences that occurred during the experience. 1Q Come There were two components to this course: 1) a week of orientation on the Michigan State campus that provided an opportunity for pre-service music teachers to examine their own beliefs and attitudes concerning teaching in a culturally diverse setting; and 2) two weeks immersion internship at an elementary school in Detroit, Michigan, which involved observation, team teaching, and individual teaching. 77 Readinga Three texts were required for this course: Savage Inequalities, by Jonathan Kozol, The Bluest Eye, by Toni Morrison, and The Art of Crossing Cultures, by Craig Stortie. Complete information on these texts is included in the syllabus (see Appendix F) .We began first with The Art of Crossing Cultures, which examined cultural adjustment and effective cross-cultural interaction. The book was written in the context of traveling and living abroad, but it was applicable to living and working in a setting that is culturally unfamiliar. The book used the words "adapt" and "adjust" to mean "the process of learning the new culture and its behaviors and language in an effort to understand and empathize with people of the culture, and to live among and interact successfully with them" (Stortie, 1990, p. xvii). The author presented two types of problems or incidents that he identified as Type I and Type II incidents. In a Type I incident, a cultural incident occurs causing a reaction from the outsider, which prompts the outsider to withdraw. A Type H incident is one in which the outsider commits the cultural blunder, causing a reaction among the local people who then withdraw. It was important for the participants tobeable tounderstandandrecognizethesetwo types ofincidents inordertorealize how ineffective the process of withdrawal is. “The more we retreat fi'om the culture and thepeople, thelesswe learnaboutthem;the lessweknowaborrtthernthemore uncomfortable we feel among them; the more uncomfortable we feel among them, the more inclined we are to withdraw” (Stortie, 1990, p. 32). This was an important first step toward developing a sense of self-awareness and beginning to understand how preconceptions can impact teaching. If each of us expects that everyone else is just like us, we expect everyone to behave as we do and learn as we do. We also tend to assume 78 that we behave like everyone else. These assumptions are at the heart of cultural miscommunications, misunderstandings, and discomfort, not only within communities, but also within classrooms. I assigned The Bluest Eye beginning the third day of the orientation week, and the participants read this book at their own pace, continuing into the immersion weeks. Because of the intensity of the experience, and the daily assignments given during the orientation week, the participants did not begin reading the Kozol text until the immersion weeks, again proceeding at their own pace. We discussed these two texts informally during the immersion weeks. I included two additional readings during the orientation week, “Report from the Bahamas,” by June Jordan and “Social Class and Hidden Curriculum of Work,” by Jean Anyon. I intentionally chose these two readings because their focus was not solely on race but class and gender as well. Jordan discussed her realization, during a vacation in the Balnmas, that “the usual race and class concepts of connection, or gender assumptions of unity, do not apply very well” (Jordan, p. 29). It was her belief that factors of race, class, and gender may be indicators of common conflict but are unreliable when considered as elements of connection among individuals. Even though she encountered individuals with whom she shared certain cultural aspects, she discovered she had no real connection to these individuals, in spite of her beliefs of universal solidarity due to race or gender. The Anyon article focused on social class, defining it as the way a person relates to the “process and society by which goods, services, and culture are produced” (Anyon, 1980, p. 69). This article examined five elementary schools in contrasting social class 79 communities in the context of the types of tasks given to the children and in the types of interaction. The article presented examples that illustrated differences in classroom experiences, suggesting that knowledge and skills that may lead to social power, and more socially acceptable occupations are made available to the more elite social groups, but not to students fiom the working classes. Activities The activities I selected for the orientation week were critical for their content and the discussions they prompted, but equally important was the sequence of the activities. There were several goals behind the choice of activities and the order in which they occurred. The initial goal was to establish some sense of trust among the participants, as the issues involved were extremely personal and often controversial. A second primary goal was to find out as much about each other’s personal history and cultural background in order to not only get to know one another, but to see the differences and similarities among ourselves. A third primary goal was to begin to develop an awareness of our beliefs and attitudes concerning cultural diversity, first from an intellectual level, and then from a more emotional level, and the origins of those beliefs and attitudes. In order to quickly create an environment in which all participants felt comfortable and safe sharing their thoughts, feelings, and opinions, I asked them to create a set of ground rules for all to abide by throughout the experience. The ground rules generated by the participants were: 1) to be honest with how we each feel, not worrying about being politically correct; 2) to be respectful of each other’s faults and cultural backgrounds; 3) to not be afraid to respectfully challenge one another by asking questions, but to refrain from personal attacks, to focus on ideas; 4) to be comfortable 80 enough to say, “I don’t want to talk right now;” and 5) to put trust on the table and say, in good faith, we are going to just trust one another. During the discussion that centered on creating ground rules, it became clear that the participants were quickly becoming comfortable with one another, evidenced by the fi'eedom with which they spoke concerning issues that were important to them and how they wished to be treated by the others in the group. For example, one participant stated that if she made some type of comment that was stereotypical, she would like for the others to point it out to her. “If they don’t say that to me, I may not hear what Ijust said.... It would disturb me ifI said something that held prejudice in it and I knew it and no one said anything, and I knew that we all went to bed at night knowing that I said that. I would rather confront it” (Whitney, group discussion, May 7). Another participant described her own cultural background and experience, admitting her own sometimes stereotypical perspectives; “Because I’m from the South, these things that you guys say to me are just completely, sometimes they’re weird. And I’m putting you guys in the same category and stereotyping everyone!” (Gail, group discussion, May 7). They also began to express concern for each other’s comfort; “Does that feel comfortable to you all? Because I know some people are not as confiontational in their personalities and that might be uncomfortable for some people, so how do you guys feel about tlnt?” (Megan, group discussion, May 7). Through their discussion and by establishing operational ground rules, the participants began to have some level of ownership in the process, began to express wlmt they saw as personal shortcomings, and began to express their own concerns and concerns for each other. 81 Additional activities during the orientation week continued to build on uncovering our own personal histories, the differences and similarities between ourselves and others, biases and stereotypes we unconsciously held, and how we viewed the word “multicultural” in general terms and in the context of music education. In order for the participants to be comfortable with one another and to quickly get to know each other, I asked that we write our personal histories, to include our upbringing, our cultural/ethnic background, our religious history, our education, our family’s socio-economic leveL and our relationships with family members. We wrote our autobiographies the evening after the first day of orientation week; then, rather than just having us read to one another, I had us talk through our histories and experiences. We spent approximately four hours sharing personal information, telling stories about our grandparents, describing particularly challenging times in our lives, and discovering some important ways in which we were all similar and different. By exploring our cultural backgrounds and life experiences, we began to reveal the roots of our beliefs and attitudes toward peeple unlike ourselves, leading to discussions of why we react the way we do, and how those ingrained beliefs might impact our teaching. To explore their cultural backgrounds deeper and contribute to their own recollections and experiences, I asked the participants to interview one of their parents, asking their mother or father to share any stories or incidents they could remember about their grandparents and great-grandparents. While discussing our backgrounds, several similarities began to emerge. All of the participants had a very strong and loyal base of family and fi'iends. Four of the participants had very strong family structures and support. 82 Even the one participant whose parents had divorced expressed how much she relied on the support of her father and sisters. All of the participants had siblings, and all of their parents attended college. The parents of three of the participants hold degrees, and the other two participants had parents that attended college but did not graduate. Their families highly value education and have made sure that their children attend colleges and universities. Each of the participants expressed how important faith was in her life. Three were Protestant, one was Catholic, and one was Jewish Each of them regularly attended church or synagogue and expressed how important faith was in her daily life. Several participants discussed being called to teach, related being led to take this course, and predicted that fiith would play a major role in the success of their firttue teaching experiences. All of the participants had traveled abroad more than once, either as a tourist, to visit family, or as an exchange student. Three of the participants grew up in one place, while the other two moved often. Three of the participants had an immediate family member that was a cancer survivor. After discussing our personal histories and experiences, we explored the word “multicultural,” discovering that culture is not necessarily synonymous with race and ethnicity. The participants were asked to generate as many dimensions of culture as they could, reflecting on the dimensions of their own culture with which they identified. After identifying aspects of culture such as food, dress, music, family structure, social etiquette, standards of beauty, and religion, we reflected on the list, discovering we had left out race, and that sexual orientation, social class, and gender appeared very late in the 83 process. This led to a discussion of how there could be conflict in the way we typically identify others and the ways we would like to be identified. The participants realized that the components of their cultures that were important to them centered around spirituality, morals, and values, and that the basis for cultural understanding of people unlike ourselves is typically centered around more concrete and behavioral aspects, such as appearance, language, and approaches to non-verbal communication. In the context of music education, the participants agreed that their students should go through a process in which they identify their interests and their cultures. As they proceed through a survey of difiemnt music fi'om around the world, chosen based on the cultural backgrounds of the students themselves, they would produce a portfolio in which they address their perceptions, what they have learned, and how their perceptions possibly change. Emphasis should be placed not on a sequence of musical activities, but on “how the human spirit interacts with music.” I administered a “Multicultural Awareness Quiz” on the third day of the orientation week. The purpose of this quiz was to illustrate how om perceptions of reality and what we learn through the media and the education system may often be incorrect. The questions related to race, gender, and socioeconomic class. Sample questions are: During what day of the year do women’s shelters report a 40% increase in call for help? What percentage of US. newspapers do not have any Black reporters on staff? What percentage of the 71,000 Americans employed as professional athletes are African America? According to the United Nations Human Development Report, what country has trained over 25,000 of its teachers, and as a result, over 3 million children, in human rights education? After completing the quiz, and reviewing the correct answers, the participants engaged in a discussion about how we receive cultural information, how we process that information, how misinformation can contribute to stereotyping and oppression, and how as educators they could challenge these stereotypes. On the third day of orientation week, we also explored aspects of culture with which we most strongly identified, and how we ourselves have been victims of bias or stereotyping. The activity required that we identify the form most important cultural attributes by which we define ourselves. The answers the participants chose reflected back on the histories they had shared through their autobiographies, so this was not necessarily new information. However, this activity revealed the characteristics that they considered most important. For example, one participant shared that she viewed herself as a Christian, a family member, a student and pursuer of knowledge, and a fiiend. All five of the participants included their faith or spirituality, all five included an aspect of family, four identified themselves as students, three identified themselves as musicians, two identified physical characteristics, and two recognized the importance of their cultural background. The choice of these categories by each of the participants was enlightening, not only to them as they learned more about each other, but also to me, as a researcher considering what each of the participants brought to this experience and how that might effect their perception of events timing the immersion portion of the course. M I included two films during the orientation week. We watched “The Color of Fear” on the second day and “The Blue-Eyed Experiment” on the third day. “The Color of Fear” presented an account of a men’s discussion group during a weekend seminar. The group focused on issues of culture, particularly race, that they 85 experienced in each of their lives. The group was culturally diverse, made up of Afiican Americans, Caucasians, Chinese, Japanese, and Latinos. The topics that emerged from the discussion following this film included: the difliculty in viewing the world through anything other than our own cultural lenses; that this difficulty is just human nature; that members of the dominant culture do not think about racial issues because they do not have to; that the culture of America is to be accepting of all cultures; that it is difficult to think about demographic change and the possibility that the roles of majority/minority might be reversed; that racism is not necessarily the White person’s responsibility; that it is easy to be ignorant; that bias is something that is deeply ingrained and can never be erased; and that even though people might consider themselves open and fi'ee of bias, it exists on a subconscious level, and there might be a fear of those biases actually being exposed. The participants continued to refer back to this film throughout the rest of the orientation week and throughout the immersion weeks. Their reactions to this film continued to evolve, and they became aware of new perceptions concerning their own biases and how society functions in the United States in terms of cultural diversity. “The Blue-Eyed Experiment” was a film that depicted a training program that many employers have used to help develop cultural competence among their employees. The program was developed by Jane Elliott and evolved from an experiment she conducted with her students when she was an elementary public school teacher. After the death of Martin Luther King, Sr., she felt compelled to share the concepts of tolerance and acceptance with her all White students, so she devised an experience in which the students would know what it felt like to be discriminated against. She separated the 86 students according to eye-color and treated the brown-eyed students as inferior to the blue-eyed. The structure of the training program was the same, with people of a particular eye color subjected to verbal taunts, derision, insults, and made to feel intellectually inferior. The topics that emerged during the discussion of this film included: members of the dominant culture do not have any idea what it is like to truly be discriminated against; being able to empathize would make people more aware of injustice and want to do something about it; all people have a responsibility in terms of cultural acceptance and social justice; prejudice and bias have been perpetuated over centuries; ignorance and non-action are as bad as negative action; people of color endure racism on a daily basis throughout their lives; rather than feeling helpless and overwhelmed by the immensity of this issue, people can make a difference in their individual lives and individual classrooms. There were much stronger reactions in the context of social justice to this film than to “The Color of Fear.” I had not consciously thought through the impact of which of the films should be seen first, but there were obvious benefits to the sequence that occurred. The first film approached the issues of cultural diversity and racial intolerance fiom a more intellectual viewpoint. The participants thought about this film and went through a logical process in trying to determine the impact of the film. The second film made much more of an emotional effect. One participant noted, This video was inspiring to me, opposite the other video. After the other video [“The Color of Fear”], I think I probably even said this in our discussion, I felt really frustrated. And I saw it [the issue] as too complex. I think the difference is that this video went to the emotions, and these people’s feelings directly. Instead 87 of like a discussion where these men were trying to grapple with it intellectually. So after this video, I feel inspired and more anxious to dedicate my life to this issue. Whereas before I felt helpless to the issue. It’s strange how I had much different reactions (Whitney, journal entry, May 10). My own journal entry echoed what this participant felt — “Showing ‘The Blue- eyed Experiment’ close to the end is good. It is more emotional and it’s good they’ve aheady begun to think through things.” The last day of the orientation week was spent visiting Detroit, seeing where we would be living, meeting the music instructor with whom we would be primarily working, and visiting the elementary school where we would be working. I also asked each participant to answer a series of questions. The questions were: 1) Whatisteaching?2) What is learning?3) Whataretheroles ofthe studentandthe teacher? 4) Describe what is needed to be a successful teacher in a culturally diverse setting, 5) Describe your thoughts concerning the possibility of teaching in a culturally diverse environment, 6) How do the attitudes and behaviors of students from culturally diverse backgrounds compare to your own attitudes and behaviors? 7) How would you characterize the learning ability of children from culturally diverse backgrounds? The first time the participants answered these questions was on the first day of the orientation week. They took time during class to write their answers to these questions. They answered the same questions again on the last day of the immersion experience, but this time I asked them the questions during their exit interview, and they talked through their answersratherthanwritmgthemThecomparisonoftheanswersmthesesetsof 88 questions are included in data analysis in Chapter Five, not in a stand-alone section, but integrated within each of the individual cases. The Settmg' There were three primary settings in which we lived and worked during this course; one for the orientation week, one in which we lived during the irnmersions weeks, and one in which we worked during the immersion weeks. We spent the orientation week on the campus of Michigan State University, in a conference room that was typically not available for classes. Because this week occurred during the break between Spring and Summer semesters, we were able to meet in a more intimate environment than that of a typical classroom. The small conference room contained a large table and several comfortable chairs. Class sessions met from nine in the morning to four in the afternoon Monday through Thursday, with a break for lunch. We spent most of the day Friday in Detroit, getting familiar with the setting. Dming the immersion weeks, we lived in an apartment used for housing for a visual and graphic arts school in downtown Detroit. The building was located across the street fi'om the Detroit Institute of Art, and two blocks from Wayne State University in an area containing museums, oflices, and businesses, with a fair amount of pedestrian traffic that contributed to a feeling of safety. The apartment was large and comfortable, in an older building with high ceilings and views of downtown Detroit. There were three bedrooms, a living room, dining room, kitchen, and two baths. The primary site for the majority of our observations and teaching was a public elementary school located in Mexicantown, an area in Detroit with a large Hispanic p0pu1ation. The school was small, with only around 500 students, and the student 89 population was quite diverse, as described in Chapter Three. The building was old and did not have a playground, lunchroom, or auditorium. A multipurpose room served as the library, the nurse’s station, and office space. Even though the participants expressed some reservations about the conditions, the building was equipped fairly well, with a computer lab, good- sized classrooms, and adequate resources and materials. The library, while small and disorganized, contained books both in English and Spanish Even though there was no lunchroom, lunches were available and served in the classrooms. The restrooms, while needing some cosmetic attention, were clean and functional. The music room was well equipped, with a wide variety of Orff instruments, a piano, risers, percussion instruments, and a sizable collection of music books and recordings. We did not visit in the other classrooms, so the impressions of the participants were somewhat limited. Their observations and viewpoints were an indicator of potential cultural conflict and culture shock at being in an environment unlike that to which they were accustomed. The Participants Five individuals participated in this course. They were all female, and all music education majors. Two were masters students working toward teacher certification in music education, and three were undergraduates working toward a bachelor’s in music education. This section will introduce each of the participants and give biographical infornntion. In spite of cultural differences, the defining characteristics of all five of the participants were quite similar. 90 C_annJLe At the time of this course, Camille was 24 years old and in the second year of her post Bachelor of Musical Arts and Masters certification program. She had already taken choral methods, elementary general methods, and early childhood methods. Her other music education coursework included Teaching General Music to Secondary Students. She had experience teaching early childhood music in the Community Music School at Michigan State University. Camille was born in Lansing, Michigan, but, because of her father’s profession, moved often Her father is a chef, and her mother went to college to be a teacher but did not graduate. Her parents divorced when she was thirteen, after moving back to Michigan, and Camille finished high school there. Her mother grew up on a farm and is one of eight children. This family apparemly was not very comforting or supportive. Her mom’s side of the family is Scotch-Irish, independent and strong. Her mother traveled to Belize after finishing high school and met Camille’s father there. They moved to Michigan, married, and began a family. Camille has one younger sister and an older adopted sister from Belize. Her father was born in Belize, of Caribbean, Spanish, and Mayan descent. His mother was somewhat of an entrepreneur, making bread to sell. She was one of the first people in her village to save her money and have a washing machine and a refrigerator. Otherwise, life was fairly spartan, with no indoor plumbing. Camille experienced a closeness fi'om her father and his side of the family, because “they (her relatives in Belize) will do anything for their children, they really will. There’s nothing that could separate them fiom their 91 child, which is really wonderful. That’s something that’s very different from what I experienced on my mom’s side of the family” (autobiography). She felt an attraction to her Hispanic culture, but had struggled with being bi-racial and not feeling as though she really belonged in one place or another. I always felt that there was just something special about where my dad came fiom. But then I never really felt like I, I don’t have the typical, the stereotypical Latina or Mexican look. Here in Michigan especially, if you don’t look Mexican, you’re not Hispanicwand so I grew up with the music and the food, the lilt in the language of their broken English. There’s just something about there that I wanted back (autobiography). Religion had been a big part of Camille’s life. She was brought up Catholic and has continued to rely on her faith during difficult times of her live, particularly during her parent’s divorce and when her father was diagnosed with cancer. Dm'ing her fieshman year in high school, her father went to New York to be treated, and there were periods of time when she did not hear from him and did not know if he was improving or not. “When everybody else was worried about what clothes they were going to wear, or who they wanted to go out with to the dance, I was worried about whether my dad was even alive or not” (autobiography). It was during this time that faith and prayer became a vital part of her life. As she struggled considering a career choice, whether to continue on in vocal performance or change to education, she visited one of her aunts who was a nun. She stayed at the convent and visited a music classroom where a music teacher was working with elementary students. She believed that God led her to a career in music education, although she has continued to sing. 92 Camille’s primary personal characteristics are defined by her Hispanic culture, her strong Catholic faith, her struggles in her immediate family, her desire to work with young children, and her identity as a performing artist. my At the time of the course, Whitney was 20 years old and in her third year of her undergraduate music education degree. She had taken elementary methods, but no other methods courses. She was born in Ann Arbor, Michigan, and grew up in Livonia, in the same house her parents moved into when they married and where they continue to live. She grew up in a very close, supportive family, surrounded by both sets of grandparents as well as aunts and uncles. She has a brother three years younger, and a sister who is ten years younger. She went to a small, private Lutheran elementary school, with only around 100 students. This school was affiliated with the church where her grandfather was the minister. She considered this religious affiliation to be the core of her family culture: “And that is what my family culture is, Lutheran ministers” (autobiography). In addition tohergrandfhther,herunclewasaLutheranminister,aswellasbothgreatunclesand both great grandfathers. Every male born on her mother’s side of the family for the past two generations was a Lutheran minister. Both of her great-grandmothers were educated, professional women, and her grandmother on her father’s side put herself through college after marrying and having three children. Whitney attended private school through fifth grade, when many changes occurred in her family life. Her grandfather passed away, so her family changed churches 93 to one closer to their home. That same year, her younger sister was diagnosed with cancer, a very rapid myocarcinoma, which is a rare form of cancer that afl‘ects the reproductive organs. This was a pivotal time for Whitney’s family, as the treatment lasted for two years, dm'ing which they were in and out of the hospital. Whenever you have a big emotional thing happen to a family, a big crisis, it’s like the attributes and values of that family are, you know, a light is shown on them. . ..a big value of my family is family closeness, and loyalty and honesty and openness (autobiography). Whitney’s mother and father were very open about the illness, describing in detail the symptoms, treatments, and procedures. They devised charts and diagrams to help explain things to their other children. At all times, their parents talked to Whitney and her siblings in adult terms. They didn’t ever change their vocabulary, they didn’t ever change their expectations when we were kids. And that affected a lot of how I feel like I’m treated by people now. Because I hate being patronized, and I hate people speaking down to me. . .(autobiography). Whitney managed to have fond memories of the whole experience because of the way her parents handled the situation. They had picnics in the hospital hallways, played with the other cancer patients, and even built a facsimile of a CAT scan machine so the younger sister could get accustomed to being in it. Whitney’s faith had been extremely important to her, particularly being reared in a family of ministers. Her family stressed the importance of the privacy of faith, as an 94 individual experience, and she had continued to rely on her faith for support and guidance through her life. Whitney switched to public schools in sixth grade, and was tracked into the gifted and talented program. She became involved in choir and drama, and “became a dork. But I never knew it, and I’ve always been oblivious to the social whatever.” She became involved in many extracurricular activities, had lots of friends, went to parties, but “had really a pretty dull life. Not anything racy, I came home and did my homework.” She worked hard to succeed in high school, motivated by her parents who encouraged her to “just do your best.” After her fieshman year in college, she studied abroad in Austria for a month, then participated in an alternative spring break involving community work in Merida, Mexico. Whitney’s defining characteristics come from her close-knit, supportive, well educated family, her strong Protestant faith, her academic background, and her desire to be the best person she can be. Magaa Megan had just finished her senior year as an undergraduate in musiceducation. She had already taken elementary general methods and early childhood methods, but had very little teaching experience at this time. She was born in Michigan and is the second of five children. She and her siblings have a wide range between her ages, 18 years between the oldest and the youngest. She and her older sister grew up together, with her younger brother born ten Years later. 95 Megan’s mother is half Italian and half English, part of a close knit family that always celebrated holidays together. Because of Megan’s grandfather’s dominant personality, they have always celebrated their Italian heritage. Her father’s background is Western European and 1/16 Native American. Neither of her parents have a college degree, although both of them attended. Her parents married when they were 18, and her mother has always been a stay-at-home morn. Her parents struggled financially early in their marriage, but managed to provide a strong, close family life. I have immense respect for them because of their dedication to principle and conviction. Rather than getting a job, my mother made extreme budget and lifestyle choices to make this possible. All through my childhood, I never remember going out to dinner with my parents. My parents couldn‘t afford to buy us any new clothes, so we pmchased all of our clothes from garage sales. Everything is relative. In comparison to my friends, we were very poor. In comparison to the average world system, we were doing quite well (autobiography). Megan was reared in a tolerant and accepting environment, in spite of her parents’ backgrounds. Both my parents grew up in prejudiced homes. My grandfathers would make derogatory comments in hem of me as a child, and l have to imagine that similar comments flowed much more freely while my parents were children. My great- grandfather on my dad's side was horrible. I can remember an instance as a child. It's as plain as day. I was up north at his cabin. This was when ‘ crimping’ your 96 hair was the stylish thing to do for a third grader. My great-grandfather walked by me, and made what he thought was a frmny joke, ‘ you look like a G—d—Damn Nigger.’ Even just typing it makes me shudder. He was known for his foul language. We would all just laugh at him when he would swear about his daughter’s cooking, but even as a child I knew that this wasn't funny (autobiography). Her parents not only talked about the importance of being tolerant, but also provided an example for Megan through their actions. One of her father's boyhood friends became openly gay as an adult. His parents died, and he developed a drinking problem. Even though his lifestyle choices were very different from her mother and father's moral convictions, her parents gave him their support and love. From time to time, he would call my parents, drunk and suicidal. Both of them what always drop what they were doing to help him in his darkest moments. My parents showed me, not with words but with actions, that regardless of your differences in beliefs we have a responsibility to love others and act on that love (autobiography). Faith has always been an important part of Megan’s life, fiom her early childhood. Her mother was a strong influence on her and her spiritual development. Shortly after marriage, my mother began to seriously investigate spiritual truths. She read the Bible fi'om fi'ont to back. My mother's relationship with God began to grow. Every day my mother would wake an hour before my sister and I, studying scripture and praying. This daily regimen would influence me more than any words ever spoken (autobiography). 97 Her parents valued not only spirituality but education as well. Megan was enrolled first in a Montessori school, then in a private Christian school with a strong academic curriculum. She and her sister stayed in this school until Megan was in the eighth grade, when they then transferred to a public high school. Megan began to experience diversity at a young age, in spite of the homogeneity of her school and community. The entire student population of her school was White, except for two students, one of which happened to be one of her closest friends. This student was from Iraq, and Megan spent much time in her home through high school becoming acquainted with her culture. Megan admitted that she had always been intrigued by people from diverse cultural backgrounds in spite of the limited etlmic diversity in her own background. I don't ever remember considering race in high school. I never had to. I do remember my limited experiences with people of color because they were so interesting and far and few between. I worked at a local family-owned market and specialty shop for a couple of years. I can remember an Afi‘ican-American gentleman coming through my checkout line. I was beside myself with excitement and nerves. I was always very curious about other cultures and just ‘other’ people in general. I can remember trying so hard to make him feel welcome. I just wanted him to know that I was not prejudiced (as far as I knew at the time) and I wanted to encourage him to come back... after he left, I thought, ‘ you know, I just wish that he could come through my line and I wouldn't notice his color. Why do I have to notice it? That I wouldjust see a customer.’ It made me mad that I couldn't do that (autobiography). 98 Her academic life continued at a state university in Michigan, where she encountered more cultural diversity that she had ever experienced. As an undergraduate, she had the opportunity to travel to Europe for six weeks. While there, she visited Austria, Italy, Switzerland, Germany, France, England, and Spain. This was one of the most thrilling experiences of my life. I loved the adventure. I loved experiencing the language, the food, the music, the people, the art, the tradition, and the architecture. The list could go on and on. The two weeks in Spain were definitely the furthest from my culture I had ever been. The Germanic countries have much more in common with the United States. I found myself looking different than everyone in Spain. The food was drastically different. It was very good for me to see people living in a world very different from my own (autobiography). The summer following her junior year, she traveled to Budapest, Hungary on a mission trip with her church This trip was a pivotal moment as far as Megan’s faith was concerned. She had been very independent, and a typical, rambunctious teenager up until this point. Druing this trip, she got to know the man who would become her husband, and they began to explore together the importance of their faith I meded to make my faith my own. [My future husband] walked into my life. He had an amazing relationship with God that he showed me through his actions. His life was used to change mine. At that time we both really began to grow together in our faith From that season on, my life has continued down this path, my faith growing in importance. .This trip was especially significant because my focus was not on myself, but on reaching out to other people and accepting them just where they were in life (autobiography). Another life changing experience for Megan occurred during her junior year. She became a Resident Assistant, overseeing a floor in a dormitory with 46 residents. Because she interacted with people from diverse cultural backgrounds, she began to become aware of the issues and challenges that culturally diverse people face. This experience was a huge stretch. In addition to the campus activities and college life, I was broadly trained in racial issues, sexual orientation issues, suicide intervention, anything you can imagine as an issue/possibility in the dorm. My direct supervisor who became a wonderful support and fiiend was half Hawaiian and a gay man. Five of my fellow staff people were people of color. These were really the first candid relationships I had had with people of color, who began to open my eyes to the issues they face every day in a White man's world (autobiography). Megan was married the month after our experience in Detroit ended. Her husband is an assistant minister in a church in northern Michigan. For Megan, her defining characteristics were the importance of her faith, her strong, supportive family, and her cultural experiences. _G_ai_l At the time ofthe Detroit course, Gail was 24 years old and hadjust completed her first year of her master’s degree in music education. She had already taken elementary methods, instrumental methods, and early childhood methods. She had taught 100 as a substitute in the public schools in Richmond, Virginia, but had very little experience at the elementary level. Gail is the oldest of three children. She considers herselfa Southerner because she grew up in Richmond, Virginia. Her parents have lived apart for about five years but are not divorced. Gail grew up in a very protective, sheltered environment with strict parents who valued the importance of education They were very strict bringing us up, and they were very protective. I wasn’t allowed to watch t.v., I wasn’t allowed to see R-rated movies. . .My parents valued education very highly. My mom, in fact, has a lot of problems because my brother did not value education So he did not do very well in school. . .My mom cared, though She pulled him out ofschool because he was acting out. They put him in a military academy and he still had a bad attitude. So they put him into home schooling. .There were a lot of fights growing up about grades. But I didn’t get any pressure at all because I was fine. And it was like, we g9 going to college. . . (autobiography). Although she described her family as very close and important to her, she revealed that her parents were not necessarily open and communicative with her or her siblings. Ithinkmy momjust needstobeonherown. Myparents, theytreatuslikekids. I’m 25, I’m tired of being treated like a kid! At Thanksgiving, I sit at the kids’ table! They don’t really tell us what’s going on with them. They have lived apart for about five years, but they are still married. My mom is hard to get along with. 101 My dad is great for her. . .I don’t know what’s going on with them. I don’t like to think about it (autobiography). The grandparents on Gail’s mom’s side were Irish but lived in the United States. Her grandmother was born in Ireland, and her grandfather in Michigan of Irish parents. The family was Catholic, so Gail’s mom attended Catholic schools. She was the oldest of six children and was very close to her father, but had not kept in touch with her siblings, for the most part. Her father was in the Navy, so the family moved around often. Gail viewed this side of her family as close, but admitted they did not see each other often Her [Gail’s mom] brothers are, from what I can gather, all of her sisters and brothers are pretty rebellious. I have one uncle who was a hermit for 20 years. He did not speak to anyone else. He did not speak to his dad: they had a falling out. He lived in Colorado, and just recently in the last ten years 1nd decided to go back to school. And my grandfather apparently paid for it. So they lave kind of come back together. My other aunts and uncles, they have a lot of issues (autobiography). Gail’s grandparents on her dad’s side were from rural Pennsylvania and struggled with poverty. Gail described her dad’s side of the family as very close, visiting with each other every Christmas and recently relocating to live near one another. She admired her father, not only because he had been a good provider for his family, but was also well- respected in the community. My dad is really cool. He is somebody that I really look up to a lot. Because he is, he isjust great. He is cool in that he is laid-back and he is also cool in that he provides. He goes to work at seven in the morning and leaves at seven at night. 102 Every day in a job that I wouldn’t be able to do. Right now he is a computer analyst...But the reasonI look up to him is mostly because he is such a leader in the church. . .My dad is well-respected among the people in my chm'ch (autobiography). Gail described her mom as “pretty eccentric” and very opinionated. If you think I’m opinionated, get to my mom and she will just totally be one side or the other. It’s black or white. And if it’s not what she says, that is wrong. No question, no argument allowed. Very autonomous. . .and that is still an issue with me (autobiography). Both of her parents were educated. Her father has a master’s degree in electrical engineering, and her mother has a degree in art history. Gail married in 2000 and credited her husband for providing a balance in their relationship. Ithinkltakeaftermy momIdon’t wantto,butldo. Andmy husbandisvery good about kind of giving me the outside point of view of what I do and how it looks to other people, and how I act. Howl affect other people. He told me many times, you know, Gail, do you realize what you just said? We have good equilibrium between the two of us (autobiography). Educationally, Gail has always done well. She was a good student, earned good grades, and was very involved in extracurricular activities. She vacillated a bit about a career choice, first majoring in trombone performance, switching to biology at her mother’s suggestion, then ending up with a bachelor’s degree in music, specializing in music industry. 103 Religion played an important role in Gail’s upbringing, and she continued to be very involved in the Methodist church. She identified herself as Christian more than Methodist. She attended a Methodist church at the time of this course, and had received scholarships from the church Her church involvement, however, is somewhat independent. Irnadeapactwithmyselfto figure outwhatthiswhole Christianitythingwasall about. I would read the Bible every night. I wanted to figure out what was going onlreadachaptereverynight. And when] was 18,1kindofrealizedwhat it was all about. And I became a Christian in my heart...I still have issues and I still don’t go to Sunday School because usually I either know more about it than the guy who’s teaching it, or I have questions that they can’t answer. And I don’t wanttoputtheminabadsituation Soljust leave it aloneanddomy own research I would go to any church, not just the Methodist. I identify myselfas a Christian. Right nowI have the Methodist scholarship, so if I want to keep it, I have to go to the Methodist church I’m not sure if I didn’t have the scholarship if I would be there (autobiography). Gail had the opportunity to teach a humanities class as a Teaching Assistant. She described the course as five courses in one; a history of the United State combined with a history of the arts in which she was expected to also teach the students to write, to speak in public, and to think critically. She admitted that she was not well prepared for this. Itwasreally hard formetoteachldidn’tdo itthe second year,Ijust did itfor one year...You have to be a Renaissance woman to get it...I was a little unprepared, I will say that straight up fiont. I didn’t know what I was 104 doing...Teaching the class, I’d totally researched a lot of that stuff, and learned about it. ..I know the Harlem Renaissance, I know Black history, I had to teach it. I know the Civil Rights movement, because I had to teach it. I feel like I know a lot now. But I kind of came into this [the Detroit course] with the attitude, like, I aheady know everything... I remember I got into your thing [the Detroit course] and I was like, I've done this already! And I don't want to do this for another week. I had already had to read a bunch ofstuffsirnilar to what you had us read. Teaching that has totally helped me understand a lot more about stuff, I'm very well rounded now (autobiography). Gail’s defining characteristics can be described as being reared by very protective parents, the importance of family, her faith, and her academic background. Bagel Rachel had just finished her junior year in the music education program at the time of the course. She was 21 years old and had taken several methods courses, including strings, band, elementary methods, and early childhood. The only teaching experience she had at that time was assisting in early childhood classes in the Community Music School. Shehad lived inthe same Michigantownall her life, alongwithherparents and two younger sisters. Her family was close-knit, even though the relatives on one side are largely in Israel. Her family tried to visit them every other year. Her grandparents on her mother’s side live close by in Michigan, and she and her sisters spent many weekends with them. Her father was born in Israel, immigrating to the United States in his 20’s. Her 105 mother was born in Pennsylvania, and her grandparents in New York. She has been able to trace her great-grandparents to Russia. She attended public schools fi‘om kindergarten through twelfth grade and worked to earn good grades. I always would go to school trying to do my best, and most of the time I would get really good grades. One day I came home and I think with a D. I was really worried that my parents would be upset. But they told me, just do your best, and that’s all they cared about (autobiography). Several major events occurred in 1988. Her father was hit by a car while he was riding a bicycle close to home. Rachel went to the accident scene but was not allowed to see her dad. “It was just a really scary thing, they wouldn’t let me go to the hospital.” Her youngest sister was born that year, and her grandfather on her dad’s side died. “That was my first experience with death I sort of grew up a little bit that year.” The summer before her senior year in high school, her sister was diagnosed with leukemia. After being in remission for some time, the cancer reappeared. After doing considerable research, her parents took her for treatment to a hospital in Minneapolis. That was my freshman year at college. So I would go to classes, and then would drive home and take care of my (other) sister when she was home. Every weekend I would fly to Minnesota to be with my family. It was a really rough time (autobiography). The family’s Jewish faith proved to be a comfort during this trying time, and a source of healing. 106 There was nothing they (the doctors) could do, they had never seen anything so bad, and they said just keep her comfortable. But we all prayed and everyone around us, they all prayed. And around the world, my grandparents in Israel. .. and she ended up pulling through The doctors said they had never seen anything like it (autobiography). Rachel’s Jewish faith was very important to her, and she has continued to practice it. However, she felt a bit ostracized from her Christian school friends. “I would always feel slightly out of place around holidays just because I was the only one who was celebrating Hanukkah or Passover. No one else really knew what I was experiencing.” During her sophomore year, Rachel traveled with a group of Jewish students to Israel. “And that was pretty much the first time that I had really been exposed to other Jewish people my own age. [The town where I live] doesn’t have a huge Jewish population.” The following year, she decided to study in Israel for a little over a month Rachel began playing the piano when she was five. She comes fiom a musical family. Her mother played the piano, and her grandfather in Israel played the violin, once performing for the king of Egypt. Rachel’s defining characteristics have been influenced by her strong Jewish faith, her connection to her cultural heritage, her close, supportive family, and her identity as a musician. Critical Incidents One advantage to an immersion field experience is the opportunity for spontaneous events that would not occur in a typical classroom setting. During this 107 immersion experience, two incidents became critical to the development of new awarenesses for the participants. The first incident occurred during a visit to a high school with an all Afiican- American student population Our purpose for visiting this school was to observe and talk with the choral instructor. As the choir had just performed their final concert for the year, rehearsals were no longer in session The choral instructor offered to take us on a tour of some of the classrooms, allowing us to observe teachers working with students. These chssroom visits were unplanned. I had only intended to visit with the choral instructor. As we walked into the second classroom, we lined up against one wall in order to quietly observe. The instructor was a middle-aged, Afiican American male, dressed in a three-piece suit, holding a white handkerchief. It immediately became clear that the topic of discussion was the Rosa Parks incident and the Civil Rights movement. As we walked in, we felt all eyes in the classroom on us, all African-American eyes. The instructor encouraged the students to continue dialoguing, as they had apparently been actively engaged in open discussion, but when we walked in the room the discussion ceased. He also tried to lighten the atmosphere by making a few jokes about “these White people aren’t gonna lynch you.” One of his students began to re-engage and, when asked to define the word “discrimination,” responded, “hate!” We left the room after about five minutes, and thanked the instructor for allowing us to come in. As we went to 0m van, male students fiom the third floor of the building began shouting Obscenities at us. This incident was one of the most memorable ones of 0m experience. The participants discussed it at length immediately afterward, and several discussed it again 108 during their individual exit interviews. Three of the participants mentioned it in their follow-up interviews seven months later. I have never felt like I felt in that classroom. Never. I felt, and I don’t even know if I can put my finger on it. I felt uncomfortable. And I felt ashamed of what White people have done to Black people in the past. And I felt like I was carrying that baggage when I entered that classroom. Which is interesting because I don’t think about that baggage day-to-day (Whitney, exit interview, May 25). It made me really aware for the first time of how some Afi'ican Americans view me as a White person I’ve never really. . .it made me aware of my Whiteness and the history of White versus Black (Whitney, exit interview, May 25). This particular experience gave the participants the Opportunity to feel what it was like to be an “other.” Because we were engaged in an immersion field experience, we were able to experience this spontaneous event, immediately discuss it, and continue to reflect on what it meant to each of us over the next few days. If this had been a course in multicultural education on a college campus, this event would never have occurred. The second critical incident occurred on the next to last day of the immersion experience. We visited a magnet school with an all African American student population, withstudents ingradesonethrougheight. Becauseitwasamagrret schooLtherewere entrance requirements, uniform requirements, and no public transportation We observed a choral instructor, who was White, working with a group of fifth through eighth graders as they prepared for a concert The instructor interjected comments directed to us throughout the rehearsal, and then took time to visit with us after 109 her class. Some of the discussion among the participants afterward centered around comments that she made. I was kind of struck by her comment that you just become color blind. We have been talking about really looking at differences in kids and so it was kind of contrary to everything that we have been talking about (Camille, group discussion, May 24). This teacher also rmde the comment, “I like to win I like being in control. I like being the boss of 400 kids.” Reactions to this statement ranged from “I would have loved to hear her say I love nurturing and teaching 400 kids rather than...that was funny,” to “At first, I thought she was kidding. But I think she meant that she would like to be able to mold them into what she thought was a beautifirl musical product,” to “I thought it was an awfully dictator statement to make.” The consensus was that “I think it’s hard in general to try and decide what these people want, because if we meet them for halfan hom', while we are trying to analyze the connotation of her statements. . . these are all things that we don’t know.” The participants also commented on the school, the type of students that attend, and the families that they come fi'om. It is a completely different setting in that, in that environment, the kids deal with really good home life and good family structure, parental involvement. And she doesn’t deal with the same type of issues at the school that someone would at .. .an average Detroit school (Rachel, group discussion, May 24). 110 Rather than there being so much of an issue of race, the participants agreed that socioeconomic status and social class played a large role in how the instructor was able to relate with her students. I thought that the main difference of that school that we might be seeing was the economic difference, socioeconomic. Because in terms of having both parents at home, and that’s cultural, too, but I don’t know that that’s necessarily related to race. ..So I can see how she, her, in that situation that she would say that she, her teaching is not as much about race. . ..She admitted her school was more like a suburban school. Which, I thought that’s wlurt it seemed like to me (Whitney, group discussion, May 24). Because this school seemed to be safe and more academically challenging, Gail questioned why more urban parents did not send their children there. So whynottryandsend yourkidsthere?Andifthatmeansthatyoulmvetohave money, then you should work. . .to get to that point. . .What bothers me is that people don’t realize that they can choose to send their students to some other school. It bothers me that people don’t think that they can rise up, or that they can try and make more money if they want to try and send their kids to another school (Gail, group discussion, May 24). She also questioned why some parents chose to have several children when they could not then afford to take care of them in what she considered an appropriate manner. They can limit how many kids they have so they don’t put themselves in the situation where they don’t have enough money. And then they can send their kids lll to good schools if that’s what they, if they care about their kids (Gail, group discussion, May 24). Camille chose to counter these comments, because she had a different perspective as a Catholic and a bi-racial. “There are millions of people in the United States and around the world who cannot rise above what their economic status is.” This discussion continued for approximately two hours, with both of the participants offering their own viewpoints, most often conflicting and sometimes becoming quite emotional. After some time, Whitney interjected. I also see in the discussion a difference, a cultural difference about what success is. One culture may say success is giving an education and getting a job and rising. I see people coming fiom different situations where success is having your kids come home safe and alive each night. . .but when a person isn’t worried about those things, it’s easy to reach for higher things and to say that success is going to college. But if someone starts down here where success is day-to-day, and success is that you’re able to go to work, I don’t know that they can reach up there...it might be more of a privilege and more of a success to raise a family that takes care ofitselfand is strong in the community than it is to go to college and become middle-class. That might be what is valued by these people (Whitney, group discussion, May 24). The conversation ended in rather a stalemate, with Gail maintaining her position that it was reasonable to expect that all people should take on the American value of working hard to get the best education possible. 112 If they [immigrants] come over to America, and they have different values and one of those values is not to value education, then when they come to America, they pick up that value of education, then okay. That means that they are assimilating into what American culture is. And if they want to do that, then they are going to have to take it upon themselves to provide better educations or the best education, is my point. I’m not saying their values are wrong, that they shouldn’t have them. I’m just saying that if they’re going to take these values of, the American values, or White values, then they need to follow up on it, and do something about it rather than just sit and watch. . .(Gail, group discussion, May 24). This conversation continued to weigh on the two primary participants, who each exhibited fairly high levels of discomfort and withdrawal. However, the issues brought out in the discussion were pivotal. The participants discussed how people from different cultural backgrounds define success, and how traditional, American ideas of success are based on an Anglo, monetary, Protestant paradigm. They explored the idea that the American Dream, knowing that you can do whatever you want if you work hard enough, is often unrealistic and unattainable for people of other cultures. They discussed that it is often difficult for people fiom other cultural (ethnic, socioeconomic, religious) backgrounds to function in mainstream American society. And several of them began to realize that, as members of the dominant society, they have had opportrmities that many people fiom other cultural backgrounds have not. I think it’s hard for us as White to identify with the struggles that they go through and how diflicult it is (Megan, group discussion, May 24). 113 It’s just hard to think in someone else’s shoes. . .even though you think you might understand, you’re still, you’re not, you’re not that person You don’t understand exactly what it would be like (Rachel, group discussion, May 24). 114 CHAPTER FIVE Results The purpose of this study was to examine the personal conceptualizations of a group of pre-service music education students, by focusing on how they talked about learning to teach music in the context of cultural diversity, and to probe the relationships among these conceptualizations prior to, during, and after an immersion internship experience in a culturally diverse setting. The following questions will be specifically addressed: 1) 2) 3) 4) 5) How do pre-service music teachers talk about their beliefs concerning teaching music in a culturally diverse setting? How do pre-service music teachers’ personal histories inform or influence their beliefs about teaching music in a culturally diverse setting? Are the beliefs of the pre-service music teachers challenged or altered during the immersion internship, and if so, how do the pre-service music teachers talk about any new awarenesses? What aspects of the immersion internship experience do pre-service teachers identify as most valuable or that contribute to the development of new perspectives? As a result of the immersion internship, do pre-service teachers feel more knowledgeable and/or confident about teaching in a culturally diverse setting? Do they express more interest in teaching in a culturally diverse setting? 115 This chapter will present an analysis of the data gathered during the course in which these pre-service teachers participated. The analysis of the data from all five participants suggested that three of the cases had sufficient data to point out the similarities and differences among the participants. The two remaining participants each had similar reactions and responses to the ones that are included here. Megan’s responses were very similar to Whitney’s, falling into many of the same categories. Rachel needed to process ideas before she could talk about them. Consequently, she did not participate as much in the discussions, needing to reflect before she felt comfortable sharing her ideas. When looking at the transcripts, Rachel’s talk was minimal. The responses she did make were often similar to Gail’s responses. The addition of the remaining two cases would have added no new understanding of the impact of the experience. The three cases presented here captured the full range of both similarities and differences, and their responses formed the essence of the experience. I have categorized the discussions of the research questions according to how each of the individuals addressed them. Pre-service wic teachers’ % concew’ g their beliefs about teac ' music ' a culturally diverse settmg' I conducted a constant-comparative analysis of the transcripts from all audiotapes recorded over the course of the study, as well as transcripts fiom interviews, and individual journals. By coding the data, then refining the codes, categories began to emerge across the discourse of each of the participants. I was able to group these categories into four primary thmres that were appropriate for organizing the comments of each of the participants. These primary themes were Expectations, Preconceptions, Reactions, and Impact. The categories under each of these primary themes revealed how 116 the participants talked about their beliefs concerning teaching music in a culturally diverse setting. _Cam_i_11.§ Expectations The initial expectations that Camille expressed during the first few days of the orientation week on campus revolved around five central issues: her role as a teacher, developing self-awareness, possible bonds with the students due to her Hispanic heritage, classroom management, and apprehension of the unknown. Role as a Teacher. At this time, Camille identified her role as a teacher as being a positive influence on the life of her students. We are in this field to reach kids, and we want to change their lives, and we want to be there to be a role model for them, and show them that involving their world with art and music is a way of expressing themselves, and a way of knowing who they are and where they come from, and where they can go (group discussion, May 8). Rather than focusing on the mechanics of teaching and teaching techniques, Camille appeared to have a broader perspective as to wlmt she expected from this experience. I think we’re all at the point where we want to learn more about ourselves. We’re all looking for ways to improve our world and improve our lives and how we can help others as teachers, and not feed into the world of cynicism (group discussion, May 8). 117 Developing Self Awareness. From the beginning, Camille expressed a desire to challenge her own preconceptions and attitudes, and displayed a willingness and openness to discovering new awarenesses. This is the beginning of possibly a life clmnging eXperience. Maybe it is the thought of learning about myself and my ideas about racism. I am very excited to learn more about my prejudices and also to learn from my peers (journal entry, May 8). She seemed trusting of her classmates and expected to learn from them as well. I am quite confident that during these next two weeks I will be able to ‘risk’ breaking down my personal boundaries. I am positive that my classmates will help me learn more about the motives and/or ‘cause and effects’ of racism within intercultural relations (ioumal entry, May 7). By the middle of the orientation week, Camille was coming to some new awarenesses about her attitudes, but continued to remain eager and willing to explore these even fiirther. Today I was overtly reminded that I do have certain prejudices. . .I hope this experience will help me get over certain prejudices that I have and will open my eyes to my imperfections. I am willing to change if given the chance (journal entry, May 9). At the end of the immersion experience, Camille reflected back on the expectations she brought with her to this experience. 118 I think I came into the course wanting to develop knowledge of myselfand howl truly, truthfillly view others. And if I did have any prejudices or airs that made me uncomfortable, how I could overcome them and have power in exploring, and just really make myself a better person (exit interview, May 25). we Bonds with Hispanic Studeng One of the issues Camille had struggled with for most of her life was her mixed- race heritage. She had expectations that were unique fi'om the other participants due to the fact that we would be working in an area that was predominantly Hispanic. Because her father is from Belize, and because she has strongly identified with her Hispanic culture in the past, she anticipated being able to relate to the students on a cultural level. I naively assumed I would be able to bond with some of the students to a certain extent because I believed we shared a common Hispanic heritage. As a child of mixed races, Hispanic and Caucasian, I looked at this opportunity as a chance to reach out to the Hispanic community. I wanted to be accepted as a person of Hispanic heritage. I wanted to be labeled Hispanic, Mestiza, or Latina because I thought it meant I had a chance to connect with my surroundings on a cultural level. I wanted to be one of them (paper, Fall 2001). This issue proved to be one of the primary conflicts for Camille during this experience. As she continued to struggle with her own identity, she looked forward to making a cultural connection with these Hispanic students. All of my life I have dealt with a desire to be accepted within the Hispanic community. This has been a point of contention for me throughout my adolescent years and beyond. Painfully, my peers never categorize me as a Hispanic. . .The 119 color of my pale skin and the ‘Norteno’ dialect of my Anglo speech reveal that I am the ‘other,’ a cultural outsider. . .It was within this ambiguity that I convinced myself that this experience would be different. I romanticized about the possibility of connecting with the Latino students in our fieldwork by using my cultural roots and Spanish surname to establish a path towards commonality. I held these students close to my heart and took it upon myself to attempt to personally connect with them on a cultural level (paper, Fall, 2001). C sroom ement. While Camille held a number of optimistic and hopeful expectations for this experience, she expressed a number of apprehensions as well. This anxiety was partially due to the fact that she was a personal fiiend of the music teacher at our primary observation and teaching site, and had heard about the difficulties and challenges this music teacher faced. [The music teacher] has told me that some of these kids, you know, to get them to listen to her, she is completely not herself. You know, raising her voice, and she is not like that at all. Just alot ofthingsthat I would neverpicture... (group discussion, May 10). She expressed concerns about classroom management and administrative issues at the very beginning of the course. I’m looking at how you lundle the discipline at schools, dealing with not having any connections to the kids [in the urban setting]. Seeing their problems and how to deal with administration, just a lot of different things. Teacher issues (discussion, May 7). 120 After we moved to Detroit, and Camille experimented with a teaching segment, her apprehension centered around her lack of experience and potential classroom management issues. She was concerned about working with upper elementary children, as all her teaching experience had been with younger students. She asked her classmates for support, in anticipation that her lessons with older students might not go well. I’m not comfortable with choir. I’m not comfortable with older kids. With my infants and stuff I’m okay, with my preschool, I’m just fine. And in this atmosphere, I need to be probably more aggressive. So if you guys see me totally blacking out, just tell me. And I’m praying that this won’t happen now (discussion, May 14). I was nervous; concerned with what might happen, howl would lmndle a discipline problem, and how these kids would react to me. Would they like the music? Would they participate? (journal entry, May 16). Apmhension of th_e Unknown. Traveling into urban Detroit, Camille had concerns for her safety and how she would handle potentially disruptive situations during her teaching. These fears were reinforced by her family’s reactions, based on Detroit’s reputation as an unsafe and dangerous environment. You know, do you lave to worry about gangs? Safety in your classroom? Do you have to worry about, you know, things like that. How do you develop your peripheral vision while you’re teaching, but also, you know, mentoring the classroom. Are they going to kill each other or are they actually going to learn? (discussion, May 7). 121 The whole idea about going into an urban setting and teaching, I have a lot of fear. And, you know, my family members are saying, you’re going into Detroit?! You’re going to teach in the schools?! You’re not going to be safe! .. .if you grew up in suburbia, you hear about guns and we’re going to walk in and you’re going to come out with these kinds of things, you know? (discussion, May 9). She was particularly concerned that violence might erupt while she was teaching. Children who are in gangs or part of the violence, may be violent. You can never really tell what they’re thinking or what they might do. And that one little time that you do something, it’s always kind of scary to me (discussion, May 16). [I was] maybe a little scared. I think I was, like, what amI getting myself into? I’m leaving everything that I know for two weeks. Throwing myself into something that was completely foreign. . .I never lived in an area like that (exit interview, May 25). She expressed her greatest fear as how the students would possibly react to her as she attempted to teach. My biggest fear is that they’re going to come up and go, you don’t know anything. You’re not my teacher, and you don’t have any right, you know? (discussion, May 14). m From data collected early in the experience, I found that the largest number of Camille’s statements concerning expectations centered on apprehensions and fears, although her expectations for the course in general were hopeful and positive. After 122 Camille took time to reflect on the experience, more of her expectations, as she recalled them, fell into the category of developing self-awareness and her Hispanic heritage. Precon tions The categories that emerged as Camille’s preconceptions included the role of human nature, discrimination as a societal problem, her empathy with students who are typically viewed as “other,” her view of herself, and fears. Role of Human Nature. Camille’s initial attitudes toward culture as it is viewed in this cormtry had to do with the role of human nature. As we discussed the topic of racism on the first day, Camille offered that racism might be built in because of our nature as human beings. Do you think, though, that it’s part of human nature to want to be connected with people that look like you and act like you, and have the same culture? I mean, as much as it is the system, it’s reinforced in human nature. So as much as we try to break the system, you know, you have to somehow break human nature to look at the diversity in wanting to look at each other as individuals rather than a group. . .it’s part of our pack being... (discussion, May 7). She reemphasized the role of the “pack” mentality in commenting on how difficult it is to be non-conformists. .. .humans are ‘pack’ creattu'es. We follow rather than diverge off into originality. We are always affected by what others presuppose upon our behavior. We as humans want to be accepted, and not stick out, and definitely not challenge conformity (journal entry, May 10). 123 In discussing whether it is right or wrong to hold prejudice based on past experience, Camille again referred to the role of human nature. You know, we are so trying to think that this [racism] is not right. And it’s the first thing that we think about, but there is so much underneath that, that goes back to that core of how we experience life that it can’t be ever, ever erased. And will always determine how we view our relationships (discussions, May 9). Discriminatiom Societal Problem, Camille also initially viewed discrimination as a societal problem that is extremely difficult to overcome. It’s just really a part of, it’s been part of society for so long and it’s just ingrained. It’s so full of tension (discussion, May 7). She also viewed racism as something that everyone has to work to overcome, that it is not a White problem. It’s easier trying to...rather than thinking about changing the way we think as humans. And putting it as the White man’s burden, you know? There is so much anger among diverse groups that we need to face it together (discussion, May 9). Camille also felt, because she viewed intolerance as a societal issue, that it was not her personal problem to try to solve. And if we walk around with our tails between our legs, making up for something that I know that I didn’t have any part of, and how am I supposed to help make it better? (discussion, May 21). 124 The encounter at the African American high schooL described in Chapter Four as a critical incident, served as a catalyst for Camille’s expressions of racism as being out of her control. His [the social studies teacher] comments about ‘fi'eedom of spwch’ and ‘white lynching’ made me feel as if I was supposed to ask for forgiveness for atrocities for whichI lmd no part (journal entry, May 21). It was also easy for Camille to see discrimination and intolerance fi'om more of a global perspective, with power in society being more of an issue than race. There are countries all around the world where people are being overtaken and being enslaved...So it’s not necessarily, it’s a power thing, it’s not as much as color and racial differences make a difference. It’s just, to think that it is only because of the White and Black, that kind of upsets me a little bit. I think it’s more a power goal (discussions, May 21). Even though Camille did not feel that pre-service teachers were taught to give instruction so that all children would become the same, she felt that the “system” encourages conformity and makes seeing cultural differences difficult, that this “sameness” is also a societal problem that is difficult to overcome. I think it’s the system, I don’t think it’s necessarily that you’re taught that way. Because now I would think there is more attention to looking at individual difl‘erences, and looking at different gifts that the kids bring into the classroom. . .But I think the system itself tries to bring out this huge enculturated glob of students who should all think the same, all dress the same, you know. It’s really frightening to think about that, but then you look at the other side, and how 125 can you really teach a classroom of sixteen different languages and be authentic and help them flourish in their culture, but also help them survive in this country? (discussion, May 9). Engrathy wrt'Eh Studen_t_s~= Because of her mixed-race background, and struggling with her identity, Camille initially felt that she would be able to empathize with students who have been traditionally viewed as “other.” During a conversation about the role of the teacher, and the importance of unconditional love, Camille expressed that some students may not be receptive to this because of anxieties about daily life. It’s the survival thing, and whatever you’ve, and I know what there is in my past, and some of us who have had tragedies in our lives, or whatever. Whenever you kick into survival mode, all other things in your life take a back seat. Like, the thing you are really looking for, looking towards, is getting through the day. You don’t really think about, you know, who really loves me? You’re just really looking for how you’re going to get through the day and wake up the next morning. . .those desires of being loved take the back burner, and if you constamly are growing up in an enviromnent where you’re in survival mode for thirteen years, the concept of unconditional love is desensitized, and they don’t know what it is (discussion, May 8). View of Self. Conflict arose that Camille had to confront as she began to become aware of her own biases, in the context of her view of herself as an accepting, tolerant person. “Yet I struggle with this idea [that she has prejudices] since I have thought of myselfas an open- 126 minded individual who values differences rather than mundane conformity” (journal entry, May 9). Egg; Some of Camille’s preconceptions were presented as fears. She expressed concern about the changing demographics in our country, and becoming the minority. Then what you said about the demographics changing, I agree. There’s going to be a time when the tables are going to turn. It’s scary to think about. I think maybe because I just don’t, don’t like the idea that, and the, racism happening. And to think of it happening in my lifetime, and happening to me, at a level I can’t control or can’t do anything about. Researcher: Are you talking about you becoming the minority? Camille: I can see it, yeah. Did you ever see the movie, White Man’s Burden? Where the White man is the minority and the Black man is the majority. And so the film, the whole thing, it’s really amazing. He was the recipient of the African American man. I can see that happening. It [the concept] was just so foreign (discussion, May 9). Summary. Camille expressed preconceptions that focused on the difficulty in overcoming intolerance based on the role of human nature, discrimination as a product of society and one of global responsibility, her empathy with students of Hispanic cultures, her views of herself as an open-minded individual, and her fears that she might become a recipient of racial bias. 127 Rmions Because the topics we focused on during this experience were extremely personal, and due to the controversial nature of the issues we addressed, each of the participants had a wide variety of reactions to events during this course. They reacted to activities that I lmd prepared, to films and readings, to each other, to observations, and to their own teaching. I sought to identify the most salient reactions and categorize them so I could determine which were the most significant out of the many that the participants experienced. For Camille, there were four central categories of reactions: cultural conflict, helplessness, the role of the teacher, and student aptitude. Cultural Conflict. Camille had struggled with her own identity as a product of a racially mixed marriage. Because her father is from Belize, she was able to identify with her Hispanic heritage, but at the same time had struggled with where she belonged in society, as her mother is Caucasian. Ialwayskindofstruggledwithwheredolfit. Youknow,dolfit inwith,Iwas born and raised in the United States. And I look Caucasian. People think of me and the first thing they see, they don't know that I'm Hispanic until they hear my last namemand so whenI was watching the video, it really angers me that our society has to be this way. And that we have to choose really, one or the other. Especially for me. It's like I always, what do I do, what do I choose (discussion, May 9). 128 It was this personal, cultural struggle that served as a catalyst for the cultural conflict that Camille encountered during this experience. The first incident of cultural conflict occurred as we visited the area in which we would be working. We drove through the local neighborhoods and visited the school that would be our primary site. We had discussed that this area was one of low socio- economic status, but Camille was not prepared for what she saw. I was speechless when shown the houses of the prospective students. The condition of the surrounding houses clearly suggests low income and low socio- economic class. I tried to mentally prepare myself for what I might see, but I didn’t expect it to be that bad. Boy, was I wrong! how can a country that supposedly values her inhabitants and/or citizens allow such poverty in inner cities? (journal entry, May 11). She reiterated this in her exit interview. “I remember driving around the city. I guess it reminded me of Belize, or third world countries. And I was upset” (exit interview, May 25). Camille had time to reflect on this initial exposure to the setting and wrote about these reflections in a paper for an ethnomusicology class. It was upon entering into the project as a naive and relatively inexperienced educator that I tried to prepare in my mind the type of environment I would encounter in Detroit. However, the assumptions I formulated before entering the research field could not have prepared me for what I would encounter in Detroit. . .My field notes suggest an unexpected degree of separation from the idealism. My statements accurately reveal my lack of previous exposure with this 129 environment and the unsettling feelings that surfaced when encountering unfamiliar situations. Clearly, fiom this preliminary exposure to my research environment, my notes suggest that this was my first experience with urban poverty (paper, Fall, 2001). The strongest cultural conflict occurred as a result of Camille feeling that she had a common cultural connection with the students in the setting. She confronted this conflict head on when watching a Cinco de Mayo celebration at our primary site. It was at this time that Camille experienced what it could be like to be an “other.” To my surprise, the eye of a woman in her late thirties immediately caught my attention and I smiled at her with the innocent hope of establishing a connection within the communal audience. Alas, she glared at me sending a begrudging smirk my direction as if to clearly insinuate that I, an outsider to this community, was intruding. It was at this moment I realized I was not welcome. I was an outsider (paper, Fall 2001). She was caught off guard by the content of the celebration because of her own cultural expectations. Culturally, there were some shocking behaviors. I am very familiar with the Latin culture, and I found the movements too suggestive and inappropriate. Kids were dancing sexy and singing songs about infidelity. Totally inappropriate for school behavior (journal entry, May 16). I was totally, I was really shocked. Part of me shouldn’t have been shocked because Spanish people are very melodramatic (discussion, May 16). Rather than experiencing any type of cultural connections, Camille experienced 130 only cultural conflict, which revealed her own stereotypical expectations. For Camille, this cultural encounter served as a catalyst for self-examination as to her own cultural identity and the way that she viewed others. This cultural conflict and the reflection and examination that resulted were the most significant reactions that occurred for Camille in this experience. Helplessness. A common initial reaction for pre-service teachers who participate in a cultural immersion field experience is a sense of helplessness in the face of what seem insurmountable problems and issues. Many of these feelings of helplessness emerged after viewing the films “The Color of Fear” and “The Blue-Eyed Experiment.” I was upset because, it seems like, herewearetryingto learnhowto make things better. And there really isn’t anything we can do. It’s like I feel this compelling need to go and do something, but I just don’t know how to reach out. And at times I feel like whatever I try to do wouldn’t be accepted because. . . (discussion, May 11). When discussing White privilege, Camille again acknowledged her feelings of inadequacy. “I always knew it was there. I’ve always seen it. But it’s just.. .I just don’t know how to fix it now. And I don’t think it will go away” (discussion, May 11). Camille also expressed feelings of helplessness and fi'ustration in trying to imagine what it would be like to be an educator in a culturally diverse setting. ...just knowing the reality of, the reality ofhow long, and fi'ustrating it is to be in education or administration. Teachers drop out, they quit, they can‘t take it because they're not supported. And this, I am realizing how much inner strength it 131 is going to take. To try and overcome whatever institutional problems we have to deal with. Personal issues and also social issues. That's why I'm probably feeling overwhelmed (discussion, May 11th). These feelings of helplessness emerged throughout the field experience, particularly after the experience in the social studies class at the African American high school, described in Chapter Four as a critical incident. When discussing how teachers and administrators interacted with us as we visited their schools, Camille expressed frustration with how she assumed people in the setting viewed us. I’m getting upset. I just don’t see what is wrong about it if we’re supposed to educate ourselves and open boundaries and open doors and get rid of all this crap that surrounds us in our society. . .It’s just fi'ustrating because whenever, there’s like nothing tint we can do...And Ijust even, and what can we do? It’s [racism] a thing that’s going to continue oflen (discussion, May 21). Her journal entry for that day confirmed the frustrations she expressed in the discussion. Today I felt very low. I think it has to do with the high school visit that we did this morning. I, as a teacher, looked at this opportunity as a learning experience, and in turn felt as if the social, racial, and economic baggage from past discrimination has placed an unreasonable barrier between myselfand ‘progress’ (journal entry, May 21). 132 Role as a Teacher. Camille's ideas about the role of the teacher evolved during this experience. When asked at the beginning of the orientation week to express what she thought the role of the teacher in the classroom was, she replied, [the] teacher is there to facilitate learning for students -- this involves designing formal lessons and taking informal opportunities to reach the students. [Teaching is] imparting knowledge successfully; providing experiences for students that change the way they look at things (open ended survey, May 7th). After the first visit to our primary teaching site and talking with the music instructor there, Camille thought about her own role as a teacher, as she interacted with students during her teaching segments in this setting. This makes it clear to me that I have to be careful when approaching situations that are different to what I am accustomed to. For instance, I cannot place any preconceived judgments on the abilities of the kids, I cannot look to what these kidsdo_n_9_t_ haveandpitythem,andIhavetobeopentolearnfiommy experiences at a firsthand account... the last thing these kids need is a naive outsider who looks at what the students do not have rather tlmn what they can accomplish (journal entry, May 1 1). Her view of the role of the teacher had already shifted from a facilitator who designs formal lesson plans, to someone who pushes herself outside her own comfort zone in order to interact more effectively. “So, I think it is clear that my mission here will be to cross personal comfort boundaries that affect how I relate to others who are difi‘erent than myself’ (jorn'nal entry, May 1 l). 133 Camille also expressed ideas about the role of a teacher in the context of the classroom management issues. When we arrived at our primary teaching site on the second day of the immersion week, we discovered that someone had defaced the piano keys by writing an obscene message to the music teacher. Camille reacted to this incident in a way that revealed some of her deepest initial concepts about being a teacher. It just goes to show that as much as you lay down your heart for these kids, they can easily tear it out. I learned fi-om this experience that as a teacher we have to be strong individually, confident, and not let issues that are out of our control get to us. But it does become hard, to ignore those types of problems (journal entry, May 15). By her choice of words, " lay down your heart for these kids," it appeared that she saw herself making personal sacrifices in order to reach "these kids." Close to the conclusion of the immersion weeks, Camille’s perspective progressed from that of a facilitator to someone who pushes her personal boundaries and to someone who becomes cognizant and comfortable enough with the students’ cultures to the degree that she can immerse herselfin their cultural practices. What gains respect for the students is the basic desire to treat each child as an individual with many gifts... if the teacher comes in with issues, prejudices, or assumptions, the experience will not be successfirl. Every teacher should ‘assimilate’ into the cultural practices of the students to a certain degree in order to see where they're coming flora and to establish a practicing language between teacher and student (journal entry, May 22). 134 After a short time for reflection at the end of the immersion field experience, Camille's description of the teacher's role changed dramatically from a lesson planner to an enabler. Teaching is empowerment. Giving students the emotional support to believe in themselves and then they can accomplish anything. No matter what barriers are there, you know? I don't mean that you ignore the barriers, but by working through the barriers and working towards their personal best...giving them the power to understand their potential (exit interview, May 25). Camille’s ideas about teaching and learning had evolved from a perspective based on transferring knowledge and concentrating on content to a shift in thinking that a teacher does not merely teach a subject, but a student. After even further reflection, Camille commented on her initial goals as a teacher, and how her own beliefs and attitudes about teaching in a diverse setting could possibly impact her effectiveness. After traveling to Detroit, I realized that my previously formulated and romanticized goals, such as showing my prospective students that life does not have to be what one is given, reaching out to marginalized children lost in the education system, giving each child encouragement and individual direction, and showing my prospective students that musical expression is a basic human need, seemed incredibly simplistic. I had to determine if my romanticized goals would accommodate these forgotten members of society. If not, I had to figure out a way to reach them by separating myself fiom previous stereotypes and perceptions regarding urban education (paper, Fall, 2001). 135 By this time, Camille was examining her own goals as a teacher and realizing that it is through awareness of her own attitudes and beliefs that she might begin to reach some sort of common ground with her students. It was through this firrther reflection that Camille was more fully able to articulate how she saw her own role as a future teacher. This experience taught me that educators have a responsibility to look past prior assumptions and enter into unknown territory with a passionate intent to learn more about their smroundings, their skills, and their craft. I will possibly never fully understand other cultures, but it is the process of learning about myself that I can attempt to learn about my students (paper, Fall, 2001). Student Aptitude. After having been in the field setting, observing others teach, and experimenting with teaching segments of her own, Camille began to react to the students in the music classrooms and the musical abilities they demonstrated. Even though from the beginning, Camille stated that students in this setting would have the same learning potential as any other student, she felt that their levels of achievement would depend on their environment. From the first observations, Camille felt that many of the behavior problems occurred as a result of students with high musical aptitudes not being challenged. It is easy to see that she [the music teacher] struggles with finding activities to reach all levels. It is almost as if the upper grades are not challenged. I say this simply because I think may of the behavior problems come from a lack of structure. The older kids fiom third to fifth grade definitely check out of activities. I wonder why? My gut tells me that these kids are bored (jourml entry, May 14). 136 As she witnessed music classrooms in a variety of culturally diverse settings, she reacted with some surprise to the musicality exhibited by the students. “Musically these kids are right on target. There is some great musical talent among the students. Rhythmically they are excellent” (journal entry, May 15). The band itself sounded great. The kids love to play music and it is clear that the music program is a large part of each of the members lives. I was sm'prised that the band sounded as well as it did. Kids share mouthpieces and the instruments are in poor condition. But, there were numerous students who show immense talent. The brass section has great sound. Some kids were playing better than high school and college students. This was very impressive (journal entry, May 22). I was moved to tears by the maturity of musicality fiom her students. They sang beautifufly and I felt as if the students loved music class and valued their teacher (journal entry, May 23). They (the students) weren’t helpless kids; they were artists, musicians, and creative individuals (journal entry, May23). These reactions reveal that, in spite of her statement that students in this setting would have the same learning potential as other students, that perhaps subconsciously she still expected them to demonstrate lower levels of achievement, evidenced by her surprise at their abilities. SAM Camille’s reactions during the duration of this course centered largely on the cultural conflict she experienced as a result of her own mixed ethnicity and her desire to have some type of cultural relationship with the Hispanic students in this setting. This 137 reaction was unique to Camille among all the participants. Her other more typical reactions included a sense of helplessness in the context of making any kind of step toward overcoming bias and intolerance, the way she viewed the role of a teacher in a culturally diverse setting, and surprise at the high level of the students’ musical aptitude. Impact The categories addressed as those having sonre sort of impact on the participants in this study concern nrore immediate impressions evidenced during the experience or shortly thereafter. Long term impact will be discussed in relation to research question number three. Camille expressed the impact of the course as new awarenesses that developed throughout the experience. She talked about these awarenesses at two different levels: personal awareness and social awareness. Personal Awareness. Camille reached several new personal awarenesses over the course of this experience, most of which centered around her own bias and intolerance and how to overcome them. Early in her journal, she addressed her own beliefs and attitudes, and her willingness to transform them. I do have certain negative ‘prejudices’ toward Afi'ican Americans, gays, and other people. At some point in my life, I have been conditioned to outwardly avoid others to a certain extent in an efl‘ort to keep myself in check with wlmt is expected of me from society and “religious” values. Yet I realize that we as a human species all have certain prejudices. There is not one person on this earth that does not have some sort of negative mental representation or conditioned 138 response towards people that are different fiom themselves. Yet it is only when we become a_w_ar;_e of those prejudices that we are faced with the dirty truth that prejudice exists among all humans at a semi-conscious level. This in and of itself is very depressing and unsettling. (journal entry, May 15). She confronted her biases toward Afiican Americans when she observed what she considered an extremely successful teacher working with a group of students, all Afi'ican- American, who were completely engaged, focused, and enjoying their music making. Even though she stated that she intellectually knew that Afiican Americans have as much learning potential as anyone else, she uncovered and began to face the attitudes that she perhaps had not even been aware of. I would say that if I have any biases or prejudices, it would probably be towards African Americans. I’ve never really understood the culture. I sometimes have been confused and frustrated by double standards. And not understanding why they're there or why within the culture someone could do something, if you're not inside the culture it' 3 considered different. So it was really, really moving when you see in [the music teacher's] classroom kids which just love to learn. I don’t know if it's because I was being forced to, you know, but you know, Afiican Americans don't value an education to the extent, or they're lazy or unmotivated, I mean, I’ve always known that's not true. But maybe subconsciously, you know, you carry that around with you, and after seeing that, it was just like, wow, now I'm know. I knew the truth. And these kids, no matter where they come from, because that area was not a very nice area, but they were dedicated and they were very bright and very talented (exit interview, May 25). 139 The cultural conflicts that Camille encountered led to new awarenesses concerning her own stereotypes about the Hispanic culture and how those biases could possibly impact her relationship with her students. In result, I ended up generalizing about a culture I thought I had connections to. I wanted to reach out to these kids, but the reality of the situation led me to realize that I held stereotypical ideas on what the Mexican/Latin American cultm'e is. I was unfamiliar with the struggle to be categorized as Latino within a dysfirnctional social system. I would never understand the cultural significance of the Cinco de Mayo celebration since I am not a member of their struggle, their community, or their urban lifestyle. I could not identify with my students...(paper, Fall, 2001). Her new awarenesses about her biases and assumptions resulted in her considering how her teaching would look different as a result of this course. I know I’m always going to carry it with me, whenever I see a child fiom a different culture, or which has low social status or color, race, sexual orientation. I wouldreallytryto givewhatIcantothatpersonandreallynotmakeany assumptions. I think that is really the big issue (exit interview, May 25). When Camille first visited the primary school site and the neighborhood, she focused on what the children did not have in terms of housing and educational resources. By the end of the experience, her focus had shifted from what the children lacked to what they were capable of and how to access those capabilities. After this experience, it’s really kind of rmde me think about all the other issues that I wanted to touch on and wanted to see how to incorporate into my teaching. 140 The fact that these children, not looking at these children as what they don’t have, and whenI first came in and we drove around, it was like, gosh, look at this....to want them to succeed and to want to be their personal best, and not look at social issues that will hold them back, but to really give them the opportunity to believe in themselves (exit interview, May 25). As Camille considered what it would require to be successful in a culturally diverse setting, she expressed concerns that success could possibly be determined by the race of the teacher as compared to the race of the students. She observed that settings in which the teacher was the same ethnicity or race as the students automatically made that teacher an insider and could contribute to a certain degree of success. Conversely, if the teacher was viewed as an outsider racially or ethnically, success might be difiicult to attain. These considerations were challenged as she talked with a student teacher that she considered successful based on classroom observations. Itwasalso encouraging to seethat ifateacherwalks into anurbanorculturally diverse environment, what gains respect for the students is the basic desire to treat each child as an individual with many gifts. I was encouraged to see that a white teacher in a 100% black school could feel as if there were no barriers of racism and economics between the students and the teacher that [would] impede instruction. I gathered fi-om [her] that if the teacher comes in with issues, prejudices, or assumptions, the experience will not be successful (journal entry, May 23). Camille began to be aware that there were other more potent factors that affected success in a culturally diverse setting than sharing a common racial or ethnic background. 141 These ideas were reinforced after observing and talking with an African American teacher in a school that was predominantly African American. I was struck by her [the music teacher] comment that she as a black woman had to ‘learn to talk black’ after coming from a highly multicultural neighborhood of Arabic culture. So her success with the students is not completely determined by her race. It is her compassion, willingness to be visible, active in her administration and with parents, and personal character that make her an exemplary teacher (journal entry, May 23). She also came to new awarenesses concerning her own goals as a teacher and her abilities to work with older students. She had expressed doubts about even pursuing a teaching career, feeling that she should return to vocal performance. This experience appeared to alleviate her doubts and fears regarding her insecurity about her teaching ability. “I’ve kind of come to an understanding that I am stronger thanI think I am. That I canlnndle,lcanhandle...andlreaflywanttodothiathatteaching iswhereIthinkI need to be”(exit interview, May 25). Social Awareness. Camille began developing a new sense of social awareness fairly early in the experience. After spending a week living and working in Detroit, she went home for the weekend because she was employed as a wedding coordinator. When she returned Sunday evening, she shared an event with the rest of the group that demonstrated a developing awareness of bias and intolerance. I was doing the wedding rehearsal and the groom’s brother started stepping, like an African American sorority. And he said, why don’t we just step down the aisle. 142 And his brother said, not in my wedding. You can go to Zimbabwe if you want. They were both White. He was dead serious. And I, I was like, I thought it would be really cool (discussion, May 21). She stated that her new social awareness would possibly be a consideration when she began looking for a job as a music teacher in the public school system. As she was one semester away from student teaching at this point in time, she had already begun to think about the possibility of looking for a position in a culturally diverse setting. This comment was placed in the larger context of some type of call to action concerning social justice. “I just feel really a call to social justice now more. It will be hard for me to really look at. ...schools and their ignorance and have tolerance for it” (exit interview, May 25). Camille also came to see that the problems encountered by culturally diverse students were not necessarily because of their own backgrounds or lack of abilities, but because of the challenges they face in a structured education and social system that is not sensitive or responsive to their particular needs. “What was surprising to me was the amount of kids that were held back because of the school system and the environment, or teaching strategies. But it's not the kids, it's the other factors. That upset me” (exit interview, May 25). Because ofthe apparent disparitythat Camille sensed betweenherown educational background in middle-class suburbia and these culturally diverse students, and because of the perceived lack of adequate support fiom the education system, she came to realize that she would have to look at teaching item a different perspective. Thesekidswantto learn. ThaLIthinkthat'swhatI sharewiththem. ButIhave the resources, and more resources than they have. So I think that they don't really 143 see what potential they have. I don't think it's reinforced for them at home or at school. So whatever values I have 1nd about education and about developnrent is going to be different from whatever they have. No matter if I'm Hispanic or, you know, or if I'm halinspanic and halfCaucasian, you know. I mean, they'll be difl‘erent. But they want to learn, they come to school. It's just that the environment doesn't make it easy for them. And they lose their desire. And they need good teachers to help bring them back around (exit interview, May 25). m By looking at the way Camille talked over the course of this experience, it is clear that she came into the experience willing to look at herself, and because of the experiences she encountered, she came to new understandings about herself, about others, and about teaching. Emfions Gail expressed initial expectations concerning the course and the field experience. These expectations focused largely on the issues of classroom management and teaching techniques. She expected to get as much teaching experience as possible over the course of the experience. She also expressed expectations concerning how participants in the group would interact with each other. 144 Classroom Mement and Teaching Techniques. Gail’s primary expectations centered around the topics of class management and teaching techniques, and whether these were handled any differently in this particular setting than in other settings, specifically suburban. “So the reason I'm doing this is to try to see classroom management skills and to see, like, if people do things in Detroit that are ethnic” (discussion, May 7). D__ersire for Experiaagg, Gail expressed an interest early on for teaching in a culturally diverse setting, so one of her primary expectations was that she get as much teaching experience as possible in this particular setting. Well, um, I lived with my husband's family for the summer and they lived across the street from housing projects. Um, Hispanic. This is in Falls Church, Virginia which is right out of Washington DC. but, it' 3 urban, the gangs. His best friend is Black and mentally retarded. And it's just, I think that that was my eye-opener thatmaybelwanttotryandto,um, getasmuchexperienceaslcantoteachin inner city because I would like to teach in a multicultural setting. I just want that, Idon't knowwhy! Sollike, um, thecloserl gottotheinner citythemore,um, musically, um, more things were verbal, I guess? It's hard to explain, but I enjoyed it (discussion, May 7). During her exit interview at the end of the experience, Gail confirmed her previously stated expectations that gaining experience teaching in this particular setting was the primary reason for her participation in this experience. 145 Researcher: what did you come into the course expecting to leave with? Gail: Um—m-m, (5 sec. pause) experience working in inner city schools and experience teaching in the setting that would be best. Researcher: Now that we are at the end, is the outcome different fi'om your expectations? Gail: No. Researcher: So everything that you expected out of the course, you got? Gail: Uh-huh [yes] (exit interview, May 25). As Gail began to think more about the possibility of teaching in Detroit, she reflected that another reason why she enrolled in this course was to become familiar with the area so that she would be comfortable returning on her own. That's kind of another reason I did this, to meet people in Detroit so I can start,youknow, cominghereand interningandstuff. SoImayjust dothatfora month. Next May, if I have the time, you know, to watch somebody else (exit interview, May 25). Expectations from Other Participants. The only other category of expectation that emerged fiom Gail's dialogue concerned an expectation for the way the others in the group would interact with each other. Dming the activity when the participants generated ground rules for this experience, Gail offered a contribution to those ground rules, expressing an expectation for both individual and group behavior during the experience. Researcher: OK, who else has something to add? Gail: Respectful. Researcher: Describe it. Gail: Respecting of each other's faults and each others, um, background. Researcher: Cultural background? Gail: Yes. When 1 was like, smiling when you talked about that man, that Black man that came to buy stuff; I 146 was like laughing because that's exactly what we talked about in IAH [a humanities multicultural education course required for undergraduates in which Gail was a Teaching Assistant]. So I don't mean to be...(discussion, May 7). The last sentence in the statement, which was unfinished, implied that Gail had concerns about how her own actions and perspectives would be viewed by the others. She, like the other participants, expected a certain level of respect in order to feel safe and comfortable sharing her comments, insights, and reactions with the group. Summary. Gail expressed only a few expectations concerning wlmt she wanted out of this experience, and only expressed these expectations when asked either at the beginning of the course or during the exit interview. She wanted to gain as much teaching experience as possible, to see management techniques, to become comfortable with the area, and to feel comfortable offering her comments to the group. Precoacgptigm The majority of the preconceptions that emerged fiom Gail's talk over the course of the experience fell largely into the category of stereotypical comments. Other preconceptions were in the categories of discrimination as a societal problem, what it means to be American, and personal expertise. Gail also shared preconceptions in the form of prejudices that she admitted she held. Stereotypical Cements. The stereotypical comments that Gail made can be classified into the following categories: racial, economic, ethnic, cultural, and gender. 147 Gail initially expressed a belief that intolerance, and racism in particular, are problems of society at large, and not necessarily the problems of the dominant, White culture. We are not the problem. Racism is not just the white person' 3 problem. It is everybody's problem. I honestly believe that it is not up to the white person to bring people out of the ghetto. True, there are some things that white people do that perpetuate the system, and thus the cycle of poverty, but I also think that it is each person's responsibility to try to get out on their own. And it is the white person's responsibility to recognize the system and stop perpetuating it. Right now I think the system is law enforcement and welfare (journal entry, May 8th). In the same journal entry, she counters her own argument that it is the responsibility of each individual to better themselves, commenting on the difficulties encountered by African Americans living in the inner city. She quotes Myron Magnet, author of The Dream and the Nightmare: The '6 Os Legacy to the Underclass. ‘If you're raising your children encouraging them to be black and to identify with the mass of black people - and you make this a crucial element in their lives -- then in fact you're conditioning them, almost, to be poor, to not subscribe to the same values that you yourselfare living by.’ While I don't agree fully with the statement, it may be applied to inner city blacks. The author tells the story of a young black man who went ofi' to college on a scholarship. He learned to not be prejudiced, he was getting a degree to be able to get a good job that would get him and his family out of the ghetto. He came home, though, and was so distanced from his peers by his new worldview that he wound up trying to 148 make up for it by joining them in their drug deals and vandalization. He was shot a few days later (journal entry, May 8th). By including these two entries in her journal, Gail appeared to be struggling with her own preconceptions of racism, its effects, and whose responsibility it is to see that people who are oppressed can overcome its effects. “Is it possible for people to get out of the ghetto? Is there really too much racism to let them be free? (Journal entry, May 8). Gail attributed the actions and attributes of Afi'ican Americans to possible effects of slavery, making generalizations that, to her, may be one explanation of why Afiican Americans today are perceived the way they are, in her view. Would these people act this way if there had not been slavery? To me, the effects of slavery are still felt today. For instance, black women are very strong: mentally, physically and emotionally. In slavery, the male figure had no reason to work hard for his family. He could not make money and provide, he could not protect his family fi'om the whip or fiom pain...the whole point ofthis discourse is to introduce the idea that black women in general are very strong, independent, and self-sufficient today. It dates back to slavery (jom'nal entry, May 8). Because of Gail's view of the effects of slavery, she also expressed a preconception as a generalization of how Afi'ican Americans today perceive education. Another example is through education. Slaves were not allowed to be educated. I would argue that on a realistic level, it wasn't until only two generations ago that all blacks were getting grade school education, and about one generation ago did many blacks go to college. Not to mention that any black over 149 the age of 45 probably went to segregated (and inferior) schools. From slavery to segregation, the Afiican American person has, to me, been conditioned against valuing education (journal entry, May 8). Economic issues also formed the basis for some of Gail's preconceptions. During a discussion about voluntary segregation in the area, she pointed out that there were issues other than personal comfort that result in people fiom various racial and ethnic backgrounds tending to live in segregated communities. And there's also other things though. Issues to think about, like, realtors and do they show people, Black people, the White neighborhoods, and you also have to think about poverty, and trying to rise up out of that, and normally people live in the city if they don't make as much because it's cheaper to get around. They don't have to have a car. And you just take bus transportation. So in a way there's outside, you know, the system is also a force there, too (discussion, May 8). In the context of this conversation, in which the group was discussing why Afiican Americans and Whites in our local area are segregated, Gail appeared to be suggesting that there was a large African American population in the city because African Americans in general do not have sufficient income to live in the suburbs. She indicated that our society perpetuated this by making it difficult to for the Afiican American in the city to ”rise up." Because of her own cultural background, Gail had some initial preconceptions about the behavior of persons fiom particular ethnic groups. Part of some of the reasons my mom acts the way she does is because 150 she's Irish. And so I would say that it's not necessarily coming fiom pride as much as it is, oh, okay, so that's why she does that. Whenever you're pure anything, you're going to be acting that type of personality. And my mom is pure. So I'm wondering if that's maybe why I personally would want to know if my husband was Scottish, okay? I don't mean to make these generalizations, or these stereotypes, but at the same time in my mind I will do that anyway. Because my mom, I think, she definitely has more of a leaning towards alcohol than my dad. It's not that she drinks or is an alcoholic, but that may be because it's something tlmt's been passed down through the generations. So going back to the Irish thing, I mean, the Italians are known to be what, loud, confiontational? (Discussion, May 9). Dining early group discussions, the participants were asked to define culture. The conversation centered around the characteristics that define a group of people, but Gail pointed out that a dictionary definition of culture could also be art, music, literature, and drama And that's a lot of times how, at least, nations I think other than the United States, identify themselves fi’om each other. The United States I don't think has that. For instance, London is theater. Russia is ballet. When you think France, you think music, when you think Italy, you think opera. So each one has their own culture and the United States, when you think the US, you think football (discussion, May 8). 151 This preconception in the form of categorizing countries by which art form they are associated with may have been Gail's own personal preconception, or her generalization of how she believed people as a whole identified these countries. Gail expressed preconceptions about the environment associated with the culture of inner city schools in terms of safety and in terms of her own teaching. I think that is great [bussing White students to a more cultrn'ally diverse school] for the elementary age, but I don’t agree with it for the high school and middle school level. There are gangs at this age leveL and if it was my child I wouldn’t want them to have to deal with gang recruitment. Also there is the safety factor. This is also reflected in my ideas about teaching. If I teach in a multicultrnal setting that is urban, I would only want to teach at the elementary level. Granted, bad stuff happens at the elementary level, but you don’t have to deal with gangs, drugs, sex, and fights as much. I feel much safer in an elementary school (journal entry, May 10). Coming from my own background, I always equate inner city schools with drugs (discussion, May 17). Gender issues also emerged as preconceptions for Gail. In discussing a social situation during which individuals were telling racial jokes, she made the comment that to her, racism was more visible in males than females. Gail: But the people who were saying stuff that were racial jokes were, I don't thinkitwasreallymeanttobedemeaningasmuchasitwasmeanttobefimny. But only the males were doing it and the females were just like, laughing. And watching it. And I don't know if this guy felt like he had something to prove or 152 whatever, but I think it had something to do with his background. Researcher: So you're making a big generalization here that racism is perpetuated by the males? Gail: No, but maybe that has something to do with it? I don't know. I don't think racism in general is perpetuated, but I can see it more with males than females (discussion, May 9). Most of the preconceptions that emerged from Gail’s talk were in the form of stereotypical comments that could be interpreted as forms of prejudice. By the second day of the course, Gail was sharing with the group her admission that she had certain prejudices. I have a question for everybody. What if, so are you allowed to be prejudiced based on your experience? Should you be allowed to hold prejudice based on experience? Based on generalizations of what you have seen?...Well, I mean is it right or wrong? Because we're all talking like it's completely wrong to say...but if you have had an experience in a class where a Black man has hurt you, then is it maybe your right to have it? I was wondering. Because I have prejudices. I know what they are. I haven’t said them yet, but I know exactly what they are. And I know them because I have had experience. I was wondering what you guys think. Do you guys think that's wrong? (Discussion, May 9). Gail discussed these admissions of prejudice in the context of her experience working and teaching in a variety of environments with culturally diverse people. Rather than being influenced by the media, as most of the other group members felt they were, Gail expressed that her views about culture emerged from her own personal experience. 153 “I think that my basis for cultural understanding just comes from my experience rather than the media. I definitely filter out a lot of the stuff that I hear” (discussion, May 8). She described one situation in particular that had affected how she viewed people from other racial and ethnic backgrounds. But I will tell you, like, when I was teaching piano lessons, the people that were White and middle-class always paid on time. And the ones that were immigrants and other ethnicities, were always late. Every single time except for one person. But then, on the other hand, the people that called, the ethnic people that called, whether it be Black or immigrants, were more likely to take lessons than the White people that called. So I have come up with these generalizations in my head. That's all that I'm talking about...but I have seen certain generalizations in my mind that I have come up with since I've been in the workplace, and I am just kind of wondering if you guys thought it was right or wrong, and I know that I am always going to have it too, no matter what. No matter what I do, I will always think, if I'm going to be teaching a Black person, I will always wonder, okay, are they going to pay me this month or not? But then at the same time, I have to give them the benefit of the doubt. . .I don't mean to be prejudicial, but I just have generalizations in my mind (discussion, May 9). It took a great deal of trust and vulnerability on Gail's part to share these preconceptions and admitted prejudices with the rest of the group. Not only did she admit her own biases, but it also appeared very important to her to get feedback fi'om the group whether they viewed this as right or wrong. 154 Personal Expertis_e, Gail initially viewed the educational process in our country as a type of Americanization. This was one of the many times when she chose to share her academic knowledge with the group as a way of expressing her own beliefs. It's really an educational process and it's been an Americanization process fi'om the beginning. From the 18005. It didn't start until the 18403. Music wasn't even introduced until after the Civil War when all the people that were playing in the bands were starting to look for jobs. So they started teaching music in the schools. And so what did they teach? They taught band, you know band music. The typical polkas, that kind ofthing. While Sousa wasn't until the 1900s, but Americanization is definitely in our educational system. You talk about English as a second language, I don't know howl know this, but there are two schools of thought. You teach the student with their own language or you just immerse them. I don't teach it as a second language or anything, but, people want to be multicultural, but at the same time, it's still Americanization (discussion, May 9). American Idenfity, One of the preconceptions that Gail discussed in her journal was what it means to be identified as American. She initially did not understand why members of other ethnic or racial groups would want to be identified as something other than just American. Why does this black man [Victor, in ‘The Color of Fear’] want to be called ‘African American?’ What is American to him? Is it not himself? Let’s say someone who is mostly Italian in descent calls himself Italian-American. If they went to Italy, they would be American. Italians would look at them and laugh, 155 ‘Italian? You are American! You use too much water, etc., etc., you are difi‘erent!’ I don’t see Latino or Hispanic dwellers of the US. calling themselves ‘Latino American’ or ‘Hispanic American.’ What is it about blacks and Asians that makes them want to differentiate themselves fiom being just ‘American?’ (journal entry, May 8). During a group discussion about people of mixed races, like Camille, Gail noted that the way that a person is viewed racially might be based on which races are part of that person’s background or on their appearance. This discussion led to her questioning her own ethnicity, how she perceived herself. See, if you are Chinese, half Chinese and half White, then you are Chinese. You're not just White. Or if your mom is Black, you're going to be considered Black. Because you have just 1/16 of it. And the same thing with Japanese. I don‘t know about Hispanics. I probably have like 1/16 of American Indian in me, but I'm not American Indian. I my have 1/16 of German in me but I'm not German. I'm an American or what ever, I don't know. Goodness gracious! (Group discussion, May 9). This perception, that as a Caucasian person one is not a member of a particular ethnic group, but an American, is often a typical response fi'om someone who is a member of the White, dominant culture. They identify themselves as American, thereby implying that to be an American means to be like themselves. fill—mm Gail’s preconceptions were, in her own words, based on her personal experiences. These preconceptions were predominantly expressed as stereotypical remarks that were 156 race, economic, ethnicity, culture, or gender based. She was able to establish a level of trust among the other members so that she openly admitted some of her biases and why she felt she had them. Reactions The reactions that Gail demonstrated and expressed during this experience fell into several categories. These categories are identified as: classroom management and teaching techniques, a sense of helplessness, student aptitude, personal expertise, stereotypical comments, herselfas a person, cultural differences, and the critical incidents. Classroom Mmement and Teaching Techpiques. Gail appeared to be uncomfortable with the learning process exhibited by the students in an elementary music class. Their learning process was apparemly much different than that to which she was accustomed. The students who were most engaged were not the ones who were quietly working on their project but were the most vocaL energetic, and rambunctious. The teaching techniques also appeared to be based more on product than process, which also may have been different fiom what Gail was accustomed to. It is important that she [the music teacher] stresses the product, not the process. In the fifthograde class especially. The groups that were the quietest, the ones I was itching to reward, were actually the least creative. The most creative group was the six boy rowdy group. Their process to get the product was slightly unsettling to me -- they were extremely noisy and disorganized at first (jom'nal entry, May 14). 157 After her first teaching experience with the third, fourth, and fifth graders, Gail expressed some initial feelings of inadequacy concerning her own management techniques in the context of the management techniques of others in the group. Well, I taught today. I'm not sure what to think of my teaching. Some things went well, some things didn't go so well. I think that compared to the girls that taught the younger levels, I did not do well. In other words, their classroom management was perfect and mine was not nearly as good. On the other hand, they team taught for the younger grades (which was easier). So considering the challenge of my situation, my teaching went okay (journal entry, May 16). Because Gail at this point had very little teaching experience at the elementary level, it was a normal reaction for her to question her own teaching abilities. Also, from the beginning Gail challenged herself as far as her teaching experiences during the two immersion weeks. While the other participants chose to team-teach in the younger grades, Gail made the decision to teach by herself for her very first teaching segment. Also, rather than choosing the younger grades with whom she may have been more comfortable, she chose to work with the three upper grades on her first day of teaching. By observing and teaching in a setting different fi'om what she was accustomed to, Gail was able to see how particular methodologies could be effective in different classroom environments with different types of students. Giving each student individual attention is absolutely wonderful for these types of kids. That is where I think the Gordon method meets the inner city kids well. If you have a kid acting out, give them your individual attention in the form of patterns. If you teach patterns at the beginning of class, and give them individual 158 patterns, you'll have them for the rest of the class. I'm beginning to think that's the best way to tie them in. Each of the girls [the other participants] in the lower grades did that, and the kids hardly acted out for them after that” (journal entry, May 16). Helplessmss. After viewing the movie, "The Color of Fear," Gail expressed a sense of helplessness when considering how one person can nuke any kind of contribution toward changing intolerance and bias. Well, where is the practicality? In that discussion? There's David, you know, the beginning of the movie he is one way and at the end he sees it differently. But how is David going to go out, or how can anybody in that group go out, and you know, and not do this racism, this prejudiced kind of stuff? (Discussion, May 9). Student Aptitu_c_l_§, Even though Gail stated early on that she believed students in culturally diverse and/or urban settings have the same learning potential as students in suburban settings, she expressed some surprise at the apparent high musical aptitude of the students that she observed and worked with. I thought she [the music teacher] was asking too much for the third grade when she asked them which phrase went up at the end of the song ‘Each of Us is a Flower.’ But they got it after two tries. Which goes to show that if you challenge these kids, they will rise to the challenge (journal entry, May 15). 159 Her [the band director] band really impressed me. Her 8th grade band sounded better than one of my high school bands. They must be wonderful kids to work with (journal entry, May 16th). I loved that the students [middle school bands students] would start a song just for firn before and after class. That was pure genius to me. The rhythm section had a great groove for the songs. I really enjoyed listening to them (journal entry, May 22). Persorml Expe_r_tise. Gail was the one person in the group who shared a lot of academic knowledge about cultural issues. She appeared to be well read and, because she was a teaching assistant for two semesters for a multicultural education course, she had addressed many of the specific issues before. Iteach,ItaughtaclasscalledIAH201 andone ofourreadingswas something called Arrangement in Black and White and it's by Dorothy Parker... And so it's just a satire on White people trying to treat Black people with ultra respect, but at the same time it means that there is something underlying that's different, that they think is different. And so that's why I was laughing, I wasn't trying to, you know, I just, these things that you guys talk about, we've all talked about this. And I talked about it for two semesters, um, and another thing you were talking about, I can remember what, affirmative-action. I mean, we get into all that stuff, so I, all these... (discussion, May 8). 160 At times it appeared that Gail offered her academic knowledge as explanations of her own actions or comments. This sharing of personal expertise also seemed to be a factor that contributed to a kind of alienation from the rest of the group. I just, the whole mentality is different fi'om what I've been used to. That's fiom students that I talked to in general, that's not necessarily you guys. I don't know what you guys are thinking about that at all. It's just that I don't mean to be haughty or anything, I just, I just have different ideas or a different background (discussion, May 8). These comments came on the first day of the course, as the participants were just getting to know one another. The use of the wor "you guys" and the way Gail used these words could possibly have begun building a type of barrier that essentially isolated Gail from the other participants. This isolation was evidenced throughout the experience by Gail being a kind of loner, often walking by herself, sitting in the very back of the van, and keeping social interaction to a minimum. Gail continued to make comments about her personal expertise over the course of the three weeks. These comments appeared to demonstrate that Gail saw herselfas different fiom the other participants, both in experience and knowledge. I have listened to all of you guys talking and this is exactly what we talked about this semester in IAH. And I'm actually thinking in my head, okay, so what would she [one of her Afiican American students] say about this...but I've actually kind of already seen this as far as how they [Afiican Americans] act (discussion, May 9). 161 It was apparent that Gail considered herself somewhat of an expert on issues of cultural diversity. When asked at the end of the course what was the least valuable part of the experience for her, she expressed that because of her academic background and personal expertise, much of the content of the orientation week was redundant for her. It was fi'ustrating when [six second pause] because I had already thought about a lot of the stuff anyways by teaching, and I had already done two of your activities, and. . .I’m more of a hands-on, practical person. I learn by experience rather tlmn by talking or even writing or watching. So for the, the most. ..I could have probably done without a lot of the first week stuff and gone straight into the second. And that’sjust my background because I...I taught a class on all this, so I already had to research a lot of it (exit interview, May 25). Stereotypical Comm___e_n_t__s_. The reactions that Gail expressed as stereotypical comments fell into similar categories as her preconceptions. The comments she made can be categorized into ethnic comments, racial comments, and cultural comments. Many of the reactions that Gail shared with the group were a result of observing teachers working with their students in a variety of settings. After observing the music teacher in the primary setting working with a group of fifth graders, Gail raised questions about the role of the White students in the class. Is it just me or do the white kids get the answers correct? There's always one or two in the class that ‘get it’ or lead - and is it the white kids? Brandon was a leader in the fifth-grade class - not without some struggle, but is this the white person's nature? To dominate? (Journal entry May 14). 162 After observing a choral instructor working with students at an all African American magnet school, Gail expressed her surprise that a magnet school for gifted and talented children could be 100% Afi'ican American. I was surprised to find a gifted and talented school all-Black. And I thought there would be more White people in it. Because I assumed, based on my experience, that there are more White people in the gifted and talented, because I taught in a school that was gifted and talented, and the gifted and talented classes were all White with maybe two Black kids. The regular classes were half and half (exit interview, May 25). This comment refers back to Gail's belief that her perspective of culture was almost entirely based on her own experiences, not outside influences such as the media. In this conversation, Gail implied that Afi'ican American students are not as bright as Caucasian students. This stereotypical assumption came out of Gail's personal history and experience. This perspective also appeared in Gail's comments after observing the music teacher at the primary setting for the first time. “Coming from a White background, I noticed that the ones that got the answers were often White” (discussion, May 14). View of Self. A few of Gail's reactions gave insight as to how she viewed herself as a person, and how she chose to deal with issues of intolerance and discrimination. During one discussion, one of the participants made the comment that it was easier to be ignorant than to face racism and bias and do something about it. I don't know ifI wanttoreaditagain [adisturbing book].Irememberedjust having bad connotations, and just like in the movie, I couldn't watch the part 163 where she was getting raped because it just hurt. I couldn't watch it. So I am just offering that. As a counter argument to the fact that I'm just ignoring it, or I just don't want to have to deal with it. It's more like, psychologically, I can't deal (discussion, May 9). Cult Differences. As Gail observed in a variety of settings, she began to notice cultural difi‘erences among the students in classrooms. Henryisthe boywiththebraid. Whyishecoveringhisfirce?This ishiswayof dealing with an uncomfortable situation. I wonder why his hair is so long. I wonder if he acts up a lot or not. Is it is culture to have long braided hair? (jomnal entry, May 15). Not only did she notice cultural differences among the students, but also among the teachers that we observed and the way they interacted with their students. Some of the differences she observed in the way these teachers ran their classrooms could be accounted for by differences in culture, not merely differences in teaching techniques. “I think she [the band director] is going to use tough love on the students. She was really nice (always smiling, always cordial) to us, but she cl'mnged her voice for the students. She's going to be really mean and she will get results” (journal entry, May 17). These comments followed a visit with an Afi'ican American middle school band director in a school with 100% African American student population. Our visit with this teacher occurred on a day when the students were to attend only the second half of the school day. In spite of this, many students came in and out of her band room, even though they were not required to be there. 164 Cra' ical Incidents. Two critical incidents occurred during this experience that were described in detail in Chapter Four. Gail had strong reactions to both of these incidents, exhibited in her journal, her exit interview, and particularly during group discussions. The first critical incident was described in detail in Chapter Four and involved our observation in an African American high school history class after visiting with the choral instructor. During the group discussion concerning our visit with the choral instructor, Gail commented on the somewhat stiff interaction between this instructor and our group, and possible reasons for this. You [researcher] are an older generation, though. You are older. And I mean older White person, no matter where they [Afiican Americans] grow up. They're going to have a little bit of baggage. I'm not saying you're old, but I'm saying that, like, she might see you as being a threat or whatever. Since you grew up in the South (discussion, May 21). This stereotypical comment, that the instructor, as an African American, might feel threatened because of my presence as an older White person from the South, was Gail's perspective on a possible explanation for the apparent discomfort displayed by the choral instructor. Gail also expressed her own discomfort when some of the participants asked questions about the choral instructor's private life, and how she balanced her professional life with her life outside of school. 165 I was uncomfortable when you guys asked her about her private life. . . When I think of private, for us, it is easier to talk about because we don't really have anything that we want to hide. We don't have to worry about having husbands that beat us, or having kids that are in jail, or whatever. And I'm not saying that that's what her situation is. But for me, I wouldn't ask that just in case there was something there that I don't want to have her thinking about (discussion, May 21). Gail's assumptions about this woman's personal life were based on stereotypical beliefs that African Americans have more violence and crime in their lives than Whites do. The use of the words "us" and "we" demonstrated that Gail viewed herself and the other participants as members of a cultural group that has fewer social problems than Afi'ican Americans. Gail expressed concern at the academic level of the teacher' 3 presentation in one of the classrooms we observed. This caused Gail to compare what she saw in this classroom with her on experience as a student. I was amazed to find out this was an 11th grade class -- there were words like: scared, scarred, sacred on the board for vocabulary. I knew the difference between these words in fourth grade. Is this really their level of vocabulary? I find it hard to believe, but if so, there's something wrong. It seems like having these types of vocabulary words is 1) old school 2) derogatory to those students 3) is targeted toward students that are dyslexic. His [the teacher’s] vocabulary list on the board really bothered me (journal entry, May 21). Gail appeared to feel that the reactions and responses we received fi'om the teachers and administrators that we met were not sincere. 166 Every single person that greeted us in the school smiled. All the adults, that is. I got some pretty mean looks fi'om some of the kids, though I felt like they were all saying, ‘See, we have a good school here so come and work in Detroit public schools!’ Another thing I noticed was that she [the choral instructor] laughed a lot with the other teachers. Were they putting up a good front? I felt like a lot of what went on in the school was fake (journal entry, May 21). As we left the building and moved toward our van, male students on one of the upper floors of the building began to shout obscenities at us. A bunch of boys were yelling obscenities at us as we got into the car. I was actually used to this -- it didn't surprise me. I guess I've experienced it before in different places I've been. I've learned not to look. It was so ironic because everything we saw up to that point was just peaches and cream - everyone was happy and learning was good and the school was a safe environment. (The metal detectors at the door made me feel much safer), the teachers laughed and had a great time (journal entry, May 21). This comment confirmed Gail's earlier statements that the way she viewed culture was based on her prior experiences. The fact that she considered it normal for Afi'ican American males to yell obscenities was itself a stereotypical perspective. It was unclear if she believed that the metal detectors at the door actually made this a safe environment, or whether they eased her initial apprehensions and fears I felt uncomfortable at the school not because I was white and everyone else was black, but because everything was so fake. I got bad vibes from the school. It wasn't really the students as much as it was the teachers. It was actually almost 167 relieving to have those boys yelling at us as we left - it let me know that these are real people. I wonder what the teachers thought of us. (Or what they thought of each other!) (Journal entry, May 21). After observing the civil rights discussion in the second classroom, Gail commented on the manner in which the instructor appeared to present the material, and his own personal interest in the topic of the civil rights. The second teacher we saw was discussing the civil rights movement. It's interesting to hear a black teacher talk about the civil rights movement after teaching IAH 201 [a humanities multicultural education course in which Gail was a teaching assistant]. He seemed to take it personally that black people had to fight for their fi'eedoms. What is the point of that, other than to make white people look like the bad guy and feel guilty? (Journal entry, May 21). As the participants continued to discuss this incident, and how they felt while standing in a classroom of all African American students who were discussing the Civil Rights Movement, Gail explained that she had not felt uncomfortable in this setting. I didn't feel uncomfortable, but I think that's because I taught in IAH and I was listening and trying to take notes in my brain. How does he teach this differently fi'om me? Okay, he's been there, he's done that, that would have been nice if I had been there and done that. You know, I was taking notes, of how he taught and I was looking at the people [students] and realizing that they were completely enthralled with what he had to say. And trying to think of how I would have done it. To try to make it as good a teaching experience (discussion, May 21). 168 This comment referred back to the primary reason Gail enrolled in this course, to gain new understanding of teaching techniques and methods. Rather than focusing on the opportunity to experience what it is like to be the “other,” or on attitudes and beliefs concerning discrimination, Gail chose to focus on the teaching strategies of the instructor, how they were different fiom her strategies, and what she could learn fi'om his methods. The second critical incident, which is also described in detail in Chapter Four, occurred after having observed a choral instructor at a magnet school with a student population that was 100% African American. Initially, all of the participants in our group contributed to a discussion that began as reactions to the teaching they observed and the choice of repertoire. It evolved into a rather emotional discussion between Gail and Camille, who each held strong views about issues that emerged in the conversation. Because this was a magnet school, with admission requirements, uniform requirements, and no transportation system, the participants began discussing the culture of the school, and what types of families would send their children there. Researcher: What kind of cultural values do the people hold in the school? Gail: Very Anglo. Academic. I’m just agreeing that it was...but I don’t think, okay, yeah. I would agree that yes, academics are valued and education is valued, and we automatically associate that with Anglo. Which is kind of ironic. Stereotypical of us (discussion, May 24). It would be interesting to know how many students in that school had to have federally provided lunches. I would guess very few (discussion, May 24). The participants agreed that the main difference between this school and others we had visited was not necessarily based on racial issues but on socioeconomic issues. 169 Discussion began to center around how students with high aptitudes could possibly have fewer opportunities for academic success because of socioeconomic reasons. This topic was the catalyst for the two-way discussion between Gail and Camille. I think though, I would like to say that I would send my child to that school because it’s safe, and that’s what I would care about more than whether or not it was academically hard or easy for socioeconomic status. That school was all Afiican American, and it’s a safe environment. So why not try and send your kids there? And if that means that you have to have money, then you should work your butt ofl‘ to get to that point, so you can send your kids to that kind of school. What bothers me is that people don’t realize that they can choose to send their students to some other school. It bothers me that people don’t think that they can rise up, orthat theycantryand make nrore money ifthey want to tryand sendtheirkids to another school (discussion, May 24). Camille, being flour a family that had struggled financially as well as being of mixed race, disagreed with this philosophy, stating that there are many families who struggle and have difficulty changing their circumstances. Gail agreed, but still insisted that there are alternatives available. Well, that’s right [that it is difficult for some to “rise above”], but they can send their kids to good schools if they want to. They can work for $5.15 an hour, 40 hours a week at McDonald’s. Actually, McDonald’s is now seven dollars an hour. And they can make a living off that, not much. They can limit how many kids they have so that they don’t put themselves in the situation where they don’t have 170 enough money. And then they can send their kids to good schools if that’s what they want, if they care about their kids. That’s my point (discussion, May 24). Because Camille is Catholic, she took the comment about limiting family size as a personal affront. Gail persisted in her reasoning that all families should make choices so that the parents might be able to provide for their children. Well, then, they need to be able to provide for those kids. If they’re going to have kids, they need to be able to provide for them. They need to be able to know that they can work hard enough for them. I understand that you, that people might have religious beliefs, and I know that is a Catholic thing, but when family planning doesn’t work, it’s a responsibility. It’s the parents’ responsibility, if they have those kids, to be able to provide for them, number one. And number two, to care about them enough to send them, if they, if they have a car, which most people have a car probably that live in Detroit. ..(discussion, May 24). Gail expressed a view that other cultural interpretations of what is valued my be incorrect, if it means having more children than you can financially take responsibility for. If your religion does that [prohibits birth control], then that is holding you back. From being able to provide for your family. You, these things, you may say they are cultural, but what if those things aren’t necessarily, you know, culturally right? That’s the problem, is, culturally, in Afi'ica, and culturally in other places, people have too many kids who they can’t provide for. Because that’s their culture. Well, that is holding them back fiom being able to provide for their kids (discussion, May 24). 171 There were moments when Gail admitted that she agreed with Camille to a certain extent and even began to realize how she came across during her several monologues. But even so, she relentlessly pursued her notions about oppressed peoples being able to rise above their circumstances and better themselves. “I, somehow in a way, I kind of believe, agree with you and stuff? I know that there is White privilege in that it’s hard to get out of the ghetto, it is hard to get out of your situation, it’s hard to uprise, to rise up economically” (discussion, May 24). That, to her [a Hispanic mother] is the best perception [putting her children in a community school] and I’m saying that my perception is better! [laughs] which is White, yes. Which is White stereotyping, White supremacy, Whiteness, White, Anglo, be like me, be Anglo, be like me. So, and yes, I see that I’m coming across like that. And I understand now what you are saying (discussion, May 24). Whites have an easier time. Well, 1, yeah, that’s part of the problem, granted. Whites contribute to the system The system holds people down, of the other races. And other races have a hard time getting, you know, other races, new immigrants, and Afi'ican Americans, have a hard time going upward mobility. But ifthey care enough, and they want it, and they work hard, I think that they can send their children to college and the cycle will be broken (discussion, May 24). You can always do that [better yourself]. There’s no law that says you have to go to whatever school your neighbor is in. They may say that that’s what you’re supposed to do, but you can always finagle. I’ve seen it done. It happens, and so my point is if you put your child in a good environment, that’s academic, and that 172 helps them rise about their situation, then you can, they can possibly go to college (discussion, May 24). Toward the end of this lengthy debate, several participants brought up the topic of values, and noted that different people value different things, and some see success one way, and others view success in different terms. Gail then expressed her own viewpoint about how education should be valued. Well, if they come over to America, and they have different values, and one of those values is not to value education, then when they come to America, they pick up that value of education, then okay. That means that they are assimilating into what American culture is. And if they want to do that, then they are going to have to take it upon themselves to provide better education, or the best education, is my point (discussion, May 24). After reflecting on this discussion overnight, Gail admitted that situations might be much more complex than she was allowing for. About Camille’sand my argument—Iamsurprisedatalotofwhatcameoutof my mouth, and yet, not surprised in a way. I understand Camille’s side of the issueandunderstandthatthingscanbe a lot more complexthanthey may seem. But I still think that parents should be held responsible for giving the best education they can to their children IF they aspire to tlmt. In other words, if you’re going to talk the talk, walk the walk. I don’t have a lot of sympathy for fakeness. It’s all about accountability, and there are many factors that play in the role of living to one’s full potential. Should someone be held accountable for their works, actions, mistakes? I would like to think the answer should be “yes,” but 173 that is not for me to decide. Everyone has a different viewpoint on things and everyone approaches life differently. There are a different set of “rights and wrongs” for different people. Yet it is this mentality that is letting so may people get away with so much. What is right for one person (or what one person values) may not be right or valuable for another person. Yet there should be, if one believes in a righteous God, one right and wrong. This may be different for difi‘erent people, but they should still be held accountable for their own version of ‘right and wrong’ (journal entry, May 24). This discussion was lengthy, lasting about two hours. It began in the van, as we were leaving the magnet school. Gail was more vocal during this time than she was at any other time during the experience, and more vocal than any other participant at any other time. Mm Gail’s reactions that she shared in discussions, journal entries, and interviews fall largely into the two categories of stereotypical comments and responses to the two critical incidents. In spite of her personal expertise and academic knowledge in the area of cultural diversity, she made the largest number of stereotypical remarks of all the participants. These comments did not appear to diminish over time, and even though she appeared aware at times of how intolerant she sounded, she continued to express this perspective. The responses and reactions that Gail expressed are typical of many pre-service teachers. As White, middle-class members of the dominant culture, we tend to view 174 ourselves as cultureless, making it difficult to become aware and accepting of the cultures of others. Pedelty (2001) described the influence of individualistic principles on the ability to view ourselves and others as cultural beings. For US. students, thinking about other people as “others” threatens deeply-held beliefs that we are, in fact, flee-thinking, acultural beings who take each person on his or her own merits, no matter what their race, creed, or color. However, that is an impossible ideal. . .all our thinking is at least partially crafted through enculturation, and our reality is inevitably conditioned by the stock of symbolic materials (i.e., culture) available to us. For students weaned on the ideology of individualism, this is a difficult lesson to learn. Rather than examine the cultural bases of their thinking, therefore, many students prefer to deny any sort of “cultural anchoring” and thus are controlled that much more by it” (Pedelty, 2001, p. 29). Maher and Thompson (1997) also discussed how Whiteness often becomes the norm for “American” and may shape the culture of the classroom. Among the most powerful mechanisms maintaining the superiority of dominant voices is the failure to acknowledge and understand how assumptions of Whiteness shape and even dictate the limits of discourse in the classroom. . .Whiteness, like maleness, becomes the norm for “human;” it is often the silent and invisible basis against which other racial and cultural identities are named as “other,” and are measured and marginalized. .To become White has often been constructed as synonymous with becoming truly American” (Maher & Thompson, 1997, p. 323-324). 175 Gail, like many other pre-service teachers, had apparently not yet come to understand her own position as a member of the privileged class, and being self- admittedly individualistic, had found it difficult to think of herself as being a member of the dominant culture. This, as well as her own cultural history, had caused her to retain a worldview that was based on her preconceptions and her own experience. M This experience had a positive impact on Gail in terms of how she viewed her classroom marmgement skills, student aptitudes, and her comfort level in a culturally diverse setting. She also gained a new perspective on the city of Detroit in general and the possibility of pursuing a teaching career there. Classroom Mmement. One ofthe issues that Gail focused on fiom the beginning ofthis course was to learn more about effective classroom management techniques. Through observing her fellow participants and music teachers in a variety of settings, and by experimenting with her own teaching, Gail felt that she was successfirl in becoming more proficient at classroom management. “I’m really glad I took this class because it has helped me so much with classroom management. I really like how the Gordon method fits in with inner city kids. 1) The Gordon method allows students to mess up and still be valued as part of the class. . .They [two of the other participants] could have gotten mad at the child for not following directions, but they instead empowered the children. 2) I like how Gordon involves individual attention. That seems to be the best way to get kids to be involved. Usually the kids that act up are doing it to get attention. 176 ie: [sic] Dayondre: he was goofing off so I did a few patterns with him and he 1) let out all that energy with creative patterns 2) was good for the rest of the class. This doesn’t always work, but it is something that is musical, is empowering, and positive” (journal entry, May 20). W092»;- Gail’s perception of Detroit changed over the comse of this experience. She previously had been primarily concerned about issues of safety, which were allayed. But she also admitted how surprised she was with the high musical aptitude of the students, implying that she had originally thought that students in the inner city would have less ability than students in the suburbs. Detroit is like a diamond in the rough. It has such a bad reputation - nobody wantsto comenearherebecausethekidsare ‘so bad.’IheardaboutDetroit schools all the way from Virginia when I ate lunch with other teachers while subbing. It’s not that bad! . . .These kids even though they have behavior reputations across the nations, are like a secret waiting to be formd. They are talented! They’re intelligent! They’re musical geniuses waiting to be found! I think Detroit kids are way cool (journal entry, May 23). But their aptitude, I think, in general, is very high.” Researcher: “Is that different fiom what you thought before?” Gail: “Um-m, no. I knew that already.” Researcher: “So you were surprised at the music...” Gail: “Well, I was surprised that they were that high. Like, I taught in pretty much the same kind of diversity setting, and I thought those kids were high aptitude musically. But they weren’t as high as the kids that are in Detroit. Like, these kids are really high conrpared to 177 what I’ve seen elsewhere. That’s what I’m...That’s what I’m thinking. So, yeah, I was surprised at how good they were, but I wasn’t surprised that they were better than what I. ..than what I had seen with others (exit interview, May 25). Comfort Level. Gail’s changing perceptions about the city led her to consider the possibility of possibly teaching in this setting or one that was similar. I used to be completely against teaching band in middle or high school because of all the guns and violence (in an inner city school). Now I would be much nrore open to that option, especially because it gives these kids such a great sense of family and caring fi'iends (journal entry, May 24). Gail’s apparent change in perception was so strong that, when asked to describe any changes in herself, she commented on her new awareness of the potential for teaching in the city. Researcher: Do you look at yourself any differently as a result of this course? Gail: Oh, yeah. It’s, um-m, it’s been a definitely an enlightening experience about Detroit. That’s something that I, uh, came in definitely just to find out about Detroit. But Detroit has a huge reputation. To me now it’s a lot better than it seems. So I’m not, you know, against moving to Detroit and teaching high school or middle school, which I was completely against before this (exit interview, May 25). m Gail was certainly affected by this experience in the context of learning more about the city and the students there. She became more comfortable in this setting, so 178 much that she gave considerable thought to returning for some type of internship and considered the possibility of seeking employment in the city. She also came to realize that the students she observed and worked with were very musically talented. She was able to see how methodologies would be appropriate in a variety of settings. The experience also satisfied her expectations concerning classroom management, and becoming more skilled in a variety of teaching techniques and methods. My Er_