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We request that RED CEDAR REVIEW be cited as place of first publication on any reprinted material. ©Massachusetts Review, “The Jellyfish’’ and Shenandoah, “Checking in.” CONTENTS POETRY 3 Charles Wright Private Madrigal 4 Dobie Pasco Another girl Wednesday Knowing 7 James Welch City Days, Always Tried Happy 8 William Pitt Root The Jellyfish The City Dreaming of Horses “Checking in” 15 William Matthews Reading Beside a Farm Pond on a March Afternoon Moving 17 William Nagy Five untitled poems 22 Douglas Blazek A Sphere jester/A severe gesture Politics, at a Somewhat Lower Level 24 Jane Frink August Above Winter 26 Daniel Rendleman The Morning of November 31 George Hitchcock The Man with the Wicker Cigar 32 Brendan Galvin In Locust Hollow 48 Mary F. Davis Obit 52 Mitchell Bloomfield The Mongoloid Child Watches Kite Flying 54 James Bertolino Fire Sale Employed A second 57 Deborah Robinson April's Love 58 Robert Vander Molen Position #32 Fishing with Jake PROSE 33 Mitchell Bloomfield Auction on Lincoln Street PHOTOGRAPHY Rick Sterry Justin Kestenbaum Jeff Blyth Ronald Bernt Figure without caption. RICK STERRY CHARLES WRIGHT Private Madrigal Hung in the gathering leaves (Like cages, I say), the late Oranges swing in the rain, Balancing, now, back and forth. We watch them through the window. If cages, you answer, they Must be for crickets, bringers Of good luck, they are so small. True . . . However, that black spot On each — that seems to lean out, That seems to proffer itself— Is not from any cricket, No, but something else which has No name, and will not ever sing. DOBIE PASCO Wednesday The prettiest girl Working in a Chinese place. I eat there every day Hating rice. Another Girl This Mississippi evening we sit on the beach and listen to the gulls. She's lived two blocks from the sea all her life and still hears the gulls. This afternoon I walked on the beach with thousands of them above me, driving me off, running from their screams. "Why do you scream at me? I won't steal your food. I won't eat your young." From a safe distance. "Keep your lousy beach. Choke on your garbage. I don't need sand in my shoes and shit in my hair." Tonight I can love their sounds. A skating rink where I met this strange quiet girl. Yellow lights off and on, wooden wheels grinding, pleasanter than the music. I go there often, but never skate, sitting on benches and talking to girls. She smiles and skates with all the boys without talking to any. She talks to me. "I'm very shy and talk very little. I'm always afraid and never know what to say." "My mother gives piano lessons to kids." "We live in a house and have a pet squirrel." I ask, "Can we walk along the beach sometime or go to a movie? Will we see each other sometime again?" Her girlfriend was prettier than she so I wanted to know her. I never did, she was pregnant and married a sailor. "Hold me but don't kiss me. We can lie in the sand." "I'm from the North and don't understand you. I don't even know anything about Lee." "There's a house here that belonged to Jefferson Davis. You can sometimes visit it on Sundays for free." "You're so warm, Peggy. What do you think of?" "My brother, in the navy, sends me coins from Morocco." "It's late. We better leave." "If I give you my address, will you write me sometime?" Knowing There are people above me Living in code The faucet turns, I hear water They, lost sons and daughters Washing JAMES WELCH City Days, Always Tried Happy (For Virginia Burwell) None will know her: That girl screaming out the window, "Holidays! Holidays!" Her boudoir, cluttered with monkeys, and I, a shade of gray in the court below, bouncing ball to brick. No Indians paint corn in reds, assume face to write checks. Company men twist their heads and plot to destroy rain. Rub their charts in rose. None would dream that we are lovers: the holidays, my face, her slippers, blue in crowds of tin. WILLIAM PITT ROOT The Jellyfish There isn't much a man can do about a grounded jellyfish except step over it, or prod it with his walking stick, and if he has no walking stick, his shoe. My feet were bare, so I leaned to watch the waves relax around the shiny melted-looking heap. The jellyfish didn't move, but then of course, jellyfishes don't. They navigate at best like bottles: When the tide shifts they bob and drift away. But who has ever seen a living creature with a note inside? I found an iridescent fish, uneaten and twitching still, inside the gluey drying bowel. I saw it jerk, expand its gills, then quiver, arrested loosely, loosely and forever. It shone with link and green, blue and yellow, flashed profoundly silver in each spasm. I knew it was dead already, and only seemed to work to free itself. As I tried to remove the notion from my mind, the mound it moved in, like a glassy brain, was taken from me by a wave that slid from the ocean without a sound. The City Dreaming of Horses Each dawn we watch the bus descend through lifting mist, come shining down an emerging hill's decline to the sea. We mount its trembling steps, feed the chattering meter quarters, sit, begin to sleep—but first sway round our tightly curved tidal bay, begin the lifting road up through the hillside pastures, passing every day the dewdrenched buckskin mare who comes to lean against the leaning fence and stare as, from our serial windows, we stare back before we enter the city dreaming of horses. Checking in at 1 A.M., dead tired, I watch two strangers carry out a third across their shoulders, stiff as a board. In the step-down lobby, two whores and a jealous queer ignore the body as its eyes open to stare at me, and these roses for my lady. An elevator grinds me up to 3. Stepping off I breathe again and stop to check directions: Snuff and canned spaghetti smells, pop bottles along a hall of dead wallpaper flowers. The slick carpet creaks along the narrow darkness full of doors locked on regret, sneak-thieves, and the wounded who can crawl. JUSTIN KESTENBAUM Figure without caption. Figure without caption. RICK STERRY Figure without caption. WILLIAM MATTHEWS Reading Beside a Farm Pond on a March Afternoon The wind begins to turn the pages for me and I drift like a drunk in a skiff. Goodbye to eyes rotating in to watch self being watched by self. The wind sounds angry in the leafless trees, as if a grave were opened and found bare, thick with walled-in air. I wake up in my skiff and feel each untentative heartbeat forcing blood. I find the place I've lost. A heifer slowly swings his thick triangular white face to watch me sit. Moving When we spurt off in the invalid Volvo flying its pennant of blue fumes, the neighbors group and watch. We twist away like a released balloon. WILLIAM NAGY I As fast as whisker— grass left the field brown all the weeds on high ridge road are dead already the hollow fall air is widening the spaces between the trees, waiting to fill with color flash night black and then collapse white under crystalline vacuum cold II The grass in the cemetery arches itself against the new cold over the writhing dead till the cold seeps into the ground and quiets them I, newly alive comfort myself with dreams losing heat at the end of the summer The ground is through with its heat and womb-frozen death lies within it waiting to be stillborn in spring Ill I got a call last night but what words and telephones will tell me anything this early the window trees shine in my door's brown wood, my bedroom darkness with their yellow indignant with the cold surprised at their new color no one has said anything yet this morning, but the trees pull back and cross themselves at the sight of telephone wires the sun and morning leap from trees to windowpanes on the wires outside my window birds sing deadletter conversations IV A gold buckled beer can scraped to silver streaking menaces the metal grating of my neighborhood down the hill drain while a combustion of morning mushrooms scrawls away up the front grass and the sun that fires from bent metal flashings to soft white fungus lit up gold touches the edges of the shadows with greed and gives them till noon V Tired as a tidal rock flat mud-slippery gray low tide limp in puddles, resting slide down near the red-eyed fish trapped in pools, that swim away from me in circles tide rising waves make them whirlpool circular, spiral, and the fish gleam red-eye taillight stares at me, as they slide backward into the undertow. DOUGLAS BLAZEK A Sphere jester/A severe gesture There is us our flesh & then there is our double life & whoever created them had better have a damn good reason! Politics, at a Somewhat Lower Level A little ruddy black dog snaps & barks at me the way a woman shakes out wet diapers every morning on my way to work. every morning faithfully this little pest saves the world. he is President, Secretary of Defense & Attorney General all rolled in one, too dumb to know the sun really doesn't rise at his command & thankfully too small to jump the fence. JANE FRINK August August was the nightmare month when her morality faded along with her tan. After passing a point she ran out of self and was stranded between summer and fall. Above Winter A torrid river entered a forest to violate in snakey twists and turns. Emerging on the other side as if nothing had happened. A lake had frozen into a plate of silver shiny and round. Acres of farm land were inches square and white And the bristle trees were skinny and too small to pick. Clouds floated past the window Everytime the airplane took a breath. DAN RENDLEMAN The Morning of November The air is peeled and fierce, dilating and rough-fingered Upon the hunched shoreline. I rummage the sand for snails And bones, but only startle a ragged fern. The day's sun could be an old scar. The trees suck and moan, sleepy children Fondling the dry dugs of dead flesh. On hills where clover-lint once softened blunt June, This hard season, this hard earth is fed with Fish-belly skies, pale winds. Basho's dark hands of life wring tomorrow's wash, The grey linen of rain. With an Arab's swarthy hand I piece the clay fragments, the jagged skull plates Of afternoon, glittering cold knives in my trailing sash, Plaiting smells and grass-warp Fixing their gull-teeth to my silk. Here, on a weed-scarved beach, a shoving sea mounts ragged Stones and the keel-blank sand with bleached loins and hands, Sterility in this withered light, visionary salt. Speaking As into a wind my dim words bless each other. I find the scars of a prophet writhing where the coral snake has been, Where churning eagles flash and devour clouds. Golden lizards buckle trees. Buckle trees. Reading the skins of a mind there are barns that suns bother, Stashed with last year's hay like hair in an old man's nose. There are woodcuts underfoot and corded On my finger-smoothed shelves, Skulls of scuttling crabs, thin as dead leaves, clean as light, Collect the heavy rain in their whorled sockets. Yesterday's unopened mail sucks the tedium of air And my dry etching of mirth. RONALD BERNT Figure without caption. Figure without caption. RICK STERRY Figure without caption. GEORGE HITCHCOCK The Man with the Wicker Cigar Observe him as he steps on the balcony to bless his squadrons of gasoline he holds seven jewelled microphones in his seven left hands his nostrils twitch lava pours from the studs on his shirtfront below him a sea of bouquets each with its head zipped in transparent green paper bursts into cheers his mouth is like a teller's wicket his eyes are of silk foulard his teeth are certified winners he is smoking a wicker cigar reassure yourselves declares this sweetsmelling pope of the flatlands death is an illusion BRENDEN GALVIN In Locust Hollow Under a green moon a bird creaks in an old tree. In the orchard the woman collects a nightgown of feathers. A house glides by. The Portagee's coffin is half buried beneath a table in Locust Hollow. His Bible falls open to moonlight. He is not there. Auction on LINCOLN STREET by Mitchell Bloomfield Marcus Stein slept on the sofa wrapped in a motley of sheets, quilts, and blankets. The bad foot, like a swollen plum left out to dry, hung over the edge swathed in bandages. This was his first task on awakening, to treat the foot, and he dreamt about it, wrapping and unwrapping the bandages. The doctor had given him medicine which Mr. Stein had placed on the nightstand. But there was other medicine too, given to him by this doctor and still other doctors. Now it was all mixed up together on the nightstand so that he was no longer sure which medicine was for the foot. Ach! It didn’t matter; it was an old foot, eighty-five years. The doctor the last visit had said, “You’ve got a lot of mileage on that, Mr. Stein.’’ Him—he could afford to joke, a young man yet, even though he was getting bald, and Mr. Stein thoughtfully pointed that out to him. But, maybe, maybe one of the medicines would help. He dreamt about the foot again. He could hardly bend over to reach it, so he moved the hassock close to the sofa, and after a while, after tugging and pulling on his leg, he got the foot on the hassock. That way he could work on it. He unwrapped the bandages and looked at the sores. They had turned all colors, and the foot itself had taken on the appearance of a beast’s forepaw. Remembering the biblical admonition against consorting with animals, he was disgusted. Now he heard yelling from the bathroom. Benny was yelling in the bathroom. Maybe he had slipped and fallen in the tub again like last time, when there was no one to help. Finally someone had come, but it had been a long time with Benny screaming. Afterwards, Mr. Stein had called Harold and pleaded with him to come back to the store. But now, lying on the sofa, Mr. Stein heard the screaming again and wondered what Benny was doing in the bathroom at this time of night. He came awake for a moment. No one was yelling; the! house was quiet and dark and didn’t smell like morning. Ach, Mr. Stein thought, what good is a crippled son? Not even good to himself. When he finally woke up, and could smell that it was morning, something was on his mind and he couldn’t remember. He didn’t feel like treating the foot, he was afraid to unwrap the bandages, so he hobbled to the kitchen to make tea. He moved through the hallway, like a blind crab, his back a humped shell, feeling along the chill walls with his cane. While the water was heating, he was trying to remember what was on his mind, but he kept hearing Benny yelling in the bathroom, so he went and looked. The bathroom was empty, so he went along the hallway opening doors until he came to the bedroom. Benny was asleep in his bed. Mr. Stein looked at his naked son, scrawny and covered with thick hair all over his body. A monkey, he thought, just like a monkey, and chuckled unhappily. He remembered a zoo he went to in Cardiff where there were monkeys just like this. He had gone there with Sofie; they had both laughed at the monkeys but she got sick to her stomach when she saw the ones with the red behinds. He didn’t like the ones with the red behinds either. He went back to the kitchen and took a bowl of pears out of the refrigerator. This is what he ate. Pears and tea, and maybe once in a while a cracker. No one liked this. His sister who visited regularly from Cleveland didn’t like it, and his granddaughter who lived in the same city didn’t like it either. “Oi Gott,” the sister would say, “What kind of diet? Pears and tea, tea and pears. How can a man live on such food?” “Look,” the granddaughter, Gladys, would say, “he’ll eat what he wants. You turn up your nose, don’t you Gramps?” The sister wrung her hands, “Show some respect,” she said. Nonetheless, Mr. Stein liked his granddaughter. She wore pants and painted her toenails, and the sister didn’t approve, but Mr. Stein liked this. He came from Bucharest, no small-town Jew from the Pale. Also, she brought good things to eat; she knew how to cook. Even the sister’s cooking wasn’t bad, although not as good. Sometimes after they left, he would eat the food they brought, but whenever anyone was there he brought out the tea and pears and ate them whether he was hungry for them or not. He was pleased by their dismay. Once he told his sister, “You’re a stinky cook.” He banged the cup down in exasperation. What was he trying to remember? Finally, Benny got up. Mr. Stein could hear him tap-tapping to the bathroom on his crutches. He was urinating and Mr. Stein thought, I hope he doesn't make on the floor like yesterday. If Benny made on the floor then when Gladys, the granddaughter, came, she would raise hell. So let her, thought Mr. Stein, she's too fancy these days. Ever since she married the pharmacist, she was getting fancy. Now his grandchildren were fancy too, too fancy for Mr. Stein. The phone rang, and Benny began yelling in the bathroom. Always yelling. “Be still you bastard!” Mr. Stein roared. “Pa!” Benny yelled, “Get the phone. Forchrissake Pa!” The phone kept ringing and Mr. Stein munched a pear. Let them think he was dead. If he didn’t answer that’s what they would think. Only two weeks before he had fallen and struck his head on the coffee table. Then they had all come. He remembered their terror with pleasure. Soon the phone would stop ringing, then they would call Gladys or the nephew and send them over to see if he was dead. For that matter, thought Mr. Stein I wouldn't mind. It would teach that bastard yelling in the bathroom a lesson. He pictured them, all of them together, gathered around his corpse in the livingroom. But suddenly he remembered the foot, they would take off the bandages. He had a vision of the foot, fur and nails, and everyone staring. He got up and shuffled to the telephone, picked up the receiver and coughed into the speaker. “Pa?” a voice asked, “Hello? Pa?” “Who?” Sometimes Mr. Stein's hearing was bad and sometimes good. This morning it was all right, but he was trying to remember what it was he had forgotten about. “Pa? It's Harold here.” “Who? Sammy?” “HAROLD, Pa. Can you hear me?” “Sure, sure, I hear you fine. I thought maybe it was Sammy.” Harold? Mr. Stein wondered if he hadn’t talked to Harold last night. What the hell was he trying to remember. Anyway, he'd rather talk to Sammy. Sammy was the oldest. Why wasn’t he calling. Always Harold. “So, what are ya doing Pa?” “Sitting on the toilet,” Mr. Stein said, “what should I be doing?” Sometimes lately, Mr. Stein liked to be vulgar. He never used to be like that. “Yeah?” the voice was weak with futility. “That’s nice. That’s always nice to hear.” Mr. Stein looked up; Benny was clumping on his crutches into the livingroom. Mr. Stein wagged a finger at him. “Don’t you make a noise/’ “I mean about the auction, Pa/’ Harold demanded from the phone. “Whataya going to do?” Auction? So that was it, what he was trying to remember. He might have forgotten the auction. “I’m going to the auction,” he promptly announced. “Listen Pa, I told you yesterday, STAY HOME. Whatdaya want, they should laugh at you?” Mr. Stein held the phone out in his bent arm and faced it. “They’re ruining me,” he wailed. “Pa, it’s the law, that’s all, the law. For the taxes and the bills, you can’t run a business that way. I toldya years ago—sell out, take Ma, come to Florida.” Florida? Harold was in Florida, Sammy —where was it?— Denver, Sofie dead. All of them gone. Mr. Stein was one time in Florida; he remembered the ceiling fans turning around in the heat. The heat was awful; he had not liked it and Sofie had not liked it either, but maybe now with air conditioning? But Sofie was gone now, and remembering this again, Mr. Stein also realized that his son’s “take Ma” was a reproach. “You,” he said, “you’re ruin-ing me. You let them take the business. . .” “Business? what business? The business ended years ago, you shoulda closed, Pa.” Benny began to shout, “Lemme talk to him for chrissake Pa, lemme talk willya?” “Oi! He’s going to kill me!” “Pa, stay away,” Harold pleaded over the telephone, “don’t make a disgrace.” “For chrissake Pa, lemme talk willya?” Benny was shouting. Mr. Stein pressed his hand to his temple. “Fifty thousand I paid my father. In cash I bought him out. For what. For my children; if not what else? Fifty thousand into his hand. They take from me my life.” “Listen,” Benny was shouting, “Lemme have that lemme talk to Harold for chrissake willya Pa.” Benny clumped towards him on his crutches, one bony arm reaching out of the pajama sleeve towards the phone. “Get away!” Mr. Stein screamed. He raised his cane and struck his son across the shoulder, “Monkey.” The telephone clattered to the floor. Mr. Stein had to sit down on the edge of the sofa and it was some time before he had the energy to reach down, lift it up, and replace it on the hook. By that time Benny had stopped crying and was watching the television. His foot was killing him. Mr. Stein wanted to wear his best suit, his favorite, for the auction, a pin-stripe gaberdine with a vest he had bought in Cleveland after the war; he had forgotten when he bought it and could not see well enough to notice that it had faded and become so dirty that the pin-stripe could not really be seen. He could not especially see in the darkness of his house with the perpetually drawn shades, a custom Sofie had brought with her from the old country, and so he identified the suit by feel. He was certain when he found the masonic pin in the lapel. Mornings were different once and Mr. Stein remembered this as he dressed. Sofie was up first and cooked breakfast while Mr Stein said his morning prayers. Both Harold and Sammy were with him in the business. Benny was at the military academy in Pennsylvania after having a little trouble in the public high school. Becky too was a young schoolgirl, not yet married to Dov, the greenhorn. There was more to eat in the mornings then than tea and pears Mr. Stein remembered ruefully. They all lived in the new house on Maple Road with the glazed brick chimney, a screened-in solarium, and a fake Greek statue made of plaster; the contractor had suggested the statue, and it caught Mr. Stein’s fancy at once. Mr. Stein had built it with the profits from the business in the two years after he had bought out his father. It was in a better, new neighborhood, and Mr. Stein liked to imagine that the people who drove past were admiring the home of Marcus Stein which boasted a Greek statue on the front lawn. Sofie was embarrassed, however, because the statue was, after all, a nude woman. For her he bought a marble bird bath which sat under a birch tree modestly in back. Every other Sunday they drove in the Buick to Cleveland where the elder Stein, retired now, with seventy-five thousand in the bank lived with his beloved library and Mr. Stein’s sister; the sister was pleased to have him in the house, she was sweet but not very pretty, and hadn’t married. There, they would sit in the livingroom, Marcus, Sofie, Becky, and the sister, the women silent with folded hands on their laps, and drink tea, and Marcus and his father would argue business; Marcus viewed his father’s books and his amateur scholasticism with disdain. The boys drove the Buick around the neighborhood. At length the sister would tire of the discussion, “Come Becky, come in the kitchen. We will serve some cake.” And in the kitchen she said, “You cut these out of the pan and put them on the plate while I take out the jam.” “I don’t know how,” Becky said. Everything the sister said, Becky didn’t know how. And when they went back to the livingroom, the sister had said reproachfully that it was a disgrace, a young girl shouldn’t know anything about a house, and Sofie simply looked down at her hands and said nothing, and Marcus said, not to the sister, but to Becky, “Don’t worry, you don’t have to know, you’re a rich man’s daughter.’’ Can you imagine? the sister would later say, in the bad days, that’s what comes of this, Marcus, that a girl should know nothing. He married her through a broker to an immigrant, a strong boy, maybe not such a good head, but from a pious family, and earnest enough to do the carrying and other menial labor in the store. On her wedding night, she came screaming back to the house. Whose fault was it? Mr. Stein asked himself, how was he to know the man was a brute, an animal? He grew to detest her husband, Dov, for his stupidity and went back on his promise to make him an equal partner in the business like the boys. It was the following year the trouble started. First with Becky, then with Benny when he came back from the military academy in August, his head full of crazy ideas. Only to himself, Mr. Stein admitted that the craziness had started before the other one, the sleeping sickness that crippled him; to everyone else he explained that the fever had affected his mind and made him nervous, but that was later. The trouble started that year, in the fall. Trips without warning, charge accounts, and then the letters; letters he wrote to congressmen, to the secretary of state, to the newspapers. Mr. Stein imagined that people on Lincoln Street were beginning to laugh behind his back. Finally he locked Benny up in one of the bedrooms upstairs and put the key in his own back pocket. Three times a day he opened it, in the morning, at midday when he returned for lunch, and in the evening when Sofie brought food. She could not have the key. During the day she sat in the livingroom with the drawn shades weeping while Benny shouted and broke the furniture in the locked room upstairs. At night she pleaded with Marcus, but he was unrelenting. Only when Benny calmed down could he come downstairs and spend an hour with the family. One night he escaped. In the morning they found a rope of sheets knotted together at the end hanging on the outside of the house from the window. The Chevy roadster was gone. Mr. Stein pulled up the sheets, so that the people driving past wouldn’t see, and spent the morning in the synogogue pounding his breast. That time Benny was gone for two months. Finally, the police called from Texas and Harold went on the train to bring him back. When they returned for weeks Benny lay on the bed in the unlocked room staring at the ceiling while Sofie nursed him. Mr. Stein threw Dov, the immigrant, out of the store, and Becky came home; she was pregnant with Gladys and wanted to know how the baby got out. Sammy left home and the business and went out on his own. The eldest. What had gone wrong? Mr. Stein finished dressing, and felt to make sure his tie, a clip-on given to him by a customer who drove a milk truck, was in place. The masonic pin, his fingers told him, was in its place on his jacket lapel. He struggled into his overcoat and waited for the cab. As he stood looking out the window the phone rang again. This time Benny, still sitting in front of the television set, didn’t shout or make a noise; and this time Mr. Stein didn’t hesitate to answer, he knew where he was going. He peered into the receiver, "Who?” Gladys’ voice, if it was anxious, betrayed nothing; it was cool and arranged like her carefully sprayed hair and the tailored blouses she wore; it spoke languidly through a wreath of cigarette smoke, "Grund-pa. . .” "Who?” Mr. Stein feigned again. "Listen Grandpa, just what do you think you’re up to!?” "Harold called?” He knew Harold must have called; that’s how she knew. So she, they, were worried. Good, let them; they had all left. "I’m going a little while to' the auction.” "Listen you old faker, if you don’t behave yourself, I’ll come over and put you to bed.” Mr. Stein began cursing her; outside the taxi blew its horn; at once, Benny began to shout. Mr. Stein screamed into the telephone, "All morning he was yelling in the bathroom, the bastard.” "Grandpa,” Gladys said, "you’re only making things worse, you know that don’t you?” But he had already slammed down the phone and started for the door. The driver, a scrawny West Virginian, whose arms stuck out beyond the cuffs of his tankdriver’s coat, stood shivering in the early morning, propped against the puffing cab; but when he saw Mr. Stein shuffling down the sloped side of the lawn to the street, he ambled over to help him. "I can do it myself,” Mr. Stein said, but could not offer much resistance. The driver released his arm when he got; to the door, but then he got stuck in the doorway, one leg on the sidewalk and one on the floor of the cab. He struggled to bring one leg together with the other, either inside or outside the cab, but he was too weak; they remained apart where his tardy muscles had abandoned them. He poked about with the cane in the interior, a single antenna feeling the darkness. “I used to jump in the trees for the nuts,” he said. “How’s that?” ”A young boy,” Mr. Stein explained with exasperation, “I jumped in the trees for nuts. In Rumania, for nuts.” “Well, yor gonna break the ones you got like that.” “Who?” At length, the driver put one hand under his buttocks and the other under the tardy leg and hoisted. “I can do it myself,” Mr. Stein wailed, but fell into the seat with a sigh. The antenna wiggled reproachfully in the rear view mirror as they drove off. “Helluva morning to go out,” the driver said, but Mr. Stein blinked ahead through the windshield. “How’s that fella doing, yor boy isn’t he?” Suddenly Mr. Stein was terror-stricken. How does he know? he wondered. Did Sammy send him? “The boy who fell in the tub. Don’t you remember? I helped pull him out? Now Mr. Stein remembered. Of course, the cab driver. “Sure, sure; it was nice, very nice; you’re a good boy.” “Shoot, that’s all right. Sure a bad thing to be crippled up like that.” Mr. Stein wondered: Should he tell him? He decided to tell him. Sammy hadn’t sent this man; this was the cabdriver. “He was hollering again this morning in the bathroom.” “Naw.” “Yessir,” Mr. Stein affirmed, “Hollering like you wouldn’t believe.” “That’s sure too bad to be crippled up like that,” the driver said. “I have this sore on my foot,” Mr. Stein confided. He bent down over it in the back of the cab, so that the driver couldn’t see him. He wanted to unwrap the bandages and look to see if the fur and nails were still there. Wasn’t there fur and nails on the foot this morning? He lifted a yellowing brow up over the seat; the driver was straining to look in the mirror. Again, the terror. Maybe Sammy had sent him. No; it was the time with Benny in the bathtub; that’s where he was from. “Maybe you have a sore foot?” Mr. Stein asked hopefully. “Naw.” The driver’s tone suggested that a sore foot was just one more among the many things he did not have. Mr. Stein poked at the foot with the tip of his cane. “Maybe you oughta see a doctor, huh?” Mr. Stein snorted. Doctors. So what good? Did they help Benny? As soon as he saw what was what, he sent him with Harold in the Buick to the Cleveland Clinic. He sent with him also a signed blank check and one-thousand dollars in cash. A week later standing in the office they told them there was nothing they could do for the sickness from Africa. From Africa? “I have money,” he said, “Take all I have,” but they said it wasn’t that, there just wasn’t anything they could do. The fever was gone and there wasn’t anything to do but wait and see. So they carried Benny to the Buick and took him home. After that there were other clinics; but they couldn’t do anything either. Doctors. Mr. Stein sighed and gave up on the foot. “You heard about my auction?” he asked the driver. “What’s that?” “I’m auctioning off the business,” Mr. Stein lied, I am taking my son and going to Florida.” “Yeah? Boy, that sure is the life.” The driver rubbed the orange bristles on his chin and contemplated something outside on the street. “You didn’t read about the auction?” The driver shrugged and rearranged his bare large hands on the still cold wheel; the khaki army jacket had bunched up on his forearms. Mr. Stein puzzled his ignorance, why hadn’t he heard about the auction? He pictured how it would be, comparing it to the time when his competitor of thirty years ago, Levy, had finally sold and went away with his wife to—where was it?— California. Mr. Stein remembered fondly the noise and activity, the big shot buyers from Akron, even the newspapers sent a reporter. He took a statement from Levy, him standing there, his bald head sweating nervously beneath the ceiling fans. “The city has been good to me for which I’m grateful, believe me. But there comes a time a man should. . .” “How many years in business, Mr. Levy?” And Levy reflected this, tapping his ringed fingers on a well-filled vest. Even Mr. Stein, in a flush of excitement, bought a car- load more than he planned. So what? It sold. There comes a time. . .” Mr. Stein began to address the driver. “You wanna be left off at the store or the restaurant?” “Who?” “Where you wanna go?” Mr. Stein thought a minute. What time was it? The auction wasn’t until eleven. “Pauley’s.” he said, “take me to Pauley’s.” Each morning Mr. Stein stopped at Pauley’s for breakfast. He used to go only for lunch but that was before Sofie died. After that, he went for breakfast and lunch, walking the two blocks between his store and the restaurant painfully, nodding with exaggerated dignity to the other merchants who greeted the familiar hunched over probing shape as he passed their windows. Usually he wasn’t hungry; he had his pears and tea before. But that was it—part of the reason he would not heed Sammy and Harold who wanted him to go to Florida. Here he was known, here he was respected. Only a week before the store was closed down—when was that, how many weeks now?— Johnson, from the bank, offered him a cigar in Pauley’s. "Fifty-five years in business? My God, that’s remarkable,” Johnson said, “Here, allow me. Eighty-five years old? Well, well. They don’t make them today like they used to.” They had reached the main street, Lincoln Street. “See that?” Mr. Stein tapped upward with the cane against the window, “You know what that is?” “Yeah, you showed me that before.” They cruised past the Stein building, now a supermarket. The brownstone letters towering four stories above the squat downtown of Millersburg, were nearly eroded. Mr. Stein had fought to save it, built in ’twenty-eight, but no one helped, so what could he do himself? Sammy was gone, Benny was already crippled, Harold wouldn’t co-operate, and Dov already was a joke. So it was lost to the bank, Johnson at that time had nothing to do with it, a good man, Johnson, and not so bad cigars either. From that time on Mr. Stein rented. Harold had wanted him to leave then, go to Cleveland, maybe, where things were said to be better, but Mr. Stein said no, he belonged here, he wasn’t beaten yet. In front of the restaurant, the driver pushed the flag down and looked back, rather skeptically, at Mr. Stein. “That’ll be one-thirty-five.” Suddenly Mr. Stein remembered that he didn’t have any money. The day before he had trudged to a neighbor’s house to borrow a dollar for milk; then he had called Harold to tell him he disgraced his father before strangers. Who could he borrow from here? “Put it on my account,” Mr. Stein said. “Now you know I can't do that.” Mr. Stein spread his hands out dramatically and rolled his eyes. “No money, I haven’t got money.” “No money?” Mr. Stein wagged his head and slapped his hands down on his knees, “Nosir, nothing!” “Well now, you can’t go riding around in a man’s cab without no money. I think I’m just gone to take you home.” First Mr. Stein wailed; then he thought. Finally, he took off his wrist watch and offered it over the seat. The driver held it in front of his face and sniffed. “Now what am I gone to do with this?” he demanded. “Collateral,” Mr. Stein said, “you keep it for collateral.” The building had been the bank’s collateral; but even his word alone was good enough. Marcus Stein’s word was always good, and Mr. Stein told the driver so. “Oh jee-sus, all right,” the driver said and reached over the seat and opened the back door. “Say, I was wondering, that boy of youn. He sure is crippled up; how’d he ever get crippled up like that?” Mr. Stein struggled with his legs again to gain the sidewalk. Once there he leaned back in towards the driver, his arm extended. The driver watched in fascination as Mr. Stein’s short tapered fingers closed together until the nearly transparent ends held a minute wrinkled section of space. Mr. Stein’s eyes bulged out under the yellow brows with the intelligence. “A mosquito,” he said, “like that. A curse on my life.” “A mosquita?” the driver asked, astonished; but Mr. Stein, his overcoat dangling at his ankles, was already probing his way across the sidewalk, through the falling snow, a blind crab holding to the shore. Mr. Stein left the restaurant where he had been dozing —how long he did not know— and walked up the snow-clogged street. Everywhere the snow was dark with the industrial grime of the town. Although a few Christmas decorations had been put up, they could not dispel the gloom and commercial decay of the main street. Half of the store rooms were empty, the “For Lease” signs lay on the floors behind the windows. No new merchants would fill them; one by one, the old ones had sold out, moved, retired, died. The new ones went to the shopping centers in the Heights. Once the Merchants Association talked about making the street into a mall. They had asked Mr. Stein and the owner to tear down the marque, but he ordered them out of the store. He liked it, even admired it. It stretched along the entire front length of the building, a romanesque structure with milk glass insets. And, above it, towering vertically along the building face, the sign he had salvaged from his own building, the one the bank took, which proclaimed STEIN’S in large block letters reading downward. The letters were painted a deep burgandy on a white background edged in black, and electric lightbulbs outlined each one. It had not been turned on for several years, and the bulbs broke and rusted in the sockets and most of the paint had flaked away. Mr. Stein recognized his store when he saw the sign looming ahead in the snowfall, but he was disappointed; when he had thought of the auction, he had imagined it lighted and winking. He struggled on until he reached the foyer. Where were the people? The windows, the foyer, the interior, everything, was empty. Mr. Stein felt his way along the store window to the door and found the notice of attachment which he had made one trip before to see. He could only read the largest print at the top —BAILIFF’S SALE— but that was enough. Sherman, who ran the dry goods store next door, had read the date and time to him. Could he have made a mistake? Come too early? Or worse, it was over and he had missed it. If Sammy found out, he would laugh. And Benny, that bastard, would tell him; for that he could talk all right. He felt for his wristwatch, but it wasn’t there. Where was it? What was the time? But the clock in the restaurant. . . Ach! People were coming. Several men entered the foyer, overcoats turned up against the snow and came towards the door. They stopped in front of him. “Pardon me.” “Who?” “Could you let us at the door? We have to get in.” Mr. Stein stepped backward and flattened himself against the showcase window; his body shook with anger and fear. The men towered over him, faces hidden by overcoats and the darkness of the winter afternoon. Who sent them, he wondered, Sammy? “Stein!” The shortest figure, a bearlike man with a head set forward on a tilt from the shoulders, dusted the snowflakes from his Chesterfield and took off his hat. Grossman. Grossman owned the discount store in the new plaza; he had come in after the war and made a killing on TV’s and appliances. Mr. Stein and Grossman had quarreled over seats for the high holidays in the synagogue. They had taken the seats away from Mr. Stein when he hadn’t paid his dues, but he insisted they belonged to him and not the newcomer. And when he wept to Gladys over the telephone she said it wasn’t really the seats they were quarreling about and that he should pay his dues like anyone else. That time they didn't speak to each other for a month. Finally, on a Sunday, she brought a nice roast chicken with potatoes and it was all right again. The bailiff unlocked the door. He was a young man who wore glasses with clear frames which slid down on his nose. “Stein?” he asked Grossman who shrugged, “It’s not necessary for you to be here, Mr. Stein.” But Mr. Stein muttered something about this being his store, and the bailiff coughed embarassedly and went in. Grossman and the other one followed and Mr. Stein followed them and shut the door behind him. Inside, the storeroom was barren except for a thin line of washing machines, a refrigerator and odd pieces of furniture stretched across the middle. The mezzanine had sometime ago been walled up with plastic sheeting by the landlord to save heat. The former office located in the rear with glass enclosures which stated in stenciled lettering the terms of credit—easy—had been abandoned, and in its place Benny and Mr. Stein had built a kind of fortress with some files, a safe and two wooden desks. They had spent an entire day, morning to night, doing this, the crippled son on crutches and the humped over father tugging and pulling the things down the center of the floor. There they were close to the merchandise and out of the dark unlit rear of the storeroom. There was an office chair for Mr. Stein and a stuffed easy chair for Benny and a waste basket beside it where he discarded half- eaten fruit. Even now the area smelled of rotting banana peels. Grossman plopped himself down in the chair, his feet straight out and propped up on their heels; the bailiff half-sat on Benny’s desk. The other one —who was he?— stood beside Grossman. Mr. Stein was still walking towards them; as he approached, the bailiff had begun to mutter through the legal recitation. “. . . in and for the county of Newark. . he was saying. Mr. Stein stood in front of them and pounded the floor with his cane and stared at Grossman, “What do you bid?” he demanded. The other one, who stood beside Grossman, cackled. The bailiff chewed his lip and considered. “Mr. Stein, perhaps you don’t understand. This merchandise is the property of the court. I’m selling for the court, not you.” “I know the law,” Mr. Stein said with dignity. “Well, then, let’s continue. . .” The bailiff fumbled with the paper and began reading again. “Who’s he?” Mr. Stein interrupted pointing at the other one, the one who stood beside Grossman. “You never met Joey?” Grossman bellowed. “My son Joey. Say how- dayado to Marcus Stein, Joey.” “ Of Stein and Company,” he added generously and fished a cigar from his pocket. Mr. Stein executed a peculiar little curtsy and made a movement to shake hands, but Joey looked upward at the sealed up mezzanine. “How do you do,” he said. Mr. Stein spread his hands and grimaced. The bailiff continued reading. Joey occupied himself with a festering pimple on his cheek. Mr. Stein could not see this, but he could see the essential outlines of the other one, and he compared his own sons at the age of twenty. Three men. Not like this, skinny like a cat with a sick face, and the big adam’s apple, but tall, like Sofie’s family, all of them, and good looking with black curly hair, even Benny once. The girls went crazy for them. On Sundays they drove past the store on Lincoln Street in the Buick, from the house on Maple Road. Becky wore a white dress. Once a month to his sister’s in Cleveland where his father lived with the books. “Four hundred fifty, the lot,” Grossman said. Was it Benny, yelling in the back of the store? Falling down in the bathroom? “Just sign here, Mr. Grossman. . .” Becky wore a white dress, he told her: you’re a rich man’s daughter. . . “Four hundred fifty, your check, Mr. Grossman. . .” He stood in the zoological gardens in London gripping the bars of the cage, inside the monkeys scampered and grinned sticking their flaming buttocks up at him, and Sofie cried, oi Marcus! pointing down with her parasol and he looked down and there he saw in place of the patent leather shoes he had purchased for the photograph to be sent to the parents in Bucharest, the feet of an animal fur and horny nails, sore and infested with lice, . . “My check is good. Four hundred fifty. . .” Mr. Stein’s wail pierced the dark storeroom and rolled down the flapping plastic. “Ruin-ing me,” He sobbed, “your bastard four hundred.” The bailiff chewed the temple piece of his glass frames, his nose covered with sweat. “Fifty thousand, I paid my father cash into his hand and bought him out. Me!” The other one, Joey, looked at his nails, his lips wet and black. The adam’s apple worked up and down, “What did you expect? A fortune? Personally, I wouldn’t put this borax on the floor. A special maybe.” He had stood there smirking, Mr. Stein’s father, his gold-rimmed glasses perched on the wings of his nose, gray goatee twitching, fingering the bag of money from the bank. He could go back to his books, now, to the studies. He was no businessman, Mr. Stein thought with contempt. In the back Benny and Harold, schoolboys still helping with deliveries, stood silent now with wide eyes. Mr. Stein had thrown into his reluctant hands, against the dare, the bag. Should I count it, Marcus? Leave me in peace, do I need you? Your children should become such vipers. He picked up his hat, You. You want, you will be someone, but you are no more than dung. “Strictly low-end,” said Joey. Mr. Stein raised his cane high in the air against the mocking black smile, screaming with the downward curve, and the knotted sheets parted: Benny was falling, falling from a secret bedroom, thumping against the siding, nicking away the fresh paint with his elbows, yelling Papa Papa Papa and crashed away into the night. Sofie looking from the window past the smiling lilacs towards the darkness said kindly, my wounded bird. Gladys saw the ambulance light revolving from the top of the hill and the cluster of people. She charged through the stoplight and pulled her stationwagon up across the street. She jumped out without parking it, pulled a scarf over her curlers and ran across the street. The waitress was standing there shivering, arms folded around herself, and said when she recognized the granddaughter, “I called as soon as he left, I did,” but Gladys said, “That's all right,” and pushed past her. Inside Grossman, hat in hand, approached her, shrugging nervously. "An old man. . .” he said emphatically. The police had put the body on a stretcher and covered it with a blanket. They had tucked the cane and one lost shoe underneath it. Only the bad foot stuck out, clumsily wound with gauze. Before they took him away, she covered it up. MARY F. DAVIS Obit I think again my friend About the calf's liver and sauerkraut That we were going to wash someplace Away from here where piety Prohibits public beer. And we who lived On promise of some joy— I heard us saying That will be the dinner We will see the day Together we will celebrate This vigor of ourselves, e'clat Of what we know, our derivation From the wit of all this time, ourselves The belch of progress, precipitate of earth In silks and wools. My God the swath We would have cut elongate In some beauty that we all Could smell. We were so Democratic, The brightness of our slander Our grieving Of the small and deafened ear The cool of safety in an every day, And sitting at a dirty drugstore Counter with our coffee, how we whooped It up, the perjury Of body on this soul. They lived with furs Beneath them on the promise of the night, And I would put, I had it planned, My pied fox hat Where you could touch it Tender to the fingers After eyes of you had burst And you were only nearly That time very dead. JEFF BLYTH JEFF BLYTH RICK STERRY Figure without caption. Figure without caption. MITCHELL BLOOMFIELD The Mongoloid Child Watches Kite Flying Bobble-headed in the press of air she lolls across the field to where the lovers stand and launch the tissued frame; threatening ravage, the wind sails it out in a tangent line whipping out yards of cord searing fingertips; she trembles, limbs knock, one crosspiece on another. She traces drowzily the taut and sunbleached curve of cord reaching to metallic red and green shattered vowels printed on the sky flutter skeeter sideways somersault in tossled March tethered by a will she cannot comprehend Where does kite yearn the kite yearns upward to the bubbling air. One half hour and two hundred threaded feet spent in the bluster They agree to cut the string. Her eye rolls down the knife edge and the pits Where sunwash eddies in and faints away the meaning sinking in: a cleaver; freedom! the severed cord! she grins; the tardy tongue a snail, wriggles from its shell but then: seeing the tissued thing stricken in a stomach-churning drop from heights cut off from all sustanance, she chokes reels away in dumb-circles cowers beneath the inverted sky and gropes for home. JAMES BERTOLINO Fire Sale In rummaging thru life I accepted bribe money from car thieves though mother was pleased with her blank idiot said I was better'n any petunias grown by herself or death besides dad worked even when he fumbled fingers at buttons and did yesterday's weeping and later I thought manfully about sex hugging a water-cooled pneumatic drill still clearing uncle Frank-the-Captain's throat I'll tell ya but don't be difficult under the musk of a mind in new lodgings cause for some of them my urine is medicine! Employed I quit my job this morning. They couldn't understand ducks rippling across my mind, from shore to weeds and back or down for grub. What's more I didn't care for their caring to keep me behind a counter. Blue moving into green on the hills and the black snake with red stripes the length of its body stretch my eyes beyond books, tell me I'm right, I'm right. A Second The breath of strange feet on my stair wrinkles the tissue and for a second I die on the stool. DEBORAH ROBINSON April's Love You said "my love" like I am when you came home from your "date" when you wired your box-voice into my idiot house. You dared to call me "love" and make demands. Dared to say you want me. I, wearing my black hat wearing my teeth like bones wearing a poem that hates you, you dared to ask for soap and me. I loved you until you kissed the plasticene cunts. I loved you until you became weak until you needed two cunts five cunts so many cunts your cock turned black. You asked had I gone out. You asked that! O sure. So I could walk around with my bouncing eyes expecting to leap upon you naked and sperming on her body and say hi. Hi, love, perhaps. I'm going to pull the chicken wire out of myself. Bite my fingernails. Tie hair on your moles. Jab rocks between your toes. I'm going to chew all the hair from your butt. I'm going to run to the ocean wearing herringbone flaunting my sex stroke my body into a dress paint my mouth grow fat and bleed to death. ROBERT VANDER MOLEN Position #32 Position #32 She said And I grunted Beginning to dream Of a stagecoach and me Wearing black to my toes She said I couldn't tell her I said fine Fishing with Jake The water dropped steep right away A few feet from shore On the end of the stubby dock Fireflies invisible In the morning with drapes still pulled And cars in drives Where he rented the water south of Holland Cottages And in the lake a fishermen gas station Where we stop before running the channel The sun risen across state And Jake having called the weather station At the coast guard base Stares out to sea with his hand on the motor CONTRIBUTORS NOTES CHARLES WRIGHT is a Tennesseean who teaches in the Writing Center of the University of California at Irvine. "Private Madrigal" will be included in The Dream Animal, his next book of poetry, due in June from House of Anasi, Toronto. WILLIAM PITT ROOT, whose first book of poetry will be released sometime in early 1969 by Atheneum, has published in "The Atlantic," "The Nation," "New Yorker," "Beloit Poetry Journal" and "Lillabulero." He is a 1968-69 Stanford Creative Writing Fellow. GEORGE HITCHCOCK is a widely published San Francisco poet and editor of "Kayak." BRENDON GALVIN is a doctoral student in English at University of Massachusetts. His poems have appeared in "The Atlantic," "Prairie Schooner," "Malahat Review," "West Coast Review," and others. He has poems forthcoming in "Massachusetts" and "Hudson" Reviews. ROBERT VANDER MOLEN is 21. His first book of poetry, Blood Ink, was published last year by Zeitgeist Press. His second book will appear by the same press in September. He is now hoping to find a publisher for his first novel. JAMES BERTOLINO is 25 and lives with his wife in Oregon. He recently finished in anthology of Pacific Northwest Poets published by Quixote Press. His own work is currently appearing in "Quartet," "Northwest Review," "Trace," and "the goodly co." DANNY RENDLEMEN lives in Mount Pleasant, Michigan, is 22 years old, and is a student at Central Michigan University. MARY DAVIS lives in East Lansing, Michigan. WILLIAM MATTHEWS is co-editor of "Lillabulero." He has poems coming up in "Kayak," "Quarterly Review of Literature," "Shenandoah," "Kumquat" and others. The Winter 1969 issue of "Tennessee Poetry Journal" will be a William Matthews issue. He'll be teaching writing at Wells College, Aurora, New York, next fall. DOBIE PASCO is an artist from East Lansing. This is his first publication. WILLIAM NAGY is a philosophy major at Michigan State. His poems have appeared in recent issues of "Red Cedar Review." DOUGLAS BLAZEK is a San Francisco poet who edits Open Skull Press. He has published widely and appeared in the last issue of "Red Cedar Review." JANE FRINK is a social worker in Saginaw, Michigan. This is her first publication. JAMES WELCH is a Blackfoot Indian from Missoula, Montana, where he is doing graduate work at the University of Montana. His poems are scheduled to appear sometime this spring in "Poetry." RICK STERRY has returned from a year of teaching at Otaru University on the island of Hokkaido in Japan. He hopes to be camping in the woods of Nova Scotia when his first novel, Over the Fence, is released this June by Houghton Mifflin. MITCHELL BLOOMFIELD, a native of Athens, Ohio, is a graduate student in English Literature at Michigan State. DEBORAH ROBINSON is also from Mount Pleasant, is also a student at Central Michigan University and is in love with Daniel Rendleman. JUSTIN KESTENBAUM is an Associate Professor in History at Michigan State. His photography has previously appeared in "Red Cedar Review." 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