VI,IIIIIIIIIIIIII.IP ail/$490 LIB TE UNIVERSITY CHIGAN STA Erg'l‘ LANSING, MICH 48824-1048 This is to certify that the dissertation entitled Becoming: Female Subjectivity, Cultures of Consumption, and Embodiment in Contemporary Spanish Literature presented by Candice L. Bosse has been accepted towards fulfillment of the requirements for the Doctoral degree in Hispanic Literature flt zfl/ ('14 Major Professor’s Signature 5/4/2n( Date MSU is an Affirmative Action/Equal Opportunity Institution PLACE IN RETURN Box to remove this checkout from your record. 10 AVOID FINES return on or before date due. MAY BE RECALLED with earlier due date if requested. DATE DUE DATE DUE DATE DUE 087412 85 2905 2/05 cJCIRC/DateDueJnddpJS ‘l' BECOMING: FEMALE SUBJECTIVITY, CULTURES OF CONSUMPTION, AND EMBODIMENT IN THE CONTEMPORARY SPANISH NOVEL VOLUME I By Candice L. Bosse A DISSERTATION Submitted to Michigan State University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY Spanish and Portuguese Department 2005 ABSTRACT BECOMING: FEMALE SUBJECTIVITY, CULTURES OF CONSUMPTION, AND EMBODIMENT IN THE CONTEMPORARY SPANISH NOVEL By Candice L. Bosse This investigation examines the novels of three contemporary Spanish female writers — Silvia Grijalba’s Alivio ra'pido (2002), Gabriela Bustelo’s Veo,veo (1996), and Lucia Etxebararia’s Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas (1997) - to explore the relationships between globalization, consumption, and economies of experiences that produce new meanings and practices of culture, and as a result, yield innovative manners in which to re-think and re-create female subjectivity. The premise is that Woman, as the nomadic female subject dislocated within the masculine centered power structure, shifts and seeks alternative spaces for the process of becoming (or constructing identity) vis-a- vis her interaction with cultures of consumption. While the three authors maintain distinct personal narratives, which have informed and served as contingencies in the articulation of their identity, there exists a commonality among their work. By way of their novels, each author depicts interconnected vignettes of female subjectivity manifest through myriad cultures of consumption — technology, dance, drugs, fashion — that transpires in distinct proxemics: bar, multinational, underground ‘movida’ nightlife, music festivals, various neighborhoods of Madrid, and the confines of the home. Through consumption, the protagonists negotiate female subjectivity based upon a nomadic, molecular journey of becoming. This process of becoming is hinged on the continuous interrogation of the hegemonic system and conventional gender roles, intimately linked to maneuverings through the consumer realm. Each protagonist, through divergent means, constructs her subjectivity via Specific accoutrements and questions her identity and that of Woman within the masculine economy. The mode in which each cultivates subjectivity is distinct; yet she etches a self who negotiates meaning via the appropriation of goods (tangible and abstract), associates with ‘imagined communities’ (Anderson), and constructs an active subjectivity, while transmitting codes legible to the masses. Via consumption, the protagonists navigate a multiplicity of images and codes in their journey of becoming an active female subject — an agent with potential to enact change and evolve. Furthermore, for some of the protagonists, there exists liberatory potential stemming from autonomous self-creation by way of the consumer realm. In this sense, in accord with Rosi Braidotti and her theory of the nomad, the protagonists arrive to embody the feminist female subject who has abandoned longing for salvation. Rather, these women focus on regeneration either via subversion of the power structure or working within it to their advantage, evidenced by the dynamic multiplicity of female subjectivity that is molecular, fluid, and evolving. Cepyright by CANDICE L. BOSSE 2005 3950 alga mds que un mimero ACKNOWLEDGMENTS I would like to express my most profound gratitude to Dr. J osé F. Cohneiro for his endless guidance throughout my graduate education at Michigan State University. You are a true mentor; your brilliant comments, insightful observations, and encouragement have not only made me a better scholar, but also have empowered me to become an active member of the academic community. Thank you. I would also like to thank the members of my doctoral committee — Dr. Kristine Byron, Dr. Miguel Cabanas, Dr. Nancy F. Marino, and Dr. Ellen McCallum — for their continual assistance and support during the dissertation process. And lastly, Paqui. . .words would do an injustice to express to you my heart-felt thanks. vi TABLE OF CONTENTS Chapter I Introduction Chapter [1 Critical Framework Emergent Modes of Femininity Cultures of Consumption and the Female Subject Cultures of Consumption: Imagined Communities and Neotribes Chapter III Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas: the Rebel, the Cyborg, and the Housewife Cultural Context Cristina Gaena: From the Multinational to Planeta X- the Consumption and Embodiment of Counterculture Rosa Gaena: Techno-colonization, the Cyborg, and Emotive Harmony Ana Gaena: Consumption and Embodiment of the Angel del hogar Conclusions Chapter IV Veo,veo: Consumption and the Dazzling, Diva of Image Cultural Context Madonna Re-Incarnate: a New Look a New You Music, Dance, Drugs, and Female Subjectivity Now you see me, now you don’t! Re-appropriation of the Gaze Conclusions Chapter V Alivio rdpido: Traversing the Techno Terrain to the Multinational Cultural Context Traversing the Techno Terrain: Music, Ritual, and Commodification Proxemics of Techno and Portraits of Female Subjectivity Nomadic Journey to Active-Subj ectivity Conclusions Chapter VI Interconnections Bibliography vii 29 30 68 101 115 115 121 150 167 183 186 186 198 210 225 239 242 248 258 284 306 307 319 Chapter I: Introduction In an era of increasingly accessible and fluid borders, as well as geographical and cultural mobility, globalization in general, and global consumer culture in particular, affect and alter the everyday lives of consumers, and in so doing, refi'ame notions of becoming or identity construction. Globalization may be thought of as an operation (or series of operations) that embodies a transformation in the spatial organization of social relations and transactions, expressed in transcontinental flows and networks of activity, interaction and power1 (Held and McGrew, etc). In this context, globalization may be considered the arnplfying, intensifying, and accelerating impact of worldwide interconnectedness. Global communications media, advances in technology, and the ease of global travel have reduced the costs and augmented the potential for cross—cultural connections of all kinds, concurrently boosting the use of electronic media, tourism and emigration to higher levels. The integration of global economies proceeds in a state of furious activity, while the exchanges of commodities multiplies, and countries become increasingly interdependent on each other for basic, as well as luxury, commodities. The world is in the midst of unprecedented social and cultural changes, as world trade in consumer goods has inaugurated a new phase of expansion, which does not merely translate into an exchange of goods. Rather, beneath the activity of these global 1 According to the theories of Held, McGrew, et.al, globalization illustrates four stages of evolution. It involves an expansion of social, political and economic activities that traverse political and and economic frontiers worldwide. Moreover, globalization identifies with intensification evidenced through the interconnectedness and fluxes of trade, investment, migration, culture, etc. In addition, globalization may be intimately tied to the acceleration of worldwide interactions and processes, as the development of worldwide systems of transport and communication augments the velocity of the dissemination of ideas, goods, information, capital and people. And, furthermore, the growing intensity and rapidity of global interactions may hint at their significant influence and impact such that the effects of distant affairs may have profound meaning elsewhere, and likewise, specific local developments may yield global consequences. In this vein, the boundaries between local and global become fluid. economies, more profound and significant interactions are occurring, namely in the conception and construction of identity, as a result of these transformations in cultural systems. In the 1950s and 1960s, a Western breach in political and economic ideology occurred, which eventuated in the emergence of distinct configurations of identity. This discontinuity in thought process comprises what is frequently, yet problematically, termed postmodernism. As indicated in the prefix of the concept, postmodernism subsumes and moves beyond tendencies of modernism, a century old aesthetic movement grounded in master narratives, fixed identities, and firm core values. There exists a wide range of debates as to what postmodernism is. This investigation parts from Ihab Hassan’s contributions to an inquiry and elaboration of the term: indeterminacy and immanencez. He declares: “The play of indeterminacy and irnmanence is crucial to the episteme of postmodernism” (qtd. Bertens 44). The slippery notion of postmodernism, then, denotes eclecticism, hybridization, and the absence of grand narratives. Moreover, the dissolution of unilateral history eroded due to rivaling perceptions of culture and tradition. These expressions of difference reflected in the mutation of culture are illustrated by way of the re-contextualization and hybridization of styles. Concurrently, distinctions between high and low culture had conflated, resulting in innovative combinations. According to Jameson, manifest in postmodernism is the “effacement. . .of the older (essentially high-modernist) frontier between high culture and so-called mass or commercial culture, and the emergence of new kinds of texts infused with the forms, categories, and contents of that very culture industry so passionately denounced by all the 2 Hassan defines immanence as “the capacity of mind to generalize itself in the world, to act upon both self and world, and so to become more and more, immediately, its own environment”. (qtd Bertens 44) dialogues of the modern” (2). As opposed to modernism, postmodernism is curious of and enchanted by forms of art that manifest in everyday life. From Andy Warhol to Reader ’3 Digest and kitsch, “materials they no longer simply ‘quote’, as a Joyce or a Mahler might have done, but incorporate in their very substance” (3). The shift in tendencies that appeared in the middle of the twentieth century, indeed, made itself visible with respect to aesthetics. Nevertheless, this transformation in cultural processes (as manifest in art) should be considered a reflection of the movements occurring in the economic and political scope. During the decade of the 1950s, numerous changes were set into motion by the arrival of “postindustrial society” (Daniel Bell), a term making reference to a society of consumerism, constantly in evolution due to advancements in technological media. The structure of the “postindustrial society”, their political ideologies and economic motives, was not in accord with traditional capitalism. As Jameson contends, “. . .the new social formation in question no longer obeys the laws of classical capitalism, namely, the primacy of industrial production and the omnipresence of class struggle” (3). The Marxist model of capitalism centered on the production and struggle of the subject; the ideologies and practices of “postindustrial” society ruptured and rendered void Marx’s unilateral focus in capitalism. Karl Marx pondered the system of traditional capitalism, deconstructing its components and demonstrating how the exchange of goods evolved throughout history. His analysis elaborated upon the transformations that have transpired within the past centuries, the focus being the transition from a barter system to capitalism. The investigation highlights that within capitalism the production of commodity is primordial. Moreover, he argued this system exploits the subject and renders the laborer raw material, as the profit gained in capitalism is value supplied by the worker, yet not remunerated. Perhaps anticipating the emergence of a globalized, multinational economy, Ernest Mandel in Late Capitalism, centers on economic developments that have made possible the acceleration in accumulation. In specific, he elaborates upon the reduction of turnover time of fixed capital, the increase in the rate of surplus value, the entry of capital into service and circulation industries, and economic programming so as “to bridge over, at least partially, the contradiction between the anarchy of capitalist production inherent in the private ownership of the means of production and the growing objective pressure to plan amortization and investments” (Mandel 231). Hence, late capitalism points toward universal industrialization that saturates aspects of daily life. According to Mandel: “for the first time in history. Mechanization, standardization, overspecialization and parcellization of labor which in the past determined only the realm of commodity production in actual industry, now penetrate into all sectors of social life”. (387) The proliferation and absorption of industrial diversity, and hence, competition placed emphasis on the creation of manners in which to sustain and augment capital. Expounding on an apropros circumstance to elucidate the centrality of capitalism in everyday existence, he states: “The ‘profitability’ of universities, music academies and museums starts to be calculated in the same way as that of brick works or screw factories”. (3 87) According to Mandel, the “long-term protection and expanded reproduction” (231) of capital was facilitated through finance capital, a liquid medium that represents wealth. The creation of money through credit stood out as an important stable source of value that induced additional production, demand, and surplus value. As Mandel states, the accessibility and growth of credit potentially may incite economic flourishing “up to the point beyond which it risks jeopardizing the share of the world market controlled by the country in question” (45 5). Moreover, the “long-term diminution of the industrial reserve army, which was the corollary of the substantial growth in the accumulation of capital, enabled the working class periodically to chip away at the rate of surplus-value somewhat” (457). Thus, the spread of capital sustained and empowered by credit forged new relationships among countries due to the ever- expanding world market economy. This notion recalls J arneson’s theory in The Cultural Logic of Late Capitalism; he contends postmodernity and globalization are interwoven by the rise and expansion of capitalism. That is, shifts in cultural aesthetics as well as its commodification did not occur in a vacuum. Rather, these changes are steeped in alterations of economic and political systems. While production remains an important aspect to late capitalism, its primary focus shifts to consumption. Likewise, the spatial dissemination of the capitalist system permits a conjoining among the global and local through consumption. The assimilation of the global into the local may further provide for the production of innovative expression (identity, art, politics, etc.), hybridization, and new cultures. The proliferation of globalization has created profound cultural, economic, and political changes, transpiring from the level of the individual to the collectivity; engagement and identity are articulated through various economies of consumption. Of particular significance is the inquiry into ties, via effects of globalization, which bind identity and create various cultures. These cultures or groups are based not upon traditional criteria of geo-political borders and bloodline, but rather are ‘imagined communities’ (Anderson) formed by consumption of a similar good or experience. It would be insightful and revealing to investigate the manner in which these dynamics have altered the conception of identity in countries around the globe. This investigation centers on the particular case of Spain, a fruitful locus to embark upon this quest considering the vast and radical changes that have materialized in the past three decades on a myriad of planes. The power and dynamism of the institutions that previously served to mobilize collective power and identity (Franco’s ideology and Catholic doctrines) deteriorated with the gradual absorption of consumerism into Spanish society. Following the collapse of Franco’s dictatorship, capitalism has become more pervasive in Spain, consumption has risen, and individual and social identity has been questioned and subsequently transformed in accord with these changes. The object of this research is to examine the concept of becoming woman, accomplished through an examination of how relationships between globalization, consumption and economies of experience produce new understandings and practices of culture, and as result new ways of becoming or constructing identity. Although the focus of this investigation is the relationship between consumption and female subjectivity, it must be noted that consumption and economies of experience, indeed, configure and construct masculine identity as well. The massive global flows of people, capital products, texts, images and signs create new premises for the concept of culture in the contemporary world. A main argument that this inquiry presents is that the concept of consumption is crucial to an understanding of culture and individual identity in global mass societies. As Twitchell affirms, afier nourishing and clothing the self, “needs are cultura ”. (11) Therefore, consumption can be seen as a basic condition of life and a way of being in the world that stresses the emotional and sensational characteristics and social dimensions of perceiving and experiencing life; it offers new ways of imagining the self. The argument is that these aspects very often are neglected in the discussion of cultural studies and globalization; however, they play a central role in the reconfiguration of culture and identity, yielding new global cultures and communities through the sensual, imaginative and virtual consumption of products, locales, and narratives. The meaning of consumable goods is in large part open to interpretation. The consumer extracts a special meaning from a specific good, assembling a montage of elements such as sounds and images to construct subjectivity. Therefore, one cannot state that a particular brand or product retains a universal meaning, as meaning is not inherent in the good itself. Rather, there exists fragmentation among the lived social realities of consumers. This acknowledgement places at the forefront the plurality of the individual and the resulting diversity in her interpretation and re-appropriation of meaning. As Frank contends: Consumerism is no longer about ‘conformity’ but about ‘difference’. Advertising teaches not in the ways of puritanical self-denial (a bizarre notion on the face of it), but in the orgiastic, never ending self-firlfillment. It counsels not rigid adherence to the tastes of the herd but vigilant and constantly updated individualism. We consume not to fit in, but to prove, on the surface at least, that we are rock ‘n’ roll rebels, each one of us as rule breaking and hierarchy defying as our heroes of the ‘605. . .This imperative of endless difference is today the genius at the heart of American capitalism, and eternal fleeing from ‘sameness’ that satiates our thirst for the New with such achievements of civilization as the infinite brands of identical cola, the myriad color and irrepressible variety of the cigarette rack. (34) As Frank posits, contemporary society defines itself not so much by what it produces, but rather what it consumes. This tendency roots itself in the prolific globalization of various economies, which subsequently become assimilated into the local culture, yielding hybridization. By virtue of consumerism, unimagined possibilities for the assemblage and re-assemblage of identity may emanate. The consumer manufactures and constructs herself through a conjugation of tangible and abstract goods. In doing so, the consumer not only interprets and re-appropriates meaning, but also composes a subjectivity through election and individual energy. Nevertheless, as consumption remains a slippery concept rife with paradoxes, it is worth pondering if subjectivity formation through cultures of consumption may represent a new form of freedom, albeit temporally. According to Foucault (1988), society not only must select a selflrood, but also must comprise itself as a self who makes selections. Consequently, all facets of existence are examined as potential means or tool in the negotiation and fabrication of the self. That is, subject formation manifests by way of the architecture (selection and appropriation) of the individual. Having said this, an investigation of consumption practices and how they transpire in identity formation is complex and contradictory. Due to this quagmire, it is important to give space to a cautionary consideration of the complexities of the concept as well as the divisive theories regarding consumption and liberation. As explained earlier, the act of consumption is not passive, but rather involves the active negotiation and articulation of meaning in the constitution of subjectivity. However, it would be naive and essentialist to perceive consumption as a universally empowering experience. Indeed, consumption practices may yield contradictory realities and an unhealthy, inert selflrood; however, these negatives should not be unilaterally attributed to consumption, but rather the manner in which the individual assumes the good. There exists a host of critics that attack and demonize consumption. The foundations of the arguments against consumption are primarily centered on two issues. On the one hand, the subject is viewed as victim of the manipulative machinations of capitalism, and on the other, floating in a vacuous state bombarded by spectacle, the subject remains a passive pawn of hegemonic processes. For instance, Sklair contends that consumerism remains at the nucleus of the global capitalist project, and as such, consumers are coerced into a perpetual cycle of satisfying desires that have been indoctrinated by capitalism. Sklair believes that the project of capitalism serves to persuade society to interminably consume: ...not simply to satisfy their biological and other modest needs, but in response to artificially created desires in order to perpetuate the accumulation of capital for private profit, in other words to ensure that the global capitalist system goes on forever. The culture ideology of consumerism proclaims, literally, that the meaning of life is to be found in the things that we possess. To consume, therefore, is to be fully alive, and to remain fully alive we must continuously consume, discard, consume. The notions of men and women as economic or political beings are marginalized by global capitalism, quite logically, as the system does not even pretend to satisfy everyone in the economic or political spheres. Men, women, children, even pets, are consumers. The point of economic activity for ordinary members of the system is simply to provide the resources to be consumers, and the point of political activity is to ensure, usually through political inactivity, that the conditions for consuming are maintained. This system has been evolving for centuries, first for aristocracies and members of the bourgeoisie all over the world, then spreading to the working classes in the First world, and slowly but surely penetrating to all those with disposable income everywhere. (62) Following Sklair’s line of argumentation, Stuart and Elizabeth Ewen contend that implicit to consumerism is the never-ending quest to fulfill false desires, which ultimately results in failure. They state: Alongside the considerable achievements of industrial development, the logic of consumption has become increasingly universal in our way of life. It is embroiled in our intimacies; tattooed in our hopes; demanding of our energies. The "constant rapidity" with which we are encouraged to tire of consumable objects, of our elusive pleasures, is generalized as an axiom for existence. To buy is to succeed. Soon, this success becomes failure. (75) Explicit to the condemnation of consumerism, the subject as consumer is a universal victim. Controlled by the powers of capitalism, the subject continuously quests to satisfy artificial wants and needs indoctrinated by the capitalist project. The result of this line of argumentation is the utter failure on the part of the subject to think and act for herself. In accord with this notion, binary oppositions may never be erased, and furthermore, the subject may never be ‘free’ in the formation process. 10 Consumption, indeed, is a profound intricate process. As such, this investigation does give space to the dangers of consumption and contradictory realities that emerge and result in the construction of an unhealthy subjectivity. Nevertheless, this research proposes that cultures of consumption may exemplify an active and dynamic means for becoming or the construction of subjectivity from which arise the possibility for innovative and personal affinities with the self and the collectivity. Commercialism is more a mirror than a lamp. That we demonize it, that we see ourselves as helpless and innocent victims of its overpowering force, that it has become scapegoat du jour, tells far more about our eagerness to be passive in the face of complexity than about our understanding of how it does its work. . .The material world magnetizes us and we focus much energy on our relationship with it. (Twitchell 20-21) Consumption is a continuous negotiation, a never-ending dialogue between the consumer and the material world. Not limited to the material realm, one may also consume experiences, memories, and the gaze. Of importance is how the consumer appropriates and negotiates the item, which results in the production of meaning. As such, consumers are not necessarily passive. “Consumers are just another interpretive community. They are readers. For them, consumers goods should be considered as ‘polysemous cultural resources’ that can be interpreted in a variety of ways by different groups of consumers”. (Twitchell 46-47) While the principle of consumerism may have origins in the nineteenth century only to garner its full momentum in the middle of the twentieth century, it is not a new concept3. In previous centuries meaning was generated through 3 Consumption played an integral role in the structure and dynamics of the Roman Catholic Church exemplified by the bacchnallic profusions of the carnivalistic rituals such as Mardi Gras and Lent. The 11 rigid social conventions such as the intangible concept of social caste, however, with the advent of capitalism and consumerism, the construction of identity shifted. No longer revolving around birth and family origin, it converted to revolve around our interaction with a constellation of goods - whether tangible or abstract — and how we consume and appropriate those items. Consumerism is seen as a creative activity by which we form our identities. It should not merely be seen as successfirl manipulation by capitalism, but rather as a more positive potential site of individual agency. Storey contends that the proliferation of consumer society signals the innovative manners in which individuals negotiate and appropriate identity, rather than the power of capitalism to create and indoctrinate desire for goods. Storey affirms, “. . .using cultural consumption to articulate multiple and mobile identities has a history... but this is not the same as saying that it is something that capitalist entrepreneurs have imposed on an easily manipulated body of consumers” (147-8). According to Storey’s analysis, consumers are not manipulated, but rather in some sense negotiate their participation within consumer culture. Within Spain this investigation is of particular significance as evidenced in a recent worldwide survey of social values and changes undertaken by Ronald Inglehart". According to the results of the research, Ingelhart affirms: Ni previsibles ni cacticos, pero si “muy fuertes”. Asi definen los cientificos sociales los cambios politicos y de mentalidad producidos en Espafta en los r’rltimos afios del siglo pasado y primeros del actual. En cycle was initiated by consumption of goods, a celebration of indulgence, and then stringent denial followed. Paradoxically, the community still consumed, if not of material goods then rhetoric and discourse. ’ Ronald Inglehart, professor of political science at the University of Michigan, spearheaded a survey of eighty-one countries, interviewing 200,000 people between 1999-2001 with the purpose of measuring and comparing social values. 12 ningr’rn otro pats las diferencias y cortes generacionales fueron tan radicales en materias como la religién 0 las conductas sexuales. . .La encuesta mundial de valores. . .dibuja una sociedad espaflola secularizada y tolerante, muy por encima de la media mundial. (Bedoya, El Pais 6/30/04) Not only does this survey signal the massive transformations, on a political level as well as a psychological one, that have occurred within the contemporary Spanish society within the last decade, but it also hints at something more profound. Implied in the results of Inglehart’s study is the shift from a society steeped in materialist values, one that placed emphasis on securing basic economic needs, to one delving into postrnaterialism, in which importance is bestowed to freedom of election and self expression. Inglehart ‘s investigation ultimates: La primera conclusiOn del monumental inforrne sobre la sociedad actual es que todo resulta ‘previsible’ y que rara vez las cosas se vuelven ‘caOticas’. Mas: lo que ahora se sabe preguntandole a la gente en todo el mundo ya lo intuyeron cientificos sociales como Carlos Marx (1818-1883) 0 Max Weber (1864-1920). Es decir, que una vez alcanzados ‘niveles adecuados’ de desarrollo se registra en las sociedades un paso desde los valores materialistas (que ponen e1 énfasis en la seguridad fisica y econérnica), hacia valores postrnaterialistas que se fijan sobre todo en la libertad de elecciOn 0 de expresién. (Bedoya, El Pais 6/30/04) Taking into consideration the conclusions of Inglehart’s research, this study looks into consumption practices fi'om a perspective that seeks to cover an array of issues such as subjectivity formation, embodiment, and liberatory potential. By way of analysis of the 13 literary production of contemporary Spanish women authors, this investigation delves into the slippery relationships that are forged between consumption and identity construction to illustrate a plethora of modes of becoming via the consumption of tangible and intangible goodss. The novels of the contemporary Spanish women writers who will be the object of study -— Lucia Etxebarria, Gabriela Bustelo, and Silvia Grij alba - provide a fertile ground to examine culture and identity vis-a-vis consumption practices during postmodern times as it has only been two and half decades since the fall of the dictatorship. As such, this corpus of female authors represent the first generation of women writers born into the regime of Francoism yet spent their formative years — that is, their youth- in transition between two opposing worlds. Their passage from one state (dictatorship) to another (democracy) infuses their writing with transnational dimensions as they portray culture and female identity as products of a globally integrated economy. The perspectives offered through the narratives give us a measure of cultural, political, and social change in Spanish society mediated by the world of commodities. Of interest, all of these authors have a close relation to Madrid, the social, economic, and political center of the country. Nevertheless, these cultural shifts are not only particular to the nucleus, but rather they are occurring outside of the capital evidenced from novels written by other contemporary Spanish women authors. Examples range from Anna Garcia’s Los 5 It is important to reiterate that the practice of identity formation vis-a-vis consumption choices is not exclusive to women. The contemporary Spanish writer Ray Loriga’s novel Héroes (1993) evidences the relationship among cultures of consumption and masculine subjectivity. Moreover, there have been numerous studies that have treated male consumption and identity formation such as the article written by Gregson and Crewe, “Beyond the High Street and the Mall - Car Boot Fairs and the New Geographies of Consumption in the 19903’”. Furthermore, as evidenced by Stella’s article “’Rebels without a cause': Male Youth in Italy around 1960”, there has existed and continues to manifest an intimate relationship between consumption practices for both genders in the fornation of becoming, or identity construction. 14 placeres de Anastasia (2004), which takes places in a small town outside of Barcelona, to the novels written by Coloma Fernandez Armero, Mil dolores pequefios (2002) and Querida yo (2000), which traverse foreign destinations such as New York and London, as well as the periphery of Spain: Ahneria, Tarifa, Cadiz, and Menorca, to mention a few. Hence, through exposure to advertising and the media and communications industry, populations around the globe are becoming connected, as these global technologies permit the rapid dissemination of visual and aural information. The globalization of cultures is tied to momentous political changes of the present era such as the rise of identity politics and transnational politics (the interconnection of economic markets and political alliances). The engagement of these dynamics at the individual and collective levels creates new-fashioned cultural forces and innovative forms of autonomous self- governance. These particular authors were selected for the investigation because they explore and navigate themes such as cultures of consumption and economies of experiences, dialoguing with the international, while questioning representations of female subjectivity within Spain6. The novels of Etxebarria, Bustelo, and Grij alba — albeit in distinct manners - may portray the effects and reverberations that the globalization of cultures has had on contemporary Spanish society, in particular the mode in which female subjectivity is intimately linked to consumption practices. Furthermore, these women writers, by way of the creation of their own narratives, demonstrate “the process of becoming woman” (Braidotti) buttressed by various contingencies. Their narratives illustrate the potential f’I'he novels of mainstream authors such as Rosa Montero and Almudena Grandes bear similarity to the novels under discussion as this corpus of female writers interrogate the reprentation of female subjectivity within Spain. Nevertheless, the novels of Etxebarria, Grijalba, and Bustelo delve into myriad consumption practices and their relationship to the formation of female subjectivity as well as imagined communities (Anderson) that arise due to multiple shared affinities. 15 for agency accessible to women through economies of consumption, as via this outlet each individual is able to negotiate and articulate her subjectivity, conscious of this self- creation. The writers’ novels examine the authority given to women through the popularization of cultures of consumption, as each woman has the power to present her identity as she conceives it, despite the preconceptions of Spanish society at large. This self-govemance rooted in the sphere of consumption, which manifests in the various protagonists, recalls Braidotti’s notion of the nomad, essential to the “process of becoming woman”. Braidotti contends: Como una figuracién de la subj etividad contemporanea, e1 nOmade es pues una entidad posmetafisica, intensiva, mr'rltiple, que se desenvuelve en una red de interconexiones. El/la nOmade no puede reducirse a una for'ma lineal, teleolégica, de subj etividad sino que mas bien constituye el sitio de conexiones multiples. Esta corporizado/a, y por ello es cultural; como artefacto, es un componente tecnolégico de lo humano y posthumano; es un complejo dotado de capacidades multiples para la interconectividad en el modo impersonal. El/la nOmade es un cyborg de Haraway, pero que cuenta ademas con un inconsciente. ES 10 “mucoso” o “divino” de Irigary, pero dotado de perspectiva multicultural. Es abstracto/a y perfecta, operativamente real. (Sujetos némades 78) In light of this, I analyze the novels of these contemporary Spanish women authors focusing on the various cultures of consumption —drugs, music, fashion, sex, dancing, and technology— that each protagonist embraces and also explore the resulting embodiment of the feminist subject. 16 This investigation examines becoming through the optic of diverse cultures of consumption. Invariably citizens and consumers are engaged with commodities and are shaping them for their own purposes. It is through this process that one also produces identity by way of various economies. Through cultures of consumption, one produces selfhood while concurrently aligning the self with communities or groups who share these commonalities. As will be evidenced in the discussion of the novels, whether constructing an image in opposition to consumer culture —- one of militancy — or embracing it wholeheartedly through purchasing elaborate markers of upper-class status, consumption marks the body and creates an identity. Through consumption, an individual establishes and maintains selflrood. Much like gender, class and ethnicity, consumables become part of identity virtually inseparable from the self. The term virtually is employed since consumption choices are fluid and dynamic; subjectivity, as well as identification with particular ‘imagined communities’ may metarnorphose in accord with the individual election. In the literary production under discussion, the protagonists are active agents, cognizant of their election; nevertheless, not all form healthy active subj ectivities. To an extent, commodities mark these women; however, as subjects in the creation of selflrood, they re-appropriate goods instilling them with meaning and consequently express an identity tied to those items. While consumption is complex and contradictory, this inquiry posits that there does exist liberatory potential in consumption (not unilaterally), as the consumer is dynamic in the construction, transmission, and reception of meaning-making while creating an active female subjectivity that denies essence and allows for a multiplicity of beings. l7 Becoming: Female Subjectivit, Cultures of Consumption, and Embodiment in Contemporary Spain is organized into five chapters that are intended to address issues of becoming - the creation of female subjectivity- across the spectrum of diverse cultures of consumption. It takes into consideration the type of selflrood encouraged and cultivated in various spaces by way of multifarious practices and the consumption of distinct goods. This study examines how the commodities are appropriated and the meaning created by the various protagonists, as well as how each woman embodies affectually the goods consumed. Overall, by way of the aforementioned, it explores the embodiment of new types of creativity and the unveiling of spaces for the potential liberation of female subjectivity, as well as acknowledge the potential for unhealthy subjectivity rooted in consumption practices. Chapter One, “Critical Framework”, introduces the primary themes of the dissertation and the critical methodologies that will be employed in this investigation. The principal concept utilized as a springboard for this inquiry, posited by theorist of sexual difference Rosi Braidotti, is that of becoming: how does the nomadic feminist female subject emerge? Following theories posited by Deleuze, Braidotti foments a discussion on female subjectivity flour a position of difference, emphasizing the importance of seeing woman not as ‘other than’ man, which connotes a negative difference. Rather, she charges her framework with a positive energy, by rethinking and redefining woman as subject of knowledge, contradicting the epistemological struggle that has confronted women historically and defined them as a lack. Braidotti’s work is the historicization and de-mystification of the supposedly organic notion of woman. She critically analyzes and deconstructs the complex layers of woman’s ‘natural’ essence, so 18 as to open up a space of critical resistance against the ideas of the dominant economy. In the re-location of the identity of woman, Braidotti dismantles patriarchal tendencies, permitting the potential for a new social imaginary. As nomad, woman is multiple and in transition, yet retains connection with history to accept responsibility for it. As subject of knowledge with accountability, woman is empowered, devoid of essentialism, and emancipated to become multiple subj ectivities. To better comprehend this type of third wave feminism, radical feminism of difference, the chapter begins with a short trajectory of the three waves of feminism. This brief analysis provides a bridge to arrive at a more comprehensive understanding of not only third wave feminism, rather more importantly feminism of sexual difference. The chapter continues in parallel with a necessary exploration of the manifestation and evolution of feminism in Spain, detailing the immense transformations in female identity from the establishment of formal political emancipation with the inception of the 1931 Constitution, to the re-enactment of the Civil Code of 1889 in 1939, to the transition and beyond. Utilizing theories of sexual difference, patchworked with the knowledge of significant cultural occurrences that have affected and altered the lives and identities of women in Spain, as a platform, this chapter follows to discuss theories of modern consumption and its relationship to the stabilization of socio-economic factors (Bocock). The line of inquiry, then, focuses the argument on the potential for becoming, the construction of self, through lifestyles founded in consumption practices. This chapter also elaborates upon the liberatory potential of consumption, not in and of itself, rather as an active process that requires the negotiation and re-appropriation of meaning. At the 19 same time, it does give serious thought to theorists who condemn consumption and negate the possibility for individual emancipation within this scope. Within this section, the discourse focuses on contradictory elements of consumption as presented by theorists such as Marx and Baudrillard. A discussion of their respective approximations evidence differing foci, but at the nucleus, the theories reflect the subject as a passive victim. With respect to the model posited by Marx, the subject (consumer) has no option but to relegate itself to the manipulations of capitalist machine, as there exists no escape. Unlike Marx, Baudrillard does not locate stridulent fault with the production aspect of capitalism, but rather the proliferation of the spectacle, which results fiom commodification of culture. Following his theory, the distinction between reality and fiction blur due to the aestheticization of everyday life. Upon consideration of the approximations of Marx and Baudrillard towards capitalism (production/consumption), the discussion turns to ponder the active meaning-making process entailed among the relationship between the consumer and the good. It is one of the central tenets of this research that the subject is not passive, but free to negotiate and making meaning from signs. Finally, this chapter elaborates upon the theories of ‘imagined communities’ (Anderson) and neo-tribes (Maffesoli). These groups are social configurations that emerge and crystallize as a result of participation in cultures of consumption. These dynamic conglomerations provide a space in which the individual finds affinity, if only temporal, with a community participating in a communion of shared interests that transcends geographical, ethnic, religious, and gender borders. Chapter Two, “Consumption in Amor, curiosidades, prozac y dudas”, focuses on the first novel of Lucia Etxebarria, one of the most well known contemporary female 20 authors in Spain. This author, herself, may be considered a hybrid product influenced by globalization tendencies. While she was born in the north of Spain, Etxebarria has spent a large portion of her life in Madrid; furthermore, she has traveled extensively abroad, and was in residency at the University of Aberdeen, Scotland. The myriad of experiences and perspectives gleaned from not only her international journeys, but also her territorial re- locations within Spain during a time of intense political transition reflect in her narrative via the juxtaposition of the global and the local, the interrogation of societal conventions, and the heterogeneous representation of woman. This chapter concentrates on the construction of female subjectivity through the optic of the consumption of a plethora of goods in order to examine the distinct becomings of selflrood as manifest through the three Gaena sisters. The first section (of five) of this chapter provides cultural context that details Etxebarria’s personal narrative, novelistic production, and ideas and experiences regarding female subjectivity and globalization. The next three parts are dedicated to analyzing the divergent construction of subjectivity of the sisters; there is a sub-chapter that elaborates upon each: Cristina, Rosa, and Ana. The part titled “Cristina Gaena: From the Multinational to Planeta X: the Consumption and Embodiment of Counterculture” traces the trajectory of identity of the youngest of the sisters based upon her consumption of global cultural references in two distinct spatial realms: the multinational and the underground bar scene. This particular section examines contingencies of the two locales and how they play into the construction of her identity; for instance, the closed, hierarchical organization of the multinational versus the affective structure composed of music, lights, drugs, and bodies in the bar. In tracking the evolution of her identity - as evidenced by the change in proximity — it is demonstrated 21 that Cristina contemplates new spaces for the notion of becoming by way of resisting, to an extent, the hegemonic culture and toying with this paradigm. She could be said to incarnate the third wave of feminism through her interrogation of systems, resistance to hegemonic norms, and her free agency in the formation of her subjectivity. The next section, “Rosa Gaena: Techno-colonization, the Cyborg, and Emotive Harmony”, anatomizes the unfolding of the middle sister, a very successful single thirty year-old director of finance in a large multinational. Her identity is mediated by various discourses and to an extent her rhetoric exemplifies the tenets of second wave feminism by way of her search for equality in a hegemony dominated by men. It highlights the downfalls of the second wave’s ideology that searched for women’s equality, negating to consider the inherent differences, which is also manifest in the character of Rosa. Distinct from Cristina, a primary condition for the construction of her becoming is the world of technology and capitalism. In light of this, this section explores the type of hybrid identity — part machine and part human- cultivated in this character. The notion of cyborg, as postulated by Donna Haraway, potentially serves as a subversive configuration7. According to Haraway, the notion of cyborg presents a provocative hybrid: ...a creature of social reality as well as a creature of fiction. Social reality is lived social relations, our most important political construction, a world- changing fiction. The international women’s movements have constructed ‘women’s experience’, as well as uncovered or discovered this crucial 7 Donna Haraway is considered to be one of the proponents of cyberfeminist theory, followed by theorists such as Anne Balsamo and Chela Sandoval. 22 collective object. This experience is a fiction and fact of the most crucial, political kind. (1991 149) Through the melding of the mind and the machine, consciousness, intelligence, and memory become enhanced. Cyborg, then, is a figuration for one who dismantles or surpasses traditional boundaries of the dominant economy. Nevertheless, it must be mentioned that the theory of Haraway does not account for social nor historical background and context. According to her theory, the cyborg does not possess historical memory, which she contends, releases the subject (cyborg) from the groundings of patriarchy. This, however, results problematic because the celebratory theory of new technology negates differences in historical background such as race and gender. It may be possible that Haraway’s use of the cyborg metaphor permits the inclusion of all by smoothing over the issue of finding common ground among marginal groups. Taking into account theories of the cyborg, this part explores how her body as text is coded with the tenets of technology, from her thought process to clothing choice and gait. Nevertheless, in studying the process of her becoming, required is a deconstruction of the various ambiguities that layer her life and the mode in which she works through these issues. Working through her experiences leads Rosa to incorporate a part that she has neglected to allow surface: the emotional. In fleshing through memory, this character begins her quest for becoming by establishing connections with music that infuse her life with passion. As cyborg, Rosa is textualized by the politics of the multinational yet in her becoming, she elects to explore her inner self through the power of song. Freed from a unitary, orthodox subjectivity, as cyborg Rosa exhibits a fluid identity of not one nor the other: she embodies a multiplicity that interrogates the patriarchy and suggests an 23 alternative to the totalizing structure. The last part of this chapter, “Ana Gaena: Consumption and Embodiment of the Angel del hogar”, follows to investigate the identity of the oldest sister, Ana, a mother and housewife. Also dissimilar from the younger sisters, she constructs her identity through the consumption of high-end goods and discourse gleaned from women’s magazines. Interestingly, her narrative is peppered with the mention of luxury commodities, as this realm offers her a means of integrating the conflicting demands of her life, and indeed offers her a temporal resolution; however, she does create an unhealthy subjectivity. While her identity has been buttressed by the tenets of the hegemony, through contemplation of her selflrood and a working through of her experiences, Ana as a nomad, traverses a series of realizations that yield in a becoming centered not on societal prescriptions, yet inner desires. While the three sisters illustrate dissimilar representations of femininity in contemporary Spain, the commonality among them manifests through their desire to interrogate prevalent gender roles and supposedly organic identities. Radicalizing the concept of difference, the Gaena’s commit to transgressive thinking, evidenced in the nomadic wanderings of their respective becomings. The third chapter titled “Gabriela Bustelo: Consumption and Embodiment” revolves around the first novel of Bustelo, Veo,veo (1996). Concepts like globalization, identity, and consumption have been interwoven into the life of Bustelo from a young age. This attributes itself to the fact that her family moved from Madrid to reside in Washington DC. in the later half of the 1960s; the family returned to Madrid shortly before the fall of the Franco regime. These international experiences compounded by the clashing political and social lived realities may have served to endow Bustelo with a keen 24 perspective on female subjectivity within the various spaces and render her a composite. The object of this chapter is to deconstruct the various intrigues that conjoin to articulate I the identity of the protagonist, Vania Barcia; at the same time, it will illustrate the manner in which she performs female identity through her consumption practices, negotiating a subjectivity that yields libidinal returns. Similar to Chapter One, this chapter initiates with a cultural context that elaborates upon the life of Gabriela Bustelo, detailing how her international experiences have affected the narrative under discussion. Likewise, there are personal reflections from the author, obtained during personal interviews, expounding upon her perspectives of consumption and its relationship to female subjectivity. Chapter Two is divided into five parts; following the “Cultural Context”, the part titled “Madonna Re-Incarnate: a New Look a New You” presents a discussion of the consumption of fashion, and the mode in which it textualizes the body of Vania as well as articulates her identity. Through her chameleon-like approach to body dressing, the protagonist fabricates her self as a hybrid, sporting a variety of fashions; however, all of the elections incarnate strongly sexually charged images. In this manner, Vania toys with gender conventions and the performance of female identity through the game of seeing and being seen. The second part, titled “Music, Dance, Drugs, and Female Subjectivity”, affords a discussion on the libidinal retum stemming from the creation of female subjectivity via the consumption of the assemblage of the club: music, lights, drugs, and material goods. The argument underlines the empowerment experienced by Vania to pursue a distinct lifestyle and develop an autonomous sense of self in the underground world of the movida nightlife. This is significant because in this world — a social space typically associated with amorous or even sexual overtures- she does not place extravagant 25 attention on male spectators, rather lavishes focus on herself assisted by the world of consumer goods. Furthermore, her nomadic experiences within this territory deconstruct the notion of a unified subject, opening the possibility for the unbinding of the definition of female identity. The fourth section titled “Now you see me, now you don’t!: Re- appropriation of the Gaze” explores the consumption of a central motif in the novel: the gaze and the power it endows. As elaborated upon in the previous section, Vania parodies conventional female stereotypes as she is the diva of the image, and embraces at will a multiplicity of identities that negate the concept of a unified subject. The fluidity and playing with identity is expounded upon as it relates to the crafting of her selflrood and the gaze. Through the sexually charged image she creates, she is cognizant of the power she exerts over the male gaze, mocking the pathetic behavior of the men who gawk. Hence, this section delves into the pleasure Vania receives from the re- appropriation of the gaze intimately linked to displaying herself and interacting with the consumer realm. The final portion, the conclusion, expounds upon the becoming of Vania; her nomadic departures that stem from the creation of her own designs and grammar on subjectivity that deviate from the conventions dictated by the masculine economy. Furthermore, it affirms that while Vania’s life is not free from the constraints of the hegemonic system, she embodies innovative molds and exposes spaces for a libidinal return on female subjectivity. Chapter Four, “Silvia Grij alba: Consumption and Embodiment” explores the first novel of Grijalba, Alivio rdpido (2002). Akin to the other authors under discussion, Grijalba’s life has been mediated by global tendencies and cultures of consumption. As a music journalist for El Mundo, she has had the opportunity to travel internationally and 26 report upon various types of music festivals: techno, rock, and beyond. Grijalba, herself, may represent the concept of a cyborg through the manifestion of the multitudinal contingencies of her identity: novelist, poet, journalist, bar owner, and electronic musician. She embodies a hybrid product of cultural negotiations as she has traversed the musical landscape participating both directly and indirectly, evident in the intrigues of the work under discussion. Resulting from her personal narrative, she has intimate knowledge of the types of female subjectivity cultivated in the sonic terrain. The principal objective of this chapter is to elaborate upon the type of female selfhood encouraged in the protagonist, Alba, within the techno realm; at the same time, it considers diverse experiences that lead to nomadic wanderings and the cultivation of her subjectivity within a new locale: the public relations industry. Following the “Cultural Context” is a section titled “Traversing the Techno Terrain: Music, Ritual, and Commodification”, a discussion that elaborates upon the birth and history of techno music, a genre with roots in a counter-culture, anti-establishment thought process. An eternally transforming music style, techno is both innovative and progressive, and similar to other musical genres such as rock, has become commodified. This is taken into consideration as this section discusses the band Asian Vibes, in which Alba is a member and her boyfriend, Fernando, the much deified lead singer. As such, it discusses the role of celebrity and fan and their resulting commodification in popular culture. This discussion establishes the foundation for the consideration of female subjectivity in the terrain of techno, which is elaborated upon in “Proxemics of Techno and Portraits of Female Subjectivity”. This part describes two distinct female becomings and resulting embodiments in the techno scene: that of Alba and that of her mother. Among a plethora 27 of other elements, what Alba consumes most — albeit in a static mode -is the image and celebrity of her boyfriend, Fernando. The argument turns to deconstruct the type of subjectivity encouraged via the consumption of the techno landscape as well as her unhealthy consumption of the spectacle of Fernando. These experiences are then contrasted with those of her mother, Sofia, a hippy who experiences this space as a re- birth and a territory that lends libidinal returns to the construction of female subjectivity. The following section, “Nomadic Journey of Alba to Active-Subjectivity”, analyzes the transformation in the consumption habits of the protagonist that emerge due to the unforeseen imprisonment of her boyfriend, Fernando. Setting off on a quest that leads her through diverse spaces and happenings-the band is defunct and she is employed full time at a public relations firm- Alba works through experiences to arise to a heightened awareness of self exhibiting the nomadic subject. No longer passively consuming the spectacle of Fernando, she re-constructs herself according to her desires, conscious of her body as a commodity. The final section, “Conclusion”, reiterates the manner in which the nomadic journey of Alba resulted as a fleshing through of her experiences and working with these knowledges to actively form her subjectivity not in accord with prescription, but rather the recognition of her desires. The final chapter of this investigation is “Interconnections” which serves to draw parallels and underline contrasts among the novels under discussion. It aims to engage a discussion regarding the multiplicity of female subjectivity through the convergence of the various cultures of consumption. This chapter draws together the diverging representations of woman as portrayed by Etxebarria, Bustelo, and Grijalba to underline the multifarious modes in which these women negotiate meaning by way of consuming 28 goods that serve as articulation points of their identity. Consumption functions as a means for the active formation of self. Through consuming, these women are agents that enact change, one that may yield liberatory potential for female subjectivity stemming from autonomous self-creation. It concludes by drawing connections between events of present-day Spanish reality and the novelistic production and suggests that, working together, these outlets potentially serve to destabilize and re-define the concept of Woman. 29 Chapter 11: Critical Framework Overview This chapter is dedicated to the exploration of key theories fundamental to the analysis of the literature under discussion as it relates to cultures of consumption and the female subject. The first section entitled “Emergent Modes of Femininity” historicizes the Western feminist movement, and then compares its trajectory with feminism within Spain; the investigation contextualizes feminism and its struggles as well as its evolution within Spain in the twentieth century. Utilizing the discussion on feminist ideology as a foundation, this chapter proceeds to examine theories related to consumption in “Cultures of Consumption and the Female Subject”. This section elaborates upon the divergent understandings of the term ‘consumption’ and then works to locate consumption with the rise of mass consumer society since the 19508 through the optic of international conditions as well as those local to Spain. It critically analyzes the factors specific to Spanish society that aided the emergence of consumerism in Spain in the 19605, and expands on the transformations in the relationship between female identity and consumption in Spain within the last fifty years. The last section of this chapter deals with “Cultures of Consumption: Imagined Communities and Neo-Tribes” which are collectivities ——assemb1ed and re-assembled- by virtue of a desire to consume a like good. These ‘imagined communities’ (Anderson) or neo-tribes (Maffesoli), which exist as fluid markers of identity, have emerged in the era of postmodernity through the globalization of cultures and economies and the progress of consumer capitalism. The patchworking and interweaving of the aforementioned theories establish a foundation for the analysis of the work of Lucia Etxebarria, Gabriela Bustelo, and Silvia Grij alba. 30 Emergent Modes of Femininity Feminism is the ideology of women’s liberation that deems intrinsic in all its approaches the notion that women suffer injustice due to their sex. Under this broad umbrella, various feminisms offer differing analyses of the agents or causes of female oppression. Nevertheless, feminism is a sphere of beliefs, the nucleus of which is that women are oppressed and action must be taken to rectify their condition. a. First Wave Feminism This term refers to the first concerted movement working towards the reform of women’s social and legal inequalities in the nineteenth century". While this ‘wave’ of feminism dates fi'om the Enlightenment, stressing equality, rights, liberation, and emancipation, it was not until the 1850’s that the Western world witnessed an organized feminist movementg. First wave feminists largely responded to specific injustices they had themselves experienced in the areas of education, employment, and marriage laws. They were not primarily concerned with the problems of working-class women, nor did they necessarily see themselves as feminists in the modern sense"). Among the major ' It must be noted, however, that even before the advent of the first wave of feminism in the Western world, figures such as the British Mary Wollstonecraft fought on behalf of the emancipation and equality of women. In 1792, she published A Vindication of the Rights of Women that drew on ideals from the Enlightenment -equality and reason- to challenge the subordination of women, effectively planting the seed for the future generations of women in their battle of equality. Her brilliant contributions to women’s advancement are many. First and foremost, she is known for condemning the exclusion of women based upon sexual difference as well as elaborating upon the inconsistencies fundamental to the stability of patriarchal discourse, and also for defending the need for reformation in the educational system. Perhaps her greatest contribution, though, was her determination to effect transformation, which was a spark to many other women for centuries to come. Wollstonecraft recognized that in spite of sexual difference, both man and woman possessed an equal capacity to reason, a quality that differentiates human beings from animals. Nevertheless, the dominant discourse defended the masculine economy justifying their superiority through their capacity to reason. In order to entertain the notion of the possibility of equality among the sexes, she believed that the national education system was in need of serious modifications. These would entail the inclusion of women in the system, thus opening up future possibilities for the female subject in areas outside of the domestic sphere. 9 In Langharn Place (London) middle-class women united to discuss topical issues and publish the English Woman 's Journal (1858-1864). 1° The term ‘feminist’ was not coined until 1895. 31 achievements of the first-wave feminists were: the opening of higher education to women, the reformation of the girls’ secondary-school system, including participation in formal national examinations, the widening of access to professions, especially medicine, and the recognition of married women’s property right, sealed in the Married Women’s Property Act of 1870. Although active until the end of the First World War, first wave feminists were unsuccessful in securing women the right to vote. b. Second Wave Feminism The twentieth century will be remembered historically for its momentous progress with respect to female subjectivity attained during that time period. The dynamic evolutions in technology as well as the globalization of cultures should not be overlooked as motivators for these breakthroughs on women’s behalf. It was also precisely during this century that women experienced a cultural evolution without historical precedent. The progress achieved on behalf of the women’s movement was due primarily to the confluence of multiple circumstances, the first being the feminist battle for the right to education.11 It was not, however, until the 1960’s that a coherent feminist movement — the second wave - garnered momentum”. Second-wave feminists took a different approach than their predecessors. Instead of pursuing equality with men, these women searched to reclaim their feminine self through the slogan ‘the personal is political’, obtainable through the affirmation of their irreducible differences. They emphasized the difference between sex and gender; sex is " This, combined with various artistic movements and economic expansion, gave women more autonomy and visibility in both the cultural and social sectors. '2 The term ‘second wave’ was coined by Marsha Lear, and refers to the substantial increase in feminist activity that occtured in America, Britain, and other European countries from the late sixties onwards. 32 the biological being and gender is the social and cultural interpretation of that beingI 3 . Nevertheless, it was obvious from the outset that the movement was not unified, with differences emerging between black feminism, lesbian feminism, liberal feminism, and social feminism. The second wave feminists extended the range of social opportunities available to women, but also through intervention within the spheres of reproduction, sexuality and cultural representation, to change their domestic and private lives. The feminist of the second wave made a tremendous impact upon Western societies as well as inspired the struggle for women’s rights across the world. c. Third Wave Feminism First wave feminism searched to include women in ‘humanity’; second wave feminism stressed the sexual difference of women, rejecting the notion of a general humanity. Third wave feminism looks at how the difference between men and women is constructed and also performed. Sexual difference can also be deconstructed. The supposed binary opposition between the masculine and the feminine relies upon a priori knowledge as well as an oppressive system of values. Third wave feminists, such as Donna Haraway and Rosi Braidotti, reject the binary model; they posit there are not two sexes but rather a series of sexual identifications and performances and there is no natural sex underlying our gender. Hence we only think we have a natural and pre-cultural sexuality because of gender. Instead of the sex/ gender distinction or the assertion of a common humanity, third wave feminism stresses polymorphous and groundless '3 In the United States, second wave feminism arose out of the civil rights and anti-war movements in which women, disillusioned with their second-class status even in the activist environment of student politics, began to join together to counter the discrimination (Larumbe 67-68). The tactics employed by second wave feminists varied, from highly published activism, such as the protest against the Miss America beauty contest in 1968, to the establishment of small consciousness-raising groups. Second wave feminism in Great Britain was similarly diverse in focus, although it was rooted in working-class socialism, as illustrated in 1968 by the strike of worrren workers at the Ford car plant for equal pay (Larumbe 81-82). 33 difference; that is, not a difference between men and women, but an unending and unstable difference that is common in postmodern writing”. Works of postmodernity, for example, refuse any notion of a natural humanity or a natural sexuality, opting for the argument that sex is textual; it is always in production and up for interpretation and questioning. Third wave feminists rethink alterity as the fundamental goal of feminist theory and politics. The Italian philosopher Rosi Braidotti, among others, seeks through dissimilar ways, to radicalize and complicate the notion of difference, particularly sexual difference. In the 19705 through the writings of Helene Cixous, Luce Irigaray, and Julia Kristeva, sexual difference theory garnered attention. Collectively their works inspired radical change in feminist thought through their careful and insightful consideration of the workings and mechanics of language in their shaping and formation of our notions of masculine and feminine. Third wave feminist Rosi Braidotti, in Patterns of Dissonance, grapples with the slippery history of the Enlightenment regime of ‘knowledge’ and ‘truth’ and the subsequent limits imposed upon human subjectivity from the reification of this paradigm15 . The purpose of her analysis is to question the possibility of existence of the ”The term postmodern is contentious as it has been described and re-described from multiple and varying standpoints. This dissertation adheres to the notion that the postmodern encapsulates heterogeneity, discontinuity, and destabilization, as Ihab Hassan points out (later to be conceded by Jencks and Lyotard). Immanently characteristic of postmodernity is the absence of deterrninancy: compounded of subtendencies that the following words evoke: heterodoxy, pluralism, eclecticism, randomness, revolt, deformation. The later alone subsumes a dozen current terms of unmaking: decreation, disintegration, deconstruction, decenterrnent, displacement, difference, discontinuity, disjunction, disappearance, decomposition, de- definition, demystification, detotalization, delegitirnation (Hassan 9) The postmodern is connected with the breakdown of belief in universals, encompassing scientific truth and objectivity. Many scholars link this epistemological fragmentation to the fall of the hegemony of Western culture, while others see the age of information as fundamental to this shift. '5 Braidotti further develops these theories in her later works Nomadic Subject: Embodiment and Sexual Difi'erence (1994) and Metamorphoses (2002). 34 female subject within the masculine libidinal economic order as established in accord with the tenets of the Enlightenment. Braidotti initiates her analysis with the aforementioned period, an era in which man was associated with reason; she continues with Freud and Lacan’s psychoanalytic theories and closes with a study of postmodernity. In fleshing out the various theories, she historicizes the specific relationship between the masculine, logic and rationality, revealing that Western society is both implicitly and explicitly overtly masculine. In the same vein, she demonstrates cogently that the feminine has unequivocally been associated with passive, irrational, and hysterical qualities (Nomadic Subjects 139). Braidotti affirms that women’s historical heritage has been rooted in the practice of patriarchy; a practice that coincides with the production of a libidinal and material economy whereby the law is upheld by a phallic symbol that operates through the construction of supposed natural differences and the hierarchical organization of these differences. This results in the establishment of a binary opposition that Braidotti calls one/other (213). Through this dualistic, black- white ideology, patriarchal systems have equated woman with nature and the body, a force that must be tamed, bound, and secured. This dominant ideology firrthermore produces a stigrnatization of woman that renders her a foreigner, not one but always the 6 other: ‘. . .the borderline image, pointing to the outside of the cultural and symbolic order” (213). The masculine economy imagines woman as an absence or a lack. As such, the symbolic order is predicated on the sovereignty of the phallus and the absence of the feminine except as an object of male desire. This practice has operated and continues to operate through the construction of differences and the resulting hierarchy of these ‘asymmetries’. 35 Braidotti’s first objective is to enunciate the problematic questions that surround the structure of feminine subjectivity so as to challenge the dualism that traditional theories posit: the masculine as subject and the feminine as other (or other than)”. This theorist challenges the political project of the Enlightenment -a project founded on equality and fieedom for all - particularly objecting its essentialist, rationalist and humanist underpinnings. The challenge that Braidotti presents is to re-think the idea of woman - only possible through the abandonment of the former regime — so as to (re)present woman unbound and in flux. Within the masculine libidinal economy, the woman can only be other; she is the binary opposition of all that embodies man. In re-thinking the subjectivity of woman, Braidotti, elaborating upon some of the major themes of Luce Irigaray’s This Sex Which is Not One, postulates the status of woman is transitory and fluid; it is identity in flux. In her essay “The Politics of Ontological Difference” (1989), Braidotti deals with the identity of woman, stressing that it is in a state of ‘becoming’ instead of ‘being’. She utilizes the word ‘becoming’ so as to emphasize that identity and subjectivity must occur in a tense that is different from the past/present manners of thinking. I would like us to adopt a special mode of thinking, trying to leave behind the centuries-old habit that consists of thinking in terms of identity and oppositions, thesis and antithesis. Let us think differently about this, in a mode that I would call, following Irigaray, the conditional present. '6 Braidotti offers a plethora of examples demonstrating the dualistic relation among man and woman. For instance, man= rationality, agency, logic whereas the feminine = passive, invisible, irrational. 36 If you look back to the early feminist theory of the 19608 and 1970s you could say that it is written in the simple future tense, expressing a deep sense of determination, of certainty about the course of history and the irresistible emancipation of women. The firture is the mode of expressing an open-ended game of possibilities: half prophecy and half utopia and, above all, blueprint for action. The conditional mode, however, goes beyond the logic of ideology and of teleological progress. More akin to dreamtime, it is the tense of open potentiality and consequently of desire in the sense of a web of interconnected conditions of possibility. The conditional present posits the continuity of desire as the only unifying agent between self and other, subject and history. Desire determines the ontological plane on which the subject defines her-/him- self. Therefore the conditional is the mode of inscription of desire into the present, in the here and now of our speaking stance. (103) Borrowing from Irigaray, Braidotti implements her concept of the conditional mode and utilizes it to challenge our concept of the present material reality. According to Braidotti, it is from the platform of this enunciative position that women negotiate the state of becoming. She asserts that subjectivity of woman is in opposition to the false universality edified in the Enlightenment. Furthermore, her approach to identity and becoming yields a positive affirmation of women’s desire to assert and enact different forms of subjectivity. In this line, Chantal Mouffe, a French feminist, signals the polemical nature of the origins of Truth since the Enlightenment, equating it to “the Enlightenment project of self-foundation” (Bertens 191). Mouffe argues that the 37 traditional categories for subjectivity, based upon the Enlightenment project, cease to function as valid measures for female representation. She affirms: [. . .] it is precisely the ontological status of the central categories of the discourses of modernity, and not their content, that is at stake; that the erosion of the status is expressed through the ‘postmodern’ sensibility, and that this erosion, far from being a negative phenomenon, represents an enormous amplification of the content and operability of the values of modernity, making it possible to ground them in foundations much more solid than those of the Enlightenment project (and its various Positivists or Hegelian- Marxist reformulations). (190) Thus, Mouffe seems to lend support to the enunciative position posited by Braidotti. This can be realized, she contends, through the dissolution of categories, in which the figure 'Woman ’ is always other (other than the masculine), which will enact a further radicalization of the possibilities for the female subject. Her theory is an emancipatory politics of difference that rejects the universality of the Enlightenment of undifferentiated human nature (190). Since the late 1980’s through the present century, a new generation of theories grounded in sexual difference has emerged in scholarly writings from Europe, Australia, and the United States, including the well-known scholar Rosi Braidotti. These theorists aim to base, as their predecessors, sexual difference as the principal concept for the embodiment of the feminine subject”. At the same time, these theorists seek to empty '7 The word “predecessors” refers to the first generation of sexual difference theorists such as Cixous and Irigaray. 38 the substantive and normative concept of terms such as female and woman. Consequently, the feminist subject effectively escapes the dichotomous logic that Western culture has assigned to sexed identities. Braidotti’s ftmdamental goal is to affirrn feminine and women’s difference without making any generalization regarding the nature of the female body or psyche. She asserts that the best exit from the dualistic logic is to work through (her emphasis) it. Braidotti elaborates: Working through the network of discursive definitions of ‘woman’ is useful not only in what it produces as a process of deconstruction of female subjectivity but also as a process, which allows for the constitution and the legitimation of a gendered female feminist community. (200) As such, a key component of Braidotti’s theory is countermemory. She posits that countermemory is a contingent to resist assimilation into dominant modes of representing the female subject as it endows the subject with the power to recall what has been learned and utilizes this cognizance for the future. Feminists - or other critical intellectuals as nomadic subjects — are those who have forgotten to forget injustice and symbolic poverty: their memory is activated against the stream; they enact a rebellion of subjugated knowledges. The nomadic tense is imperfect: it is active, continuous...(25) According to Braidotti the feminist subject must begin by questioning existing definitions and representations of women so as to create new images of female subjectivity. She utilizes the term ‘figuration’ to mean “politically informed images that portray the complex interaction of levels of subjectivity’ ’(4). Hence, a series of experiences enact a 39 working through or understanding that yields a consciousness on the part of the subject and allows for becoming-woman, the nomadic feminist subject. The figuration refers to a mode of thought that evokes or expresses ways out of the phallogocentric vision of the subject”. The figuration that Braidotti employs to represent the female subject is the nomad. She employs this term because it reflects the situation of the postmodern subject, in which the nomad moves across experiences, blurring boundaries. She argues that the nomad is not determined through the literal act of transplantation but through a subversion of set conventions or working within established conditions to the advantage of the feminist subject. Furthermore, the nomad does not represent homelessness or necessarily displacement; in becoming-woman, the nomadic feminine subject is located. Likewise, the nomad is a figuration for the subject who “relinquished all idea, desire, or nostalgia for fixity” (23). Accordingly, the subject expresses a desire for an identity composed of shifts, without essential unity”. From a nomadic perspective, the political realm is a form of intervention that acts on the discursive and material registers of the subject, thus bringing together many connections. The task of re-defining female subjectivity requires the working through of the plethora of accumulated images, concepts, and representations of woman - female identity- such as they have been codified by masculine economy in the Western culture. In her work Nomadic Subjectivities: Embodiment and Sexual Diflerence, Braidotti underscores an important question for sexual difference theorists: “Can we formulate otherness, difference, without devaluing it? Can we think of the other not as other-than, but as a positively other entity?” (123) She concurs with Irigaray that '8 This mode of thought entails a move beyond dualistic conceptual constraints. '9 Bradotti comments on the persistence of the nomadic trait in contemporary political movements, from “hippies” to the “new age gypsies”, the peace camps, the music festivals, and feminist happenings (26). 40 woman’s real difference, her radical otherness, cannot be represented within existing cultural systems: “Woman as the Other (other-than) remains in excess of or outside the phallogocentric framework” (Speculum 143). The feminist philosopher Alice Jardine reinforces Braidotti’s theory (Nomadic Subjectivities: Embodiment and Sexual Diflerence) affirming: Is there a way to think outside the patriarchally determined Same/Other, Subj ect/Object dichotomies diagnosed as the fact of culture by Simone de Beauvoir thirty years ago, and, in the process, still include women as a presence? In other words, do we want to continue re-organizing the relationship of difference to sameness through dialectics of valorization, or is there a way to break down the overdetermined metaphors which continue to organize our perceptions of reality? (214) Braidotti effectively answers Jardine’s plea through her theory of sexual difference. The goal, then, is not to deny difference nor attempt to achieve gender equality. In doing so, feminist theory would endorse masculine sites of power and be forced to assimilate into the dominant libidinal economy. Rather, she posits, the goal is to recover the feminine within sexual difference. The solution proposed by Braidotti can be described as a theory of sexual difference that affirms the importance and value of the feminine while refusing to endow it with substantive content. This refusal is consistent with theories on postmodernity as it can be read as an attempt to deviate from the establishment of a ‘universal truth’. Rather, the feminine subject resists definition, cannot be limited, and embodies 41 multiplicity and otherness, in contraposition to the identification we know as Woman She states, ...one speaks as a woman, although the subject “woman” is not a monolithic essence defined once and for all but rather the site of multiple, complex, and potentially contradictory sets of experiences, defined by overlapping variables such as class, race, age, sexual preference, etc. (4) In this way the feminist subject is nomadic; it is intensive, multiple, embodied, and cultural. In her radical anti-conventional position, she posits that one speaks as a woman so as to be an example for other women, forming a collective empowerment, as agents for change. In light of these theories, the ideology of feminism is not about an essence of woman, but reclaiming and regenerating the notion of woman. The dynamic multiplicity of woman is patently obvious in our contemporary society; all we must do is look at groups such as the Riot Grrls, predominately teen age or early twenty-something year old women who subscribe to punk aesthetics, to other collectivities like the girlie girls who have responded to the second wave and their anti-feminine seriousness, and as such the girlie girls “have reclaimed girl culture, which is made up of such formerly disparaged girl things as knitting, the color pink, nail polish, and fun” (Baumgardner 80) and beyond. As seen through these examples, the concept woman is not the naturalized binary opposition to man, rather through a recuperation of masculine spaces — music, pornography, and sexual pleasure, technology- women continue to defy patriarchy and add depth and breadth to the notion of the female subject. Feminist theory is not just a movement of critical opposition to the false universality of the subject, but it is a positive declaration of women’s desire to affirrn and 42 enact different forms of subjectivity. As such, Braidotti proposes the concept of the nomad -the itinerant — that does not conform to the naturalized model: “The nomad is a transgressive identity” (35). It involves a questioning of existing definitions and a creation of new images of female subjectivity. The process of becoming-woman entails nomadic thinking that involves expressing and naming different figurations for a de- centered subjectivity”. Within this framework, the subject connects, circulates, and moves on. That is to say that she does not form static identifications, but is transitory by nature. The ultimate concern is not to achieve sex-specific identity, but rather the dissolution of self into multiple subjects. Hence, as Braidotti posits, the rejection of universality of knowledge in conjunction with her theory of the nomadic subject results in a re-definition of the embodied nature of Woman that manifests in dynamic, transverse ways. (1. Feminism in Spain: an historical overview The aforementioned trajectory of feminism within the Western world may not gratuitously be applied to the Spanish culture due to its long history of dictatorship (1939-1975), under which woman was Other and had no legal rights nor voice. Thus, in order to better understand the place that feminism occupies within contemporary Spanish culture, and more significantly the mode in which the writings of the authors treated in this study are informed, it is necessary to begin with an overview of feminism in Spain in the twentieth century and then bridge these concepts with Braidotti’s theory of the nomad. 2° Braidotti views the concept of becoming-wornan as a positive category. It is within this space that woman has agency, and as such can fluidly negotiate the systems of power. 43 With few exceptions, women within the Spanish culture have been consistent victims of marginalization and subordination in diverse arenas ranging from education to marriage laws and beyond. In 1900-01 “51.111 alurnnos cursaban estudios medics y 17.186 superiores por 5.557 y 1 alumnas, respectivarnente”. (Riera 33) Moreover, Article 57 of the Civil Code of 1889 stated: “E1 marido debe proteger a la mujer y ésta obedecer a1 marido” (33). As the quote evidences, historically in Spain the law has imposed upon the woman a position of inferiority and passivity; as such women —- due to an utter absence of options- consumed the dictates of the masculine libidinal order. The twentieth century in Spain was a period of extreme contrasts for the feminist movement. With the birth of the Second Republic in Spain in 1931, “both a symptom of and response to a national political crisis which mirrored the Europe-wide crisis of the 19303” (Graham 99), processes of change were set in motion that modified personally and politically the family unit, and above all, women and their identity. This was a time period, not only in Spain but across the Western world, confronted with clashing perspectives on life: rural versus urban, religious versus secular, static hierarchies versus organized labor. These two distinct outlooks on life — tradition versus progress - produced crises proliferating into a plethora of realms: social, economic, political, and personal spheres. To begin with, there was an obvious attraction to tradition due to the familiarity and comfort it bred and the stability it invoked. Helen Graham suggests that this conservative attraction was based on anxiety and tension produced by new conceptions of living. It is interesting to note that “the central impulse of this social-cultural conservatism was often directed at reimposing or reinforcing traditional gender roles on women -— the social and in particular reproductive) policies of Italian and German fascism being just the most widely known examples” (100). This model was also developing in Spain as well, but was temporarily displaced in the late 1920’s by the collapse of the Primo de Rivera military dictatorship (1922-1930), and the proclamations of the Second Republic. The new regime of the Second Republic was fireled by a liberal ideology, composed of a variety of progressive sectors of “Spain’s urban lower middle classes and the social democratic current within the Spanish Socialist Party (PSOE), backed by the electoral muscle of its near million-strong trade union movement, the UGT” (Graham 100). The modus operandi of the Republic — to be realized through the amplification of the state’s power - was progress achieved through political, economic, social, and cultural modernity. This idea took form in December of 1931 with the new Constitution”. The reforms enacted by the state of the Second Republic were controversial and wide spread with the intent to divvy up the power. The goal was to remove socio-economic power from the oligarchy and disseminate it among diverse factions of the new state. The aim of the reforms was to affect every facet of Spanish life — including but not limited to the army, education, church, culture, and the body — through legislation. A significant part of the reform was focused on the status of women. It is compelling to note that under the Second Republic women were considered to be the legal equals of men. Under the December 1931 Constitution, they could vote and stand for parliament (the legal majority being set at 23 years for both men and women). In addition, a package of progressive social reforms, including one of the most liberal divorce laws in existence (February 1932), significantly enhanced their civil and employment rights. For the first 2' It must be noted that the Constitution of 1931 was based upon models utilized in Mexico in 1917 and in Weimar Germany in 1919. 45 time women could legally act as witnesses and guardians, sign contracts, and administer estates. Nor were employers formally able to dismiss women merely because they had married. (Graham 101) While women were formally politically emancipated with the inception of the 1931 Constitution, the lived social reality was quite distinct. These reforrnations were enacted institutionally from the top down, instead of from the bottom up or by means of grass root movements. The way in which these were enacted had an effect on the recognition of women’s legal equality for many reasons. To begin with, Spain was a largely rural country with few urban centers, which underscores the clash among traditional and progressive modes of living. These rural units, coined ‘la Espai’ia profunda’, were disconnected from the urban centers and progressive modes of thinking and being, and following their traditional customs that provided them with a sense of stability and familiarity. Furthermore, women encountered other familiar obstacles; those that desired to enter the work force were also faced with the double burden of caring for the family as well as employment outside of the home. Added to this, many women were forced to exclude themselves from the economic sector due to a lack of education: Es lOgico, pues, que a primeros de este siglo e1 71,5 por 100 de las muj eres fueran analfabetas (frente a1 56,6 por 100 de los varones) y que en 1930 este porcentaje no bajara del 58. La instruccidn pr’rblica, ya de por si raquitica en cuanto a recursos, no podia despilfarrarse en una formacién totahnente inr'rtil. Como maximo habia que ensefiarles las tareas <> de su sexo. (Riera 32) 46 And those women fortunate to have an education — albeit limited - to enter the work force were faced with other obstacles such as the hostility of masculine dominated economic order. In sum, tradition, customs, and morality marked as other the woman and justified her inferiority based upon her sex. It is significant, though, the testimony of Maria Martinez Sierra at the ‘Ateneo de Madrid’ in 1931: “el gobiemo provisional habia hecho mas por la mujer en quince dias que cualquier otro gobiemo desde el reinado de Alfonso X” (Scanlon 263). The inauguration of the Second Republic meant tremendous advances in equality and civil rights on behalf of the woman. Nevertheless, the social reality did not exactly mirror this testimony, as the advances in title did not translate in practice. According to Riera in Las mujeres de los 90, “Pretender que en cinco afios escasos se cambiaran los valores, ideas y tradiciones de siglos era esperar lo irnposible” (35). It was, however, an enormous leap as it opened up new possibilities that previously were unattainable, starting the wheels rolling for the feminist movement. This movement in Spain was protagonized by Clara Campoamor, one of the two female high-ranking officials in government. She championed the arduous task of amending the ConstituciOn of 1931, implementing modifications in favor of the condition of the woman. Instead of reading “No podran ser fundamento de privilegio juridico: la naturaleza, la filiacibn, el sexo, la clase social, la riqueza, las ideas politicas ni las creencias religiosas”, it was modified to “reconocer en principio la igualdad de derechos de los dos sexos” (Riera 36). She also stridently defended women’s suffrage, making remarkable advances despite the opposition from not only her own political party but also the only other woman in parliament, Victoria 47 Kent”. Nevertheless, the Spanish society in general, and women in particular, were not firlly prepared or comfortable with this responsibility. Los pocos ahos de la H Repriblica significaron un avance espectacular en la igualdad de los derechos de la mujer y en su consideracién como persona. Se dice que los cambios se produjeron desde <>, que la sociedad espafiola y, mas concretamente, las muj eres no estaban preparadas para estas reformas; que el voto sélo sirvio para que ganara la derecha en 1933; que se concedio el divorcio pero que casi nadie lo utilizo. (35) The Second Republic fomented an atmosphere auspicious to the advancements of feminism in Spain. While some European countries were years ahead in their feminist movements, Spain, under the direction of the Republic, finally opened up possibilities for women that were not plausible a decade earlier. The Second Republic, though, was short-lived as it fell in 1939 with the end of the Civil War. The war spanned three years, a period during which women’s movements grew and their identities transformed. As the men marched off to war, the domain of woman evolved from the domestic sphere to industry. As men were required within the military factions, their absence in the job place necessitated that women leave the home to replace them. “Cientos de miles se incorporaron a la industria y muchas otras sustituyeron a los hombres en las tareas del campo. En la zona republicana, se seguia legislando en favor de la igualdad, 1a ‘2 Clara Campoamor, one of the two female delegates in Parliament, amended the first text that treated the idea of: “reconocer en principio la igualdad de derechos de los dos sexos” (Riera 36). Furthermore, Carnpoamor stridently defended women’s right to vote, against the opposition of her own party and Victoria Kent, the only other woman delegate in Parliament. While Kent’s ideas were not rooted in mysoginisrn, a common fear among progressive was the conservative slant of women votes, which was an historical precedent. Kent was preoccupied with women’s right to vote because she thought that: “ellos pondria en peligro a la 11 Republica ya que las mujeres votarian masivamente a la reaccién” (36) 48 Generalitat legalizo e1 aborto y establecio la plena capacidad juridica de la mujer” (Riera 38). While the Civil War opened up possibilities beyond the home front for women on both sides, those in support of the Republic in Catalui’ta were granted a further dose of autonomy with the legalization of abortion. Clearly through the efforts of women’s movements, in conjunction with the circumstances of war, Spanish women were making incredible significant advances. Unfortunately, with the end of the war and the installation of the Franco regime, women as well as women’s movements faced a dark, bleak future. Ensefiaremos alas muj eres el cuidado del hogar, porque es una pena que mueran tantos niflos que son siervos de Dios y firturos soldados de Espafia. Les ensefiaremos también el arreglo de la casa y a conocer las labores artesanas y la musica. Les enseflaremos este modo de ser que queria J osé Antonio para todos los espaiioles, para que asi ellas, cuanto tengan hijos, forrnen a los pequeiios en el arnor de Dios y en esta manera de ser de la F alange (Pilar Primo de Rivera qtd in Riera 39) Pilar Primo de Rivera, in May of 1939, uttered these words to ten thousand women of la SecciOn Femenina at a reunion to celebrate the victory of Franco. It is curious, though not surprising, the message disseminated by the female voice of the dictatorship: a woman’s domain —- her space - is the home. As such, she consumes cleanliness, order, docility, and must incarnate angelic qualities, for she is to be the vehicle that transmits the doctrine of Franco and that of the Catholic Church to her children. This suffocating atmosphere markedly contrasted with the vivacious ambience of the Republic in which women’s social reality was brightening with each freedom won. 49 The inauguration of the dictatorship in 1939 produced swift changes that affected feminine identity. Ahnost immediately the regime retroacted the Civil Code of 1889, an exceedingly oppressive series of articles that were archaic when first established nearly fifty years earlier. Likewise, the regime targeted the liberal politics, abhorrent in their perspective, in zones occupied by Republicans. As a result of the horrorific changes, it was as if overnight women were transported back five decades. No longer could a woman seek divorce, abortion was punishable by severe penalties, and moreover, birth control was deemed illegal. Essentially the women, her body, and her identity were at the mercy of the dictatorship. The oppressive ideology of the regime legislated the female body according to the interests of the state and the church23 . On one side, she was to be the ‘angel del hogar’, responsible for the domestic sphere which entailed caring for husband and having children. On the other, as a maternal vessel, it was hoped that she was fertile so as to raise more soldiers for Franco and for God. This oppressive environment denied women access not only to legal rights, jobs, and equality, but also the ability to adopt other ideologies. More specifically, the dictatorship reproduced and disseminated their doctrines on diverse fionts so as to fully penetrate the psyche of the Spaniard. One of the ways in which it achieved this was through la Seccién Femenina. This faction representing the women in favor of Franco distributed a magazine- intended for women - whose goal was to continually teach and remind women of their place within society. In one particular issue the regime outlined its ultra-traditional conception of gender roles “e1 niiio mirara a1 mundo, la niila mirara a] 2’ In 1937 the Catholic bishops collectively signed a letter stating their support of Franco and his military coup against the Republic. The most enthusiastic supporters were Cardinal Goma and Cardinal Pla Daniel. Pio XII additionally acknowledged the Catholic Church’s support of Franco. The support of the ecclesiastical hierarchy elated Franco. Buttressed by the Church, Franco reinforced his ideology in multiple spheres of social life. 50 hogar” (Riera 40). This slogan summarizes the life goals expected of each sex; the possibilities for boys were endless, while girls’ domain was located within the four walls of the home. This confinement of women erased possibilities for higher education, jobs, and visibility. Female identity in the dictatorship was rooted in consuming the edicts of Franco and the Catholic Church: be a good wife and mother, which entailed producing many offspring for Franco and God, and transmitting the ideals of the State and church. With such regimented control and legislation over the female body, from reproduction to education, woman fulfilled the role of the binary opposite of man — a lack”. In light of this, it is surprising that prostitution was not legally prohibited until 1956”. The Catholic Church and the Franco dictatorship obsessed over the natality rate. To remedy this concern, both institutions worked together to promote an environment conducive to the expansion of the population. To begin with, per Franco law, married women were not to pursue a job. As such, they would confine themselves to the home where they could pursue endeavors considered worthy of their sex: child rearing. This was reinforced by the abolishment of divorce, persecution of those desiring abortion, and the prohibition of birth control. The regime even went so far as to reward and prize procreation through the institution of “Dia de la Madre” on December 8th of the calendar year. The two institutions further solidified their prosperous future through an agreement 2’ In April of 1942, the Minister of Education declared women unfit for higher education. He stated: Mi opinién es que debe alejarse a la mujer de la Universidad, quiero decir que el sitio de la mujer, en mi opinién, es el hogar. Y que por consiguiente, una orientacién cristiana y auténticamente espaflola de la Enseilanza Superior ha de basarse en el supuesto de que solo excepcionalmente debe la mujer orientarse hacia estudios universitarios. (Signo 1942) The regime solemnly preached that women did not need an education if their purpose was to remain in the home, married and pregnant. Nevertheless, the economic reality that faced women could not support the lifestyle demanded by the regime. This forced women, who had little or no education, to work in stores, as maids cleaning homes, and other poorly paid odd jobs. 25 This suggests and further supports the claim that under the Franco regime women and their bodies were a means to an end, firlfilling the masculine order’s desire while at the same time, highly regulated and under surveillance. 51 made in 1941 between the Vatican and Spanish govemmentz". The government conceded that it would leave all responsibility for national education in the hands of the church <> de la mujer del mundo laboral, incluso de aquella que posesia una titulacién que la capacitaba profesionalmente, 5610 se explica por razones psicosociales, propias de una sociedad que considera o utiliza a la esposa o hija que no trabaja como muestra inequivoca de la buena situacién familiar y de la capacidad del varOn para garantizarla en exclusiva. De este modo y al mismo tiempo se reforzaba y se proyectaba socialrnente su caracter protector y su virilidad. (141) As evidenced by Larumbe’s comments, while the 1960s was auspicious for the initial mobilization of women, there was an engrained hostility towards the possibility of a new social order that incorporated the female subject. Not only did the State work through legal means to limit woman’s labor rights, the press and media portrayed women in a manner unsuitable for the workforce. The media disseminated popular images of 57 women; two in particular are: “la <>, que anunciaba el caldo concentrado, y una desparnpanante rubia que, montada en un caballo blanco, incitaba a los hombres a beber coflac, una de cuyas marcas consideraba que ese licor era sclo casa de hombres”. (Larumbe 148) The disseminated image of the woman as an object or an animal not only fimctioned to nullify female subjectivity, but also further isolated her from the workforce due to the explicit devaluation of woman. A close reading of Amando de Miguel’s survey of the Spanish youth during this decade uncovers the manifestation of the regime’s sentiment towards woman. For instance, on the university level, female students represent only 30 percent of the student body, a statistic illustrating Spain’s archaic sociopolitical posture”. Another inequality prevalent in the education system (at the primary level) was the distinct formation based upon sex; the education of girls was overwhelmingly weighted by religion. Perhaps this may be attributed to the fact that girls were still leaving the educational system at an early level. According to Amando’s survey, “alas l6 aflos solo estudiaban 40.700 y a los 21 10.335”( 160). This statistic clearly demonstrates that one out of every four girls continues to obtain a higher education. While that number is quite meager, it is a substantial improvement fi'om the past decade. The cause of the attrition rate was varied: some left school to work and others to help out at home, waiting until their future husband appears to take them away to work in his home”. Perhaps even more illustrative of the women’s social environment was the survey undertaken in 1967 titled Habla la mujer published by the group Cuademos para el ’2 In 1970, the university system in France witnessed nearly an equal gender division among its student body with 44.5 percent being female. ’3 It must be noted that those whom left the education system for employment did so provisionally. That is, once these girls married and/or had children, they left the workforce. 58 Dialogo. The survey consisted of mailing 2000 questionnaires of which only a pittance, 399, was answered. While the participant base was not extensively large, it does yield interesting facts that reveal the moral and religious climate as well as the values inculcated in women“. “Un 99 por 100 se considera creyente y un 54,6 por 100 ha estudiado en colegios religiosos de los que parece que ha salido muy satisfecha” (Riera 65). Perhaps the most salient results of the survey are the fact that not even one half of those surveyed believed that women were equal to men and moreover, “un 22,5 por 100 acepta sin reservas que la mujer casada trabaja fuera del hogar. . .el 62,9 por 100 considera e1 matrimonio la meta ideal de su vida; e1 37.5 por 100 cree que nunca debe perrnitirse el divorcio; un 57,3 por 100 considera que no es licito evitar tener muchos hijos” (Riera 65). While the results reveal a traditional mentality, slowly the beliefs and attitudes are evolving. Conscientes las mujeres del Estado espafiol de que ningr'm ser tiene derecho a realizarse a costa de otro, y de que la falta de libertades ha supuesto su marginacién de la vida social en todos los niveles, afinnan que para que la muj er pueda mayoritariamente adquirir una conciencia clara de sus problemas especificos, y como ser humano, debe participar activarnente en la consecucién de las libertades democraticas. (Resolucién de las I jomadas por la Liberacién de la Muj er, Madrid 6-8 de diciembre, 1975 qtd. in Riera 68) With the death of Francisco Franco on November 20th 1975, dreams of liberation became a legal reality for Spaniards —- and in particular women. The following time period 3‘ This survey was posterior to Amado de Miguel’s Encuesta de Juventud 1960. It is difficult to corrrpare the two surveys because the participant ages for the two were not consistent. 59 known as the Transition saw the installation of democracy resulting in widespread aspirations of freedom. In this new atmosphere, finally the word sex was not taboo; no longer did women have to secretly purchase birth control. Nevertheless, this victory came with some unforeseen negative changes. From 1975-1981 the country experienced stagnations in the economy leading some to believe that they were no better off under the democracy than they were under the dictatorship. For example, the unemployment rate among the Spanish population was 6.2 percent (7.1 percent among women); in total 832,400 citizens found themselves in this situation, 274,200 of them women (Riera 78- 79). Interestingly, though, the economic and political instability of the country contributed directly to the rebirth and development of the feminist movement with Spain”. Unlike other European countries, the fight for feminism in Spain did not have the mobilization from Spanish women predecessors. None of the women’s groups from the Second Republic survived and during the regime, women’s social reality suffered an anachronistic recess when Franco re-instituted the Civil Code of 188936. Hence, the resurgence of feminism within Spain fundamentally was protagonized by a new generation of women. While the feminist movement in Spain maintained diverse goals, the modus operandi was the need for the recognition of equality among the sexes. According to Larumbe: Desde su ori gen, nuestro feminismo se caracterizo por una acusada fragmentacién organizativa y un marcado disenso teOrico, rasgos que pueden inducir a una connotaciOn negativa, si bien debemos tener presente ’5 The unstable political environment gave way to a substantial level of tolerance and permissiveness. 3° The principal mobilizers of the worrren’s movement in the 19305 had either died or were living in exile. Only a few remained as testament to the past social reality: Maria Telo and Lili Alvarez, a suffragist. 60 que esa enorrne diversidad de opciones y esa abigarrada pluralidad de enfoques teOricos fueron las que le dieron mayor riqueza. (Larumbe 161) From the perspective of Lidia F alcOn, a significant figure to the upstart of the movement, affirms that the feminist movement began in Spain in the year 1975. In large part this emergence was attributed to other social movements concurrently transpiring within Spain such as: “e1 movimiento sindical, e1 movimiento vicinal, e1 inicio del movimiento de consumidores, los movirnientos ecologista, pacifista, que alcanzan su auge a1 comenzar la década de los 80” (Falcon 15). The feminist movement emerged as a result of diverse leftist tendencies and subversive movements manifesting in the later years of the dictatorship; similarly, it organized itself as an alternative movement “enfi'entado a partidos politicos, autOnomo y revolucionario” (16). It is of great significance that the United Nations declared the year of 1975 as the International Year of the Woman. This initiative had an international character as it sparked numerous campaigns, conferences, and feminist groups. The women in Spain, while still subject to the dictatorship, took advantage of the opportunity to form various feminist groups, engage in debates and collaborate on work that would be presented at an international convocation. Perhaps not surprising, the Seccién Femenina strongly desired to charge themselves with the direction of the project; nevertheless, progressive women challenged their request as they did not want the situation of the women in Spain to be represented by one of Franco’s instruments. Hence, other feminists groups such as the MDM (Movimiento Democratico de Muj eres) spearheaded the efforts to portray Spanish woman’s reality from a very distinct optic. 61 On November 20‘”, 1975, the dictator Francisco Franco died and two days later Prince Juan Carlos was sworn in as the new head of state. In 1976, the feminist movement blossomed into a myriad of organizations ranging in sizes, geographic location, and principles. It was not until 1987 that the Instituto de la Mujer headed an investigation into the actual breadth of the organizations that composed the movement. Their findings revealed a total of 600 groups, 60 of which defined their organizations explicitly as feminist (Riera)”. “El MLM tuvo en su fragmentacién, viveza y caducidad sus principales caracteristicas, aunque todas estas organizaciones y grupos actuaron bajo un comr'm denominador que los convirtio en influyentes: la conquista de los derechos de la mujer y la denuncia de su opresiOn” (Riera 162). The diversity among these women’s groups was astonishing and widespread. Organizations ranged from self help groups to associations with a particular focus, such as Mujeres Divorciadas. There also were groups favoring specific foci, such as the Colectivo Cine Clase (CCC); others defined themselves through sexual orientation, such as those created by gays and lesbians, and finally those associated with political parties such as the Asociacién Democratica de la Muj er (ADM). The existence of these various groups, each with their distinct focus, illuminates the complex and effervescent feminist movement in contemporary Spain. With respect to the various feminist groups within Spain, two currents may be illustrated: feminismo socialista or feminismo de igualdad and feminismo radical or feminismo de diferencia. Feminismo socialista identifies with liberal political parties and leftist groups. The groups most representative of this current are the MDM (Movimiento Democratico ’7 The political dynamics of these women’s groups manifested in organizations based upon a plurality of voices as they rejected any form of univocal leadership, deeming it patriarchal and machista. As such, they rarely had an established, stable executive board or a rigorous agenda. Moreover, the women’s organizations did not charge a membership fee, opting to rely on personal donations for economic stability. Unfortunately, this system proved problematic as many groups suffered from lacking of funding. 62 de la Mujer), ADM (Asociacién Democratica de la Mujer), and the ULM (UniOn para la Liberacién de la Muj er). F eminismo radical, on the other hand, was identified with independent feminist groups that did not maintain political affiliations or party ties. This wave was composed of groups that espoused the ideology that under the present patriarchy, woman is unable to be represented. LAMAR (Lucha Antiautoritaria de Muj eres Antipatriarcales Revolucionarias), created in 1976 from former members of the Colectivo de Barcelona, is exemplary of the current of feminismo radical. The period ranging from 1975-1981 was momentous in terms of recognition and advancement of the Spanish Feminist Movement. The evolutions that transpired effectuated on an organizational level as well as an ideological plane. To begin with, the Partido Feminista (which had its origen in los Colectivos Feministas and evolved to create the PF) was legalized in December of 1979. The creation of this political party is, perhaps, the most organized expression of feminism, a minoritory movement within this period. On other levels, per the Constitution of 1978, women were considered the equals of men, established in articles 14, 32, and 35.1. Likewise, women were gaining ground through the passing of three reformatory laws of the Penal Code. These laws eliminated the figure and treatment of the woman as a passive victim and evil influence. The principal reform was the Estatuto de los Trabajadores that expanded maternity leave to sixteen weeks and established measures to favor equality in the treatment of women in the workforce. The other two legislative reforms that benefited the woman were the equality of rights within matrimony and the ability to own and exercise control over familiar elements such as the administration and disposition of common goods. 63 In the first elections after the establishment of the democratic State, different political parties created agendas to garner the vote of the diverse feminist groups. For instance, the democratic right recognized the equality among man and woman, while promoting politics that increased women’s access to education and culture. The PSOE, on the other hand, considered the demands of the feminist groups and promised to create a coeducational system based on equality for all levels of education. In 1983, the government of the PSOE created the Instituto de la Mujer with the objective of “<>” (Instituto de la Mujer 1995). The creation of this institution afforded women a claim to space, upheld their convictions, and furthermore, allowed them to establish and practice their own administration. Curiously, the triumph of the left in 1982 marked the decrease in participation and organization of feminist groups in Spain. This decade yielded disillusionment on the part of the woman, as she was legally an equal, yet in many cases, it remained only a paper truth. In 1992, only 30% of the workforce was composed of women (Instituto de la Mujer 1995); moreover, women were not paid the same as men According to the study undertaken by the Instituto de la Muj er (La mujer en crfras, 1982- 1 992): <>. (qtd. Instituto de la Mujer 1995) 64 These numbers and inequalities among salaries further evidence the contradiction between reality and the ConstituciOn. Men are considered wiser and of more value as they age; women, on the other hand, depreciate with age. Another more recent example that patently illustrates this claim is the non-renewal of the contract of a female employee at the Ministerio de Cultura due to the fact that she was pregnant (Instituto de la Mujer 1995). In this vein, the law may have reflected a new social reality, yet to a large extent, it remained theoretical, as mentalities were not so quick to adapt to the political transformations. Riera cites various social realities and comments made by women of this decade that underline the continuity of traditional ideas and conventions: De vez en cuando aparecen atisbos del pasado: una violacién casi justificada por un juez; la obligatoriedad de ser mujer para ir de au pair a un pais determinado; unas trabaj adoras en huelga porque <> se les paga menos que a los hombres por hacer las mismas tareas. . .Ahora la discriminacio'n es mds difitsa, mds interiorizada, menos estridente. El listo'n se ha movido pero sigue estando ahi. (106) The last years of the 19803 accelerated the bewilderment of the position of female subjectivity, but at the same time this epoch provided clarity for the need for reformation of values. As official feminism appeared late in Spain, as compared with the United States, Great Britain, and Australia, international models served as a guide for the development and strengthening of the movement with this country. Valiente Fernandez affirms: “. . .las influencias intemacionales desempefiaron un papel no despreciable, sobre todo como modelos de inspiracién para quienes impulsaron e1 nacimiento de las 65 primeras instituciones de este tipo” (3 8). Utilizing international frameworks, feminism developed in Spain, yet to this day encounters obstacles rooted in machista mentality. Ha de tenerse en cuenta que en la actualidad en Espafia las feministas y las fem6cratas hacen frente a lo que Boneparth (1980:4) denomino “e1 lujo de la oposicién difusa”, el cual aparece cuando “uno de los mayores problemas del movimiento (ferrrinista) es ser tomado en serio” (Valiente Fernandez 38) In this context, women, while deemed equals, are faced with the issue of agency and validity. As previously mentioned, there continues to exist different feminisms within Spain as well as internationally. The diverse groups representing the various feminisms establish their own foci, yet at the nucleus associate for the liberty and autonomy of the woman. A contemporary polemic among Spanish feminists manifests in the current debate among feminism of equality (feminismo de la igualdad o feminismo socialista) and feminism of difference (feminismo de la diferencia o feminismo radical). Both branches of feminism arduously work toward consciousness raising and the establishment of laws to better social conditions on behalf of the woman. Their primary difference rests upon how each collectivity envisions emancipation. Since the Enlightenment, the theme of equality has garnered abundant attention. Feminists of equality utilize as their conceptual fi'amework the tenets of equality as established by masculine philosophers in the Enlightenment. This branch contends that equality will be achieved once we comprehend the notion of the ‘universal subject’. 66 Their belief is that in an androcentric society, wiping away sexual difference, women can incorporate into the patriarchal model and be an equal. We may bridge the concept of feminismo de la diferencia in Spain with Western feminist theory, in particular that of sexual difference. Feminists of difference in Spain, paralleling in many aspects the ideas of the Italian philosopher Rosi Braidotti, maintain that the only manner to achieve equality and hence evolution is through revolution based upon sexual difference. Their politics involves a complete rejection of representation under the masculine libidinal order because of the explicit binary opposition: man/woman, subject/other. According to Luce Irigaray in Speculum, “Mujer es un sustantivo comr'm para el cual no se puede definir una identidad” (23). Hence, the model will never yield equality because the woman cannot obtain subjectivity, she is always an absence. The question they propose to feminists of equality is, then, how can Woman be an equal in the patriarchal model if she is unrepresentable? Despite numerous manifestations and the installation of new laws, woman cannot be emancipated within the very paradigm that rejects her as a subject, relegating her to a position of alterity. In sum, feminists of difference view the politics of feminists of equality as assimilation into the male symbolic order that ultimately is a form of colonization. Through history woman has been the other to man in a model based upon masculine hegemony. The patriarchy has imposed a symbolic order that essentialized human beings into man and woman, each sex endowed with particular, specific natures. Even Hegel affirmed: “el hombre piensa naturalmente segun lOgica, o, mas bien, la lOgica constituye su misma naturaleza” 38 (Sendon de LeOn 39). This dogma of this 3’ Aristotle, the founding father of Western philosophy, edified the masculine symbolic order based on contradiction and exclusion. Within this order, as defined by Aristotle, masculinity is equated to logic and 67 symbolic order has placed importance on knowledge a priori, yet this logic functions only within this system of representation; a logic that prevails over reality. Feminists of difference such as Sendon de Lec'm, within Spain as well as internationally, have tried to unveil and subsequently extinguish this logic of thought composed of a system of relationships and codes. Through uncovering the exclusion inherent in this structure, this movement seeks an alternative epistemological ideology; one which is not binary, but in the words of Sendén de Le6n, “analégica, es decir, que refleje la realidad y no una abstraccién forzada de esa realidad” (40). Woman is not comprised of a singular essence nor nature; she is multiple and dynamic and for that reason a symbolic order must be created that introduces the variable of sexual difference into all facets of life. The variable to be introduced is not gender, which is a colonization of sex, but rather sexual difference. In sum, to achieve emancipation on behalf of women, difference must be the foundation for the establishment of new paradigm based upon the plurality of ‘woman’; only through radical revolution can occur the necessary transformations for the realization of the female subject. Cultures of Consumption and the Female Subject The nomadic female subject - dislocated in the male centered power structure- shifts and seeks alternative spaces through cultures of consumption. In light of Rosi Braidotti’s theory of sexual-difference, I propose that fluctuating states of culture, based on redefinition through transforming modes of consumption, support a view of the nomadic self. power. The woman, as its binary opposite, is considered absence and in Aristotle’s words ‘fim varOn castrado”. (Sendbn de LeOn 40) 68 With the advent of capitalism and the widespread technologization of global economies in the 19503, all but the poorest groups (Bocock 21) saw the emergence of mass consumption within society. With the end of mass industrialization and urbanization, there has been an augment of employment in service and professional jobs, while a decrease in the manufacturing industry. The era of mass production or ‘Fordism’ (termed by Gramsci in 1971 due to mass car production by Henry Ford) opened up possibilities for individual production. According to Spink, these changes were the catalysis for the growth in individualism. Moreover, he contends that political alterations since the 1970s have placed a heavier emphasis on private consumption. R. Bocock in Consumption attributes the birth of consumer society to stabilization in socio-economic factors within Western countries such as the United States, Great Britain, and France, stemming from technological progress and globalization. In accord with Bocock, with heightened economic means, after providing for basic needs, consumers became aware of luxury objects such as televisions, stereos, cars, and vacations to which they now had access - needs that are not intrinsic but cultural. Bocock also notes that groups deemed poor (due to income or socio-econorrric grouping) often did possess goods and take an active part in this novel era of consumption. In his analysis of mass consumption, Bocock parallels these changes occurring in society with alterations echoing at a worldwide level. He suggests that if the term ‘modern’ denotes an urban, industrial society, in which socio-economic position was the determining factor of people’s lives, their identity, then ‘post-modem’ implies a post industrial capitalist social structure in which previous markers of stability/identity have been displaced. Going firrther, Bauman, in his investigations on postmodernity and identity, affirms that identities in 69 postmodern situations become more fluid, floating around in a state of flux. The decline in mass industrialization has been countered by the augment of employment opportunities in the service and professional sectors, due to loss of jobs in the manufacturing industry. Concurrently, the age of mass production replaced and gravely reduced individual production. According to Spink, the rise of individualism stems from these precise changes that occurred in the economic sector. In relation, postrnodemists point to a rising pattern of consumption as opposed to occupation or class as the decisive factor in establishing identity. Stemming from sweeping transformations in technologies and globalization, consumerism has moved to the forefront not only in the lives of citizens but also has altered identity construction. According to Bocock: “Since the 1950s and more particularly during the 1970s and 19805, new kinds of groups have emerged for whom consumption plays a central role in their way of life” (27). In his study of the dynamics of these new consumer groups, Bocock underlines the importance of the internal dynamics, stating that it is these factors that have played a role in the social construction of a sense of identity. While the external features of these groups were also new, for instance age, socio-economic, gender, he points to identity as a process which “may make use of consrnnable items such as shoes, designer trainers, clothing, music, sports activities, and belonging to clubs or soccer clubs” (29). Identity, then, is negotiated by belonging to particular ‘imagined communities’, anived upon by the consumption and re- appropriation of accoutrements. Bocock believes that in postmodern societies, identities are in a constant state of flux; as such, individuals maneuver freely from one cultural 70 group to another, mixing and matching what formerly were distinct categories. He affirms: Under modernity, popular music, jazz, country and western, reggae and classical music had relatively distinct audiences, however, under post-modernity they have become mixed. Other forms of style consciousness in clothing, cars, interior decor, television viewing, types of food -— which in modernity were clearly defined as distinct patterns for specific social status groups- have become more mixed up under post- modernity. (81) Made patent through Bocock’s affirmation, there has been a transformation in the negotiation and articulation of identity rooted in cultural shifts. Ceasing to be static and principally determined at birth, social and cultural evolutions - rooted in political and economic alterations- afforded the subject the opportunity to construct a selfhood that in accord with desire, and moreover, is constantly in flux. Furthermore, studies undertaken by market research firms during the 1980s resulted in a modification in the manner of looking at consumption and by extension consumers. Instead of linking consrunption patterns to socio-economic levels, market researchers began to look at these paradigms through the optic of life stages. In The Body of Consumer Culture Mike Featherstone argues: The term life-style is currently in vogue. While the term has a more restricted sociological meaning in reference to the distinctive style of life of specific status groups, within contemporary consumer culture it connotes individuality, self expression, and a stylistic self-consciousness. 71 Ones body, clothes, speech, leisure pastimes, eating and drinking preferences, home, car, choice of holidays, etc. are to be regarded as indicators of the individuality of taste and sense of style of the owner/consumer. In contrast to the designation of the 1950s as an era of grey confonnism, a time of mass consumption, changes in production techniques, market segmentation and consruner demand for a wider range of products, are often regarded as making possible greater choice (the management of which becomes an art form) not only for the youth of the post 1960s generation, but increasingly for the middle aged and the elderly. . .we are moving towards a society without fixed status groups in which the adoption of styles of life (manifest in choice of clothes, leisure activities, consumer goods, bodily disposition) which are fixed to specific groups have been surpassed. (83) While many postmodern scholars have offered analyses claiming that society cannot be categorized as a consumer culture, other authors claim that in contemporary society people seek the realization of self and the formation of identity through lifestyles founded in consumption practices; the dynamic negotiation between consumption choices and respective lifestyles delineates with precision individual and collective identity. There is a culture of consumption, or more precisely, cultures of consumption that categorize social groups. As culture fiagments into multiple sectors, there do exist diverse cultures of consumption through which people participate in society and infuse their lives with meaning. 72 In our postmodern era, social connections and networking do not just occur within the professional sphere, but rather appear to stem from mutual interests such as lifestyle and aspects of consumption like fashion or music. It is not that these elements eclipse other aspects of importance in society but, as Mark Gottdiener states, “They form commodified milieus based on the production of material goods within which the various social groupings in society that differ by lifestyle, location, race, gender, age, and class carry out daily life” (17). Per Celia Lury in Consumer Culture, “One of the most important ways in which people relate to each other socially is through the mediation of things” (1). This declaration is of fundamental importance to the exploration of identity vis-a-vis participation in economics of consumption. Made explicit, Lury highlights the intimate and complex meanings we forge through our interaction with the material realm. The author gives the term “material culture” to the study of animate-inanimate relationships as well as to the study of things-in-use. “Material culture” is a propitious term because it implies the existence of active relationships among the material and the cultural realms. It is, moreover, helpful to consider consumption in these terms due to the etymology of the word itself. The term “consumption” emerged in the Middle Ages and meant ‘devouring’ or ‘eating up’. Specifically, in that time period, the word referred to diseases such as syphilis and tuberculosis. In that understanding, the subject is passive, an object to be acted upon and ravaged. Likewise, consumption is related to the eating and metabolizing of food, a definition that also renders the subject passive. However, when considered in the realm of material culture, consumption becomes a form of communication to the self and to others, through which we as consumers navigate fluidly 73 the landscape of our identity. Consumption as utilized in consumer culture, through the optic of the material, suggests a transformation, or “the manner in which people convert things to ends of their own” (Strathern 10). Adela Cortina in For una ética del consumo affirms this concept: El consumo es mucho mas que un momento en esa cadena de la actividad econémica <>, intercambio, distribucién, consumo>>; es incluso mucho mas que un medio de supervivencia. Es una forma de relacionarse los seres humanos, que intercarnbian regalos, van juntos al cine o a un concierto. Es una forma de comunicarme a mi misma y a los demas que he triunfado en la vida y por eso llevo un Mercedes 0 compro la ropa en Valentino, que no he fracasado como otros. Es una forma de demostrar a los presuntuosos vecinos, colegas, conocidos que soy por lo menos igual que ellos, porque yo también me voy del viaje a1 Caribe. Es una forma de sentirme yo misma en la ropa que he elegido, la casa, los muebles, haciendo caso a través de ellos a1 consejo dc Pindaro <>. (13) As Cortina signals consumption must be considered beyond the scope of its relationship to the economy and production. She elaborates upon its intimate significance within the daily life of individual; through consumption, we negotiate and re-configure codes rendering the body legible to the mass. Thus, consumption responds to various motivations and social beliefs such that the act of consuming can be considered an integral part of human existence. This investigation posits that consumption practices are more profound and complex than the mere display of superiority and success in life, as 74 Cortina seems to suggest: “Es una forma de comunicarme a mi misma y a los demas que he triunfado en la vida y por eso llevo un Mercedes 0 compro la ropa en Valentino, que no he fracasado como otros” (13). While recognizing the fundamental importance of consumption to identity, Cortina also purports, building upon Veblen’s theories in Conspicuous Consumption, that consumption is based upon the desire to imitate the bourgeois, the elite. Perhaps that may be true for some, nevertheless, the process of identity formation is much more complex and involved, engendering a navigation, confection, and transmission of codes and images to the masses. These practices serve to metarnorphose and signify the body (while rendering it legible to the masses) according to individual desire. According to Finkelstein, “In a culture where the possession and control of goods and services are highly valued, transforming the body into a commodity which can be used for the display of coveted items becomes a social goal in itself” (5). Through consumption, the body is inscribed or written, and as such it embodies a set of codes, some reflecting exclusionary practices and others revealing the opposite. As the body becomes texturized through the consumption of material goods, it concurrently is made decipherable through the production of meaning that it transmits. Thus, cultures of consrunption characterize social groupings in which the act of consumption itself is not viewed as a passive mode of behavior. Having elaborated upon theories of consumption and the fundamental role of cultures of consumption in the formation of subjectivity, it is important to lend space to a cautionary discussion of the complexities of this concept as well as the divisive theories regarding consumption and emancipation. To begin with, consumption and subject formation are slippery notions. Through consuming an object, experience, memory, etc, 75 the subject appropriates the good while assigning it meaning; this interaction produces meaning and identity. As such, it is an active process. Nevertheless, it is impossible to view consumption unilaterally as an empowering experience; as will be elaborated upon later, at times consumption practices may result in contradictory realities and consequently, in an unhealthy, inert subjectivity. This, however, is not solely the culpability of consumption, but rather how the individual appropriates the good. It is the argument of this dissertation that through consumption practices, the subject appropriates a good, produces and transmits meaning; as such, it is an active and dynamic identity construction (individual and collective) process that does also have liberatory potential, not rooted in class, but rather a molecular evolution of the female subject. This is arrived upon by way of a contemplation of experiences, fleshing through of encounters, and nomadic movements of the subject manifesting in the dynamic multiplicity of female subjectivity. There has been much critique about the existence of the liberatory potential offered by consumption practices. The attack on consumption began with Marx and his severe critique of this system, which in his opinion represented a breach in the course of history and a movement towards a profane modern world steeped in values of production, distribution, and the consumption of commodities. As quoted in Best and Kellner, Marx affirms: “A commodity appears, at first sight, a very trivial thing, and easily understood. Its analysis shows that it is, in reality, a very queer thing, abounding in metaphysical subtleties and theological niceties” (Best and Kellner 50). In his line of argumentation, Marx asserts that the commodity existed prior to the inception of capitalism; however, its meaning and role in the lives of human beings and social values did not carry the same 76 significance. He maintains that the system of capitalism places at the forefront the glory of the economy and subsumes while manipulating all aspects of social existence. In his analysis of capitalism, he traces three fundamental yet differing stages: Middle Ages, early capitalist period, and a highly developed era of commodification. In the first stage, he asserts that only when there was surplus in production — that which would be nonessential to sustain simple needs — was bartered; in the second phase, the sphere of industrial goods entered the realm of exchange. The last era — that of commodification — represented a time: When everything that men had considered as inalienable became an object of exchange, of traffic and could be alienated. This is the time when. . .virtue, love, conviction, knowledge, conscience, etc. — when everything finally passed into commerce. It is the time of general corruption, of universal venality, or to speak in terms of political economy, the time when everything, moral or physical, having become a marketable value, is brought to the market to be assessed at its truest value. (Marx and Engels Collected Works: Vol VI 113-114) Through an explanation of the trajectory of capitalism, Marx arrives at the conclusion that every good (including person) has a price, and in his opinion, this commodification results in the loss of personanl integrity, the absence of all that is hrunan. To a certain extent, his statement anticipates the generation of consumer society and its importance to our everyday life. However, turning the focus away Item the potential symbiotic and meaningful relationship among the subject and commodity, or object, Marx asserts that the object arrives at the complete and utter domination of the subject. Instead of 77 analyzing the potential for meaning making and creation, Marx posited that production — the birth of objects at the expense of human labor — only served to degrade the human: The more the worker produces, the less he has to consume; the more values he creates, the more valueless, the more unworthy he becomes; the better formed his product, the more deformed the worker; the more civilized his object, the more barbarous becomes the worker; the mightier labour becomes, the duller becomes the worker and the more he becomes nature’s bondsman” (Tucker 73). Marx outlines a vicious cycle rooted in the efforts of the worker. He asserts that the success that a worker achieves converts the subject into a fraud, living a distorted existence. In his perspective, the work and time invested in production by the human was akin to alienation or “loss of [human] reality”, the ultimate consequence being the dehumanization of man: “Man. . .no longer feels himself to be freely active in any but his animal functions. . .and in his human functions he no longer feels himself to be anything but an animal” (74). Within the cycle of capitalism, he posits that man is animal and can be nothing but this figuration due to the beastly nature inherent in the system and man’s need to constantly perform for meager pay. Thus, Marx contends that a system buttressed by capitalism quashes the potential for creativity, imagination, and revolution. He attributes this to the deformation and debilitation of individual and social values, incamating the ugliness that lies at the nucleus of capitalism. Marx initiated a heroic battle against what be perceived to be the evils of capitalism. As he insightfully understood, the material realm captivates humans as 78 evidenced through the vigorous relationship among this world and the individual as well as collectivity. The bourgeoisie, by the rapid improvement of all instruments of production, by the immensely facilitated means of communication, draws all, even the most barbarian nations into civilization. The cheap prices of its commodities are the heavy artillery with which it batters down all Chinese walls. . .It compels all nations, on pain of extinction, to adopt the bourgeois mode of production; it compels them to introduce what it calls civilization into their midst, i.e. to become bourgeois themselves. In one word, it creates a world after its own image. (Marx and Engels Communist Manifesto 9) According to his theories, fundamental to capitalism are the assimilation of all cultures to the Western adaptation, the erasure of tradition, and the instilling of the desire to emulate the bourgeois class. While Marx, through his intrepid endeavor, utilized this trajectory to rouse the masses against capitalism and its dynamics, as witnessed through the past century, consumption has not only increased but has become “a central register of selflrood” (Twitchell 49). His theory on the relationship between capitalism and humans stultifies a coherent reading of subjectivity and the manner in which the subject actively engages with the material realm. Examining the model posited by Marx, the subject — consumer — is always a victim of the manipulations of the machine — capitalism. Furthermore, this cyclical theory assrunes that the individual is not free to elect, but rather eternally subjugated to the whims of the capitalist economy, and as such are mere pawns of the system. This, again, neglects to consider the potential for individual determination 79 and the creation of a system of communication via consumption, one highly endowed with meaning. The compulsion to consume is not reducible to the power of manipulation, or emulation, or conspicuous display. Consumption is not just desire- purchase-disappointrnent-rekindled desire. When consumption leads to the generation of meaning, as it almost always does, it is an active and creative imaginative endeavor. (Twitchell 45) What is important, then, is to examine the concept of consumption not through the optic of oppression, as it cripples a reading of unbound individual subjectivity. Rather this investigation explores the role of consumption — an aspect. central to everyday life - through the lens of its active dynamic construction of meaning and emancipatory potential, as consumers form a community (composed of various collectivities that subscribe to distinct cultures of consumption) that continually negotiates meaning, forming and transmitting messages by way of their consurnption practices. Concurrently, this activity extends into their interpretation of significations projected from the mass. “Consumers are just another interpretative community. They are readers” (47). This is of fundamental significance to consumption; through the navigation of codes, the subject confects selfhood, and subsequently transmits the code via the bodily text made legible to the masses. The fact that the individual continuously negotiates meaning via consumption practices evidences that the subject is active — not a passive victim. Fundamental to consumption practices is the adoption, re-appropriation, and subsequent transmission of the image. The symbols one elects and how they are exacted determines what is desired and how it is used. Gottdiener remarks that this social use 80 “lay in the symbolic meanings that could be invested in the. . .commodities, its ability to signify the status, interests, affinities” (203). According to the French philosopher Jean Baudrillard, “In the postmodern world of culture, the image becomes central”(Simulacra and Simulation 18). Baudrillard asserts that image dominates as the fundamental vehicle of communication in present society. This philosopher critiqued the ideas of Marx concerning the system of production and consumption in capitalist society, as he maintained that Marx’s perspective did not give sufficient importance to the aspect of consumption, focusing overwhelmingly on the elements of production and labor and their effects on subjectivity. Consequently, he tinkered with Marx’s discourse positing consumption as the primordial focus in the capitalist structure while maintaining the link between production and consumption that lies at the nucleus in the investigation of capitalism. Unlike Marx, who defined the stages of society according to their modes of production, Baudrillard envisions societal transformations according to the dominant modes of representation in society. He affirms: The passage from the form-commodity to the form-sign, from the abstraction of the exchange of material products under the law of general equivalence to the operationalization of all exchanges under the law of the code [i.e., the semiological structure that governs all meaning, reducing value to merely utilitarian form]. With this passage to the political economy of the Sign, it is not a matter of simple “commercial prostitution” of all values [as Marx says]. . .It is a matter of the passage of all values to exchange-sign value, under the hegemony of the code. That is, of a structure of control and of power much more subtle and more totalitarian 81 than that of exploitation. For the sign is much more than a connotation of the commodity, than a semiological supplement to exchange value (The Mirror of Production 121-122) According to Baudrillard, the referential realm of the commodity, and what that entails — needs, use value, and labor- has been displaced in postmodernity by the triumph, proliferation, and all-encompassing grip of the sign. Power ceases to be centered in the commodity itself, but rather is an abstraction dependent upon “autonomous development of the sign” (Best and Kellner 100). He differentiates himself from Marx in numerous ways; Marx argued that the “mass” was dominated by artificial and false ideologies, while Baudrillard, on the other hand, articulates that the “mass” already recognizes that the prevailing ideologies are false, and rather is dominated and controlled by the spectacle: “the spectacle is the affirmation of appearance and the affirmation of all human, i.e. social, life as mere appearance” (The Mirror of Production 10). This theorist does not focus his attention so much on the political economy and its relationship to consumption, rather he places emphasis on what he calls ‘sign value’. He affirms that the reality that we consume is composed of signs or images. Going beyond Marx, who stridently finds fault with the system of capitalism based upon the terms of production, Baudrillard affirms that it is impossible to critique the capitalist system without seriously considering the value of the spectacle or ‘sign value’, profoundly irnbricated in society, which plays out in the commodification of culture. In his opinion, reality as spectacle creates an epoch of: [. . .] radical alienation. The logic of the market has become generalized, governing today not only the processes of work and material products, but 82 our entire culture, sexuality, human relations, including even our fantasies and individual impulses. Everything is covered by this logic, not only in the sense that all functions, all needs are objectified and manipulated in terms of profit, but in the deeper sense that everything becomes spectacle [tout est spectacularisé], that is to say is evoked, provoked, orchestrated in images, in signs, in consumable models. (The Consumer Society 309) While both theorists formulate conclusions that relegate the subject as isolated victim, Baudrillard's theory has a twist. He asserts that the market has the power to instill values and needs — in the name of profit - which extend past material goods, but rather shape our social dynamics. As Baudrillard contends, everything is spectacle and reality is being purely represented via the image due to its own commodification. Baudrillard’s ideas mean that everyday life has become “aestheticized” (F eatherstone 270). As Featherstone remarks about this theorist: For Baudrillard art ceases to be a separate enclaved reality; it enters into production and reproduction so that everything ‘even if it be the everyday and banal reality, falls by this token under the sign of art, and become aesthetic’. . .And so art is everywhere, since artifice is at the very heart of reality. (F eatherstone 271) Evidenced in the citation, as life is art, and art is life, our existence is contrived as we our mere tokens of the market system. Baudrillard argues that the Sign, while clearly and powerfully communicative, saturates our everyday existence to the point that the individual can only lead a passive existence, incapable of creative involvement within the sign system. He attributes this to the fact that the spectacle has provoked an inward 83 collapse of reality. Consequently reality ceases to be and converts to irreality. Furthermore, Baudrillard asserts that the utter saturation of the spectacle in society will ultimately lead to the demise of Western culture due to its implosion”. He asserts: [. . .] the masses scandalously resist this imperative of rational communication. They are given meaning: they want spectacle. No effort has been able to convert them to the seriousness of the content, nor even to the seriousness of the code. Messages are given to them, they only want some sign, they idolize the play of signs and stereotypes, they idolize any content so long as it resolves itself into a spectacular sequence. (In the Shadow of the Silent Majorities 13) His critical reproach of the ability of the masses to rationalize suggests a partial approximation negating the autonomy and creativity of the consumer, the very aspect of production involved in the process of consumption. At the same time, his theory posits that the consumer’s desire is to emulate high society, which is not always the case as evidenced by the blossoming of subcultures throughout the globe (and will be elaborated upon later). F urthermore, his theory fails to consider how sexual difference and gender operate within the system of signs, as well as the resulting embodiment of the subject, opting instead to relegate all consumers as passive receptors in a world bombarded by the spectacle. It is undeniable that not all consumers attain liberatory potential via consumption practices; nevertheless, subjects, as consumers, are actively selecting, re- appropriating, and encoding their bodies and lives vis-a-vis what they consume and the manner in which it is embodied and transmitted. ’9 The concept of implosion was first articulated and discussed in the modern era by Nietzche; however, it was presented as ‘nihilism’. 84 Although the image is of fundamental importance to the study of consumption, this dissertation seriously examines consumption as an aspect central to the life of both the individual and society. From this platform, the inquiry considers the type of relationships created via one’s autonomous interaction with consumables (material or abstract). This leads to an exploration of the manner in which the subject negotiates meaning by way of her appropriation of the object and resulting embodiment. Concurrently, it examines the liberatory potential for subjectivity stemming from autonomous self-creation vis-a-vis consumption practices, while acknowledging the unhealthy subjectivities produced as well. As Twitchell contends, “The process of consumption, therefore, is creative and even emancipating. In an open market we consume the real and the imaginary meanings, fusing objects, symbols, and images together. . .the object of self-realization via consumption is no longer preordained by class but results from a never-ending shifting of individual choice” (47). As Twitchell elaborates, through consumption practices the subject, according to desire, may confect identity that is not in accord with class, rather stems from dynamic individual decisions. His argument arrives at this conclusion through the following assertions: “Humans are consumers by nature. We are tool users because we like to use what tool using can produce. In other words, tools are not the ends but the means. . .Consumers are rational. . .They are often firlly aware that they are more interested in consuming aura than objects...” (22). As such, the subject does not consume simply for the act of consuming. Rather, it is an intricate process whereby consumable are tools; they are signs that speak to the self and the mass, result in selfhood, and the formation of groups that share like affinities. These concepts lead him to probe the dynamics of the role of the consumer 85 within commodity culture; he interrogates and debunks the notion of consumer as passive, while (drawing attention to and) reconsidering the connection that exists among consumption and production, “for they are more alike than separate, and occur not at different times and places but simultaneously” (22-23). Today’s society is one in which both production and consumption are important in the dynamics of culture of consumption. While consumption is a global phenomenon, it appears that the dominant culture of consumption roots itself in goods exported from the United States“). Nevertheless, there exist many sub-cultures of consumption that differentiate the globalized population“. Postmodern consumption involves consumers who are producers in constructing selves, self-images, and meaningful experiences; Adela Cortina argues, “En la sociedad a la que se ha dado en llarnar <>, a falta de nombre mas creativo, se difiuninan las identidades fijas, establecidas por el nacimiento, la clase, la etrria 0 e1 sexo, y una de las formas de crearse la propia identidad es el lugar en el que se compra” (92). Cortina argues that in postmodernity, the identity of the subject is freed from diverse constraints that existed in the past such as social class, ethnicity, and birth. Due to the shifts in cultural systems, identities de-stabilized and constructed via the outlet of consumption. This act, then, can be an exercise of individual liberty; by consuming, we construct and reconstruct, according to our pleasures, subjectivity. In our postmodern world of consumption, undeniably image is at the forefront. In this line, goods and services that lie at the heart of the material realm cease ’0 There does exist a plethora of cultures of consumption. However, we my condsider the US. consumer culture as a dominant force behind the globalization of cultures of consumption. In large part, these cultures of consumption stem from lifestyle orientations. " By this I mean there exists a plethora of cultures of consumption. However, we may consider the US. consumer culture as a dominant force behind the globalization of cultures of consumption. In large part, these cultures of consumption stem from lifestyle orientations. 86 to be directly linked to use-vale, but rather these obj ects-in-use convert to symbols or signs. People respond to these goods not purely based on their use-value, but rather their symbolic possibilities. “Beyond social positions, the consumption of goods as images constitutes a process of representational positioning” (Gottdiener 19). Gottdiener succinctly asserts that consumption practices yield representation or identity construction. We may signify ourselves through how we appear to be, who we emulate from mass culture (Ewen 1988), and culture itself is now about image (Kellner 1995). But not just image in and of itself; we meaningfully consume and produce our selves through our appropriation of goods. Fuat Firat, in Consuming People: From Political Economy to Theaters of Consumption asserts: “Consumption is not an end but just another moment in the continuous cycle of (re)production” (100). As mentioned previously, subjects utilize goods and are in a constant state of negotiation and transmission of code. The process, indeed, is not the terminus. Similarly Gottdiener professes, “Consumption practices have increasingly become the domain within which people explore and define their own identities...” (22). Spaces with which one associates become potential contingencies for the fabrication of selfhood. Moreover, he asserts that spaces of consumption are articulation points of individual psychology, social pressures, the media, fashion, and the realization of belonging. Hence the pursuit of distinctive lifestyles through consumption may represent a means of developing a sense of self and of actualizing identity politics. I view this as consistent with Rosi Braidotti’s desire to create positive categories. Through autonomous self-creation and pursuit of distinct lifestyles, one could also seek a more positive, multi-faceted identity. 87 While these theories are building blocks for a solid foundation on consumption, they neglect to consider the affectual bodily text. In other words, while goods possess a sign value (Baudrillard), the consumption of these objects can be a mode of self- expression embodied on the textual subject that is contingent upon the nomadic becoming-woman. As mentioned previously, the act of consumption must not simply be understood as “devouring” or “metabolizing”. Rather, I suggest a shift in the understanding of consumption that entails a re-examination of the active female role within the realm of consumption. I explore consumption within the contemporary Spanish context, examining the myriad of goods — fashion, sex, drugs, memories, space, technology, and music - that are consumed. In this study, I demonstrate how the feminine subject is an agent who can enact change and evolution. We must look at the shifts as experiences that go beyond symbols or mere images of pleasure. Additionally, as Rachel Bowlby argues, with globalization of cultures, mass media, advances in technology, and access to consumption: “Consumption. . .has offered women new areas of authority and expertise, new sources of income, a new sense of consumer right; and one of the consequences of these developments has been a heightened awareness of entitlement outside the sphere of consurnption”(16). From this point of view, Bowlby understands the realm of consumption in two dimensions: as a space in which to negotiate and resist the passive absent feminine identity, as assigned through sex roles, and furthermore as the ongoing process of the creation of identity that embodies the nomadic subject. With respect to cultures of consumption, these aforementioned analyses provide a basis for becoming-woman or the feminist subject as these cultures 88 afford women a libidinal return on their investment that is often experienced as liberating, and one which, I argue, can be seen as positive in feminist terms. The study of consumption contextualized with feminism is of particular significance in contemporary Spanish society, as not even three decades have eclipsed since the fall of Francisco Franco’s regime and the subsequent installation of democracy. During the dictatorship, there were varying degrees of control over all aspects of life that immobilized free expression of self. The last fifteen years of the regime, 1960-1975, stand in stark contrast to the previous twenty; in a decade and a half the country of Spain massively transformed from a predominantly agricultural economy to one that could be considered developed and capitalist. Borja de Riquer i Perrnanyer argues, “Spain went fiom being a backward agrarian country on the periphery of international capitalism, to one which could be considered fully industrialized, with a strong service sector, firlly integrated into the global economic system” (259). Within a short expanse, the economic and political dynamics of this country radically transformed. These adaptations, not always necessarily rooted in Franco’s policies, emerged as a result of internal and external tensions. Internationally, the economy of the Western world was experiencing unparalleled growth while within the country, this only added to the growing tensions which stemmed from the collective desire to emerge from the autarkic isolation. Hence, as a result of the Plan de Estabilizacién of 1959, Spain saw the introduction of a market economy. Backed by the World Bank, the OECD, and the IMF, foreign and domestic trading was liberalized, a policy aimed at attracting foreign investment was implemented, and a more orthodox financial policy adopted — 89 entailing a 50 percent devaluation of the peseta - along with a programme for the development of public services. (Riquer i Permanyer 259) Due to alterations in Spanish foreign trade policy, new products, ideas, and people entered the country, which inevitably had an impact. The Spanish economy experienced tremendous success along with capitalist growth. After decades of isolation Spain imported “machinery, technology, raw materials, and energy resources on a massive scale” (260). If this were not already astonishing, the country was also able to fund their foreign interests through currency obtained from tourism. The result of these economic transformations is significant. Household income increased significantly as did production. Borja de Riquer i Permanyer illustrates the noteworthy alterations through four compelling statistics. Between 1960 and 1974 the average income per capita tripled, rising from $400 to $1,350 per annum. The GDP grew during the 19603 at an average of 7.5 per cent per annum, a rate surpassed only by Japan. Growth in industrial output in 1960-7 was the fastest in the world at 10.5 per cent per annum. And real industrial wages increased by 40 per cent in this period. (262) Another dimension of the overwhelming economic success manifest in the redistribution of the working population within Spain. As the country shifted gears from a primarily agrarian economy to industry, the number of people working on land dropped drastically. This resulted from the displacement of approximately 1,500,000 jobs. As this sector experienced irreconcilable loss, other sectors catapulted: “the industrial sector took on 300,000 more workers, while the tertiary (service) sector provided 1,500,000 new jobs in 90 services, and 500,000 in the building trade” (262). Along with this shift, Spain saw parallel deviations in the population centers. From 1955 to 1975, more than twenty percent of the Spanish population — six million people - changed provinces; furthermore 2 million migrated to Madrid and 1,800,000 to Barcelona (Riquer i Permanyer 263). This transfer in physical position from the external, rural zones to urban locales is significant as it portended a new social reality. As a result of these transformations, metropolitan centers such as Madrid and Barcelona experienced rapid growth and expansion”. The transformations experienced in Spain from 1960-1975 were of significance in terms of number and quality. As stated previously, within this decade and a half in Spain, the country experienced drastic economic changes that reverberated throughout other spheres of daily living. As employment in the agrarian sector dwindled and opportunities soared in the industrial sector, a new urban accommodated class emerged. The rise of this privileged class was intimately connected to the newly established interests in banking, tourism, construction, and foreign capital. “The greatest fortunes made in these years were amassed by figures such as Areces, with El Corte Inglés; Koplowitz, with Construcciones y Contratas; Banr'rs, with Puerto Banr'rs on the Costa del Sol; Barrie de la Maza, with Fenosa; Melia, with hotels; Barreiros, with road haulage; or Ruiz Mateos, with banking and wine” (Riquer i Permanyer 264). With the development of the industrial sector, job opportunities arose across the board, ranging from those requiring a university degree, such as managers or administrators, to those requiring few professional qualifications. It is at this level we note the emergence of a new working class composed of young people of rural origin, who just a few years earlier would have ’2 From 1960 to 1975 the number of urban centers with populations over 100,000 doubled from twenty in 1960 to over forty in 1975. 91 been relegated to the impoverished conditions of agricultural life, but were now contenders in the financial sector. These transformations occurring throughout Spain in the 1960s led to its introduction into a full-blown consumer society. As money flowed into the country from foreign investments, tourism, and the creation of a new economy, citizens also became consumers. Borja de Riquer i Permanyer elaborates: This speed of this process (consumer society) is exemplified by the impact of television. Spanish Television did not begin broadcasting regularly until 1959, but by 1974 70 per cent of homes had a TV. The same year saw 85 per cent of household in possession of a washing machine and a fiidge. Car ownership rose even more rapidly. The SEAT factory in Barcelona, which turned out 30,000 saloon cars in 1960, produced over 360,000 by 1972. Spanish levels of car ownership rose from 500,000 (one car for every fifty-five inhabitants) in 1960, to over 3,300,000 (one for every nine) in 1974. (265) Spain witnessed a new social reality with the introduction of mass consumerism. Not only did technology aid in the completion of mundane chores, but also the arrival of the television bears particular importance. It served as an asset that was an aperture to popular knowledge about the world and increased visibility of other socially lived realities. Further evidence of the inauguration of consumer society in 1960, made patent in the Real Academia de la Lengua, was the incorporation of new words in the dictionary such as televisor, lavadora, financiacidn, and aparcarniento. While other European countries were absorbing into consumer society alongside Spain, the emergence of this 92 culture was experienced in a distinct manner for the Spanish. To begin with, it occurred at a very accelerated pace, due largely to the television which provided instantaneous access to other cultures. “Spain passed rapidly from high levels of functional illiteracy to TV saturation without passing through intermediate stages of cultural development” (Riquer i Permanyer 265). The velocity of this process did not permit the Spaniards to pass through an intermediate stage, rather the society transformed from one extreme to another. As mentioned previously, the economic landscape of Spain changed drastically from predominantly agriculture to being dominated by industry — foreign and domestic- within fifteen years. To an extent, consumerism and the dictatorship were becoming compatible in the formerly autarkic country that just recently opened its doors to trade, yet the dictatorship still retained power. While Franco and the regime purported the country was in a period of aperturismo or liberalization, this was nothing more than a mask”. The “freedoms” (there was little freedom of speech and thought in the Spanish mass media) associated with consumer society, in particular the television, were greeted with timber acts of repression manifesting through censorship, prosecutions, and propaganda, nevertheless, this mass culture had the ability to alter significantly the Spaniard’s perception of daily social, economic, and political life. Through the television, citizens were bombarded with images of new products and status symbols of the western world. This projection of worldwide images permitted them if not the “freedom to purchase”, the freedom to consume and fantasize. It created an educational ’3 An example of this is the acceptance of Bufluel’s movie, Viridiana, to the Cannes Film Festival, in which it won an esteemed international award but was subsequently banned in Spain due to its controversial content. 93 space — previously inexistent in the regime - that opened up the dictatorship for critique, as the worlds and images they witnessed were not in accord with their social reality“. Television, despite the rigid political control to which it was subjected, turned itself into a genuine window onto the world, indirectly helping to break the stranglehold of the cultural and informational ‘autarky’ enforced by the regime. Similarly, the youth culture of the 1960s had a startling impact on the rigid social world of Franco’s Spain, where enthusiasm for the Beatles or Bob Dylan, or emerging Spanish protest singers, represented a more overt political statement than in democratic societies. (Riquer I Permanyer 265) Indeed the introduction of the television into Spain produced drastic transformations in the society concurrently with the boom in the economy. The existence of the modem television within households gave way to globalizing influences and postmodern cultural fragrnentations. The arrival of mass culture, as experienced through the television (although heavily censored), converted the citizens into consumers of images, while the soar in the economy allowed them to exercise their liberty and own one these images. In his survey undertaken in 1960, Amando de Miguel interviewed his participants about the goods they consume. His results reflect their attitudes and desire to appropriate goods for their own comfort and pleasure. Certain objects saturated Spanish households; eight out of every ten owned a radio and disposed of running water. Nevertheless, the objects of consumption represented the existent socio-economic inequalities persistent among the population. While certain commodities were prolific: “hay otros que no llegan a1 10% 4’ In large part these reactions and movements were protagonized by the youths of this period. What perhaps began as a rebellion against the parental authority converted into revolution against all figures of authority, as witnessed through the slogan of the student movement of 1968, “haz el amor y no la guerra>>. 94 de los hogares de varones: frigorifico eléctrico, coche o televisor. El consumo reahnente masivo de esos tres articulos iba a ser e1 <> de la década de los afios sesenta” (3 5). These luxury items, a television, refrigerator, and car, echoed the American dream as seen through North American movies, and remained symbols for the Spaniard. We only need to remember the brilliant movie made by Luis G. Berlanga [Bienvenida Mister Marshall! (1952): a film that portrayed the American dream and filled the heads of Spaniards with the promise of future economic prosperity and consequent autonomy. Adela Cortina implies that the act of consumption may serve liberatory roles. She states, “Y si el acto mismo de consumo pertenece a1 reino de la libertad, tanto mas seran miembros de ese reino las formas de consumo, y entre ellas, las formas de consumir productos del mercado” (29). Overall, the introduction of mass culture into Spain had profound effects on experienced social reality that translated into the questioning of self- identity. In his article Borj a de Riquer i Permanyer describes the ambience of this period as one of growing skepticism especially among the “younger generation that had not lived through the civil war. This increasingly critical attitude was based on two fundamental principles: better information about world affairs and the decline of traditional religious values” (266). The television exposed the culture, especially the youths, to exhilarating experimentation, from the frenetic rock and roll of the Beatles to the emergence of the pop style. This window revealing aspects across the globe is a form of technology that permitted the spectator to travel and experience cultural identities and different worlds without leaving the confines of the home. The gradual erosion of the influence of the Catholic Church and the politics of Franco combined with new economic opportunities created a space for the contemplation 95 and critique of the traditional power structure. The death of Franco in 1975 and the subsequent inauguration of the new Constitution in 1978 resulted in spectacular grth in areas ranging from mass culture to individual autonomy. A natural result of the political developments within Spain was greater freedom, as they were now citizens of democracy, but concurrently Spaniards, in particular the youth generation, were able to exercise further liberty in the realm of consumerism“. Navarro claims: “El consumo se ha convertido asi en uno de los primeros comportarrrientos auténomos que comienzan a ejercerse desde la infancia, y para muchos casi la r’mica conexién con el mundo de los adultos, fuera del sistema escolar y la familia” (qtd. in Amando de Miguel 168). While Navarro’s argument underlines the totality and centrality of consumption in and individual’s life, his argument may also imply that consumption is and inherent human activity. Much like the television, magazines became another venue by which one, particularly women, could absorb into mass culture. In particular, fashion magazines such as Ama, Telva, and ,‘Hola! converted their predominantly female readership into consumers of images, products, and new ways of life. The introduction of these magazines into society in the 19608 offered a new ideal for women, one in which she is represented as autonomous. Nonetheless, from their inception into Spanish culture until the year 1976, these women’s magazines followed the dictates of Franco first and their commercial agenda next. For instance, the magazine Ama, which had a diffusion of 180,000 in 1970 was linked to the Opus Dei, the ultra conservative technocratic body ’5 According to Amando de Miguel, the youth generation of the 1950s had little if any access to money due to the severe economic hardships experienced throughout the country. The decade of the 40s was denoted ‘década de hambre’ by the Spanish because of the tremendous poverty. However, this sociologist found that youth generations following 1960 had some pocket change that allowed them to experience autonomy as consumers. 96 governing with Franco. As a result the principal themes treated were “niftos, pedagogia, reportaj es, actualidad, articulos, decoracién, trabajos manuales, modas, hogar, belleza, libros, discos, cocina, consultorio sentimental, de belleza y religioso” (Riviere 140). T elva, founded in 1963 and also linked to Opus Dei, intended to import external elements and adapt them to the Spanish society. In its presentation, it appeared much like the French magazines Elle and Marie Claire. Similar to Ama, T elva focused on fashion, interior design, gastronomy, and social concerns. These magazines, while they did promote gender differences, also were a medium to present images of women for the consumption of women, rather than men. This arena, akin to the television, provided a space for consumer empowerment as the magazines, through their articles and advertisements, extended an invitation to its readership to own the feminine body as one’s self. In consideration of the relation among consumption and the female subject, scholars such Angela McRobbie rethink the role of the concept Woman. She postulates that consumer culture, in general, and fashion in particular, offer women the means of satisfying desires and pursuing pleasure. Her theory, however, does not focus merely on bourgeois status, but rather on youth subcultures that exist, stemming from the pursuit of various cultures of consumption. McRobbie additionally researches the role of female magazines - targeted primarily at youth culture- and their active interplay in the stimulation of the female imagination. Likewise, their consumption in this realm may be considered an exercise in and affirmation of autonomy. She agrees that the female youth culture: 97 ...do not want to be represented in a humiliating way. They are not dependent on boys for their own sense of identity and well being. Magazines (like Jackie) which continue to offer this passive stereotype of femininity will simply lose their readers. As young consumers girls are therefore able to exert some power in the marketplace. They will buy a magazine as long as it presents an image of themselves which is compatible with those selves that exist outside the text...There is also a re- definition of the feminine self. It can be endlessly constructed, reconstructed and customized. (Shut up and Dance: Changing Modes of Youth F emininity 8) McRobbie recognizes the capacity and desire on the part of young women to be portrayed as active agents that participate in identity formation through the adoption of codes that are compatible with their ideologies and affinities. As McRobbie argues, the process of purchasing and marketing commodities does not transpire in a void; rather the process entails the formation of a connection of “much longer chains of meaning and value systems” (14). Through an exploration of these affiliations, one can garner an understanding of the intricate and sophisticated pleasures associated with consumption practices. Not only does this investigation yield important awareness of the creative operations that it entails, but also unveils the rich multiplicity of subjectivities at play, each texturized by the autonomous elections of the consumer. It must be noted that other scholars, such as Susan Bordo, maintain that consumer culture oppresses women, while masking as a discourse that animates subjects to “imagine the possibilities’ and close our eyes to limits and consequences” (39). Bordo’s 98 line of argument addresses political, social, economic, and ideological situations that demean, oppress, and limit the value of woman. Likewise, she focuses on the homogenization and consequential normalization of images and signs disseminated in mass cultural representations. Bordo affirms: First, the representations homogenize. In our culture, this means that they will smooth out all racial, ethnic, and sexual “differences” that disturb Anglo-Saxon, heterosexual expectations and identifications. . .Consumer capitalism depends on the continual production of novelty, of fresh images to stimulate desire. . .Second, these homogenized images normalize - that is, they fimction as models against which the self continually measures, judges, “disciplines,” and “corrects” itself. (24-25) Bordo calls for a change in focus away from the body as a semiotic signifier; nevertheless, this fails to acknowledge the complex dialectic occurring between the subject and object. As a result, her theories do not consider the manner in which women appropriate and own these images. Bordo centers on the institutional context of consumption and their participation in the creation of the illusion of power, while never endowing the subject with agency. She argues against the liberating role of consumption stating: “The fact is we are not empowered in this way by our culture; indeed, we are continually being taught to see the body that reflects back to us in exactly the opposite way — as wrong, defective, ‘a caricature, a swollen shadow, a stupid clown’” (299-300). In placing the focus on the institutional, the focus on the individual is smoothed over, and consequently, functions as little more than a token, made to desire, aspire to, and 99 consume the whims of higher authority reflected in the institutional practices of commercial culture. The aforementioned feminists illustrate two poles, a radical optimism versus a totalizing critique; nevertheless, the truth remains in the gray expanse between the opposed essentialisms. In consideration of the potential agency endowed to the female subject by way of her participation in cultures of consumption, particular ambiguities must be signaled. To begin with, the patriarchy has constructed the female subject as a sex object with a specific use-value; she is other (Bordo). Some feminists believe that woman is unable to escape the binary opposition of mother/prostitute, and therefore the re-production of this representation (woman as commodity) cannot support the feminist aim of emancipation. Nevertheless, upon exploration of the manner in which the subjects experience their female sexuality or their subject as a commodity, the totalizing critique becomes clouded. Furthermore, it begs for further examination of the reahn of consumption and re-appropriation of these goods. In so doing, this may open the possibility for the female subject to draw attention to the identity she articulates. Power can be derived from her ability to manipulate images and confuse gender/moral codes. Although her desired representation may be perceived as seductive or insubordinate to hegemonic norms, one must also consider the power and pleasure she gleans from her sexuality, which disrupts essentialist explanations. Consumer culture may afford women distinct opportunities for the approximation of self-creation. Vis-a-vis her knowledge of and interaction with the material reahn, each woman as nomad, makes meaningful negotiations, communicating to the self and the collectivity. This dynamic interaction is 100 also ongoing; the female subject traverses territory, negotiates meaning, and assembles and re-assembles identity. Cultures of Consumption: Imagined Communities and Nee-tribes In the epoch of postmodernity, an era infused with globalization of cultures and homogenization of customs, identity ceases to be defined according to traditional categories. Rather, there is a growing emphasis in society on lifestyles and individual interests as a designation of who one is and as a manner to connect and unite with others. Gottdiener argues, “Now people increasing relate to each other through commonly held consumption practices such as their preferences in sports, vacations, music, films, restaurants, and not the least, modes of shopping itself” (21). These activities and exercises do not merely represent marginal elements of consumer culture, but actually, in their aggregate, they eclipse other aspects of society. A vested interest in particular lifestyles divides society into agglomerate groups, these groupings expressing a desire for the consumption of a like good. In considering the emergence of this conglomeration of assemblages, which I argue can be viewed as what Benedict Anderson denominates “imagined communities”, it is fundamental to outline his theory to be followed by an explication of its synthesis to the present investigation. In his investigation of the concept nation and nationalism, Anderson utilizes the term ‘imagined communities’ to signify “. . .the nation: it is an imagined political community — and imagined as both inherently limited and sovereign” (6). As evidenced through his definition, his notion of nation departs from the mere geographical, political, and economic dynamics traditionally conceived of alongside this term. His study begins with 101 a definition of key terms for the comprehension of what constitutes ‘imagined’ community; these terms include: imagined, limited, sovereign, and community. Anderson postulates that a community is imagined because one is incapable of knowing all of the people that are members; nevertheless they joined as “in the minds of each lives the image of their communion” (6). As such, a nation is not defined simply as political entity, but developed and molded by culture. Communities are also limited; this is attributed the fact that there are diverse interests and pursuits among the various global populations. A feature of these communities is that they are sovereign, a notion that arose with the Enlightenment, an era that challenged the validity of the ancient regime of deific authority; consequentially this clash led to the debilitation of “the divinely- ordained, hierarchical dynastic realm” (7), as well as the aperture for the possibility of freedom. The last term fundamental to Anderson’s concept is community. Anderson asserts that the community is composed of a nation “conceived as a deep, horizontal comradeship” (7). He, furthermore, justifies this notion, regardless of the disparity that may exist among the members offering as example people prepared to give their lives for their vision. To comprehend how the dynamics of Anderson’s theory of ‘imagined communities’ fits with the concept of cultures of consumption, it is necessary to explain the origin and roots of Anderson’s proposal. His concept of ‘imagined communities’ does not stem from political alliances or diplomatic assrunptions; rather he asserts that at the heart of the community exists interplay between cultural dynamics that presuppose political structures. He proposes that: “nationalism has to be understood by aligning it, not with self-consciously held political ideologies, but with the large cultural systems that 102 preceded it, out of which- as well as against which — it came into being” (12). To comprehend the concept of nationalism, one must begin the exploration with the examination of cultural evolutions that have shaped and informed it. He analyzes the two aggregates integral to the cultural realm until the epoch of the Enlightenment — the religious community and the dynastic realm. In his discussion, he highlights the strengths of these two systems and commented on their instabilities that ultimately led to their downfall. To begin with, the religious community- while composed of many different tenitories and an array of religions- were able to assemble as an imagined group and interact within their comrades via their reciprocal ability to comprehend the sign. Anderson affirms: ...Christendom, the Islamic Ummah, and even the Middle Kingdom — which, though we think of it today as Chinese, imagined itself not as Chinese, but as central — were imaginable largely through the medium of a sacred language and written script. Take only the example of Islam: if Maguindanao met Berbers in Mecca, knowing nothing of each other’s languages, incapable of communicating orally, they nonetheless understood each other’s ideographs, because the sacred texts they shared existed only in classical Arabic. In this sense, written Arabic functioned like Chinese characters to create a community out of signs, not sounds. (13) Interestingly, religious communities unable to transmit messages verbally, communicated through the word, the sign. It was the sign that united groups across the expanses and their ability to read and identify with that sign rendered them part of the same 103 community. This, which I will expand upon later, can be seamed with cultures of consumption; through consumption, we produce and transmit meaning via the sign, legible to those who partake in the same communion of goods. Nations guided purely by principles of the sacred have nevertheless disintegrated as their legitimacy has waned. Anderson attributes this to the embarkrnent of global expeditions, the consequences of which magnified cultural knowledge, augmented curiosity of the non-European world, and offered the awareness of other modes of life (Anderson). Another factor in the debilitation of this sector is the fragmentation of the Latin, the sacred language. As the use of vernacular and other languages rose, “...Latin ceased to be the language of a pan-European high intelligentsia” (l 8). With the fractionalization of Latin, the realm of the sacred lost its privilege as a fundamental conductor of culture, and subsequently, nation. Anderson’s modern day notion of ‘imagined communities’ also stems from an investigation of the dynamics of the dynastic realm, focusing particularly on the model of society in which, at the center, lies monarchy. He comments: “Kingship organizes everything around a high center. Its legitimacy derives from divinity, not from populations, who after all, are subjects, not citizens” (19). In a system ruled by a hereditary sovereign with more or less unlimited powers, a monarch maintains a dominant position indoctrinated with supreme power and sovereignty. This model of cultural system functioned for centuries, increasing their territory and power through rivalries and marriages among kingdoms. Nevertheless, while distinct from the religious cultural system and its relationship to nation, leadership stemming from divine right was 104 challenged during the Enlightenment, yet continues to exist in various countries to this day. The conception of modern ‘imagined communities’ is due to a series of factors and did not come about as a substitute for the two aforementioned cultural systems. Rather there were widespread changes occurring in the eighteenth century that effected the framework of the conception of community and nation: “Beneath the decline of sacred communities, languages and lineages, a fundamental change was taking place in modes of apprehending the world, which more than anything else, made it possible to ‘think’ the nation” (22). This transformation was occurring by way of the emergence of print media: “the novel and the newspaper. For these forms provided the technical means for ‘re-presenting’ the kind of imagined community that is the nation” (25). Through these two media, one could participate in the community through experience acquired by reading. That is, while the member may not have previous awareness of what is being described in the newspaper or personal knowledge of the theme elaborated upon in the novel, she could imagine and create and share in the experience, as well as connect, via the word. Of course, the process of the formation of modern ‘imagined communities’ intensified with the appearance of print capitalism as well as transformations in technology. As a result of these developments, the possibility for the new creation of communities is endless, especially taking into consideration the globalization of cultures. “What, in a positive sense, made the new communities imaginable was a half-fortuitous, but explosive, interaction between a system of production and productive relations (capitalism), and a technology of communications (print)” (Anderson 42-43). The 105 confluence of capitalism and print technology facilitated communication between the masses, which concurrently promotes an exchange of ideas and also a sense of individual and collective identity. As Anderson contends, “These fellow-readers, to whom they were connected through print, formed, in their secular, particular, visible invisibility, the embryo of the nationally imagined community”(44). By way of the ability to have access and read print media, one could form a kinship with another, without respect of race, age, or profession. Rather, the word bridged a connection among diverse groups of people and the result is the manifestation of the budding of communities whose commonality was the printed word. Accessibility to information has become widespread and the possibility to connect globally and form a horizontal kinship with another has been made possible by these technologies; a series of advances that have exploded the possibilities for “a new form of imagined community” (46) fashioned by contingencies unique to each group. The theory of Anderson’s ‘imagined community’ intimately correlates with cultures of consumption. The diverse social groups that encompass the globe, regardless of their locality, ethnicity, or historical heritage, unite by way of common interests (facilitated by advanced technologies). At the core of the bond is the consumption of an object that converts to sign and not only is made legible but also communicates to the masses. Cultures of consumption become articulation points of identity, and these various cultures manifest in diverse ‘imagined commrmities’ increasing the possibility for the creation of autonomous self-construction. Anderson’s concept of ‘imagined communities’ can be patch worked with the notion of neo-tribes posited by Maffesoli. The conjoining of these theories provides a deeper 106 understanding of the manifestation ‘imagined communities’ of cultures of consumption and also lends firrther support to the argument that via consumption practices, one has the potential to shape subjectivity and identify with a global community. While the two theorists employ distinct terminology and have different approaches, they both investigate contemporary identity - utilizing historical antecedents — and its relationship to the cultural and social reahn. While Anderson explores the creation of ‘imagined communities’ through the global spread of print capitalism, Maffesoli investigates the existence of contemporary cultural communities that he denominates neo-tribes. He applies this term to categorize groups that reflect various cultures of consumption such as sports, hobbies, and fashion, to name a few. These masses or tribes, akin to Anderson’s ‘imagined communities’, are constructed and dependent solely on the desire for the metabolic consumption of the aforementioned good(s) or idea. Through these spaces, one produces an identity, namely through techniques of the body, as the body is an instrument or tool to be fashioned and created; Foucault argues, technologies “permit individuals to effect by their own means or with the help of others a certain number of operations on their own bodies and souls, thoughts, conduct, and way of being, so as to transform themselves in order to attain a certain state of happiness, purity, wisdom, perfection, or immortality” (1988 18) 46. Hence, through consumption practices, individuals have the capacity to actively confect their identity through the assemblage and re-assemblage of accoutrements that serve as contingencies in the articulation of selfhood. ’6 Techniques of the body refer to corporeal modifications such as fashion, comportment, gait, and any other body adornment, as a result of conforrnism or anti-conformisrn. 107 The theorist Maffesoli in his work The Time of the Tribes presents an analysis of heterogeneous fragments of contemporary society with respect to consumption; groups that distinguish themselves by their shared lifestyles and tastes through cultures of consumption. The term, tribes, is not intended to signify ‘tribes’ in the traditional anthropological sense. Rather according to Maffesoli’s usage of the term, these neo- tribes do not exemplify the longevity or the fixity of traditional tribes. The community, or tribe, that Maffesoli proposes is characterized less by a future project, than by a communal sense of belonging". As Maffesoli asserts: Overall, within massification, processes of condensation are constantly occurring through which more or less ephemeral tribal grouping are organized which cohere on the basis of their own minor values, and which attract and collide with each other in an endless dance, forming themselves into a constellation whose vague boundaries are perfectly fluid. (12) Neo—tribes are marked by their fluidity: they are locally concentrated, dispersed and periodically assembled. Neo-tribes are momentary condensations in the flux of everyday consumer life. While they are fragile, ephemeral and unstable, they elicit intense affective and emotive involvement from their members. Nevertheless, the inner organization, aims and aspirations of neo-tribes are not important. Common desire is the only purpose they require; in other words, there is no admission procedure. Neo-tribes exist by virtue of individual decisions to “sport the insignia of tribal allegiance” (21). The premise of Maffesoli’s argument recalls Anderson’s four basic tenets for the definition of ‘imagined community’: imagined, limited, sovereign, and community. ’7 Maffesoli stresses that the communal belonging is not limited to being together physically, but rather being-together in their desire for the consumption of ‘x, y, or z’. 108 Cultures come into being due to numerous reasons: the advancement of technologies, globalization, as well as the seductive capacity of the good; the power of attraction to goods ‘X, Y, or Z’. Adela Cortina’s argument is fundamentally the same. She parts from the argument of Veblen: a theorist who investigated in his work, T eoria de la clase ociosa, the influence that the accommodated classes and their private consumption had over the rest of society. He contended that not only did these privileged groups consume visible goods but also induced consumption in the remaining sectors through emulation, or the trickle down effect. Adela Cortina affirms that this does occur remarking: Con esta revelacién Veblen, no solo abrio los ojos a la dimensién simbélica de los objetos, sino que puso el dedo en la llaga de ese potente motor del consumo que es el afan de situarse en un determinado grupo social, irnitando para ello la forma en que ese grupo consume. (50) Hence she emphasizes the symbolic reahn of consumption: the desire to emulate that conditions our choice of goods. While noting that our consumption patterns are affected by our desire to keep up with the Joneses, at the same time she probes deeper into this phenomenon to evidence that consumption is socially consecrated: “Lo que importa. . .es que conociendo motivaciones, sistemas de creencias, estilos de vida, <>, y no desde voluntades ajenas, en qué estilos quiere insertarse, cuales cree indispensable crear para una vida justa y buena” (51). While for some the aspect of emulation is important, there is much more depth and intricacy to cultures of consumption than mere emulation of the bourgeois. Cultures of consumption, rather, are lifestyles associated with a more or less stable community that feeds off of shared rituals 109 and norms, and are inflected with social order, and also share a language. Consequently, these ways of life lend a social identity to individuals within the context of established life forms. Cortina argues: Los consumidores no forrnan una clase, ni tarnpoco diversas clases. Se organizan en diversos estilos de vida, en los que se integran gentes de forma poco cohesionada y con intereses diversos desde el punto de vista profesional, intelectual, espiritual. (137) By way of consuming one forms lifestyles. The goal of self-realization by way of consumption is no longer dictated by caste nor bloodline, but stems from the continuous shifts in consumer choices and options. One ceases to be simply defined by work, religion, or ethnicity; consumption, in a lucid manner, defines individual and social identity and potentiates the formation of new ‘imagined communities’. To this end, the theorist Maffesoli contends that aspects such as class, race, and age are no longer viable to describe these groups, some being short-lived, and others traversing across existing categories. As such, the individual is not static, but a fluid subject which moves freely across neo-tribes, modifying her interests and behaviors as she maneuvers. Furthermore, Maffesoli points to “the importance of the immaterial in the very heart of the material” (11). In the process of joining tribes, the individual self-fashions (idea of the body as a text that can be read) so as to create an identity within the tribe. He states: Whether trendy exercises in sensory isolation, or various forms of bodybuilding, or jogging, or Eastern techniques of one sort or another, the body is being constructed as a value, even to the extent of its epiphany. ...Note, however, that even in its most private aspects, the body is being 110 constructed only in order to be seen; it is theatralized to the highest degree. Within advertising, fashion, dance, the body is adorned only to be made into a spectacle. (18-19) 48 The body converts to a commodity to be read by the masses through the adoption of one form of lifestyle or another. This is further reinforced in Cortina’s argument: A partir de los afios cincuenta del siglo XX surge un conjunto de grupos que se visten, calzan, escuchan mirsica, viaj an 0 se divierten de una forma determinada. Y precisamente a través de su peculiar forma de consumir es como <> su identidad y, sobre todo, como se <> su identidad: los patrones de consumo constituyen e1 mecanismo de inclusiOn y de exclusién del grupo. . .(98) Cortina essentially reiterates Maffesoli’s claim regarding the commodification of the body engendered by consumption practices, which suppose intimate ties with a particular community, albeit temporal. Amando de Miguel, in his second survey of the Spanish youth undertaken in 1998, noted the prolific existence of neo-tribes in the Spanish culture, constructed and perpetuated by the consumption of particular material goods. Hoy dia, cada grupo etaneo tiene sus modas y un tipo de atuendos determinados. Los j6venes en concreto, sufren los efectos del <> y el <>. Esto es, gustan de consumir mas que ropa, marcas determinadas. La marca es sirnbolo de exclusividad, de prestigio y por tanto de clase. (174) ’8 The notion of self-fashion has been treated by many scholars, including theorists who view the phenomenon from a position of sexual difference such as Entwistle and McRobbie. 111 Through sporting name brands or consuming a range of goods, youths are expressing themselves via a series of operations and practices that not only serve as articulation points for individual identity, but also determine social associations and groups. Thus the consumer looks for a reference group — imagined community - one for which she has a particular affinity. However, one cannot speak in unilateral terms; there exist many groups, one carrying no more prestige than another. Los grupos de referencia pueden seguir siendo el grupo burgués adinerado, los Vanderbilt, los Rius, o bien la aristocracia, pero tarnbién pueden formarlos los ejecutivos agresivos, patrén de la poblacidn yuppy, los artistas y modelos de la prensa del corazén, los politicos mediaticos, de los que se sabe c6mo veranean, qué tipo de casas tienen y cOmo las decoran, los deportistas de éxito, o sencillamente los vecinos, familiares y compafieros de trabajo, que adquieren nuevas cosas y hay que estar a su altura, a la altura de los Garcia. (76) Cortina maintains that the individual perpetually desires to imitate the upper echelon of society, however, this view results superficial and also tends towards the essential. There exists reference groups, tribes, or ‘imagined communities’ that may also be denominated counterculture. Groups that embody counterculture practices seek to resist identification with society’s prescribed norms. Perhaps they achieve this through body dressing that is anti-establishment such as jeans, ripped T-shirts, and army boots. Other groups may speak out against war, capitalism, and other vices of our technological society. As Twitchell contends: “Expressions of material discontent, far from being an indication of decline [of consumer society], are the way a consumer society balances conflicting 112 demands and indulges different behaviors” (3). Through their boycott of prescriptions of mass consumption society or their choice to be anti-materialist, they still remain consumers. Thus, ‘imagined communities’ or reference groups are diverse and multiply constantly. As such, each group maintains a distinct way of life that necessitates different forms of consumption. In the study of cultures of consumption and the various neo-tribes that emerge consequently, it is important to note that these practices of self-fashioning, as postulated by Maffesoli, do not result in greater individuation or privatization of the body but rather the opposite. While the theorist Maffesoli provides a comprehensive study of the concept of the neo-tribe, beginning with its historicity through the present-day, he arrives at political conclusions that do not recognize the experience of the individual feminine subject on various levels, opting instead to discuss the proliferation of neo-tribes within the purely social realm. With the rise of neo-tribes, Maffesoli suggests that there has been a decline of individualism in mass society. “As for the metaphor of the tribe, it allows us to account for the process of dis-individuation, the saturation of the inherent function of the individual and the emphasis on the role that each person is called upon to play within the tribe “(6). Nevertheless, his theory neglects to acknowledge issues such as sexual difference, self-affectivity, self-consciousness, embodiment, and the mode in which these corresponding dynamics unravel within neo-tribes. In sum, not only do I agree with the theories postulated by Anderson and Maffesoli; they provide strong evidence for the idea that each subject belongs in a loose sense to ‘imagined communities’ or multiple neo-tribes, by which she partakes in collective experiences that serve as a locus for the articulation of identity. Each feminine 113 subject frmctions as part of a whole, however, each feminine subject still operates as an individual self, an active ‘figuration’ composed of a multiplicity of selves, the not-one. In that vein, she is the owner of her experiences, stories, and her body, which not only disqualify her from a mass identification but also pave the way towards an embodiment of the nomadic subject. Having said this, it is important to note that this investigation is not postulating Woman as a monolithic and homogeneous group, thereby essentializing the feminine. Rather, each subject acting as consumer traverses through spaces, albeit collective, yet comes to embody the multiplicity of the feminist subject through the working through of experiences coupled with the awakening of her consciousness. 114 BECOMING: FEMALE SUBJECTIVITY, CULTURES OF CONSUMPTION, AND EMBODIMENT IN THE CONTEMPORARY SPANISH NOVEL VOLUME 11 By Candice L. Bosse A DISSERTATION Submitted to Michigan State University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY Spanish and Portuguese Department 2005 Chapter III: Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas: the Rebel, the Cyborg, and the Housewife Cultural Context Of Basque origin, the author Lucia Etxebarria was born in Valencia, Spain, in 1966. At a later date, she re-located to Madrid where she currently resides in the old working-class Lavapies neighborhood. Due to these shifts in territorial location within Spain, Etxebarria has gleaned a unique perspective, one of distance, on what it means to be a woman living in contemporary Spain. She affirms: “Este no ser de aqui y no ser de alla me ha negado la conciencia de una identidad nacional y me ha proporcionado, en contrapartida, una arnplitud de miradas a la hora de exarninar nacionalismos, sexismos, extrenrismos, chauvinismos y otros ismos, derivada de la distancia irnpuesta” (http://www.ctv.es/USERS/pabriirurn/cero/bioluciahtml). Etxebarria’s scholastic career took place at the Universidad Complutense de Madrid where she earned a degree in journalism and English philology, while her professional background encompasses a mosaic of jobs ranging from a waitress to translator and an interpreter to a gopher in a musical production company. The literary course of this author began with Aguanta esta, a book that treats the origins of the grunge movement through the optic of the problematic relationship of Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love”. Etxebarria began to receive recognition for her writing with the publication of her first novel, Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas (1997) that was initially titled Exceso de testosterona, later changed due to the opposition on part of the publishing house. She has been awarded ’9 In 2004, coinciding with the tenth anniversary of the suicide of Cobain, Etxebarria was asked to re-edit this book. Charged with this task, the author not only edited Aguanta esto, omitting outdated information, but also added a second part in which she elaborates upon the notion of society as spectacle (Debord, Baudrillard) whereby representation does not necessarily corroborate with reality. 115 many esteemed literary prizes such as the Premio Nada] in 1998 for her third book Beatriz y los cuerpos celestes and the Premio Primavera in 2001 for De todo lo visible y lo invisible. Other works of Etxebarria include: Nosotras, que no somos como las demds (1999), La Eva futura (2000), La letrafutura (2000), En brazos de la mujerfétiche co- written with Sonia Nr'rfiez Puente (2002), and Una historia de amor como cualquiera (2003). She has also published a collection of poetry entitled Estacién de infierno in 2001 as well as co-written several movie scripts such as Sobreviviré (1999), Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas (2001), I love you baby (2001), and La mujer de mi vida (2001) 5". The literary production of this author provides a fecund landscape to investigate the output of contemporary women writers in Spain. Her position is not exceptional as she was a child of the Franco regime and Spent her formative years, that is to say her youth, in transition between two contrary worlds: dictatorship and democracy. Hence, it is interesting to analyze how Etxebarria, and other women born at this time, envision the identity and role of woman in contemporary Spanish society. The intense shifts experienced by Lucia Etxebarria, not only territorial relocation but also serious transformations in the political paradigm which resonated from top to bottom, accords the reader with a credible measure of change. As a youth, the writer was witness to the evolving roles and identity of woman. From the transition and beyond, she further 5° In September of 2001, Lucia Etxebarria was accused of plagarism by the magazine Interviu for Estacio'n de Infierno. According to Interviu, Etxebarria extracted many words and phrases of the Galician poet Antonio Colinas, for whom she has a special affinity, and made them her own. Colinas was also interviewed by the magazine and noted the striking correspondence among his work and that of Etxebarria, yet implored the reader to arrive at her own conclusion with respect to the intertextuality of the two works. For her part, Etxebarria professes a sincere admiration for the Galician that has only multiplied due to his comportment in this matter. For extra information, see the following web pages: http://www.el- mundo.es/2001/10/02/cultura/1054828-imp.html and http://www.5dias.com/especiales/especiales/Z00llespecialesZOOl/html/cuthtml. 116 attested to the numerous struggles facing women, as woman was deemed a legal equal of man under the 1978 Constitution. Yet in practice woman does not achieve full emancipation due to a hodge-podge of factors such as oppressive societal norms stemming from a society steeped in machismo. As a result of her socially lived experience, consistent among the work of Lucia Etxebarria is the perpetual questioning of the traditional hierarchy of knowledge in conjunction with the turning upside down and inside out of conventional categories. In doing so this author highlights the fluidity of identity in our postmodern era as well as proposes alternative spaces for the female subject. In the study of this writer’s production, the portrayal of female subjectivity is analyzed through the optic of consumption, focusing on various cultures such as drugs, music, fashion, sex, and technology. Concomitantly, the investigation will explore the resulting embodiment that emerges vis-a-vis the personal election of the consumer. If we keep in mind Braidotti’s framework of the nomadic subject, we note the multiplicity of feminine postures that Etxebarria creates in her literary production; each a territory in which women occupy, negotiate, and shift the notion of the self. In Lucia Etxebarria’s writing, we see the nomadic subject wandering and fashioning her identity in accord with her particular social reality. Some of the protagonists, such as Cristina Gaena in the novel Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas, are active agents conscious of the power system in which they maneuver and as such exploit these spaces to their benefit. While others, such as her sister Ana, a married housewife with one child, glorifies her pursuit of happiness through the absorption of the ideology disseminated by the Franco regime and its female sector the Seccién F emenina of ‘Angel del hogar’, yet on the other hand feels trapped by this traditional prescribed feminine role. Nevertheless, all of the 117 characters, through contemplation and working through (Braidotti’s emphasis) experiences, reach a consciousness of self, resulting in various figurations, and arrive at the embodiment of nomadic feminist subjects. This chapter explores the dynamics of the Gaena sisters - Cristina, Rosa, and Ana - to flesh out the multiplicity of the female subject. When the novel was published in the late 1990s, Spain had already hosted key international events that not only brought them important worldwide recognition but also led to the influx within Spain of a globalization of cultures. According to Francisca L6pez: Para muchos espafloles, 1992 marcaba simbOlicamente la culminacién de un proceso de renovacién, dada 1a convergencia en tal afio de una serie de acontecimientos de diversos grados de relevancia a nivel intemacional: las celebraciones del quinto centenario, Madrid como capitalidad europea de la cultura y Barcelona y Sevilla como sedes de los Juegos Olimpicos y de la Exposicién Mundial, respectivamente. Tales acontecimientos ayudan a lograr e1 reconocimiento de esta Espaila modema fuera de nuestras fronteras y este reconocimiento refirerza, a su vez, 1a propia identificacién con los procesos de la modernidad a nivel local. (1) The combination of the aforementioned events - economic development, new political paradigms, and fluid contacts with the exterior — propelled the acceleration of socio- cultural transformations, which begun in the late years of the Franco regime and resulted in a new order which supposed new challenges for subject formation. By way of this analysis, various cultures of consrunption will be called into question, each a fundamental component through which the respective protagonists establish a notion of home. This 118 exploration brings to the forefront the paradigm of the politics of location and the various neo-tribes or ‘imagined communities’ to which these women subscribe, that consequently influence the embodiment of each female subject. In the process of becoming-woman as postulated by Rosi Braidotti, the starting point for this conversion is the politics of location, which implies a critique of dominant ideologies and identities in which the concept and detenninacy of Woman is codified. The central argument is that each woman traverses through varied spaces or territories that run parallel to the selected cultures of consumption and thus unfold into personal lived experiences and stories. As a result of the interconnection of experiences and knowledge gained along the journey, each woman arises to a consciousness of self and comes to embody the nomadic feminist subject. From the inception of its publication in 1997, the novel Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas achieved great success and launched its author, Lucia Etxebarria, into the orbit of immediate fame, which was echoed into its movie adaptation in 200151. A platform for revolutionary ideas in a conservative world, through the novel Etxebarria reveals her controversial and transgressive personality. The work, dedicated to women at the end of the twentieth century, hooks the reader from the beginning to the end, bearing a plot that diverges into three stories: one for each of the Gaena sisters. Written in colloquial style, the novel employs explicit language and vulgar terms evidenced fi'om the opening of the first chapter in which Cristina describes one of her disappointing sexual experiences with 5 1 It must be mentioned that alongside Interviri ’s accusation against Etxebarria for plagarism of the Galician Antonio Colina, the magazine suggested that the novel under discussion bears a striking similarity to Prozac Nation to the point of plagarism It was published in 1994 in English by the Rolling Stone journalist Elizabeth Wurtzel, and was translated into Spanish in 1995. 119 a guy who “10 tenia minr’rsculo” (13) 52. The three sisters narrate fragments of their life; these fractions are divided into chapters whose titles are especially seductive: in alphabetical order, each chapter begins with a letter and a word bearing that particular letter. For instance, the first chapter carries the title “A de atipica”, the second is entitled “B de bajén”, and this continues through the entire alphabet until the final chapter “Z de zenit”. The reader of the novel is addressed as a woman who shares the protagonists divergent lifestyles of shopping, capitalism, and the underground bar scene. Often written in the first person, their tone is one of shared confidences. The reader is assumed to be an adept consumer, to have a familiarity with designer labels, and is expected to have the knowledge to recognize the sophisticated brand names that fill the pages of this novel. As such, the novel is written for women who are Skilled and experienced in contemporary discourses of consumption. As Rachel Bowlby has outlined, consumption has been associated with women since the development of the large department stores in Europe in the late nineteenth century. Sean Nixon, in “Have You Got the Look? Masculinities and Shopping Spectacle” extends this argument stating: The very spectacle of consumption— the windows filled with goods, the lighting, the displays, the other shoppers, the places to meet-has historically been signaled as a feminine domain, and associated with femininity. From the department stores at the turn of the century with their clientele of middle-class ladies, to the ‘consuming housewife’ of 1950s advertising, the dominant imagined addressee of the languages of consumerism has been unmistakably feminine. Consumption, associated ’2 While the vocabulary utilized may be vulgar, it illustrates succinctly the social lived reality of Spain in the last decade of the twentieth century. 120 with the body, beautification and adornment in particular, has historically spoken to a feminine consumer, producing her as an ‘active consumer’ but also as a ‘spectacle’ herself (151) The protagonists of this novel are certainly active consumers, but not only in the interest of creating themselves as ‘spectacle’. Their pleasure in consumption is not limited to fashion and cosmetics for their own adornment, but extends to the consumption of ideas, men, technology, and aesthetics; these aforementioned items become contingencies for the formation of female subjectivity through the subject’s active process of negotiation and re-appropriation of meaning. Cristina Gaena: From the Multinational to Planeta X: the Consumption and Embodiment of Counterculture Cristina Gaena, the youngest of the sisters, is a single, twenty-four year-old English philology student and waitress at Planeta X. As the youngest of the siblings, Cristina experienced a unique forrnation- in comparison with her sisters- in that she was not as susceptible, nor easily swayed by discourses of Truth. Unlike her older sisters Rosa (30 years old) and Ana (32), Cristina’s generation was not raised beneath the pressures and extreme influences of the Franco regime, hence, the notion of tradition - from the macroscopic to the microscopic level - stood in stark contrast to her lived reality (belief system). From infancy, her generation has witnessed the confluence of the global and the local; as LOpez contends “la inmensa mayoria de sus [Cristina] referencias culturales, de peliculas a grupos musicales, actores y actrices, son extranj eras; su lenguaj e esta plagado de palabras en inglés (broker, overachiever, patchwork, grunge, etc) y de expresiones de este idioma directamente traducidas a1 espafiol” (13). The influx and saturation of 121 foreign culture in Spain has virtually created a dynamic space within which to question and negotiate the role and sustainable importance of convention in Spanish society. Throughout her story, Cristina, non-conformist and rebellious to explicit authority, develops as a contentious individual in defiant opposition to grand narratives. She quickly criticizes the code of morality that the ‘monjas’ imposed in school and without hesitation will target psychology and its dogma: “. . .los psicoanalistas creen que tus problemas pueden arreglarse si logras aislar el Gran Porqué, Si logras encontrar e1 hecho particular que te convirtio en lo que eres” (278), a field in which she claims to be well- versed, as her mother sent her to a range of psychoanalysts and psychiatrists due to her “problemas mentales” (176) with regularity throughout her childhood. The twenty-four year old astutely attributes her problems to the same factors that may have catalyzed her older sisters’ issues: the abandonment of the Gaena father at an early age and, particular to Cristina, the purported sexual abuse she suffered from her cousin Gonzalo, thirteen years her senior. Nevertheless, it is interesting to note that unlike her sisters whom both regularly consume an arsenal of prescribed chemical enhancements, she refirses to accept the potential validity of claims offered by the psychiatric institution, perhaps viewing their discourse through an optic of Oppression, that is their possible colonization and subsequent erasure of her self, much like the totalitarian control of the Franco regime. The two issues — the rejection from her father and “violation” by her cousin- shaped profoundly Cristina’s conception and enactment of her sexuality. As the novel opens, Cristina makes a dual confession: 1) that it has been one month since She broke up with her boyfriend Iain, with whom she had an intense sexual relationship and 2) she 122 just had her first sexual experience since Iain, which resulted botched for multiple reasons. En primer lugar, lo tenia minusculo. . .Total, que lo hicimos de la forma tradicional, enroscados y babosos como anguilas. Nuestras pelvis entrechocaban una y otra vez. . .pero aquel micromiembro se restregaba patéticamente en mi entrepiema, resbalando una y otra vez entre mis labios, y cada nuevo empujén no era sino otro intento vano por introducirse en una sima cuya hondura — de dimensidn y de apetito — 1e superaba. (14) This vivid description reveals her consciousness and perhaps assertion in the appropriation of her sexuality. The choice of words used to describe both the male and female genitalia categorize them through oppositions; yet, the binary dialect employed transgresses - in some ways - the traditional conception of male/female sexuality. He is “minr'rsculo”, lacking creativity, and pathetic; she, however, surpasses him not only in size but also in her voracious appetite. Throughout her personal narrative, Cristina makes reference to her desire and almost addictive need for sex: “necesito una polla entre las piemas” (39). Etxebarria employs the myth of the femme fatale, the woman who devours men, manifest in Cristina. Yet, she does not simply consider the woman in black-and- white categories, rather Cristina embodies a twist of this myth; she has a super-charged sexual appetite, not normally associated with women, but is not diabolical nor scandalous in her efforts; she is a woman feeling a sense of emptiness in the accelerated culture surrounding her. Thus, aware of how the economy of desire functions as well as her power, Cristina works from the margins to achieve the desired effect. This ranges from 123 II I... sexual games with lovers to attempted suicides53 . Self-destruction represents a form of manipulation used to control those who surrounded her. This patchwork of revelations exemplifies the narrative of Cristina’s life and also lends evidence to her dynamic nature of working through experiences via the continual interrogation of universal truths. Prior to obtaining the waitress job at Planeta X, Cristina worked for a multinational corporation translating documents into English and then sending them to various technological magazines. In that capacity, Cristina, unlike her Older sister Rosa, experienced an absence, a loss of her self replaced by the advances in technology. In the chapter “C de curro”, she offers her understanding of the capitalist setting, citing that progress “ha superado al Dios original en todo, incluso en crueldad” (33). Lépez argues that Cristina quickly learns the two rhetorical strategies fundamental to the success of the capitalist rationale: “1) e1 esfuerzo sera reconocido y se traducira en la mejora de estatus y sueldo y 2) por cada empleado hay cuatro parados dispuestos a hacer lo que sea necesario para conseguir un puesto” (14). The ideology espoused by this paradigm runs in complete opposition to Cristina’s dissident nature and her utter aversion to the growing affinity among technology and humans, which emerged internationally as a result of the globalization of cultures and instant ability for communication. She states: Controlaba perfectarnente térrninos como interface, tarjeta VGA, puerto paralelo, driver, puerto de serie b, slot de 16 bits, filtros digitales para audio, transferencia térmica de cera o micrOprocesador. Me pasaba 5’ Cristina and Iain used to experiment with a number of S & M devices; likewise, the first time they were together sexually, Cristina allowed him to blindfold her to intensify their experience. Cristina attempted suicide a handful of times via alternate methods. The first time she ingested Pacharan, which is a powerful and sweet liquor from the Basque region; interestingly, her mother — a take on Lorca’s Bernarda Alba - also hails from this province. Hence in swilling Pacharan, she hoped to hurt her mother. The second time Cristina cut herself beginning at her waist and ending at her ankles, however, she was found just in time by her sister Ana. 124 alli la vida, sentada en mi cubiculo, mi punto de engorde, un espacio de apenas dos metros cuadrados acotado por dos mesas de forrnica dispuestas en forma de ele. (30) The politics of location is entangled by many factors: physical dimensions, feelings of being enclosed, and the emotional element. As Cristina illustrates, the multinational dehumanized her existence, technologically colonizing her self. This is evidenced through her emphasis on the de-naturalized human space “los cubiculos” and “punto de engorde” (33) of the capitalist empire, again pointing to the politics of location. Moreover, she criticizes this male-centered site signaling lack of space, poor lighting, and a meager salary“. Nevertheless, her male boss who “cobraba un millOn de pesetas a1 mes” (31) earned eleven times her salary to chit-chat with his ‘girl of the month’ which changed as frequently as one switches perfume. Cristina argues: “se pasaba el dia llamando por teléfono a su arnante de turno, porque las iba cambiando como cambiaba de colonia: Davidoff, Fahrenheit, Calvin Klein, Ana, Lucia, Loreto. . . ihay que estar siempre a la ultima!” (31). From her discourse, she further suggests the role consumer culture has infiltrated and commodified all arenas of life: from products such as perfume to humans; we are not just purchasing a material good, rather a series of packaged images and people circulate as commodities. Furthermore, this boss who possesses a Master’s degree could not speak English nor be bothered with his accent marks in Spanish; this remained Cristina’s responsibility. Yet, by virtue of being born male, he is the “ganador de la loteria demografica” (31). From Cristina’s perspective, the environment of the capitalist 5‘ Cristina continues on her diatribe against capitalism describing in detail the parallels among the office workers and a herd of cattle. 125 regime embodies artificial, de-humarrized, machine-like qualities, consequently codified in the subject’s. She states, Se me jodio la vista a cuenta de pasarme los dias forzandola, cegada por la luz fantasmal del ordenador, y la claridad excesiva de las lémparas halégenas y la constante inclinacién forzada sobre el teclado me provocaron unos dolores de espalda espantosos. Dos dioptrias y escoliosis, asi de golpe. (30) The job at the multinational enterprise not only affected, but also structured her life, as she started at 8:00 AM and did not return until 8:30 PM, completely exhausted. As such, per Cristina, her life was devoid of quality. While Cristina had many legitimate reasons for leaving her position, the motivating factor was the despotic practices of the “compaftia machista”. Cristina affirms: Lqué cofio hago you aqui? LQUE CONO? Fue 1a llegada de aquella subnorrnal profimda, que acababa todas sus frases con un gsabes? Y para la que todo era como muy ideal o como muy algo, lo que me convencié de que me habian estafado, de que estaban enganandome como a un burro con el viejo truco de la zanahoria y el palo, y una mafiana que bajé a la farmacia a comprar buscapinas porque ya no podia con aquel dolor de espalda, e1 sol me dio en la cara para avisarme de que estaba malgastando mi vida, la r’mica vida de que dispongo, porque soy una mujer y no un gato, y cai en la cuenta de que llevaba dos afios sin sentir la caricia dorada ’5 The manner in which Etxebarria describes the environment of the multinational alludes strongly to Douglas Coupland’s Generation X. One can note parallels among the terminology utilized to describe today’s info-laden culture and the resulting embodiment of these elements among the protagonists. 126 del sol en la mariz, de que se me estaba yendo la juventud encerrada en un despacho de ventanales blindado. .. (3 3) After profound realizations, she purposefully entered work one day, hit “<>” (34) and walked out on her job certain, liberated, and utterly ecstatic. This defining poignant moment in shift in location points to a shift in the self, a resistance — one that is particularly active - and demonstrates her ability and desire to work through her experiences to her benefit, to arrive at a feminist embodiment of self. No longer willing to be codified according to the tenets — logic, rationalism, technology, and absence of affect —- of our affected, accelerated culture, Cristina seeks to explore and define her own identity in a distinct territory. As Gottdiener qualifies, spaces of consumption are articulation points of individual psychology, social pressures, the media, fashion, and the realization of belonging. Hence, the pursuit of a distinctive lifestyle through an alternate via of consumption may represent a means of developing a sense of self and of actualizing identity politics; it can be seen as an emancipatory process, each choice indicating resistance, subversion, and empowerment. This history of Cristina leads to an exploration of the proxemics of the rave culture as seen in her current place of employment, Planeta X. As her personal narrative indicates, first and foremost, it must be noted that Cristina leaves a patriarchal institution for another: the location of the multinational corporation for the underground bar; however, immersed in this space she feels empowered and liberated“. All the while, she 5" On Etxebarria’s personal web page, http://teleline.terra.es/personal/luciaetx/mundo.htm, She unmasks the traditional concept of knowledge and the patriarchal institutions that are founded on these principles. Furthermore, she cites statistics on gender inequalities; concretely, she treats the unequal job practices reflected around the globe. She argues, las mujeres representan la mitad de la poblacién mundial, cubren cerca de dos tercios del total de horas de TRABAJO, reciben 1a décima parte de los INGRESOS y poseen menos del 1% de los BIENES. ..En el mundo, solo e12% de los EJECUTIVOS de alto nivel son 127 is an active agent, embodying nomadic subjectivity, because of her understanding of the dynamics of the power system coupled with her ability to appropriate this territorial shift to her advantage. She confesses, “Parezco la Kate Moss, pero con tetas. Muy grunge, muy trendy. Por algo soy camarera, porque a los tios les gusto. Muy machista, lo sé, pero de algo hay que comer, 0, en mi caso, no comer. Lo siento mucho, la vida es asi, no la he inventado yo” (3 7). Interestingly, she cites verses from a popular song of the eighties, “El jardin prohibido”, written by Sandro Giacobbe; the melody, entrenched with masculine tones, is dedicated to his girlfriend whom he just betrayed by sleeping with her best friend. His response to her is: “Lo siento mucho, la vida es asi. No la he inventado yo”. With glaring irony, Cristina quotes this popular saying to explain her position and movements within the power paradigm. She acutely recognizes the dynamics of the hegemonic economy, yet her quote irnplicity hints at her exploitation of the system through her own means. As Braidotti posits in Patterns of Dissonance, men have maintained and authorized control over the feminine through the power of the patriarchy, or the power of the father (Braidotti). This paradigm of power subjugates women to masculine domination through the symbolic such as traditions, language, myths and the socio- political, which effectively has silenced the female and converted her into an object without a concrete exchange value. Irigaray affirms these ideas as she contends: In our social order, women are ‘products’ used and exchanged by men. Their status is that of merchandise. . .Women’s social inferiority is mujeres, pero solo e1 5% de los puestos de socio en los bufetes privados estfin ocupados por ellas. . .En la Real Academia de la Lengua Espafiola hay 45 hombres y una mujer, Ana Maria Matute. La Academia indica en sus Estatutos que deberan figurar, obligatoriamente, como miembros, al menos un cardenal y un militar. (http://teleline.terra.es/personal/luciaetx/mundo.htrn) 128 reinforced and complicated by the fact that woman does not have access to language, except through recourse to ‘masculine’ systems of representation. (223) To escape this symbolic violence of the masculine paradigm in which man is not the enemy but rather the phallocracy, Braidotti calls for the opening of new paths for contemplation; one which, in her words, does “. . .not conceptualize the feminist position as that of the ‘guerrillera’ fighting a holy war” (279). But rather, she envisions as fundamental the necessity for the rethinking and redefinition of the subject. “As in postmodernism, the conceptual challenge consists in upholding the idea of the subject as a dazzling collection of integrated fragments, while also defending the specificity of the female subject as a theoretical, libidinal, ethical and political agent” (282). Working with this conceptual framework, Braidotti conceives of the notion of sexual difference as delineating the absence of symmetry among the sexes which subsequently raises the question of women in terms of the modifications and merits they carry to a culture embedded in crisis. Elaborated in these terms, She offers a radical alternative to the centrality of the masculine economy, purporting that female subjectivity, or the process of becoming-woman in postmodern times, entails a type of fluid nomadism that seeks to question from the position of sexual difference, dominant identities as well as conventional power structures. She affirms: This possibly enables them to make a breach in the code of symbolic representation. In the name of the repressed, which is where they have been positioned, women are capable of producing a ‘boomerang effect’, 129 opening the way to the return of the repressed, that is, to new forms of representation. (279) In consideration of Braidotti’s theories, we may conclude that Cristina’s rejection of the culture of the multinational and subsequent immersion in the culture of the rave, redefines the embodied nature of ‘Woman’ or Cristina. She possesses no notion of changing the power system, but rather works within this structure to her benefit, as evidenced through her representation. She is dynamic and in transit. It must be noted that in raves, cultures of consumption, musical production, event distribution, and hence profit-making are predominantly qualified as male sites of experience. Nevertheless I agree it represents a liberating experience, and is one that can be seen as positive in feminist terms. To begin with, Cristina earns more as a waitress in this environment than she did while working in the multinational. Likewise, this profession imposes fewer constraints on her time; she now assumes ownership of her life. En el bar gano mas de lo que ganaba en aquella oficina, y mis mahanas son para mi, para mi sola, y el tiempo libre vale para mi mas que los mejores sueldos del mundo. No me arrepiento en absoluto de la decisién que tomé, y nunca, nunca jama's volveria a trabajar en una multinacional. Antes me meto a puta. (34) Her words exemplify a profound understanding of power dynamics as well as her ability and intense desire to work through her experiences to her benefit. While some may read “Antes me meto a puta” as a mere phrase, upon consideration, the declaration reveals: she is conscious that she maneuvers within a patriarchal economy, and as such, she participates within the economy, yet on her terms. The vocalization of the fact that she 130 would rather earn money for sex than prostitute herself to the capitalist masculine dominated society clearly demonstrates her utter despisal of being a mere pawn of capitalism. Futhennore, it may represent a critique of the exploitation of women’s labor within the capitalist system. Being a prostitute, then, is better than a ‘multinational’ prostitute. Here is emphasized the issue of agency, even if this could represent a submission to the symbolic. While both options remain within the realm of the patriarchy, and could be read by some feminist scholars as submission to the symbolic order, I view Cristina’s consideration of her job as a waitress as well as her joke regarding becoming a ‘puta’ as professions (she still remains within the dominant economy) that permit her to exploit the masculine economy to her advantage, as well as access active female agency. That is to say, she is not a prisoner of a cubicle that has the same dimension as a veal pen; likewise, she has an abundance of free time which she appropriates as she feels necessary. ...que me mola ser una camarera y no veo nada de malo en ello por mucho que mis hermanas se empeflen en decir que deberia dedicarme a algo mas serio. Por 10 general les respondo que si pudiera ya lo haria, que no soy tonta. Y tengo que dejar claro que, a1 contrario de lo que la mayoria de la gente cree, lo de ser camarera en un bar de moda no quiere decir que sea idiota, no senor, que asi tengo mas tiempo para leer 0 para acabar mi tésis que si me dedicara a otra cosa, y de momento estoy muy a gusto con mi trabajo, aunque no tenga seguridad social ni contrato fijo ni estabilidad de ningr'm tipo, ni esos detalles que tanto valoran mis hermanas. Pero, qué cofio, es un trabajo, y me da para vivir, que es lo importante. (20) 131 It is interesting to note how Cristina embodies her job on an affectual level. Whereas in the multinational, she exuded the principles of the information saturated culture such as rationalism and logic, her body and self metamorphose in a distinct manner in conjunction with the location of the bar. She describes herself within this space stating: “Y aqui estoy ahora, en mi bar del alrna, en este bar que para mis herrnanas supone la mayor vergiienza social, limpiando botellas con la energia de un huracan” (42). What is significant, then, is that through her expressions of capitalist malcontent, she is not indicating a rejection of consumption; rather, She is balancing paradoxical demands and indulging in behaviors particular to the community with which she finds affinity. The physical space of the rave culture which emerges from the chic bar scene of Planeta X gives rise to an alternative female subjectivity, one that partakes in the maximization of auto-erotic pleasure stemming from more intimate levels of involvement. Cristina reveals, En los escasos momentos en que la barra queda vacia cierro los ojos e intento concentrarrne en los sonidos sintetizados, visualizando la musica como una cebolla iridiscente a la que yo, lenta y concienzuda, voy arrancando capas, una tras otra, hasta dar con una diseflada especialrnente para mi: el regalo de la rave. (35) In consuming the rave culture, her experience signals how her body becomes a home. It is a location - a site of liberation- in which the sounds and the music are a meditation that flow through the body providing a mental bliss. The penetration of these accoutrements provokes the disintegration of the bound female, suggesting the unraveling of the barriers of the body that subsequently permits Cristina to delve into the profundity of her self. 132 While material goods possess a sign value, their consumption is a mode of self- expression embodied on the textual subject, which must not simply be understood as “ravaging”. Rather, I suggest a shift in the understanding of consumption that entails a re-examination of the active female role. As an illustration, the rave culture in which Cristina participates demonstrates how the feminine subject is an agent who can enact change and evolution. That is, we must look at the shifts as experiences that go far beyond symbols or mere images of pleasure. Rachel Bowlby argues for a rethinking in the relationship among consumption and the female underlining that “Consumption. . .has offered women new areas of authority and expertise, new sources of income, a new sense of consumer right; and one of the consequences of these developments has been a heightened awareness of entitlement outside the sphere of consumption” (16). From this point of view, Bowlby understands the realm of consumption two-fold: as a territory in which one can negotiate and resist the passive feminine identity and also as the ongoing process of identity creation that embodies the nomadic subject. With respect to cultures of consumption, this analysis provides a foundation for becoming-woman or the feminist subject. In particular, it is springboard to illustrate how the rave scene affords women like Cristina a libidinal return on their investment that is often experienced as positive and liberating. While she is not earning the astronomical salary of her sister Rosa, nor does she have the luxurious privileges of Ana, her oldest sister, through consumption of experiences and goods, Crisitina illustrates patently Bowlby’s affirmation of women’s heightened consciousness of legirrritacy outside of consuming conventional doctrine. This leads us to an analysis of the rave assemblage in the culture of Planeta X “ese espacio tecnificado y cyberchic que constituye e1 escenario de mis noches” (121). 133 The first component is time; the events at the bar occur at night. Followed by time, we must consider the space or layout of the venue, and finally the body and how it is used; for instance, the dancing, emotion, and use of drugs which occur in the venue. Cristina clearly describes the aforementioned material and discursive elements as they work upon and produce her self. She states: Y cuando la [la rave] encuentro, la hago ascender a través de mis venas, mis capilares y mis arterias, recorrer mi cabeza mezclada con mi linfa mi sangre, ascender hacia mi cabeza, inundarrne por completo. Me diluyo en mr'rsica, me borro, me extiendo, me transformo, me vuelvo liquida y polimorfa. De pronto llega un roll on, un carnbio radical de ritrno seguido de una secuencia prolongada que comienza muy, muy lentarnente y luego se acelera de forma paulatina hasta retomar el ritrno del techno, machacén. Insistente, acompasado a los latidos del corazén. La oscuridad me invita a dej arrne llevar y arrastra hacia el altavoz que vomita una musica monétona, geométrica, energética y lineal, suavizada en mi cabeza por el éxtasis. (35) This dance-drug scene re-appropriates socially lived reality; it re-invents what anarchist Hakim Bey describes as a “temporary autonomous zone”. Such zones, Bey suggests, are “successful raids on consensus reality, breakthroughs into more intense and more abundant life”. Its foremost artistic expression of the rave culture, the music, offers a consistently transforming sonic narrative, enacting feelings that are beyond language. It is depicted as a culture with options instead of rules. As Braidotti posits the process of becoming-woman in postmodern times, entails a type of fluid nomadism that seeks to 134 question from the position of sexual difference, dominant identities as well as conventional power structures. Cristina’s total immersion into the rave culture redefines her embodied nature as Woman. Within this context, she experiences a sense of autonomy unknown to her within the capitalist confines of the multinational, evidenced through the fluidity of her body as it transforms in accordance with the free form of the music. The rave culture — embedded in energetic music that utilizes samplers to create audio collages, fi'agmenting visual stimuli and the drug ecstasy — is composed of a collectivity that shares in the maximization of libidinal pleasure stemming from intimate levels of involvement rooted in empathy and fiiendship. This reveals another intrigue with respect to the production of the self: the neo-tribe or imagined community. The theorist Maffesoli presents a deconstruction of conglomerate atomizations of contemporary society that differentiate themselves via similar lifestyle and the desire for the metabolic consumption of similar goods. According to Maffesoli’s usage of the term neo-tribe, these groupings do not have longevity nor the fixity of conventional tribes, rather they share a communal belonging based upon the here and now: ...can we extrapolate and make a link with the puissance of the masses? I believe it is legitimate to do so, especially since the essential characteristic of religion, in its different manifestations, remains nevertheless intangible: its transcendence. Whether it can be situated in a great beyond or whether it is an ‘immanent transcendence’ (the group, the community transcending individuals) does not alter the truth of the matter. My hypothesis, as distinct from those who lament the end of great collective values and the 135 withdrawal into the self — which they falsely parallel with the growing importance of everyday life — is that a new (and evolving) trend can be found in the growth of small groups and existential networks. This represents a sort of tribalism which is based at the same time on the spirit of religion (re-ligare) and on localism (proxemics, nature). (40) Imagined communities or neo-tribes are marked by their fluidity: they are locally concentrated, dispersed, and periodically assembled. Maffesoli points to the importance of aesthetics or the immaterial in the heart of the material. In the process of joining tribes, the individual self-fashions. Whether trendy exercises in sensory isolation, or various forms of bodybuildling. . .the body is being constructed as a value, even to the extent of its epiphany. . .Note, however, that even in its most private aspects, the body is being constructed only in order to be seen; it is theatralized to the highest degree. Within advertising, fashion, dance, the body is adorned only to be made into a spectacle. (18-19) It is important to note that per Maffesoli, these practices of self-dressing do not result in greater individuation nor privatization of the body but rather its opposite. He argues: “As for the metaphor of the tribe, it allows us to account for the process of dis- individuation, the saturation of the inherent fimction of the individual and the emphasis on the role that each person is called upon to play within the tribe” (6). I agree with his theory in that each subject flitters among multiple neo-tribes, by which she partakes in collective experiences, as evidenced through the distinct proxemics of Cristina: the multinational and Planeta X. Within each imagined community, the subject works within 136 the whole yet each feminine subject functions as an individual self, an active configuration composed of a multiplicity of selves, the not-one. Maffesoli, however, does not acknowlege aspects such as sexual difference, self-affectivity, embodiment, and their corresponding dynamics within neo-tribes. That said each feminine subject is the owner of her experiences, stories, and body, which not only disqualify her from a totalizing mass identification but also pave the way towards an embodiment of the nomadic subject. Cristina’s engagement within the rave culture reveals how this space represents a liberating positive experience. I consider the narrative of Cristina’s experience as a member of this culture, elaborating upon the material aspects such as the lights, music, drugs, as well as aspects of location, the body, and affective manifestations. Through examining these elements, I contend that Cristina’s experience within the rave is embodied in a dynamic nomadic subject. The following quotation is a testimony to the discursive and material angles of the rave culture. El DJ es el nuevo mesias; la musica, la palabra de Dios; el vino de los cristianos ha sido sustituido por el éxtasis y la iconografia de las vidrieras por los monitores de televisiOn. es el regreso del tribalismo ancestral, heredado genéticamente, dicen, en el inconsciente colectivo. (36) This tribe, a reminder of the subconscious need to belong, establishes its own religion in which fixed borders among the participants are diluted. The music and ecstasy percolate through the dancers’ brains — trying to play their body chemistry -— creating a homology between sonic texture and the chemically elevated cortex. They partake collectively in 137 the ecstatic fluid celebration yet can be read individually as each participant brings her own personal history and experience and therefore embodies her own figuration, in Braidotti’s terms, of the nomadic subject. “Yo tarnbién participo en este rito comr’rn, y una vez bendecida por el DJ a1 que va dirigida nuestra alabanza, le imploro de corazOn que me frmda con el resto” (36). Cristina, a figuration partaking in the neo-tribal rave scene, admits that while it is a collective act signaling us to Maffesoli’s theory- a location of a communion of believers - she still retains her individuality and moreover, the elements both discursive and material are embodied on her self: Siento que las luces de la pista son tangibles, y que la mr'rsica se traduce a imagenes. Vuelve a ascender la mr'rsica en capas envolventes intentando anularnos con su voluntad ensordecedora. Desde la barra vislumbro un tejido irisado de brazos y piemas y camisetas brillantes, una masa humana y multicolor de cabelleras, ondeando a1 ritrno de mil tambores atavicos. Ramalazos de luces surgen de la nada, flash, y desaparecen a1 segundo de cegamos, negro, y otra luz cegadora vuelve a surgir coincidiendo con un nuevo latido de nuestro corazén. Cuando tengo que cruzar 1a sala para ir dejando limpias las mesas erizadas de vasos y botellas me siento un nadador contra corriente. Alrededor de mi los cuerpos, comprimidos y multiperforados, se empujan los unos a los otros, las personas ya no son personas porque la identidad de cada uno se funde en el crisol de la masa, y lo que siento alrededor es un magma en ebulliciOn, con pequefias burbujitas que de vez en cuando emergen a la superficie. (39) 138 The space of the dance floor is a decisive element of the grammar of Cristina’s identity. This territory is distinctive because it contrasts the individual experience with that of the masses, or identity opposing the abysm of anonymity. It is within this location that Cristina articulates her notion of self, focusing not so much on the content nor the rationality of the experience but rather the feeling imbued: she is in constant movement. This new consciousness undercuts verbal concepts; she felt it with every cell of her body, without the distortions of language intervening. The prevailing mentality of sensation and sound is interwoven and defined by the set and setting of the participants, which itself is interwoven with the prevailing social mood of 1990s Madrid Spain. That is, identity formation ceases to be rooted solely in the local; rather due to technological advances and globalization, it becomes enmeshed in other practices: Es facil localizar temporalmente e1 fenOmeno. En la transieién entre el siglo XX y el XXI los grandes estados, las grandes ciudades y, en general, las sociedades complejas se desarrollan sobre espacios muy arnplios, casi mundiales, en los que resulta muy dificil marcar fronteras y limites. Estas mismas entidades no logran ya- recuérdese que estamos en la sociedad de la informaciOn y del libre comercio-frenar lo que viene de fuera, lo que obviamente, les lleva a confundir lo propio con 10 extraito. . ..Entonces resulta ya mucho mas dificil distinguir a los enemigos, a los oponentes, a los auténticamente extranos, a los que pertenecen a1 espacio propio y a los que provienen del espacio ajeno. (Costa 29) In a society entrenched with globalized information and progressive consolidation of fi'ee commerce, no longer functions the traditional constitution of identity: space delineating 139 social status. The weakening of conventional identity founded on the one’s own space gives way to self-forrnation in alignment with the conditions called for in our twenty-first century: consumption, fashion, technology, and the spectacle. Pere-Oriol Costa in T ribus urbanas affirms a transformation in identity politics stating: “El panorama urbano espaflol de este turbulento final de siglo y de rrrilenio no difiere, en el fondo, de los demés centros metropolitanos de nuestro planeta” (36). This is realized through the bombardment of public announcements in their constant attempts to awaken us to achieve our full potential. “La publicidad no cesa de dirigirse personalizadarnente a ese individuo — un individuo que desea — mediante la modalidad del irnperativo seductor: <>, <>, <>, etc.” (Costa 40) These public announcements conjugated with the consumer, negotiate the subj ect-formation, such that each subject feels owner and planner of her existence. Costa contends: Pasear por las calles de una gran ciudad, con la mirada errante, si es posible sin prisas, es una experiencia en la que se obtiene la impresién de que miles de neones, carteles, pancartas y vallas publicitarias tutean a1 sujeto y captan su atencién en una celebracién constante de ese triunfo del individuo. (40) Hence mass media, through the creation of superficially intimate ties (use of at address) with the consumer, reveals to the subject multifarious options for the fashioning of selflrood. So, while there are those who seek to edify their identity through the exaltation of designer labels, such as Cristina’s older sister Ana, others, Cristina being the obvious example, choose to adopt a distinct aspect, codified with anti-capitalist, anti-consumer language. Costa associates this behavior with the term anomia stemming fi'om a-només 140 in Latin, meaning “ausencia de reglas, norrnas, y consecuentemente, inobservancia de las leyes” (3 8) 5 7 . He further contends that this phenomena tends to surface in a society in transformation whereby traditional values conflict with emerging ones, generating an endemic frustration. He states: ...caducidad de los viejos valores e inexistencia (o fragilidad) de los nuevos. En su acepcién mas evidente, todo esto significa que en un contexto urbano como el actual, en el que se manifiesta una oferta plural de bienes materiales y culturales, se genera facilmente irritaciOn y frustraciOn entre quienes no tienen los medios -— no 3610 econOmicos sino también (y, tal vez, sobre todo) simbélicos - para alcanzar dichos bienes. La reacciOn puede ser entonces de tipo anémico. . .(3 8) Thus, dissidents - those manifesting anomic qualities - toy with the margins and produce a social discourse distinct of the dominant rationale, reflected in the individual narratives. Cristina, walking out on the capitalist multinational, broke with the establishment, going off into the bar; nevertheless, it must be noted that she is not outside of the masculine economy. She not only made the physical but the emotional break with the reality that she knew. Her experiences within the underground scene of Planeta X have reinforced the break; no longer relying on tested narratives, vis-a-vis the rave culture, the neo-tribe and by extension Cristina explore creative channels that new technology affords. This particular location, Planeta X, constitutes a special time when normal rules are suspended; an idealized, peak experience that allows space for utopian dreaming and acts as a catalyst for events to come. Through adoption of a new lifestyle (Planeta X), ’7 In her article “’Altemative’ Music and the Oppositional Potential of Generation X Culture” Leslie Haynsworth notes that alientation and anomic are defining characterisitics of Generation X as this particular culture locates itself outside of the mainstream. 141 Cristina altered her vision of stable security; wealth and traditional status represented linear authoritative control. Yet within the scene, the plethora of accoutrements acts as rhythms that induce a different relationship between the self and body: one that is more sensorial and sensual. Visibility is a key component of identity construction in contemporary society. The image or particular style of ‘mask’ is a fundamental feature of identity that affords each individual visibility. Costa argues its instrumental fimctionality stating: Insistimos en la irnportancia de la dimensién del aspecto y de la apariencia, bajo un punto de vista complementario: trans-parentarse, es decir ver lo que aparece a través de una superficie. La sociedad contemporénea, mas que todas las que la han precedido, parece Obsesionada por la idea de verlo y/o mostrarlo todo, de transforrnar el mundo en algo literalrnente transparente. (50) The image, constructed through the articulation of body dressing, represents a synergy among feelings, clothes, signs, and senses. Fashion, furthermore, is the syntax of body language that charges the body with meaning; its value remains not in the use of the clothing but rather its communication. Patrizia Calefato contends in El sentido del vestir, “...en el propio vestir segr'm la serialidad de la imagen de moda, subsiste siempre un gesto arquetipico carnavalesco que consiste en travestir, en disfrazar, en “escribir” el cuerpo y sobre el cuerpo para que éste se introduzca en la circulacidn “de las calles y del placer”, para que el cuerpo sea ‘para los otros’ — y para si mismo- como si uno fuera otro” (10). Dress, then, is a body ‘disguise’, codified with social meaning, lending weight to pictorial representation of identity, albeit fluid. From this symbolic language, what then emerges 142 is a sense of who one is and who one is not. Fashion, a world affording a visual, nonverbal vocabulary for the construction of truths, provides for a constant negotiation of identity and its borders due to its intrinsic nature; every season and year is greeted with a new, if not recycled, trend. Cristina’s fashion consumption further indicates the minding and construction of her subjectivity. Her body dressing of choice oscillates between two outfits, but both embody a style ‘desenfadado’. As a body is symbol of cultural location, the dressed body is always situated within a particular context. In the bar, “he prescindido de los pantalones de carnpana y las camisetas por encima del ombligo. . .” (74), and on the street “Camiseta blanca, vaqueros nuevos, sin remiendos ni nada, botas de cuero” (74). Both options effectively inflect the body with meaning, underlining her sexuality, yet at the same time, her informal nature; in the same way she expressed dissention against capitalist systems, the protagonist also achieves this through her clothing. Furthermore, by way of sporting jeans or cargo pants, Cristina embodies a laid- back yet slightly rebellious subjectivity that stands in contraposition to her body as text within the multinational. The fashion that Cristina elects serves the frmction to attract the male gaze, for instance, within the bar she wears a tanktop that reveals her stomach. Yet it must be emphasized that while her body converts into a commodity, it is not a passive object. Rather, Cristina actively produces it through routine and practice. As a means of clothing, adorning or decorating the body, fashion operates at an affectual as well as symbolic level. It aids in the construction and reconstruction of individual subj ectivities while forging an affectual or experimental relationship between various actors. Cristina’s choice of clothing does not simply symbolize rebellion, but it has a serious impact on how she savors and relishes her lived-body and her body-in-use. 143 Whether dressed in jeans or her bar outfit, she has a commanding presence. “Soy una chica como cualquier otra, que no destacaria en un concurso de belleza. Y, sin embargo, por la calle todos los hombres me dedican adj etivos mas o menos arnables, mas o menos procaces. Quiza sea mas guapa de lo que creo yo” (73-74). This can also be noted within the context of the bar; Cristina, as the bartender, works from behind the bar and is the focal point of this venue. That is to say, as the chief distributor of libations, her body converts to a commodity, but she still maintains power. While selling drinks, Cristina places herself on the market, not explicitly for amorous purposes, but to bolster her income. Her body-in-use, then, is located in this affective structure - a convergence of music, lights, drugs, bodies and fashion- within the economy of give and exchange, and articulates, reinforces, and reflects the social lived reality of this scene. One of the most powerful examples of the use of her body as a material within this construct is the scene in which her sister Rosa pays a visit to Planeta X. As the two siblings are embroiled in the continual spat regarding Cristina’s job selection, a customer enters described as “un tipo bajito y repeinado, que no debe de tener mas de treinta afios. Lleva un polo rosa, pantalones de pinzas y zapatos italianos. Apenas supera e1 metro setenta Un pijillo” (49). As Cristina approaches him, he lets her know that he would like a whiskey, but not just any; he questions “gCémo se llama el de aquella botella marrén que esta en lo alto del estante?”(49). After Cristina explains to him the specific liquor he requested was not a whiskey but actually a gin — a very expensive one- and, moreover, that it would be difficult for her to access the bottle as it was not within reaching distance, he forcefirlly tells her that he is the customer, and as a worker, She is obligated to fulfill his request. Only, within this economy, he was not simply asking for the drink, rather a peek “. . .el 144 muy cabrén esta aprovechando la ocasién para mirarme e1 culo” (50) as her body was a component of the bar assemblage. Interestingly, his request, which was being fulfilled by Cristina, represented a point of contestation for her older sister Rosa, who promptly informed the customer: “gTe importaria dejar de mirar e1 culo de mi novia con semej ante descaro?” (50) Rosa enters the situation, albeit subversively, with a handful of motives: to remove Cristina out of the realm of pure spectacle and to make her aware that she does indeed work in a patriarchal institution”. In the dimension of the bar, a zone of pleasure, commodities circulate and meanings are appropriated, re-imaged, and re-tooled for consumer consumption. It is in this location that Cristina articulates her identity through the dizzying symphony of music, lights, drugs and fashion, which works to produce her body, a body that communicates and may be understood through the grammar of signs. This language connotes a specific ideology or set of cultural meanings that speak of one’s identity, in Cristina’s case, an individual who works from the margins in a collectivity, distinct of that of capitalism, to access and feel the emancipation otherwise denied to her in the Space of the multinational. So, it is interesting to note how she appropriates this discourse outside of Planeta X; that is, her autonomy is not exclusive to the rave scene, although this particular ambience offers new possibilities for the invention of self. Likewise, the commanding and exercising of her identity outside of this reahn gives evidence to, in Braidotti’s term, the working through of experiences to one’s benefit. Cristina’s closest friends, Line and Gema, embody a similar ideology regarding contemporary life in Spain. Her best friend Line, who suffers from an eating disorder, ’8 While Rosa does takecare of this situation, that is, stop the objectification of Cristina by a bar patron, does she not also further objectify her, calling more attention to Cristina through her perhaps possessive claims that they are lesbian partners? 145 proclaims as her holy trinity: “Los éxtasis. . ., e1 chocolate. . ..el sexo anal” (160). This collectivity of women, through cultures of consumption, embodies dissidence; they rebel against socially prescribed norms for the female subject and thereby create alternative subjectivities. One particular occasion that exemplifies their questioning of tradition is in the chapter “I de intolerancia”. This specific chapter treats the construction of alternative female identity and the manner in which it is received by patriarchy. Cristina, in much detail, describes a morning bus ride shared by herself and Line in which they were returning home after a night of much partying and no sleep. She provides a vivid illustration of their attire: ....a Line y a mi, monisimas, tal que salidas de un catalogo de Don Algodén. Todo en nuestro aspecto (el modelito compuestisimo, el maquillaje corrido, las carreras de mis medias...) delata que venimos de una fiesta y que todavia no hemos dormido. (91) From the outset, these women symbolically represent the erosion of traditional values as their highly sexual yet disordered appearance suggests. Cristina is wearing “un traje negro cefiido que revela con el mayor descaro las curvas vertiginosas de mis cincuenta y ocho kilos...” (91), an outfit that offers her the means of gratifying desires and pursuing pleasure; nonetheless, her body resembles that of an adolescent: “Me estoy quedando en los huesos. Parezco recién salida de Dachau” (37). Thus, her look alludes to the complex balance between social control and self-gratification. Her body as an object constructed thorough consumerism is an important element in feminine culture that is a commodity - transformed and sold. The paradox between her ‘on the move’ look and size takes on new dimension with the way she embodies this combination on the bus. For 146 example, the way she sits: “me siento con la planta de un toro de la ganaderia de Pablo Romero: poderio y bravura cincelados en negro” (91-92) reflects the power she receives (perceived or real) from her body dressing. Her friend, Line, contrasts sharply with Cristina due to her angelica], childlike look: “. . .cuarenta y tres kilos, carniseta rosa talla doce afios con estarnpado de la Bola del Dragén, flequillo, dos coletitas sujetandole los cabellos rubios y unos enormes ojos azul cielo que la confieren un aire de perpetuo asombro” (92). Upon pure consideration of image, Line’s look could be cast as passive; nevertheless, her body refuses effacement, asserting its independence from the clothes that cover it. On the bus, these two friends begin a critical conversation about men, focusing on their sexual relationships. As the remaining passengers were men, including the bus driver, they listened attently to the women’s conversation about their sexual escapades. Cristina begins the conversation inquiring about Line’s night, to which she responds “No mucho. HE ESTADO FOLLANDO” (93), each word resounding louder. As if this were not enough to cause discomfort for this conventional crowd, she retells with minute detail her experience: “No gran cosa, hija. iMenudo coiiaazo de tio. . .! Y encima nos 10 hemos hecho en la cama de sus padres, con el crucifijo en la pared y la foto de su mama en la mesilla. Bueno, bueno. . . jme daba un maaal rollo! Todo el rato con la impresién de que la foca esa me miraba con cara de mosqueo” (95). Not only do these two women discuss their evening, but they also admit that they were quite disappointed in the performance of their partners. The conversation elaborates further on past sexual experiences and also sexually transmitted diseases, which Line says were pure torture because in her own words: “soy una adicta al sexo. No pasa una semana Sin que lo intente otra vez” (98). Their discourse collides with the prevailing tradition that 147 prescribes and enforces gendered identities. Yet, these two continue to question conventional roles as manifest in sexual experiences; Line elaborates: “Ellos, los muy cabrones, si que lo tienen facil, porque al final no importa que la cosa les salga mejor 0 poor, el caso es que siempre se corren, mientras que nosotras. . .es como jugar a la loteria” (98). The discourse demonstrates their major preoccupation with the formulation of the fulfillment of their needs and desires defined in their own terms, which sharply contrasts with society’s constrained conception of female pleasure. This is poignantly displayed through the men’s reactions toward their personal conversation. To begin with, the bus driver nearly avoided two accidents due to his intense focus on their conversation, to which he could only offer: “Mira, guapa. La culpa es tuya por no bajar el volumen. (,0 to has creido que los demas estamos aqui para escuchar vuestras vulgaridades? (99). Or other trite responses from workers: “A estas me las llevaba yo a la obra y se les iban a quitar las ganas de cachondeo. . .Mira, rubita [Line]. Tengo una hij a que debe de tener tu edad, y te aseguro que si alguna vez 1a oigo hablar como tr'r, le doy cuatro hostias y le lavo la boca con jab6n” (100). Thus, in the attempt to have a personal conversation in which they relate their sexual experiences and frustrations in contemporary society, these women are met with resistance and the threat of punishment. These responses underline the prevalence in contemporary society of containment of women in the binary opposition of Eve, the temptress, or Mary, the holy mother of God. The women, though, utilize this situation to their advantage; instead of allowing their comments to produce negative effects such as feeling ashamed or embarrassed or silencing themselves, they speak out against the unjust stereotypes hurled at women. Line responds to the men firmly and succinctly all the while maintaining intense eye contact: “No hagas caso a 148 estos RE-PRI-MI-DOS. Mejor nos baj amos. Prefiero seguir andando que quedarrne en este autobr’rs lleno de MA-CHIS-TAS” (100). Line and Cristina repossess bodily space through their denunciation of men’s attitudes and exiting the bus. As Braidotti contends: The body as a site of interaction of material and symbolic forces is the threshold of subjectivity; it is not a biological notion, but marks, rather the non-coincidence of the subject with his/her consciousness and the non- coincidence of anatomy with sexuality. (282) In this view, essentialism no longer clothes the body as it is now positioned between the sign and biology. The women, through the appropriation of the body, explore multiple and non-binary experiences through lived practice. Armed against the notion that Woman is one, Cristina and Line create a new set of possibilities for the embodiment of the female subject. In fact, their heterogenous representation is evidence of the multiplicity of female subjectivities, as T. de Lauretis affirms: What is emerging in feminist writings is. . .the concept of a multiple, shifting, and often self-contradictory identity, a subject that is not divided in, but rather at odds with language; an identity made up of heterogeneous and heteronomous representation of gender, race and class, and often indeed across languages and cultures; an identity that one decides to reclaim fiom a history of multiple assimilations, and that one insists on as a strategy. (9) Through resistance and rejection of the hegemonic model, Etxebarria’s writing redefines the concept of the knowing subject, which suggests support for the notion that a new 149 image of both knowledge and subjectivity is not necessary, rather essential to the regeneration of the concept of woman. Rosa Gaena: Techno-colonization, the Cyborg, and Emotive Harmony Rosa, the middle child of the Gaena sisters, is a highly successful single thirty year-old director of finance for a large multinational company. AS third wave feminists seek to resist the essentialism of woman, opting to define women through a multiplicity of figurations, the characters of Cristina and Rosa shed light on their statement vis-a-vis their distinct ideologies on what it means to be a woman in Spain in the last decade of the twentieth century. The character of Rosa — mediated by various discourses - serves to highlight the shortcomings of the second wave of feminism; the modus operandi of that particular generation of feminists was to achieve equality among the sexes through the assimilation of women into the patriarchal structure. Unfortunately, as evidenced by the confessions of Rosa as well as the discourse of Cristina, women while legal equals under the Spanish Constitution of 197 8, were subjected to different standards and continued to suffer ill treatment in the workplace. Rosa recites, as if by memory, the unwritten code of comportment for women in the arena of the office. Si desea tener éxito como mujer de negocios pOngase de pie con tanta frecuencia como sus colegas masculinos y en las rrrismas situaciones que éstos. No perrnanezca sentada cuando alguien entre en su despacho 0 se rer’ma con usted ante su mesa. No importa lo que digan los manuales de urbanidad: Si quiere usted igualdad de oportunidades e igualdad de trato, 150 debe ponerse en pie como un hombre, literal y figurativarnente hablando. (21 5) Peppered with the rhetoric of equality, Rosa’s discourse promotes masculine politics whereby the woman must adhere to norms of the male economy and sacrifice her internal liberty. Equality in this paradigm supposes a definitive triumph of the patriarchal structure. SendOn de LeOn argues the ineffective nature of these strategies citing the work of Simone de Beauvoir. Siendo consecuentes con lo que plantea Beauvoir, la propuesta de la igualdad y emancipacién desde semej antes presupuestos solo puede lograrse negando la diferencia sexual femenina en beneficio de un > que, légicamente, seria masculino, por mas que incluyera tanto a hombres como a mujeres en la etapa gloriosa de la igualdad. (21) This theorist of sexual difference underlines the absurdity of locating emancipation of the female subject within the dominant model; equality realized under this paradigm - one of colonization - only annihiliates the possibility of autonomy and serves to perpetuate fundamental inequality. This is further evidenced in Rosa’s interior monologue: “Compdrtese como un hombre. Controle sus sentimientos. No llore en pr'rblico. Que sus gestos siempre sean adecuados y aceptables con arreglo a la situaciOn concreta. Sincronice las palabras con las acciones” (216). The list of commands she flips through like a rolodex file seem much more appropriate for a military person as opposed to a woman in business, yet she justifies her rhetoric stating: “Recuerde que, por lo general, cuando las muj eres se encuentran a1 frente de la direccién siempre son blanco de criticas 151 que nada tienen que ver con su capacidad profesional” (216). As she uncovers, biology is the determining factor for women in the workplace, not their efforts. While the feminine is explicity located at the heart of the commodity culture, a traditionally masculine script of ambition and achievement is re-constructed through the figure of Rosa. A quandary for Rosa is her intense desire to succeed in a masculine economy at the expense of utter negation of her emotions and nature. Following this line of thought, Rosa declares that to be successful in this: “mundo en que solo tienen cabida los triunfadores” (219) is to join them and “sacrificar casi todo lo demas” (219). As opposed to her younger sister Cristina, who walked solemnly out of the capitalist economy after having intentionally crashed the hard drive, Rosa consumes and is consumed by the world of capitalism and technology”. In the late twentieth century, advances in scientific culture and technology have made possible the dissolution of the neatly bound human. Shedding light on this is Rosa as she represents a hybrid identity, part machine and part human; in the words of Donna Haraway she is a “cyborg” or a mix of “machine and organism” (2), a figuration which illustrates the contemporary social reality of our Western world. The term cyborg was initially coinced by Manfred Clynes and Nathan Kline at the beginning of the sixties to describe man-machine systems. However, since then, the concept of the cyborg has been theorized in a manner to consider the relationship among human beings and technology, as cyborg technologies ambiguously reconfigure human subjectivity. Of specific concern to the cyborg is its constituency; unlike the patriarchal hegemony, the cyborg is a crafted fabrication. It represents the melding of the machine and the mind, expansion of consciousness, and ’9 While Cristina did walk out of the multinational, she did interchange one patriarchal structure for another, Planeta X. She is not really outside of the system, rather operates within it to her advantage, vis-a- vis her job at the bar. 152 intelligence. The cyborg fuses the organic and the hi-tech, and as such is a boundary breaker. However, this theory engenders conflicts. According to Haraway, the cyborg does not submit to the symbolic law, as the role of the father is inessential: “The cyborg does not dream of community on the model of the organic family, this time without the oedipal project. The cyborg would not recognize the Garden of Eden; it is not made of mud and cannot dream of returning to dust” (3). In her line of inquiry the cyborg, a potentially subversive figuration, possesses no historical memory nor is grounded in the dominant economy. Negating social and historical background results problematic; in ‘erasing’ history, one denies differences and experiences among marginal groups. Furthermore, the theory supposes that body and mind convert to a tabla rasa to be developed through the melding of flesh and circuits, again denying voice to individual experience as well as brushing over historical accountability. Encoded on Rosa’s body - rationality, order, and logic - manifest and concurrently demonstrate the conflation and resulting hybridization of organism and machine. Rosa defines herself: “idéntica a mi ordenador, que dispone de una bateria de emergencia que se conecta automaticamente en caso de un fallo en la corriente eléctrica. Disefiada para durar. Prograrnada para seguir adelante” (220). As a cross between machine and organism, Rosa is coded in such a way to produce confusion among boundaries of female identity. What is rrrissing in this new identity — to a certain degree - are the insipid forms of oppression that historically have been naturalized by the libidinal male economy. Palabras que me definen. Equilibrio tecnolOgico. Correo electrénico. Memoria Ram. Balances. Presupuestos. Inforrnes por triplicado. Curvas 153 de carnpana. Capital riesgo. Minimo amortizable. Comité de direccién. Plan de crecimiento. Inyeccién de capital. VersiOn alfa. F ase beta. Proyectos. Equipos. Multimedia. Liderazgo. (163) The terms she employs to describe herself coincide with the notion of the melding of machine and flesh: email, RAM, capital risk, explansion plans, and leader. This thirty- year old woman has essentially come of age in an increasingly technological and materialistic bureaucratic society, where discourses collide and communities are fragmented. Consequently, her subject is the product of her upbringing and experiences. Amidst sensations of alienation and fragmentation, the cerebral Rosa organizes her life both personally and professionally according to high technology principles that are encoded in her subjectivity. Her memory mimics technological information systems as she emphasizes the transition from the old hierarchical economy to the new network of information systems. “Ha llegado un punto en que mi memoria esta duplicada, y la memoria exteriorizada en archivos y bases de datos supera a la almacenada en mi cerebro biolégico”. Her discourse problematizes and subverts the integrity of binary oppositions steeped in the masculine ideology. Una gran cantidad de informacidn esta guardada en mi computadora. Para acceder a ella hace falta teclear una clave de acceso que solo yo conozco. Otra parte, menos confidencial, se archiva en disquettes, guardados bajo llave. Los disquettes y la memoria RAM contienen cifras y datos precisos, archivados por orden alfabético en carpetas y subarchivos facihnente localizables. Esta informacién procesada en digitos binarios conforma mi identidad laboral, la que me identifica frente a1 mundo. (125) 154 Analyzing the connections between Rosa’s subjectivity and technology leads to an exploration of identity beyond mere hardware. With the influx of technologies in the information age, significant alterations in patterns of human activity are occurring; the subject addressed by these technologies is not the familiar modern subject, centered, coherent, stable, on whose actions, initiated in individual consciousness, society is based; instead, it is unstable, multiple, and fragmented. The body is principally re-configured through communications technology and biotechnologies, consequently: “these tools combine and enforce new social relations for women world-wide” (Haraway 14). The articulation of this world is not bound by the symbolic language of the patriarchal hegemony as it creates its own common parlance: code. This notion is of particular interest to the theorist Donna Haraway because as this sector is not tightly bound by the masculine libidinal economy, it represents a common point of potential resistance for women against the heterosexual dynamic: “the translation of the world into a problem of coding, a search for a common language in which all resistance to instrumental control disappears and all heterogeneity can be submitted to disassembly, reassembly, investment, and exchange” (14). Communication technologies have fundamentally obscured the boundary between the machine and organism. This occurs by way of the rarity of the mind and body with the tool. Consequently, social relations are reconfigured. As Rosa declares: “. . .la vida se me va entre m'rmeros y cuentas, documentos intemos y disquettes de ordenador, y resulta dificil recordar que mi cerebro no esta hecho de chips, que soy humana. Aunque cada dia se me note menos” (132). The technological era has indoctrinated society with a new measure and source of power, one that has been feminized“). This power source may have the potential to rearrange the 6° To be feminized means to be subject to vulnearability, to be able to be “disassembled, reassembled, 155 politics of gender, as fixed identities are destabilized and women are offered an escape from their naturalized essence, an escape from Man. Within the cyborg economy, the power of production and reproduction take on an entirely different form. Whereas the heterosexual economy naturalizes production and reproduction within the context of binary oppositions, with respect to the cyborg these are forged through the coalescence of flesh and machine. Within communications technology, though, the subject wielding the power is ambiguous: “It is not clear who makes and who is made in the relation between human and machine. It is not clear what is mind and what body in machines that resolve into coding practices” (Haraway 26). Due to the ambiguity of the cyborg hybrid, there does not exist the notion of One and Other. On an affectual level, Rosa embodies characteristics intrinsic of the intensified machine-body relations, which emerge through her experiences of her body-in-use. For instance, Cristina described Rosa’s gait as she leaves Planeta X drawing attention to the control and near militaristic discipline exerted by her legs as they cross the dance floor in a few strides: “Cruza la pista en tres zancadas, marcial, solemne y estilosa” (51). Her body language mirrors the ideology of the culture of consumption to which she belongs. From the microscopic level — her footstep — to the macroscopic — her journey out of the bar, one notes the reproduction of the tenets of communications technology. Rosa’s exit reflected purposefirlness, as if it were a mission. Cristina comments, “la veo cruzar la pista con la velocidad constante de una flecha disparada a un obj etivo claro” (51) These principles of logic, rationalism, militaristic discipline, and minimalism manifest on multiple levels in the life of Rosa Gaena. As Rosa relates her personal narrative, we learn that she has achieved great success in her career, which has enabled exploited as a reserve labour force” (Haraway 16). 156 her to enter into the realm of material consumption, taking special interest in luxury goods. Unlike Cristina who prefers apparel ‘desenfadado’, Rosa consumes top of the line Spanish and foreign designer labels such as Philip Stark, Loewe, Armani, and Angel Schelesser. Her selection in name brands likewise parallels her ideology, as the production of these designers reflects a modern elegance through prudence and functionality. Schelesser’s collection, in particular, illustrates the triumph of minimalism as seen in his “ropa bien cortada, sobria y descomplicada” (F i gueras 140); the other Spanish label, Loewe, is also of high distinction. This label, founded in Madrid in the nineteenth century, caters to the select few - those with resources to consume this line- who appreciate sober, clean lines with ever so slight strokes of trendy innovation. Josefina Figuera, author Of Moda espariola: una historia de suefios y realidades categorizes the work of this label as: “una moda de altura en la que domina siempre la piel pero que da tarnbién cabida a toda clase de tejidos y lineas que alteman su clasicismo habitual con toques de vanguardia” (25). Rosa’s choice of consumption in fashion mirrors the dynamics that manifest within her professional environment: sober, lineal, and functional. The following description in which Rosa elaborates upon her work attire illustrates her clean, square thinking which is inscribed on her body. Me gustan los trajes sastre, tarnbién, porque resultan practicos. Me basta con carnbiar a diario de camisa y accesorios y puedo usar el mismo traje tres dias seguidos. Eso si, mis trajes son de la mejor calidad: Loewe, Armani y Angel Schelesser. Tengo tres: gris, azul marino y negro. Colores sobrios para una imagen sobria. (55) 157 Three pantsuits, somber in color and of very high quality, take truns dressing and infusing Rosa’s body with their characteristics. According to Paul Sweetrnan in his article “Shop Window Dummies? Fashion, the Body, and Emergent Socialities”, “Bodies and selves are made and remade in part through the ways in which they are adorned, and this is a process that involves ‘carnal knowing’ as well as ‘cognitive apprehension’” (67). In light of Rosa’s fashion consumption, the arena(s) in which she participates and their norms must be taken into consideration. Rosa is located in the space of the multinational, where she occupies a position of distinction. Despite the supposed equality of the sexes, she knows and understands the unwritten politics as they manifest in nearly every life decision. She cites John T. Molloy’s Dress for Success which treats the appearance a woman should project in the business world: “<>” (5 5). Whereas a man’s authority is implied, it is emphasized that a woman must earn hers not through her intellectual capacity but through the type of clothing She chooses. Effectively, the technological discourse of the capitalist economy has colonized Rosa’s bodily text not only symbolically, but it also affects how she experiences the use of her body. Rosa occupies, and maneuvers among, a predominantly masculine space, and as such the many facets of this territory form the architecture of Rosa’s self. Through a very detailed description of her closet, we witness the amount of control, logic and linearity invested in her personal space. As a member of this collectivity - the community of the multinational - she reflects its extreme adherence to order and rigidity, hanging each object in its place. Indeed, there manifests a relationship between Rosa’s closet and the 158 masculine order. Similar to the ideology of the hegemonic paradigm, Rosa superimposes linearity and tyrrany in the arrangement of her vestuary. Furthermore, this action reflects the binary hierarchical dualisms: rational/irrational, logical/illogical, linearity/nonlinearity. This aformentioned instance exemplifies how she assumes and inscribes onto her body and her intimate space — where one is free to be whoever - the tenets of capitalism and technology. El annario en el que alrnaceno mi ropa de trabajo exhibe un orden meticuloso. Los zapatos, alineados por parej as. Los trajes, cada uno en su percha correspondiente, en el lazo izquierdo. Las camisas, bien planchadas, en el derecho. De plancharlos se ocupa la asistenta, por supuesto, porque yo no puedo desperdiciar mi tiempo planchando. (55) This location evidences a particular cleanness through its absence of qualities, the absence of stains; the closet is suffused with what Daniel Harris terms “machine envy” (150), or “the desire become our appliances” evidenced through the incorporation of technological principles onto Rosa’s body and her space. Interestingly, in a separate closet, Rosa houses the rest of her wardrobe; shuffled away in a hodge-podge order are the clothing articles that do not correspond with her metabolic consumption of technology, order, and logic. In this other space, we witness disorder and clothes that are representative of a different culture of consumption, and thus neo-tribe. She mentions jeans, an article of clothing that would be utterly unsuitable for her high-ranking position, 159 and other playful articles of clothing or jewelry that no longer correlate with her daily existence“. En el armario contiguo, el destinado a1 resto de mi ropa, reina el caos. De las perchas cuelgan pantalones vaqueros, camisas estarnpadas, traj es de noche y vestidos de verano mezclados en un batiburrillo de formas y colores. En uno de los cajones se acumulan un remolino de jerseys de lana. En el siguiente, la ropa interior negra, las bragas, los bodies, 105 ligueros y las medias. Y en el r'rltimo, una masa inforrne de diferentes prendas. Gorros impermeables y sombreros de fiesta, camisas hippies y camisetas psicodélicas, cinturones dorados y bufandas. (56) In examining the ideas, objects, and memories that Rosa consumes, it is interesting to mention what she excludes: frivolity, undefined boundaries, excess emotion, and sexual encounters. Through hiding every trace of femininity, Rosa projects a hyper-masculine look - an identity with neatly defined borders - perhaps because it allows her to feel that choices are more clearly defined. In negating her femininity, Rosa traverses a path that does not permit deviations; her choice is work, of course made easier through renouncing her feminine nature and absorbing masculine tenets. The techno-colonization of Rosa occurs at the level of her body language, the organization of her personal space, as well as how it is reflected through her consciousness of her sexuality. Unlike Cristina, who consumes and is consumed by sex, Rosa rejects this part of her female self, shedding more light on the unmitigatedly macho aesthetic of the techno-colonized multinacional. Through her participation in the 6‘ Rosa feels that jeans are inappropriate for someone in her position. It is ironic to note, though, that she is quite jealous of her sister Cristina due to how good her body — in particular her derriere - looks in a pair of jeans. (42) 160 communication arena, Rosa must learn to embody the dominant language and values of that arena: self-control, determination, cool, emotional discipline, and mastery. Her body speaks symbolically of this necessity through her pursuit of these virtues with single-minded, unswerving dedication. During a visit to Planeta X, Cristina and Rosa become embroiled in a conversation about the many negative qualities of Cristina’s ex- boyfiiend Iain, one of which, was his over-exhuberant flattery towards Line, praising her skeletal appearance and weight loss efforts. Cristina quickly defends Iain and Line claiming that while her friend may be quite thin, she does not fit the typical case study of an anorexic “el caso es que tampoco, por lo visto, muestra el cuadro mental tipico de una anoréxica, porque segr'm e1 psiquiatra las anoréxicas suelen ser personas muy perfeccionistas e introvertidas, que renuncian a1 sexo” (45), as Line professes that aside from chocolate, sex is the best. Cristina buffers and redirects Rosa’s attacks — basing her argument on the lack of universal truth-calling her older sister an anorexic. The medical terminology of anorexia refers to a person who refuses to eat, and uses this as a control mechanism. In this vein, Cristina calls Rosa an anorexic for her lack of sexual appetite as well as the neglect she demonstrates towards her femininity: En primer lugar, que sepas que desde que ha aparecido la historia de las top models y el culto a1 cuerpo parece que ya hay anoréxicas de todo tipo. En segundo lugar, si estas intentando meterte con mi amiga, te recuerdo que si solo hubiera que medir las cosas por ese rasero, entonces la anoréxica serias tr'r, que eres la que ha renunciado a1 sexo. (45) Offended by her sister’s re-appropriation of the word anorexic, Rosa justifies her lack of sexual activity through her independence, the same independence that forces her to deny 161 herself an intrinsic part of her female self, her sexuality. Yet, she feels she must keep under tight control the sexual economy because within the techno-colonized space of the multinational, bodies are erased. “Yo misma deberia ser vicepresidente. Estoy mejor preparada, con mucho, pero con mucho, que el im’rtil que tiene el puesto. Pero soy mujer, asi que no me ascienden” (46). Her discourse reveals the shortcomings of the second wave of feminism; in attempting to assimilate to the masculine model, women submit to a series of violations that make her intelligible in a normative regime that does not represent her (Butler 84). Yet Rosa’s bodily text is layered in contradictions and ambiguities. A product or child of the information circuit, Rosa illustrates the displacement of the hierarchical dualisms of naturalized identities. Like her sisters, she was colonized by the patriarchy; however, her experiences both inside and outside of the multinational present her with the possibility of re-imagining herself. Returning home after intensely long work days, Rosa only desires to relax yet is disturbed on numerous occasion by mysterious phone calls in which the caller plays Henry Purcell’s La hora fatal‘” . This baroque composition infirsed with affections of real life re-locates Rosa emotionally and spiritually to her childhood. 62 Henry Purcell (1658-1695) was an English composer who wrote and performed a wide variety of musical scores, ranging from sacred music to secular and opera. The piece “The Fatal Hour Comes on Apace” is a baroque work saturated with emotion and affectation that employs the metaphor of death for a painful separation, perhaps between lovers. The following are the lyrics of the piece. The fatal hour comes on apace, Which I had rather die than see, For when fear calls you from this place, You go to certain misery. The thought does stab me to the heart, And gives me pangs no word can speak, It wracks me in each vital part, Sure when you go, my heart will break. Since 1 for you so much endure, May I not hope you will believe, ‘Tis you alone these wounds can cure, Which are the fountains of my grief. 162 Recalling the piece, which deals with the painful separation of loved ones, is an intergral process in conterrnemory; it permits Rosa emotional vulnerability to flesh through her past experiences that have informed her selflrood. Decades ago Rosa was capable of singing this composition without missing a single note, as she was considered a musical prodigy. However, since her father abandoned the three sisters and their mother nearly twenty years ago, she has since blocked these lyrics from her memory. “No puedo explicar exactamente qué relaciOn conecto las dos decisiones; la de mi padre de dej arnos a nosotras y la mia de dejar e1 canto, pero sé que tuvieron que ver entre Si. Si 61 no se hubiera ido, yo habria seguido cantando” (58). Singing, like writing, gives Rosa the power to signify, something that she had no desire to do after losing her father. Yet through her narrative Rosa arrives at a deeper understanding of her passion — singing - and the power it represents. Instead of searching to reclaim her lost innocence — intimately connected with her father’s abandonment - Rosa begins to envision an interconnection among singing and the power to survive. The fleshing through of the memory permits Rosa to elevate her awareness of her selfhood and ultimately these shifts, resulting in a feminist nomadic subject, allow her to situate herself in a liberated state of passion. She relates: Y es que me hizo [la cancibn] recordar que hubo un momento en que yo era capaz de sentir pasi6n por las cosas, en que fui capaz de aprenderrne nota a nota una cancién que ninguna alumna de mi edad se habria atrevido a solfear y mucho menos a cantar. Que hubo un tiempo en que luchaba por lo que de verdad queria. Que hubo un tiempo en que lloraba escuchando a Purcell. (265) 163 The mysterious phone calls work at the re-textualization of Rosa’s cyborg body vis-a-vis the infirsion of emotion, something she has denied herself for years. The combination of Purcell’s emotive musicality and her techno-colonization situates Rosa on the border between human and machine. As Donna Haraway argues: “Cyborg politics is the struggle for language and the struggle against perfect communication, against the one code that translates all meaning perfectly, the central dogma of phallogocentrism” (25). Hence, Rosa has released herself from the constraint of an “original dream of a common language or original symbiosis” (25), which frees her to further liberate herself from the notion of a unilateral identity. And, this situates Rosa within the reahn of potential whereby she may acknowledge and understand herself beyond binary oppositions, as an intense multiplicity. Woman is not essence. Pondering and fleshing through experiences, woman has the potential to construct an active female subjectivity, which runs counter to the hegemonic economy. “Stripped of identity, the bastard race teaches about the power of the margins and the importance of a mother like Malinche. Women of colour have transformed her from evil mother of masculirrist fear into the originally literate mother who teaches survival” (26). Situated on the boundaries, Rosa is machine and she is human; this hybrid identity collides with the neat categories popularized and naturalized throughout Western history of female subjectivity, as Haraway professes “. . .female embodiment seemed to be given, organic, necessary; and female embodiment seemed to mean skill in mothering and its metaphoric extensions” (29). Liberated from a unitary, conventional subjectivity, Rosa as cyborg exhibits a fluid identity of neither one, nor the other. The multiplicity she embodies challenges and subverts the patriarchal ideology and furthennore, suggests an alternative to the totalizing paradigm of heterosexuality. 164 An element that has mediated and worked Rosa’s bodily text is her gratuitous use of Prozac. In Cristina’s words, her sister lives “colgada” on this chemical. Rosa herself begins to question the type of stability her dependence on this drug offers her. LES esa pastillita blanca y verde que me tomo cada maflana la que me ayuda a no llorar? gEsa pastillita que el médico me receté, ese concentrado milagroso de fluoxicetina, es la que hace que las preocupaciones me resbalen como el agua sobre una sartén engrasada? LES la paz 0 el prozack? No 10 sé. (216) Prozac, the trendy anti-depressent, actively works on the body — the brain -— to increase the levels of neurotransmitters called seratonin. The consumption of Prozac results in the increase of mental activity, the reduction of anxiety and fatigue, as well as the augment of the attention span. This particular chemical enhancement is closely associated with the capitalist world, as its effects supposedly increase the overall productivity level of the individual. While its primary effects are quite attractive, its secondary effects have not been as widely commented, such as the reduction of libido and appetite and the creation of, at the least, a psychological addiction. Prozac mediated, and to a certain point created, subjectivity for Rosa compliant with the dominant economy’s dictates. According to a statistic taken from Lucia Etxebarria’s personal website, “Las muj eres son el sexo drogado. E1 75% de las consumidores de drogas psicotrOpicas legales (sedantes, tranquilizantes, antidepresivos y reductores del apetito) son mujeres” (http://teleline.terra.es/personal/luciaebr/drogashtm). This statistic suggests the over- medicalization of women, yet for what purpose? In the age of information, a world suffused with technology, the hierarchies of universal truth are under scrutiny and their 165 validity is being questioned. Prozac has been utilized to try to re-locate emotionally and psychologically the patient, so that she may fit neatly within society’s defined limits. However, Rosa renounces Prozac; hooked to the chemical balancer, she meandered through life and its experiences anesthetized. After contemplation, which arose in part from the mysterious phone calls playing Purcell’s La hora fatal, Rosa decides to quit cold-turkey the anti-depressant, despite medical warnings against this sudden method yet suffers no ill effects. One night, after discontinuing the medicalization, Rosa notices the changes that her body, mind, and self experience. ...busqué entre mis discos viejos aquella cancién de Purcell, cantada por James Bowan, descolgué el teléfono, me senté tranquilamente en el sillén y me puse a escuchar la misma cancién, una y otra vez, recordando en cada nueva escucha las notas una por una, las palabras, los acordes, los arpeggios. . .Cada nota golpeaba como un pufio en mi interior y esos golpes transmitian tal calor a mi corazOn que éste explotaba y se disgregaba en fragrnentos dispersos. La mr'rsica bullia dentro de mi, galopaba por mis venas, contenia el mundo, y dentro del mundo a mi misma, a mi verdadero yo que habia permanecido dormido alli dentro de tantos aflos y acababa de despertar furioso, emborrachado de entusiasmo. (265-266) Flushing the flouxicetin out of her system regenerates an integral part of herself that she had denied for much time: the ability to feel, whether it be pain, sorrow, or joy. A song that she had forgotten for so long textualizes her body with striking traits of exuberance, ecstasy, and irregularity. Her decision to live life to the fullest — her quest for survival as 166 opposed to one of salvation - can be read as a rejection of dominant ideology and an exploration into the profimdity of her inner self which leads to the trusting in her own intuitions. Her decision to free herself is a step on her journey toward the feminist subjectivity posited by the scholars Haraway and Braidotti. Ana Gaena: Consumption and Embodiment of the Angel del hogar Ana, the oldest of the Gaena sisters, is a thirty-four year-old mother and housewife who maintains an identity completely distinct of her other two siblings. As the Gaena sisters were abandoned by their father at an early age, and relegated to the care of their ineffective, bitter mother, the oldest sister, Ana, from a young age, was charged with the care of her two sisters as well as the domestic duties in the household. As her sister Rosa comments “. . .esa obsesién que Ana tenia con el orden y la limpieza nos ahorraba a las demas tener que preocuparnos de limpiar e1 polvo, hacer las camas o planchar la ropa. Teniamos criada gratis” (67). The narrative of Ana takes great pleasure in conspicuous consumption, as she is in a financial position - married to a wealthy successful man- to afford it. The assessment of clothing, interior design and commodity consumption in her monologue frequently borrows from the language of lifestyle women’s magazines. That is, there is a direct crossover between her narrative and fiction journalism. Ana’s discourse Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas revolves around themes impregnanted with consumption such as design, style, and fashion. As she derives this information from pop culture media, she consistently assesses situations in terms of prescribed norms taken from magazine blurbs and shopping habits: 167 Para arreglar una abolladura sobre la madera hay que aplicar un trapo blanco hr'rmedo, procurando que empape la madera. Acto seguido hay que colocar otro trapo grueso, también humedecido, y aplicar la plancha de vapor caliente, porque la accién del calor dilatara las fibras y las nivelara (84) Her life is molded by her consumption of suitable goods, and her love for her husband and child are expressed through the care with which she chooses firrnishings for their home. Ana articulates her anxieties about her marriage and child and expresses her disdain for her life, entirely in terms of commodities and a stratification of brand names: Las cortinas de Gastén y Daniela estén hechas una pena, sobre todo por los bordes. Eso es porque el nii’io se dedica a colgarse de ellas con las manos grasientas. Tengo que decirle a la asistenta que se encargue de lavarlas. Gracias a Dios, como son de hilo se pueden lavar en lavadora y después no hace falta plancharlas. Se centrifugan y se cuelgan. El propio peso hace que queden impecables. (85) Pierre Bourdieau affirms that material goods are by no means simply a matter of style, rather they assert class difference and superiority. Ana herself acknowledges that her own lifestyle is distinct from the women who wear “una especie de imitacién de Chanel de baratillo con botones dorados con el que esta mujer debe de creer que va muy elegante y que se parece a la Consuelo Berlanga” (113). Her profound knowledge of brand names distinguishes her own taste from that of the ordinary consumer, sporting a couch from “Roche Bobois” (76), crystal fabricated by “Vilches” (76), place settings designed by “Agata Ruiz de la Prada” (77) and a purse brand-named “Farrutx” (117). Every object 168 mentioned not only has a use value, but more importantly, a sign value. By way of the name brand, Ana carefully constructs herself as a woman is adept in not only consumerism, but also is exceedingly familiar with luxury goods (as she possesses them) and name brand. By way of consuming these particular goods, Ana negotiates and re- appopriates them via her bodily text. In doing so, she defines herself, which is also a process of differentiation or exclusion. As Bourdieau elaborates: “The competition for luxury good, ‘emblems of class’, is one dimension of the struggle to impose the dominant principle of domination” (232). Through her first person narration, Ana is eager to express her knowledge of contemporary style throughout her story; she presents herself as someone in a position to recognize ‘emblems of class’. Ana, a thirty-two year old married housewife, is the daughter of a mother who was “nifta de familia bien de San Sebastian” (82) and a father who “malvivia en un cuartucho desfondado de una pensién de la calle Huertas, en la que el frio era tan intenso que pegaba dentelladas y por la noche lo obligaba a dormir con dos jerséis puestos y un gorro de lana” (84). Yet, this protagonist declares herself product of her mother’s family “La familia de mama es mi familia. Los abuelos que me han criado y con los que he‘pasado todos los veranos en el caserén de San Sebastian” (85) as she professes that with respect to her father’s family “no sé mucho” (86). From a very tender age, Ana identified herself with her mother’s family and being the oldest sister, was intensely influenced and conditioned by traditional discourses on decency and proper comportment for women, which she succinctly illustrates in the following analogy. Alguien me podo a mi, creo, y por eso soy como soy, ordenada y de buen aspecto. Ninguna rama ha crecido por donde no debia. Soy un arbusto 169 podado que ha crecido merced a las indicaciones de los otros. Una tij era se llev6 por delante las yemas rebeldes, los futuros capullos, las rosas cubiertas de espinas (90). Using the comparison of pruning bushes, she indicates that her body and self, much like the roses, were plucked and shaped by her upbringing so as to be the perfect woman and all that it constituted, so that nothing unfit would nor could emerge. Her mother is described as a woman of means and taste, connoted by the luxury brand names that she was able to consume as well as her stunning physical aspect: “. . .mama tenia dinero de sobra para pagarse un traje de Scherrer si queria. . .Mama es guapa. Muy guapa. Los chicos de su clase la apodan la Sueca por lo de la melena lacia y rubia y los ojos grises” (83). Ana’s mother bequests to her the blond mane of hair. More importantly, though, her legacy to Ana is cultural capital. Ana’s mother provides for her daughter, as well as the reader, an image of secure bourgeois and propertied marriage. This image clearly represents what Ana’s mother anticipates for her daughter, and Ana for herself. Although Ana is self-described as an attractive, married young woman her narration begins from the assumption that there must be more to life than how her’s has unraveled. The first chapter that gives Ana voice is “H de hastio” in which she tediously describes the monotony and profound sadness of her life, also hinting at her unhealthy formation of subjectivity. Cristina se ha marchado y ha dej ado en el aire su perfume, un aroma dulen que no sé identificar. No es una marca conocida. Sera pachuli o algo asi que habra comprado en un mercadillo de esos modemos. Habria podido decirle muchas cosas, y sin embargo he pasado la mayor parte del 170 tiempo sin abrir la boca, revolviendo inr'rtilmente la cabeza en busca de un tema de conversacién. Creo que al final se ha marchado porque no me aguantaba mas. La aburro, o la deprimo, o arnbas cosas a la vez. Y la verdad es que no la culpo. Me ha dej ado sola en este salOn. Sola, como paso casi todas las mafianas. Borj a esta en el trabajo y el nifio en la guarderia. No tengo de quién cuidar, excepto de mi rrrisma. Y ni siquiera eso sé hacerlo bien. (81) Ana represents a case of the contradictory realities of consumption. The location that defines Ana is her home, and this space holds the promise of a distinctive lifestyle. Yet as the reader comes to understand, Ana’s implicit needs cannot be fulfilled by the bourgeois comforts. Likewise, no man, lifestyle nor house can provide her the active subj ect-formation she desires. While Ana did study and prepare herself for a profession, “decidi estudiar secretariado porque algo habia que hacer” (180), her true aspiration was to be cared for financially so that she could remain a housewife “no podia pasarme el dia metida en casa fregando y planchando y ordenando, por mucho que eso fuera lo r'mico que me apeteciera hacer” (180). Furthermore, Ana maintains a very traditional fantasy of femininity; the white wedding remains her dream, despite her mother’s bitter admonishments’”. In spite of this and the fact that she was not a virgin, she is consumed by having a white dress ceremony in San Fermin de los Navarros, a very old church in Madrid, with maids of honor and a reception at the Mayte Commodore, an upscale, fine dining establishment 6’ Her mother was quite bitter about her failed marriage and as a result believed the entire institution to be “una solemne tonteria” (181). 171 with a tradition of more than forty years“. It is ironic that as she confesses her desire for tradition, Ana switches it up with the contemporary glamour of the designer name. Her pursuit of the traditional white wedding, though, is not that innocent; she wanted the world to know, especially Antonio, her former heart throb, that she indeed was worthy of consuming the fantasy: el hecho de que Borj a firera amigo de toda la vida de Antonio, e1 saber que Antonio acabaria por enterarse que habia quien valoraba lo que él habia despreciado, que me valoraba hasta el punto de querer hacerme la madre de sus hijos, de querer reconocer ante Dios y ante los hombres que yo valia la pena. (181) Ironic, also, is that she reunited with her husband — at that time he was a fiiend fiom her childhood summers spent in Donosti - at the major chain of department stores in Spain, El Corte Inglés. In Ana’s perspective, marriage, like the wedding, is frequently imagined in terms of commodities. Despite profound changes in the identities and roles of Spanish women in the last thirty years, Ana confesses the conventional nature of her aspirations; her desire is for a male provider: Estuvimos saliendo durante cinco ailos, y practicamente desde el principio se dio por hecho que nos casariamos en cuanto Borja acabara la carrera, y yo, que sabia muy bien que nunca haria otra cosa que dedicarme a mi casa y a mis nifios de la misma manera que llevaba dedicandome a la casa y a mis hennanas desde que se habia marchado mi padre. (180) 6’ Ana lost her virginity to Borja’s close childhood friend, Antonio, who raped her fifteen years earlier. When she tried to confront him about what happened nearly two decades ago, his only response was “no se' de qué me hablas” (186). 172 The expectation of a traditional marriage remains ultimately unchallenged. Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas evokes a sense of dissatisfaction in women’s lives, a dissatisfaction that is manifest in Ana’s dull, monotonous routine mixed with prescription chemical enhancers, that is assumed to be answered by a man. Ana sorrowfully articulates the impossible combination of desires. The prevalence with which these anxieties are articulated in contemporary popular women’s writing suggests that these irreconcilable demands are material contradictions in the expectations of femininity in the late twentieth century. As manifest in this novel, it seems that contemporary femininity is expected to be, and women are demanding of themselves that they be, concurrently glamorous and maternal, cosmopolitan and homemakers, modern and stay-at-home wives. The manner in which this is internalized in Ana, results in the production of an unhealthy subjectivity. In Ana’s situation, consumption is offered as a means of reconciling these conflicting demands and of achieving a resolution; the protagonist is presented as a contemporary woman with an apparent infinite variety of lifestyle choices — as exemplified through the other Gaena sisters - and the choices are presented as consumer choices. Lauren Langrnan in the article “Neon Cages: Shopping for Subjectivity” contends that the pleasures of consumption are in the possibilities of a multiplicitiy of modes of being. She affirms that shopping can provide a: ...commercially produced fantasy world of commodified goods, images and leisure activities that gradually have transformed desire and provide packaged self-irnages to a distinctive form of subjectivity. A decentered 173 selflrood has become a plurality of intermittent, disconnected, recognition- seeking spectacles of self-presentation. (40) Ana’s narrative, similar to that of Cristina’s, is about packaged self-images that celebrate the commodification of desire; yet, while they are ‘disconnected’, they can be read to promote a specific presentation, as there are definite recommended modes of self in Ana’s narrative- from images portrayed in “Elle” (193) to packaged concepts in “Mia” (157). Elaborating upon and extending the theories of de Certeau, Rob Shields has contended that consumption is via for the active production of self. He asserts: “There is a need to treat consumption as an active, committed production of self and of society, which rather than assimilating individuals to styles, appropriates codes and fashions, which are made into one’s own” (2). Indeed Ana is an active and compromised consumer inextricably preoccupied with the construction or production of self. The repetition of her consumption acts in conjunction with dominance of brand names points to the construction of self within an exclusive grammar of consumer goods. An object- in-use or material good is never simply anonymous rather it is a “Farrutx” or “GastOn y Daniela” (76), and if not carrying the brand name than its origin is that which endows the good with an air of distinction, such as the the bronze faucets she imported fiom Trentino, Italy. The name brand even carries over to the realm of the grocery store which further suggests the strict hierarchy of labels in her narrative “Scotch Brite Fibra Verde con esponj a (3x2 precio especial), fregasuelos Brillax, latas (melocotOn familiar en alrnibar Bamboleo, champifiones El Cidacos, esparragos de Navarra a1 natural Iiiaqui, guisantes Gigante Verde, huevas de lumpo Captain Sea, atr'm claro Calvo pack de tres 174 latas)” (115). She does not only purchase these goods for pleasure or simple sustenance; the goods should be recognized as signifiers of class and style. This housewife character must work through a problematization of the home, which propels Ana to examine her subjectivity as it is intimately linked to the domestic. Ana questions whether the home offers a space of realization for the female identity. Topical representations of her home can be read as equating the domain with requiescence. Like decorating magazines, Ana presents a vision of home immaculate, so clean it denies the existence of a family that inhabits it. There is little evidence of human occupation except for the odd mention of a material good falling victim to her child. Her pride and joy that was birthed — not her son but a room forged in her image - through consumption articulates a mismatch of perspectives: there is movement articulated through the vaults and niches paired with a traditional aire due to the antiques. Cristina describes the room in erotic detail: ...el sofa Roche Bobois. Las cortinas del salén, de Gastén y Daniela. . .Arcos, homacinas y diferentes alturas de suelo y techo dan movimiento a un interior dominado por el blanco. Toda la carpinteria y metalica la ha realizado Vilches.... Un costurero de pino viejo comprado en una ahnoneda y restaurado. . .hace las veces de mesilla. Sobre él, un teléfono anti guo, adquirido también en una ahnoneda y elegido para no desentonar con el resto de la decoracién, un arrnatoste negro y brillante que parece un escarabajo megaatémico. (76) The description of the room, forged according to her intimate desires, outlines the paradox of home-making and housekeeping argued by Janice Radway (1986) as 175 “ideological seams” where theory and reality conjoin in a mish-mashed manner provoking the emergence of contradictory desires in women: establishing a home for familiar comfort versus making a home in a sexy vision so as to erase all traces of the inhabitants. Due to the fact that ideology, in concept, is not rippleless and smooth- running, Radway utilizes the term “patchwork quilt” to define ideology as it is composed of “institutionalized but variable power relations, practices and activities” (109). This theory is significant as it highlights the areas that in practice do not mesh fluidly with the presuppositions of discourse, yet are mixed together and thought to be organic. Nevertheless, the sections that are unevenly bound together signal turbulence among varying desires, all of which are mediated by a patriarchal ideology that does not esteem nor permit a woman to be whoever she is. This situation is firrther aggrandized via the bombarding of packaged images by mass culture, which liberates and constrains the female subject. In sum, this theory advances a series of fundamental concepts: the junctions illustrate a mismatch of ideals that compose our desires, which is also the locus for contemplation of redressing fissures in the ideological understanding that buttresses our desires; nevertheless, as the symbolic is “driven by conflicts, slippages and imperfect joinings” (109-110) a perfect fit among desires and junctions cannot be reconciled. Ana herself feels the effects produced by the uneven conjoining of the contradictory ideologies: “me siento como la pieza de un rompecabezas que aparecio por equivocacién en la caja que no correspondia. No encajo” (113). She is plagued by the constant demands and realities of her household life, exemplifying the contradictory reality of consumption. On one hand, she confesses that her dream has always been to be a wife and a mother, caring for the home. Yet, on the other, she finds herself severely 176 depressed, “no puedo pasarme la vida encerrada en casa, sola, llorando como una Magdalena” (113), almost to the point that it paralyzes her life. Ana confesses: Tedio y tiempo empiezan por la misma letra, y las horas y los dias pasan sin hacer nada, como una sucesiOn inacabable de hojas en el calendario. Es muy aburrido vivir cuando no tienes nada que hacer y nadie en quien apoyarte. Mi marido y mi hijo, ya lo sé, pero ya no me basta. Aqui encerrada en casa todo el dia. . .(149) For a time Ana, through her consumption of fashion and design/decoration magazines, could barricade herself fi'om feelings of inadequacy and extreme isolation“. Reading this genre of magazine served as an escape hatch for Ana from the continuous demands of daily life. Within the space of her home she could fashion and consume irnaginaries — which fit in well with her daily routine- through partaking in the world of material goods, while securing for herself a personal space of albeit temporary relief. Through her consumption of luxurious, fine items, Ana was able to escape tensions surrounding her marriage and associated with her identity as a mother; hence, she is liberated from constraints imposed due to gender while simultaneously permitting her to fit perfectly within them. This defense mechanism is evident in her monologue as she consistently flips between two discourses: one in which she relates conflictive troubling memories and another where she elaborates upon cleaning methods or her collection of fine home goods. This measure — detailing the beauty of a room or the procedure of cleaning a particular item- can be read as a mode to congeal time, if only temporarly, so as to feel control within one’s life. Moreoever, through her tedious efforts of decoration and ’5 The images disseminated by fashion and decoration magazines may be read as vehicles that perpetuate the binary oppositions and reinforce the naturalization of gendered identities. 177 housekeeping, Ana may arrange and perfect each room, albeit unoccupied, so it is reproduction of her self — clean, in order, under control, and of high quality. Yo siempre he estado orgullosa de este salén. L0 be mantenido pulcrisimo, y tarnpoco es que sea tan facil. Hay que pasar la aspiradora una vez a1 mes, como minimo, por sillas, sofas y cortinas. Hay que lavar los visillos también una vez al mes con agua y jabOn, sin frotarlos ni retorcerlos. Para darles consistencia una vez limpios hay que sumergirlos en agua con azr’rcar y colgarlos todavia hr’rmedos a fin de eliminar cualquier arruga. (82) The space of the home — the area that defines Ana — is maintained perfectly to the senses: there is not even a speck of dust nor a slight wrinkle to tarnish the appearance. She received the utmost satisfaction from cleaning up a stain. Through her consumption of these high-end products, all of which are white, Ana’s body can be read as a text of purity that is maintained by her continual upkeep of these goods and practices. Nevertheless, while participating in the community of the yuppis, those who have achieved immense financial success and display that through their many material belongings and aire of elitism, Ana is immensely distraught. Through contemplation of memories and her personal history this Gaena sister questions her existence “Si la vida se pudiera limpiar igual que unos visillos, si pudiéramos hacer desaparecer nuestras manchas en una lavadora, todo seria mas facil” (82). While consuming the role of housekeeping and house-making, Ana buys into the patriarchal belief that the house constructs her home; it is her territory of influence. According to Kim Golombisky, the 178 act of home-making provides the woman with a highly stimulating, but ultimately impossible fantasy: ...because the object of desire, perfect rooms, mirrors an illusion of her more powerful self. How silently drives the engine of its contradictions. She can never achieve this standard she measures herself against. She visualizes making the perfect home for herself and her family. But perfect rooms, standing in for the perfect home, do not accommodate the household’s people. (8) Despite her control over the household -— a control that is waning - Ana, confronted by an abysmal absence, can only describe her life in terms of “Nada, absolutarnente nada. Nada de nada” (77) where she cannot even undertake basic activities of human sustenance: “Comer y dormir. Comer poco y dormir menos ar’m. Cuidar de mi marido y de mi niiio. Cuidarles poco” (7 7). Ana’s body as a text of femininity depicts the glaring contradictions legislated by mass culture. As Susan Bordo argues: On the one hand, our culture still widely advertises domestic conceptions of femininity, the ideological moorings for a rigorously dualistic sexual division of labor that casts women as chief emotional and physical nurturer. The rules for this construction of femininity (and I speak here in a language both symbolic and literal) require that women learn to feed others, not the self, and to construe any desires for self-nurturance and self-feeding as greedy and excessive. (171) As a result, women are encouraged to develop an emotional economy that is totally based on the other. To make it through her day Ana submits her body to a regimen of chemical 179 warfare, taking “tranxilium” to sleep and “Dicel” in the morning to awaken her and overcome the sedative effects of her nighttime drug; these are interchanged with a medley of other mood-altering chemicals such as “donorrnil”, “minilip”, “adofén”, lexatin”. As Ana herself admits “. . .creo que no hay pastilla que carnbia el animo que yo no haya probado” (229). Ana’s existence has been consumed with achieving and exemplifiying the dictates of the patriarchal system. Throughout her life Ana had been informed by the patriarchal economy, the church, and her family (mother) that women were to incarnate the proverbial ‘good girl’ image. This further extended into adulthood by becoming subservient, passive wives and mothers. This sister, referred to as “1a dulce”, “la estable”, “e1 epitome de la cordura”, proclaims to have it all: “tengo un marido maravilloso y un niflo guapisimo y una casa que podria salir fotografiada en el Elle decoraciOn” (118); yet feels completely empty, “el caso es que las horas y los dias se me pasan sin hacer nada, como una sucesiOn inacable de hojas en el calendario, y yo no paro de llorar, la vida se me escapa por los ojos brillantes” (157-8). Her subjectivity, contingent upon her consumption of high-end goods and rhetoric, is not so much destabilized by consumption of the goods that denot upper class. This is illustrated by her fantasy of constructing her identity similar to that of her sister Rosa; while she may evolve in terms of profession, she stil displays a desire for high-end goods. After having dedicated her life to adhering to the naturalized model of woman, taking extreme caution so as to fit the mold, Ana looks with eyes of resignation at the power paradigm: “Lo r'mico que importaba, lo r'rnico que ha importado siempre, era limpiar una mancha. Pero eso tampoco importa ya. Al fin y al cabo, ya no me obsesiona la limpieza” (193-4). Powerless and desperate, the oldest 180 Gaena sister feels floating and disconnected, as if she were a speck of dust, mucking the surrounding environment that she herself created, “Ana duerrne ahora con un extrar’io, confinada en una casa que ha demostrado no necesitarla, recluida en un calabozo que ella misma ha decorado. Y yo me siento vacia como una mujer burbuj a” (194). As LOpez argues, her illness elucidates the notion that Betty Friedan treats in 1963 in The Feminine Mystique as “the problem that has no name” (L6pez, 3). This powerful book addresses the social lived reality of the housewife in the 1950s uncovering the maladies suffered by stay-at-home women such as oppression, psychological damage resulting from isolation, and severely constrained options. Ana demonstrates cogently the problem facing housewives: the yearning to desire properly. Living according to the dominant precepts, Ana finds herself miserable and seeks to erase those feelings through the consumption of prescription drugs. Indeed she increases her doses to the point where she is constantly “atiborrada de pastillas” (227) and the only way —— she believes - to feel the firll effect of the drugs is to down them with alcohol. Faced with arrested development, the oldest Gaena sister is unable to express her emotions to her family and the only mode that gives her the exit she needs is making anonymous phone calls to her sister Rosa in which she plays Purcell’s La hora fatal. Through playing this song for her sister, it lends to Ana the voice she carmot summon of her own. Como no sé como decir estoy sola, estoy desesperada, quiero ser como tr'r y necesito ayuda Me limitaré a hacerle escuchar La hora fatal, convencida de que el desgarro de la cancién expresa perfectamente e1 estado en que me siento y trasrrrite c6mo la idea de la muerte no me 181 abandona en ningrin momento, cOmo vivo en una agonia opaca e ingrata, encenagada en el tedio. (231) Ironically Ana believes that if she were in Rosa’s position — a self-made woman — her life would not be the chaos that it currently is. She dreams about being an unmarried business-woman replete with the briefcase. Even her body language — in her dream — embodies the certainty and efficiency of the business world: “Me veo como una muj er eficiente y segura, vestida con un elegante traje de chaqueta oscuro, que se mueve como un pez en un mar de pasillos y despachos, enarbolando un attache negro lleno de valiosos documentos” (230). As a television consumer, she yearns to be the protagonist of Ley de Los Angeles, a woman that men admire and other women envy. Upon waking one morning, Ana confronted her husband, Borja, and announced to him that she desired a divorce; this action elicited two phone calls: first Borj a called Ana’s mother who replied to him that this was quite deviant of Ana, the second phone call was made to a psychologist to validate their collective claim that this indeed was abnormal. Much to the surprise of all, Ana was admitted into a detoxification center for her clandestine chemical dependency and specifically requested that her mother be prohibited entrance. Cristina comments “desde que tengo uso de razén Anita siempre ha sido la niiia de los ojos de mi madre y en la vida ha dado un paso sin consultarla y no me cabia en la cabeza que la propia Anita hubiera dado instrucciones semej antes” (257). Upon reuniting with Ana at the center, she solemnly explained to the two that she wanted a divorce and solicited her sister Rosa’s help. This decision, in particular, recalls Braidotti’s theory. To approximate the nomadic subjectivity, one must work through personal experiences, calling upon history, questioning the dualities upon which the 182 power structure is centered. Through her choices and actions, Ana becomes an active agent, cognizant of her life options and possibilities; upon recognizing the futility of her dreams for salvation, Ana works with the present and strives for her survival. Whereas she was fabricated as Man’s Other by the binary system of hierarchical dualities, an opposition that she internalized and thus as a result felt inferior and contemptible, Ana transgresses the dominant economy through her contemplation of a new conceptual space and subsequent metarnorphoses of self. While she does not imagine a blueprint for a perfect location, she is dynamic in her unending process to find the truth. In light of this journey Lucy Sargisson suggests: “The future cannot be programmed in terms of the present, as constructed by the past. It must be dreamt and imagined according to desire. . .to subvert and exploit the ways in which our perceptions of reality. . .are constructed” (225). Conclusions “No os lo he dicho todavia: mi madre se llama Eva. Pero espero que nosotras searnos hijas de Lilith.” (267) In the novel Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas Lucia Etxebarria portrays three divergent representations of femininity in contemporary Spanish society. While they are descendents of Eva Gaena, their embodiment reveals they are daughters of Lilith“. As perhaps suggested by their affinity with Lilith, the common factor among Cristina, Rosa, and Ana is that they represent models of identities that negotiate subjectivity by a 6" The figure of Lilith is famed for being the first wife of Adam, created from earth, just like him Rejecting Adam’s desires, she flees from Eden and is replaced by a subservient Eve, a figure who does not have a claim to equality since she was created from his side. Lilith has been portrayed as the archetype of feminism through her willingness to sacrifice paradise for equality and autonomy. 183 complex set of resistances and choices through consumption. Explicit to the examples of identity is the questioning of current gender relationships and naturalized identities. The three Gaena sisters pursue distinct paths of consumption by which they forge identity and embody consumption affectually; each woman is intent to pursue identity and either directly or indirectly questions hierarchies of knowledge. Each of the Gaena sisters is cognizant of her unique character, which she verbalizes through discerning her self from the other two women, and their respective imagined communities. For instance, Cristina quickly labels her older sister Ana as a “maruj a” (21) while admitting that her sister would render her a “putén” (21). Ana, on the other hand, embodying the paradox of sporting contemporary names mixed with the tradition of upkeeping her home and family separates her self from what she deems “Cristina tan modema” (149) and Rosa “todo el dia con su carrera y su trabajo” (149) whereas Rosa is completely absorbed in her mutant technological world, blocked off from emotion. Albeit in a dissimilar fashion, these three women — consciouslessly or not- radicalize the concept of difference. Helene Cixous tells us: If woman has always frmctioned “within” the discourse of man, a signifier that has always referred back to the opposite signifier which armihilates its specific energy and diminishes or stifles its very different sounds, it is time for her to dislocate this “within”, to explode it, turn it around, seize it; to make it hers, containing it, taking it into her own mouth, biting that tongue with her very own teeth to invent for herself a language to get inside of. And you’ll see with what ease she will spring forth from that 184 “within” -— the “within” where she once so drowsily crouched — to overflow at the lips she will cover with foam. (257) This narrative, via the spectrum of models of identities portrayed and their respective nomadic wanderings, critiques assigned gender roles, and in doing so, produces a breach in conventional thinking. As Cixous suggests, the three sisters engage in transgressive contemplation; they bring their body into the language through various economies not to invoke closure or salvation. Each comes to the realization vis-a-vis working through their experiences that the symbolic order and their relationship within and to this structure must change — I read this as resisting the construction or adherence to any rigid code. Moreover, through their refusal to define the essence of woman, these sisters have come to foster disorder; the instability portrayed is not a simple inversion of patriarchal values but an attempt to approach the world in a new mOde, “a utopian gesturing toward an alternative imaginary beyond the constraints of patriarchal thought” (F elski 120). In this way, the main fimction of the literary production of Etxebarria is to question social and cultural practices of the patriarchy with the hope of inspring change through contemplation. While Etxebarria offers no image of the perfect society, by way of her novel she gives voice to her intolerance for the perpetuation of an absolutist paradigm and aspires to provide on an imaginary level a radically other world beyond what exists. This is achieved through the spaces for speculation, subversion, and expression of a desire for different ways of being. 185 Chapter IV: Veo,vea: Consumption and the Dazzling, Diva of Image Cultural Context The author, Gabriela Bustelo (1962) is both novelist and translator with a degree in English Philology“. Her novelistic production includes Veo, veo and Planeta hembra“. While born in Madrid, this author spent nearly the first decade of her life in Washington DC. Her family re-located to Madrid in the 1970s in the midst of the disintegration of the Franco regime. While their experiences and literary production are quite distinct, both Lucia Etxebarria and Gabriela Bustelo share the commonality of a trans-national perspective gleaned from shifts in location as well as physical distance from the social, political, and economic epicenter of Spain: Madrid. Much like Etxebarria, Bustelo - as a result of her dynamic social reality - dialogues with the international community through her work, evidenced by the use of English terminology, internationally recognized brand-names, global pop music icons, and the mention of globalized tourist destinations“. The author herself acknowledges the tremendous power the inflow of cultures has had on Spain — a cultural phenomenon manifest in her writing: “Fue un recurso que usé en mi primera novela. La influencia del inglés es enorrne” ’7 Gabriela Bustelo has translated a wide rage of works by Edgar Allan Poe, Beverly Cleary, Oscar Wilde, and Rudyard Kipling. 6’ Similar to Veo,veo, the theme of consumption also appears and weighs heavily in Planeta hembra. According to the author, the protagonist of Veo,veo, Vania, “es un germen de lo que son las protagonistas de Planeta hembra” (Interview 2004). This provocative novel takes place at the end of the second millennium, and depicts a world controlled by the X Party, composed solely of women. The X Party only permits lesbian love, controls all aspects of information technology, and intends to erase all evidence of the existence (influences, achievements, and social conventions) of Man. Furthermore, the novel radically highlights the communication difficulties prolific among the sexes, the dangers associated with advancing technologies, as well as the manipulation of information. Orriously, however, this group of women spends enormous amounts of money on their appearance; while they are leaders of the world, they are also ridiculously obsessed with their coiffure and clothing. 69 For further information regarding the mode in which Peninsular authors’ writing in the final decade of the second millennium have been informed by the influx of global cultures see the article written by José Maria Izquierdo, “Narradores espafioles novisimos de los aflos noventa” http ://www.hf.uio.no/kri/spansk/emne/spa1 301/textos/sem/ultimanarrativaespizquierdopdf. 186 (Personal Interview 2003). As Bustelo dialogues with the international community through her work, she also maintains a local discourse in which she focuses on the nrunerous advancements realized in Spain within the last twenty-five years. Like Etxebarria, Bustelo spent her youth between opposing scopes of the political spectrum; she was born into the Franco dictatorship, resided for a decade in the States, begirming in the latter half of thel 960s — a period of instability stemming from the Vietnam War and the human rights struggle -— to return to her birth land, Spain, on the cusp of the collapse of the dictatorship. Consequently, she was witness, and perhaps more acutely sensitive, to the changing political dynamics in her country, in particular the effects these alterations had on the condition of the woman and the dynamics of conventional structures. During an interview Bustelo stated: “Histéricamente, Espafia ha avanzado en el r’rltimo cuarto de siglo como no lo habia hecho nunca...Conviene recordar que hace veinticinco afios una espafiola no podia tener una cuenta bancaria sin permiso de su marido” (Personal Interview 2003). With the imminent collapse of the Franco dictatorship in 1975 and the installation of the new Constitution in 197 8, the Spanish society found itself in a position to be spectator and participator in international events via the television and other media communications (Riquer i Permanyer 265). Indeed, this political transformation, which sparked a reverberation of changes far beyond the political sphere, altered the very concept of Spanish identity, individual and collective. Likewise, advances in technology communications have led to the acceleration of the influx of globalization of cultures, re- constructing the very notion of identity and social reality in this country. Bustelo affirms: 187 Siendo estrictos, todo es consumo. Hoy en dia e1 consurnismo y el mercantilismo han invadido terrenos donde nunca debieron entrar, que aun si somos sinceros, probablemente el amor, e1 matrimonio e incluso la amistad han sido siempre utilitaristas en mayor o menor grado. (Interview 2003) Her revelation about the proliferation of consumption in the Spanish society —— as well as on an international level - further suggests its significance as a firndamental constituent of personal and collective identity. Additionally, it hints at the ambivalence about consumption and the various readings that it may yield. Alongside the piece-meal effacement of the old order and the infiltration of mass consumer society, reality transformed into signs and time fragmented into a series of present sites (Fuat Firat 83). As a consequence of the reification of a new order, one in which consumerism is at the nucleus, citizens converted into consumers began to learn and adopt new codes stemming from the close proximity and intimate relationships fabricated with meaning-laden objects. By means of acquiring and consuming goods, a subject associates the self with the meanings embedded in those materials; these adopted messages, then, coalesce with the self. Hence the consumption of goods is an integral part of postmodern identity both social and personal, as attested by Bustelo. In this context, according to Richard Dunn “. . .sources of identity have shifted historically from the internalization and integration of social roles to the appropriation of disposable commodities, images, and techniques, selected and discarded at will from the extensive repertoire for consumer culture” (114). The posing of such possibilities afforded by consumerism can be read as a pluralization of social realities, differentiating and 188 articulating new vocabularies for personal identification. Dunn affirms: “Contrary to the critics of mass culture and consumerism, then, contemporary consumer culture has thus in a sense made it possible to contemplate the commodity as a vehicle for a more fully and creatively developed self” (114). Following Dunn’s argument, then, cultures of consumption inflect personal identity with new accents and provide the self with the freedom of identity election. Bustelo similarly avows: “Es verdad que el consumo puede ser liberador y es verdad que la liberaciOn de la mujer ha acabado con muchos valores tradicionales” (Personal Interview 2003). This writer acknowledges the potential autonomy that the realm of consumption can offer an individual, especially the woman, as it may be a site for active self-formation. In this way, the woman has the agency to subvert as well as resist the organic and essentialized notion of woman. “El cuerpo propio es una realidad mucho mas presente para una mujer que para un hombre” (Personal Interview 2003). As she highlights, there has historically existed a connection between woman and nature and woman and body. Throughout history, woman has been defined as man’s opposite; he is the subject and she, consequently, is the other. The mind has been associated with Man, and as such, rationality and logic are posited as superior; the construction of Woman is akin to nature, associated with the body, sex, and irrationality. Hence, the very concept of woman cannot be separated from her body, but rather it is intimately associated with her subject and identity. While acknowledging the potential liberation offered by the realm of consumption, the author cautiously mentions the seductive powers of the material world and the potential contradictory reality that it yields. She states: [. . .] la asociacién entre consumo y feminidad es peligrosa” (Personal Interview 2003). While acknowledging the potential gains offered by consumerism, 189 Bustelo likewise advises caution: “La mujer tiene la pOSibilidad de modelar y transformar su cuerpo, pero esto siempre tiene consecuencias, a veces negativas, sobre su vida. Vania esta experimentando para ver qué sucede en funciOn de que su imagen sea una o otra” (Interview 2004). These transformations effected through varying cultures of consumption as well as the resulting embodiment is poignantly illustrated through the socially lived experiences of the protagonists in both of her novels, Veo, veo and Planeta hembra. Stemming perhaps from her personal narratives and experiences, consistent among the work of Gabriela Bustelo is a probing critique of dominant cultural symbols and language. Her work is a creative forum that questions and subverts the symbolic order by toying with it via her usage of parody, irony, fresh language, and play on gender performance. Through her employment of these resources, the author appropriates language for her own ends: to interrogate the supposedly organic nature of gender. The re-appropriation of the symbolic, as evidenced in this author’s production, is dissonant because, as Judith Butler theorized, the act manipulates the underlying discourses within these symbols and thus alters the social order (Butler Bodies That Matter 53). In this process, the power dynamics imbricated in cultural signs are transformed, and by re- signifying their meanings they become empowering. Vis-a-vis her critique of the hegemonic systems, Bustelo highlights the fluidity of identity in our postmodern era as well as proposes alternative spaces for becoming woman. In the study of this writer’s novel Veo, veo, written in 1996, I analyze the portrayal of female subjectivity through the optic of consumption, focusing on various cultures such as fashion, music, drugs, and the 190 female gaze. Concorrritantly, this chapter will explore the resulting embodiment that emerges as a result of the personal election of the female consumer. Veo, veo plays back a particular version of reality that suggests an active registering of social alterations — especially with respect to the role of the woman- occurring in Spain in the last two decades of the twentieth century. Gabriela Bustelo navigates a rich and complicated landscape of social change in Spain, and by way of her work, engages with dynamic modes of femininity that consequently tells us something of real significance about the society. The novel, peppered with cinematographic techniques, reflects the last years of the “movida madrilefia”, roughly equivalent to the ‘movement’ or the ‘scene’ in English. In her meditation on this time period, Gabriela elaborates: “La movida” como corriente artistica y cultural afecto a personas de la clase acomodada, aunque también fue un despertar de la capital de Espaiia tras cuarenta aflos de letargo. ParadOjicamente, la libertad era mucho mayor en la Espafia de los ochenta que en la de hoy. Los horarios espafloles se han adaptado a los europeos, esta prohibido el consumo de alcohol en la calle y las ciudades son peligrosas de noche. “La movida” ya es sclo una anécdota histOrica. (Personal Interview 2003) After the death of Franco in 1975 “la movida” emerged as a pop cultural scene that embodied a cocktail of humor, wild eccentricity, and passion. At its nucleus radiated cultural re-awakening, creativity, and intellectualism. The late mayor-poet-professor Tiemo Galvan was significant to the upstart of this atmosphere; his efforts — creations of parks and renovation of public and private spaces — catalyzed this explosion of artistic, 191 intellectual and social life which translated into a new-found freedom intimately linked with and exercised through cultures of consumption"). The social background — the collapse of the suffocating dictatorship — was propitious for the consumer boom in the 19805, as it permitted new concepts to be imported into the country. The “movida”, a period roughly between 1977-1985 can be considered the confluence of a series of changes occurring in Madrid on various levels: politics, culture, and economy. It manifest as an underground phenomena among an intellectually curious and artistically inclined group of youths who espoused a punk ideology, it represented a breach fiom the hegemonic power structure as those that participated back lashed against social conformism. This was realized in a number of ways through various artists. For instance, through the medium of cinema AlmodOvar celebrated sexual desire that was repressed for forty years under the dictatorship. Another artist that surfaced during the “movida”, Ouka Lele, toyed with evocative representations via the camera lens. Operating against the grain like the aforementioned masters, Gabriela Bustelo glorifies this newly acquired sexual freedom vis-a-vis the protagonist Vania and the mode that she experiences her body-in-use. This transgressive ideology is reflected in the novel Veo, veo on a medley of levels. To begin with, bearing striking similarity to a film, the novel resembles the genre of film noir“. Yet it transcends this genre and its authorial presence through parody and irony, which will be elaborated upon later. Likewise, the novel 7° For further information, see the following web site: http://www.uclm.es/area/constitucional/l 8-97.htm as well as $610 se vive una vez (1991), a foundational book that treats theoretical and historical accents of the movida, written by José Luis Gallero. 7' Film noir is the French term for the “black film” genre that peaked in the forties and fifties. This genre has roots in detective novels produced during the 19205 and 19305 by Dashiell Hammett and Raymond Chandler. In general, the plots of this genre portray a contemporary world that has been corrupted by exterior forces, and consequently lost its moral certainty. Furthermore, the prevailing cynicism of the characters reflected the reality of the atomic bomb, Cold War, totalitarianism, propaganda, and the devious power of the government and press. 192 reflects the detective genre in that at its essence, it is the investigation of a puzzle: the search for Truth. The backlash against authority and linearity is acknowledged through the absence of a singular tightly woven plot; one that is mediated by a variety of discourses such as pop-psychology, detective literature, and popular media and culture. Furthermore, the defiance embodied in this transgression is influenced by three factors: the temporal, the spatial, and the affectual. The novel Veo, veo consistently interrogates the notion of One, at the same time that it unveils the possibility for multiplicity: things are not what they seem, people change identities, and there are unforeseen twists and turns along the journey. The nucleus of the work is Madrid in the 19805, a society intensely affected by globalization of cultures and media technologies, reflected in the opening chapter of the novel, which bears the name of an American icon. “Mickey Rourke”, chapter one, details the central conflict of the novel and the protagonist Vania: a persecutory neurosis that someone is watching her every move. After her consultation with a psychiatrist, who bore a striking similarity in appearance to American icon Mickey Rourke, she arrived at multiple realizations. With respect to her concerns regarding her mental health, she concluded that she was not crazy. Moreover, she felt unable to confide in or trust the commodified image of her psychiatrist. He was: “sospechosarnente alto y guapo”, and his office space “una habitacién pequefia, con una ventana que debia dar a un patio interior, por la poca luz que habia. Los muebles eran de esos de pino lechoso y para cohno de desgracias, estaba todo abarrotado de almohadones con floripondios Liberty” (9). Indeed, his appearance did not correspond with her pro-conceived conception: “lo que yo esperaba era una especie de vej ete judio con barba, firrne y paternal a la vez. Y por supuesto, que 193 tuviera muebles de caoba y butacas de esas de enero que se amoldan a la nalga. Y un reloj de mesa inglés” (10). In selecting a therapist, she is consuming not only his advice but also the commodified image that he displays. After his trite recommendation to take a vacation, Vania leaves his office — confirming her trust in packaged images and feeling her stalker at her heels — and seeks out a detective whose image and surroundings coincide with his profession. In this vein, chapter two “El Cejas” succinctly describes the detective hired by Vania to help her solve her troubles: El barrio era de bastante peor tono, la puerta mas sucia y desvencij ada, harta de hacer de umbral cutre. El hombre que salio a abrir en esta ocasién no me defraudo para nada. Chaparreta, cejijunto y con un Ducados en la boca. E1 perfecto detective hispanico. (11) His rough-around-the-edges appearance coupled with less than flashy location render him the perfect person to get to the bottom of her dilemma. The remaining chapters of the novel (sixty five in total) revolve around humorous and ironic escapades to uncover the root of Vania’s neurosis: a stalker who has gained access to her surroundings, both apartment and car, and planted several secret microphones and video-cameras disguised as two-way rrrirrors to record her in her most vulnerable moments. In her narration, Bustelo portrays the journey of the protagonist on her quest for the Truth; along the way, she awakens to a consciousness that there is not One but a multiplicity of truths. As such, Bustelo toys with the hegemonic discourse through her use of irony and unveils a protagonist who actively constructs herself vis-a-vis her relationship with space and material goods such as fashion, music, and the gaze. 194 Throughout the novel, the reader witnesses the many trials that confront the protagonist. From the most prosaic to the more spectacular, the reader maintains a vantage point to observe: fi'om the mystery caller who asks to speak with Soledad to the protagonist’s own discovery of a “cilindro diminuto. Era un micrOfono” (21) in her lavish Gastén and Daniela sheets. Yet despite the numerous insidious tribulations, we attest to a female subject who is an adept consumer, from brand names and luxury goods to marijuana and cocaine, she possesses equal knowledge of high-end clothing and home goods as she does of the underground space of the “movida” nightlife and the accoutrements that accompany the particular location. Each of the various aforementioned components - brand names, drugs, music, underground venues - in conjunction with an atmosphere of sexual freedom serve as articulation points that work upon and produce, in Foucauldian terms, the selfhood of Vania. The modus operandi of Pelaez, also known as ‘El cejas’ due to his unibrow, is to find and apprehend whoever is spying on the protagonist: “un hombre con un bi gote en forma de manillar de bici” (13). The best way, he proposes, to achieve this is to flesh out her personal history and also follow Vania inconspicuously to her usual hangouts to stake out from a distance whoever it is that is spying on her. As an observer of the narrative, the reader learns that Vania is a twenty-six year old scriptwriter working in “una productora de audiovisuales” (12). While she is not “forrada” with cash, she earns a decent income, which permits her to own a Mazda, rent an apartment in a reformed palace on calle Pez, and purchase a myriad of material goods. As the story unfolds revealing a number of intrigues, the reader finds out that the protagonist takes great pleasure in conspicuous consumption as she represents relative wealth, is in a position to 195 participate in the multiplication of material goods, and takes pride in this fact”. For instance, after her initial meeting with Pelaez she states: “El psiquiatra me habia despertado ligerarnente la libido y el detective me habia servido de psiquiatra. Lo malo era que Pelaez, mi recién contratado sabueso, se habia quedado absolutamente convencido de que yo era una tronada paranoica” (14). Feeling static — after her meetings there had been no advancement in the resolution of her conflict — she turns to the material world to ease her concerns. “Me bajé en el Vips y en un arrebato masoca cogi el video Orquidea salvaje. Debia ser at'm peor que Nueve semanas y media, pero como mi ex psiquiatra se parecia a Mickey Rourke, ver la pelicula era la forma de exorcizarles a los dos juntos” (14). Through consumption of imported North American movies and icons, Vania not only participates in a fluid international dialogue, interacting with cultural knowledge, but also channels and alleviates her preoccupations via consumption of the cinema; that is, she mediates her supposed “neurosis” (10) through her consumption practices. Writing against the grain, Bustelo reopens closures that vilify, destroy, or otherwise contain the protagonist, as well as her imagined community, who threatens patriarchal control and its symbolic order. The transgressions that form part of the architecture of the plot are embodied on various planes: temporal, spatial, and affectual. The novel set amongst the backdrop of the “movida” diverges in two opposing temporalities. Bustelo skillfully creates two separate yet convergent worlds in which the protagonist, Vania, maneuvers: the day — hours spent at the “productora” (24) or home full of concern and plotting to figure out the puzzle of her “mania persecutoria” (21) — 7‘ Resulting from multiple discoveries, the reader and the protagonist arrive at the following knowledge: Vania is an heiress of a considerable sum of money, a fact that she was not privy to due to her grandmother’s over-protective nature. 196 and the night — a world of glamour heightened by expressionistic scenes involving the consumption of myriad elements. With respect to the two temporal planes, it is interesting to note the spatial confines Vania negotiates. She largely interacts with the consumer society within specific territories of the Spanish capital - Malasafia and Chueca- locales historically associated with bachnallian pleasures. Devoid of numerous historic monuments and palaces that characterize the majority of Madrid, the labyrinthine streets of Malasai’ia and Chueca house countless sites such as Pacha, Archys, El Café, and Via Lactea to name a few. Likewise, these districts are hailed as the cradle of the “movida” movement, which by night bristle with Madrid’s alternative scene. These spaces represent contingents of experiential consumption by which Vania articulates her subversive identity, as the practices associated with them intimately affect Vania’s conception of identity and belonging. Ben Malbon elaborates upon the formation of the individual within the contemporary postmodern location: As the site of a multitude of ‘social spaces’ of varying levels of sociality the city intensely stimulates our emotions and senses, at times to the brink of sensory overload, but also offers sites and spaces of relief from this intensity, if only through bounding these experiences in certain spaces and at certain times. (267) After the walls of Franco’s gerontocracy fell, Spanish society experimented a flourished surge, profoundly influenced by the globalization of mass consumer culture. This translated into the importation of new concepts and paradigms such as advances in technology and media communications that altered the notions of time and space, self and nation. In sum, these sweeping societal transformations consequently resulted in the 197 acceleration and intensity of socially lived experience that created a complex, dense environment in which identity began to be informed by globalized cultural knowledge; in partaking in diverse cultures of consumption, subjects forged dynamic multiple subj ectivities. Madonna Re-Incarnate: a New Look a New You In Veo, veo, Gabriela Bustelo interrogates conventional gender paradigms in a manner that raises the difficulty of knowing anything at all, especially when we can articulate that knowing only through opaque language. As the story begins to unravel, the spectator witnesses the bouts of paranoia and doubt that plague the protagonist. She confesses “Cada vez me sentia mas marciana. No tenia claro en quién podia confiar y en quién no” (31). Stemming from the effect of her stalker, Vania feels alien and does not know whom to trust which extends to her network of fiiendships. Given this, Vania channels her energy into the realm of consumerism whereby she articulates her identity. In so doing, she removes herself from an absence of power, if not actively empower herself. From the label on her tube of lipstick “<>” (28) to her brand name clothing attire “Hechter” (39) Vania freely manufactures a multi-textured self composed of a plethora of elements: the seductive, alluring red lipstick called ‘Wanting Scarlet’, juxtaposed with the chic but conservative uptown style of Hechter clothing. By Way Of inscribing her body with commodities that send contrasting messages, each however, carefully chosen Vania fabricates her desired paradoxical representation. The conStruction of her hybrid identity is buttressed by her consumption of women’s magaZines: “Siempre que me daba por comprar las revistillas de turno, acababa con la 198 nostalgia de un futuro en el que yo vivia a lo grande. Como Angelica Huston, mismamente. Leer, tocar e1 piano y montar a caballo” (47). In the spirit of glamour, Vania has complete license and freedom to create herself, even if it is fugacious. In an accelerated world that cannot adequately represent truth claims through language, consumer goods and images not only offer solace, but also, in the age of information, are heralded as primary vehicles of communication as evidenced in the dedicatory page of the novel. Bustelo includes verses fiom a popular Lou Reed song “I’ll be your mirror” (1977) that emphasize the significant pervasiveness of material representation in conjunction with the gaze in consumer society; the chosen verses state: “I’ll be your mirror. Reflect what you are in case you don’t know”. The idea of the mirror projecting one’s image in totality recalls an important component in Lacan’s critical reinterpretation of the work of Freud, namely that of the “mirror stage”. Elaborating upon investigations previously undertaken in the fields of physiology and animal psychology, Lacan developed the concept of the “mirror stage”, a period in which an external portrait of the body (reflected in a mirror) yields a germane response; it is from this elicited response that a mental representation of ‘I’ surges. As Lacan affirms, the mirror stage is akin to a drama, in which the individual immerse in a tango of self- forrnation conceives of an aggregate selflrood, perceived formerly in fragments. It is also noted as a phase of development in which the infant experiences feelings of alienation, stemming from the recognition that it is a separate entity” . The image reflected is recognized to be, at the same time, representative of the self yet different. This split recognition makes desire and lack fimdamental forces in our lives: lack stemming from 7’ Per Lacan, infants begin to pass through this stage around eighteen months, a time when, concurrently, their ego begins to establish. The process is initiated by way of the look, either looking at their reflected image in a mirror or their mother (does not have to necessarily be a mirror image of their own body). 199 the recognition that the subject is a separate entity from the mother and desire surfacing from the longing to achieve that previous totality. As Silverman affirms, “the mirror stage as imaginary mapping, suggesting that it is no more possible to be seen than to see ourselves without intervention of representation” (107), and consequently, it is “through this mediation of asks that the masculine and the feminine meet in the most acute, most intense way” (107). The citing of Reed’s songs “I’ll be your mirror” is not innocuous, but rather Bustelo alludes to an important moment in self-formation. This occurs when the subject, upon looking at her reflection in a mirror, realizes that the reflected equivalent is the projection of her corporeality into an image, and as a result, recognizes the margins of her subjectivity: the identification of self. In sum, as Bustelo hints in her dedicatory page, consciousness is not inherent but rather created. The human subject arrives into this world experimenting a fragmented reality; it is not until the subject recognizes and accepts an image herself in the rrrirror —- one that provides unity and stability - that she creates a totalizing notion of her very subjectivity. One potential for the construction of the conscious remains the consumer realm. Via the consrunption of particular objects, goods, or people, the subject — through appropriating the good — merges with the world of the matter, and as such becomes an extension its qualities with a defined identity. As Laura Oswald states: “The subject of consumption is nothing if not an actor in search of an identity. . .Lacking a basic core identity, the post-modem subject constructs itself around the image it projects for others in consumer culture. ‘I am what you perceive me to be’. Consumption enables people to change hats as the occasion demands”. (49) Taking into consideration the theories of Lacan through the optic of Consumption, the subject vacillates in the attempt to locate a fixed identity, to make 200 herself stable. This achievement is contingent upon positioning ourselves into the discourse of the image in the mirror: The discourse, or signifying system, is that which endows meaning to the signifier, or material good; the mélange of images that we interplay with daily is embedded in the power dynamics of the societies in which we live. Within this dance, the subject finds personal meaning from the signifier and then may stabilize herself and her identity, albeit fleetingly. What characterizes consumption as a mode of significance is that these goods or commodities no longer exist in and of themselves, but circulate as signs within a system of differences, or as Baudrillard states “the object is no longer referred to in relation to a specific utility, but as a collection of objects in their total meaning” (Baudrillard, Simulacra and Simulation 31). Thus it is within this differential sign-value that the commodity in question has any meaning at all; cultural commodities structure meaning for the consumer in specific contexts and constitute the horizon of possibilities within which the consumer can structure meaning for herself. In the context of Vania, preparing to go out is not just a matter of collecting pertinent belongings such as keys, purse, etc., rather it entails the complex process of self fabrication, which includes the conversion of her body into a legible text. On one occasion Vania notes “Me acicalé a lo Versace con vaqueros y en vista de que no tenia espejo, decidi it do cara lavada y recién peina” (93). Her clothing choice is not innocent; rather as Alison Lurie observes in her book El lenguaje de la ropa: Incluso cuando no decirnos nada, nuestra ropa habla a voces a cualquiera que nos ve. Llevar lo mismo que todo el mundo no es una soluciOn a1 problema, no mas que lo seria decir lo rrrisrno que dice todo el mundo. 201 Podemos mentir en el lenguaje de la vestimenta, o intentar decir la verdad; pero a menos que estemos desnudos y calvos es imposible guardar e1 silencio. (2) As manifest in her clothing, her body text incamates a hybrid mixture of aesthetics. While sporting imported Versace jeans, she ironically maintains the traditional Spanish “cara lavada y recién peina”. The protagonist sends a clear message that she is above trying to look good, above conforming to social expectations. It can be said that she is a contradiction of the aesthetic she embodies: a dissonant that flaunts femininity yet transgresses these regulations going sans coiffure and makeup. One of the most salient characteristics of visual culture in postmodernity is the disassemblage and heteroglossia of tastes and attitudes regarding attire: “the wide range and quality of fabrics, trims, colors, silhouettes, and particularly stylistic modes as well as the broad array of accessories spanning the spectrum from footwear and headdress to jewelry and hair style display an unprecedented openness and fragmentation in the history of post- Enlightenment Western clothing conventions” (Leitch 111). Clothing, as a form of dress, has the ability to communicate for the masses and the individual that which they carmot express verbally and that which they would like to make obvious about themselves. Body dressing, furthermore, is imbricated in the dynamics of cultural capital; it mediates between patriarchal norms and domination as well as serves as a prescription for conformity yet also resistance, as illustrated in the aforementioned description of Vania’s attire. In assuming a particular fad or aesthetic, one also is subsumed within a specific milieu; however, identity formation as manifest through clothes is a function of multiple subject positions that cohere in contradiction. 202 The formation of identity, in conjunction with fashion, does not erect itself in a vacuum, but rather it is a process that is embedded in the mirroring effects afforded by other spectators. In a world of gazing and being gazed upon, body attire systematically submits to inscription and re-inscription vis-a-vis complex operations of social interaction. The body is dressed and its spectacle submitted to critical cultural inventories and praxis, and as a result subjectivity unfolds in a play of images. The dialogue between the material reahn and spectator initiates with the fascination of look or the gaze. According to Patrizia Calefato: “la mirada perrnite acceder a situaciones irreversibles, marca e1 paso hacia un estado en que todo parece haberse cumplido. Mirar es, a la vez, modificar el mundo y a los otros que se miran, y ser modificado por la mirada de los otros” (129). Looking, then, is not simply an innocent action, but rather a process mediated by our own experiences, thoughts, and cultural knowledge. In the context of the novel, it is significant to note that Vania had always preferred to be the “mirona”(93), in possession of the gaze and by association, power, rather than the “mirada” (93), a traditional female position historically relegated as passive. Nevertheless, along her journey, the protagonist problematizes this binary structure of One and Other through her subversion — intimately linked to her active self-formation — of the paradox. In her meditation on body dressing Iris Marion Young sustains: “female imagination has liberating possibilities. . .The unreal that wells up through imagination always creates the space for a negation of what is, and thus the possibility of alternatives” (209). In this vein, we can consider such liberatory phenomena as resistance of styles, voguing, parody, masquerade, and anti-hegemonic dress. Thus, fashion serves as an instrument to aid and abet gender constraint and display Vania’s assertiveness. 203 Fashion and its coding of the body is not a new concept. It has served to mark and textualize the bodies of both the masculine and the feminine for centuries according to supposedly organic gender prescriptions. Nevertheless, it may be considered in a positive light due to the ability to select and confect one’s selfhood. Fashion codes and denotes that which Vania is: her subject. As a system of signs, body dressing constitutes a popular cultural form of communication, capable of reproducing and reinventing itself. The value of Vania’s fashion consumption lies not in the usage of the clothes but rather in their highly effective manner of writing the body so that the body enters into the realm of circulation as currency. Similar to music, fashion articulates how an individual perceives space, time and her body. According to Calefato, “Lo que tienen en comr'rn el lenguaje del cuerpo revestido y el lenguaje musical, de forma peculiar, es el elemento de sensorialidad: traje y musica son formas mediante las cuales el cuerpo parece ‘sentir’ el mundo circunstante de manera completa y arnplificada” (175). Hence fashion and music articulate in a more penetrating and excited mode that which we may know or feel. Vania’s self illuminates this affectuality evidenced by her selection of body dressing as well as her transformation through dress. Regularly in the process of altering her bodily text, her clothes, style, and body images range from evening dresses to bedroom wear and flashy garb to techno-futuristic fashion. Not infrequently, though, clothing functions ironically with Vania, for instance the galactic part-woman, part-machinic image she sports with the lime green lycra dress, a mix between “Star Trek y Barbarella” (113), paired with “botas blancas de media piema tipo Courréges” (113). It is noteworthy that her look- a hybrid- is grounded in two North American science fiction popular media references, Barbarella and Star Trek. Ironic in particular, Barbarella is a 1968 Jane 204 Fonda camp classic, as it depicts the story of a stunningly beautiful woman charged with leading a revolution to save planet Earth. Vania is also on a mission: to question and play with convention. Through the use of strongly sexualized images and the futuristic, Bustelo re-conceptualizes the notion of woman as sex object. Daniel Harris affirms: “The futuristic creates its imagery through willful disobedience, an ahnost bratty, aesthetic misbehavior, rather than through a genuine spirit of inventiveness, of artistic prescience about the appearance of tomorrow” (129). As Harris confirms, the employment of the futuristic aesthetic does not portend the creation of a new order, rather “an ever-clearer sense of the obsolescence of the past which, through a crotchety series of negations and disavowals, it seeks to cancel out” (129-30). By way of the combination of feminine consciousness and pleasurable playfulness Bustelo toys with tradition to create a potentially liberating female subject. While the clothing Vania consumes reproduces gender conventions, it is also open to subversion through her usage of irony. That is, it can be described as “campy” in the aesthetic sense. Susan Sontag in “Notes on Camp” elaborates that camp is located in a “seriousness that fails” (2) as it is premised on irony, and it prizes style over content. The trademark of camp is a love of the exaggerated and is the most patent example of the metaphor: life is a theater, as it responds to the roles one assumes and plays in life. Moreover, camp can also be employed to satirize; for instance, by presenting people and/or objects as exaggerated, camp signals and interrogates the prolific stereotypes in society. To this extent, the look Vania cultivates is not innocuous; her (re)presentation can be read as “campy”. For example, one occasion, Vania reveals “Para ir a cenar a Archy queria estar atOmica. Me puse un traje negro de Hechter que consistia en una falda 205 stretch y una chaqueta entallada con cremallera y escote en pico. Asi contado no parece nada del otro mundo, pero con unos zapatos altos causaba sensaciOn” (39). Her choice in attire is interesting in that the stretch skirt and zippered, fitted coat serve to mold and shape her body, and consequently her self. To test the impact her body dressing would have, she consulted with two male fi'iends to solicit their opinion; their response was what she had hoped to elicit. “Los hombres siempre cambian de comportamiento en cuanto ven una falda, un tac6n y un trozo de piema. No pueden remediarlo. Perfecto. Se me quedaron mirando como 5i fuera otra distinta de la que acababa de abrirles la puerta. Justo lo que yo queria” (39). This example exposes the complexity of gender constraints. While it appears to reinforce traditional notions of patriarchy, it can also be read as a parody of the dominant structure. Vania fabricates a highly-sexually charged image, yet she is not an object. Rather, through the commodification of her body, she wields power over the men, and also parodies supposed, inherent ‘natural’ structures. At the same time, she produces a subject that conforms in every way to the denigration of content for style. That is, the two men are portrayed as pitiful, simpletons, incapacitated by the erotically charged image she wields. Additionally, via the communication of their body language, she understands the type of power her body as a commodity possesses. I view her choice of dress as an important investment in subject formation — one which opens up the potential for Vania and other women to use clothing/fashion for their own purposes and experience pleasures that are the reverse of dominant ones. Through her fashion choice, she communicates to her self and the world the pleasure she gleans from exercising her sexuality. Vania affirms: “Esta noche le tocaba el tumo al vestido verde lima. Como estaba muy morena, e1 contraste tela con piel era perfecto. Cuando yo 206 misma me deseaba, sabia que estaba deseable” (135). This super-feminine figure defines and exceeds the boundaries of what it means to be a Woman; she is an icon meant to be desired, envied, emulated. Likewise, the protagonist plays off cultural anxieties surrounding female sexuality with a special zeal, in a manner that represents a direct attack on hegemonic ideas of women incamating the binary opposition of a Madonna or a prostitute. It must be noted that some feminists read tight sexual clothing as garments that set out to discipline and regulate the female body, rendering her docile and subservient (Bordo, Dworkin); yet Vania is in no way subservient. Consistent with Braidotti’s theory of becoming-woman and the nomadic figuration, Vania experiences multiple pleasures derived from fashion and the power it gives to her as seen through shifts in her identity. Furthermore, she uses this to her advantage within the hegemonic power structure. As the detective teases out the various intrigues of the conundrum and puzzle pieces slowly come together vis-a-vis multiple discoveries, the enigma of Vania’s stalker becomes shrouded in mystery. Pelaez, in conjunction with his friends Federico and Sarnperio, scour her apartment and car, which prove to be an enormous success as they expose numerous secret microphones, video cameras placed in the most intimate rooms of her apartment, and to top it off, multiple two-way mirrors mascarading as walls. As Vania puts it, her home is “cuaj ada de micros” (60) and as a result of the secret cameras and two-way mirrors she was observed during “las escenas mas comprometidas que le pueden ocurrir a alguien en el cuarto de bafio, en el dormitorio y en el salén de su casa” (84). Perhaps the cuhninating point of the infiltration of her privacy arrives with the discovery of the videotapes, revealing extremely vulnerable moments in her day. Watching the tapes, to validate their footing, Vania remained completely stunned: 207 Primera toma. Yo despatarrada en el sofa aim sin aguj eros, desnuda de cintura para abajo y viendo la tele con cara de zombi. Segunda toma. Yo en el cuarto de baiio, sentada en el retrete, en plena tarea. Tercera toma. Yo, en el sofa otra vez, dc tiros largos y con ojos de lunatica, dandome la paliza total con un tipo trajeado. Cuarta toma. Yo miréndome en el espejo del cuarto de baffo, haciendo muecas circenses y limpiandome los oidos con un bastoncillo de algodOn. Quinta toma. Yo, e1 e1 salon otra vez, hablando sola con gran convencimiento y atizandome vodkas a saco. Sexta toma. Yo en mi habitacién, guardando a camara rapida un burrufio de ropa en el armario mientras entraba un tio por la puerta. Séptima toma. Yo con un body negro tipo Dallas, haciendo un despliegue de posturitas provo encima del taburete de cuarto de baho. Octava toma. Yo devorando sin piedad sobre mi cama a un elemento que estaba como un tren. (82) The camera, as the omnipotent eye, has captured fi'om the mundane and prosaic to the more spectacular and devious of Vania’s daily activities. Upon watching the different takes, the protagonist is at once in the position of observing and being observed. Dealing with the situation, she had to confront herself with a dual identity and two different roles. This realization — perhaps always known to Vania but never felt so acutely — endows her with power. That is to say, the way of looking defines people and things as the subject or the object, and vacillating between the two positions is a propitious space to describe, interpret, and re-define these roles. It is through this experience that the protagonist as viewer confi'onts herself with the varying identities connected with viewing. The act of 208 looking is fundamental to our notion of being. Quoting John Berger “ It is seeing which establishes our place in the surrounding world” (5). Watching the video montage, Vania’s subject enters the reahn of exhibition - a peep show depicting her intimate moments - as she witnesses her own prohibited pleasure. It is interesting to note that whether being listened to, video-taped, or watched, Vania’s body converts into a commodity, an object of masculine desire and an object she creates for her own pleasure. While the intent can be read to subdue and render passive Vania’s subject, the impact of > this melee on her lived reality is not that clear-cut. As Vania’s experiences the insidious invasion of her personal territory, her self undergoes a transformation vis-a-vis her participation in the consumer realm. From the inception of the novel, the protagonist reveals to the reader the importance of seeing and being seen. “Lo fundamental era e1 juego ver-ser visto” (19). An integral part of this game which mediates communication between the various players is the spectacle; Vania notes: “Poco a poco habia ido descubriendo una forma completarnente distinta de relacionarse con 10 real. La imagen. Otro mundo en el que la rapidez y el instante concreto eran lo que contaba” (64). Unlike the deterministic tendencies associated with the modern era, in postmodernity identity is malleable and a subject acts as her own master sculptor. In this way, Vania is in control of her image, not trapped by it; the proof lies in her ironic and chameleon-like approach to the construction of her subjectivity, her keen ability to slip into and out of character at will, to defy definition and keep them guessing. It is curious that the protagonist cites Madonna, the postmodern material girl 209 par excellence, as queen of self-manufactured images". Much like this “campy” global pop icon, Vania has invented herself to excess as a mutable being and container for a multiplicity of images: she can be anything. “Eran cerca de las diez de la noche. Puse la tele y vi en <> un reportaje sobre Madonna, la reina del escandalo prefabricado. Esa si que sabia montarse bien la vida”. (58-59) Like the global pop star Madonna, Vania is a multi-talented dazzler that never gets bogged in a fixed mold. In this type of codification, words such as control and power are the equivalents of self- creating, so as to escape a fixed definition. It is, then, the interface between material subjection to hegemonic discourses on beauty and its re-appropriation through masquerade- as will be elaborated in the following section- that Vania activates her female subjectivity through erotically charged images, all the while enjoying her own exhibitionist self-display. Music, Dance, Drugs, and Female Subjectivity As John Berger argues in Ways of Seeing, “according to the usage and conventions which are at last being questioned but have by no means been overcome — men act and women appear. Men look at women. Women watch themselves being looked at” (45). He contends that in European art from the Renaissance and beyond women were depicted as being “aware of being seen by a [male] spectator” (49). Furthermore, Berger states that fi'om the seventeenth century, paintings of female nudes reflected the woman’s subjugation to “the owner of both woman and painting” (52), a submission that, he argues, continues to be depicted present-day in color photography and 7’ Throughout her career, Madonna’s fundamental goal has been to attract the viewers’ attention vis-a-vis pushing the envelope and surprising people. While admitting that she is not the best dancer nor singer, this star acknowledges that she is not hesitant to go to extremes or make a spectacle. 210 other mediums. His theory — grounded in principles of Enlightenment — maintains that women were and are still “depicted in a different way to men because the ‘ideal’ spectator is always assumed to be male and the image of woman is designed to flatter him” (64). Gabriela Bustelo in her novel Veo,veo fools around with the traditional conceptions of the gaze (specifically within the territory of the movida nightlife), and in particular utilizes the technique of irony to subvert and parody these antiquated conventions. As the story unravels, it becomes patently clear to the reader the pleasure Vania receives from her deliberate and carefully chosen commodification of body and self. Upon validation that Vania is not suffering ‘neurosis’, the existence of the protagonist is akin to an exhibition devoted to the extreme state of watching and being watched. Vania knows that she is under surveillance; not only is she being followed by an unknown but also within the confines of her personal space — her home — the placement of the hidden cameras and video recorders have converted her daily intimate activity into a peep show, public and visible for others, yet she maintains “Lo que no pensaba hacer era abandonar mis costumbres” (60). This knowledge propels Vania to experience her life as if it were a quasi-perfonnance; that is, she channels her energy into consumerism — one of high end goods - and thus, actively manufactures the type of self that she wants to be peeped on, both inside and outside of the home. And moreover, not only does Vania experience intense personal pleasure from the attention she dotes on herself in the process of her subject formation, but also the production of her very subjectivity serves to reproduce the mystery of the surveillance gaze. 211 In order to unveil the mystery and expose the stalker, detective Pelaez in conjunction with his cronies propose to follow the protagonist to her regular locales, and from a distance, observe her interactions within those environments. In this situation, with the locker-on, the assumption that the gaze is always male and always omnipotent is questioned. There are numerous instances in the novel in which the woman turns the gaze on men and still others that challenge the hierarchical positioning of male and female that the gendered gaze entails. In this vein, the gaze on the part of Vania can serve to destabilize the spectator as well as confer mastery to the protagonist over her own subject formation. Although under constant surveillance by known and unknown individuals, the space of the “movida” nightlife affords Vania a distinct opportunity to freely create her self — a subject mediated by material goods, assemblage of the club, and drugs. That is, knowingly full well she is being observed, the protagonist does not allow the mysterious stalker nor her paranoia to control, manipulate, or render docile her subjectivity. Instead, through her assertion of power and female sexuality she can be seen as the embodiment of the subversive nomad. Through the mode in which she experiences this location, “very much an encounter of mind and body” (Malbon 270), the protagonist forges a space and identity of her own. According to Bauman, in our postmodern era, physical social spaces are constructed so ‘that meetings which are not actively sought may be avoided’ (15 7). This suggests that public locations are denominated as spaces to pass through rather than interact among. “Potential meetings become ‘mismeetings’ in which the point is to see whilst pretending that one is not looking — scrutiny disguised as indifference” (Malbon 267). The suffocating abundance of different bodies and faces in the city intensifies feelings of unease, experienced as 212 citizens negotiate various social territories. To manage these feelings of otherness, a number of strategies are utilized, one being what Simmel denominates the ‘blasé outlook’, which entails projecting an indifference, which paradoxically is another form of sociality. Yet, as witnessed vis-a-vis the socially lived experience of our protagonist, these tactics which provide temporal relief from these ‘civilising influences’ (Malbon 269) or ‘ceremonial codes’ (Goffrnan 55) are re-directed as she seeks on a temporal and spatial level enjoyment from experiences of close proximity to others in a more positive and liberating form than she experiences in the streets. While exposed social spaces offer a thrill to those negotiating its location, according to Malbon this excitement is coupled with a feeling of ease or belonging, “others are driven by the urge to feel at ease in space, even if only fleetingly” (269). This desire to express affinity with a community even among strangers — to identify with a place, people, and social circumstances, can be read as firndarnental to the experience of social situations. There exists many possibilities where this unity and becoming might be experienced, and the underground nightlife of the movida, as seen through the actions of the protagonist, can be considered one of these territories. Through participating and consuming this underground environment, Vania feels empowered to pursue a distinctive lifestyle and develop an autonomous sense of self. Regarding a particular venue, Pacha, that she frequents the protagonist expounds on the relationship of her self to the other bodies and obj ects-in-use. Paché, segr’rn se entraba por la puerta después de pasar por el guardarropa, estaba dividido en dos sectores. El lado de la derecha era donde se instalaban los nihos bien de toda la vida, con botella a su nombre y 213 apellidos rimbombantes como Funster y Funiga. Y el lado izquierdo, e1 auténtico, era donde iba 1a ralea de incondicionales que todas las noches se ponian exactamente en el mismo sitio y pedian exactamente la misma copa. Mi esquina preferida estaba en un extremo de la zona auténtica, enfrente de la cabina de pinchas. Durante un tiempo habia cogido la costumbre de ir a Pacha sirnplemente a pensar con mr'rsica a tom. (32) Vania’s testimony underlines the importance of location or proxemics in connection with the concept of self-formation or as Braidotti states becoming-woman. The right hand side of Pacha, populated by a yuppified crowd, chose libations that reflected their cultural capital. On the other hand, the left side of Pacha was inhabited by customers that regularly frequented the club. The most authentic and valid space of Pacha, nevertheless, was the space she herself occupied, in front of the DJ booth. It is interesting to note that the territory she denominates as her own is one of high-profile and, above all, authentic; in club lingo, the DJ - synonymous with god — garners deity-like worship, as this person architects the sonic structure of the bar milieu, infusing the music with passion that translates to emotive ripples, caressing and working upon each patron. Her authentic space, regardless of venue, though, is one that maintains unobstructed visibility, placing her in a position of power, “controlando perfectamente quién entraba y salia” (107). Through the appropriation of that space as her own, she opens up a territory for the resistance of control and actively experiences libidinal pleasure. While the bar or club scene is predominantly a masculine site of experience - from levels of musical production, to drug distribution, profit making, and the appropriation of the male gaze - this location, the underground world of Pacha, can be read not only as a space of auto- 214 erotic pleasure but also can be read as a challenge to heterosexual masculinity’s traditional centrality. This is achieved via the deconstruction of the traditional notion of the unified subject with finite ego boundaries. Within this ambience, there are many elements and praxis working to erase the bodily frontiers: dancing, ornamentation, lighting, music, and drugs. The experiences of the protagonist demonstrate the various ways of constituting identities that refuse stability, that remain fluid, and that resist definition. As Susan Rubin Suleiman signals, women must surpass the notion of validation of historically suppressed values and instead, elaborating upon Derrida’s idea of “incalculable choreographies” (Derrida 76), opt for a “dizzying accumulation of narratives” (Suleiman 24) to capture the fluidity inherent in postmodern female subjectivity. This tendency on the part of Vania becomes increasingly pronounced after the realization of the existence of a stalker. Instead of waging war on feminine sexuality and objectification, she strategically uses her body to challenge the fixed, stable notions of gender. According to Malbon, the atmosphere of a club is a space: [. . .] of identification, with its rituals and customs, its intensive sociality, its overwhehningly sensuous and emotional ethos, its re-citing and re- fusing of musical histories, boundaries and cultures and its seeming dislocation from the binds of a life which appears increasingly uncertain, the club situation offers clubbers opportunities to inscribe their own creativities upon a shared space, to create a space of their own making of which they are also the consumers. (279) In the context of Vania, there is more of the self in this new vocabulary of femininity that translates to more self-esteem, and more autonomy; her self becomes unbound and 215 released from the supposedly natural, organic notion of Woman. There is also a redefinition of the female self that is endlessly constructed and re-constructed. No longer lavishing her attention on a male figure, the protagonist, Vania, is free to lavish attention on herself and is aided in doing so by the world of consumer goods, which I view as consistent with the theorist of sexual difference Rosi Braidotti’s desire to create positive categories for becoming-woman. The nocturnal world Bustelo depicts in her novel can be said to encourage a particular subjectivity through a medley of accoutrements that operate molding and texturizing one’s subj ecthood. In his essay “Techniques of the Body”, Marcel Mauss elaborates upon the learning the body undergoes as it acquires certain techniques specific to the culture in which it is inscribed; he delineates the mode in which the reproduction of the spatial reahn is manifest through the corporeal, arguing for the mimetic nature of the transmission of techniques from one body to another. He contends: “The individual borrows the series of movements of which he is composed from the action executed in front of him, or with him, by others” (459). The sort of apprenticeship he names can be exemplified in Vania’s experience of movement within the club; in time, her body meshes with the location so that the very accoutrements become extensions of her body, blurring the frontier between flesh and material good (F uat F irat 96). This notion debunks the Cartesian theory of a division among objects and subjects into distinct units; this re-sigrrification highlights a new relationship, as well as clouds the distinction, between space and self. Foucault, likewise, elaborates upon a similar theory of corporeal apprenticeship in which he discusses the positive power endowed in a body in the contemporary setting. That is to say, whereby power in former regimes functioned via 216 the infliction of power upon the corporeal, denying the body, and in some cases, taking life, his notion of body-power focuses on molding the material in accord with society, sans denial. While not believing in the existence of a stable human nature, Foucault postulated that via power, one may shape the body and its dispositions in the desired manner. For Foucault the body is not a self-contained system, rather “The body is broken down by a great many distinct regimes; it is broken down by the rhythms of work, rest and holidays; it is poisoned by food or values, through eating habits or moral laws; it constructs resistances. (Power/Knowledge: Selected Interviews and Other Writings 153). In this context, “. . .the body is. . .directly involved in the political field; power relations have an immediate hold upon it; they invest it, mark it, train it, torture it, force it to carry out tasks, to perform ceremonies, to emit signs...” (Discipline and Punishment: the Birth of the Prison 25). Furthermore, he maintains that the mastery we enjoy over our own bodies and the awareness, the self-consciousness, which reflexively circuits us back to them are each effects of the investment on our bodies by power: Mastery and awareness of one’s own body can be acquired only through the effect of an investment of power in the body; gymnastics, exercises, muscle building, glorification of the body beautiful. All of this belongs to the pathway leading to the desire of one’s own body, by way of the insistent, persistent, meticulous work of power on the bodies of children or soldiers, the healthy bodies. But once power produces this effect, there inevitably emerge corresponding claims and affirmations, those of one’s own body against power, of health against the economic system, of pleasure against the moral norms of sexuality, marriage, decency. 217 Suddenly what had made power strong becomes used to attack it. Power, after investing itself in the body, finds itself exposed to counter-attack by the same body. (Power/Knowledge 56) Within this underground world of clubbing the feminine self is no longer a passive neatly bounded entity, rather it is the primary target to be worked, relished, chemically enhanced and taken higher, and in Foucauldian terms, ‘produced’. Participation and enjoyment are experienced in terms of connections between the self and others and between the self and the machine or technology. Describing the scene of one of her frequented venues, Vania observes: Pacha estaba en plena apoteosis. Era uno de esos domingos en que la concurrencia habia decidido curarse la resaca en la calle. Estaba todo dios. Modemos y auténticos conviviendo en fratemidad. Me aposenté con Tono, que me invité a una serie de rayas mas. Ben estaba también, con el Manel famoso, dando conversacién a diestro y siniestro, como 5i Pacha fuera el salén de su casa. A mi lo que mas me apetecia era moverme. Sali a la pista y me olvidé del mundo, entrando en ese estado de letargo eléctrico que es la danza. Irnitar chiclosamente e1 ritrno de una cancién es dejar que el alma, savia sabia, nos recorra por dentro, de arriba abajo, hasta la punta de los dedos. (75-76) Located within the territory of the nocturnal, Vania undergoes a conversion to the malleable and the sociable through the almost addictive pleasure of dance by which she enters into a different relationship with her own body, one which is more tactile and more sensuous. Through her testimony, it becomes patent the connection among her self, 218 drugs, and music. Along the lines of a sybaritic encounter, the experiences within this location can be read “. . .as a performance, where the lights (or darkness), the sounds, the I possible use of drugs, the practices (and rituals) of dancing and the proximity of the ‘audience’ all add to its intensity” (Malbon 271). In this context, as she confesses, her experience within this realm is intimately dependent upon aural stimulation; the music works upon the space of Pacha and her body intertwining the two via emotional infusion and re-creating the self and ambience for her consumption. She affirms: La musica era muy instrumentada, envolvente como un tune] musgoso. <> Hay canciones que se oyen una vez y se recuerdan siempre. A mi me ocurrid con aquella. Me parecia una especie de mensaje de los cielos, codificado y 5610 entendible para mi. El hilo invisible de melodia, letra y voz me producia ese cosquilleo eléctrico en la nuca que me paralizaba de puro placer. (72) This example demonstrates the transformation that transpires by way of the conjugation of elements. Placing at the forefront female sexuality, the imagery utilized by the protagonist ‘tr'mel musgoso’ to describe how the music affects her self-formation can be interpreted as a vaginal womb, from which Vania experiences not so much transcendental rebirth but a regeneration of the multiplicity of her subject. The music, the heart and motor of the club, articulates a language that engenders a spiral sensation of libidinal pleasure that continues ascending, opening up a fresh space for the exploration of new forms of feminine identity and pleasure. In other instances, Vania reveals the rush she receives from the musical vibes; this exciting, driving force channels her soul, body, and 219 mind into new directions. Interestingly, though, the majority of music that she consumes — be it in the club or elsewhere - is imported North American and British hits such as “Crazy River” (133), “Change My Mind” (134), “Cigarette of a Single Man” (135), and “Little Red Corvette” (32). Likewise, some of her favorite artists are also imported chart toppers: the Mamas and the Papas, Prince, Teddy Pendergrass, Steve Miller, and the Rolling Stones; this selection unveils not only the proliferation of globalization of cultures within Spain, but also how individual identity is to a much less extent nationally grounded, rather nurtured through a fluid navigation among cultures. Bustelo agrees noting: “La mr'rsica pop nacio en Inglaterra. . .y en Espafia hemos tenido una enorrne influencia del pop inglés. En los afios ochenta uno no era ‘modemo’ si no habia ido a Londres” (Personal Interview 2004). Through consuming global products, Vania also consumes experiences. With respect to her affinity for music, she admits: Teniendo un buen punto, poner mr'rsica era un placer. Cada canciOn me llevaba a otra, guiada unas veces por la melodia, otras por la letra, otras por los recuerdos, otras por la intrepidez o la curiosidad, como los diyeis profesionales. Al dej arme llevar, habia un momento en que lograba una conexidn tan sublime entre un tema y otro, que era como estar creando una obra propia, arte sobre arte. (134) As evidenced by her words, there exists a special relationship among music and its perceiver. The music, much like an artist, works upon the body and retains the ability to transform and re-create subjectivities. Likewise, her confession highlights another capability of the sonic architecture: “the total nature of the sound present in some club experiences can effect the obliteration of the aural outside of the music. This notion of 220 ‘losing it’ or ‘losing yourself’ appears to be at the heart of many clubbing experiences” (Malbon 274). Malbon, in his article, highlights that the music affords subjects the ability to move beyond the laborious burdens of daily existence, and delve into a situation of “inward emigration” (Goffrnan 69). This is patent in Vania’s confession regarding the grip music possesses on her. “Yo pongo una cancién de Guy Beart y no sé bien qué me pasa, pero no estoy con todos mi atomos en Madrid, en la calle del Pez. Dejo de ser un pastiche compacto y me diluyo en no 56 qué lugares remotos del espacio” (134). Freed from a lifeless imitation or pastiche, which according to J arneson transpires from radical fragmentation that manifests in “nothing but stylistic diversity and heterogeneity” (Bertens 114), the music conjoins with Vania’s subject to produce new narratives that are not merely recycled affiliations. In this vein, one can construct a new identity, albeit temporary, crossing boundaries and opening up new possibilities for experiencing liberation75 . In the context of clubbing, dancing - a highly visible reaction to sonic stimulation - qualifies as the most recognizable bodily practices. Whereas traditionally the act of dancing has been utilized to showcase the female body for the delectation of the male, Vania uses it to signify fun, self-indulgence, and non-confornrity. “Bailar es volverse puro cuerpo, cada nota un hilo de la marioneta en que nos convierte la mr'rsica” (76). Likewise, her dancing appears to validate her pure physical abandon in the company of 7’ It must be noted that Malbon contends that ‘losing oneself” in music affords the possibility for individual identities to “. . .become (temporarily) less significant than the nature of the social situation of which they are a part” (275). Nevertheless, it is my position, especially in the case of female subjectivity, that this location offers the female clubber an opportunity to exercise elements of the self such as sexuality and assertiveness that would be unacceptable outside of this paradigm. The act of ‘losing oneself‘ illustrates the unbinding of traditional parallels among dancing, drugs, and women. As such, it opens up a new territory, previously vilified, to explore female subjectivity and pleasure. 221 others without requiring the narrative of sex or romance. Describing an evening at Archy, a venue where her fiiend Leo is a DJ, she states: La pista estaba a tope. Estaba pinchando Leo, y me acerqué a pedirle el tema ese que dice <<5C6mo puedes bailar cuando nuestras camas estan ardiendo?>> Venia muy a cuento, o eso pensaba yo. Nos desmadrarnos bastante. Cuando yo cogia el ritrno de la musica, me daba la sensacién de ir a1 compas de la mismisirna Tierra Madre. Me dejaba llevar de tal manera que perdia la nocién de todo. (62-63) Evanescing and fleeting, her body moves with the beats and her dancing can be read as an embodied verbalization that she will not be constrained by tensions of daily existence. Grooving to the alternative beat of Midnight Oil, Vania’s body joins the sonic anti- establishment protest. The song bears a strong message; it is a plight for the return of land to the marginalized: the aboriginal people of Australia. In the same way, Vania’s dancing may be read as a testimony of re-possession. The rhythmic succession of steps endows Vania with active agency, and the freedom experienced signifies power, energy and vitality, rather than passivity. Among the crowd, the protagonist partakes collectively in the ecstatic fluid celebration yet can be read individually, as Vania brings her own personal history and experience, and therefore incamates her own ‘figuration’ — in Braidotti’s terrns- of the nomadic subject. Vania’s experiences - both in and out of the nightclub venue —— are enhanced by way of the consumption of recreational drugs, employed to intensify the emotive texture of her experience. The use of chemical enhancements serves to heighten a feeling of euphoria, bolster self-assurance, delectate and, on a prosaic level, buttress energy. By 222 way of its relentless dynamism and perpetual self-invention, the drug experience is intensely personal as it conjugates sounds, chemicals, the pleasure of dancing and the intoxication of release on the body and brain. This culture of consumption provides its consumers with options as opposed to rigid rules. Fundamentally, the pharmacological enhancements percolate through the consumers’ cortex and tinker with body chemistry, constructing a reciprocal corroboration between the sonic architecture and the chemically enhanced brain. Devoid of dogma, this scene is subject to individual interpretation; that is, it offers a forum to which people can bring narratives about sex, class, or whatever they desire. In an analogous manner, chemical enhancements play with one’s state of mind vis-a-vis breaking with the establishment, going off into the uncharted and devising a plan as one proceeds. Not only is an emotional break made with known reality but also a physical one. In light of Vania, an array of chemical accompaniments flows through and acts upon her subject such as “alcohol”, “coca”, “porros”, “éxtasis”, and from time to time, an “espidbol”. It is significant to note how these substances act upon and produce subjectivity. For instance, one evening Vania was offered “un tiro” (71) from her DJ friend Leo; latter graciously accepting his offer she notes “Después de la raya, todo era nitido. A 105 objetos se les afilaban las aristas, como en un gigantesco cuadro de Antonio LOpez. Lo real se volvia casi hiriente” (71). Noteworthy again, the comparison between her experiences and perception and the visual arena: a chemical high akin to a work of Antonio LOpez, best known for collaging disparate realist vignettes in disjointed compositions. In consuming, the cocaine erases the fixed bodily borders and un-hinges Vania’s self to the point that she maintain a dual identification: one constrained by norms and another liberated through subversion. Hence, the use of drugs attests to a 223 special time when traditional conventions are deferred, opening up a zone for an idealized, apex of utopic fancy. With respect to the prolific use of drugs within the space of the club, Malbon affirms: In clubbing they find a unique blend of pleasures (musical, tactile, sensual, emotional, sexual, chemical, bodily), a potential for illicit activities, the stimulation experienced through proximity to difference (and in particular of being so close to what in other contexts they would regard as ‘strangers’ and thus potentially a ‘danger’) and an escape route (albeit an ephemeral one) from the rigours and stresses of an ever quicker society which offers no guarantees and provides few opportunities for the release of deep seated emotions and desires in close proximity to others. (280) The consumption of drugs heightens transitorily the sociality within the space of identification. Partaking in the chemical celebration with fiiends, Vania identifies her subject with those contexts and forms of sociality within them. For example, after meeting up one evening with her fiiend Mota, “una asesora de imagen de una agencia de modelos” (108), she was invited to a series of lines which was carefully balanced with alcohol: “Pedimos una copa para bajar la raya, luego nos metirnos una raya para subir la copa, y otro copazo para equilibrar e1 peligroso tentetieso coca-copa” (121). These rituals not only provide sheer escapism, but also a resistance found through losing your self, to contrarily find your self. Chambers argues that within the space of the club the dynamics of power are manipulated and re-appropriated; reality is exploited and consequently “produces an unexpected, sometimes magical, space. . .It is dwelling in this mutable space, inhabiting its languages, cultivating and building on them and thereby 224 transforming them into particular places, that engenders our very sense of existence and discloses its possibilities” (I 6). To partake in these codes — dancing, pharmaceutical enhancements, sonic narratives - Vania journeys across experiences and erases the notion of finite limits. She manifests the nomadic figuration via the generation of alternative values and subsequently, an alternative self, as she encounters the notion of home - a physical, emotional and psychical space — through her direct participation in cultures of consumption, contingencies for the appropriation of the female subject. Now you see me, now you don’t! Re-appropriation of the Gaze As indicated in the title, the motif of the eye and its gaze proliferates throughout the novel Veo,veo. The term gaze is complex. To begin with, it refers to the act of looking or staring with desire; however, through the optic of psychoanalysis, it characterizes not only the act but also the viewing relationship within specific social circumstances. Both the symbolic and literal attention to the ocular function and the ubiquity of the gaze underlines the complexity and instability of seeing. Within this context, the protagonist critiques identity-based politics as the method for achieving female emancipation. She exposes and de-rationalizes the social power systems that construct norms regarding the organic gender identities of men and women as well as the logic of heterosexuality. As Butler suggests, through subversion of identity, the constructs of the continuity among sex, gender, and desire will destroy its normative status and allow “cultural configurations of sex and gender to proliferate” (Butler 190) and become knowable rather than deviant. Due to the fact that Vania parodies traditional female stereotypes and adopts at will identities that contradict the notion of a unified 225 female subject, she exposes Butler’s concept of the potential for a ‘variable construction of identity’ beyond the conventional binary oppositions. Furthermore, she elucidates the notion that women are not restricted to one fixed identity, rather there exists a range of possibilities. Indeed, Vania has demonstrated fluidity and ambiguity in the negotiation of her identity -— notably in chapter 43 entitled “Fiarnbre y Niu Look”. This chapter opens with an inventory of the detective’s leg-work. Upon relaying a major discovery -— not only did one of her stalkers, ‘Bigotes’, mysteriously die in a hotel room the night before, but also the detective’s side-kick was able to slyly remove a bag of video tapes from that room after his death — the protagonist delves deeper into her contemplation of the gaze. This breakthrough also determines their next course of action, “Seguir con la misma técnica, usarla a usted como anzuelo a ver qué peces pican” (117) as neither the detective nor the protagonist desired to speak with the police regarding the issue. The protagonist greets this proposal with both relief and slight excitement, as it channels her into the consumption realm. She reveals, “Decidi no pensar en peligros pistoleros y concentrarme en el atavio para la ocasién. De la ropa nueva, elegi el vestido rojo, el mas cantoso, para ponerme. Si se va de anzuelo por la vida, se va de anzuelo por la vida” (117). As the testimony exposes, her paranoia is displaced by the opportunity to freely create her self vis-a-vis the material world. It can be said that through her consumption choices, the emotive, red dress, she manufactures a very particular commodity, the femme fatale, and recognizes the implications of this choice - that she is bait. To complete the package, she carefully chooses her perfume Chanel Cristalle: “Un buen perfume es un buen embozo. Ademas, segr’rn cual se elija, las noches funcionan de una manera 0 de otra. Y Cristalle, como todos los perfumes Chanel, es un chiticalla temerario” (117). Indeed, Vania 226 carefully crafts her subject-formation choosing not only high-end products, but also those that architect an intense, sexually charged image, yet not a victim. In overplaying her feminine identity, the protagonist places at the forefront a masquerade, which through its expression of excessive femininity goes against the grain of traditional conventions. Judith Butler postulates that if the gender sequences of man and woman are fictive constructs — that is, “Socially instituted and maintained norms of intelligibility” (23) — “gender as substance, the viability of man and woman as nouns, is called into question by the dissonant play of attributes that fail to conform to sequential or causal models of intelligibility” (32). In this vein, gender ceases to function as a noun; it is performative “Gender is always 3 doing, though not a doing by a subject who might be said to preexist the deed. . .There is no gender identity behind the expressions of gender; that identity is perfonnatively constituted by the very expressions that are said to be its results”76 (3 3). The masquerade is, then, a type of expression that threatens the symbolic order: “watching a woman demonstrate the representation of a woman’s body” (Bovenschen 129). Corresponding with the representation of the femme fatale, this species of masquerade is deemed by the masculine economy as contrary to virtue. Montrelay elaborates: “It is this evil which scandalizes whenever woman plays out her sex in order to evade the word and the law. Each time she subverts a law or a word which relies on the predominantly masculine structure of the look” (93). Thus, the masquerade problematizes the symbolic order of the gaze via re-appropriating woman and endowing the sign with multiple narratives. 7” In this instance Butler is drawing upon theories utilized by Nietzsche that ‘there is no “being” behind doing, effecting, becoming; “the doer” is merely a fiction added to the deed — the deed is everything’. 227 After actively composing her self vis-a-vis a myriad of material goods in order to perform as ‘bait’, Vania decided that she wanted to try something different, “La verdad es que no me apetecia nada triscarme los bares sola en plan pidiendo guerra. De repente se me ocurrio una idea” (117). She proposed that they go together, instead of her going alone and him observing from a distance. The only way he would accept this plan was under the condition of disguising their identity, so as to not jeopardize the stake-out. Pelaez disguises himself with “una barba falsa y unas gafas” (118), meanwhile Vania decides that she prefers a disguise that would allow her to know “cémo se porta un tio si no sabe que yo estoy delante” (118). The process of converting to “otra” (118) also requires the assemblage of carefully chosen material goods. This conversion entails: una peluca castafia con rizos y me la puse encima de mi espesa melena negra. Me quité el vestido y lo sustitui por un traje de chaqueta de mi abuela con unos zapatos bajos. Me pinté mucho y mal, coronandolo todo con unas gafas alargadas de cristales ahurnados lilaceos. (118) The results of this performance were quite dramatic. Through her fabrication of a distinct identity Vania highlights the instability of supposedly organic yet contrived notions of gender. As Butler argues, the imitation of gender exposes “the imitative structure of gender itself — as well as its contingency” (175). Moreover, the manner in which Vania parodies gender, is in itself a parody of that which is natural and original. As a result of gender perfonnativity, there is “subversive laughter” (186) “in the realization that all along the original was derived” (176). The displacement of identities on Vania’s behalf highlights a “fluidity of identities that is open to resignification and recontextualisation” (176). 228 It is interesting to note that depending upon the image she actively constructs, Vania’s relationship with the bodies and objects-in-use differs. For instance, in consuming the necessary accoutrements to perform the identity of the older, provincial woman, Vania noticed that not only was she not an object of the gaze but rather she appeared invisible to people that identified with her other packaged identity. She comments to herself: Lo divertido era que Leo no 5610 no miraba hacia nosotros, sino que miraba a través de nosotros cuando queria concentrarse en algr'rn farnoso fimdarnental, como la actriz Sisi Silicon, que estaba con un grupo de gente de la onda abanico-pendiente-morro-tacén. E1 luk que F edor Larnodorra exportaba bien (1 19)77 In light of her impersonation, she highlights the commodification of the female image, as well as the consequence of a less marketable look: invisibility. Not only did she receive this treatment from her acquaintances, but the entire staff of the establishment, Archy. A central element to Vania’s subjectivity, though, is the freedom she appropriates to construct variable and fluid identity constructions. After disguising as a stranger to ascertain how she would be treated, the protagonist decides to return to the same establishment after having replaced her disguise with her initial outfit, the ‘cantoso’ red dress. Upon her return to the venue, the dynamics of the sociality of the bar were distinct. She comments: Esta vez los de la puerta estuvieron suaves como un guante y en el restaurante me hicieron toda clase de agasajos. Una vez sentada en la 77 The mention of the look that Fedor Larnodorra exports can be read as a take on Pedro Almodévar. The inclusion of this name is not innocent, but rather it demonstrates the prolific commodification of Spanish culture in the global media market. 229 mesa, fumando a lo Sara Montiel en la chaise lonj e, me percaté de que el brasilefio parecia mucho mas animado que antes. Se habia convertido de repente en el gracioso de su mesa, soltando lindezas a todas las nenas, que respondian como teclas de piano. Cosa curiosa, con 10 desanimado que se le veia hace media horita. (120) With cigarette in hand, exuding eroticism and intrigue, Vania assumes a posture reminiscent of Sara Montiel, a Spanish film icon and Hollywood celebrity who embodied the aesthetic of glamour”. The overt display of sexuality and the desire for control in women are typically labeled as unchaste and manipulative by hegemonic narratives. Yet the actions of Vania deliver these conventional notions back at men by over-emphasizing her female sexuality. In contrast to being a passive sex object, she communicates her authority by manipulating the femme fatale image as well as mocking femininity as a quasi-masquerade. That is, the image she creates and presents wields much power evidenced by the reactions of the male patrons who behave in a pathetic, silly and desperate mode. Here, Bustelo’s writing can be seen to mock male power and identity by reducing gender and sex to the level of fashion and style or camp, as she exposes gender as something one puts on and takes off at will. Through her campy attire, Vania manipulates gender codes, and in the process, unveils the fallacies of these supposedly organic structures. According to Judith Butler, camp is located at the nucleus of a radical agenda for metarnorphosing consciousness. Among the Hispanic culture, due to her beauty and talent, she was deemed a mythical persona. Terenci Moix states: “Sara Montiel — nuestra Mae West - representa la inspiracién de un erotismo tranquilizador, donde la agresividad de la sr'rperhembra viene suavizada tanto por sus extravagancias extemas - vestuario, fraselogia, simpatia, canciones — como por lo absolutamente incredible de los temas en que reina” (http://pagina.de/saritisima). 230 Due to its ability to satire received ideas, by inverting notions, and by emphasizing the "unnaturalness" of what the patriarchy believes to be “organic”, camp has a central part to play in sexual politics. By disrupting notions of the naturalness of gender, camp liberates one to perform according to desire. In contrast to theories of Butler, Andrew Ross believes that camp reconciles people to their powerlessness. Ross contends that camp compensates for failure and a sort of nostalgia for the past. As a result, Ross maintains that camp is problematic in mass culture because it attempts to prohibit society from becoming aware of its oppression. Furthermore, he contends that camp is part of the controlling mechanism of late capitalism. To an extent, participants of camps are reconciled to their oppression, yet that does mean that they believe it to be “natural”. This investigation places importance on Butler’s argument as Ross’ theories render the subject as victim, unable to escape the capitalist cycle. Nevertheless, as Butler argues, camp has the power to open up dimension after dimension of ambiguity, and furthermore, lend agency to marginalized subject through the re-appropriation of hegemonic codes and norms. Camp, then, provides another space or territory within which a subject may not only access power, but also toy with conventions via the re-appropriation and transmission of code. In a variety of modes, the protagonist Vania re-appropriates mechanisms which have served to control women and their bodies. Aware of her precarious stalker situation, Vania arrives at the realization that nothing is as it seems and that those surrounding her possess ulterior motives. Valco queria usarrne como camaza de reportaje barato, Ortui’to se habia esnobizado por las buenas, Mota era todo lo contrario de una amiga 231 caballerosa, Franny jugaba a la fiivolona etérea porque creia que eso molaba, mi abuela me consideraba una nifla a la que hay que proteger incluso de su propia herencia. Y Ben queria llevarme a1 huerto después de haberrne torturado lentamente. (110) In a stupor, these doubts provoke the protagonist to question herself and her surroundings. Fleshing through experiences entailing the stalker and other dubious characters in her world, Vania is propelled to challenge the dominant hierarchy that has been attempting to encroach upon her private domain. “Me levanté y fui a1 cuarto de bafio. Arranqué la sabana que habia clavado delante del espejo. Miré hacia el interior del mercuric reluciente, como si fuera cuestién de conseguir ver algo en el azogue del crystal. Lerda. Que tr'r no puedes ver nada. Los que te ven son ellos” (111). When this attempt at confrontation proves futile, Vania emerges as the ultimate sexual voyeur and prepares to offer the observing eyes exactly what they want: a soft-pom performance, only with a twist. “Pues les voy a ensei‘lar cosas. . .Si quieren ver tanto, pues que miren. No tengo nada de que avergonzarme” (111). And with this declaration, she asserts control over her body, self, and domain. That is, she looks, and then asks that she be looked at. The gaze is a concept imbricated in desire and control. Numerous theories, stemming from fihn studies and art history, have explored the complicated and slippery power relations that are part and parcel of the act of looking and that of being looked at. With respect to traditional psychoanalytic theory, Freud pioneered the study of the gaze, later updated by Lacan who placed the look at the forefi'ont of his approach to how the individual handles desire (mirror phase). In the 19705, film theory expounded upon the psychoanalytic theories of Freud and Lacan and posited that in film, the gaze of the 232 spectator upon an object was an implicitly male one, structured by the patriarchal unconscious, which positioned women as objects in cinema. Derived from Laura Mulvey’s seminal article “Visual Pleasure and Narrative Cinema”, Jonathan Schroeder elaborates “Film has been called an instrument of the male gaze, producing representations of women, the good life, and sexual fantasy from a male point of view” (208). Studies of spectatorship have focused on the mode in which subjectivities are constructed via subject positions. Mulvey, in her article, notes how Freud referred to scopophilia -- the pleasure involved in looking at other people’s bodies as sexual objects, and further argues that various techniques of cinema facilitate the voyeuristic process of objectification of female characters, declaring that within the patriarchal paradigm “pleasure in looking has been split between active/male and passive/female” (27). That is, traditionally men are portrayed as controlling, active subjects and consequently treat women as inert, desirous goods available for male consumption. Nevertheless, while women may be relegated to the position of sex object, it is never for their pleasure rather for the “controlling male gaze” (33), which Mulvey distinguishes in two modes: voyeuristic and fetishistic”. Per Mulvey, the camera functions as a tool of voyeurism and sadism while disempowering those before its gaze. It is important to note that contemporary theories of the gaze have made more complex the original model delivered by the Lacan and Freud. Nevertheless, Mulvey’s article generated considerable controversy amongst film theorists. Many objected to the essentialist discourse of the 79 The voyeuristic mode of looking entails a controlling gaze which Mulvey contends bears associations with sadism, “pleasure lies in ascertaining guilt — asserting control and subjecting the guilty person through punishment or forgiveness” (29). The fetishistic gaze, in contrast, deals with “the substitution of a fetish object or turning the represented figure itself into a fetish so that it becomes reassuring rather than dangerous. This builds up the physical beauty of the object, transforming it into something satisfying in itself. The erotic instinct is focused on the look alone” (29). 233 alignment of passivity with femininity and activity with masculinity. Furthermore, there was criticism of her failure to account for the female spectator. A fundamental protest underlying many critical responses has been that Mulvey's argument is essentialist: spectator and male are treated as homogenous. According to Mulvey, one type of spectator exists (male) and one masculinity (heterosexual). In response to Mulvey’s articles, Kaplan and Silverrnan (1980) contended that the gaze may be appropriated by both male and female subjects. The male is not always the controlling subject nor is the female always the passive object. Indeed, Mulvey’s theory centers on a unitary spectator position and fails to acknowledge other readings or possibilities. Working against the grain, the protagonist, however, is involved in what Teresa de Lauretis elaborates upon in “Desire in Narrative”, a double-identification with both the passive and active subjects. Within the location of her bathroom, Vania re-creates the ambience of a soft-pom film; she turns on soul music, fills the bathtub with hot water, and then begins to undress “de la manera mas provocativa posible” (111). These actions — through the disruption of the male gaze- establish a rejection of the self-monitoring of female sexuality, whereby “Men act and women appear” (Berger 47). Instead, Vania subjects the on—looking male gaze to the scrutiny of her gaze, confronting the camera eye directly. As Skeggs affirms, “looking at men is treated as something to be blatant and positive about” (69) as opposed to the traditional dynamics in which “women often avert their eyes in modesty and submission to the gaze of the male audience” (Van Zoonen 101). Conscious of her gender performance, Vania experiences libidinal pleasure “un placer especial a1 pensar que estaba desnuda y que alguien me estaba mirando sin tomar cartas en el asunto” (111). This pleasure becomes heightened “me hacia disfrutar aim 234 mas”(112) by the explicit knowledge that she is not alone. Her radicalism lies in the fact that she consistently interrogates cultural premises of femininity and masculinity and continues to construct for herself her own version of femininity, highlighting its dynamic nature. Furthermore, according to Lury, the “projection of the gaze offers women a passionate return on their investment that supercedes the pleasure they receive as a potential object of the male gaze” (148). Hence, she utilizes the currency of pornography to challenge the idea of women as passive sex objects. Here it can be read that Vania recognizes that she is a sex symbol, and appropriates this position to her advantage. Not only does Vania challenge the patriarchal discomse vis-a-vis her re-creation of soft-pom in her bathroom, she parodies the same paradigm manifest in her concern regarding the validity of her home-made movie. Reflecting on her role as the star performer Vania relates: Pero ya metida en mi papel de protagonista de mi pelicula, procuraba no mirar a la camara nunca. No hay cosa que mas jorobe un plano. Esta escena tenia que salir bien a la primera. Cogi e1 peta de encima del borde del lavabo y, mierda, me habia dejado e1 mechero fuera. Corten, que ahora mismo vuelvo. (112) The ambiguity of the previous scene emphasizes the de-centering of the masculine economy by way of the gratuitous use of elements such as parody and play. The customary kinship of power between the object and the voyeuristic male gaze is destabilized by the portrayal of the (unseen) male lockers-on as leering and pathetic; she makes it clear that she is being watched and breaches the process of fetishization by facetiously playing to the eye of the camera. At the same time the portrayal of Vania as a 235 porn star is deconstructed at the end of the bath through invoking a parody of the popular refrain “Si no puedes contra ellos, r'mete a ellos” (112). Moreover, in this scene, Vania confronts a pernicious stereotype and intends to channel it into a distinct reahn: a space where the female need not be the object of the patriarchal gaze, where its energy impulses play and non-sexual pleasureso. Upon finishing her bath and concomitantly her rendition of soft-pom, she ironically remarks “Sali de mi fragante concha, una Venus terrena y dopada. Me puse un camisén 5010 por sentir el tacto de la seda en la piel” (112). Re- enacting Botticelli’s Birth of Venus, Vania stages her own interpretation of the Renaissance painting depicting a beautiful, modest woman being birthed from a conch shell; while infused with emotion, she toys with the concept of divine love and submitting to hierarchies through her drug-induced rendition. Favoring irony and ambiguity, Vania is an artistic alchemist who is able to blend creativity and controversy in equal measure so as to entertain herself and out of a desire to toy with the masculine paradigm. In chapter 59 “La pipa”, the enigma surrounding the mysterious stalkers who observe and follow Vania begins to dissipate. Following a series of deaths - one of her stalkers and Ben Ganza, a former love interest of the protagonist who orchestrated the game — the pieces of the puzzle began to fall into place“. Vania comes to recognize that the existence of the stalker was real yet imaginary; that is, it was contrived by her former 8° Some feminists confuse enjoyment of sexuality with sexual objectifications. Vania’s enjoyment of her sexuality can be seen as providing a healthy correction to those feminists who situate women’s abilities to nurture at the forefront of subjectivity. 8’ A decade earlier, Ben Ganza, dubbed ‘el brasileflo’ and Vania Barcia were passionately in love and quite content, until oneday things abruptly changed and the relationship ended. Ganza, however, maintained his unrequited love for the protagonist, observing her and her dalliances from afar — Brazil — planning the day he would return and enter, once again, into her life. Through a carefully contrived plan, Ben dedicated himself to observing and controlling every move of Vania’s vis-a-vis the construction of the stalker operation. 236 love interest who had “rma necesidad absolute de saber en todo momento lo que estaba haciendo aquella muj er” (153). In conjunction with the psychiatrist, dubbed Mickey Rourke, and detective Pelaez, the bitter Ganza formulated a plan to “acabar con ese libre albedrio que ella tanto buscaba, en otras palabras, convertirse en amo y sefior de cada uno de sus movirnientos, jugar a ser una forma terrena de ese Dios omnipresente que posiblemente exista para todo el resto de los seres humanos” (153). Espousing a new identity, the sexy Brazilian accustomed to having all women who “caian rendidas a sus pies. . .” (155) did not calculate correctly the manner in which his dubious scheme would affect Vania’s subjectivity; indeed Ben represented irresistible eye candy for women, that is “todas las mujeres, menos una” (155). Armed with his grandiose, inferiority driven contrivance, not only was he was unable to get the girl, but his overabundance of efforts toward his primary goal — possession of Vania — was thwarted: Vania received much pleasure from re-appropriating the gaze, parading her self, and delving into the consumer realm. Clearly, male spectatorship is not without limitations, nor consequences. A key scene in this chapter indicating the botched plan was her playful peep-show performance. Armed with a pistol”, Vania enters into the bathroom and decides to give the ever- present eye a taste of his own medicine, and at the same time, finalize the boyish shenanigans: “El final. El final 10 iban a ver ahora mismo, hombre. Me meti la pistola en el bolsillo de la bata y fui a1 cuarto de bailo. Me iba a volar la tapa de los sesos delante de ellos. Ese 5i que iba a ser un buen video, hombre. Suicidio en directo, tios” (160). Before completing her staged suicide, Vania sets the ambience (bathroom) for her performance, “un numerito pour monsieur Le Voyeur” (160), by selecting appropriate ’2 An element of the contrived plot, the pistol was given to her by Pelaez for protection against the supposed stalkers. 237 music: The End by the Doors. Her choice of music is not innocent; with its entrancing sound, chilling imagery, and Oedipal firry, the melody revolves around the theme of journey, both physical and emotional”. Opening with revelations of incumbent instability and ending with death, the song expresses a profound desire and search for freedom, symbolically realized at the close, depicted in these following verses: “It hurts to set you free / But you’ll never follow me / The end of laughter and soft lies / The end of the nights we tried to die” (The End). The consumption of this particular song, embedded with the Oedipal section, is subversive as it serves as a metaphor of arriving at the truth and breaking free of the structure of ideas enforced and instilled by the dominant paradigm. Even more dissonant, though, is her manipulation of the codes. After assembling the accoutrements, Vania exchanges her bathrobe for a towel and begins her seduction “me lo monté de peep-show, jugueteando con una toalla. Ahora lo ves, ahora no lo ves. COmo lo ves”(160). She continued her montage, parading like a Playboy Bunny Girl and then while taking out her pistol, changes her mind on the intended recipient of the bullet. “Giré de golpe, poniéndome cara a1 espejo, y sujetando la pistola con las dos manos, disparé hacia el mercuric, que clin-clin-clin se hizo afiicos dejando el descubierto el espacio negro que habia a1 otro lado” (160). Peering through the hole in the wall, the body that lay on the floor belonged to her detective, Pelaez. Without panic or much emotion, Vania returned to her side Of the two-way mirror and ironically felt relieved and also grateful that she could consume: “Tenia caballo” (160) and “la botella de Dewar’s” (160). This example highlights the complexity of spectatorship. The notion 8’ The song contains a stanza that came about after Jim Morrison had originally written and completed the song. Steeped in Oedipal references, this stanza reads: “He went into the room where his/. . ..sister lived/And then he paid a visit to his brother/And then he walked on down the lull/And he came to a door/And he looked inside/Father?/Yes, son?/I want to kill you/ Mother, I want to fuck you” . (Doors. ”The En ”, The End. 1967). 238 of Peeping Tom literalizes the idea that the camera function as a weapon of male gaze. Traditionally, the spectator was perceived to wield more power than the object of the gaze, the landscape of images in Bustelo’s novel demonstrates that this is not always the case. Like a contemporary re-incamation of the Lady Godiva myth, Vania utilizes her charm and sex appeal to influence the behavior of others, as well as work to her advantage; like the legendary Peeping Tom, Pelaez is blinded, Ganza, the modern re- incarnation of Leofric, gets burned and she regenerates and carries on“. Patriarchal society considers there to be one sex — the masculine — that remains at the forefront. The Other as Irigaray postulates is the feminine, positioned as the opposite of men: “They’ve left us only lacks, deficiencies, to designate ourselves. They’ve left us their negative(s)” (The Sex Which Is Not One 207). Male domination is systemic and consequently, women’s worth is their “use-value” for men and they are treated as commodities (Irigaray 31), which is illustrated by the games and strategies of the stalkers. In accord with Irigaray’s tenets, Vania escapes gender oppression by way of her subversion of the hierarchical framework. That is, via the invention of her own strategies and language, she expresses and realizes her desires that do not necessarily coincide with the norms dictated by the masculine economy: she holds her own, does not render herself passive, and most importantly, thinks for herself. 8’ While many versions of the Godiva legend exist, most historians accord that she was an Anglo-Saxon woman that lived during the period 1040-1080A.D. and was married to Leofric, Earl of Mercia. A woman inspired by arts and social justice, she had deep hopes to aid the poor townspeople. This became increasing difficult as her husband, Leofric, began imposing broad taxes on society on goods ranging from food to manure. Realizing the impoverishment already plaguing the villagers, Godiva moved her art interests to the back seat while she patronized important considerations such as water and basic supplies. After much haranguing, Leofric agreed to reduce the taxes upon one condition: Godiva had to offer the villagers an example of artistic and glorious beauty by riding a horse naked one late August afternoon through the market of the town from one end to the other, with the villagers present. Upon her return, she would be granted the tax relief. Expecting his wife to withdraw, Leofric was shocked when she agreed. As the legend goes, she corrunanded the common folk to turn their heads as she pass; a tailor named Tom disobeyed her command and after peeking at her, was miraculously struck blind. The justly punished voyeur was the original “Peeping Tom”. 239 Conclusions: “Feminist women have a long history of dancing through a variety of potential lethal mine-fields in their pursuit of socio-symbolic justice”, Braidotti, www.let.uu.nl/womens_studies/rosi/cyberfem.htm With the advent of the age of information, corrununications technologies have accelerated, cultures have become globalized, and consumption has become an outlet through which citizens, as consumers, may shape and mold identities. As evidenced through the multiplicity of representations of the protagonist, the realm of consumption can potentially offer new areas of authority and expertise, and a new sense of consumer right. One of the consequences of these developments has been a heightened awareness of entitlement outside the sphere of consumption. In light of this, the reahn of consumption is understood in two dimensions: as a space in which to negotiate and resist the inert, absent feminine identity, as assigned through sex roles, and furthermore as the ongoing process of the creation of identity that embodies the nomadic subject. In Vania’s situation in Veo, veo, the cultures of consumption — fashion, music, drugs, and the gaze- provide a basis for becoming-woman as these arising cultures afford a libidinal return on her investment that is experienced as liberating and is seen as positive in feminist terms. Her actions highlight the social construction of gender codes in fashion, as they operate against the conservative view that gender is biologically constructed. Likewise, her overt sexual behavior defies the patriarchal double standard in which women are the objects of sexual desire but only heterosexual men are permitted to express desire. In this vein, she makes the process of sexual objectification of women visible by producing it in an exaggerated and comic form. Vania shamelessly packages and repackages herself, and in the process presents a vision of freedom, a daring to transgress sexist boundaries and a 240 presentation of a complex, invigorating, evolving subject. Her life peppered with extreme outcomes and mixed results, is not free from reactionary throwbacks and constricting hegemonic conventions, yet through adoption of complex and contradictory codes, she embodies new types of creativity and unveils spaces for the liberation of female subjectivity. 241 Chapter V: Alivio rdpido: Traversing the Techno Terrain to the Multinational Cultural Context Journalist and author Silvia Grijalba was born in Madrid, and shortly afterward re-located to the southern Spanish city of Torremolinos. From a very tender age, the world of music attracted this author, such that while as a student at secondary school, she collaborated with a fanzine titled Imdgenes alteradas. While this was a small-scale project with very limited dissemination that she created with a few of her friends in Malaga, her participation in this endeavor is neverthesless noteworthy. There is a double significance: it planted the seed for her future career in journalism and gave her a reason to interact and dialogue with her musical idols. After nurturing her passion for writing via the fanzine, Grijalba traveled to Madrid to begin a degree in journalism at the Universidad Complutense. Aside from the knowledge imparted at the University, her writing has also been influenced by the work of the Canadian writer Douglas Coupland. In 1989, with the advent of the newspaper El Mundo, Silvia Grij alba initiated her professional career as a journalist for a literature column. Within six months she was contracted by the same newspaper to collaborate on musical reviews, projects, and interviews ranging from rock-and roll to punk and techno variations. Since that time, Grij alba has been a regular columnist for El Mundo and its supplement La Luna, only taking leave of absence to write her first novel, Alivio rdpido (2002). Aside from her post with the periodical, Grij alba also writes columns for Glamour, Vogue, Rolling Stones, Marie Claire, and MTV Magazine, while also giving seminars on electronic music in GijOn, Alicante, the Canary Islands, and Barcelona. Currently, she is also involved with 242 the writing of a second novel, managing her bar, El Alivio, in the Malasafia zone, and playing/producing electronic music with her group. Due to her profession — music journalist — Grijalba has traversed the globe to attend and report on musical festivals. From the twenty-fifth anniversary of Woodstock to Glastonbury and a range of national festivals including Esparrago Rock and Festimad, Grij alba has participated in international dialogue and accumulated a wealth of knowledge regarding the constructs and components of the music business, as she was a first-hand spectator and participator in the dynamics. In conjunction with the newspaper, this writer has also secured a number of interviews with global music icons such as David Bowie, Mick Jagger, Stockhausen, and John Cage. Aside from her work with El Mundo, Grijalba has published a series of monographs treating the internationally recognized music groups Depeche Mode and Dire Straits. Moreover, within the past decade - illustrating further her affinity for sonic narrative - this writer entered the music circuit as a disk jockey and ‘theremindista’, the first electronic instrument, under the pseudonym Morgana”. It is significant to note that her participation in this fashion — as an orchestrator of music (DJ or instrument player) - Grij alba enters and achieves success in a domain inscribed and reified by hegemonic norms. In an interview regarding her location in this space she affirms: “Pues si [la muj er dj] tiene que luchar mas que un hombre para entrar en la cabina como en casi todo en la vida, excepto para ser azafata, prostituta o ama de casa” (www.el-mundo.es/encuentros/invitados/2002/O9/S08). Further evidence of her success and transgression of boundaries, Grijalba had the opportunity to disk jockey 85 A theremin is the grandfather of electronic music. Electronic instruments trace their roots to this particular instrument. Russian physicist Leon Theremin (1896-1993) invented the therernin. 243 at major Spanish music festivals: Benicassim, Doctor Music, Festimad, and Esparrago Rock. Vis-a-vis direct and indirect participation in the international alternative music scene, this writer has gained a perspective on the multiplicity of identities that proliferate the sonic landscape. Likewise, as observer and participator Grij alba possesses profound knowledge on what it means to be a woman living in contemporary Spain as well as the experience of the female subject within the music scene, as she has had the opportunity to cross many ‘naturalized’ gender barriers. The shifts in international and national locations afforded this writer the opportunity to be immersed in a myriad of cultures around the globe, and subsequently interact in the global economy as well as be transformed by it. As manifest in her journal and novelistic work, Grij alba participates in dialogue with the global community exploring and reporting upon the transformations in the music scene, and detailing various subj ectivities encouraged and produced within the respective space. According to this author, the rise of cultures of consumption in Spain is “cada vez mayor” (Personal Interview 2004), and while it is a paradoxical phenomenon, Grijalba maintains that consumption can be read as a recuperation of spaces reflecting new societal needs: “. . .deterrninados nr'rcleos culturales que si se estan separando un poco de la cultura masiva y se estan creando grupos underground” (Personal Interview 2004) of various types. This, in fact, is reflected at the end of the novel; she includes a dictionary of neo-tribes in which she gives name to and describes multiple identities that participate in this location; for instance, some of the terms she unpacks are: chandalista desdentado, laly, and noctdmbulos acreditados. The creation of this terminology stemmed from her experiences observing diverse bodies-in-use, as she states, “el cuerpo 244 femenino y el masculino son para la produccién de significado” (Personal Interview 2004). In her opinion, that which adorns the body (brand names, hair styles, tattoos, etc) “explica como es el personaj e” (Personal Interview 2004). Due to her experiences in the social realm, she herself can be read as a representation of Donna Haraway’s ‘cyborg’, as she is a hybrid product of culture negotiations, traversing the musical landscape, which is in itself a product of technological processes. The novel Alivio ra'pido emerges as a distinct narrative that traces the path to self- knowledge and self-discovery within masculine-defined economies; concomitantly, it articulates the possibility of individual liberation from existing ideological and social constraints toward a degree of self-determination. While it retains a certain nihilistic texture, Alivio rdpido is a powerful and ambitious novel that embarks upon the negotiation of identity — both individual and collective — of youth culture in the musical terrain. The depth and power of its investigation into the process of construction of self in conjunction with the Other in a capitalist society, and the way in which the individual relates, or fails to relate with the other, endows the novel with both artistic merit and profound social insight. The architecture of the narrative reflects postmodern socialities through its continuous weaving of dialogue, monologue, and streams of consciousness. Likewise, paying homage to her journalistic career, the novel displays an onus for detail, no doubt stemming from her familiarity with current events in the musical arena and mastery of conveying this knowledge in a succinct manner. While it may considered a progressive narrative due to Alba’s fluid journey, it is important to not gloss over details that Grijalba injects into the novel such as the increase of violence against women and the rise of “chistes machistas”. These elements juxtaposed with the molecular wanderings 245 of Alba serve to highlight the paradox not only of consumption, but also the advancements of the notion of Woman within contemporary Spanish society. The novel is divided into three parts and each section depicts a distinct sociality. The plot of Alivio rdpido revolves around a well-known techno music group known as Asian Vibes and it five contingents: Fernando, the star of the band, Alba, his girlfiiend and sitar player in the group, Pablo and Manolo, members of the band, and Marcos, the manager of the group. Likewise, in its examination of the techno scene in which Asian Vibes is immersed, the narrative takes into consideration the dynamics of Alba’s parents — Sofia and Alberto — and how they relate in this space as well as the subjectivities produced through their negotiation of this musical landscape. As stated, the novel diverges into three time/space divisions: the music festival in Zaragoza, various Spanish penitentiaries, and the location of the multinational, including the international destinations of London and Morroco to which Alba is required to travel. The work can be read as a journey of the nomadic self, which dazzles across boundaries and transforms through multiple experiences to arise at a higher understanding of one’s subject. While this revelation may be valid for a number of the characters, this chapter primarily explores the subjectivity of Alba; at the opening of the novel her selfhood can be described as unhealthy and static, yet transforms through multiples experiences and realizations that affect profoundly the conception and construction of her identity. This chapter analyzes the formation and evolution of the protagonist’s identity vis-a-vis her interaction with the material realm. It is significant to note that consumption is understood not as an economic phenomena but as a “particular means of creating identity, one that is realized in a material reorganization of time and space, as the 246 instrument of self-construction which is itself dependent on high-order modes of channeling available objects into a specific relation to a person or persons” (Friedman 151). Hence the cultural examination of consumption points to the analysis of consumer identity, ways and causes of self-construction and presentation to the other. In agreement, Grij alba affirms: “. . .para el mundo la imagen es muy importante, que uno demuestra a1 mundo como es por dentro por su imagen. . .es una forma de crear una identidad” (Personal Interview 2004). As the task is to examine cultures of consumption as illustrated in the novel Alivio rdpido, it is essential to trace any differences in the process of consumption among various players in the novel. In this vein, D. Miller affirms: Mass consumption goods often come to stand for the new superordinate point of identity that subsumes and suppresses cultural difference and creates drastic global homogenization. . .there is another source of difference, which might be called posteriori difference, that is more rarely acknowledged or theorized. This is the sense of quite unprecedented diversity created by the differential consumption of what had once been thought to be global and homogenizing institutions. (2-3) While cultural phenomena such as the techno/rave scene can be treated as a globally circulating product of culture, as noted by D. Miller, that does not necessarily endow the commodity with a globalized meaning, rather the consumer via her relationship with the product, forms her own meaning: “people do specific things and they attribute specific meanings, also a practice of a specific sort” (Friedman 204). As such this chapter explores the consumption of specific locations —- techno/rave and the foreign 247 multinational — to ascertain the type of subjectivity cultivated within the respective confines as well as the embodied content. Thus, the aim is to analyze the basis of subjectivity within this youth culture, considering the various contingencies that compose it: presentation of the self to the self and others, behavior, and the relation of the self with the surrounding environment. Traversing the Techno Terrain: Music, Ritual, and Commodification Our generation is the best mass movement in history- experimenting with anything in our search for love and peace. Our temple is sound, we fight our battles with music, drums like thunder, cymbals like lightning, banks of electronic equipment like nuclear missiles of sound. (qtd. in Collin 185) Written by Phil Russel in 1974, this manifesto, utilizing the philosophy of techno as its foundation, intended to re-claim collective and individual freedoms, embodied in the celebratory rites of music and dance, jettisoned by the hegemonic economy“. Creators of this sonic architecture maintain that this particular genre of music is analogous to a revolt against the “dictatorship” of rock-n—roll. The sonic rebellion of techno was understood not only as the appropriation of a new kind of music, but also an assumption of a radically distinct life ideology. This style of music, a blend of technological elements, began as a revolution in consciousness. The participants, both creators and listeners, reacted to the power of the multinational music recording business '6 British native Phil Russel was one of the proponents of the first People’s Free Festival at Stonehenge. Writing in the afiermath of Woodstock, his goal was to establish communal gatherings whose primary focus was to validate an alternative existence fostered through spiritual activism and intimately linked to techno music. 248 through their musical creativity, one that resists the trend of pop. As such, this music culture — in the eyes of the participants - became a new rite that visibly eclipsed the old”. With the imminent decadence of the rock era, the rise of techno portended a new sociality. This sociality resists hegemonic norms by the subversive manifestation of the dynamic relationship among the human and machine. Donskis affirms: “we are living in the period of the death of rock. It became the part of mass culture and of earlier so much despised establishment. . .it became successfully integrated into the system of cultural industry, which it tried to resist and negate so much” (12). Unlike the commodified mainstream rock-n-roll, whose motto revolved around the trilogy of sex, drugs, and music, the roots of techno music served as a platform for introspection into the self and an escape fi'om the rigors of institutionalized constraining norms. In this way, techno was heralded as a “new folk music” (Collin 203), speaking for the “culturally dispossessed” (203) through its gripping, tenuating sonic narratives. Innovative, the confection of this hypnotic, expressive music depended upon electronical means; this technology-based music, acbording to H. Kumagai, offers many possibilities through the interplay of its various accoutrements: “the key ingredients for techno maestros include a couple direct- drive turntables. . .a sampling synthesizer, a computer” (321). Since its emergence, this culture organized around ritual festivity, orgiastic celebration and Satumalian explosion, reminiscent of a tribal era. Its most salient feature, the music, subsumes the subject in a harmony of blissful sensations. Sound waves circulate, penetrating the bodies of \— 87 There is much debate surrounding the genesis of techno music. Some theorists (Kumagai 1994) claim that it started in the early 805 in the abandoned warehouses of Detroit, pioneered by three DJ ’5 named Magic (Juan Atkins), Reese (Kevin Saunderon), and Mayday (Derrik May). Nevertheless, others maintain that this phenomenon has roots in England. 249 participants, arousing sensations of rapture, ravishment, being engulfed and overwhelmed. Techno, an eternally evolving musical style, can be described as progressive and cosmopolitan. That is, as it espouses a counterculture mentality, this manifests through its continual changing, experimental nature. Likewise, this subculture is to a large degree global. United by an aesthetic that prizes rhythm over words (yet not to their absence), techno has branched way beyond its disco, hip-hop and synth-pop roots into the musical traditions of just about every country. Laid over an earthshaking bass or trance-like skittering drums, Indian classical music is now as in vogue as scratching, and vibes from India, Morocco, and Spain all thump together on the same records. The best examples of this intemationalist underground present an exuberant sonic dream of the world as a musical bazaar, overflowing with exotic melodies, grooves, and multifarious lyrical pathos. This scene presents itself as culture with concerns of a global nature being voiced from within local environments; likewise, it aims is a spiritual experience. At its best, this music can offer the jaded something genuinely innovative, something that is exotic and also that gives electronic music an emotional depth, generally lacking in club music. Beyond that, Western dilettantes — as evidenced by Sofia, Alba’s mother - in search of Eastern wisdom have looked for spiritual solace in the traditional music of far less affluent countries. As the world becomes condensed due to the processes of globalization, it is also expanding as via music, one arrives at an understanding of another culture. Continuing with an analysis of this location, a techno event is a total concept. As well as music, there is the decor, the lighting, and the performances: the way it is 250 choreographed and staged. Additionally, this subculture possesses its own language and codes riff with specialized knowledge, tribal identities, idiolects and subcultures. Grij alba succinctly portrays her knowledge of techno terminology through her addition of the “diccionario de nuevas tribus urbanas”; many of the words she coined herself after observing various groupings of people and their commonalities as well as their differences from other collectivities at diverse music venues. At its foundation, there is an informal philosophy which values experience over words. It is not so much a question of opposing society but rather of demanding new social relationships based on emotive accord. Within the location of techno, events — parties or festivals- represented “Shamanic rites which, using the new musical technologies in combination with certain chemicals and long periods of dancing, preferably in settings with spiritual significance” (Collin 203) that provided a forum for re-connection and re-combination of energies. The scene, a community composed of a variety of ingredients such as festive-like gatherings, dancing, and drugs, subverts the hegemonic system in oblique manners. Its radical potential grounds itself in the usage of advanced technologies that serve as a protest in a traditional sense against the dominant economy. As such this scene occupies a position that combines experimentalisrn with criticism as it contrasts the ceaseless and unquestioning euphoria that has historically plagued the progress of musical technology. The discourse of techno, as manifest in Asian Vibes, intertwines with that of the Hippie movement, making manifest a number of commonalities. The similarities between these discourses are not just a matter of surface style, but rather signal more profound kinship. The 19605 was an epoch of revolution across the spectrum: politics, art, music, technology, and lifestyles. Experimentation challenged convention. In the 251 late 19605 and the early 19705, the East witnessed an influx of ‘tourists’ from First World nations. In general, these ‘tourists’ were not yearning for a luxury experience, but rather were pilgrims in search of an “authentic” Eastern experience, as they admired the purportedly superior spirituality of the East. The inflow of Western foreigners attracted to the spiritual life of the East led to the exoticization of the other (and all that constitutes that space), which Edward Said attributes to the creation of unequal power dynamics between the East and the West. In Orientalism, Said stresses that the East (Orient) does not merely exist as a geographical territory inhabited by a population of particular religion or cultures (Said 322). The East remains an imagined contruction, erected by the West as a result of the West’s interest (imaginary and political) in the Other. By way of the exoticization of the Orient, the West was able to create an image of the East that stood in stark opposition to Occidental sovereignty. Said maintains that the notions of the Orient does not simply signal “an airy European fantasy” (6), but rather a “created body of theory and practice in which, for many generations, there has been a considerable material investment” (6). Given this, the Orient reflected the binary opposition of the rational West: passion and pacifications". Orientalism provides a critical account of the development of this dichotomy in multiple discourses, political, scientific, and a product of the arts. The hippie mecca, India, in particular Goa, acquired special notoriety during the late 1960s and early 19705 for numerous reasons”. Imagined as the nucleus of free- ” Said’s Orientalism has been critiqued by various scholars such as Gayatri Chakravorty Spvak and Homi Bhaba. These vocal critics question the oversimplification of Said’s argument, and his dichotomization of the subordinate East and dominant West. The aforementioned critics maintain that Said’s conclusions promote a static vision of power dynamics, negating the possibility for negotiation or change. 9 For 450 years Goa was a Porurgese colony that became part of India in 1961. At the end of the 19605, Goa experienced an influx of hippies invading its beautiful shores. These hippies, fleeing urban society, 252 thinking and looser morals, First World pilgrims arrived to exercise their free agency, and partake in the “exotic” through their consumption of the territory and its accoutrements: an articulation of music, dance, drugs, intemationalism, and pilgrimage. Flash forward three decades, this spirit of resistance and experimentation manifests within the techno community of Asian Vibes. The techno culture, similar to the old time hippies, is bound by a common sense of tolerance and desire to form opinions independently of authority or tradition. The eclectic beat of techno music initiated a new scene that integrated a hippie approach to life via sonic narratives. This style of music is molded to reflect anti- hegemonic feelings and beliefs, cuhninating in a college of eclectic, electronic beats. The threads that intertwine the hippie and techno communities — music, drugs, intemationalism, and pilgrimage -— are rooted in the mission of re-possessing consciousness in opposition to dominant conformity. Since its emergence into the sonic scene this subculture, appearing within specific social and cultural contexts, has often been evaluated as counterculture against the patriarchy. Nevertheless, similar to other musical genres, the techno/rave scene is being commodified and marketed; however, it remains a prominent form of new production in music and youth cultures. Similar to the styles of rock-n-roll and punk that began as diatribes against hegemonic norms, techno, in a sense, has lost some of its original meaning because like the other musical cultures, it became recognized as an established genre by the dominant culture. In this respect, the music and culture cannot escape from the systematic constraint of capitalism insofar as they depend upon commodities in the expression of self-identity. This notion is highlighted in the thoughts of the protagonist, searched for a paradise inconceivable in the West, one devoid of multinational exploitation and Westemization. 253 Alba, as she meditates upon the ideological structure of the music scene: “Los esquemas burgueses trasladados a1 rock. . .el rock era e1 arnbiente mas machista de cuantos conocia” (21). As culture is not liberated from hegemonic norms or capitalism, the multiple constituents that compose culture are prone to commodification. This process owes itself, in large part, to the prolific media technologies, which aids and encourages the creation of celebrity. The notion of fame and celebrity is not a new concept. From the Ancient Greek and early Christian cultures there existed people of renown who were admired and worshiped for their many achievements. However, as Roj ek notes, it was not until the birth of mass media that celebrity culture emerged and flourished; he states, “I believe that mass-media representation is the key principle in the formation of celebrity culture” (13). Due to advancements in information technologies, images circulate and are converted into commodities. In contemporary culture, people no longer achieve fame for their achievements, but rather for packaged personality, as celebrities are “cultural fabrications” (Roj ek 13) that have transformed into commodities as goods to be marketed in their own right or utilized to market other commodities. “The celebrity’s ultimate power is to sell the commodity that is themselves” (Turner, Bonner, Marshall 12). Forming part of this economy, Fernando enters into the realm of commodification as the lead singer. This is evidenced by the number of female groupies that follow and pursue Fernando, much to his delight, throughout the music festivals, daring even to attain access to the personal territory of Asian Vibes — their van - which Alba dubs “las furgonetas son e1 peor patio de vecinas” (21). While Fernando and his body can be read as a commodity, it is significant to note that he also enters as a player into this game, in 254 particular commodifying women. For instance, no matter which music festival he attends, there is always a number of “fijas”(l9) happy to gratify him sexually. Likewise, the star singer of the band Las Monaguillash, MOnica, is an important and highly desirable commodity to F emando as she is “una bomba sexual” (30). His meditations on her comportment in conjunction with her raw beauty illustrate her value as a sign: “Ménica hablaba sin parar. Siempre. Aunque Fernando habia follado - gtres? Lcuatro veces? — con ella, solo habian dormido juntos una noche. El despertar habia sido horrible. Hablaba, hablaba, hablaba. A Fernando 1e hubiera gustado tener un mando a distancia y bajarle el volumen” (30). As he is unable to tolerate her incessant chit-chat, the idea of being able to turn-on and tum-off this woman, as if she were a machinic doll, is a striking option; or at least, it is much more appealing than “echarla de la cama” (30) given her sexually charged fabricated representation. In consuming women and sex, Fernando commodifies the two, as he himself represents a commodity to them. Celebrity and success have become synonymous in a culture that judges by how rich, seductive, and riveting the image. This new less durable fame, the kind refracted through images, proves in this case to be especially corrosive to the self, as Fernando deals with it through his consumption of drugs, which ultimately leads to his demise, as well as his selling of drugs to his fans, something he particularly enjoys doing because it lets him adopt the role of “antiestrella consciente” (62). Indeed, Fernando appears to find it difficult to cope with fame. That is, his actions ranging from indiscriminately selling drugs to not taking responsibility for his decisions sugest that he is suffering fiom a messiah-like complex. Certainly he believed he was untouchable: “Coi‘lo, soy un musico mas o menos conocido, llevo una vida normal, tengo uno de los mejores abogados del 255 pais. . .no voy air a la carcel” (62). While his ability to generate collective efferverscence in audiences is undeniable, perhaps even legendary, Fernando is emphatically mortal, an imperfect human being. In other words, although fans may worship him to the point of idolizing him, Fernando is not exempt from the human reahn or his responsibilities. The celebrity as a commodity is essentially culturally manufactured. In light of this, Rojek contends: Celebrities are cultural fabrications [. . .] In fact, celebrities are carefirlly mediated through what might be termed chains of attraction. No celebrity now acquires public recognition without the assistance of cultural intermediaries who operate to stage-manage celebrity presence in the eyes of the public [. . .].Their task is to concoct the public presentation of celebrity personalities that will result in enduring appeal for the audience of fans. (5 1) Thus the image dictates how the self is perceived by the other, as well as the comportment of others towards the subject. An important element in the analysis of the celebrity image is the phenomenon of the fan. The fan is, in fact, an integral feature in the creation process of the image as she has the power to choose of a plethora of images, the ones to which she will give attention. The images floating freely as signs have the potential to provide compelling ideas of perfection. Likewise, they have the potential to convey the promise that such beauty remains within reach via consumption of commodified images. The fan, then, responds to a celebrity figure via speculative desire. This desire, not static as it evolves according to commodity innovations, propels the fan to want to control, even own, her icon. 256 The boundaries of attachment between the public face and the fan are not clearly delineated. Consuming celebrity products, and generally reinforcing the image of the public face in ordinary social interaction, are merely the outward manifestations of attachment. At deeper psychic levels, fans may adopt the values and style of the public face, and in some cases, develop unmanageable obsessions. . .Isolation may produce over- identification with the public face and engender the desire to possess the celebrity or deprive the public face of volition. (Rojek 47) Thus, this ‘cult of celebrity’ encourages bodies to be viewed as a commodity in the construction of power, beauty, and desire. These images, consequently, possess gripping power as fans aspire to resemble images of celebrities despite awareness of their unreality. The sociologist Jean Baudrillard suggests that the ‘cult of celebrity’ grounds itself in a larger trend towards living in the “ecstasy of communication”(The Consumer Society 2). That is, we are barraged by a succession of topical images in the media that do not necessarily cohere with reality. Consequently, the distinction between that which is real and its converse, the imaginary, dissolves. In effect, images of celebrities become ‘more real than real’ in our consumer culture. F iske echos this idea stating: “fantasy can be as ‘real’ an experience as any other” (10). In accord with this line of argument, we are trying to imitate the people we admire when we use them as models for ourselves. In consuming a specific milieu, participants are also marking their identity to the self and others. One identifies with celebrity because these renowned people seem to possess qualities that are lacking in common daily life. Rojek affirms: “Celebrities offer 257 peculiarly powerful affirmations of belonging, recognition and meaning in the midst of the lives of their audiences, lives that may otherwise be poignantly experienced as under- perforrning, anti-climatic or sub-clinically depressing. . .Celebrities are thought to possess God-like qualities by some fans...” (52-53). Hence, be it through adoption of fashion or physical proximity, the celebrity intrigues the fan as the perceived socially lived reality contrasts sharply with everyday experiences, and so encourage consumption, escapism, and identification. Indeed, fans attach glamourous excitement and even deity-status to their icons. Proxemics of techno and portraits of female subjectivity ...She suddenly began again. “Then it really has happened, after all! And now, who am I? I will remember, if I can! I’m determined to do it!” But being determined didn’t help her much, and all she could say, after a great deal of puzzling, was: “L, I know it begins with L” (Through the Looking Glass 15 7) Alba is the twenty-seven year old sitar player in the group Asian Vibes and, more importantly, girlfriend to the well-known singer of the group who has a reputation for drug and alcohol-fuelled impropriety. As the novel opens, Alba’s meditations about the band and her connection to it are significant as they foreground her identity. She contemplates: “Llevaba dos meses de gira con un grupo del que seria fan si no formara parte de él; era la novia oficial de cantante mas deseado del panorama indie nacion ” (14). Her testimony elucidates that which she consumes and is consequently consumed by: a series of commodified images revolving around her proximity and relationship to a 258 celebrity within the techno music scene. Consequently, the most fundamental component (and also the most destructive) to her identity construction emerges from her status of official girlfriend and group member, the former surpassing in significance: Alba is obsessively in love with Fernando. From the inception of the novel emerges the contradictory reality of Alba in the formation of her subjectivity juxtaposed with the complexity of consumption practices. The contingencies that form part of her subject formation — girlfriend of a famous rock star - signal the manner in which she consciously elects to construct her identity and her life. Her choice of consumption, Fernando, points to her desire to consume celebrity, which is interwoven with images and signs that incarnate basic values and display desires. In a culture saturated by a bricolage of images, these very images are heralded as primary vehicles for expression and communication and serve as factors for identity construction. Nevertheless, it would be negligent to consider that identity construction via consumption practices always yields an active liberated subject. Rather in the case of Alba, her consumption of Fernando and the space that it (celebrity) entails proves to be unhealthy and transpose her to an inert state. This is patently clear in the attitudes and actions of Alba as she is on a never-ending vigilant mission of Fernando, for without him, she feels lost. She relates: Era la misma sensaciOn que sentia de pequefla cuando en unos grandes almacenes, en el parque de atracciones 0 en la calle, se soltaba de la mano de su madre y dej aba de verla durante mas de un minuto: la ansiedad de estar perdida. Lo malo era que, de nifla el agobio duraba como mucho tres minutos. . .con Fernando. . .tres o cuatro horas. (42) 259 As evidenced by her admissions, her boyfriend is not simply her romantic partner, but rather ironically she classifies him within the same category as she does her mother — an image of a nurturer who paradoxically denies her that. Unlike the protagonist of Veo,veo or Cristina within the proxemics of Planeta X in Amor, curiosidad, prozac y dudas - both of which experience libidinal pleasure from their consumption of various accoutrements such as music, dance, and drugs, which act upon and produce and active subjectivity — Alba maintains a distinct approach evidenced through the subtleties of her consumption. While frustrated and depressed, she, in part, is able to share in the celebrity - albeit in an unresistant mode - through her determinate consumption of Fernando. Within the proxemics of the techno/rave scene, Alba, indeed, is a consumer of the musical assemblage to an extent; however, she is most consumed by presenting a certain image — her status as official girlfriend of Fernando. In this mode, her consumption grounds itself in pure spectacle. The narrative voice reveals: ...estaba angustiada. Aparentaba divertirse, se emborrachaba como todos y parecia que disfi'utaba, pero se pasaba el dia vigilando: persiguiendo con la mirada a Fernando. A Fernando hablando con alguna bakalaera que se empeiiaba en ensefiarle e1 piercing de su ombligo; Fernando mirando con cara de embeleso a alguna laly sorprendentemente guapa a la que el pelo a1 uno pegado a la cara, el jersey de cuello alto y los pantalones mal cortados le sentaban como si fueran de Prada, 0 Fernando abriendo mucho la boca, mientras alguna techno hippie medic desnuda 1e metia una pastilla en la boca, con la esperanza de que la quimica 1e hiciera abalanzarse sobre ella. (14) 260 While feigning interest in consuming the accoutrements of a bacchanalian festival, Alba appropriates her gaze to surveil Fernando and deconstruct the different types of eye- candy that willingly offer themselves to him. Alba is so consumed by maintaining her relationship, not with just any man but in particular this rock star, that she willingly goes to extremes to protect the image she consumes. As the novel opens, the protagonist reveals her alchemic dabblings which have yielded a modern day version “la Pocién Magica: e1 remedio para amortiguar los efectos del alcohol y acentuar la acciOn de cualquier droga estimulante” (13). What she failed to mention prior to administering this medicine to Fernando was a secret ingredient, “un valium 10” (13) that was completely dissolved. Justifying the creation of this potion, Alba affirms: En circunstancias nonnales no lo habria hecho, pero estaba en una situaciOn de emergencia. Llevaba tres dias de vigilia con las que intentaba conseguir, por medio del control exhaustivo y de no quitarle el ojo encima, que Fernando no ternrinara compartiendo saco de dormir y fluidos corporales con cualquiera de las lalys que pululaban por el festival. (13) In her role as chemical alchemist, Alba feels no remorse, rather she takes pride in the power that this act endows her: “La idea de convertirse en una especie de Charles Manson involuntaria le hacia cierta gracias. . .” (15). Moreover, while her actions may seem extreme, within the music industry, the kind of lifestyle she endures is not out of the ordinary for “<>” (20), women who were perhaps former groupies and are pathologically in love with their significant other as well as the image. The prolific 6‘ privileging of the image has led to the creation of a new parlance: ...seductive spectacles fascinate the denizens of the media and consumer society and involve them in 261 the semiotics of a new world of entertainment, information, and drama, which deeply influence thought and action” (Kellner 2). Undoubtedly, Alba is enchanted with the fiee- floating display of images that surround the celebrity of Fernando and, by association, endow her the experience of prestige, albeit as a shadow. Within this territory of the techno scene and given her relationship to a celebrity, Alba does not actively produce her self, rather vis-a-vis her passive consumption of celebrity image (her pathological love of Fernando), she is separated from actively producing her subjectivity and her life. For her, Fernando is not simply a boyfiiend but also he represents a name. “Celebrity itself is thus commodified; notoriety becomes a type of capital. Famous people are widely referred to within the entertainment industry simply as ‘names’” (Gamson 62). Intent on maintaining her relationship at all costs as well as the cultural capital it endows, Alba is caught in a maze of power constantly trying to please Fernando yet also control him. Consumption practices and their relationship with subjectivity are clearly slippery concepts. While formation of identity occurs by way of consumption of goods and practices, this process does not always yield liberating healthy results, as is the case of Alba. Since her aim is to maintain the status quo, the protagonist tolerates all types of abuse and exploitation and she lacks confidence and the ability to establish personal boundaries. For instance, Alba was implicitly aware of F emando’s indiscretions. Furthermore, she ascertained that, more likely than not, his sexual rendezvouses would not come to an end. In light of this, not only does she try to normalize his infidelity, but also bolsters herself, to an extent, by associating herself with the “imagined community” of girlfriends and wives of rock stars. As her affirmation hints, belonging to this small 262 but “prestigious” group of women forms the foundation of her identity, and differentiates \a’ her from others. Con el tiempo Alba dejo de hacer predicciones. El [Pablo] penso que era porque se daba cuenta de que cuando 1e decia que Fernando era un santo fidelisirno, ella sabia que mentia. Pero no, Alba se habia resignado, tenia la certeza de que cada vez que Fernando salia de gira, la caja de condones se iba vaciando y algo 1e decia que eso no iba a carnbiar nunca. Al principio penso en dejarle. Pero se dio cuenta de que habia pasado a formar parte de lo que ella definia como las <>: chicas modemas, mas o menos cultas, patolégicamente enamoradas y muchas de las veces con un pasado como groupies que aplicaban con un estoicismo natural la teoria del <>. (20) In consuming the image of music star, Alba (consciously or otherwise) relinquishes her I'ights of independence and fi'eedom (of speech), yet all the while she resents those she eEmpowers. As Rojek contends, “Public acclaim answers to a deep psychological need in all of us for recognition. Acclaim carries the sensual pleasure of being acknowledged as all object of desire and approval” (95). True to the goal of advertising and mass media, Fernando functions as a fantasy object. As a commodity, he is an image of impossible perfection tantalizing the public with the lure of a fully achieved selfhood; Alba buys into this image. Via her choices in consumption, the protagonist negotiates a unique situation as She forms part of the packaged image that is Asian Vibes, yet she still remains on the Outside as she is marginalized within that position. In the group, Alba forms part of the 263 texture of the sonic narrative as she plays the sitar. Nevertheless, her boyfriend Fernando wishes she did not participate and subsequently desires to disassociate her and her presence from his public image. He contemplates: Mi madre no acompaf‘laba a mi padre al estudio de arquitectura, ni iba con él a los viajes de trabajo. LPor qué soy asi de débil, coho? LSeré posible que otra vez me haya dej ado convencer por Alba para que toque el sitar durante la gira? J Oder, Pablo consigue unos samplers mucho mejores. No nos hacia falta un sitar en directo. . .hombre, si necesito a Alba, pero no durante las giras. . .(29) The comparison he draws between the role of his mother and that of Alba is noteworthy as it mirrors the patriarchal model whereby the woman is represented as an absence. Furthermore, it elucidates how he views Alba as a sexual commodity with a use value, however only valuable to him outside of the territory of the techno scene. Within this musical landscape, the attention he desires is that of his numerous female fans who Consume not only his music, but also his celebrity and sexually charged physical aspect. Alba does not fit within this plan; indeed, he compares her presence at musical events to that of his mother’s presence. Nevertheless, within the territory of home when he is off- stage and the fans are not mobbing him with their desire, the presence of Alba suffices. As significant other to a celebrity, it is interesting to note the connections Alba establishes - due principally to her experiences- between musical stars and their girlfriends. From the inception of their relationship, Alba was confronted with the reality about relationships and the meaning of fidelity among musical stars and their significant Others. At the beginning of their relationship three years earlier, Alba traveled to the 264 town of Marbella in order to meet up with a popular singer for the purpose of collaborating on the compilation of a disc that included his singing and her playing the sitar. While there, she had the opportunity to accompany him around the southern towns of Marbella and Estepona; in both locations, “terminaban asediados por toda una avalancha de chicas locas por ligar con él. Cada maflana tenian a una distinta en la mesa del desayuno” (20-21). In the position of observer, Alba witnessed the interactions between the celebrity and the plethora of women, each perhaps as replaceable as the next. Her last day in Marbella she had the privilege to meet the singer’s girlfriend who “llegO para recogerle e irse de vacaciones a Calcuta” (21). Before the couple left, Alba had the Opportunity to have an insightful chat alone with the girlfriend of the musical star, in Which “la quimica femenina funcioné y empezaron las confidencias” (21). Their Conversation is significant as it uncovers a commonality amongst them: their function as girlfriend of highly desirable celebrities. The girlfiiend explained to Alba: ...algo que a Alba entonces 1e horrorizo, pero que entenderia con el tiempo. La novia no intento sonsacarla, averiguar si e1 mr'rsico habia estado con otras, ni nada parecido. Como para salvar su honor, 1e explicé que entendia que era muy dificil veneer 1a tentaciOn de acabar la noche con chicas guapisirnas, que te admiran ciegarnente y no piden nada a cambio. Que ella entendia que su novio 5e fuera con ellas y que no le importaba demasiado. Intentaba no pensar en el asunto, jamas investigaba ningr'm indicio y decia que lo importante era que siempre volvia. <>, se conforrnaba. (21) 265 This anecdote of shared commonalities among the two women highlights Irigaray’s claim that woman- within the masculine economy - does not cease to function as a commodity. For woman is traditionally a use-value for man, an exchange value among men; in other words, a commodity. As such, she remains the guardian of material substance, whose price will be established, in terms of the standard of their work and of their need/desire, by “subjects”: workers, merchants, consumers. Women are marked phallicly by their fathers, husbands, procurers. And this branding determines their value in sexual commerce. Woman is never anything but the locus of a more or less competitive exchange between two men. (This Sex Which is Not One 31) Many people are curious as to the allure of a man like Fernando, which indeed, extends to the reality behind the public perception of his way of living. The press and his groupies dub him a sexy and desirable commodity and considered him to be the “cantante mas deseado del panorama indie naciona ” (14). Hence these festivals and events attended by II’lusic icons spawn a backstage culture in which groupies thrive. In this vein, Asian Vibes would not be complete without a shoal of young females clamoring to gain entry to the hallowed vans in order to gain a glimpse of their object of desire — Fernando. Much like these groupies, Alba consumes celebrity; she consumes the items that she imagines Will help create and sustain her idea of herself, image, and identity. Alba’s actions 1“eaffirm Bocock’s theory that consumers buy commodities in hopes that the goods firlfill their desire to internalize the symbolic identities of the commodities (68). In her pursuit and much desired possession of Fernando, Alba, too, selects goods — rhetoric and material items- that align with her quest. While remaining unfulfilled, via her enduring 266 dedication and consumption of this scene, the protagonist aspires to be the one and only woman in F emando’s life as well as garner the eminence that emanates from this rock star. Similar to stalker fans who relentlessly tail the object of their obsession and attach a personal meaning to their every word and gesture, Alba borders on a dangerously fixated fan who came close to harming Fernando, in order to control him. Many people are attracted to marrying/dating a rock star without having given due consideration to what the person may actually be like. This manifests in Alba’s thoughts as it angered her that Fernando: “encajara tan perfectamente en sus canones estéticos. Estaba convencida de que ésa era la raiz de todas sus desgracias” (64). As evidenced through her admission, she consumes the spectacle of Fernando without regard to his interior qualities. Although it has crossed her mind an exponential number of times, she was incapable of leaving him: “Una vez salvados los escollos de la costumbre; el prestigio social que daba estar Con el cantante de Asian Vibes; la complicidad y una vida sexual infrecuente pero intensa. . .al tenerlo delante no podia” (64). From Alba’s perspective, the idea of her relationship with Fernando is quite glamorous, as he incamates her notion of the aesthetically perfect man and reminds her of the many international musical idols she fantasized about as a youth - Miguel Bose, Peter Murphy, Julian Cope, Richard Butler, and Jeremy Irons; the difference, though, lies in the fact that those men represented a dream and for her, while Fernando is tangible, her own personal idol worthy of deity-like Worship: “Al mirarle se producia una especial de hechizo por el que le resultaba imposible pronunciar la frase que llevaba dias resonando en su cabeza: <>”(64). As her thoughts highlight, reality with Fernando does not corroborate with her dreams of 267 glamour and glitz. What happens to Alba is that she forms a relationship with a person who is so desirable in the eyes of his fans, his record companies, his groupies and his peers that she veers dangerously close to believing that Fernando is as wonderful as his packaged image. Furthermore, not only does she consume Fernando and his celebrity in the music landscape to bolster her own self-esteem and worth, but also she justifies his infidelity through what she believes to be her own personal deficiencies: <>. . .la infidelidad para Alba, no era cuestién de ética sino mas bien de oportunidades. <> (65) Alba maintains that if she were aesthetically on par with her lover, she too would possess the cultural capital with which he is endowed. This also hints at her perspective on relationships as she nearly likens them to an impulsive shopping spree in a store full of eYe-candy; it is easier to resist that which does not stimulate the senses, yet exceedingly more difficult to not buy into the allure of a marketable beauty. Thus beauty is intimately 1inked to power. Expanding upon her theories, she admits that she was not “guapa de nacimiento” (64) and consequently she was irnpulsed to turn to the world of consumer goods in the attempt to acquire this highly prized and elusive commodity: beauty. Through stringent means such as diets, coloring her hair, and applying makeup, Alba 268 molded and shaped her body with the hope of becoming an aesthetic equal of F emando. Likewise, she reveals that this has not been a recent phenomena but something that has gained momentum since her childhood: De pequeiia, 1e habia dado por tomar litros y litros de vinagre. Le dijeron que destruia los globulos rojos, producia anemia y uno se quedaba palido y flaco. Pero nada, los lingotazos del vino agrio que bebia para parecerse a La Darna del Lago, a Siouxie o incluso a Clarita (Alba pertencecia mas bien a1 fenotipo de Heidi), no le hicieron efecto” (15). Significantly, Alba cites renowned women portrayed in various medium of popular iconography - posters, punk rock music, and television - disseminated by the mass media. In this instance, her body begs to be read as the body is a means over and through Which relations of power are created, driven, and thwarted. Her revelations expose her Profound yearning to incarnate the impractical and perhaps even unaccessible qualities of this “imagined community” of women: to have an attenuated figure similar to that of the aforementioned women. In light of this, the statements that the body makes take on iIlereasingly more importance, as the notion of ‘thinness’ and ‘paleness’ bestows cultural capital. These two qualities signal a romanticized image of the decadent, explicitly associated with the rock and roll lifestyle. In the attempt to attain the beauty and stature 0f international icons prized by mass culture, Alba resorted to extraordinary means to fabricate the desired commodity. While she was able to “mantener los michelines bajo control” (15) she continued to envy those blessed with a genetics whom “estaban siempre demacrados” (15). Her standards for measuring beauty are noteworthy as they reflect the 269 privileging of the slender, pre-pubescent body, exemplified by the figures from mass culture she mentioned earlier. A contingent of the identity formation of Alba is her days spent in constant vigilance of Fernando — her appropriation of the gaze. Nevertheless, the task of surveillance becomes progressively more insurmountable and the prospect of finding happiness less likely. Yet along the way, Alba comforts herself with thoughts of other brave women who have sacrificed themselves on behalf of their famous significant others. Meditating on her relationship, Alba remembers the words of Juana, an ex- girlfiiend of Fernando who “afirmaba que se habia hecho yonqui por culpa de él” (88). When she first heard this, Alba believed it to be foolish but in hindsight it made more Sense to her: “La r'mica forma de soportar el ritrno de Fernando, su costumbre de tenerla Siempre en vilo era, en opiniOn de Alba, 0 bien practicando durante afios algr'm sistema de cOntrol mental 0 con ayuda de algt'rn producto quimico que hiciera soportar mejor e1 paso de1 tiempo, es decir, la espera. La heroina era la solucién perfecta” (88). For Alba the uSe of drugs provides a respite from her continual self-doubts and paranoia about the rendezvous of her boyfriend. Within the proxemics of the techno scene, Alba occupies the position of girlfiiend to a celebrity controlled by his impulses. As such, the subj ectivity of the protagonist is marginalized by the infantile desires of Fernando. Alba is excluded and in the “position of experiencing herself only fragrnentarily, in the little- Sll'ucture margins of a dominant ideology, as waste, or excess, what is left of a mirror invested by the (masculine) ‘subject’ to reflect himself, to copy himself” (Irigaray This Sex Which is Not One 30). Not only is this evidenced through her use of drugs as an escape, but furthermore vis-a-vis her adoption of patriarchal discourse, whereby she 270 silences her own voice. As the band travels to various festivals, often Alba is in the position to listen to the sexual trysts of her cohorts. On numerous occasions- due to physical proximity with the group — Alba was witness to lockerroom talk which detailed a ménage a trois had by Marcos, various rendezvous of Manolo, as well as “cémo los miembros de distintos grupos intercambiaban teléfonos de las fan de tal o cual ciudad para tener un polvo amarrado a su llegada” (42). Likewise she was privy to the sexual specialties of various women such as “la camarera del bar La Luna” (42), anxious to perform a variety of sexual acts on the music stars. Upon hearing these anecdotes, Alba participated enthusiastically in the banter of her cohorts, qualifying them as masculine comments that she would never repeat among her female fiiends. In this context, Alba herself appropriated a masculine discourse, treating other women as simple sexual commodities with specific use values. To be accepted, she was unable to cultivate her true self, posing instead to garner attention and approval from the predominantly male band. Yet, she believed that this type of attitude was fundamental to her survival in the music world: “Era un mecanismo de supervivencia. Ella habia aprendido que para ser aceptada en ese mundo mas bien misdgino y casi siempre cuartelero era necesario renunciar (hasta cierto punto) a algunos principios” (42). The question is, though, to what degree. In this environment, Alba constantly compares herself to other women and devalues other women for various reasons, viewing them and herself as commodities in competition for the position of girlfriend to a highly desired person. To this end, she appropriates a masculine discourse that depreciates and essentializes women, positioning them in constant combat amongst themselves. Yet, she maintains the romantic fantasy that perhaps, just maybe, change may occur. 271 Within this location, it is interesting to note the role of fashion in the construction of self-image. According to P. Willis, “clothes, like musical tastes, are indication of the cultural identities and leisure orientations of different groups of young people. Young people are very adept at the symbolic work of developing their own styles and also at ‘reading off’ and decoding the dress styles of others and relating them to musical, political, and social orientations” (88). In this way, body dressing should not simply be read as an amalgamation of mere commodities, but as a representation of ideas, values, and identity. This notion can be strengthened through Alba’s choice of fashion, which proj ects a rebellious style that downplays feminine sexuality via her choice of sporting camouflage and a T-shirt. Imbécil, imbécil. Me he tenido que poner estos pantalones de camuflaje y la camiseta. g'No habia nada que me sentara peor? Con esta pinta mejor que ni salga. gMe daria tiempo de ponerme el biquini con el traje de pldstico encima? Ni de cofia. Debo tener la cara coma unflotador y esa zorra ahr': perfecta, con las pestafias postizas a la una del mediodr'a. De verdad que para ser sex symbol hay que nacer. gDo’nde se tefiird el pelo mientras estd de gira? Yo llevo mes y medio y ya tengo unas raices que ni Kurt Cobain... (30) I\IeVer’theless, it is noteworthy that upon gazing at MOnica and her highly sexualized ilnage, Alba chastises herself for not fabricating a more seductive look by donning a bikil'ri and plastic cover-up. Furthermore, she recognizes the commodification involved in the process of fashion and beauty. By virtue of beauty products and body dressing, Ménica creates an alluring image fabricated through her consumption of myriad 272 consumer goods: hair dye, artificial eyelashes, and sensual clothing. Alba’s image is sharply contrasted with that of MOnica, the star singer of Monaguillash. ...aquel dia e1 espectaculo visual que le ofrecia Ménica 1e habia parecido impresionante. . .aquel cuerpo de adolescente con unas tetas goperadas? perfectas: mechones de pelo azul cubriendo las dos tiras de tela finisima y transparente; piel blanquisima decorada con un tatuaje de un tulipan rosa sobre el estémago, con un tallo que baj aba hasta el pubis; e1 coxis llenos de estrellitas y corazones; una Campanilla con su barita magica sobre el brazo y un minishort vaquero minusculo para tapar solo a medias un culo respingOn. (30) In consideration of the band name, Monaguillash, and her choice of body dressing there exists a double irony. First, the term ‘monaguillo’ is utilized to refer to male assistants that facilitate in the rituals of the Catholic mass, and now it is re-appropriated in its fen'linized form. Sexy and striking, MOnica incamates a dangerous yet transgressive representation of the femme fatale, as her dark blue hair contrasts with her fair complexion and her choice of clothing reveals a body emblazoned by provocative tattoos. Thmngh her choice of clothing and skin decorations, she participates in a game of Synlbols, appropriating and revising while creating the image — one that is highly sexual - She desires to present. Alba, within the location of techno, functions more or less as raw thatel'ial for the authorization of the masculine fantasy. She solely bases her existence on being the girlfriend of a famous and highly desirable musician. By association, as the “Official girlfriend” of Fernando, her body converts to currency, as she occupies an enviable position. That she receives gratification from her resulting commodification is 273 undoubtedly true, but in the words of Irigaray, this type of enjoyment and its resulting embodiment “is above all a masochistic prostitution of her body to a desire that is not her own, and it leaves her in a familiar state of dependency upon man. Not knowing what she wants, ready for anything, even asking for more, so long as he will ‘take’ her as his ‘object’ when he seeks his own pleasure” (Speculum 250). At this stage in her journey, AJba does not access her voice nor know what she genuinely desires. Consequently, she is relegated to a state of passivity that impedes active self-formation. While within the proxemics of the techno scene Alba does not actively construct her female subjectivity, it is interesting to compare how her mother, Sofia, negotiates this landscape as well as the type of subjectivity she exhibits. The mother of Alba manifests subj ectivity distinct of her daughter’s within this space of techno/rave culture, as she experiences this location in a sexually liberating mode. No strangers to the alternative scene, the parents of Alba, Sofia and Alberto, were members of the 19605 counterculture hippy movement that adopted a nomadic lifestyle at odds with traditional Western values. From their perspective, institutions such as government, industry, and traditional social mol‘es embody a unified establishment lacking legitimacy. This ideology manifests in the dynamics of their family on various levels from the food they consume “el curry, e1 tofu y el Seitan” (3 8) to their pilgrimages to San Francisco, a special place that reminds Sofia and Albert of “la época del love and peace, de las tardes tirados en el Golden Gate Park, 103 paseos por Haight Ashbury o 105 conciertos del Grateful Dead” (3 8), and from their own careers — both are artists - to their desire that Alba quit her job in public relations at the multinational and effectively “<>” (18). This type of artistic spirit cultivated among the parents of the protagonist is also 274 embodied in the subj ectivities of her brothers, Arturo and Zeus, albeit in distinct manners. W, a vegetarian who studied ecological architecture, dedicates his energies to political activism, a devotion that was sparked at “las manifestaciones del 0,7” (40) and now travels to cities around the globe in order to “participar en las acciones en contra de la globalizacion y la condonacion de la deuda extema de los paises del Tercer Mundo” (40). Meanwhile, Zeus, who changed his name to Pedro much to the chagrin of his parents, followed a different path. Obsessively interested as a youth in math and computers, from an early age his goal in life was to become a “<>”, which his parents believed to be akin to “la encamacién del diablo” (3 8), as this desire jettisoned their fundamental principles. Afier reaching his goal, attained by the creation and subsequent sale of “Videonet” (38) to Microsoft, however, he was plagued by his conscience that consequently led him to the role of benefactor of those less privileged. The narrative voice elaborates: Colaboraba activamente con Amnistia Intemacional; habia apadrinado a dieciséis niflos indios; hizo una donacion para construir un hospital en Mozambique; habia financiado la construccion de una comunidad budista en Formentera (donde su madre impartia clases de meditacion y yoga en verano) y, por fin, vivia reconciliado con sus padres, que ya veian con buenos ojos las prestaciones de intemet. (39) The Consideration of his benevolence, however, is complicated if one gives thought to the tax deductions (capitalist gains) he receives in exchange for his goodwill. In sum, the dynamics of Alba’s farme illustrate the amalgamation of different identities informed and cultivated by international negotiations and models. 275 In contrast to her daughter, this environment and its accoutrements afford Sofia a libidinal return on her investment that is not possible for her daughter, due to her unhealthy consumption of celebrity. Sofia embodies hybrid subjectivity; she is “seductora y encantadora por naturaleza” (50), which belies her role as mother. Traditionally a patriarchal society defines the mother as a giving and available figure, one that downplays her own needs, ambitions, and desires. Occupying the position of mother, Sofia transgresses prescribed attributes and behaviors, interpreting herself as she thinks fit, and living her life according to her desires. Grijalba denominates this character as a “luchadora” (Personal Interview 2004), as she was reared during the Franco regime, yet chose to espouse progressive norms, an election reflected in her present day life as well. In contrast to the image offered by the mothers of her cohorts, Sofia embodies “la vision de una Madre vital, optimista, llena de una sensualidad natural” that one does not associate with maternity, rather she commands admiration and entrances the members of the musical group, leaving them “hipnotizados” (51). Nevertheless, her image presents PTOblems for Alba. That is, when she is present, Alba feels as if she does not exist: “ya emDezaba a acostumbrarse a que cuando su madre estaba presente, ella no existiera” (50). For instance, on one occasion when her parents arrive bearing a gift for the members of Asian Vibes, “MDMA puro” (51), Alba feel the need to displace herself from the scene; She relates: En ese momento sabia que no existia. Fernando, Marcos y Manolo estaban embruj ados por el encanto de esa mujer de cuarenta y pico afios (que no aparentaba mas de treinta y pocos) que, para mas morbo, podia ser la madre de cualquiera de ellos no por la edad o por la apariencia, sino 276 porque, de hecho, era la madre de uno de ellos: concretamente de Alba. (52) It could be said that Sofia maintains a hybrid identity of a re-programmer. That is, she views the techno/rave scene as a contemporary version of the ancient dance-drug rituals of tribal shamans. According to Grijalba, this is one of the positive aspects within this scene: “Lo ideal sen'a que la droga pueda efectuar una transformacién shamanica” (Personal Interview 2004). Sofia possessed a romantic vision of this territory that is revitalized via the energies generated by the vibes in conjunction with drugs, yet not all drugs, rather MDMA”. This is evidenced by her participation in this space on the ‘carpa de dance’ with Pablo, who accompanied her to avoid thinking and having to talk about his rocky long-distance relationship with Ana. As Grijalba accurately depicts in Alivio rdpido, drugs such as Ecstasy are very ofien connected with the international techno/rave culture. While participants consume a Palette of drugs, evidenced by the indulgences of Fernando, Manolo, and Marcos, Ecstasy is the drug most intimately linked with this culture”. The salient effects of this chemical enhancement are “increased enjoyment of dancing, improved quality of life, greater case Of Self expression, more caring for other people, increased spiritual awareness, greater haDpiness, increased closeness with lover” (Saunders 51). In Ecstasy and the Dance \ The father of MDMA (Ecstasy is the marketed name) is Alexander Schulgin, a research chemist in the US. '10: Sofia did gift the members of Asian Vibes pure MDMA, she also made it exceedingly difiicult for her .daughter’s boyfriend, Fernando, and the other group members to obtain cocaine. This was achieved by teumg the ‘official’ dealer of the festival that the boys did not use that type of drug. No es que, realmente, pensara que Manolo, Marcos y Fernando no querian comprar cocaina y que les habia librado de aquel <>. Ella sabia que los tres consumian casi a diario y con ese acto y su filosofia de que la accion individual y cotidiana consigue transformar el mundo, habia conseguido que en aquella ocasion les resultara mas dificil meterse unos tiros. (54) 277 Culture, Saunders also affirms that “there have been various claims that Ecstasy facilitates spiritual practices including meditation, yoga, tai chi, guided imagery, psychosynthesis, shamanic journey work and rebirth”(39), and furthermore, “the combination of the drug with music and dancing can produce an exhilarating trancelike state, perhaps similar to that experienced in tribal rituals or religious ceremonies” (41 ). According to Sofia, who decides to consume pure MDMA, her main purpose for doing so is to feel free and “A ver qué se siente toméndolo con tanta gente y para bailar. . .” (52). Breaking through restraints, Ecstasy works upon her body to produce a more open, energized text. Likewise, as seen through her performance on the dance floor, the combination of drug-dance helps her to escape from the ordinary by providing possibilities for new experiences. In this context, it is significant to note that her use of drugs within the techno scene parallels the use of chemical enhancements by the hippie culture. According to P. Willis, in hippie culture, “the essence of the dialectical role of drugs is that they supplied the raw material of open and exceptional experience which could be interpreted in appropriate social and cultural ways to reflect and develop other aspects of consciousness and activity so as to further modify the drug experience” (135- 1 36). Within the hippie culture, as the author notes, drugs were viewed as aids to “open up blocked experiential area” (139) as “there was a direct contact here with what was understood of Eastern religions and culture” (144). In a parallel manner, this corresponds With Sofia’s socially lived experience and purpose for dabbling with chemical enhancements. In sum, the drugs work upon bodily texts encouraging a particular type of Subj ectivity, the act of indulging in alchemic intensifications represents the negotiation of new contingencies for the formation of subjectivity. 278 To understand how Sofia negotiates this territory and the subjectivity that it encourages, it is necessary to deconstruct the aspects of the dance floor. A sprawl of bodies resonating a collective energy, on the dance floor the bodies oscillate in unity forming concentric circles. The exterior is populated by “los mirones y los timidos: los que solo movian el pie 0, de vez en cuando, la cabeza” (56), whereas the participants at the nucleus heed the beats of the sonic narrative, opening up their selves to experience life as a dance, feeling a wholeness with the music: “A medida que uno se acercaba a1 nricleo era mas nitida la sensacion de calor, humedad, de roces viscosos y la necesidad de dej arse llevar por el sonido del bombo, palpitando en el vientre, y alguna linea de bajo para llevar e1 ritmo con los brazos” (56). Involvement within this particular location — the center of the ‘carpa de dance’ — portrays a special kind of delirium, akin to a frenzy that borders on the religious and a total assault on the senses. Music is a fundamental eXperience of this territory as the electric vibes crash in visceral waves over the dancers, unleashing intense psychic energies and driving the audience further and further into trance. Sofia occupies the space at the center of the dance floor, dancing and pendulating “Como una deidad hindr'r” (56). Significant, there exists an association among the hippy Counterculture surging from the Vietnam War and its revival (for Sofia) manifest in Asian Vibes. Part of the “baby-boom” generation, Sofia and Alberto were born into Fl‘ancoism and came of age during the Vietnam War; they spent time in San Francisco and had a communion with the counterculture hippy community. This alternative cotInnunity espoused oriental mysticism, radical political perspectives, very liberal ideas regading sexuality, use of hallucinogenic drugs, communal living, and music. Within this tel‘l‘itory Sofia is not only able to feel communion with a group through partaking in a 279 collective ecstatic celebration, but also revive, if only temporarily, the connection between the past and the present. Sonidos repetidos una y otra vez, como mantras, un ritmo que iba aumentando de velocidad y obligaba a1 baile; hiperventilacion y la consiguiente falta de anhidrido carbonico en la sangre (un truco que todas las religiones utilizan para llevar a la alucinacion mistica a sus feligreses); calor y comunion con el resto del grupo. . .los ingredientes que Sofia habia aprendido que eran basicos para llegar a1 trance. (5 7) Backlashing against conforrnism of dominant norms, there are no prescribed rules how to dance, which step one should take, or direction to turn. As such her bodily text supports Haraway’s concept of figuration of the cyborg; with the changing lights, her movements appear fluid, and in consuming the accoutrements of this scene, she explores new possibilities for the creation of female subjectivity. Todo le parecia perfecto: la musica repetitiva que iba acelerandose a1 ritmo de los latidos de su corazén; aquella gente joven, tan guapa, tan feliz, que le contagiaba esa energia que hacia unos afios salia de ella de forma natural y que con el tiempo tuvo que aprender a captar por medio de técnicas orientales y demas trucos altemativos. . .(5 7) It Seems that the dancing provides a means for her to reach her inner self, without turning to Scripts or prescriptions. Likewise, her participation in this territory validates her esCape of naturalized gender roles as she sheds the role of mother, instead opting for one of peer. In her negotiation of this location, Sofia asserts her sexuality; ever so gently, she provocatively touches a tattoo of a black star on the sternum of her dance partner Pablo: 280 “A Sofia le hubiera gustado lamerla, quitarle la humedad mojandola mas, pero se limito a tocarla, muy suavemente, con el dedo indice muy estirado” (59). Instead of waiting for her dance partner Pablo to make an advance or even entertaining the idea that he maintained interest, Sofia enticingly caresses him, desiring though, to do much more. In this context, Pini investigates the British rave scene in conjunction with the formation of female subjectivity and notes: “women involved in early British rave experienced this scene as sexually progressive in as much as it enabled an escape from the traditional associations between dancing, drugged-up women and sexual invitation” (117). Pini argues that this particular space, the rave, elucidates the unraveling of tradition; whereas throughout history the notion of woman has been neatly bound by patriarchal constrictions that control and shape textual body, these are eroded in rave. This is due to the “adventure” (154) that the space rave permits women; it is a locale where the primary goal is to attain the utmost arnout of pleasure and as such corporeal and cerebral delectation lie at the forefront. The rave can be considered an act of defiance to the Patriarchy. The components of this space — rave - are intimately linked to femininity and gay culture due to their close connection to dance, drugs, displays of emotion, and desire to heighten consciousness. Both of these groups remain on the margins in the dominant par'élcligrn, yet challenge the power dynamics in a myriad of modes. This daring resiStance to authority manifests in: visual exhibitions of ‘ happiness’, autoerotic pleiisure, ‘friendliness’, and the vigorous indulgence of dance (Dyer 101). In light of SOfia’s experiences and Pini’s argument, one can affirm that techno/rave liberates gender El'Oln traditional culturally prescribed norms and rules of dancing. 281 Kumagai emphasizes that the participants within this dance scene form a collectivity that partake and communicate to each other via the common language of dance. He contends that the dancers: ...don’t stand out as an individual. You are just part of the whole exhibition. The other troupe members include all the rave-happy dancers around you. Collective dancing ensures that no singular stars shine at raves. Instead, each dance-tranced raver shines equally as bright as all the others. As a result, dancing may form the most important bonding mechanism at a rave. A sense of commonality arises when hundreds or thousands of characters energetically stomp on common ground to a common groove. (3 18) Not only is the commonality between participants evidenced through the sonic communion, but also Kumagai firrther alludes to an ongoing cosmic blending as the music nurtures the mind, body, and soul. According to Pini, this spiritual oneness that places “stress on ‘wholeness’ clearly echoes certain ‘New Age’ ideas about mind and body ‘balance”’ (121). Sofia exemplifies the mind-body connection not only by way of her participation in dance, but rather how she embodies and appropriates a harmonious combination of elements. The music -— through its repetition- produces a transformation in states of consciousness, which precipitates a transcendental, whole-body experience. Enraptured by the repetitive beats that literally seize the body, heart, and mind, vis-a-vis her dancing experiences, Sofia arrives at a deeper understanding of her self, identity, and desires and at the same time sheds traditional gender constraints. This occurs via the relationship between the music and the vigor of her dancing, which penetrates her body 282 as well as stimulates her mind, much like mantras and other practices she employed to arrive at a state of trance, communion with the group as well as a more profound communion with her self (something she notes that she has not experienced in years). Worked upon by the sonic landscape and chemical enhancements, Pablo and Sofia share an intense sexual moment on the dance floor, which was initiated by her: “Sentia una mezcla entre una palpable excitacion sexual y una rafaga de calma, de proteccion que nunca antes habia experimentado” (59-60). While the means to produce this style of music is technology, the end is to reach the human spirit, and indeed it does for the pair; the two compare this special time with a literary reference: The Island by Aldous Huxley. Their experience is reminiscent of “e1 Moshka” (61) in Huxley’s novel, which in Sanskrit is akin to ‘liberation’ and also is the term utilized to refer to the drug taken by the residents of the island Pala; the ultimate goal of the drug is to arouse the idle mind so that it may begin to perceive and appreciate knowledge, and then strive towards liberation. Indeed, her experience- a complete contrast to that of her daughter- does reflect this philosophy as she does contemplate and experience new knowledge of her self. By way of her experiences within this musical realm she was able to shed traditional female stereotypes, realize pleasure stemming from alchemic play, and disconnect with establishment wandering into the unknown, making it up as she went along. In sum, this style of music calls attention to the evolving nature of our technological societies and to the global mélange of cultures that inform and conform them. 283 Nomadic Journey to Active-Subjectivity Albo,ba:...3. Primera luz del dia antes de salir e1 Sol... Amanecer (empezar a aparecer la luz del dia). Real Academia Espaflola. Diccionario de la Lengua Espafiola. Vigésima Segunda Edicio'n. Real Academia Espafiola, 2001, Tomo 1, 90. Arising fiom circumstances outside of her direct control, the protagonist sets off on a journey that leads her through a variety of locations and experiences ultimately reaching a heightened awareness of her self. While traveling with the band to play at festivals, the tour is abruptly halted in Zaragoza due to the (unknown) incarceration of Fernando, the lead singer. While this proves to be a difficult and trying period for Alba, at the same time it is the much-needed blessing in disguise. She is propelled to actively take control of her needs and desires, while she negotiates her life, alone, both inside (during permitted visitation) and outside (in her professional life) of this patriarchal structured terrain. The second part of the novel, weighing heavily on the informative as opposed to novelistic, depicts the life of Fernando in prison. This particular part of the novel is enrichened by the fact that Grij alba was granted access to speak with prisoners incarcerated at the penitenciary on the outskirts of Mardrid, Navalcamero. Her inquiry focused on their experiences and social reality within the space of the prison. Not only did she obtain the perspective of the male prisoners, but also she was also able to interact with the female visitors, ranging from mothers to girlfriends”. Her primary research required that she travel from Madrid by the public bus “Centro Penitenciario Madrid 11”, 92 During a personal interview Grijalba commented that the majority of the visitors at Navalcamero (that she observed) were women. According to the author, it was exceedingly rare that a father visit his son in prison. 284 the only bus that reaches that destination. Grij alba’s experiences with the other women (both on the bus and within the space of the prison) are reflected in the narrative and lend the novel a sociological angle. This section, furthermore, describes the downfall of Fernando and his transformations, as he is dispossessesed of his commodity value. His incarceration stems from a nocturnal rendezvous between himself and Monica, the lead singer of the Monaguillash. While at the hotel — unbeknownst to his girlfriend Alba — not only does he indulge sexually, but also after consuming a plethora of drugs and alcohol he loses control and destroys property. Yet again he assumes no responsibility for his actions, citing again his fame, which relieves him from all culpability. In consideration of the goods that Alba selects to consume and consequently form a basis for her subjectivity — image of celebrity of Femando- it is significant to note the transformations in her desire. Whereas her boyfiiend was a sexy well-known musical icon, within the proxemics of prison, this changes as he becomes enfeebled losing the vitalization and magnetic appeal of his former self. The romanticized rock and roll aspect of Fernando, which attracted Alba has faded: “Le miro a la cara y vio que, de golpe, habia envejecido. Miles de arrugas rodeaban sus ojos, las oj eras eran inmensas y estaba muy palido, demacrado, pero no como a ella 1e gustaba, no tenia urr apice de glamour siniestro, sino mas bien la cara de un anciano mal conservado” (117). As Fernando was not awarded a legal appeal, due to the negligence of his attorney, he was ordered to be confined for a minimum of one and half years. While imprisoned, Alba initiates the process of the re-configuration of her life. Prior to the incarceration, Alba had toyed with the idea of perhaps leaving her day job and devoting her life to music with Asian Vibes. This, however, became an unreality as she begins to inundate herself with 285 work: “De lunes a viemes tenia que lidiar con el universo jefe de tele-sushi, peliculas en version original, compactos de trip hop, Goran Begrovic y Kronos Quartet y ropa de Homeless, Amaya Arzuaga y, a veces, Prada, en el que Vivian sumidos sus compafleros” (123). Finished sacrificing herself for Fernando, Alba is free to explore other contingencies for the basis of her identity. And most importantly, she does not displace these feelings onto another man, but rather she devotes her energies to her self- improvement. It is interesting to note Alba’s position in the multinational: public relations agent. Working in this capacity, Alba is the person in charge of constructing images and marketing the goods. Through artful communication, she devises and disseminates the representation desired by her client. The longer Fernando spends in prison, the more time Alba has to contemplate her situation and her feelings, or perhaps, change of sentiments towards her boyfriend. As the time passes, the powerful image of him etched into her memory clashes with reality: “Alba no le reconocio: estaba encorbado, arrastraba los pies. Sus andares que no tenian nada que ver con esa mezcla entre chuleria y savoir faire de pasarela que tanto morbo 1e habian dado hacia solo unos meses. Estaba derrotado y aquello no habia hecho mas que empezar” (152). Upon the termination of her “vis a vis” (visitation with sexual privileges which they did not take advantage of) Alba exits the area in the company of other inmates’ wives/ girlfriends. However, before leaving the facility, she turns to glance at Fernando only to see him “mirando el culo de Samantha” (151), an action that under normal circumstances would have provoked intense jealousy. Within the proxemics of the prision, Alba’s feelings mutate; she experiences “una ola de tranquilidad, de felicidad sin estridencias” (151), sentiments that have been foreign to her. The manifestation of 286 these feelings leads her to an awakening: since Fernando has been incarcerated, she has felt liberated and “en general, mucho mejor” (152). Not only does she not have to concern herself with his philandering ways, but also, for the first time, their positions are ironically reversed: ...Alba tenia que reconocer ante si misma (jamas lo haria ante los demas) que el hecho de que Fernando estuviera encerrado y dependiera totalmente de ella, le habia dado la vida. Ya no tenia que estar alerta para que no se enrollara con otra; no hacia falta trasnochar, vigilar, maquinar estrategias para evitar que Fernando la sustituyera por una nueva. Pero lo mejor, pensaba Alba, era que su novio en ese momento dependia de ella para casi todo. . .(152) While Alba still loved Fernando, she arrives at the realization that she does not need him “también le necesitaba cada vez menos” (171). He still remains one of her primary concerns, but in a different mode. “Ya no tenia esa ansiedad, ese temor insano a medic camino entre el miedo a perderle, la posibilidad de que encontrara a otra que le gustara mas que ella o la certidumbre de que si salia de casa habia muchas posibilidades de que regresara dos dias después, sin dar demasiadas explicaciones” (166). Instead, Alba concerns herself with making her own life and discovering her own talents. While Fernando is incarcerated, Alba’s existence transforms radically: “Habia aceptado e1 pequeflo ascenso que le habian ofi'ecido en la agencia y eso queria decir que ganaba mas dinero pero también que tenia que trabajar muchos fines de semana, festivos y alargar su horario hasta lo inhurnano. A Alba no le importaba demasiado” (166). 287 At the inception of the novel, Alba represented the traditional unspeaking subject. Yet, she assumes a new character by way of contemplation and making life choices. Whereas her subjectivity was emblematic of female processes and sentimentality, now her messages reflect her affirmed role as author of her life. Alba explicitly reveals herself as creator by way of thoughtful expressions of identity, authenticity, and self-ownership. In this vein, Alba generates a personal narrative that destabilizes the relationship between gender and identity. No longer passively consuming the celebrity of Fernando, she realizes that not only is life possible without her boyfriend but it is also more peaceful: Se daba cuenta de que la vida sin Fernando era posible y ademas mucho mas tranquila. Incluso, cuando alguno de esos compafieros cercanos a los treinta y cinco, con zapatos de Prada, pantalon Levis Engineering Jeans, camisa Carthart, media melena, chalet en Las Rozas, Saab azul o negro y veraneo en Kenia la invitaba a cenar en el Nodo 0 en el Suntory y empezaba a pensar en la posibilidad de una vida acomodada” (172). In this context, consumption is constitutive of identity (Campbell 1987; McCracken 1988) and possessions, thus, fimction as an extended sense of self. Alba as consumer uses goods to construct and communicate her identity, to relate to people and groups, to mark social differences, to seek comparative status, and to pursue emotional and aesthetic pleasures. Identity construction and expression rest on the quest for difference: "a need is not a need for a particular object as much as it is a 'need' for difference (the desire for social meaning)" (Baudrillard The Consumer Society 45). Without regard to the proxenrics, Alba draws from all available global and local, new and old sources as she uses products to position herself in the local age, gender, and social class. In this process 288 of identity construction she confronts tensions: to be like others (her privileged friends from work) yet also different. On one hand, Alba maneuvers within the proxemics of the Salamance neighborhood, a wealthy, upper class district. However, she differentiates herself from her privileged friends through her hippy body dressing and subversive dreadlocks. Negotiation of Alba’s identity through consumption rests on the meanings of objects and practices: exotic food, a luxury vehicle, and high-end fashion goods. Her identity making process, then, is based on a double dynamic. On the one hand, objects and consumption practices express her identity in a positive manner as belonging to a certain social group: that of “acomodada” (172). On the other, they express identity in a negative manner as differences and distance (to other social groups or to other members of the same group). While some may comment that Alba is selling out to upper-middle class aspirations via her election of consumption habits, intimately connected to her transplantation, Alba’s change in consumption practices marks an evolution in the production of a passive self to active self-formation. Of the options available to her, the protagonist voluntarily made the choice to enter the multinational (cognizant of its symbolic system) and, indeed, constructs a healthy, vigorous selflrood. Through consuming material goods of distinction - those that freely float in the social scape of this ‘imagined community’- she aligns her identity and self with individuals negotiating that same landscape; in a similar way, she distances her subjectivity from her former reality including Fernando. Nevetheless, she maintains her coiffure of dreadlocks, an extreme stylistic contrast to the multinational norm. 289 The third and final part of the novel opens with F emando’s release from prison after a year and one-half stay93 . While he had a strong desire to return to his former celebrity self, all he could muster was domestic duties: “se pasaba el dia entero en casa: limpiando (mas o menos), viendo la television, jugando con Iggy (el gato) y esperando a que Alba llegara del trabajo estresadisima y harta de que él, Fernando, <>” (183). Ironically, he now finds himself in a powerless position pendent of his girlfriend Alba. Instead of being surrounded by participants and players in the musical world, after his release fiom prison Fernando relies on Alba and her group of friends for company. Negotiating the barrio of Salarnanca - on of the most posh neighborhoods in Madrid- the couple attends elegant soirees: Cenas en casas de decoracion nrinimalista o abigarradas con elementos e’tnicos de mercadillos carisirnos en las que gente vestida con zapatos de Prada, bolsos de Gucci, camisetas de mercadillo, faldas vintage y vaqueros destefiidos, conria sushi, cuscus biologico o pollo tandoori, bebia vinos carisimos, hablaba de viajes exoticos, problemas ecologicos, los vaivenes de la economia de las empresas de intemet. . .y en cuyas estanterias habia libros de disefio. .. (186-7) In the past Fernando would never have conceived of attending a function of this sort, as this group represented his antithesis; nevertheless, since his ingression in prison, he remains a sad parody of his former self, which Alba points out to him”. Desiring to 93 Fernando was released from prison earlier than expected due to the generosity of Zeus, Alba’s wealthy brother. Appropriating his financial resources, Zeus made a donation to the Navalcamero penitenciary to influence and facilitate the early release of Fernando. Unbeknownst to Alba or Fernando, this donation was made by her brother to ease the concerns and life of Alba. 9‘ Nevertheless, it is noteworthy to mention that while Fernando feels severe discomfort in posh, pretentious surroundings, he does come from an upper-middle class family. Yet, he has always tried to construct his identity as the complete opposite, as a rebellious counterculture rock star. 290 jump back into the music scene, F emando composes a collection of what he believes to be top musical hits, only to hear: “- Cariflo, pero esto es el <>, de Joy Division, es una broma, gno?” (184). In the attempt to prove her wrong, Fernando performs a series of other songs, yet each time “resultaba que era una cancion conocidisima que 6] no recordaba” (186). Feeling impotent and a poser, Fernando decided it was best to leave behind both the musical environment and its people. It is interesting to note that his passive attitude, in the past, would have represented paradise for Alba, “tres afios atrés ésa era la idea que tenia Alba del Paraiso: un Fernando domesticado, que no la tuviera todo el dia a1 borde del colapso nervioso” (195), but presently she just pitied Fernando and his unattractive state: “Efectivamente, Fernando estaba domesticado, se acercaba bastante a la idea general del compafiero perfecto. Pero claro, con la doma, habia perdido el brio que habia hecho que Alba se enamorara (0 se obsesionara, que lo mismo da) de 61” (195). Returning from work to find him subsumed in MTV, (of course) without volume to avoid what he denominated “Sindrome del Plagio Inconsciente” (195), the admiration she once held for her former celebrity boyfriend was converted to compassion and pity. While Alba indeed constructs a subject formation in complete opposition of her former self, much like that of Fernando, her representation is not a parody of her past. This is due to two reasons: from the outset of the novel (although emphatically acknowledging her obsession for Fernando) she revealed various times her lack of desire to continue within the musical space, despite the overwhelming encouragement from her folks. Furthermore, when her life was abruptly altered by the incarceration of Fernando, she opted to take active control of her life and the construction of her identity, instead of remain inert. Indeed, she does associate herself with the 291 community of the multinational -— one which has expensive tastes and fi'equents the Salamanca barrio — yet, she does not conform to this image, illustrated through her coiffure (dreadlocks) and sporting clothes that project an alternative, indie image. The theorist Cixous, in “The Laugh of Medusa”, calls for an end of silence instituted upon women when she proposes a feminine practice of writing that urges women to write themselves using the ‘white ink’, the milk of the mother’s breast (251). A plausible interpretation of this is that men cannot silence that which feeds their progeny so they are forced to let it flow in its own manner and design, be it the ‘white ink’ of the breast or Alba’s writing of her own narrative. From the time Fernando was incarcerated, Alba, as her name suggests, embarks upon a journey of re-awakening. Diving into her work “como método de evasion” (192), Alba separated herself from the world of music that “nunca 1e habia gustado demasiado y en el que, ademas, tenia que estar mintiendo constantemente sobre el paradero de Fernando” (192). Negotiating a new terrain, Alba also began to re-construct her concept of self. Indeed she did not stop consuming images and symbols, but she did consume actively and use it to her advantage and further herself professionally: “se dio cuenta de que la cantidad de horas que invertia en aquella oficina y los esfuerzos que hacia servian de muy poco si no se acompafiaban de una vida social activisima con sus superiores y algunos companeros <>” (192). Aware of her surroundings and their inherent patriarchal structure, Alba took advantage of these parties to further her own desires; desires not based on being possessed by a man, rather financially caring for herself: “Si Alba queria que su cuenta bancaria ascendiera todos los meses a doscientas mil pesetas daba igual como trabajara: lo irnportante era ganarse la confianza de sus superiores. Al fin y al cabo, los cargos de responsabilidad también se 292 llamaban puestos de confianza, por algo seria” (193). Her nomadic negotiations through this location demonstrate the articulation of an active female subjectivity as well as the erection and appropriation of her own language; Grijalba concurs: “Alba si podrla ser un ejemplo de nomada. Yo creo que si, va evolucionando” (Interview 2004). While feminist critics continue to explore how to acquire language outside of the Symbolic order, as Cixous suggests, this system of writing from the ‘breast’ allow for an exclusivity among women that undermines patriarchal political agendas. For instance, while Alba did not particularly enjoy working “En realidad odiaba su trabajo: bueno, cualquier trabajo, incluido el de tocar e1 sitar de festival en festival” (193-4), she recognized that it was her means to independently establish herself and make possible future dreams: “ahorrar durante unos cinco anos y después retirarse a vivir de las rentas y de algr'rn trabajillo suelto” (194). To convert to reality these aspirations, Alba performed for her bosses - “Siempre decia que adoraba su trabajo, que la publicidad le parecia un arte y que los publicistas hacian una labor social muy importante” (194) - to the point of embodying a caricature of the traditional woman. When questioned about her future desire to have children with Fernando, Alba responded perfectly without hesitation: “la r'rnica que podia conducirle a1 ascenso rapido. Ponia cara de mas confidencia ar'rn y cierta desazon y decia: <>” (194). In contrast to her location within the techno space, the power of the feminine makes a dramatic shift to the center within the space of the multinational. While some may read Alba’s choices and resulting embodiment as an adoption of a masculinist patriarchal paradigm, I do not believe that to be the case. Alba 293 maintains and articulates a dual discourse to her benefit. She utilizes a “set of interrelated ‘situated krrowledges’” (Braidotti Patterns of Dissonance 278) or nomadism which leads her to ascertain and actively take control over her life, opening possibilities to achieve that which she truly desires yet “no se lo confeso jamas a ningr'm companero” (194): to work hard now and save so as to live her future in peace. Alba’s efforts and movements within the territory of the multination illustrate Braidotti’s concept of the nomad and the notion of becoming woman: E1 nomade tiene un agudo sentido del tenitorio, pero no de su posesion. Como bien lo sefiala Haraway: uno debe situarse en algr'rn lugar para poder hacer enunciaciones de valor general. Por consiguiente, el nomadismo no es fluidez sin fronteras, sino que consiste mas bien en una aguda conciencia de no fijacién de limites. Es el intenso deseo de continuar irrumpiendo, transgrediendo. (Sujetos nomades 77) By way of her fleshing through of experiences and understanding of the spaces in which she has traversed, Alba has acquired knowledge that permits her to work from a position of subversion (she does work for the multinational, but it represents a means to an end). This coupled with the knowledge that she does not need Fernando nor any other man to construct and stabilize her identity are fundamental to an enhanced self-awareness, an understanding that derives from her “rhizomatic” or profound contemplation that according to Braidotti, unfolds in a “’nomadic’ style” (Patterns of Dissonance 60). That is, the status of their relationship as the goal and endpoint of her development is called into question by the emergence of new plot intrigues that seek to expose the 294 insufficiencies of the old. In this vein, Felski agrees with the necessity of creating alternative spaces for the construction of active female subjectivity. She states: The defining feature of a feminist text is a recognition and rejection of the ideological basis of the traditional script of heterosexual romance characterized by female passivity, dependence, and subordination, and an attempt to develop an alternative narrative and symbolic fi'amework within which female identity can be located. (129) While a negative portrayal was presented at the inception of the novel — a representation of female alienation — through multiplicity of intrigues, the protagonist works to overcome these debilitations. Alba’s unhealthy consumption of celebrity denied her the opportunity for active self-formation and independent self-fulfillment. All the while she was clinging to a relationship based on psychological dependence with a lover unable to acknowledge women other than in relation to his own emotional and sexual interests, as commodities. That is, she displaced her need to foreground her identity and distinguish herself from others based on attention from a man. The key transformation of the text — Femando’s imprisonment providing Alba the space she needed to cultivate her self - takes the protagonist from an inert state or an imposed alienation to a qualitatively different concept of self. Within this narrative, the heroine maneuvering as Other among patriarchal landscapes- techno scene, penitentiary, multinational - survives and strengthens her self. Ironically, her celebrity boyfriend suffers, and ultimately, destroys himself. Grijalba offers a narrative of opposition through the resistance and survival of Alba. The social and ideological constrictions, which traditionally have defined women’s roles within the social scope, are 295 systematically called into question. The rupture with tradition materializes by way of the inward recognition and rejection of the ideological basis of existing gender roles. Furthermore, this rupture is expressed through actively displacing the fulfillment of Alba’s boyfriend’s needs for hers. The shifts in physical space, from the techno scene to the multinational, are as symbolically important to the evolutions manifesting within her personal relationship with herself and Fernando. In this transformation, she moves outward from the oppressive environment of the techno scene (as she experienced it) to the spaces of the multinational, yet another patriarchal structure, but the difference is that she relies and depends upon herself. There is a definite emphasis on autonomy as she shifts from one mode of being to a radically altered one. Through her rejection of the model of the traditional heterosexual couple as a means of self-definition, Alba establishes alternative symbolic configurations that provide a locus of meaning. The experiences she undergoes, while difficult and painful, are viewed as essential stages in her maturation process; her interactions with the world help to mold and form the parameters of her subjectivity. External exploration both parallels and contributes to the discovery of her interior self. In this context, self-awareness is depicted as piece-meal and accumulative, a trajectory of development that takes into account various steps. The unfolding of the text is hinged on the goal of retrospective self-knowledge and understanding; as a result, the aspects of the novel garner significance in relation to the various developments. That is to say, after the imprisonment of Fernando, Alba delves into discovering her own talents and nurturing herself. This dedication led to promotions as well as a profound sense of worth attached to her job. Not that she loves it, but rather it provides a means to achieve 296 the ultimate end. Along her journey, Alba ascends to a position of more responsibility requiring her to travel to exotic places such as England and Morocco. On one of her business trips, she worked closely with Paul, the company’s top client. Embodying the complete opposite of Fernando “Paul parecia un chico responsable, educado, estaba forrado y era atentisimo con ella. . .un poco pesado para su gusto y sin demasiada chispa” (203), the attention she receives from him, stemming fi'om professional involvement yet transforming to romantic, appeals to her as well as appears to be poetic justice: “Por una vez un hombre (aunque no le gustara, daba igual) dejaba de prestar atencion a una chica perfecta para atender a una mortal con defectos. Alba lo tenia claro: Paul 1e caia bien” (202). Moreover, due to his affinity for her, she was given certain privileges -— the charge of his account, the company’s largest. Her behavior is notable; while she in no way solicited his attention, professional or romantic, she utilizes the situation to her advantage. That is not to say that she allows him to seduce her or vice versa to advance further within the multinational, rather she dedicates herself to her work while basking in the unsolicited male attention. Her colleagues, however, are not as receptive to her promotions and even accuse her of throwing herself at Paul to secure his account. This verbal attack resonates throughout her being, in particular due to the newfound pride she attaches to it. Her brilliant response to a female coworker, however, further evidences her nomadic wandering: De todas formas, no deberias pensar que todo el mundo consigue las cosas como tr’r: tirandose a los jefes. Supongo que no te lo podras ni imaginar, pero también hay tias que logramos ir ascendiendo poco a poco por méritos propios. Si no puedes sorportarlo y necesitas pensar que 297 escalamos puestos con tus rrrismos métodos es tu problema, pero a mi no me metas en tu mismo saco porque somos muy distintas. (223) While Alba is aware her promotion by Paul does not stem from her professional merit, she also recognizes that she does not directly nor indirectly pander for his attention as a means of ascension. The ownership of her voice highlights what Maria Lugones and Elizabeth Spelman affirm; they note that possessing a voice is “integral to leading a life rather than being led through it” and “being silenced in one’s own account of one’s life is a kind of amputation that signals oppressions” (Lugones and Spelman 19). Alba’s past silence disabled her agency, for the alternative to articulating her own experience and her own goals in her way is to live a contrived version of her self. Nevertheless, throughout her journey, Alba gradually acquires and appropriates her own voice in accord with her desires. That she was given the most important account in her public relations firm introduces a distinct series of intrigues into the mix. Responsible for the marketing and image of Paul’s company, Fake London, Alba was required to dedicate much time and energy to the success of the project that required travel to London. Indeed, as her professional devotion to this client intensified, her identity became inextricably linked to the space of the multinational: Lo de la cuenta de Fake London la tenia obsesionada; después de la conversacién con Sara estaba convencida de que tenia que hacer todo lo posible para que aquello saliera bien. A medida que iba investigando y metiéndose en el asunto se daba cuenta de que ese trabajo le apetecia cada 298 vez mas y ademas tenia la corazonada de que podia conseguir su obj etivo, que no era tan dificil como habia pensado. (227) While Alba received pleasure actively creating her subjectivity vis-a-vis the consumption of elements central to the multinational, her boyfiiend Fernando spins further out of control, consuming a hefty array of chemical enhancements — alcohol, marijuana, and anti-anxiety pills such as lexatin — and (ironically) being consumed by his paranoid jealousy of Alba and her movements. His state of being, far from pleasurable, provides Alba with a sense of relief and also poetic justice. The narrative voice elaborates: “Habia instantes en los que se sentia feliz, satisfecha de que la justicia poética se irnpusiera y Fernando pudiera entender (por propia experiencia) lo que ella habia sentido cuando tardaba dos dias mas de lo previsto en volver de una gira o si no la llarnaba a la hora que habia quedado. Pero su satisfaccién no era plena.” (228). Interestingly, Alba recognizes that their situations are ironically reversed; while she does not wish this feeling of impotence on anyone, it does lead to firrther ‘rhizomatic’ contemplation regarding her own state of affairs. For the first time she consciously noted the message her subconscious has been attempting to send her for months: “A 10 mej or deberiarnos dejarlo” (229). While these words - a rupture in the relationship - appeared fiightful to Alba for years, to the point that she tolerated emotional negligence and abuse to not hear them from Fernando, recently they hinted at liberation: La ruptura era algo en lo que nunca habia querido pensar seriamente. Le dolia demasiado y para evitarla, para conseguir que Fernando no llegara nunca a decir esas cinco palabras, habia aguantado, aguantado y aguantado, hasta limites que ella nrisma, obj etivarnente, hubiera 299 censurado. Pero desde hacia algr'm tiempo, 1a ruptura 1e empezaba a parecer una liberacion y el miedo habia cambiado de bando. Ahora Alba estaba aterrorizada por Fernando. (229) The evolution of her feelings towards Fernando evidences a key transition in her self. Her porous character results complex and contradictory as she undergoes the process of sorting through mixed messages. Alba experiences sensations of female empowerment and liberation juxtaposed with dependence. This paradox stems fi'om her participation within the culture of the techno scene; it is a culture of consumption, in her experience, that positions women as both commodities and consumers. Hence, she negotiates her presence within the space of the multinational in new and ambiguous ways, whereby the existence of her shifting consciousness is made concrete in moments of contradictory experience. Alba’s goal is change, and this requires that she take responsibility for her own life and actions. A patriarchal society expects women to be totally giving and available, downplaying their own needs, ambitions, and desires, as well as fears and guilts. In consuming the techno scene and the celebrity of her boyfiiend, Alba repressed natural ambitions opting for martyrdom. With the advent of Femando’s incarceration, Alba arrives at the realization of her improper desiring. This working knowledge in conjunction with her experiences inside and outside of the techno location impulsed a willingness to act on behalf of her self and her respective desires. It is noteworthy that her business trip to London marks a culminating point in the potential separation between Alba and Fernando. The night before her departure, the couple made plans to dine out on Calle Barbieri, an evening that was quashed by Femando’s over indulgence in 300 pharmacological enhancements, which left him in a chemically induced stupor. Stood up, worrisome Alba returns home to find her boyfiiend, yet again, passed out. Her worry, nevertheless, quickly converted to intense anger, however, she gathered her energies to focus on her advancement when she really wanted to provoke a heated argument with him: “nga que? Si no se va a enterar de nada. Estara hasta arriba de pastillas y me va a poner mas histérica. . .ademas pues no, mej or no porque podemos estar discutiendo hasta las tantas y hoy tengo que dormir bien, que manana me espera un dia fino. Que duerrna o que haga lo que le dé la gana, a mi ya me la suda” (235). Effectively, Alba does not subordinate her interests or energies for those of Fernando. While her sense of self and perhaps of her femininity may be contradictory, nevertheless as Weedon contends: “. . .only a conscious awareness of the contradictory nature of subjectivity can introduce the possibility of political choice between modes of femininity in different situations and between the discourses in which they have their meaning” (87). Alba and her body, as a subject in process, are sites of potential revolution as she battles to define her femininity and social role while adding meaning to her experiences. Within the location of the multinational, Alba’s subjectivity is in the process of active formation. This is achieved via fleshing through a multiplicity of experiences and appropriating the knowledge gleaned to her advantage. An intrigue that portends firrther ambiguity and provokes profound questioning on Alba’s part is the interest her “superj efe” (240) Paul takes in her. While flattered by the attention — something she feels unaccustomed to — at the same time, she feels overtly manipulated by his interests. That is, upon arriving in London — a business trip that was to last for the weekend- she and her boss Santiago are told that due to issues with the marketing boss, they will have the 301 weekend fiee and begin business on Monday. While Santiago was pleased with the extra time — days he could devote to perusing the high-end shopping district- Alba felt ‘6 otherwise: .. .no estaba tan entusiasmada, estaba practicamente segura de que Paul sabia lo del cambio de dia de la reunion hacia mucho tiempo y que les habia obligado air antes para pasar unos dias con ella” (241). In particular, Alba remains concerned because she, now, would have no excuse to not attend an overnight trip-hop festival with him. It is interesting to note that this situation provokes contemplation not only for Alba but also Paul. He wonders why this intelligent and attractive woman has captivated him so, as she is not his usual type: “. . .objectivarnente podria tener bastante que envidiar a las decenas de pijas londinenses de metro ochenta, cincuenta y cinco kilos, pelo rubio perfecto, veintipocos afios y educacion exclusiva que andaban detras de él desde que se habia separado por r'rltima vez” (242-3). Parallely, for the protagonist this situation with Paul brought to mind Barbie dolls, gifts her grandmother brought her from the United States that sparked interest and caused jealousy among her friends, as in Spain they were commodities not readily available. She contemplates how she carried the doll around school allowing her fiiends to play with her Barbie: “A ella no le costaba ningr'rn esfuerzo porque siempre habia odiado las mufrecas y la Barbie 1e parecia una hortera y mucho mas abunida que el Exin Castillos, que era con lo que se pasaba horas. . .Y ademés se sentia muy culpable por no apreciar eso que todo el mundo envidiaba. . .”(243). This timely reflection can be read as resistance to aligning herself with the patriarchal beauty cannon and her defiance of stereotypical gender expectations. Furthermore, while Alba understands that she is a commodity, she also notes that she does not have to completely buy into this dominant structure; rather in doing so, she stands to lose the autonomy that 302 she has acquired since Femando’s incarceration. Perhaps most importantly, she arrives at a deeper understanding of her desires and needs: ...se acordo de Fernando y se dio cuenta de que no le echaba de menos, que incluso estaba feliz de encontrarse fuera de casa, sin tener que aguantar los cambios de humor y la desidia de su novio. Por primera vez en muchos afios se daba cuenta de que no estaba enamorada de nadie. Ya no queria a Fernando y, por muchos esfuerzos que hiciera, a Paul parecia que tampoco. (243) While admitting to herself that she in not in love with neither Fernando nor Paul, she still finds herself in ambiguous terrain. Indeed she accepted a dinner invitation to the hippy- chic Momo, a restaurant frequented by celebrities such as Vanessa Paradis, Kate Moss and Jade Jagger, which placed her in a fashion quandary. Alba resolved the dilemma and decided to sport “un pantalon de seda salvaje verde y un top de espejitos y patchwork hindr’r” (247), as she wanted to fabricate a carefully chosen image: a hippie yet trendy look that did not portend a night of passionate sex. After crafting her image, in which she concomitantly commodifies herself as a culturally sophisticated and worldly 'woman, Alba meets up with Paul, only to become repulsed by his treatment of her. While she realizes that vis-a-vis consumption choices she fabricates herself as a type commodity, she did not create a sexually charged self. Hence, Alba becomes offended by Paul’s presumptuous advances: Instantes después de salir del hotel, Paul 1a habia rodeado por la cintura y Alba no sabia como reaccionar. Ese exceso de confianza la molestaba, pero tampoco 1e parecia logico decirle que la soltara. Un par de veces, al 303 cruzar una calle o sortear algr'rn obstaculo, Alba se habia zafado de la mano aprisionadora, pero a los pocos segundos volvia a estar ahi entre la cintura y la cadera, demasiado cerca del glr'rteo. (248) Along her journey from passivity to active self-formation, Alba has fleshed through myriad experiences to uncover her true desires and likewise act on behalf of her needs. The episode that occurred in route to Momo serves as a firrther experience that awakens the protagonist; uncomfortable and offended by Paul’s advances and his “mano aprisonadora” (248), while Alba does not access her voice, skirting his advances when possible, she does become angry with herself, thinking: “No, si a este paso, termino casandome con él por no decirle que no a nada, con la edad me estoy volviendo mas gilipollas” (248). Reflecting upon her silence as well as the repercussions on her career if she were to break it, Alba heads down the path to reclaim that from which she has been disinherited. In the middle of dinner, Alba excuses herself and retreats to the bathroom where she has a revelation; after vomiting her meal — a moment in which she felt a special affinity with Fernando — she told herself: “Cuando suba tengo que decirle a Paul lo que piensa, no puedo estar con tonterias... Voy a dejarme de mentiras...la mentira siempre se vuelve en tu contra” (252). Evidenced by her admission, in acquiring and fleshing through knowledge, Alba is able to express her awareness via self-possession. Upon revealing to Paul — who reacted quite well because he was convinced that with patience he would end up conquering her - that she had no romantic interest in him, Alba experienced an overwhelming sense of relief and tranquility, such that she slept the entire night and awoke with more energy that she had felt in years: “Era como si la hubieran desenterrado. Estaba pletorica sin motivo”(254). This moment of tranquility was 304 interrupted by dark thoughts of Fernando; she wondered why he had not called her nor answered the telephone at home, and this line of questioning temporarily displaced her peace as jealousy surged to the foreground. Nevertheless, her curiousity and fears were eased after reading the morning edition of the Spanish newspaper El Mundo. <>. (254-255) Within minutes of reading the obituary, Alba receives a telephone call from Pablo, who was concerned with her reaction to the news of Femando’s death. Yet she admits to him, “No, de verdad que estoy bien. No entiendo por qué, pero por primera vez en un monton de tiempo me siento muy bien, muy tranquila. . .Te lo digo a ti porque a otro me daria vergiienza, pero es como si me hubiera liberado de algo, no sé, no puedo evitarlo. . .”(255). Within hours of this admission, Alba returns to Madrid to attend the wake; seeing Fernando in his black velvet Dolce & Gabanna suit, Alba can only murmur “jQué guapa esta'!” (256), thinking about how favorable the state of rigor mortis was, an ironic reflection that she also makes at the opening of the novel. In the distance she heard Femando’s mother pray that he rest in peace, to which Alba could only reply: “<>” (256). 305 Conclusions: As evidenced by the nomadic wanderings of the protagonist Alba, martyrdom not only transmits a negative message but also represents a perverse manner of expressing herself and gaining control of her life. The journey to self-awakening illustrates an attempt to (re)present and reassemble a female embodiment that in the past was given. While consumed by the techno scene and celebrity image of her boyfriend, Fernando, Alba keeps an ethic of silence. Her experiences within this territory unveil the contradictory reality of consumption, the results of which produce an unhealthy subject. This isolates her from her organic self and prevents her fi'om creating an active female subjectivity. However, in her passage from one location to another — the tenitory of techno to that of the multinational, she does not annhilate her subjectivity but rather re- configures it, invoking a self who is not terrified of solitude, a subject who is individual yet connected. Alba expresses an empowered figuration. Her actions are not a rebellion but an essential to speak the truth of her self. Instead of placing her focus on controlling the environment surrounding her, she acts within and becomes part of an ‘imagined community’ of the multinational, that in complex and contradictory modes offer her the opportunity to actively create female subjectivity and experience a sense of autonomy. 306 Chapter VI: Interconnections “It’s our memory that connects us”, Sonia Sanchez qtd. in Baumgardner and Richards, 67 Three contemporary Spanish women writers, six female protagonists, myriad of cultures of consumption yielding in divergent representations of female subjectivity: are the narrativized realities portrayed disparate images or interconnected vignettes of female identity? While the three authors have lived distinct personal narratives and have pursued dissimilar paths in many spheres, the tie that binds Lucia Etxebarria, Gabriela Bustelo, and Silvia Grij alba remains their negotiation of female subjectivity through the optic of cultures of consumption. Each, in her own manner, portrays the female subject and her becoming; this process is intimately linked to her maneuverings through the consumer realm, selection of particular goods and codes, and subsequent re-appropriation of goods. Indeed the mode in which each author cultivates female subjectivity is distinct; nevertheless, each etches protagonists who negotiate meaning. By way of the various protagonists’ appropriation of particular goods (tangible or abstract), they associate with a specific ‘imagined community’. The dynamic relationships occurring among the protagonists and the consumer reahn result in the construction of meaning and transmission of codes, legible to the masses. It goes beyond symbols of simply images of pleasure. Rather, through consumption each protagonist navigates a multiplicity of codes in the journey of becoming an active female subject, an agent with potential to enact change and evolve. Furthermore, in the case of some of the protagonists, there may exist 307 liberatory potential stemming from the autonomous self-creation vis-a-vis the consumer realm. The process of becoming for each of the protagonists is also hinged on the continuous interrogation of the hegemonic system and conventional gender roles. Again through divergent means, each protagonist, by way of the construction of her subjectivity through the specific accoutrements of the culture of consumption, questions her identity and that of Woman within the traditional patriarchal model. Cognizant of the power structure, each moves through spaces (those with which they associate) confecting their identity according to will, yet conscious of how their position relates to that of the power paradigm. The commonality amongst these women is their utilization of experiences and fleshing through of memories to enact change and arise at a higher understanding of their selflrood. In this sense, according to the postulations of Braidotti and her theory of nomadic subjectivity, the protagonists arrive to embody the fenrinist female subject who has abandoned longing for salvation, and instead has focused on regeneration either through subversion of the power structure or working within it to her advantage. Either way, these various portrayals evidence the dynanric multiplicity of female subjectivity. Due to personal narratives, experiences with global economies, and their notions of female identity, Grij alba, Bustelo and Etxebarria may have, perhaps, been influenced to examine female subjectivity in conjunction with cultures of consumption within contemporary Spain from various platforms. What remains clear, though, is their dialogue with the international via the inclusion of global brands, locales, markets, cultural trends, and use of the English language in their narrative. Silvia Grijalba, for instance, explores the movement of the female subject, Alba, within the techno scene as 308 well as the multinational. She traces the evolutions in the identity of Alba as she passes from one territory to the other, obviously intimately linked also to the position of her boyfriend, Fernando. It is interesting to note that these two territories are ones in which Grijalba herself has profound knowledge: the capitalist empire from her work at the newspaper El Mundo and the musical landscape through her direct and indirect participation in that area (playing, djing, and reporting). The identity of the protagonist is closely related to her surroundings and that which she consumes within the two territories; in the techno scene - drugs, music, the celebrity of her boyfriend, unhealthy obsession — and in the multinational, she experiences more power (linked to the demise of Fernando) and consumes higher-end labels while maintaining hybridization via her indie look. Most importantly, though, is that as she traverses the two areas, both patriarchal in nature, she gains a deeper understanding of herself and her own needs. This translates into the construction of an active subjectivity and awareness of self, despite the constraints inherent to the power system. Alba nomadically wanders, utilizing her memory and experiences as guide, and arrives at a position of peaceful understanding: she rejects the notion of a savior and begins her own process of rejuvenation. Grijalba’s portrayal of female subjectivity opens the possibility for the re- definition of Woman. Likewise, Bustelo traces the construction of female subjectivity through the locus of consumption. Unlike the cultures of consumption depicted in Grij alba’s novel, Bustelo examines the space of the underground life of the movida madrilefla juxtaposed by the consumption of drugs, music, high-end goods, dancing, and the gaze. Similar to Grijalba, Bustelo explores the relationship among female identity and consumption, as 309 well as the process of becoming achieved via contemplation yielding a more heightened awareness of self (Braidotti). Dissirnilar to Grijalba, Bustelo toys with the conventional conception of Woman — that of the femme fatale — to interrogate and subvert the hegemonic prescriptions for gender norms. Within the underground scene of the movida nightlife, Vania flits among various locales, voluntarily playing into the game of stalker, her identity manifesting in a chameleon-like manner. Nearly always highly sexually charged, Vania moves among the ‘authentic’ spaces of the bars, displays herself (knowing she is a commodity) for the gaze, and feels empowered. Indeed she participates in the game, yet her narrative does not call for nor need a male, but rather she objectifies the masculine by way of the power she ascertains through the image she appropriates and projects. Entangled by the ‘mania persecutoria’, vulnerable videotapes, two-way nrirrors, and the knowledge that she is under constant surveillance, Vania does not render passive; she actively creates her selflrood and fluctuates from positions of ‘mirada’ to that of ‘nrirona’. Working from a position of power, Vania uses her gaze to unveil the stalkers and as such erases the constraints and subdues their power. The novel playfully toys with the creation of female identity in a world constructed and ruled by hegemonic norms. Likewise, it unveils the plethora of consumer goods and their relationship in the construction of female subjectivity. Vania enters into the game through partaking in the consumer realm. These participations evidence nomadic wanderings that engage Vania to question and manipulate the symbolic to her advantage while freely creating her selflrood; as such, she embodies the feminist female subject and a distinct potential for the redefinition of Woman. 310 Etxebarria’s narrative presents diverse portraits of the three Gaena sisters and their construction of identity contingent upon consumption of territory and the respective accoutrements. While distinct in identity, the commonality among the Gaena siblings is _ their quest for knowledge, for an understanding and acceptance of who they are. This is arrived upon by way of their individual contemplations of experiences, fleshing through history, their understanding of the power paradigm, as well as an understanding of themselves. Divergent in representation, the youngest, Cristina, incamates counterculture and interrogates hegemonic norms while at the same time working within the system to her benefit. Moving from the realm of the multinational to the bar scene, Cristina elected to have more control over her time and body space. Despite her knowledge, she was denied access due to despotic practices, firrtherrnore, within this tenitory, her body felt inorganic, artificially programmed and constricted for the benefit of those in the upper echelons of the company. While recognizing the patriarchal nature of the bar, she is cognizant that her body — as bartender — is the focus, on display for the consuming eyes; yet, ironically she condescends their hungry looks while benefiting from the financial gain. Questioning all dominant power structures, Cristina understands herself and the power that she possesses. She engages in nomadic thinking by way of her ‘rhizomatic’ contemplation of self and surroundings as well as active self-formation via the space of counterculture. In distinct contrast to her younger, Rosa is programmed, digitalized, and coded according to the tenets of capitalism and advancing technologies. She, too, initiates nomadic contemplation by way of her interrogation of gender roles as well as the result of being female in a male dominated economy. Colonized to believe that she had to deny all emotion and feeling, but rather control and program her selflrood according to 311 logic and rationalism (masculine associated qualities) to achieve success and to just be. Working through memories and experiences, she allows herself to explore her emotions. She is cyborg: constructed in part by technology but also human, allowed to feel at harmony with her emotive self. The oldest sister, Ana, also presents a representation that deviates from the other two; she is the housewife incarnate. Ana fabricates her life patch- working together the elite brands and odd chores she must complete around the domestic sphere, as that was what she had learned from her mother and society. Maintaining her house of elaborate immaculate quality, as if it were uninhabited, represented a ritual significance; just in the same way, she constructed her self around the consumption of very expensive and international goods. Yet there were fault lines. Ana could not be the perfect mother, housewife, and just be. After periods of ingesting chemical cocktails — one to wake her up and another to help her sleep- profound sadness, and utter despair, Ana begins her own quest for identity. Abandoning all that she knew, she journeys towards regeneration of self, a healthy one based upon her own active self-construction. It is important to note that the consumption of high-end goods is not the factor that caused her demise and passivity, rather the internalization of unrealistic expectations that she herself did not know if she really desired or desired because of what she had been taught by social and familiar discourse. In sum, all three articulate their identity via their consumption of object and symbols; their identities are in flux and evidence the multiplicity of the female subject. In conclusion, female identity has been grounded in theories postulated during the Enlightenment, elaborating that Man is rational and active and Woman, his opposite, is passive and a lack. The identity of Woman has been essentialized by the masculine 312 dominated economy to signify an inferior being. Whether it manifest as mother, wife, or daughter, She was always the other. This study, however, dismisses theories grounded in Enlightenment thought and re-thinks the notion of woman. Through the analysis of the various protagonists, the concept of woman has become radicalized: She is no longer an essence, but rather She represents a multiplicity of beconrings, of female subjectivities. This research has not proposed the destruction or overturning of the hegemonic system, but rather proposes manners in which the female subject may negotiate an active subjectivity, either subverting the system or working within it to her advantage. In the postmodern era, the concept of becoming or constructing subjectivity is intimately linked to cultures of consumption, by which each of the protagonists has negotiated meaning and actively forged a female subject. Some of the protagonists even experienced a libidinal return via their personal interactions with specific cultures of consumption and their playing with various accoutrements associated. Each of the protagonists represents an individual with a unique history and narrative; nevertheless, there exists a commonality among these women. While wandering different paths, each embarked upon a journey that led them to interrogate their individual selflrood as well as their surroundings. Likewise, by way of their contemplation and fleshing through of experiences, the protagonists, as nomad or cyborg, work with the knowledge and traverse spaces with more profound insight into their selflrood and the desire to redefine the notion of female subjectivity, rejecting essence and grounded identity. As unveiled in the literature under discussion and exposed in the vast and intensive political, social, and economic changes transpiring in present day Spain, there exists transformations in the contingencies of female identity; likewise, these distinct media (literature, sociological 313 surveys, inauguration of new political cycle) demonstrate the need for a re-definition in the concept of female subjectivity, a transgression, a radicalization of Woman. To close, this inquiry cites the scholar Sargisson whose thoughts succinctly predicate the re- thinking of Woman, not through destruction, but rather by way of the creation of new spatial constructs in which to engage in the negotiation and articulation of the female subject. Sargisson affirms: Not only does the present need to be critiqued but its status, and that of women within it, need to be questioned. Transgression of social codes, of the concept of order, and of generic conventions all comprise elements of a practice, which I have called radical and transgressive utopiarrism, that seeks to subvert and exploit the ways in which our perceptions of reality (and the concepts that enable us to make sense of reality) are constructed. By dislocating the present, we can, I suggest, create new conceptual space which allows challenges to the present to be made, and permits the desire for change to become manifest and ‘meaningful’. (225) After having read the investigation in its whole, another thought to consider is: what is the significance of this investigation with respect to current Spanish reality? Indeed, there are interconnections that are grounded in the potential for the redefinition of the female subject in contemporary Spain. Of primary significance is the change in the political cycle. On March 14th 2004, just days after a terrorist attack at the central train depot Atocha in downtown Madrid, the results of the elections defied the predictions. The Spanish Socialist Workers Party (PSOE), led by José Luis Rodriguez Zapatero, garnered a majority of seats in the Congress of Deputies. Their win represented a 314 tremendous defeat for the governing People’s Party (PP), led into the campaign by Mariano Rajoy and supported by the goveming Prime Minister J osé Maria Aznar. This abrupt paradigm transformation signals that a new stage has begun, evidenced by Zapatero’s announcement of his intention to form a minority PSOE government without a coalition. The results of the elections are remarkable as they demonstrate a prominent increase in electoral participation, especially among the youth, who concentrated their support behind the PSOE leader Zapatero. The electoral outcome also implies a desire among the Spanish society to end authoritarianism and stringent right-wing politics, while opening the potential to recognize the plurality into which Spain has bloomed. The stunning political transformation, ending nearly a decade of the conservative regime at the hehn, promises the possibility of real change that undoubtedly will reverberate in the conception of female identity. Indeed there are visible signs of this change, as well as the evolution in women’s identity within the past decade within the proxemics of government, multinational, and music, to name a few. The realm of music (producers and musicians) was constructed and donrinanted by the masculine, and when there appeared a female musician, she was the exception, not the norm. This, however, is changing as more women participate. According to Aguilera, in Spain, Las chicas 1e han entrado a1 rock de forma masiva y por los canales mas marginales. La presencia femenina es especiahnente destacada en el escaparate de la musica independiente. Desde los sellos pequeilos llegan mozas que cantan en inglés o espafiol las variantes del rock y del pop. Abanderadas de este movimiento fueron las hermanas Llanos, nr'rcleo duro 315 del grupo Dover, que crecio hasta el punto de ser fichado por una multinacional. (www.cl—mundo.es/larevista/numl77/textos/gentes2.html/) Explicit in Aguilera’s investigation is not only significant female participation in the music world, but also the success female groups attain. On a political level, one only need mention Maria Teresa Feméndez de la Vega, the very first female Vice-President and Minister to the President. Prior to this position, in 1996, she triumphed (along with the first victory of the Partido Popular) as the delegate of Jaén. Her achievements provide motivation and sirve to dismantle barriers imposed upon the woman. Women have also effectuated meaningful progress in the business world. According to surveys undertaken by the Instituto de la Muj er, in the third trimester of 2004, 421,900 Spanish women directed large companies and 138,500 Spanish women maintained direction of small businesses with less then ten employees (Encuesta de Poblacion Activa, INE). While these statistics may seem inferior to masculine involvement, nevertheless, they indicate an alteration in ideology and the continued advancements on behalf of the Spanish woman. Taking into consideration these few examples, indeed, the political shift that transpired in March 2004 incamates the potential to yield many more modifications in the construction of female subjectivity. While at a paradigm level the political change holds many promises for the recognition of enhance freedom, this transformation has also reflected at the individual level. During a personal interview with Silvia Grijalba, I posed the question: (Como es la situacion femenina actual en Espafia? In her opinion, this question was of much significance for the construction of female subjectivity in light of the displacement of the PP regime by PSOE. Grijalba responded: 316 Pues. . .esta pregunta viene en un momento que para Espafia es bastante favorable porque el nuevo gobiemo de Zapatero. . .la mayoria de las ministras son muj eres. Entonces esto esta muy bien nunca habia ocunido. La vicepresidenta del gobiemo es mujer. . .la muj er se va mejorando. Yo creo que si se va mejorando. Lo que pasa es que todavia queda muchisimo por luchar. . .En Espafia tenemos que recordar que tenemos una tradicion machista de siglos y siglos. (Personal Interview 2004) Her comments and observations regarding the propitious political changes are of significance as they highlight the possibilities that are opening for women, ones that offer potential for multiplicity in subjectivity and reject essence. Yet, at the same time Grij alba points to the work that exists for the emancipation of female subjectivity in Spain, a country steeped in a machista tradition. Similar to the political sphere, on both social and economic levels there also exist many interconnections. As evidenced previously by Ingelhart’s investigation of contemporary Spanish social values and also elucidated in Amando de Mi guel’s sociological research, Spanish society has and continues to experience many changes that are reflected in the transformation of their social values. As affirmed by both of the aforementioned scholars, the attitude of the Spaniards is becoming more secular as well as much more tolerant. This, in consideration of the economic growth that has occurred in Spain within the last two decades, point towards the need for a re-examination of the identity of woman. 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